First Haul (2014)

[@cwilkins8]

When you said 'this one of the last videos' .. my heart sunk, thought you was going to say ever! :O :)

[@beckiejbrown]

Awww.

[@Danisnotonfore]

In the bottom left, the pink thing with the nodding head, it's SO calming to just stare at once you notice it's there

[@Mirthful-vj7ux]

Never be afraid to do hauls. I enjoy seeing what other people buy and use on a daily basis. We all have to buy things. It's just what we do.

[@Beckii]

this was so fun to watch! i am obsessed with gold eyeshadow too, it really suits your complexion very well! :)

[@VamptasticVamp]

When you talk it's like a poem to my ears :) Great video, Beckie!

[@beckiejbrown]

To be or not to be? That is the question!

[@kestrels.9189]

OMG YES exactly! I think that's why I fell in love with her channel!

[@miafine2584]

Same for me :)

[@rachelr4103]

The Bourjois Healthy Mix foundation is perfect! I use that for a liquid one and I use the matte mousse for everyday. I only use my hands to apply it. The Bourjois one smells incredible!

[@StephanieGarcia-bn6nf]

The pink thing with its head moving int he background is cute

[@miafine2584]

The gold eyeshadow is so pretty! Looks stunning, as do you!

[@BrokenDarkFire]

Beckie, welcome to the black hole that is Etsy. You will never escape. Honestly, everything just looks so pretty and like it would be perfect in your room. I do 80% of my online shopping on there.

[@rebecca.m6068]

I absolutely love the Organix brand shampoo and conditioner especially the purple bottle. The smell is so lovely and stays in your hair for hours and hours. You should do more videos about beauty products!

[@lulabeasley8810]

Just come back onto KZbin from ages and got back into your channel, made my day 💕 keep making your videos, I love them 💕💕💕💕

[@abbeyxoxo2166]

So sad that you're leaving the flat! I love that you make your videos in front of your window because I love getting views of cities like the one outside your window. I know that's kind of a weird thing to miss, but I will miss it!

[@AyseBeyzaOymak]

From the first second I watched your videos, I knew you are a unique and wonderful person and you kind of encourage me in doing things my own way xx

[@rollingwaves1290]

this is the best haul I've ever seen! usually I hate them but the fact that you're being such a real person about it (sorry, I hope you get what I'm trying to say :P) makes it really enjoyable to watch :) thank you!

[@carmenmachin1451]

I also struggle with the "walking into the shop and buying literally everything" dilemma. It can be hard 😂

[@Handleshmandle1]

My favourite face product at the moment is a hot cloth cleanser! You rub the cleanser into your skin and then get a cloth wet with hot water and wipe your face, removes makeup and cleans at the same time!

[@Leadley]

Haha this made me smile! I wish my conditioner and shampoo lasted long, I'm the worst and use absolutely loads in the shower :D

[@beckiejbrown]

I must admit, since growing more, I've started using more than I used to! I've now idea how you ladies manage to get ready in the morning!!! All that hair to wash and blow dry?! AHHH :D X

[@NathanMarriottTV]

i love how regular your content is! I wish i had the time and creativity to do that!

[@yana28199]

I love how the sky is changing behind you.

[@TheSixMachine]

I almost couldn't take my eyes off the pink bobbing head man! The content didn't mean a whole lot to me :P but glad it seems to have made you happy! The eyeshadow looks really fantastic :)

[@mariezwanzger9588]

you said "this is the last video i'm filming-" and then the video stopped for no reason and i was shocked and you said "-in this location" i was relieved😍 i love you Beckie!💋

[@meredithgordon5447]

Usually I'm getting resources from you and gaining knowledge from your experience. But with my experience that biotin and collagen shampoo dries out your hair a bit and I just recently started to use the same brand but with rose ginsening its in a pink bottle (you'll probably love,) and it smells great, its usually used to strengthen hair fociles and repairs what has been damaged. As a fellow tricher I give it 5 stars and if you happen to stumble upon this comment or anyone else then I highly recommend getting it. There's cheaper options on Amazon too. Love your videos :3

[@DamielouShavelle]

The Bourjois Foundation is my absolute FAVOURITE!! my holy grail! :) hope you enjoy it

[@cassyjean5683]

Aw I loved this video Beckie, I saw those mini eyeshadows the other day was so tempted to buy one... or two :P x

[@clairelawliet4127]

Oh it's you! I knew I recognized you from somewhere. Years ago I watched your video on trichotillomania because I also have it. It's awesome to see you've come this far, you're doing great and look fab! ^-^ xx

[@LeComplice]

that little pink thing on your window sill is so cute!

