February Intuitive Notes | An intuitive chat on a low energy day

[@claudiabloommusic]

Hello❤ the beginning made me cry ,feels so safe to sit with you. I feel I can just rest and be , my inner child feels loved 💞

[@glorianacastillo81]

Hello Sarah, Despite the distance between us and the fact that our paths have never crossed, I want you to know that I think of you as a good friend. You are a cherished soul whom I eagerly anticipate connecting with week after week. Your presence brings a lot of peace and a bit of clarity in these strange times we're all living. I am profoundly grateful for the wisdom you share. As we navigate the unfolding of February, I find myself pondering the liminality of this time. It feels as though we stand on the threshold of something transformative, a shift from one chapter to the next. Though uncertainties may loom, I find comfort in the cocoon-like embrace of the present moment. It seems we are still in cocoon mode, gently taking each day as it comes. I am confident that soon we will find ourselves stepping into the next chapter of our lives. And so I hope you soon find a place that will resonate with your whole being, a place where you can feel safe and warmt, and tranquil. Sending you love from Costa Rica. 💚

[@SM-oz4jy]

Beautiful wisdom as ever, blessings to you with where you are✨️.

[@wackoale]

February has been intense! I agree on the erratic up and down energy. I’ve had moments in the day where I feel super focused and energetic, it even feels like too much, followed by crashes and needs of rest. Thanks for sharing your knowledge and experiences on this platform, we appreciate it! Onwards!

[@wmh1626]

Thank you so much for this much needed video. I find myself breaking into tears several times a day lately, which isn't like me. Luckily, different wild animals (even a moose!) have had no problem "hanging out" with me. I feel supported and less lonely. I realize sometimes it's okay to shed tears as we shed the old us 💖💖💖

[@Sarah_Vrba]

So beautiful! Thank you for sharing!

[@dolly6568]

Diagnosis feel so complicated, to get one, to be gaslight about knowing your diagnosis but going undiagnosed for a variety of reasons… I want to say congratulations on receiving information, validation, acknowledgment for whatever it was and I hope you find the language and tools that serve you best🖤 I really relate to you and seeing your vulnerability and authenticity is so meaningful! Ty for sharing yourself so we can also feel less alone.

[@davidmixon7379]

Thsnk YouSarah may You Have a Hapy Creative Valentines

[@Chaitogether]

Processing is the word for me

[@natfaerie]

wow, you're able to put into words and describe the energies i've been experiencing. it's so interesting how this is happening collectively. thank you so much for your intuitive notes! ! i wish you all the best in your life! ~from another sensitive soul :)

[@sarasturge99]

Thank you for this beautiful video. I’ve been a follower of your work for years, and I am always so inspired by your gentle, kind, honest spirit. I have also been feeling very tired this February, while simultaneously feeling guilty for not having more time to build into my dreams. Thank you for the good reminder that we have to build into ourselves internally and “grow roots” in order for our hopes and dreams to blossom in the outside world. Thank you for giving me permission to rest. You are awesome. Hope you will always keep growing your channel because its wonderful!!!! 🪷🌤️☕️

[@Chaitogether]

Coming back to Sarah 😍

[@leylaclaire]

Thank you Sarah. This video was so soothing. February has been slow going, sleepy, lonely. I have been in a period of isolation, living remotely with my husband. This video spoke directly to all the little lost and lonely parts of me that needed understanding and comfort. You put words to so many of my amorphous feelings. This was the tea date with a friend that my heart needed. ....

[@denisetravis9527]

You described perfectly all that I've been experiencing. I've been in this space since end of October and it's becoming more and more intense. When I get home each day I'm tired and then restless, then energetic. I'm welcoming what God is doing. I'm excited and feel some peace about what's to come, what this is leading into. I'm staying obedient and in tune. I'm overwhelmed at times by it all too.

[@Elena-Studio]

When you said, "it's okay to go at a tortoise pace right now"...right now, I have an oracle card of the turtle with the message "Slow and steady wins the race" from the Animal Oracle Spirit, to remind myself I don't need to rush my process, that I will win by going slower.

[@sarahmem444]

Sarah!!! Sarah to Sarah we are going thru the same things!! The burnout after a long period of healing and the exhaustion of integrating everything that's happened over the last 6 months-few years. Also the part about needing to know the answer before you can do anything, needing certainty before you can feel safe to move forward. You keep it so real and I love how tapped in you are, its so nice to feel seen❤

[@alexiamellor]

I so connect with and appreciate this new direction you are exploring with your channel, Sarah. Honestly, these authentic little corners of the internet are so needed right now. I'm grateful

[@survivalsilk2101]

yess! this is the lowest energy i've been in months, quite surprising and intense.

