FIRST CONVERSATION ABOUT LUNG TRANSPLANT (1.17.17)

[@aprilarlidge2807]

Peter is a great husband. He holds her hand and let's her talk and get it out. You can see how much he loves her and how much she loves him. Both of you and your relationship​ are a model for everyone! Stay strong!

[@dvferyance]

He really is not everyone is like that he would keep at it and not just say this is too hard I give up.

[@catherinespark]

@@dvferyance Punctuation makes all the difference! I read the first bit as "He really is not. Everyone is like that..." And then realised you were saying "He really is. Not everyone is like that..."!

[@ibelf2465]

April Arlidge I’m fairly new here so I am binge watching. I have noticed what an attentive husband he is! They are perfect for each other ❤️

[@vickyduran8194]

Mary and Peter I like your videos

[@mrssmurf55]

mary I haven't been in a church in 35 yrs but tomorrow I am going to pray for you to plead for the best outcome for you !

[@butterflyqueen9260]

Ann marie White amen

[@jessicarodman3569]

I needed to hear what you said mary, I cried all day today learning that I need to have my colon removed and when you said "I fully trust Christ AND I cry and that's ok" it was EXACTLY what I needed to hear! praying for you!

[@keric3673]

The Mom Life praying for peace for you ❤️

[@christinasmith4269]

The Mom Life, prayers and strength to you!

[@sneepsnorp1404]

Good luck! I hope that after this procedure you can have a year of healing. Don't forget to find strength in yourself as well. I'm 17 and very chronically ill, so I 100 percent understand what it feels like to just make the cards that you have been given work. I hope that things get better for you

[@jessicarodman3569]

thank you all so much! ❤

[@ItsAMbutyoutubechangedmyname]

The Mom Life stay strong keep your head up u can do it 💖💕🌹

[@sundaydawn3377]

Before my daughters kidney surgery we found out my daughters kidney disease was caused by my blood disorder during pregnancy, I sobbed and sobbed and felt the need to apologize for some reason. She was 16 and my daughters perspective was the same as you brave mary. She looked at me with a surprized smile and said "mom, I wouldn't go back and change this life even if I could. This is my body and with out it I wouldn't have the perspective that I have. I'd probably only care about starbucks and fashion like the other girls my age. The lord will give them a chance to get to the place I am someday and I'm grateful he gave me that opportunity already." Perspective from the Lord...priceless. Humbled by your child...priceless. You're an inspiration dear.

[@macbump]

Sunday Dawn AWWWWWW. the ones with the hardest row to hoe are the strongest in many ways... 💜

[@peachxtaehyung]

I am so sorry!! But yes she has the same feelings. I was born with Spina bifida and my mom always feels bad to give it to me and stuff but this is pretty much exactly what I told her. I wouldn't change my life for anything and it has given me the ability to care about those other than myself especially those in marginalized communities and stuff because I know at least a bit how those who are discriminated against feel

[@jessicaeverly1320]

I had a Lung Transplant March 24th 2016 due to CF and I had lots of complications during and after it, but I'm alive and I'm Thankful everyday for that 💜

[@Pingaheimer]

awesome, you're beautiful.

[@elizabethemami5673]

Jessica Everly how are you doing now?

[@vanessalee7391]

Bless you.

[@shellydavis855]

How you doing now?

[@curtisbemis6640]

That's a blessing I hope I can say one day 🙏🙏 🙏

[@SYRSALLY]

My heart is breaking for you Mary and for you too Peter. But thank you Mary for mentioning the ones who been there and how hard that is on us. I lost my son the 12th of this month six years ago and we were trying to get him accepted on a transplant list but hospitals kept refusing him because he was overweight. The day after he died he was accepted on a transplant list. Someone is walking around with his beautiful blue eyes because they were donated and I wish I could look into them just one more time. If I hadn't had the Lord in my life I don't think I could have made it through. I will continue to pray for you both and continue watching everyday like I have for the past year or so. Just continue to try to have "Faith and not Fear." Love you sweet kids..... and as always Good Night and God Bless. ❤🙏🏼👍🏻😴

[@rebeccamoon5766]

Pamela Newman I'm so sorry. What a wonderful, giving decision he made, to be a donor for someone else. You must be very proud. Hugs

[@jessicarodman3569]

Pamela Newman sending prayers of peace your way....I can't imagine.

[@natalieh5843]

Pamela Newman I'm so sorry for your loss. You are so strong!

[@buffyoopin913]

Pamela Newman praying for you!

[@pjmcgovern2277]

I am so sorry for your loss, please take care best you can

[@kokopuppy57342]

Yesterday KZbin recommended the "my sisters lung transplant story" video. In the middle of the video I felt the overwhelming urge to pause it and pray. And as soon as I began to pray an indescribable wave of peace washed over me. I felt a warm glow rest in my chest. I'm not sure what that means for you but let it be an encouragement that a thousand miles away with no way for me to know what was happening, God was calling for prayers over your life.

[@TheGeekMonster]

Peter is so strong for her, just holding her hand, letting her talk, letting her cry. He is her rock, just like his name means. Bless them both

[@IdaDog1000]

When my younger sister passed she was a donor. I feel like she is still alive in several different bodies. God will guide you thru this. I will pray for you.

