finally crying after 15 years...

[@lavendervanilladepressioni5536]

To the people saying “don’t cry it’s okay” LET 👏🏻 HIM 👏🏻 CRY. Will your feelings are valid and you’re allowed to feel them 💜 Edit: thank you all for the kind replies 💕 stay wonderful you all

[@JJaleesa]

Crying is so important. Its a step to just feel and recover! ❤️

[@Heevvyy]

Right people should start correct themselves and say " It’s okay to cry " instead 🥺

[@lavendervanilladepressioni5536]

Anaaaa that’s what I’m sayinnnn! 😭💜

[@Tajouramir]

Yes! For some reason it’s taboo for people to cry or not feel 100%. For Black men it’s even more taboo! We’re told as young boys that in order to be strong men we can’t be in touch with our emotions. I know for a fact that that kind of psychological mentoring has created alot of social repression which turns into aggression in some cases. I’m a black guy and i used to feel so ashamed for being a crybaby...but you know what, it keeps me in touch with my emotions and it actually helps to let it all out instead of trying to live by those toxic masculinity standards. I also can’t stand how alot of gay guys in my community and others push these toxic masculinity standards despite all that we’re still going thru to get to true equality! So to anyone who needs it...cry today, tomorrow, the next day and the day after...i promise you’ll sleep better and feel better too. Blessings y’all ✊🏾❤️✨

[@lavendervanilladepressioni5536]

Amir I love this response! Thank you so much for sharing your experience and raising more awareness 💖 have a blessed day

[@mommyjuice2000]

It’s so interesting how the “bubbly happy funny” people be going through it the most. Trust me I know, I’m the same way. Find yourself a therapist it’s the best decision I’ve ever made.

[@Lo2smoove]

Mommy Juice coping mechanism

[@AuraEsteem]

yes they do

[@samanthatyrell3001]

Seeing Will cry is so heartbreaking, especially after meeting him in person and seeing how he makes everything so joyful. There’s nothing we can say to make it better but I wish everything will become better for you Will. You have some fans who are willing to be here for you as a shoulder to cry on including myself.

[@funnybunny2304]

Yeah, that's what's heartbreaking about this 😢. Crying is good for releasing negative emotions so I'm glad that he's letting it out and I appreciate him being honest and open like this.

[@an1ah]

I totally agree

[@telisah9611]

So cool you got to meet irl. I bet you Will is crazy and the most fun. Will get what you need to take care of Yourself! We'll b here, regardless. 😍😘

[@Iamjoshimmanuel]

From one black man to another, I'm sending my love. I'm glad you're starting therapy soon. Been doing it since August and it has opened me up much more and allowed me to see a lot of the pain that I haven't yet healed from. Much love

[@latriciacarr3779]

We love you and we’re are here to support you PERIOD

[@barbarabutterfield2679]

I command in the name of Jesus that healing and peace come to Will ( and anyone reading this) for the glory of the Father! Amen!

[@alib180]

Barbara Butterfield amen! When 2 or 3 agree! Mighty things happen! In Jesus name amen!

[@Tpproductions_]

Amen!!!

[@mstamalaj]

Amen❤️

[@PrettyGirl8496]

Amen! ❤

[@sgaines6807]

Amen!💝💖

[@tentoestauruss]

this is literally what happens when people decide to address the emotional trauma thats been following them. eye'm proud and thankful that you shared this. we love you will you are literally the sweetest person. ramember crying is cleansing so yes baby let all that out !!! this makes me so happy because eye've been facing my trauma head on. glad that eye'm not alone. you remind me to stay bright and stay sweet. bless your heart

[@oohlalaa2390]

👀👀👀👀👀 ❤💕❤💕❤ love this comment so much 🤣😂🤣😂🤣

[@makibliss4675]

Eye?

[@zariaskinner4606]

um eye’m?😂

[@Jsween876]

Spell your words the way you should. Making yourself sound illiterate is not cute. Eye've ? Seriously? What are you trying to be...unique? On another note: what you wrote was very sweet.

[@chicagogirl14]

Same here!