[@Carcrashedeyes]

Hey, Sarah! I watched this far and wanted to thank you, especially for your last video on the Aquarius New Moon. I enjoy watching your videos regularly, but sometimes your videos strike me so deeply that I am overwhelmed with being heard. I'm so grateful that I found your channel this past summer. You've been such a guiding voice for me during tremendously hard times. A word to describe my February so far would be 'disjointed' and I'm trying to handle and accept a lot of new things as they come. Thank you again

[@SarahB-mindbodyspirit]

Yess! Agrees feeling fatigue and lots of downloads!! Trying to trust the process and go through ALL THE FEELS!

[@fionaj4327]

Sarah, I can so relate to your experience. I found myself in similar place and state after moving to another country. My diagnosis came much later but the trail leading up to it was there as evidence of where I’ve been and where I found myself - utterly depleted. Thank you for your medicine that has greatly supported my nature and need for the softness you bring to this space. The medicine you offer us is also for you. 💞 Be well.

[@shadowmerm6205]

I loveyou so much Sara! You have been here with me through the last decade helping me and soothing my soul. Hehe my bf says you would be happy to be a fly oh the wall as I watch your videos lol

[@baronsworldwide]

Very insightful: having low energy can also be the time of great "production" in a much more yin way (insights, healing, recovery and amplification if other senses). It's something I have to remind myself of over and over! Thanks, Sarah.

[@maya_333]

Loved this informal chat! As soon as I saw the title and thumbnail I knew it would resonate. I'm just emerging from a week of physical sickness, during which I also made some big strides in my creative practice, so the parts about this month's conflicting energies felt so clearly relevant. Thanks so much for this video and for all you do, Sarah! Appreciate you and your channel so deeply. I'm wishing you lots of comfort during the transitions you're going through right now. ❤

[@paigerobbins2078]

Thank you for your beautiful honesty and insights. You give us a chance to be human with your authenticity. Thanks Sarah!!

[@Chaitogether]

I needed this so much today. 😊 My spirit called to search your channel for a new video. 💚🫶🏽🌹 I’ve also heard of the book The Divergent Mind 😌

[@ashleymorn__]

Holy moly sometimes I feel alone in all this and then hearing what I’m feeling described to a t is so comforting. Definitely feeling the recalibration and figuring out who I am after 2023, the surges of energy and then feeling very tired, and also feeling like my body needs to slow but feeling tapped in energetically. And especially feeling like there is so much integration and “leveling up” while in this winter season. It’s new to me and exciting but also frustrating and discombobulating at times. Thank you as always for these videos 🌼

[@Aileenuma]

Dear Sarah, this week in particular was very strange for me. Some really old burn-out symptoms came back (after healing from a burn-out, now almost a year ago). They were paired with some of the deepest insights about myself and... this week I had also some great succes at work and big compliments from my tutors about my growth (studying to become a teacher). This made me feel like I was skyrocketed in to the future I always dreamed of. I experienced all these bodily symptoms of stress, mixed with pure joy. It was a very strange feeling and yesterday I felt quite anxious, because I could not calm myself anymore. Your video was like: Aha! Ofcourse this is all happening at the same time. I need to sit in my pjs and walk around the house a bit.. watering the plants. Nothing much.. Integrating is such a big part of the process. When I saw you last video I recognised your overwhelm.. It's so beautiful that you share all of these processes with us. It's just magic.. and it helps me out so many times. Maybe I am wrong, but I have watched you for years and I see this new found honesty in you. Like you are more outspoken about everything. It's beautiful and it makes me feel seen. You are a warrior. That's how I see you. And it's just very good to feel that there are other people out there doing the same work. Everyday showing up for what's there and being curious and open to what wants to be heard. In German there is a saying: Wenn du ein Stein nicht heben kann, Kussen und lasse liegen. When you can't lift a stone, kiss it and let it lay. I always find it helpful in situations when you can't see how things will work out. Like with trying to find a house. You do what you can and the rest is up to the universe! It will come to you!!