[@VONNISTWOCENTS]

IdaDog1000 sorry for your loss

[@nictracks7252]

I just wanted to say thank you for being so raw! I am in the hospital with my daughter who had 32 seizures today. We are so devastated and I needed to hear your words of strength and perseverance tonight. sending light and love!

[@peachxtaehyung]

NicTracks may i ask whats happened since then? i hope shes ok

[@spotonmetaldetecting5024]

I always say, "From the second we are born, our body dies a little everyday but From the second we except Jesus as our Lord and Savior, our spirit starts living forever. When our flesh ends in this sojourning life here on earth, we as a spiritual being keep living as we belong to Christ Jesus!" I just wanted to share that. ❤ I just love you guys! I cried with you, smiled with you and I praise and trust God for you and your situation. I'm so proud of you and blessed to know you and walk with you on your journey. I will hold you in prayer as we are family in Christ. ☝

[@katie0698]

SpotOnYourLie Amen!

[@sheilatrimble4693]

SpotOnYourLie I love what you said. Thank you.

[@MsGetemboi]

Powerful 💛

[@Tixylixx]

I think their faith is really sweet, but I don't think that it is what is important...I think (only MHO though! ) what is important is kindness...kindness and care & consideration of others. Our souls will survive death, I truly believe they have survived many deaths before and will survive many more. Religion isn't neccessary...Im sure if there is a God he/she/it would say...'love each other, not me...I don't need it, but y'all do...The meaning of life is to care for each other with love. that simple. But Mary & Peter are lovely souls regardless. A real love story.

[@Jerseygirl777]

Tixylixx This comment isn't important or necessary.

[@klwiedenhoeft]

Oliver is a dog and dogs can sense distress. When Oliver came over (at around 6:00) to comfort *Peter*, it was so sweet that it broke my heart. Peter's distress listening to this shows how much he loves Mary. Stay strong, you two.

[@apriltatum5543]

I have no idea how I have gotten so emotionally attached to the two of you through videos but I have. You are in my prayers every night between my children and my sisters kids. I have an order so I don't forget anyone. Your love of God and family and each other is so inspiring to me and everyone who has ever seen your videos. I wish you strength throughout your journey and Gods healing. My youngest walked in and asked why I was crying, I had a hard time explaining but she had no problem understanding ❤❤❤. Prayers going up from Houston.

[@cardma7356]

Yes! Ditto. Mary and Peter, your love of God and each other is just so inspiring. And you are in my prayers, also. Thanks for sharing and your wonderful example.

[@djlawlz4041]

Hi, my name is Kat. My friends name is Kaylene. We're teenage girls who daily vlog our lives with chronic illness, vocational school, and being DJ's. I have fibromyalgia, and many other disorders/diseases and Kaylene has Basal Cell Carcinoma Nevus Syndrome. She's basically made up of tumors growing often and everywhere, and many other complicated health issues. I was wondering if you'd check out our channel? We're trying to build a community on our channel.

[@kleia8372]

God has a purpose for every single one of you, and loves you all very, very much, sweet people. God bless you all.

[@shaneluke346]

+Chronically Vlogging I think Mary is SO BRAVE BLESS her

[@kristisanchez]

April Tatum cd

[@hollymolly1624]

Olliv came to you when you were upset. Dogs are the best ❤

[@ProfessorSassypants]

Dogs are the best, ofcourse, Ollie is a service dog, so that’s what some of his training taught him but yeah, definitely - dogs are the best 🙌🏻🙌🏻☺️

[@shaeandeli]

Such gold is coming out of you. So amazed to watch you walking so well through such hard things. Man, God is really using this in my life. Your mantra "do what you think you can't do" also goes through my mind a lot. I am reminded of the verse where it says "I set before you life and death. Choose life." You are choosing life everyday! So proud of you guys and so inspired!! Thank you for shining light into darkness. Big hugs!!!!

[@l.bfaith7773]

Very nice this says it all

[@rosezehrer4473]

The Dale Tribe and to Peter and Mary With Cystic Fibrosis witch I have also everything can change in a days time it’s like CF vs. body fight all the time if we have diabetes too it is. CFRD vs. Body bigger challenge then people with nothing besides pills but if we want to other people in our shoes they would fail. Mary write this quote down “ life is like a box of chocolates you never know what your going to get but I am glad I have my life with all of you. Huge hugs

[@StefanieRoyMusic]

I cried so hard with you guys. Watching your journey has helped me remain positive in life despite severe mental illness. I am not a religious person, but your faith brings me extreme comfort. You guys help me to choose joy. Thank you so much.

[@MrsBear-sv6wo]

stefanie roy ditto here. im in the same boat. when i watch the frey life i dont even have any mental illness anymore. they make me so happy.

[@bobbybaldeagle702]

God don't want religious people!!!! God only want those who are willing to have a personal one on one relationship with HIM...

[@sallyrod4675]

I have stage IV breast cancer with metastasis to the bone and it's hard every day but what keeps me going is my faith in God and with him everything is possible. Mary, I wish you a happy future through the good and the bad. You have an awesome support system and so many people praying for you. Thank you for showing your emotions and feelings with us. We could all use a little hope. Let's all remember that "There is no diagnosis greater than God".

[@LeniefromtheNetherlands]

Sally Rod praying for you❤️

[@Katie_Jo_21]

Sally Rod Praying for you 💕

[@jeanlee1911]

I will pray for you Sally!. God has a plan and he loves his children. Blessings and healing for you and your family.