[@BAFABA]

Im glad you are starting therapy soon. #BlackMentalHealthMatters

[@kristenlowe7353]

All mental health matters no matter what skin color take care of yourself no matter what

[@mimidairo2805]

All mental health matters

[@BAFABA]

Yes ALL mental health matters but as it pertains to THIS video, #BlackMentalHealthMatters.

[@alexiajolie]

Cupcakery Gaming true but right now we’re acknowledging black peoples mental health

[@inotcarlyy]

Alexia Hackshaw there ain’t a difference between blacks whites, yellows, browns, and others other than their skin color.

[@isthatachicken]

I almost skipped that Headspace ad because I wanted to see and show love as soon as possible☹️ I'm less than a minute in but may you receive comfort and healing through the Holy Spirit in the name and blood of Jesus, amen❤️ We love you Will, we're here for you❤️

[@marianb2530]

"...I cannot prioritize you for a 7 minute video just to make you laugh, over my mental well being..." well said Will.

[@gjfhgkib4512]

Can yall stop sending him these dms? Seriously please respect people's wishes. Don't corner him like that

[@LateefahABrown]

Destiny Lewis For real! Leave this man alone. Let him heal.

[@coronavirus5738]

@@LateefahABrown they thirsty😂😂😂😂

[@pnathanielboejr5124]

Understand you keep doing your thang

[@AsheCatsup]

This feels like grief. I can understand this. The anxiety, the loneliness. I just want to give a big old hug.

[@petinachambersmcvay8482]

AsheCatsup 💋 it actually is grief. We grieve over losses... i.e. life, marriage, relationships, if your home burns down, etc ...anything that you invest your heart in. The grieving process kicks in and in a natural human response to loss. Do, yes, literal grief. Fun fact: the chemical makeup of tears from grief are literally different from other tears that come from other reasons from our eyes.

[@myrthasmascary4086]

I hear u don't feel bad we all go threw it and just remember u have help so many people ty so much 4 sharing u experience

[@Dreinnerstar]

WE STAN MENTAL HEALTH❗❤

[@christinarouse1209]

It’s not fair for someone to feel lonely who has so many thousands of people who want to be there to love them. Why can’t we all meet somehow? 😭

[@lunana1139]

Will you can take time off if you need to bb, its okay to not be fine.

[@MsN0ire]

15 years of unresolved pain is a lot, so be gentle with urself getting through it all 💕 i hope u get the healing u need. it's good to hear u have friends around u u can share ur thoughts with. wishing u all the best💜💜💜

[@unathinaomimasango5313]

Whenever you wake up with that feeling of anxiety or dread Remember : You are here for a purpose You are allowed to feel You are an inspiration by sharing You are who you want to be We love you, we didn't stay subbed for content. We literally would cry if anything happened to you❤

[@joyous1011]

Literally!!😭😭❤

[@shes1iliana756]

AMEN🥺🥺🥺

[@lexiblieux]

"The icing on the cake" or "The straw that broke the camel's back". Scene.. You're just having it rough at work, car acting up, fam and friends on some funny ish, then you get home and drop your keys trying to open the door and instantly lose it. You're not alone. Cry and release. Thank you for helping us to do the same.

[@beverlyb9568]

I’m sorry for you having to feeling like this😭🥺 this made me cry

[@esedontworryabouttherest7482]

I actually hate seeing him.like this he's usually so cheery

[@moneinoelle1155]

Beverly B me too

[@pearlav]

it’s okay to cry 💕 it’s good to cry 💕 it’s *valid* to cry 💕 Will you honestly are one of the most genuine people on KZbin. Don’t let these struggles define you, experience them and acknowledge your emotions. Present your problems and overcome them 💕 I hope you find the comfort you need, I hope the people around you support you, and I hope you take a break whenever you need it ✨ we all love you!!!

[@joaris333]

This community is here for you, love. This sounds like anxiety related to the past that continues to echo to this day. I'm not a doctor but I stan self care (because I wouldn't be typing, breathing, living my best life if I didn't have my therapist. Real talk). Have you checked out doctors on demand or someone to talk to? As a KZbin celebrity/influencer, you probably don't realize you are the one that keeps some of us going using your gift and your talent. But that means you are always in a state of giving to others. But now it's time for you to take care of YOU. TreatChoSelf. Like you nourish those curls boo, nourish that soul. 🧡🧡 No matter how long you take for yourself, your fans ain't goin nowhere. Periodt. #NotificationGang

[@ChristinaQueenHeart]

I am a doctor and I completely agree with you. You can't give from a cup that's not full.