[@mariongioda9104]

Dear Sarah, I'm totally there with you 🧡You have put into words the very feeling I've been working with for the past couple of weeks. An intense fatigue that has resulted in a burn out for which I had to take some time off of work. Quickly realizing the burn out only meant I needed to leave my work with which I have been out of sync for so many months, not listening to the many signs of my body giving me its wisdom. Now that I'm taking time to rest it's so clear to me what my life mission really is and it is the right moment to go for it and trust in my creative process. I am literally spending all day laying in my bed to rest my body, while absorbing as much info as possible to feed my soul and mind about this next move 🤯So again thanks for reminding myself I don't need to judge myself, but rather allowing the process to unfold 🙏

[@MrAndria21]

I appreciate you posting the raw parts of this earth life.

[@mariaz1594]

What is late February doing with the disturbance of the winter? WHAT IS LATE NOVEMBER DOING WITH THE DISTURBANCE OF THE SPRING? Yeah, it doesn’t go linear, nor should it, but rather in repeating cycles, though becoming smaller till resurrection finally kicks in. Much love Sarah, 💖

[@tamaraintheclouds1122]

Dear Sarah, if you know you know, I KNOW. Have a diagnosis now for over three years and still figuring it out. But this really helps me, I feel so seen. if you ever want to chat about it let me know. It’s my birthday today and canceled a little party to have a bath and go into the woods. I’m too sensitive and tired for a big celebration and this feels fitting for this new energies. Feel so electric and connected while exhausted and downloads keep coming in. Love you and your videos ❤

[@Sarah_Vrba]

Happy birthday, Tamara! It's always so good to see your name pop up in the comments. I love that we are on the same wavelength. Thank you for everything!

[@thewanderingmother233]

I needed this today Sarah. You are not alone. Thank you for being my mirror and most Divine reflection of motherly love and acknowledgement and remembrance that I AM doing so much and it’s totally understandable to feel exhausted AND excited simultaneously! Sending you SO SO much love and gratitude ❤️💗🌈🐉

[@shaimorris]

Sleepy, just been so sleepy. So it’s been slow and I’ve had to take it slow. But like you said, that can be good as messages come through. I def feel I’m moving in the universes timing and aligning.

[@melaniemerkosky]

The word for my February is STEADY though... that's been a challenge thus far. Definitely feeling the flux. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability in such a gentle way. You are truly a gift here.

[@MariaDiaz-zh2ln]

Sarah, you are one of a kind. With your loving authenticity, wisdom and courage you bring such peace and loving kindness to us all. February has been a time of suspended animation with a dose of low energy and emotional lability.Thanks for the reminder to be kind to oneself.😍💚

[@nadiauthayakumar6460]

What the heck Sarah, you just put words to exactly what I have been feeling, almost eerily similar. I have been so agitated with how I feel simultaneously grounded but also like I’m shooting in different directions like the future/past/present experience you mentioned. I love “technicolor visions while laying down” yes!! It’s been kind of annoying to be in all of that all at once all the time LOL. Exciting and relieving and annoying. Physical, internal and non-physical changes - inter dimensional is taking on a new form to me now. “All Things All At Once” by Tired Pony is coming to mind - “In those days we were lions, in those days we were kings It’s not one thing or the other, It’s all things all at once… These wings ain’t for flying, these wings are just for show It’s years since I’ve been flying, I am down to the earth” I love that song, I used to listen to it all the time when I was 15. It always made me emotional in an unspecific way. Ten years ago. It keeps coming back. I think I’m realizing I might just need to let myself take a bigger dip into the formlessness. Lately, I’ve been getting tired of thinking and trying to put words to things, especially by old containers, I’m bored of them. It’s been a comfort in the past, but I think I need to let it go for a second. Really be in the dark. Thank you as always, Sarah, for your love and bravery 🤍 with you in this!

[@thefernmoon]

February, so far, is feeling like the dust has settled from what we've all being going through so intensely but now is the time for the realizations and growth from the past 6 months to be put into transformative action. And Sara, I also have these moments/days where my physical energy is low and gentle but I'm hyper-aware in my headspace. In the past I suffered through the days of low energy but I'm also feeling like I'm able to tap in to these moments and honor them more now. It's been a rough year but things are feeling good because even in the bad times I'm able to make sense of things now. ❤ Love your work.