[@ChicagoScientologyAudit]

Getting outside myself by praying for, calling, being of service to, another suffering person is the best medicine for my chronic illness. You are a wonderful example of this Sally. I'm praying for you.

[@drina4706]

Sally Rod May God heal you with his mighty hands. He can cure you. Please Lord please listen to our prayers and heal Sally and heal Mary. And let the world see the power you have!!!

[@embrayagrace6612]

I want to give you a whole wide world hug

[@kristivella7969]

This video broke my heart. I loved how Oliver came to you because he knew you needed him.

[@ginabell694]

Love that he was there for both of them💜

[@Cabparastschenko]

The two of you are such pillars of strength and examples of faithful servants of God!!

[@julieg4102]

My heart hurts for you both. I'm sorry. I mentioned last year that I work at the DMV in Wisconsin and I can't express enough to people to "Please educate yourself on Organ Donation" Please say "YES" on your Drivers License and sign the back of your DL to be an Organ Donor. Mary is just 1 person of thousands of people in need. Prayers to you both.

[@Lilee177]

My parents and family are well aware I want to donate my organs, and I am on the donor list and it's on my drivers license. My life has alwyas been about making others happy, and I can't think of anything more rewarding than letting even just one person, if not multiple, live longer when I die.

[@chaosvixenxoxo]

sign the back of your license? Is that necessary? I'm an organ donor (in California), I have the red dot but I've never heard if signing the back of my license

[@katymccoy5581]

chaosvixenxoxo I'm in Texas and a donor and I've never heard of that either. mine has my signature on the front though

[@saram.2938]

yes I believe there should be more in-depth talks with people getting there license about being an organ donor and how it can save someone's life. or even make pamphlets with info about it for people to consider it.

[@saram.2938]

When I first got my license at 16 they asked me if I wanted to be a donor but they don't talk about the benefits of it nor have I ran across info on it. It's just not talked about or publicized enough at least where I'm from

[@travismarshallfan8843]

I'm balling my eyes out. My FIL is currently in intensive care with bleeding on his brain, and to needed to hear exactly what you had to say. God will always be greater than anything we face. I (obviously) don't know you two personally, but I've been around on your channel since Scotland and you are my brother & sister in Christ. I love you guys and will continue to pray fervently for favor in your lives.

[@nadinem8720]

Ashlyn Marshall -Sending prayers to you! 🙏🏻

[@Katie_Jo_21]

Ashlyn Marshall Praying 🙏💕

[@ThisBubblyJESUSFreak]

I'm so sorry. I'm praying that God would heal him and comfort you and your family. Jesus is Emmanuel-- God with us. He is able and with you, friend.

[@LovelyLoonyLeontine]

Ashlyn Marshall my uncle had this, it's incredibly tough. I'm sending you all good thoughts. If you need to talk, I'm here ❤️

[@jordanowens4171]

I literally got on KZbin today to distract myself from the news I received from my doctor today. or rather the lack of news/answers. I was really struggling and questioning God and wondering how this all fit. He needed me to watch this video today. He needed me to hear your encouragement. So, today Im not choosing fear, Im choosing joy. Whatever happens, happens. Prayers to Mary

[@missdonutaltaccount1380]

This channel is the best place to go when you get sad news because you learn you're not alone, there are other people with illnesses too, & it makes you think "Oh, I'm worrying about my chest infection, when Mary's here & she has CF, & spleen & liver issues"

[@Gargan26]

I have CF and my FEV1 has been slowly declining; I cried with you today watching this video. I wish the best for you.

[@KaylaCorrine17]

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!!!

[@mkcelleri]

Mary, I every day thank God for having found your vlog. I'm not sick. I'm just lonely and getting old and it's quite difficult. You help every single day of my life. Big big hug.

[@112musician]

It was an honor to be invited to join with you in experiencing the odyssey of emotions you're going through here. I am praying for you, and with you.

[@Swimchick1420]

This is so sad... Peter you are such an attentive and kind husband. Mary is so lucky to have you to support her.

[@XK_tyX]

How are you so beautiful and strong, even through tears. Mary, I've said it before, and I will say it again. You are the epitome of strength. The love you share with Peter, and God, is outstanding. Keep on hoping.

[@XK_tyX]

Toooooootally off topic. Your brows are always on fleek. Do you do them yourself? 😂

[@XK_tyX]

do what you think you cant do shirts anyone???

[@XK_tyX]

Peter saying "Peterrrrrrrr" 😂😂 No panty haul??? 😂😂😂

[@XK_tyX]

Oh no. No panty success. :(

[@deborahmccray9841]

Mary you are absolutely right, we are all headed toward the grave. We all age and we all age differently. You are truly an inspiration to me and many others I am sure..

[@lisamarie3309]

I know a man now in his 50s who has CF. Twenty years ago he was literally on his death bed and now he's thriving. That unknown though really must be hard. But you have to have hope.

[@lisamarie3309]

You're going to be ok. I know I'll include you in my prayers each night.

