Finding Inner Peace

Recently I was sitting down watching old videos of Francesco and I. I came across these specific clips of him speaking, and couldn’t stop replaying it. It’s like he was channeling all the words that I couldn’t put into sentences of how I been feeling over the last 10 months. I thought it was foreshadowing, and frankly beautiful. The next season of my podcast is called “Finding Inner Peace” but before I start season 2, and take you guys on my inner peace journey, this last video here is for Francesco. It’s what I would say to him if someone brought him back to me for just 1 minute. It’s my goodbye. Thank you again to everyone who listened to my beautiful love story in season 1, and welcome to finding inner peace
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[@nicolehuff6362]

Just came across this channel and I can’t stop crying you definitely have a true love story and one day y’all souls will reunite.. your a amazing young lady and I’m blessed I found this channel

[@kristinamyrteza4729]

I couldn’t watch this without crying watching you and Francesco’s love story and how it’s evolved over the years leaves me hopefully real true love does exist absolutely beautiful love you Kaitlin hang in there ❤

[@emmagoodman1379]

Same

[@Ash71210]

May I please have an explanation on how he passed? A video just popped up about rules that will happen at their wedding, and I opened the comments and everyone said he passed away!! I have been trying to figure out how

[@Lissy138]

@@Ash71210 he got cancer in the kidneys if I’m not mistaken they both battle with that but unfortunately he lost that fight last year; recently her videos started popping up and learned about their Amazing love story ❤

[@ivaaz9894]

@@Lissy138thats not true. He got tasticular cancer when he was 17 and fought it for 7 years. Won it once and it sadly came back in september 2021, he passed away March 21th 2022. They were together for 9years, since they were 15.

[@Lissy138]

@@ivaaz9894 hmmmm if u red it again then u can se that actually said if I’m not mistaken!!! Meaning that I wasn’t sure cause I’m not a fan as u clearly are ! Not for u to call me a liar u could just simply say u got it wrong is not cancer in the kidneys but testicular and that’s it…smh

[@veronican.h4337]

This is actually a really sad story. People wait a lifetime to find something pure and sadly enough when it happens, it gets taken away. My heart goes out to you girl. Hang in there. This world is full of tough times but him and God will see you thru.

[@Wudup]

Unbelievable. It is heartbreaking. What a gorgeous soul and think about the millions of people he's touched.❤

[@alexandrasaucedo2358]

I cried so much I loved y’all so much together and I never met y’all… this was a beautiful video Kaitlin and you will see him one day in heaven. Don’t lose faith. Stay strong and keep healing….thank God for all the memories you DID have and the captured ones you will always have.. that’s amazing I’d be watching everyday … sending you love and prayers from Texas! Jesus heals any broken hearted ❤

[@ariahyearwood9979]

How did he die

[@cherrymaejones6843]

I was holding back tears during Kaitlin's speech 😢 It was very emotional and I am SO SO sorry for your loss 🌹 🕊

[@joro241]

(First, I feel the need to let all know I am a woman on her husband's acct.) Ohhh my goodness, I just found this channel today so before watching this clip I went back to like a year or two and watched a. Bunch of your shorts, then a bunch of your videos you two were ABSOLUTELY AMAZING TOGETHER! It is a fact that the love between you two only a few in life will experience. I am so glad he was able to have that b4 he left this world. I lost my best friend, truly like s sister, but much closer to cancer and for years I couldn't understand why she was put into my life just to be taken away from me in the manner she had to not only leave me but, her children as well...Kaitlin honey I just want to tell you I now think it's because they needed to experience a void that they needed before they could leave this world My friend was an only child, but for 26 years like I said we were closer then sisters she was even in the room with me when my little sister gave birth to her child and qe both coached her into bringing "OUR NEPHEW" into this world. I stood beside her throughout every Kemo session and held her close when she left this world. I would never chance one thing about it i understand when you say it was an honor to be beside him. As they was finding their PEACE we were finding our STRENGTH. So stay strong darlin that is what he would want from you I am sure! GOD BLESS YOU BABY GIRL! SO sorry for your loss

[@rishabegum9492]

From a few days now your shorts have popping up in my feeds and I was not sure as to if I should dig into your account to see more of it as I couldn't stand a single short without feeling like my eyes are gonna stand it because of all that crying I will have to do but I did and this is the first video that caught my eye and Miss. Kaitlin I will have to say you're very strong and brave and you deserve all the love and kindness of the world. Francesco will make sure to protect you and keep you safe and I know for sure that I don't have to tell you that as you already know. Girl you're handling the situation in such a awesome way that no one can even imagine to be in and my respect for you had increased a lot. I just hope the best for you as you deserve it and you're not alone in it we are there for you. You go gurll. You slay. Love ya❤.