[@nicolehetherington5275]

My End of January , start of February... has been ' Alice in Wonderland experiences ' ... No thing is as it seems. Upside down... revelations... happening.... realisations happening.... alot of old repressed energy be ing released - which I continually need to focus and work on every day. Even if it is simple stuff like... Okay... I am going to take a deep breath in.... and then release a whole lotta stuff out... on the out breath. Thank you Sarah for your wisdom, softness, honesty, loveliness, magick, presence. It is so relaxing, reassuring, restful for me to sit and listen to you for a bit. Blissings, Nicole x

[@nataliep3840]

Sarah, every word of this was so needed for me. We must be on the same frequency, and so much of what you say about your own circumstances (health, moving, being a creative, sensitivity, etc) is just where I'm at too. I'm even drinking coffee out of a plain teal mug today...!! Thus far, in my own life, I would describe February as "the tension of opposites" - the simultaneous extreme fatigue and electric new visions of the future you described is precisely how I've been experiencing life. It's such a trip, and I'm doing my best to give in to it, and let the script write itself rather than referring back to the "shoulds". Thank you for this, I really appreciate the way you just let your intuition flow out through the camera. And I LOVE YOUR PATREON!!!! It's such an important consistent source of comfort and connection for me. Take good care, will look forward to your Pisces chat!

[@Sarah_Vrba]

Thank you so much for all of these messages! It's amazing just to know you are out there, kindred spirit!

[@lilyromaineshank8649]

Yes, I feel this low energy and also the expansion coming through. I love that about needing to embrace the process. Thank you so much Sarah for sharing your beautiful soul and journey with us and shining your light on the path for us!

[@verav222]

Also so proud of hearing that you move in the direction that feels resonant for you. I can sense that you’re shifting and it’s inspiring to see and feel that you weave your own patterns and dare to weave new threads in directions you perhaps haven’t woven before.

[@elizabethrhymer4113]

I love your video intros, do you do all the camera work yourself? And the editing? It’s so well done and sets the tone for a beautiful talk. Thank you Sarah

[@oceanbreeze1873]

Sara, thank you so much. I feel the gentleness you are embodying. I feel it in me now too. So much resonated with me. A word to describe my February so far is deep. I’ve been having deep conversations with myself and my mom, deep emotions, deep realizations, deep awareness of my thoughts. I feel the mystery, the limenal space I’m in, and the fatigue, along with intense energy. I think it’s helped me hearing you put into words about the fatigue and energy that is happening simultaneously. ❤

[@Sarah_Vrba]

Deep is such a good word to describe this month!

[@clarissahallowell5436]

Yes I am slowing down too. I have been on a journey with autoimmune disease for 20 years. I have had issues resurfacing since November and I found myself back on meds that I left behind a couple years ago. But I find in this space I am walking through it with a deeper connection to myself and the universe. An allowance has emerged that is centered and calming. A space where everything is perfect and I don’t have to be anything to myself or others. I get to be undone without judgement and labeling it. I get to be free in a place where my body feels fatigued and unreliable. I would not trade this space for anything. It’s not the circumstances that I find meaning in, it’s the silent space that I hear the wisdom of meanings. ❤

[@sienabarbarawagner4828]

Thank You~~~ as I explain this to those whom I hope would understand....and I am left feeling like the ‘insane’ one....for honoring This ‘winter’ phase~~~ ❤️

[@holographiconsciousness333]

to just be is enough. to just be is enough. to just be is enough 🙏🏻 the light in me sees the light in you, lovely being, thank u for taking it easy and allowing us all to take a deep breath with you. I resonate massively. two years aha when will it end it doesn't matter breathe calm love time passes but love never does x always here for us to find ourselves, deeper and deeper.

[@paisleyplanet]

i one hundred 💯 percent resonate with this. i feel more empowered to build my dreams than ever, but then my energy dips real low again… hearing this take is so comforting and really makes sense. thank you 🤍

[@ohqhcowboy]

For me this is an incredibly beautiful moment of surrender and I am just physically, mentally, and energetically exhausted. I am being very gentle with myself….. reflection, my daily journal, soothing tea, walks, lots of water, sitting in silence. Loving myself even more for how far I have come in a short period of time, how beautiful my soul is and so proud of myself being a warrior. Surrendering all of the brokenness to step in my true Light. My vision, my clarity, connecting in energies…. I am sitting here in tears, everything is just at intense levels. I’m Aquarius Sun, Leo Moon, Scorpio rising

[@davidbarajas12]

When I listen to you, I open my heart fully. OMG, I sigh a lot. I feel so blessed as I am an Aquarius with a Pisces Moon & Sag rising. My Pisces intuition with my Aquarian mathematical self, dance around back and forth. Every day, mix and match. It's just normal for me to cruise through “times”. I grew up in a feral household, in a feral inner city. It ended up being a great training ground. Plus sometimes I am just very lucky. Especially the day I stumbled onto your channel. Thank you Sarah

[@emilysp722]

Yes, dip in energy, yet very grounded and excited. I was journaling about this exact thing as you spoke it! I feel present, intentional and like Ive come through an emotional storm. A book that greatly validated much for me, Rest is Resistance by Tricia Hersey. I highly recommend it. Sending you positive vibes toward healing ❤️‍🩹.