[@macyadams9566]

Dream Action Success Thank you for this comment. 💜 I have a cousin with CF and it's good to see these kinds of comments. Hearing stories like these gives me hope for Mary and my cousin. 💜

[@bgilly65]

Lisa Marie no

[@KaylaCorrine17]

And just look at Mary today -2 years on Trikafta and she’s just thriving! :)

[@MsRespect247]

Oh mary ! I'm sorry to hear the information but I so proud of you for trying to still fine hope, encouragement, and faith in the Lord to stay as uplifted as you can. I'm praying for you and hoping you have the best treatment come to you!! I love that song!!

[@MsRespect247]

chronic health can make you fight strong then ever! and let joy come great than grief, is so true to remember!

[@TraciHilbers]

MsRespect247 Yes it is hard to have a chronic disease,i have MS...i take one day at a time and my kids keep me going...i just try and stay positive

[@MsRespect247]

traci hilbers those kids can help you so much to look forward at something other than chronic health! as I don't have kids, I have a six toed cat that helps me get through the days I'm fighting. I have Ehlers-Danlos syndrome with tethered cord, scoliosis, and chairi malformation. my eds comes with chronic daily dislocations and subluxations. and chronic pain is my 24/7. Mary is such a strong gal! when I watch her videos, some of her encouragement and fighting skills rub off on me. everyone with chronic health is a survivor if not a warrior! stay strong and hope your day was good if not ok and there's days that just don't go as planned. sending gentle hugs and support prayers your way

[@TraciHilbers]

Thank you sooo much for those kind words...i hope you have a good day,i will keep u in my thoughts and prayers

[@makennaabfalter1895]

Your strength keeps me strong. I had a friend die from CF 3 years ago, when she was 12. Just after her death, I was diagnosed with vasculitis, a chronic disease that can affect every organ. Currently, I have kidney death and eye damage. Treatments and chemo are hard, but watching you helps. So thank you, and I'll pray for you and good labs results!

[@miezi]

Have you ever heard from the "german new medicine"? Your case reminds me of some examples...

[@KaterinaPetrovaPierc]

Makenna Abfalter I have Vasculitis as well, and got total kidney failure in both of my kidneys because of it.

[@mark-nt5pg]

We are all here for you, Mary.

[@UKZoe]

Mary, I only recently discovered your videos, and so am only just watching this video 6 months later. You are giving me such encouragement. My son is 22 and has a different condition, but a chronic one with an uncertain future, and as a Christian I hear so much about "God healing" and when it doesn't happen there is this broken hearted thing that happens, and it is so good to hear someone who has accepted the truth of their health position and yet still maintains a true trust in God. Thank you for encouraging me today.

[@bgmaple47232]

"Do what you think you can't do" helped me so much over the last two days. My parents are elderly and I've needed to do more to take care of them. I have physical limitations that made it very difficult to do, but "do what you think you can't do" became my mantra for those two days. I love you two special people. God bless you both.

[@faithdavis7258]

Mary, I was only able to see the first few minutes of your vid, and it froze, but I just wanted to say I am so sorry you are having a rough time, but I'm glad your dr is still giving you hope. Hope is always there, never give up, keep on doing what you have to do. And don't ever let anyone steal your hope! As you may know, I'm a terminal cancer pt. All I have is hope. Bless you. Faith

[@christettec3045]

Hugs to you Faith. xo

[@2xduranfan]

Faith Davis the freezing is a known issue right now. If you completely close out of KZbin then go reopen, it should play normally.

[@christinasmith4269]

Faith, prayers and strength to you on your journey. 🙏🏻💕

[@theselfworthtube2614]

May the Lord comfort you through your struggle Faith

[@rae1957tn]

Faith Davis may you feel the strength of God along your journey

[@Daynamyte]

Oh new kind of grief! I never thought I would come to feel close to someone on KZbin. Watching you daily for such a long time, ridiculously my husband and I have grown to love you (Mary, Peter, & Ollie). It hurts to hear the new twist in your journey. Yet the reason your vlog caught my interest was Mary's smile. Ollie is adorable and Peter is so solid and steady, there, and kind. His smile adds to yours. He lends balance. My heart hurts for you but my spirit is enlarged. Keep your courage and thank you for letting us in.

[@ronjakh]

Peter is so present and supportive and completely there for you in every way, Mary. I am so sorry that you're having such a rough time, but you are so lucky to have him there with you going through this. I am sending you all my best thoughts X

[@haleybrooks1405]

Praying for you guys💕 Phil 4:13 I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me . In 2012 I had a bone marrow transplant and Phil4:13 was put on my heart and I hope and pray everything works out amazing. God has this!!

[@oliviahernandez6]

I think you also need to have a conversation with your sister. If nothing else, she can give you a hug. Sending prayers your way.💗👏

[@donnapenn9284]

The exercise and yoga you are doing may not improve your numbers but is good for your body and will help you with whatever challenges are coming.

[@ecologist_to_be]

Donna Penn When on transplant list you are made to do exercise and gain weight and all sorts as this makes a transplant more likely to be successful. Very difficult

[@MsTinkerbelle87]

Donna Penn and it does great on the mind too!!!

[@Kendi-mm7hk]

Thank you for your raw take on this, Freys. I had a really rough month with CF, and like Mary, I am usually a pretty positive and upbeat person, but this last hospital stay shook me to my core. I felt like things were going from bad to worse and no one could fix it. It hurt me to even think about God because of how upset I was. Your faith in even the hardest things is so inspiring, and thank you for reminding me that it is okay to cry! Love you guys!!

