#piano #sleepmusic #lofi #flstudio Sorry for being bitter. Things are just overwhelming right now. Yes, I would have called it love, It wouldn't be this hard if it wasn't.
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@Mikehy.mp35 ай бұрын
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@ze_glitchy_gamer76295 ай бұрын
I will
@Mikehy.mp35 ай бұрын
@@ze_glitchy_gamer7629 I appreciate it
@ze_glitchy_gamer76295 ай бұрын
@@Mikehy.mp3 only cuz I want more or something
@Mikehy.mp35 ай бұрын
@@ze_glitchy_gamer7629 I'll be sure to upload more then
@queefington3 ай бұрын
@@Mikehy.mp3 what about something
@goofyicerink95604 ай бұрын
"Now, after everything.. I think.. no, I know." "It really was love."
@TheActualMuffin5764 ай бұрын
Even though it wasn't love for me, it was close. This song reminds me of the times me and my friend spent together. Nowadays we're too busy with schoolwork that we can only see each other on holidays once or twice.
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
It's hard when life gets in the way of the people and things you care about. I hope someday soon you get to see your friend again :)
@iajjajajajjqjq4 ай бұрын
reminds me of my best friend. he moved countries two years ago, then quickly fell into drug addiction and cut everyone off. nobody has heard anything from him since, but, i still think of him and pray he is well every day. i hope i can find him again someday soon. sorry for my rambling, i'm in my feels now haha. thank you for this beautiful piece, your talent has really spoken to me 💜
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
Thank you for leaving this comment, I am sorry to hear about your friend and the pain that you are going through. I know something of what you feel and hope that things get better. Thank you for listening.
@larys19334 ай бұрын
Recently I've sarted to notice that the truth is that the connections you make with people are really fragile. Like, if you disappear next week maybe nobody will really cares, cause you were just a single person in a whole universe of that other person. It's like we're always trying to connect with people, to love, to care, to feel, but the truth is that we can't. There's a wall that keep us separated, there's a locked door which makes it impossible to see the other soul, the other heart, the other world. I fear that the inconsolable need of being loved which lives in the deepest part of me is impossible to be fulfilled. I've started to notice that maybe, there's a big blanket that covers us all: loneliness.
@larys19334 ай бұрын
(If there's something that sounds strange, it's because I'm brazilian, so y'know, english isn't my first language)
@jacobw.67444 ай бұрын
@@larys1933 If a single person can have the impact they do on your life, isn't it beautiful that they are but one of many in the whole universe of people that you could know? Connections being plentiful do not mean they are empty. And connections being fleeting does not mean that aren't powerful. Loneliness is just as strong and just as temporary as anything else. I would look at your connections again and ask yourself when you think you can't love, or care, or feel when it comes to others. And really try to ask if you think that's what those people would say about their connection with you. Better yet? Ask them yourself.
@vivimicie3 ай бұрын
Connections are so brittle and we underestimate them. Never hesitate to contact a friend, to tell them how much you appreciate them, or to show up for them. Let the people you love and care about rub off on you. Cook their favorite recipes. Sing their songs. Go full out on the love, you guys. The world needs more of it.
@tabula_rosa3 ай бұрын
permanence is an illusion of our mind. we're all temporary, & therefor so must our connections be too. you have to find the beauty in the impermanence. does a flower lack beauty just because it will wilt some day? no, and you have to be better at experiencing appreciation for the people in your life despite their impermanence than a flower. learn to grieve with love, & learn to appreciate that grieving somebody just means they were worth having around while you had them.
@honaleri3 ай бұрын
I'm sorry you feel that way about your connections, but that's a reflection of your life not what's possible. I have connections that run deep and feel whole, people I can share ever secret with, people who share every secret with me. People who prioritize me and who I prioritize. People I know will be with me as long as they live, because we are connected in that way. Unbreakable. If your connections are brittle, it shows only how much of yourself you've let others see. They can only connect with what you give them. If you give them shallow peices that fade away, then so to will your relationship. If you give them your heart and soul and all its contents. Those relationships will endure for as long as you do.