[@TheJlb527]

Period. "Like how you nourish those curls, boo. Nourish you soul." THAT'S WORD 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

[@chalabrooks5433]

Preach! 👋🏽👋🏽💖

[@honeycoco341]

Burning out is the worst feeling.

[@apinder53]

Dont ignore your feelings, speak with someone. I hope talking about it makes you feel better but dont ignore it please

[@Steady4word]

It is hard to tell your story when it reveals someone else’s. It’s a burden.

[@DMoni2992]

Very true!

[@SadeWatkins]

This

[@bronzedgold]

Aww babe I’m only 3 minutes in and you’re gonna make me cry. I’m going to finish watching, but everything is going to be okay 👑 Don’t ignore how you feel. Don’t repress it. Take the time to work through it. It takes work and it takes falling apart in the process, but it’s how you put yourself back together. You have to face whatever it is. Do not repress how you feel. Don’t run from it. Embrace your tears. There is healing in them. I’m hear if you ever need to talk or vent. I don’t know you, but I love you. And you’re young so I want you to work through this early in your life. The 30s are so much better than the 20s for me. Childhood structured us and sometimes we have to go back to find out why we feel how we feel now 💯

[@mshill2406]

wonderful sentiments

[@Willa4420]

Cry and get it all out. I cry at times too. I'm a middle aged woman and crying keeps me from drinking or doing drugs !! We all need to cry sometimes. Get the pain out of your system. Just take care...things get better.

[@nicholemobley6470]

Not my baby you make me smile so much my feelings are truly hurt by you being hurt I want you to pray talk to God and I'll be praying for you too

[@HeyItsQuayshawn]

Imho this is what growth is. This is what a breakthrough is. Im proud of Will. He has unintentionally become a role model for me, not just in hair, but when he's eating well, working out, travelling, avoiding drinking alone, and now processing his feelings and doin difficult emotional labor. I watch videos and listen to audiobooks * about* motivation, self development, ect. But actually watching someone is more influential. I could go on and on about how this channel has helped me to stay focused and do healthy things.

[@jaylaanderson9702]

You have to FEEL to HEAL! The process is hard but so important.

[@humblyvida7079]

Cry, let it all out, scream, throw some things. LET IT ALLLLLLL OUTTTTT.

[@daisyflow3994]

PROTECT URSELF FIRST then everything after that comes SECOND.

[@klickingkayasmr7585]

daisy flow Exactly. And i hate when people call that “being selfish.”

[@an1ah]

ITS TOTALLY OKAY. You don’t need to post a video everyday just for vlogmas, I care about ur mental health soooo much more...❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@CatsAndPokemon]

I think the term you're looking for is "the straw that broke the camels back" Like you're dealing with so many things and repressing, trying to stay positive then one thing happens (could be as small as getting a parking ticket or as big as a horrific car accident) and you just completely break down. I feel for you so much Will. I'm not here to give you anymore corny sayings I just hear you brother. I hear you loud and clear. ✊🏾

[@queenl638]

Even thought I don't know what you are going through I want to thank you for putting this video. Just yesterday when my mom and I were in the elevator she told me something and instead of feeling happy I felt sad and I cried. And today when I woke up I felt a little bit better but I still feel like crying.

[@lorrainebrown5391]

When I came across this the mother in me said 'Whats wrong!?' When you said someone left you the mother in me said 'What idiot left this beautiful young man!?' Baby boy I believe I've been in your shoes before. I'm 54 yrs old and you've been teaching me how to take care of my hair. 'Thank you.!' You go head and cry baby. One day you'll stop but until then don't keep it bottled up. I'm so glad your friends are there for you. Your fans love you. Continue to take care of yourself. Love you son❤

[@marianb2530]

I am in your age range, and I watch him from time to time regarding hair, but I feel bad for him and I hope he is doing better.

[@robynisrael1015]

I'm 54 too, a mother too, and your words spoke volumes to Will for me. My heart is hurt for him, my tears are real for him, and all I want to do is speak to and hug him forever.