[@annettesh75]

I too have chronic illness. I understand your fear of the unknown. Blessings to you and many many prayers being sent.

[@toryannasJMW]

I have pulmonary hypertension and totally understand how it feels to see yourself getting worse and your numbers get worse. It is terrifying. In an odd way I sort of look forward to a double lung and heart transplant, granted that's a ways away for me. I know I will have a 50/50 shot of making it through when it happens but a chance to live a 'normal' life and be able to breathe would be amazing. Have faith and hope.

[@abbytymn216]

toryannasJMW I'll be praying for you!!! Keep your eyes on God and He will carry you through!!!

[@djlawlz4041]

Hi, my name is Kat. My friends name is Kaylene. We're teenage girls who daily vlog our lives with chronic illness, vocational school, and being DJ's. I have fibromyalgia, and many other disorders/diseases and Kaylene has Basal Cell Carcinoma Nevus Syndrome. She's basically made up of tumors growing often and everywhere, and many other complicated health issues. I was wondering if you'd check out our channel? We're trying to build a community on our channel.

[@elizabethemami5673]

toryannasJMW Join the Facebook group "Transplant Survivors" thousands on people in your position before and after

[@Taylor.Wiseman]

"Let your joy be greater than your grief" 💕 You both are in my prayers.

[@rachelfiddler4886]

Thank you for posting this, thank you for sharing your faith in Christ, and thank you for not turning the camera off at the most difficult times. Your videos have made a huge impact on me. Thank you

[@keric3673]

Not finished the video yet but right as Ollie came up to you, my dog looked at my phone and gave me his 'is everything okay, mama' look. Dogs are amazing. I know it's not transplant, but I went through a time when I did everything possible for my spine and I remember having that 'this is where we're at' conversation about spine surgery. I cried so much. I wasn't in a good place with God at the time. I was angry at God at the time. I'm curious what your church services are like? Is it just Peter preaching for a bit and that's it? I'm Catholic so I'm used to the same ritual each week. I'm at a point now where I am trying every day to chose joy with God. Trying. Not always succeeding. You're both such a testimony to God's love and sovereignty and trusting in Him. A priest once told me 'it's okay to yell and cry to God, He already knows you want to and He understands why because He's with you on this journey and through the fog' (I was telling the priest how I felt like I was in a fog and God was on the outside of it and I couldn't reach Him). This is getting super long and I'm sorry about that, just wanted to give you as much encouragement as I can through typing. I'm praying you both through this journey.

[@christettec3045]

Ollie is amazing, isn't he? what a gift he is.

[@strawberrykisses4113]

Christette C Peter & Ollie are both Gifts! 🙂

[@123dietdrpepper]

If u ever want to chat please write me as I am here for u and anyone else who needs support. I have had 9 spine surgeries due to birth defects then a medical tragedy.....my spinal cord was injured while placing a spinal stimulator.

[@tracywankum5082]

123dietdrpepper i need to talk i have many medical issues i mean alot Facebook is tracy wankum look me up

[@enigmaticdolphin2155]

I have a mass in my spine after a spinal bleed in 2011. I am not eligible for surgery due to the risk of further bleeding. It is tough because I'm the only known case quite like this. The closest diagnosis is Spinal Epidural Hematoma, but mine is more of a hemorrhage than a hematoma.

[@crystalduncan6849]

I've never seen anything so beautifully honest. thank you for sharing your life.

[@lynnrose7562]

One thing you are not Mary Frey, is a baby. I am watching this in May of 2020. If only I could go back to this day in 2017 and tell you that your quality of life would change, I would do so in a minute. God bless you Mary! Peter, you are just a wonderful man. :)

[@Rawr98]

I feel so privileged that I found you guys and get to follow your lives. Knowing you brings joy to my life. I'm so grateful you shared this conversation with us. I wanna say, I think Peter is so strong and supportive, and I hope he has someone to lean on that is outside your little family. I'm not a christian but your faith inspires me and amazes me all the time, it's beautiful. (ps I wish I had a Kohls in my country, I want good clearance-underwear :))

[@emilygignac5980]

Mary and Peter - what holy names for such holy people. I'm praying for you!

[@eej1983able]

Emily Gignac i recently thought of that. Mary and Peter Christ's disciples

[@katie0698]

I love you Mary! I had a transplant last May after waiting for a year. Even though I was waiting, I didn't feel like I needed one. My doctor kept telling me I truly did though. Even when I got the call, I told my mom that it wasn't time yet. It was very hard, very traumatic but God is faithful. He would have been good if I wouldn't be here today. The process is hard, but God is bigger than the process.

[@doggie15rat]

I'm at a loss for words aside from that my love is with you and that my prayers are with you.

[@Candace-1982]

I love how much Peter loves you. I love seeing how you look into each others eyes. Y'all are what true love is and should be!!

[@rachelwhite3286]

Rewatching in 2021. So crazy how much better things have gotten

[@RichBoden]

Think of it as a safety net they want to put in place "just in case" whilst they keep trying - it may not be necessary yet but good to start the ball rolling given how long these things take. I've been in discussions about moving to a wheelchair in the last 6 months and similar fear of the unknown and it feeling finite - but a friend who did the same change 10 years back said it was really a lifeline for her so I have very mixed emotions, but she said it gave her freedom and, in time, opened her life up a lot. I guess there could be parallels with your situation.