[@leahannpotato]

I loved his haul video! You should definitely make more! Xx

[@leahannpotato]

This*

[@tibbakoi]

1. OH GOD ETSY NO TAKE ALL MY MONEY 2. I love the bag! 3. I got a bit distracted by the lil pink dude in the corner. I have 2, that one and the nodding head one :P I find them a bit sinister at times...!

[@saloninirala6870]

Ahh gosh I love you so much. You honestly seem to be one of the few youtubers I feel I can actually relate to. Keep doing what you're doing and please come to AUSTRALIA!!

[@effyshaffer7273]

If you want to explore eyeshadow, the urban decay naked 3 palate would be perfect. It has natural colors and lots of pinks. It's a bit pricey, but it lasts forever.

[@sweetp7365]

Personally, I like products that are good for sensitive skin. Up until recently, I used Clinique scrub, moisturiser and cleanser. It works fantastic - especially on those between the ages of 17 - 23.

[@bananalubeidi100]

Hi Beckie! I have a question: Did you like high school? Im 12, started high school in October, and I love it! I do go to a slightly different school, though... we don't get homework, instead our school day is longer. 4:30 Mondays and Fridays, 5:30 all other days. the only reason its longer though is because we have Prep, a free period where you get given a project to work on for like a few weeks, or you can catch up on work you never finished, or read, or study. And then on Wednesdays Thursdays and Fridays we have electives, which are basically clubs. I take the school play 'Oliver!' Elective, contempery dance and school magazine. What would you have done?? So I like high school, did you? Sorry about this long comment :D

[@bananalubeidi100]

Oops, I meant I started school in September.

[@bananalubeidi100]

Ur so lucky not to have to stay in shcool til 5:30... :D Nahhh, it's pretty cool :P

[@bananalubeidi100]

Really? We also do Latin. And Spanish. or French, which some people have. I have Spanish. And we do Philosophy. I guess my school is pretty good. We go on trips to the theartre a lot. But I defenetly do NOT miss homework!!!

[@bananalubeidi100]

Extra TWO hours, actually. And I'm In the school play, and they want you to stay in rehearesels from 4:30-6:30PM. You HAVE to. Like, unless you have something better to do. And I do. Sleeping.

[@bananalubeidi100]

Only on Tuesday though (the rehearsels)

[@thesoothingsurf]

Thanks-you've gotten me addicted to that Coconut Milk conditioner. Love the scent and the softness. :-)

[@beckiejbrown]

I LOVE IT TOOOO AHHHHH... I can't get enough of it

[@JackieTrunte]

Your hair looks so amazing, Beckie!

[@jgsimpson4716]

I swear you have the nicest voice ever

[@aFairytaleLifestyle]

I always love seeing behind the scene stuff! Mostly because I'm wondering how you all have such amazing lighting and I'm like *on* *off* *on* oh forget it *opens window so my neighbors walking their dogs can see me*

[@tarynedisse]

"matches my top" hahaha

[@RachelBeth51]

You're eyeshadow is so lovely and sunshiney!

[@6thgraderfriends]

I did it! I finally took the plunge and bought a bright red lipstick like you wear in almost all of your videos (you're wearing a regular pink in this one). I was quite scared because I don't want to look clownish. I am a natural blonde and blondes do look great in red lipstick so I bought one and I LOVE it! I just don't know where to wear it to. I guess I'll try school. Good luck with moving!

[@PixieDustoxo]

Thank you so much for posting this Haul this is where I found out about the Coconut Milk Shampoo and Conditioner, Works wonders on my hair makes it lovely and soft especially since I dye my hair.

[@CptRexFilms987654321]

Came across this video by accident, but your voice is just magical lol

[@snapcracklepop5285]

"I'm talking to foundation" 😂😂 ly Becky 😘💝

[@bonnieharris2729]

I love seeing you present things you like or had to have. You put so much thought into each thing and have plans for how you'll use each one. Lovely! =)

[@beckiejbrown]

I hadn't thought I it like that before! Thank you!

[@emilytran2921]

Your hair is GORGEOUS!!

[@lottieshiny]

Ooh, I have that Bourjois foundation, it's great! I think it's the best one I've ever had (although that's not saying much, because I used to just buy £1 cheapo stuff). When I wear it, I don't even look like I'm wearing foundation, it's really light and doesn't cake. Smells pretty nice too :D

[@beckiejbrown]

It smells so good too!