[@paurow]

Thank you for sharing this Sarah! I love your authentic check-ins. Very illuminating insights 🌟

[@miriamday]

You're courage in being yourself and being open about that is inspirational. Thank you.

[@LeslieJacobson]

So needed to hear this …brought to me a clear understanding of why I feel like I’m going crazy. Over the top overwhelm with incredible fatigue, along with inability to sleep and rest. Listening to your message has really grounded me. ❤

[@SarahB-mindbodyspirit]

I absolutely LOVE your insight on the times we are in. I am a Manifestor HD and have been working WAY too much the past several months and while the majority are ready to Burst into the new, Ive been enduring extreme fatigue and illness. Its so reassuring to hear you talk about all the different energies! Taking time to integrate it all. I totally feel you on the sensory overload! Omg! I just resonate with everything you are saying!! I actually feel like im not alone with all your sweet words! THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!🙏🏽💕🙌🏽✨🌈💗💞

[@Sarah_Vrba]

I'm so glad this all connected!!!

[@jessicadawson8631]

I'm in the Southern Hemisphere and what you are sharing feels real for me here, too.

[@leahparsons259]

I so feel this. Often in the messages we hear in the world are to grow and heal at these exponential speeds and the part about actually how much energy and resources that requires from our bodies is left out. I’m on what feels like the tail end of burnout after 5 hard years… life is opening again but I most definitely had to give myself time to move slow, gently, and intuitively. So far as it opens back up, every single moment of pain and mystery was worth it to place me in the reality I am now. Cheers to the mystery and the unfolding

[@tapdancinmutant]

This video was extra special and really reached me. Thank you for putting the sensitivities of life out there, it is so unbelievably comforting. I'm definitely feeling some intuitive shifting, and your loving messages feel like a sister sharing life's secrets.

[@emmapawluk5251]

Thank you so much Sarah for sharing your journey! It means much to another sensitive space blob! ❤

[@describer99]

My motto for February is “letting go and letting God.” And as soon as I decided on that focus, everything in my life seemed to get a little lighter.

[@KieraT]

Your take on the current energies is spot on, and your flow of speech is particularly poetic today. Sending you all the love with the other things you're dealing with right now. I'd also love to see how many virgo moons report having sensory issues - I bet the correlation is notable!

[@camillepresant4460]

Yes, feeling fatigue and expansiveness at the same time in this transformational time. I think its natural to want to feel differently or have instant results when you're in an uncomfortable place that makes sense to want to change, but yes it makes it a lot easier to know it isn't going to always be a linear path forward or out, and to release the pressure on ourselves which ends up becoming more like resistance. Self-trust and faith. My word so far is surrender....

[@tinabramley6515]

Sarah, your words are such balm for my soul. I have perfectly articulated how I'm feeling....Tired, wired, unsettled - but also grounded and a sense of inspiration and anticipation. Patience and the knowing that everything will unfold in its own time and doesn't need to be forced is helpful for me. I see an image of a bottle full of fizzy liquid that has just had a whole bunch of extra fizz poured into it. The bottle is holding a lot of energy and expansive potential, but it just needs to sit and settle ❤

[@eimearclarke9238]

My word for February so far is uncertainty… big changes happening and I’m not certain that my decisions are the right ones for the future but they are right for right now if that makes sense. Love your chats Sarah and thank you for supporting us x

[@tamizenoble9479]

Introspective. I am an energy healer, and I decided not to do any sessions in February or for the foreseeable future. I feel a deep longing to go with in and really shift patterns that no longer serve me. On the other hand, I've decided to move to a new town with a friend of mine, and I have to say it feels really right. Everything you said is mirroring what is going on with me right now. Thank you so much for this loose and gentle video.