[@josieroma5425]

Just came across this channel recently and I must say the story of you and Francesco is so touching...I always shed a few tears every time I watch your videos! Keep healing and growing ✨️ Franceso is forever looking down on you and giving you strength ❤️

[@misterscruffle]

Just randomly found your channel and I’m grieving with you .

[@124BILLION]

Thank you for making this man feel so loved and appreciated by his woman the whole time he was struggling! I don’t think he ever thought as negatively about his situation as someone who didn’t have you in there life who’s going through the same thing. Your presence in his life and all that love you two shared probably cut all the pain and suffering and anxiety down 90% and Francesco in my eyes was happy all the way through! I hope you can find someone else and I hope they love you as much as he did cuz you are so amazing and people like you are hard to find! I’m 40 with a family and I hope when the time comes that I can be as strong as you! My wife and I have been together for 22 years and I couldn’t imagine going through what you guys had to. Love ya homie keep spreading positivity and living your life one day at a time 😉

[@kristanarcidiacono921]

I just came across your channe. Two beautiful beautiful souls. You loved so deeply and unconditionally. Your love is a love most people dream of. And I wholeheartedly believe you will absolutely see him again. A true warrior he was and you as well being with him every step of the way. I believe love doesn’t die it transforms; it transcends death. He’s just loving you from afar for now and watching over you until you are together again. God Bless You Kaitlin!!

[@DoUntoOthersAsUWouldHaveDone2U]

Your dance with Francesco ended early this go ‘round. But you WILL find one another again . . . . . as you have in EVERY lifetime . . . . twin flames are never truly separated, even when apart, because your connection is internal. You WILL find each other, OVER & OVER & OVER again, eternally & forever.✨💫✨

[@ashantyamma7250]

I couldn't stop crying . It's so sad and beautiful at the same time to see such love. Such pure and true love. May his soul rest in peace .

[@FoleysUnveiledAlways]

This has me in tears- so real-- filled with the most sincerest emotions GOD KAITLIN YOU ARE AN AMAZINGLY STRONG PHENOMENAL WOMAN-!!! GOD BLESS YOU & JUST KNOW FRANCISCO IS A PART OF YOU AND HE IS AROUND YOU …just in a different way, manner, or form.

[@jamesbeck6401]

My heart feels so broken after watching this, I went through pretty much the same 7 years ago, time does make it much easier

[@jayp3449]

I just lost my husband, boyfriend, best friend, and my soulmate of 16 years due to chronic kidney failure. It's been a month since I lost him and it's really hard for me to wake up every day knowing that he's not here in this world anymore. I totally feel your pain and suffering. Crying alone in the room, even when u are falling asleep. I'm praying everyday so I can find inner peace and meet him one day in the heaven. God bless you and your family ❤

[@SaraRuss-gb8sg]

Wow this video takes me out each and every time. You had a beautiful love story. I’m sorry for your loss may he RIP 👏🏻

[@tj4787]

So sad and beautiful at the same time ! Thank you for sharing Francesco , his journey , your journey , his love and your love for each other ❤we appreciate it ❤you will both be back together again love ! So so sorry for your loss 🙏🏾

[@sunnyage2009]

Literally bawling. Never saw anything about this couple until this video but .... The live is tangible. As an empath (and im still very new to being one) I can feel the love yall had, no Have!!!!! 💕 So sorry for your loss sigh 😞🙏🏿

[@PapiSantana]

May you find peace. Thank you for sharing your love story. It’s beautiful. ❤

[@frktoft1979]

My gosh I am a mess. Can't stop crying. A love so beautiful between 2 young people over to soon. ❤❤❤

[@julithompson8891]

He was a gift to you in so many ways. As you were to him ❤

[@paulbowman1762]

You made me cry ! Godbless you both ! 💔🙏🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿

[@Babylah-xl1fr]

I’m so sorry for the pain you going through, you are so strong though 😢

[@dona289]