[@RichBoden]

PS: I very much admire and respect the immediacy, openness and rawness of this video and that you were willing to share it - it will help others even just being able to watch it - even for people who don't have CF. I don't share your faith but I again, very much respect it and admire your tenacity and strength as a couple in living (what appears from the 30 mins of your life a day I share) a very happy, positive and giving life.

[@djlawlz4041]

Hi, my name is Kat. My friends name is Kaylene. We're teenage girls who daily vlog our lives with chronic illness, vocational school, and being DJ's. I have fibromyalgia, and many other disorders/diseases and Kaylene has Basal Cell Carcinoma Nevus Syndrome. She's basically made up of tumors growing often and everywhere, and many other complicated health issues. I was wondering if you'd check out our channel? We're trying to build a community on our channel.

[@anjalirobertson4213]

You are seriously an incredible person. Your unwavering faith in Jesus and His plan is so inspiring to me. Your marriage is such an example of Christ's love too. I wish I had even a fraction of your good attitude and optimism. You are on my heart.

[@claireb1227]

You're so brave, Mary! Thank you for sharing everything with us. It's so inspiring and a lesson in gratitude for me 😘😘😘

[@wurmtms1]

I am nearing the end of the previous vlogs, and came to this one tonight. Mary, you are loved, you are prayed for, and I am so thankful to have found you two. I have type 1 diabetes. It is a source of fear and and guilt that my family has to deal with me on my bad days. Seeing Peter's love for Mary and how much it hurts Peter when Mary hurts, reminds me of how my own husband loves me and all does for me. Thank you for opening up your lives to us, and making this whole viewing audience part of your family. Many prayers and much love for y'all.

[@nieuwworld2799]

I sat here in tears listening to your testimony of Christ and your challenge in life. I needed to hear this today. Thank you so much for putting yourself out their and letting the light of Christ shine through you. You are a blessing to all. My God be with you always

[@gloopyglorpy]

Personally I lost faith in god so long ago but you guys have brought it back to me. Mary I am praying so hard for you. I see so so much good in you and that cannot go to waste. You're a fighter. I hope you get better very very soon no matter what you have to do.

[@mcescher1957]

Listen to Casting Crowns "Praise You in This Storm"....this has always strengthened me...

[@julielandeck2244]

Oh my goodness this was an intensely raw emotional video. Girl you have no idea how hard it was to hold the tears back for you while watching. I know you have so many praying for you and supporting the both of you in this journey. The Lord will see fit to what your path shall be. He only knows what is to come, he is good and will do what was intended for you and peter. It's very clear it was intentional he put the two of you together. Soft hugs for mary. Things will be ok either way Mary Our Lord always has you in his hands and he will carry you and give you strength. Love to you all and ollie of course.

[@dxshnn1]

I've never commented on a video before, but HALLELUJAH, GOD IS USING YOU AND PETER IN WAYS YOU DON'T EVEN REALIZE!!! I'm a nurse and have been watching your vlog for few months now. in that time I have gotten a foster baby who was 8 months old at the time. You have helped me so much! I can only imagine the crown's you are going to receive when you get to Heaven! Thanks for your witness to the world! thanks for lifting my spirits daily! And by the way, Brayla, my foster baby loved the original music. she would run to TV and dance and look for Ollie. So I have to go back to old vlogs to let her listen to her favorite music!!! Love y'all so so much!!!!

[@Melmaegwen]

I admire and love so much the bond you two have and the devotion you have for each other, always together and honest. You both are a great inspiration!

[@xladysybilx]

I'm watching this video in bed struggling to get out due to my depression but you being so positive when things are tough gives me the strength to get up and live my day. Thank you and well done, you are so strong an amazing! ❤️

[@sarahelizabeth623]

Joy is my favorite word. It doesn't mean cheery smiles, it just means peace and trust in the Lord. Ollie boy is so sweet. Mary, you have a great man and a wonderful team around you. Peter, your sensitivity to Mary and her condition is beautiful. I love that song that you were listening to. 😊 I have watched several friends go through big transplants, including a double lung transplant. Praying for you as you process this information, no matter what it means as far as a course of action. You do a fantastic job living life each day and it is beautiful to see you sharing your heart and faith publicly. You can tell it brings you so much joy, peace, and encouragement. I love you, Frey Life. I cried right along with you. 😔 Keep the faith and perspective. ❤ and hugs.

[@sarahelizabeth623]

Beautiful, Scandalous Night. Thank you for knowing that song! 😍

[@sarahelizabeth623]

Just remember the Lord created you, unique and beautiful. He knows us and loves us. He knew this was part of your life from the very beginning. He will carry you through each day from here. He has carried you all of the days so far. 😍

[@sarahelizabeth623]

I absolutely love that song but I feel like it goes unknown or forgotten. I sang it with them too. I forget how powerful that song is. The imagery is beautiful. I love writing and have always been told I have a way with words. I just share my heart and sometimes it means I have a lot to say. 😉 I love how God created each one of us, even in this community. I love that definition of joy that you shared. ❤ Anything with the word joy or rejoice is pretty much my favorite. Thank you for sharing your heart and encouraging me back. I have seen a handful of people go through transplants and it is amazing how intense the journey is. Transplant is close to my heart, for sure. I hope and pray we can get this community together to support Mary and Peter. They are beautiful people with an amazing faith and a great community rallying around them. I cried so hard watching that vlog, as I was already having an insanely difficult, emotional day. I feel grateful for the friendship we have with the Frey Life and with each other because of the Frey Life. Nice to meet you, "sister" Kelly. Have a blessed day of joy, faith, and trust in Him. ❤❤❤

[@stacysmith734]

You make me smile, cry, laugh, and appreciate life and God. Your an amazing family, love to you from Illinois.