[@marianb2530]

@@robynisrael1015 I think he is doing fine now going by the last few videos he uploaded. I like the one where he showed Ebony from ANTM getting her courage up when she found out she made the cut! That was a great show.

[@vampiredetective]

I waited until my 20s to finally sleep with someone. He was the first guy I had been with. We got married and 3 years into it, whe he got his papers (he was from another country), that same month, he left me for our neighbor. I was crushed. So much pain. Now, It's been 3 years since we separated and I haven't dated anyone yet. BUT, I am happy now. It gets better. Before I would randomly cry in public for 'no reason' because of the overwhelming pain. I started to get physically ill. Now I know there is no sense IN shedding tears over someone who left me, someone who never cared about the pain I went through. What really helped me though was: 1. slowly learning my worth through good deeds; seeing how I create value to life by being a decent human being, 2. hearing others experiences; knowing I was not victim but blessed to be able to experience life. I could now give myself permission to see new days as opportunities for my renaissance (without having to consider the feelings/needs/time of someone who wouldn't so the same for me). Looking at those who 'found' life after a relationship and are happier than ever. (Even celebrities like jlo). I consciously choose to be a jlo. 3. remembering the bad moments. All the moments that showed me who my ex was and how that person really wasn't the one I needed or wasnt someone who really cared about me. Although it wasnt my choice we got divorced, in retrospect it was the best choice for me and my potential. and finally, 4. knowing that being alone isnt an 'end all, be all'. You never know what life has in store for you. I had a friend who found the LOVE of her LIFE and a few months after their second child he died in a car crash. Although she has now remarried, she says nothing can compare to what was. She misses him still. They never saw their living potential. Sometimes finding your one can be just as painful as finding the wrong one. As long as you have breath in your lungs and faith in your heart there is still a chance for you to shine and make life better for yourself and others cause we never know what people are going through. Hope this helps a little.

[@thund3rcloud3]

Girl I would have sought a lawyer immediately. That is a crime. www.nolo.com/legal-encyclopedia/what-should-i-i-believe-i-am-victim-marriage-fraud.html

[@mallu8868]

@@thund3rcloud3 You're right! That is illegal, please seek legal advice

[@chadicchildhausaewesulluba8320]

Was he African? Are you white?

[@ybwjbw3348]

@@chadicchildhausaewesulluba8320 y does that matter, tho?

[@vintageclipse3548]

I know this is from months ago and I am SO sorry that he put you through that. But I'm sorry, if that happened to me I would have been on Snapped or one of those shows because they would both be gone😭

[@ah-ss7he]

The parking ticket was the straw that broke the camel’s back.

[@krobin2723]

ah I did not mean to laugh so hard 💀

[@ItsNessaTho]

I remember my history teacher told me this story 🤔 moral of the story: "it's never just one thing, it's almost always a buildup"

[@BluDrop5]

@TheReisecup89 Every.Single.Time. (Even though you know didn't want to move your car the night before. Lol.)

[@LateefahABrown]

“Communication is great. Connection is better. Both of those things is best.” You spoke a whole WORD there! It is my prayer that you heal and find that light inside of you so many of us see. When I was at the lowest, lowest point of my life, your videos brought me so much joy and laughter. Take the time to be that for yourself. You are an amazing, loving, caring person. Don’t ever let someone else’s rejection ruin that. Love you! ❤️

[@creamcheese1467]

When you cry I cry I started crying with you >>>>>

[@ellythomas2498]

Good for you stupid

[@creamcheese1467]

Idk why your hating cause you don’t know what other people go through and for you to comment rude like that is Disgusting

[@indriadrayton1132]

@@ellythomas2498 Is it stupid to care about someone? Really?

[@sibria]

@@ellythomas2498 go away, stupid.

[@elisefreeman1398]

A lot of people associate that trait with Aquarius because it’s definitely something we do. But you’ve been through things and you haven’t tapped into those until now. That takes power and strength. So don’t feel weak. Allow yourself to heal. Healing takes power, and if you’re putting yourself in the right path, you’re powerful. You want better for yourself and you deserve it. I’m proud of you. Your videos have up lifted me when I was down. Prayer has also helped me. Just speaking to who you believe helps.