Scusa se scrivo in italiano, è un po’ di tempo che vedo i vostri video e non riesco a smettere di piangere, non è giusto che una coppia così bella sia stata separata da questa malattia terrificante, il vostro amore è forte, puro… è qualcosa di inspiegabile. Non si può accettare la sua morte era troppo giovane ed aveva una vita avanti, la stessa vita che hai tu e che giorno dopo giorno devi farti forte ed andare avanti portando nel tuo cuore sempre il tuo amato Francesco ❤

[@amandaaaronandereon2619]

My heart just breaks and tears run down my face. 😢

[@shellyortiz1977]

In a lifetime this kind of love is so rare only few get to experience. Even if is for a short time they love each other so much . Rest in peace Francesco

[@lilylee5924]

I just came across your video. I am so sorry for your loss. Your love story was beautiful!

[@ur.fav.sadie.]

I’m balling my eyes out right now 😭

[@melissadeangelis9043]

So beautiful. The 2 of you together is the embodiment of love and happiness. He is so proud of you! I’m sure you 2 will meet again, when your time on this earth is up, he will be the one to take your hand. Keep looking for the signs. Every video there are orbs and glitches that were never in your videos before! We’re all here cheering you on! Rip Francesco! ❤️

[@daniellemoody345]

Speechless at the strong resilient women you are. That’s beautiful

[@Illuminatelove36]

Your story has GIFTED ME, ..soooooo much strength and courage ❤❤❤THANK YOU FOR being so bold,strong,faithful and beautiful ❤❤❤.

[@iippesante4102]

This is a True Love Story!❤️ You’re an Amazing Young Lady❤️

[@strawberryredz1997]

@Caitlan, I’m very sorry. I been watching your videos and the love there is beautiful. Looks like you both were young, strong to stay together. Thank you for him. It’s so hard. 🙏🏻🤍

[@iamhappy679]

So sorry to you and francesco but also your family , rest in peace . So sorry to you guys 🕊🤍

[@slayiana]

My heart breaks a million times for you thank you for sharing this love story he was so special and youre blessed to have experienced such a love 🩷

[@pamelamayeaux7458]

I can relate. I went through all this too. And I would do it again too. Love u girl. God bless u and keep u

[@taylornativi9457]

This is so sweet. 🥹🥺😭

[@Shelilah41]

So sorry for your loss. 😢

[@sublimesamoyed]

I’m just so sorry. I can’t imagine what you’ve been through, but I found myself crying just imagining how hard it would be. My worst fear is losing my husband. As a nurse I see too much at work and it haunts me.

[@pinooos]

Gives me hope this video ❤

[@LilyBecca]

Kaitlyn, you are so amazing and inspiring. Your love story is so beautiful. I lost the love of my life when I was 25. I'm 48 now, and nothing has ever come close to comparing, but I did love again. It's just different. It's still wonderful and beautiful, but there's a reason why people have one soul-mate. There's a reason why they call it the love of a lifetime. It never stops hurting. You never stop missing them, but you do go on, and you can still have a beautiful, wonderful life. ❤ And one day, your souls will meet again....

[@mansiamay7602]

Francesco is still alive in our hurts ❤and he is with you forever and always ❤keep resting Francesco 🕊❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@stellademasi7982]

My deepest condolences this is so sad but I know that he is with you always. God watch over you and get through this difficult time. This is such a beautiful love story😢❤️

[@neeleydev2596]

I’m sorry for your loss keep ur head up

[@ampleofy2850]

God will bless you with immense happiness..... 💖💖💖 Francesco will take care of you ... Take your time, heal yourself, move on .. Sending you so much love, and strength to heal yourself ❤️

[@calibaby3442]

Such a beautiful video thank you for sharing your love story took my breath away im in tears im so damn sorry for your loss. You two are so beautiful together ❤️ bless his family i hope they find comfort .

[@amisharawal555]

He will be with u everytime sis ❤i know n r very brave❤

[@MichelleEstrada-kk2kh]

Very beautiful about your love journey of both of you. You were blessed

[@beingthesalt]

Oh I'm in tears 😢 Such a beautiful relationship. I'm praying for you Kaitlyn. I'm praying you & Francesco get an eternity in Heaven together. Heaven is very real...God has shown me in a dream & it's just amazing. Sending you lots of love. ❤

[@ivaaz9894]

And i’d give up forever to touch you, cause I know that you’d feel me somehow. You’re the closest to heaven then I’ll ever be…💔 my heart breaks for u two, you deserved so much more❤️this love will never go away🕊️

[@spacerocket6915]

I think I just did all my crying for 2024 watching all the videos😭❤

[@Mrs.Rodarte]

I cried at your eulogy only God knows what's going on or why it happened but you are in my.prayers.