[@reginashellenbarger6980]

Thank you Sarah. I feel these combinations of energy and have been feeling that it’s not about separating them into their own categories. I feel that it’s more about bringing the duality of these energies together. How to feel through both and still allow yourself to have a good day. I just unexpectedly had to celebrate a birthday for my daughter on the same day that we had a funeral for a very special friend of mine. It was a day that I truly had to feel through all of the emotions. I had to find a way to still allow a happy day for our daughter and still allow myself to grieve and be there for others who had just lost a special person in their life (a special person in my life). This said, we need to learn to find the happiness, the silver linings, through even the hardest days to learn, evolve, and grow with love being the center of all. I send love and light to you wishing your life happiness. Thank you for sharing.

[@leslyrae6025]

I appreciate your vulnerability and this little nudge. I support the mast cell community and suffered from it myself. We are a sensitive crew, often overlapping with ASD, CFS/ME, POTS, dysautonomia, EDS, mitichondrial dysfunction, etc and lots of nervous system dysregulation on top of the MCAS. All that you mentioned today are aspects of what I encourage my followers and clients to embrace as they get back into the flow of being in rhythm with their bodies again and claiming their intution. Yet, here I am watching you over my late dinner after a long day of research & content creation, feeling frustrated by what seems like my 97th day of having pushed myself through another fatiguing day. (Slight exaggeration! 😂) I give so much grace to others but often not myself. This was a much needed reminder at just the right time. Thank you! Love & light to you as you navigate your own stuff. 💛✨

[@ElizabethBeasleyInk]

Hands down one of my fave videos!! Allowing the ebb & flow of the energy and the process 🎯

[@innerauthority]

always on point, such a peculiar time it is, feeling winter yet having glimpses of the fruitful magical season ahead where 'doing' is upon us...i vow to myself i won't take for granted a moment of sunshine or a day of blue skies and t-shirt weather.... thanks sarah

[@celineduperier3036]

Feeling you and this gentle chat so completely ❤❤❤ Thank you for showing up to share, I’m in the same state/space, in this we are together 🫂

[@michelleclarkson5319]

Yes! I decided to "simplify" by not drinking alcohol for the month of February and while I'm not a big alcohol drinker, I've never dedicated time to not drink. It's so interesting, giving something up, to let something else in 🧡

[@yaddayaddason8040]

thank you so much for bringing visibility to these raw and tender moments. you give me so much strength because through your showing yourself, i feel seen in my sensitiveness. your videos mean a lot to me. as for my february so far, the word i would describe it with is 'meandering'. between high and low energy, clarity and confusion, vision and self-doubts. like a radio flickering between two programs and inbetween these unbearable sounds of trying to catch waves haha

[@lwaters66]

Deep gratitude for these intuitive notes.

[@Sarah_Vrba]

Distilling is such a good word! And I completely agree. So much can be going on internally, swirling and changing, while the exterior looks like nothing is happening.

[@serenaoakley4864]

thankyou so much for sharing this ❤ Such a great reminder of the energy required to process. Definitely feeling it. All January and up to now has been a lot to process internally. Sending love and renewed energy. My Feb word is balance.

[@leahparsons259]

Also I’ve been with you since 2017 and the way you’ve grown and navigated life in this time is just so inspiring! I always tell my friends you’re my KZbin best friend ❤️ February for me has actually felt alive and joyous compared to several months before it!

[@nomadhawk2]

Pisces Sun, Mercury and Jupiter, with Aquarius rising here 😁👋 cosmic, glittery blob… hehe Thank you for showing up, sister 💚💙💜❤💛🧡 Always happy to see your face and hear your voice. Take care !

[@danweberhealing]

I love your courage and reality of just being yourself in these videos Sarah. It's very refreshing and real :)

[@felotus3571]

"collective" is this February vibe for muah 😘

[@moka91808]

I've been working with lots of feeling of self doubt, helplessness and fear. I crave security and safety but the old ways don't fit anymore and the new ways require me to take giant leaps of faith. As I try to move forward I constantly get stuck...over and over and over again. I do my best to be in the unknown but I find I spend days stuck unable to move forward. This is a rhythm I'm trying my best to move through but it has been rough and difficult road.

[@cocofrog1976]

Bless. I feel you with the sensory issues and the low energy. We are doing the best we can and that’s ok! Xoxo

[@MellyoftheSpring]

I'm feeling so exhausted so far this month. It was such a heavy slog to get through all of the construction, and get my bathroom up and running again. I have no energy or ability to focus on all of the smaller jobs left to do. I feel an overwhelming self-inflicted pressure to keep pushing forward to get it all done asap. My heart really wants to do everything it will take. But, my body and mind have just felt so fried! With my natal moon at 25♒️ I'd been hoping for a cleaner break. As this week has progressed I've just become more filled with fatigue and despair. I'm so grateful for what I have been able to bring to completion, but too exhausted to see clearly what to begin working on next.