[@krystleholland1869]

Will, I have experienced very similar anxiety. Everyday I wake up, I'm angry that I'm still here and so are the problems. Not waking up seems like it would be a relief. Hang in there. I'm here. We can do this!

[@De_Sava]

Krystale please get professional counseling, I am sad you feel this way. You deserve to wake up not feeling this way, so please start working on taking care of yourself starting now. Call your insurance, get a counselor and keep working to feel worthy of waking up calm and free of constant negative thoughts. Peace and Blessings.

[@MuseOfYah]

THIS video. I don't know how many people needed this but I NEEDED this!! I commend you and I'm so happy to hear not only a bit of your story but to see that you are here being so human for us. Life is hard, scary and painful and I now feel like it's still something for us that is better on the other side. Some days I just can't see it. I've always been one to "run away". I'm so tired of running. I feel like you just sang my life's song. I'm speechless otherwise. Thank you, Will. Blessings to you. 😊😘

[@graciebattle8781]

This is so painful to see someone who makes me laugh so much cry like will take care of you before you worry about making videos for us cause you always come first 😭❤️❤️

[@effiejames9129]

Sounds like you needed a good cry (or two). Losing someone you love is hard. Looking at you toward the end of the video made me feel like you were in the passing clouds after a storm and before the sun returns. You will be ok. I'm praying for you!

[@cassidysamantha8639]

All the love for you Will ❤️ it’s okay to be hurting or cry it’s never wrong. How you feel is NEVER EVER WRONG.

[@asmrsharm1060]

Aww Will. I love you ❤️ I hope healing goes your way.

[@ct89093]

The most joyous personalities have a lot of pain 😔😭 WE LOVE YOU WILLL!!! Please stay strong, take care of yourself first. I hated watching you cry....but I'm glad you are. We support you with whatever you need!!

[@triahughes4052]

First of all, thank you for sharing yourself wholeheartedly with us. Thank you for the laughter you bring. Thank you for the very usefull information you give us. Thank you for your authenticity. You're an awesome person. I too wish I could call and say hey Will it'll be ok. Or lets hang out until you feel better. Or even just give you some tissues and a hug or 6. Keep your head up love. You're stronger than you know. Looking forward to seeing you again. On KZbin. Lol. Keep being you! 😉😘🤗😁

[@AiresLyre]

I’ve cried from start to finish. It hurt to see someone like him harbor all those feelings and pain and gone through what he has. But somehow managed to get on camera and give laughter joy and amazing content is just outstanding.

[@jayladunbar7117]

“Communication is great, Connection is best, Both are best “ LOVED THIS ! ❤️❤️

[@adekoyaokikiolachristopher3941]

Everything will be alright Will. God shall give you unlimited happiness In Jesus Mighty Name✝️. We love you 😍😍😍. We've loved you for a long periollolically time and we still will😘😛♥️♥️♥️

[@coronavirus5738]

😌💞💞💞💞

[@layneaddison5429]

Adekoya Christopher, yes! Satan will give him UNLIMITED love! And I hope he gets everything he wants (emotionally) for Christmas, hopefully satan gives him EVERYTHING!

[@adekoyaokikiolachristopher3941]

@@layneaddison5429 What you talking about? Why would you say that Satan will give him unlimited love? That's uncalled for. Jesus Christ the same yesterday, today and forever gives unlimited love. The devil can't give anything without collecting something in return. The Lord Almighty has given us unlimited love and he will continue to give us. Glory be to God.

[@lumiesgotcha]

hes hurting and I'm lost. i hope you feel better soon Will. you deserve all the happiness in the world.

[@eliascharbel3998]

This broke my heart , this guy makes me laugh everyday and makes me happy when I feel low and to know that he’s going tru this pain , breaks my heart , I hope he gets better , I wish u all the best Will , I love you , we love you 🥺❤️

[@daligogh1]

That's exactly how I feel

[@CoCoFantastique]

"The straw that broke the camels back" " When you are carrying a heavy load and one last tiny thing piled on breaks you.

[@tishaw.8254]

I still feel like this sometimes after my mom passed in nov of 2017. It’s hard to have to push that shit down to get things done. I just wanna give him a hug. We’re all here for you. ❤️ don’t keep it down, trust me, let it all out.