[@DianeIrvino]

Crying my eyes out!😢😢

[@nourquotes2528]

I cried so much 😢

[@gangarai6885]

Big fan from Nepal 🇳🇵 lots of love ❤️❤️.I love your video so much❤❤

[@Emily12381]

This made me cry

[@arushanpatel5056]

Rest In peace Francesco 🕊️

[@valentinawilliams1250]

He wants you to live your best life . Im sorry for your loss

[@Leelee-op7vj]

Unbelievably sad. ❤

[@Lalalaitsme]

This was beautiful

[@angelahall-fj7ft]

Sorry for ur loss

[@lisawhite3648]

Pure,Beautiful,Love❤

[@valentinawilliams1250]

Honey its gonna be okay .I bet your loved one loved hearing your speech. Just know that Im thinking of you during this difficult time .Im here for you

[@Naliana24]

Omg I’m griffin with u Keiti… I don’t know where u popped out in my youtube and since than im stuck with all ur videos and everything …. How much pain he left … how much pain for u to handle… But 1 question in burning my head … He was is peace when he knew that his life it was slowly taken away and there were nothing anybody could do? Was he scared? Omg my heart is melting… i wish u to be strong as much as u can be … i pray for his family and u … 😢😢😢

[@101_Justice]

God bless his soul..🕊️🙏🏽💙

[@ryanbrooks957]

This video is so fucking beautifully done. I am bawling like a baby for real

[@l.s.u35]

This hurts...I'm with my high school sweetheart and we have now been together for 18 years with 4 babies and I couldn't imagine losing him... my condolences to you...

[@MusicCoverSelena]

Rest peacefully Francesco ❤

[@Arizona_lilly]

This hurts like she said a love story like this in a lifetime

[@smritipandit9589]

We loves u Always ❤

[@cjproplayz3211]

Rest easy fly high ❤❤

[@bobanppvc]

So sad...Keep head up

[@nongcebomchunu3894]

My heart 💔 😢

[@milanhorvat7147]

I feel so baddd ❤❤❤

[@ErikaCvibes]

I hope u get a chance to read my comment before this 1 ❤ I don't cry much AT ALL but your story and clips like this (real g s**t) get me every time. love u gurl, stay true to u. I have a feeling u always will❤

[@angelramos1137]

Wait what. Omg I stopped watching them for awhile and I didn’t know he passed

[@chitowntexan]

How beautiful 🥹💚

[@siminsalimi5983]

Life it’s not fair 💔

[@kvasanthakvasantha4979]

That last day 😔

[@audriiiiroberts3030]

Your soul’s definitely came here with a plan..and fulfilled that purpose. I really hope you know that you’ll reincarnate again, again, and again and find each other through every lifetime. Oh my goodness 💗💔

[@user-tv8gg9er5x]

I’m not okay. Girll I just wanna hug you so bad 💔

[@AnnoyedAutumnTrees-ly8jo]

😢😢😢😢❤❤❤❤❤ my heart

[@KJMJ04]

❤❤

[@joesweet5202]

😢my good im crying you no dat kat your bf it’s always with you for the reste off your live you so so strong women 😘🌈🌈☺️😎🦋🥹🦋🍀😚👼

[@RiftValleyAquatics]

I'm sorry it had come to this Kaitlin. I never met you until today. I just lost an old friend and I guess the internet pointed me to sadness. - Regards Sean (Brooklyn, NY) RIP Francesco

[@gangarai6885]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@marvinmendoza9130]

Damn , so much memories of mine..I lost her to lymphoma...

[@shambhavi1357]

❤️♾️

[@RickyVicky29]

💚💚💚

[@hannypressley343]

His voice sounds so cute in this video like really cute he doesn't have that total accent it's just a sweet little man voice

[@MamacitaSte]

❤❤❤

[@deearri5755]

U had an felt a love no one ever experienced

[@maddien2135]

💔💔💔

[@terelop8604]

Descansa en Paz bello joven 😮😮😢 🙏🙏🙏

[@SeciljaMaail]

🥺🥺

[@NotAva18]

😭

[@theallinfamilygang7196]

I didn't see it anywhere does anybody know how he passed?

[@DuvanMydeen-gy9iz]

😭😭😭😭😭