[@PointlessEllie]

I was watching the sound of music whilst watching this... I freaked out. By the way, I love you and your personality so much, even though I don't know you. Xxx thank-you for making me happy.

[@hanniibo]

the foundation with the red pump is great! I use the same one ^^

[@PromptsbydeeUk]

I would love to know what lipstick you're wearing! It's a gorgeous shade! x

[@newsweekrocks]

I have an exam tomorrow, needed to watch something to relax a bit (damn you stress!) and came across this video. Me likey! Nothing's better than watching cooking videos and videos like this where people talk about their lives with so much excitement and are usually care-free. I envy you T___T

[@MyNameIsNotClarence]

I'm really going to miss seeing the view out of your window in your videos, it's become a part of your whole aesthetic now

[@vanessapintor1182]

I have that shampoo and I love it!! I love trying the different scents :)

[@Martyn2021]

Your bag is amazing, all bright colours the cosmos unfolding all around you, very metam

[@CountessRose]

I LOVE your little pink dude in the back ground. :)

[@inxdyingxhands]

Good luck with everything Beckie!

[@oliviaportela4249]

Beckie, I was watching some of your old videos and I came across one in which you said you were happy because you had spent the year without wearing makeup. I was wondering when it was that you started to enjoy putting it on? I used to hate wearing makeup as well and nowadays it's one of my favorite things to do - it makes me feel more confident and more like "myself". How was that change for you?

[@beckiejbrown]

Unfortunately, wearing makeup has become a compulsory part of my life. As much as I wish I could leave the house without it on, I have to. It's a matter or having to, rather than wanting to :(. When I have time, I do enjoy putting it on, it's like my face is a canvas, but every day? It's a chore. All the men around me just wake up and they are set to go... why do women have to wear this in order to be accepted? I don't feel more confident with it, but when out in public and working, I feel completely inappropriate without wearing it now :(. xxx

[@sarahwolbert9065]

***** Just know that you beautiful with or without it and you truly inspire many with your story I can definitely say by watching you just once I know I had to subscribe and become a part of your journey thank you for showing confidence because just by watching you it has made me feel more confident

[@sarahwolbert9065]

Sarah Wolbert :))))

[@UnreliableVampire93]

Your make up looks so good in this video!

[@orange6309]

you are so inspiring, quirky, and amazing! ily 😘

[@monicaxireland]

Such a good haul! next thing we will get you to do is a Beckie ASMR challenge in your own quirky Beckie style (I'm a big ASMR fan) especially the makeover and massage ones. keep up the good work, I always get a smile when I see a Beckie video pinging into my email box! (Still waiting on your Peter Capaldi thoughts update)

[@bridgetandcaroline9860]

ik this is a little late but CONGRATS ON 200THOUSAND SUBSCRIBERS!!!! i have been watching you since you had twenty thousand!! u deserve it beckie!!

[@AmberJayneArt]

I absolutely adore the bag! :D You have a great style!

[@YuraChan88]

Gold looks amazing on you!

[@amybrewer1750]

I literally don't want you to move out of London! We live so close to each other when I'm home from Uni we could have met! Love love love your videos keep making them, and keep being awesome and inspiring!

[@bryonymason3104]

I just watched this with my kitten Angel. She loves your voice, as do I! Good luck with the move x you should take a panoramic picture of your old view and make a picture for your wall, it's beautiful x

[@contrapasso]

Your hair looks absolutely incredible! Also I love your outfit and makeup. And you. Mostly you. You're lovely and your videos make my day. Xoxo

[@aubreygregory3849]

Hey Beckie!, I use the Maybeline dream matte mousse too and I just apply it with my fingers and it works very well. You should try it 😊

[@emmacoppolo9010]

I just wanted to say that your hair looks amazing!

[@isabelle8369]

Love this and the little pink guy in the background 😂

[@sunnaerica]

For those of us who live in the United States and watch many UK KZbin vloggers, Boots sounds like it must be a magical place. I hope to go there, someday.

[@xxSharpSide]

Love the gold eye shadow on you!

[@SprinklesPupMakeup]

You should get a Beauty Blender from boots to use with your dream mousse foundation. It wouldn't soak in as much as it would into the brush :D I live mine!

[@brandistrassburg8386]

Curiouser and couriouser.. what is the "weird" product you tossed to the side in the beginning of the video?????????

[@malteser93]

Hi Beckie, I enjoyed this haul! Just wondering what lights you use to film.

[@beckiejbrown]

Two soft boxes :)

[@malteser93]

brand? size?