@randallarredondodavid4633 ай бұрын
Love comes from within. Even if she/he didn't love you back, it was still love because you loved. That's what matters: who you are and what you give.
@felinee_3 ай бұрын
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@zephyrbrown17263 ай бұрын
Calling this sleep music feels like a disservice, i'm glad i was fully awake to listen to this song, that was one of the most beautiful things I've ever heard
@Mikehy.mp33 ай бұрын
@@zephyrbrown1726 just trynna get the yt clicks fr 🫠
@soadfrr5 ай бұрын
couldn't help but sob with this. i really would've called it love.
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@soadfrr love is hard especially when it's gone :( I hope you enjoyed the music and that all is well
@Prod.Church14 ай бұрын
I miss my ex it was long distance and it was my first relationship. Met her when I was 21. It was beautiful and I ruined it. I allowed my demons to take over and I’m trying so hard to get back with her. I could have someone else but she was perfect enough. Alcoholism was a big part or it along with my maturity. I hope god can bless it again but if not I hope she’s happy.
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@Prod.Church1 I understand your pain, I miss my ex as well. It was a difficult situation, and there were many life factors that stood between us, but I still love and care for them all the same and wish things could be different. There are just some factors in life that we just can't control, and we must learn to make peace with that, and that is where I'm at in the process. I hope that you've been able to learn and grow and recover from your vices and that you can reconnect with your person again. If not, I hope you can find the strength to start anew.
@parodylover9993 ай бұрын
@mikehy.mp3 i'm burnt out from ultra hard crushes at 13-15 (thinking about them every minute of every day) that ended disastrously & now at 18 my bonding strength is diminished
@mikbinx65412 ай бұрын
this song really stayed consistent with it's note placement throughtout the entire piece, im impressed.
@azordom54493 ай бұрын
I know it was love, at least what I felt for her. This song sounds exactly like the moment I understood she didn't love me back and was forced to move on.
@unearthed20243 ай бұрын
i can't relate more. she ghosted me for 5 days, i was too blind to realize.
@BrownABBY2 ай бұрын
This is exactly me tho too💔
@DWN-Infinity4 ай бұрын
This is love.
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@@DWN-Infinity it certainly was :)
@asherstewart1564 ай бұрын
“It won’t be much longer until the end, say your goodbyes, make the best of it”
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@asherstewart156 love is a beautiful misery, and it is one that I am happy to have been able to bear. The memories may sting for what feels like days or months or years, but learn to cherish them, and live life with a mind that is loving and caring and clear.
@rokaimeri5 ай бұрын
please keep going, so gentle and so warm and nostalgic, i like this song,
@Mikehy.mp35 ай бұрын
I think as long as I live I will try and find a way to make music haha. I'm glad people enjoy my stuff :)
@lightbulbwizard24564 ай бұрын
I cant call it anything else. I knew what it was, i know what it is. This is such an incredible piece, thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing
@solarfanwings73303 ай бұрын
I think for me in many ways, my experience with this guy was close to love, even if I was just beginning to fall into it. It was more calming than infatuation, and more magnetically instinctual than a common crush. I’m trying to remind myself that love lets go so I can move on ever since he ended it, as I trust that it may have been for the best. But still, this song reminds me just how swept up in him I was, and now I just get to revisit how he made me feel like I was soaring in my day dreams, like when I listen to music like this or that reminds me of him. ✌️ thanks for the song
@GosuNoKami2 ай бұрын
The word “love” alone is an understatement. Expressing that fact of it being an understatement through music helped in expressing why so better. I rally loved her. I do love her. I’ll always love her.
@navida20052 ай бұрын
wow this made tears come down my face, beautiful piece
@EnigmaTM074 ай бұрын
I chalk it up to our teenage hormones being out of control. But then again, if it was simply just that, why does reflecting on our time together still sting a little all these years later?