[@radiantstar]

I'll be praying for wherever this journey brings you!

[@tashapurvis6692]

Mary and Peter, Your faith is so encouraging to me! Prayers for you and your journey!

[@Raenelly7]

We all love you Mary and we all want you to have the best quality of life possible. You mentioned your conversation with your friend, what if, the fact that when you aren't coughing your body feels good, this is the best time for a transplant. Your body feels good when you aren't coughing because you take great care of yourself and it's strong. You are strong. Having a transplant while strong will make it that much "easier" on your body during surgery and recovery. I am in MA and my friend whose father is a respiratory specialist and has CF patients had an organ transplant. She took great care of herself in spite of being so sick. Her recovery went amazing. I know everybody is different but we need to keep thinking of positives. You will get through this and you have so many who know you personally and those of us who don't who love you and are praying hard for you❤ I know this can't be easy, I remember how it was for my friend when it finally came down to transplant for her. Thank you for taking us on this journey with you. We will get through this together. We will be your spoons❤

[@heatherwhitworth9680]

My friend Rachel was a cf warrior. She sadly passed a week ago. She just couldn't breathe , she waited on that call for over a year and it just didn't come in time. She left behind a beautiful five year old son. I'm praying for you both.

[@VONNISTWOCENTS]

Heather Whitworth I am so heartfelt sorry for your loss

[@Pastelcosplays21]

Heather Whitworth im so sorry I have cf and im only 15 but thinking of a lung transplant terrifys me its really scary

[@nevaehsmiracleconnieelliot2297]

I'm so sorry for your loss 😥 May God bless you and keep you in his loving arms and give you strength, peace, courage to help you with this difficult time

[@vanessalee7391]

Heather Whitworth hugs

[@riahluxx8311]

You two, as a marriage. Are a prime example as to what God wants in a faith based marriage. It's not about the joy and all the fun you have in a relationship. It is the trials and struggles, the obstacles that arise in your life. It's the worst days, the tears, the moments when the devil is beating you down. It's those moments that God has prepared you for to rise from these situations as a Godly couple. To grow and learn that without God you are nothing. To strive for that relationship with him. That your relationship not only together but with Christ grows as well. By putting your lives out here for the world to see, you are showing us how powerful the Lord is. What he is capable of. How with him in our lives we can conquer anything this world throws at us. You two have a an unselfish love that does not waiver, just as he has loved us. Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you for doing Gods work. Thank you for living your life.

[@lisaemason]

I just watched this. It brought back all the emotions of when I sat in a conference room with a doctor who told me I had stage 3 cancer. I prayed for you all through this video that God will keep His presence known to you through all of this time.

[@jennifern297]

Mary you amaze me! You have a purpose to educate and encourage. I watched my Grandmother battle emphysema and my mom copd. Being a subscriber to thefreylife just helps me understand what they went through just a bit more. Thank you! Thank you Peter for letting us see what you do as a caregiver. Thank you both!

[@ellaw1702]

God Bless! ❤️ In my prayers 😊

[@michaelaboshears6042]

Thank you so much for sharing this with the world. It takes courage to put something this personal out for the world to see and I wanted to say you guys are amazing!

[@indigosky9578]

You are such brave, beautiful people. I'm so thankful you have Jesus on board for your journey. Bless you both. ((HUGS))

[@tszariza]

I've been watching the Frey Life for a long time, it's like being part of the family. I always say 'As always, we will see you tomorrow' along with the video. I'm not a religious person, but love the positive outlook you both have. My mother past away in ICU waiting for a liver transplant. It was difficult process but as you said Mary, we're all getting closer and closer to the grave. She had 60 years of life, whereas kids with terminal illnesses pass away every day without being able to experience much of life, so I am thankful to have had the time I did with her. I hope everything goes well with your transplant journey, I'm thinking of you all. Lots of love to you, Peter and Ollie Boy, xxx.

[@susansolomon4463]

Mary, You are a wonderful woman. I believe that everyone on this earth is here to teach something. You are a teacher of taking what god gave you with grace. Thank you for being a teacher.

[@fables4564]

Your husband is so supportive! I hope that one day I can find a man whose similar.

[@bloominjewels4513]

Thank you for sharing with us. You both are in my prayers. I do not know how insurance works so I am just going to ask. Is the transplant covered? How can we help with costs? I, personally, feel like a part of your family and want to help in any way possible.

[@kimberlyearly8918]

BloominJewels That is an excellent idea!! I would also be interested in knowing how we can help! Even if every subscriber gave one dollar, that would be $100,000!!! I've often wondered about the cost of all her treatments and hospital stays.

[@l.a.1254]

Kimberly Early That's an amazing idea.