[@courtneycarpenter6634]

Thank you once again for the validation, I was wondering if anyone else was feeling this level of fatigue that's completely wiped me out, right after being super energetic

[@verav222]

I love you Sarah ❤ so proud of you and for truly listening to your inner landscape.

[@marylu7711]

I’ve been feeling this way for 2 months now...I feel sensory overload and deep fatigue, I’m learning to love myself even more and accept where I am right now...trying to welcome it. At first it was like anxiety and depression and was very unsettling....then when I set boundaries and started giving y body and mind gentle time it’s doesn’t feel as extreme

[@mirandabushey]

The word that came to me is “cloudy”. Thank you so much for this validating message. ❤

[@MadyAmber]

Hey! I'm going through similar feelings now. I feel exhausted and happy at the same time. I've never felt as content as I do this year. I'm so grateful that I have finally crawled out of a deeply rooted sadness and shame, and I get to experience this moment in my life. I'm happy to have a few people in my life during this winter. We are lifting each other up and supporting when it gets lonely or overwhelming... On 11th of November I turned 28 and promised myself I would embrace all that I am and I will share my weirdness with the world, in whatever way it will come. My New Year begins in November, and the first few months of my life are always.. winter. And I live near the Baltic sea which means - darkness, cold, rain, wind and snow on repeat for 6 months. I celebrated the 1st of January being home alone with covid and feeling okay about it. I knew that 2024 will bring a lot of joy, so I welcomed it with all my heart. It's been a mix of high & low energy at the same time - but my spirit is strong. FEBRUARY! Sun is finally shining in my windows - even if it's just for 5 minutes. I feel hope, I hear birds chirping.. Usually February is the month when I'm just waiting for the winter to end, but this year I'm taking my time and enjoying the things I can do when it's cold outside. I've been writing every day, there is a lot happening this winter (like usually - big transformations, new beginnings) I'm so grateful for it. I have a life that I can take care of and I have a good attitude to come with it. Keeping myself busy with things that I love. I've taken up an old hobby that's been in the background of my life since childhood, but I've never had the courage to embrace it - Astrology. I've been consistent with it for months, putting a lot of energy into it. The more I learn, the more I realize there is more to learn - and I love it! Couple of days ago I started an instagram account - Astrolibium (for my cosmic content). I'm just enjoying the process of learning, creating and sharing. Even if it's not perfect - It's me at this moment in life.. learning through doing. Not comparing myself to others, but getting inspired by everyone. I feel excited and exhausted at the same time... spending all my energy learning astrology, having meaningful conversations with the people in my life, creating whatever my soul is drawn to and taking care of my home. I don't take naps, but if I did, I would take one right now. Happy Chinese New Year - year of the tiger, meow, murrr. A happy cat sleeps, eats and plays a lot and definitely does not worry about what others think about it. So I wish you all a lot of sleep, nurturing food, playfulness and being focused on creating a reality for yourself in which you feel safe, no matter what anyone else thinks about it.

[@aunmadison]

I would describe my February so far as a new Mountain ⛰️

[@missb2580]

Thank you for sharing Sarah - this sums up exactly how I feel and have felt for a little while now. I'm never good at this time of year but this seems more intense. Much love to you 😇💗

[@roejimbo2293]

February has been weird. Lots of feeling moments of shortness of breath, vague unease, moments of sadness as I mourn a long 10yr relationship that I left 2 years ago, that now feels like it’s truly gone, but still won’t full leave my system. The challenge of unexpectedly needing to consolidate two households of my current to partners into a home we have yet to find, with about 40 days left to do it. Trying to hold faith, and be strong, but having moments of wondering if it can be done. Feeling a bit behind, wondering if I got the time or energy to do it all, but continuing to touch back in with the abundance that is here, has been here, that just hides away from time to time. Feeling interrupted and having to let go of doing it exactly the right way. For instance I wrote a beautifully poetic comment and got interrupted by calls twice then lost the whole comment I was writing, so now it’s a very different less poetic version? It’s been strange, is it an us? Or is it a me? Toggling between the perspectives. Faith and trust have seemingly been the words, faith that this shift, unexpected move, is steering us towards a beautiful new chapter, and not into another shattering hellscape like the last unexpected move that ended my 10yr relationship. Trust in the process of holding space for these old out modded fears of fate and dissolution, while also holding the new beliefs in a universe that’s guiding me in a more gentle way towards greener pastures that align with the vision of what we’re all creating together, trust that our wills are not at odds. It’s been a time! Creativity is stirring, but time moves so quickly, and the process is so sporadic, continually trusting in this nonlinear divine timing and inspiration! Signs abound, so I must be on the path, and most of the time I do see that I am. It’s just been allot of in and out, up and down. Anyways, your chat was nice! I was working on jewelry as I listened. Maybe one of these days I’ll join you on the patreon, that might be nice ☺️ Be well! Much love 💕