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@EnigmaTM07 if it wasn't love it wouldn't be hard right? Just because we're grateful for the time we spent with someone doesn't mean it makes parting any less painful or difficult. I wish you well and I wish you love in life friend
@D4BSTEPfr4 ай бұрын
i think i can call it love even tought it didnt last much from her side. i miss it everyday and i cant let go, im tryng hard to but i cant
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@D4BSTEPfr one day at a time man, we'll get through this
@labomui7703 ай бұрын
This is genuinely a fucking masterpiece man. Please keep it up, underrated artists on KZbin is my favorite thing right now.
@CelestialProotDIY4 ай бұрын
Honestly, this reminds me of my best friend. He was a sweet and deeply loving young man who couldn't keep his heart in his chest. Even the date this was posted is just eight days shy of what would've been his birthday... I feel like he would've wanted to listen to this, to cope with how he got hurt. I don't think you need to apologize for being bitter. That being said, I hope things get better for you.
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@CelestialProotDIY I think the pain I felt is valid, but it's no reason to take it out on the person I loved and care about, even if things didn't turn out the way I hoped. And for that, I felt it necessary to apologize. I'm sorry for the loss of your friend and I hope you are doing okay. I hope they knew that there were people who loved and cared for them, it can be so easy to feel alone when we're in pain. 💜
@n0rman9994 ай бұрын
this is beautiful im so glad this popped on my home page
@andrewlimuniverse3 ай бұрын
What a stunning piece. Love how emotional this makes me feel!
@prodby_aldi3 ай бұрын
the fact that 60 bpm is one second per beat feels like time passes by after you found out, it was really love?
@RowboatFleet115 ай бұрын
36 views is crazy. this is hella underrated! yet another banger from mikehy
@Mikehy.mp35 ай бұрын
haha well considering it's just a screen recording of FL studio 40ish views aint too bad. The channel has really blown up this past year as well, thanks for all the support
@_SanyxАй бұрын
I'm not crying, I just got a piano roll in my eyes
@jaundoce24 күн бұрын
My phone is broken all of my tears went spiraling into my screen and it was so powerful that it burst a hole through my screen, im writing this message as its slowly turning off, this is beautiful
@SolverTheEnd3 ай бұрын
With the music playing the background every comment sounds ultra depressed... I'm boutta start cryin dude.
@dragonf1recdn3 ай бұрын
Me from a year ago would never have imagined being like me now. I only miss the lies. But I know that I'll find someone who will give me that same feeling, and it be truth.
@ghoustwithsophАй бұрын
“Is it so bad to stay loyal to you even when you aren’t mine? You were my world and yet how much a shattered dream that is, I was yours, in perhaps another time. Different universe or maybe my sick twisted dreams. You were just there for me and yet I called in the part I’ve been missing out.”
@Raven-lo4wm3 ай бұрын
I... have no words. Thank you for bringing me this...
@bao_dumpling76825 ай бұрын
woahhh I wanna learn this on my piano now!
@Mikehy.mp35 ай бұрын
would love to hear it performed :)
@ros_72-60Күн бұрын
DAMN "Yes, I would have called it love, It wouldn't be this hard if it wasn't." is actually a CRAZY line, holy.
@placholder2 ай бұрын
This song almost brought me to tears, but it also made me rethink me decisions one last time. I'm moving on.
@poyo_senpaii88374 ай бұрын
what are you thinking about when you make some masterpiece like this ?
@poyo_senpaii88374 ай бұрын
please keep going
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@poyo_senpaii8837 life typically :) I feel alot of my music is very personal to me so there's alot of my own feelings and experiences woven into it. When I wrote this, I was really going through it lol. In a much happier place now :)
@ashyash378Ай бұрын
this is making me feel things i have no reason to be feeling rn
@by_gid2 ай бұрын
no, it wasn’t love, but whatever it was with me and her was the best feeling ever
@dakozushiki2 ай бұрын
WHAT IS THIS BLESSING I AM HEARING RN
@isabellalowery21374 ай бұрын
Very well done. Thank you for bringing back memories
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@isabellalowery2137 thank you, I hope they were pleasant ones.