[@jennyshroyer550]

BloominJewels I definitely think every one should just give one dollar

[@kimberlyearly8918]

Jenny Shroyer Does anybody know how we could go about doing something like this?

[@amandaguevarra9093]

Kimberly Early you could set up a go fund me account

[@Judymontel]

thanks for shining your light on all of our lives, dears.

[@jenniferwillis8632]

Mary, I cried with you, please know you are very much loved, I'm a cancer survivor, and watching you and Peter each day has got me through many a rough day, you are very special and so cry all you need, every one of your Subscribers are right there with you.

[@trishpouyadou8788]

Mary and Peter, your relationship and love for each other is such a sweet thing to watch. Your ability to smile through tears and fears, is incredibly inspiring! I am so sorry you are struggling and having to accept a very hard truth with what the future may bring. You have each other and Ollie, such a blessing. I am praying for you, for your peace and healing.

[@nataliewalton9492]

I love watching you because you make me understand what real faith looks like. Even through these trials you still trust God and that's amazing and completely inspiring.

[@jadeswrapsandbraids]

Prayers for you. God will put you in the right direction. You have a wonderful support system regardless.

[@buffyoopin913]

I and everyone else will follow you through your journey!!! ❤️💛💚💙💜❤️💛💚💙💜

[@emmahikes945]

I just finished a unit in my anatomy class on the respiratory system and learned a little bit about CF. Learning about the severity of your disease made me realize how amazing your view on life is. Most of the time I cant tell that you have such a tolling disease. Your are truly amazing and an inspiration! Keep going Mary!!

[@kimberlyb.6988]

Mary, you are, without a doubt, the bravest person I know (through KZbin, of course). Please keep it in your heart the love and prayers of the people who care about you.

[@catloverKD]

I didn't want to say it, but watching Mary decline I kept wondering when this conversation was coming. The only thing I can think to say is that if/when transplant comes, it does NOT mean you failed. Sending hugs and prayers a million your way.

[@HaleyWalker]

Crying with you. My heart aches but you are so strong Mary. "For I know the plans I have for you declares the LORD. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future". Jer29:11 "God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity but of power, love and self discipline" 2Timothy 1:7 Those are the verses God placed in my heart for you. You can do anything with Gods help guys. Thank you for including us on this journey, the good and the bad. Love you guys

[@MeghanHubbardMusic]

So so many prayers. My daughter has a terminal illness. She has a mycobacterial infection in her lymphatic system. It's a horrible thing to have to go through. She also has a rare immunodeficiency disease and a neurological condition. Your family is in my thoughts and in my prayers. If you need someone to speak with regarding mycobacteria please reach out. She's had it for almost 2 years and it's spreading.

[@MeghanHubbardMusic]

She's 3

[@rebeccamoon5766]

Meghan Hubbard I will be praying for you! As a parent, I can't imagine a tougher situation. Please remember that God is close by your daughter, and you too.

[@jeanlee1911]

Praying for you and your sweet daughter.

[@carolinehonse35]

One of your older videos popped up today and as an avid subscriber for years I didn't think it would knock my socks off the way it did. It was so meaningful to listen to you discussing the possibility of a lung transplant and how it would impact your life and how your faith made the brokenness bearable and also filled with joy as much as it might be filled with grief. I also didn't know how very much I needed to hear the lyrics of "Set My Heart." What an amazing lifegiving song it is.

[@8e11e]

Mary, Peter and Ollie... I wanted to say Mary, you're such an inspiration for me with my chronic illness. You're taking everything thrown at you with such grace. I'm not a religious person but you are in my thoughts often and I trust in your medical team and your beautiful optimistic view. Peter you're a wonderful husband and I'm extremely lucky to have one of my own to live this crazy journey with me. Thanks for sharing your life with us. Much love and support from Australia xxx

[@kamerona7459]

Stay strong!!! 💜 God has a plan for you !!!!

[@jeanlynam8115]

I always wondered if you were on an inactivated lung transplant list, now this explains it. Whenever there is a "worst case scenario" talk it is stressful and scary. Even when you believe in God's will, you can still feel what you feel. It's okay to feel what you feel, because that is how humans feel. I believe that God's will is better than anything that we could ever imagine or wish for. Keep up your faith.

[@kilejoy]

Thinking about you Mary. My sister in law had her transplant in 2013. About a year later, her body started rejecting them. She was going to be put on a list to have a second but her body just couldnt handle it and she passed September 2014. She did SO well in the begining. I hope things go well for you. I will be thinking about you guys through all of this.

[@nadinem8720]

Kile Doubrava I'm so sorry for your loss. 💜

[@arasor5570]

Kile Doubrava maybe we should try to keep it positive for Mary right now.

[@jessicalau3152]

💞

[@lorasullivan399]

I've never commented, but I've followed you day in and out for well over a year. I wanted you to know I was streaming tears as you included us, or what felt like me sitting amongst you as a friend, share this information. Thank you for including us and reminding me that God is truly with us through it all. Thank you for the sit down, table side, family discussion. I love you guys. God bless.

[@pkatie15]

You are in my prayers mary! I first found your channel a few months after a girl from my church passed away from CF. I started watching your channel wanting to learn more about it but fell in love with your positivity and faith. Thank you for sharing your life with us. I love watching your videos and learning more everyday. Praying for God to lead you and your doctors to the right path.