[@ashleyschwartz9550]

SAME!!! My dad died Nov 2017 too. It’s a sad day everyday since but they’re not gone just not visible anymore. They live on in us ❤️

[@rileyoffline]

one year anniversary of my mom’s death just passed. we’re all in this together 💖

[@DNajai-Bettis]

I can totally understand where you're coming from I've bottled my emotions for years and finally broke down once i came to college. I've been coping with things by drawing and I'm also trying to get my dog as an ESA. Maybe you should get one. They're there for you and me and my dog is definitely helping me whenever I visit home.

[@skinny5428]

Seeing you cry made me so sad and hardbroken 💔😢 Life is so hard and the reality of it is even harder to face. It's okay to cry and let your feelings out, we are all here for you and we love you sm. 💕

[@angelstephens4060]

Me too

[@Lilgato08]

Hugs...the people who spread the most joy are the ones harboring the deepest pain.

[@Thatonegirl989]

I’m sorry you’re going through a rough patch right now. You’re okay, sometimes you need to ride that wave of emotion. Cry if you need to, yell if you have to. Just remember it’s okay to have these feelings ❤️

[@KimberlyRowe6]

I just want to hug you. I will pray for your healing tonight. You deserved so much more as a little boy.

[@PowderedFace]

I know how you feel. I know it so well. You're such a great person and you deserve to be happy.

[@loveabundantly]

I see the parallel between what you described with the car accident and how you felt after being dumped by the person you love. How you felt that spinning, chaotic sensation then were left, alone, to look around and make sense of what just happened. It makes so much sense why you’ve been crying nonstop and hurt so badly. The dreams we make for ourselves can lead to disappointment when we’re married to it. I pray for peace in your life and complete restoration of your heart and spirit. You being honest with yourself and feeling everything has already changed something inside of you for the better. You’re strengthened by allowing your weaknesses to surface. Life can build up to a deafening scream when we’re pushing for the plans we’ve set up for ourselves but peace and release comes when we surrender to the good and perfect plans of what God has in mind. Every person who was once in your life and isn’t here anymore wasn’t needed in that plan. You’re always being protected and you are never forgotten. Continue to be the light of the earth ❤️

[@youaintneverlied]

Please also take it to the Lord in prayer. He will help you. I will pray for you. Take care Will. I hope things get better soon

[@WithAngella]

youaintneverlied couldn’t agree more. I just prayed for him too. God is willing. All we need to do is have faith

[@kirey65]

Let it out. It is okay to cry, shout, and rage. It sounds like you are growing and releasing emotions from past/present trauma. We got you boo!

[@mushooporkie]

hey darling💛 from your previous videos, you kind of alluded to some childhood trauma. Hearing you talk about it here too, it may be some events that are happening rn related to that trauma and may be a huge trigger and unleash some of the things your brain has repressed. You can repeat a mantra: “I am safe, I have a roof over my head, I am worth keeping around and not being discarded, I am the one in charge of decisions, and not others.” While these tears and extreme anxiety may be overwhelming, it’s so good that you are releasing these things. I wish you love, healing, wellness, and a tribe or resources that can support you with all of these things.

[@gjfhgkib4512]

Vlogmas and KZbin aside. I truly just want the best for you. ❤

[@feliciahenley4709]

I love you Will. I'm praying for you and with you 💞

[@Shaybouverie]

🥺🥺 my Hearts breaking (🥺 I hate seeing you cry ) I also keep a diary 📔 , it helps a lot with stress relief

[@monnikajohnson2794]

For anybody that just so happens to see this, please remember that God loves you and you have a purpose in His kingdom. Have a great day 💓

[@shalomxx8750]

Immediately clicked when that notification came

[@crystalanderson9981]

It really breaks my heart to see him cry like this and not be able to hug him. It really does hurt and I really feel his pain in his cry.