@eb-wm2yd4 ай бұрын
beautiful, absolutely beautiful, remind me of a time I don't remember
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@eb-wm2yd thank you! I pour alot of myself into my personal projects so it means alot that people find so much from it
@Lockyujx3 ай бұрын
i have never ever felt that satisfaction called love, all of the people i have dated was just a piece of puzzle to complete my life. thats how i used to think of love until i met him. 2024 july 22 the day i laid my eyes to him, he was the color of my world, the way he stands was so unique it made my heart beat the way he speaks was like music to my ears. everything about him is perfect hes my universe. my god today is his birthday, oh.. ill always love you even in my next life, thank you dear for teaching me about love
@biguspingus4 ай бұрын
Dawg keep it up, this is the typa shit that inspires me and so many others, don't stop creating
@lucdang77354 ай бұрын
Even if it wasn't this hard, it still definitely could be love!!
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@lucdang7735 it was love, it was difficult and it was painful, but it was love. I feel dumb for having doubted that when I wrote this
@Dork_Snork2 ай бұрын
[A boy and a girl had met at school one day..] [They quickly became friends.. and hung out often..] [Their love grew stronger the more they hung out..] [Unknowingly.. the girl had to move..] "You'll come back.. right..?" -the boy said.. "I'm not sure.." -she said.. "Will you come and visit..?" -he asked.. "I'm afraid not.." -she said "Why not..?" -he asked.. "Well.." {The girl's parents were calling her.. it was time to leave..} "I'm sorry.. I have to go.." -she said [As she runs off.. he tries to say something.. but she was too far..] "I...I love you.." -The boy whispers.. knowing she'll never hear.. [Months have gone by... their love slowly dissipates..] [As the year ends.. their love for each other had faded away.. slowly forgetting about one another..]
@BrownABBY3 ай бұрын
To me it was pure true love and absolute nothing else but all pure true love… but to him we were nothing more. That broke me…
@mefindir2komma3Po2 ай бұрын
Love finds its way back when you are at peace with it... Your sound speaks figuratively for a baroque song tragedy but that doesn't always have to be the case that everything ends in tragedy. Cheer up 😄
@VT81042 ай бұрын
Woahh! Super long pretty song!
@RayyanRadzy8 күн бұрын
minor 4th is just so beautiful 🥲
@vivahapiАй бұрын
I'm listening to this daily. Thank you.
@jacobw.67444 ай бұрын
Truly beautiful.
@Jimituft4 ай бұрын
Love it, keep up the good work 👍. This piece feels really emotional, well done
@Cherri_shii3 ай бұрын
This is so beautiful to hear omg.. I love it!!🤍
@sillyvei2 ай бұрын
relatable thought, take care
@gaelgutierrez8094 ай бұрын
Until that day, i promisse i will discover
@lauxa17063 ай бұрын
Listening to this, made me close my eyes and feel so calm yet so sad at the same time… I imagined a cold evening night, while its raining and youre all alone walking down the street without any protection from the rain, like youre gazing at the warm streetlight while feeling alone and wishing for love🌌🌃❤️
@Joantestaba4 ай бұрын
this is a master piece
@squishedbean013 ай бұрын
beautiful.
@ChunyTheVigilante3 ай бұрын
Bueatiful, just absolutely beautiful.
@Cheucheublox4 ай бұрын
It was but it’s no more. This made me remember and brought tears to my eyes. Thank you.
@prodEMXRY2 ай бұрын
ima go cry now
@GosuNoKami2 ай бұрын
Wow. Literally me.
@wyvern42592 ай бұрын
i don't why but this gives me huge undertale vibes, love it❤
@mikamargaryan4791Ай бұрын
beauty of music... it gives some nostlagia of minecraft.... as a producer i've never seen this chords... that beautifull chords....