[@beckiejbrown]

I don't actually know, a fan bought them for me last year (which was incredible!) and then when a bulb blew, they sent me a box of more light bulbs!!! I've seen Emma using similar ones to me though, they could be the same x

[@Handleshmandle1]

"I'm talking to foundation" haha!

[@AngeLexa11]

Tip for mousse foundations Beckie, is to use your fingers to apply and smooth it out on your skin with the fingers then brush/smooth with your brush after

[@veronicagreene8368]

I really enjoy watching your haul videos! Keep doing them! :)

[@tianakate7884]

I love your videos more than any other youtuber. I'm not sure why, but your videos are just very unique. You're very honest which I really love. I look up to you, all the way from Australia. :) Thank you for your amazing videos!

[@georgiamackenzie8239]

Your hair looks amazing!!!

[@annalann12]

Oh man that Organix shampoo and conditioner is my favorite favorite stuff ever D: I love the smell so much but just learned that I`ve developed an allergy to it. So in my stead I hope you enjoy it!

[@piakatharina1737]

hey beckie, this may appear as a random question but how often do you wash your hair? love you x

[@wtfpantera]

"I go pale in the winter, I look like a china doll" and that is a bad thing, how? ;)

[@Wellthenpeople]

I absolutely adore your outfit Beckie! Where's your top from? 😊

[@cyberpsyche1334]

I love that bag, where did you find it online? I have been looking for a bag similar to that for classes

[@emmettburch6157]

Hello, Beckie! What would you call that little moving clock toy on your window sill to the left? Do you remember where you bought it? It's very soothing and I'd love to get one for my desk!

[@rachelbull6051]

You should do more haul videos...this is great!!

[@RhubarbSmoothie]

I absolutely love all the organix hair products!! each one has a unique aaand great smell

[@heyitsmeazellx]

Do you have any tips for trich? It's really hard to stop! I'm only 11:(

[@beckiejbrown]

I have a Trich tips series on my trich channel, KZbin.com/trichjournal xxxx

[@heyitsmeazellx]

Ok thanks!xx

[@demianhaki7598]

***** That sentence is almost a tongue twister

[@beckiejbrown]

Yes, in one of my videos, I commented on the tongue twistery ness haha! :D I'm a Trich Vlogger on a Trich Channel vlogging about my Trichotillomania and Trich Tips in an attempt to help Trichers without Triggering them :D x

[@baneless3810]

Not gunna lie the pink guy in your window is awesome!

[@JoanneCamp1]

LOVE your bag :-) I use OGX keratin conditioner, it's anti-breakage and I have noticed a difference. :-)

[@QuixoticFunambulist]

Was that the Bourjois healthy mix foundation ? It's great =D been using it for 3 years

[@zukiosushi]

you could make a video of your finished packing of the flat, like your exiting or something... :D

[@RomyHW]

if you haven't already can you please do a video on what its like to be a film student as its something I'm, and I'm sure others thinking of going into :)

[@beckiejbrown]

I haven't really enjoyed my time at film school, hence why there have been no videos about it. Also, amazingly, tonnes of people at my school don't want to be on YT which is making my life he'll with videos..... I doubt I can I'm afraid x

[@RomyHW]

***** that's a shame, fair enough though and thanks for replying!:) x

[@beckiejbrown]

xx :)

[@allaleelee]

your make up looks so nice in this vid!

[@ruthgarcia1625]

I use the same conditioner.😍🙈 It's awesome.🙈

[@pinkglitterfirework]

I really enjoyd watching this :) The watch you are wearing is really cute :)

[@chreoniebusano3181]

I love your style & your voice! Your face is also really pretty

[@kathulhurises]

Ohhh I didn't know you were using a soft box! Are you using it for your "She takes a photo" project as well? I love all your videos, just the way you express yourself is somehow so soothing to me.

[@lorrenmoriarty3533]

For the dream matte mousse try using a make-up sponge not a brush it make the application so much easier :)

[@ABlueEyedAnamolly]

Honestly, you are amazing. I love your videos and I have been watching them for about two years now. I live in the freedom land of America but if I could ever go to England/The UK to meet you, I would do it in a heartbeat.

[@Maxi-cq9nq]

I just love your vids.

[@emily-ie3cp]

hi Beckie! I'm a complete newcomer to your channel and I have to say I've fallen for it. as a sufferer of trichotillomania I completely understand where you're coming from and can relate to most of it. I, too, didn't like the fault in our stars and found that first episode of the new doctor who.... frustrating. I don't really know how to convey my emotion for your channel but I guess I could say, since I've started watching your videos, it has completely inspired me mainly because I agree with 101% of what you say!! thank you :-)