[@buhlengoma]

waking up literally hurts!💔 i hope you have happier days soon. you deserve so much happiness! please take it easy, take as many breaks as you need. you’re in my thoughts ❤️

[@4YOURJOY]

You have a beautiful heart sweetheart...It takes time to heal...I'm glad you are finally letting it out. Please know that you are loved by many and what you've been through is a testament to others. You have overcome so much! I encourage you to take quiet time with the Lord in those unbearable moments if you don't already. He will restore your joy. I promise you He will! Sending you A KAZILLION HUGS and prayers from the Carolinas ❤❤❤

[@jaylaanderson9702]

My heart hurts for you! I totally understand that feeling you get in the morning. It's like a hairball of sadness that comes from your gut and hurls it into your chest, and you just cling to your chest and cry. It hurts a lot, and the worst part is that you feel so alone when it happens. You're totally valid in feeling this way! Don't listen to people who say, "Aw, you're always so happy this makes me sad", because it's not fair to you! You're not always going to be jolly. You've made it very far! And crying about it shows that you're breaking through! You can do this, I'm rooting for you!

[@morriswigfall432]

Pleaaase reach out to a mental health professional, it changed my life. Much much love friend.

[@jonathana2599]

I just wanna hug you and cry together

[@graciesummers9294]

Seeing him cry is heart breaking, and crying is ok crying is a way of showing emotion that your mouth can’t, I don’t know what your going through and I’m not going to say it’s going to get better and going to be ok but you are so strong will, and I hope whatever your going through does get better! life is hard and reality is hard, but for you to keep it in all those years makes you the strongest! I hope whatever it is gets better hun! I love you!!. 💕

[@deewest2183]

The saying is “breaking point”

[@trinitybrown5251]

Ice_K I was thinking “the icing on the cake”

[@inotcarlyy]

Guys, different people say different things... Like I haven’t heard many thing like you guys are saying...

[@nmtviola]

I am very happy to know that you are seeking help and not isolating yourself. Our pasts stay with us in ways we can’t even imagine. A good therapist will help you with the past rather than run away from it. I can relate to a lot of the emotions you described and I could feel a lot of your pain. So, yes, yes, yes, I understand your need to take care of you!

[@_barbiechocolat]

Will, sometimes we hold too much and its good to break down, we need it to be healed and move on. I hope you can find a professional to help you in this process. I feel same as you and I'm gonna find help. I wanna you to know that even meeting you from internet, I admire you and your work. Much love, wish you the best ❤️ you are not alone

[@robynisrael1015]

I'm a little late getting here Will, but my prayers and support are real. Get better, feel better, and one day you will love better! Because you open yourself up to others, and you do it so beautifully, expect the wonderful things in life to catch up with you. Your followers, supporters, and good friends will be where you need them to be when you need them the most. May God send you peace, may he give you joy, and bestow his choicest blessings upon you.

[@tierrasimone9]

I feel like God has so much in store for you. A lot of times in life things get so much worse before they get better. You are going to make it and I am personally rooting for you, Will. I love you so much❤️ All of us are here for you and we will never leave.

[@ddross3677]

This some real shit u posted. F being a fan... human to human I feel u and life is hard! Sometimes we have to cry and let it out and that’s ok. With all sincerity god bless you and heal you.

[@SyxxsVyxxn]

Thank you for being so open and vulnerable with us. I love how real you are. I understand where your coming from. I hold on the tears so much too. I hate crying. But ffs when I let them out it's like a flood. It's ok. You're strong. We love you. 💙

[@jadawinchester8654]

Hey babe. I just want to reach through the screen and hug you! These moments in life are hard. If you can, when you’re feeling like you can’t move, like you can’t stop crying, like life is so unbearably hard, try to spend time with a friend. It’s important to acknowledge your pain and your past and work through it. But whatever happened to you love, you are a kickass individual and you are so much stronger. I totally know what you mean about waking up and feeling “it’s another damn day”. I deal with my depression on a daily basis, but ever so often, the ugly monster comes out and shows out. It helps me to just cry when I need to, to bury myself in blankets and hold myself, to sit with a loved one and just let it all out. There are some things in life that try to break us. But your online community supports you and loves you and wishes all the best vibes and energy for you.

[@patiencewaters5583]

Im so sorry that ur going through this will but im really happy that ur getting help and going to therapy.