@Yusuf-Alli2 ай бұрын
One day you'll hopefully be lucky to keep the company of people who do truly love you, and let you love them back ❤
@RobbiemaMusic4 ай бұрын
damn, this is super underrated man... So much better than the stuff I make lol
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@RobbiemaMusic nonsense. So long as you're writing with passion and you're still working on your craft, you're making great music. Everything in life is a road and some people are further along than others. All you have to do is keep walking forward and you'll get there. You probably won't even notice when you do. You're already making wonderful music, all you gotta do is continue to do so. Much love and much support from one musician to another.
@OneRomanNight3 ай бұрын
Piano hits so hard for me, I made him a couple songs, posted them. He loved them and I thought he loved me...
@Zabuza0925 күн бұрын
Oh man did I need to see this now ..
@luvissadrugАй бұрын
man i love these comments man, good work on the beat bro
@mjestiaz._3 ай бұрын
please add this to spotify im begging
@cube_24302 күн бұрын
"Watching the sunset.. it feels nice." "..But, we both know that it cant last forever." "And as humanity fades from the world, youll see that too."
@drzhxn3 ай бұрын
Please. We need this on Spotify.
@kubuspuchatek64494 ай бұрын
Awesome work man
@juliazevakova41399 күн бұрын
I kept asking myself ‘was it even love?’. Struggling with my feelings, trying to get rid of them, I found lots of other names for it. Attachement, delusion, trauma bonding… Now, as I do not feel that anymore, I know for sure. It was love.
@Spadeandblade2 ай бұрын
This reminds me of the friendship I had before, it was amazing and I actually told them I liked them, we didn’t date or anything but it felt like we bonded more, then we just stopped talking more and more, and we just never talked to each other after. Recently.
@beccdeham5 ай бұрын
very nice
@Mikehy.mp35 ай бұрын
thanks for listening :)
@Mario_Fan0003 ай бұрын
This reminds me of my friend. Moved away last year, only way I contact him is about once every 2 months on Roblox. We had a lot in common, always talked about fears, how much it meant to us to be friends. We would chill at the park. Now, it's all taken away. He says he's scared and wishes to see me again soon. I wish the same.
@wihaqwq36993 ай бұрын
It might be love, it might just be a strong friendship. the one thing i know is that i really enjoy your company.
@TehHolySpudBoi4 ай бұрын
Man.. It was only for 2 weeks, almost a year ago now, but somehow it still kinda hurts
@TehHolySpudBoi4 ай бұрын
to be fair I knew her for a month or 2 before ._.
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@TehHolySpudBoi hey man, you can't help if it meant something to you. Keep on keeping on :)
@TehHolySpudBoi4 ай бұрын
@@Mikehy.mp3 thanks man :)
@TehHolySpudBoi16 күн бұрын
doing better now, I think
@benjiman716 күн бұрын
@@TehHolySpudBoi good bro. May God bless you richly, may you enjoy life, may you find such a companion that loves you truly and enjoys you, thinks about you often, reaches out, desires your company. But moreso, may Christ find His place in your life, His true place- the place where He will bring life out of the ashes and rubble that is our lives. "To all who mourn in Israel, he will give a crown of beauty for ashes, a joyous blessing instead of mourning, festive praise instead of despair. In their righteousness, they will be like great oaks that the LORD has planted for his own glory." Isaiah 61:3, Prophesy "“6Son of man, do you see this?” he asked. Then he led me back to the bank of the river. 7When I arrived, I saw a great number of trees along both banks of the river. 8And he said to me, “This water flows out to the eastern region and goes down into the Arabah. When it empties into the Dead Sea, the water there becomes fresh. 9Wherever the river flows, there will be swarms of living creatures and a great number of fish, because it flows there and makes the waters fresh; so wherever the river flows, everything will flourish.” Ezekiel 47:7-12, Prophesy. "(A psalm by David.) The Good Shepherd 1You, LORD, are my shepherd. I will never be in need. 2 You let me rest in fields of green grass. You lead me to streams of peaceful water, 3and you refresh my life. You are true to your name, and you lead me along the right paths. 4I may walk through valleys as dark as death, but I won't be afraid. You are with me, and your shepherd's rod+ makes me feel safe. 5You treat me to a feast, while my enemies watch. You honor me as your guest, and you fill my cup until it overflows. 6Your kindness and love will always be with me each day of my life, and I will live forever in your house, LORD." Psalm 23 God bless you, bro.