[@KimHeiseArt]

I've been moving super slow too!! The first 3 weeks of January were low energy mentally and physically, then I had a physical injury and had to learn to work in a more ergonomic way, then just when I seemed to be picking up speed again this past week I got sick. It's been hard to feel like working slowly is ok. Today I was starting to feel better again but my body let me know I needed to stop before I felt ready too, so it was great to listen to you here and know that it's not just me!! I've also think I've been getting a lot of info and making connections, and agree that might explain the need to rest more. Thanks so much

[@iamandraelove]

I’m going through a lot internally, I can be alright one moment and then completely depressed the next. I was asked at the beginning of 2024 what my word for the year is and the first word that came to mind was resilience. I’ve been experiencing stagnation with my creative outlet for months, even trying to force my will upon it feels unnatural & at the end I’m unhappy with the results. A lot of resistance surfaces and self critiquing thoughts are dominant & disempowering. Time occurs to be speeding up, that I can’t seem to keep up with. If you can’t tell already, I’m in a exhausting, debilitating and lingering slump 😊🙏🏽🌿

[@rekakomaromi5555]

My February has been spot on what you describe!!!!!!! ON the edge of getting ill all the time , needing rest but also wired and doing a lot (like preparing my flat for subletting it, making decisions on travel plans that had to change last minute due to the political situation in the world, supporting my daughter with babysitting, and this weekend cooking a big big chili for a big big party for my son in law's 30th birthday. I really feel safe and at home with your softness and authenticity dear Sarah. You are my favourite space blob and I really wish for you that you find the most nourishing and aligned living situation.....

[@TheMysticalPortal]

Wow thank you for sharing. I don’t know where to begin. As an Aquarius who just recently had their birthday. I would describe this month so far as a « Metamorphosis ». I can resonate with the the excitement and new insights mixed with the low energy. I also struggle with a chronic illness and was worried about being sick on my birthday. Thankfully I wasn’t but this whole week my body has been demanding rest. As I’ve been resting I can still feel energy around me. I’ve been watching you since I started my journey in 2017 and every time I click a video it’s a confirmation on so many levels and a safe space I cherish dearly. Thank you for sharing all you do I’m so grateful for all of it. ❤

[@Sarah_Vrba]

This means so much to me! Thank you, Jasmine. And happy birthday ❤

[@jamienecessary2755]

I can relate 💯 it's been tough, so far, even though it's my birthday month

[@majalokaj7282]

Wow, every theme you touched on hit home!! Thank you for coming from a vulnerable and raw space and sharing your thoughts and wisdom. I have been experiencing chronic fatigue for almost 2 years now alongside many other health issues and also experience Misophonia, a sound selectivity condition which causes me to be emotionally reactive to certain sounds so I feel you so so deeply

[@shelelol]

Grateful, always, for your time

[@Dhevaksha]

So much love to you beautiful Sarah for sharing your courageous vulnerability. Your messaged resonated deeply ❤

[@C.L.A.S.S]

The word describing my Feb is Calibration. I think I’m doing okay. I appreciate these talks you do. Gives confirmation and reassurance. Gratitude 🙏🏾

[@zendesignschool]

Oh Yes. Last week was very Ace of ALL....lot of new insights and clarity. But today after I couldn't sleep too well, I feel a huge crash in my energy and I feel I need to integrate something.

[@helenbanevicius4103]

I'm having a big shift. I can actually feel electricity in one leg and things are opening up for me. At the same time I'm really tired and sad. So I get what you're saying and I love your honest energy. I hope you're ok.

[@loriweitzel]

Def been feeling all of this. Glad I'm not alone! ❤😏🙂