[@TBELLA26_]

I'm glad you decided to see a therapist. There is nothing wrong with that. Also there is nothing wrong with crying. Hopefully you find a good therapist that helps you with the things you've been dealing with. I myself see a therapist and she has been a huge help. I'm an advocate for people in our community to not be afraid to talk to someone about our problems and end the stigma. I'm so proud of you and you are so brave to open up and be transparent with us. Love you so much Will!! I don't care if Vlogmas doesn't come back, as long as you are taking care of yourself, that's all I care about. 😘😘😘❤❤❤

[@ah-ss7he]

✨ ❤️ ❤️ I’m glad that you are letting it out because you can’t live life being numb and sometimes you just gotta let it out so that you can heal. I understand how it feels to feel hardened after so much trauma, my mom suffers from mental illness as well and is currently living on the streets. ❤️ Therapy can be a helpful outlet ❤️ ❤️ ✨

[@shanzoni1200]

Yeah it's anxiety related to what your going through or went through. I commend you for speaking out cause speaking truth to what you are feeling is a major first step. Honestly it's time for you to see a professional, a psychotherapist/ psychologist to deal with that trauma and help you vent but also help you learn coping skills to deal with that. You are not alone, and asking for help does not make you weak. Also with confidentiality you can talk to your therapist about anything so you won't feel limited like on here. We aren't entitled to hear the whole story so just share what you feel comfortable. Yeah sometimes we really just trying to survive so you live life just surviving but then when life calms down that numb feeling dissipates and then you realize you never dealt with and healed from that trauma

[@dvon_ata8446]

Damn man I’m sorry bro continue to stay strong and do what’s best for you that’s what it’s all about at the end of the day

[@chere3695]

I understand. I've been through so much trauma in my life and recently had an extremely horrible thing happen to me. I thought about making a video about it but I'm not sure... Hugs and love to you. It's okay to cry, self soothe and reach out because support is everything. You will do great things Will❤

[@NaturallyRonnie]

Tears* My heart is with you Will I pray for a better outcome from whatever you may be going through... I love your spirit & you are in my prayers ❤🙏🏽

[@Ttazquez]

I am so glad that you're letting all of this out. It's a good start to cleanse yourself. I'm praying you can get through this Will. Therapy is a wonderful thing & you will definitely see improvements in your mood & self once you go. I'm so proud of you for even opening up to us on youtube.

[@spl.1524]

My heart is breaking for you. Seeking help or therapy is a good thing. Sometimes we need professional help. God bless you and comfort you. Life is hard and unfair. Stay prayed up. Love is difficult.

[@KB-hj3zs]

Seeing you cry breaks my heart...but I do believe that crying the soul's way of releasing pressure. I think that the key to healing is to be able to objectively sit with the pain and "make friends with it", so you can ultimately discard it. As a survivor of way too damn much, I had to try and quiet my mind so that I could function and not lose it all the damn time. It DOES get better...truly it does. Sending good karma and healing your way, and I hope that you can find peace.

[@coronavirus5738]

Whatever you going through remember God got your back through it all He understands your issues better than man so confide in him...you have my deepest condolences regarding your grandma😢...the nursing home killed my grams....stay strong my beautiful KZbinr with the beautiful hair...much love to you💞💕💞🌷🌸🌺

[@luvjunious4156]

You are sooo loved! Thank you for being so strong and sharing your truth! Keep being your amazing self Will, you are truly one of a kind sweetheart.

[@mimirose3009]

FRIEND we love & support you!!! *I face physically & mentally altering anxiety every single day!* I lost the only person that truly loved & understood me 2 yrs ago & the world (it seems like) has been coming after me since. My mom (from the generation where you never address ANYTHING) dismissed me even after I was attacked & we actually had it out smh which I regret bc tbh I realized she's never dealt with her own traumas. Move on she says...but that generation is the reason why these millennials are the way they are now

[@isthatachicken]

I wish our parents atleast tried to face their traumas because those problems really end up facing us at a later stage :( e.g. if your parent ends up believing that they are always the victim and always under attack

[@mimirose3009]

@@isthatachicken Nail on the head my mother if I bring anything up to address how she's made me feel I'm attacking her but at least I understand now not to take it to ❤️ bc you can't expect anyone to see things from your perspective you can only control your response

[@leigh4978]

I understand this 100 percent. Just from hearing you in the first ten minutes I could connect. I get the same feeling and it’s hard.

[@tarynmichelleart]

"Communication is great; connection is better; both of those things is best" - Will Wow. I needed that. Thank you.