@the_mangerine3 ай бұрын
Whether or not it was or wasn't is a complicated question. I know he loved me with all he had, but for me, I still don't know. There were lots of moments of love, but I knew from the beginning that it could not last. The whole thing needed only one reality check to end it, which eventually came about three months in. He was not aware of this fact and was left broken for a long while afterwards. I don't know how he is now, but I hope he's doing better. It hurts to look back on the time spent with someone you yourself hurt. I like to believe that the sting of thinking about him makes me a better man than I was, that it's a sign of maturity or some kind of growth, but I'm not sure. If I could contact him to apologize and properly explain I would, but the chance for that is long gone.
@tonyochoa43123 ай бұрын
ha ha this is funny, when im in a point in life contemplating love and learning what it means i get suggested this.
@FのX3 ай бұрын
i was feelin good about a melody i made earlier (dog shit compared to this) and I opened this app and heard this... brought tears to my eyes... absolutely beautiful
@lillie30294 ай бұрын
Weird, my eyes seem to be leaking… ❤
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@@lillie3029 mine too :')
@DominickinkaidАй бұрын
There are few things that are certain in this world, but one thing that was certain was that it truly was love, even if it was short. I really wish I could have her again, I miss her so much even though it was all my fault for what happened
@marcosxd151425 күн бұрын
Love? Yeah it WAS... It could've been "is", but i had to mess up. Anyway, the piece is awesome...
@GH0STLYWALTZ4 ай бұрын
turns out my 1 and a half year long relationship and meeting that long distance partner in person was all to get dumped so they could continue their relationship with their other partner (we were in an open relationship). honestly i thought all was well for a while but i guess not. i still wonder just how long has it been since they’ve had real feelings for me.
@UnbroRandom3 ай бұрын
eargasm 🤤
@DavidAlbicker3 ай бұрын
This is crazy
@Klikkie-214 ай бұрын
You could have easily sneaked "Don't forget" from Deltarune into this.
@ko_nte4 ай бұрын
ts made me tear up a lil
@UnbroRandom3 ай бұрын
3:05 The Perfection...
@cool.noodle0144 ай бұрын
i love this song so muchhhh:)
@thetrueking90532 ай бұрын
This song, "could you have called it love", is a tricky question it poses, for everyones sake or perhapse my own I would say yes, love can take form in many many different forms, most people only see the physical and verbal ways, but love can be helping an elderly lady at the store, it could be giving a child candy or a toy, it could be giving a ride to those who need it, it could be just sitting their listening to those who need it, while some may not find the love their looking for, weather it be a physical touching or a verbally said thing, I believe everyone finds it in their own special way, and while I may not find the physical kind of loving I want I find love in every little action I do, from writing silly little comments like this one, not for me but for others who stumble, for those who think deeper than others, and for those who need a small pick me up cause their day is going long, or their day is rough, and for those Music enthusiasts like me who scower the internet like KZbin, Spotify, etc... for music to relax to, to sleep to, and to study or game with. To whomever reads this I hope your day or evening goes well, I hope you find the love your looking for, and I hope you see the love in all the little things like I do, and note while I don't know you, and am just a face in the masses, I love you
@mmpkawaii4 ай бұрын
Damn, your music is really good 🥹✨. If you don’t mind, can you please share the sheet music for the song you created? I would absolutely love to learn how to play it :)
@War_togАй бұрын
bro thinks he's Debussy 😲he really cooked 🤯
@Papaintion19 күн бұрын
Take the time here and I would be happy for you to listen to a story of mine. Had this person I met through a mutual back in the pandemic era. I didn't think much at first when we first chatted, she was nice and honestly we became friends from that point. When covid had subsided a bit enough for us being able to attend high-school, we finally met in person. It brought us closer, really. Even though we were in different classes, we were close friends and occasionally would play badminton during PE at the time. We were prefects in a certain department in school. I introduced her to the teachers to get her in. We began to talk more from there and I would see her smile and hear her voice greeting me as I greeted her back. I felt this thing in my chest where something just wanted to jump out. I considered maybe I felt a certain affection towards her. It was a big decision if it is, and for that I would need time to organize this feeling of mine. Every time I see her, there is a sense of ease in my mind no matter what happened that day. Like the sun rays parting the dim blue clouds on a rainy day. She would prance around in the baggy jeans she wears and the metal band shirt she loves. I see her smile to anything or anyone and it would be the most beautiful thing I've seen that day. I wanted to protect that smile, as cheesy and cliche that saying goes. I wanted to grant her comfort in our everyday life. I finally realized that, maybe this feeling of mine is considered love. Maybe that was what I was feeling this entire time, and to think that I would had fallen this much for someone is honestly something I never thought possible. I thought romantic scenes in movies and comics were exaggerated but I was wrong. As I figured this out, I started showing more of the affection I have towards her. We have the same birthdates, so I would get a handwritten birthday card ready and crocheted a round cat ball because that's the best I can ever do currently. She loves handcraft items. She was overjoyed. She loved them and the smile of hers beamed under the night sky. I felt happy because she did. Then she texted me the night after that day, asked me if I had feelings for her. I noticed the mood shifted from the day before, and even after all the times I've pondered about her response, I didn't think I was fully ready to hear either answer head on. I told her my answer, and she didn't feel the same way. The world around me felt fake. I didn't feel like the walls of my bedroom was supporting me when I read her response. She didn't want to have to say it, but I suppose I budged her enough with my imaginations, with what I thought we could have been. I didn't know how to respond in a way where it would comfort us both and make both of us feel reassured; I didn't want to let go even though I have to now. I responded, with words stringed onto another that had become a jumbled of messes. I'm sorry for having you to say this, and I'm sorry for being oblivious to what you could have felt when I felt this way. Now a month later, I'm still thinking about her sometimes. Our relationship is loose now, I don't know if it could ever be tightened again. If the ends of it are too far apart for me to rectify what I've done, but I don't blame myself... because it was something new that I felt. Something that was not easy to navigate for the first time. I don't think I'll ever move on, but I think I'll be able to accept it in a few months from now. I found this song again in my recommended, I actually listened to it before when I was going through the consideration phase. It brought be comfort then, and memories now. Thank you for composing this, I've dabbled in the ways of song composing and at times it's hard to capture a certain feel we want to convey, but here I think you've done it perfectly. Again, thank you. You have my gratitude. I wanted to write more about my conflicted thoughts of whether she liked me or not, but I don't think it fits here. I think it being sweet until the end is a better fitting narrative than the other thoughts I have lingering in my head. I hope whoever reads this enjoyed this story. I did when I relived it as it was still beautiful in a way.
@meimarceau4 ай бұрын
i think it was but youth's impatientness cut it out
@Mikehy.mp34 ай бұрын
@meimarceau continue to learn and grow into the best version of yourself. It's all we can do :)
@SladeWatches3 ай бұрын
It was, for me at least… but she didn’t see it that way. 3 years together, 9 months engaged, and including the memories from our childhood… it wasn’t enough for her. Burned all to the ground for someone “better”.. Part of me believed she believed in it too, once… but believing in fantasies is for children, and I’m no longer that same child. So, no. It’s wasn’t love. Only a lesson..
@MrNoLastName_3 ай бұрын
Maybe it wasn't love but... it was to me
@Mr_french_squirrel3 ай бұрын
can you please make a 2x version it sounds so good
@byfly_sky236Ай бұрын
good ending aah music
@DJaycerOfficialАй бұрын
It probably was? I can’t seem to feel it now. It’s likely that I probably never will again either. So much darkness to be exposed to in the world. Such a great soul to be trashed into reclusiveness. All it took was a friend but now it’s too late. Hopeless? Words mean nothing to me now. Not even the good ones.