First Time Hearing Fighting Myself by Linkin Park | Suicide Survivor Reacts

[@MentalAmanda]

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[@scottlally8374]

Can you react to the song called limit by citizen soldier

[@kevinzhang6623]

Have you ever tried betterhelp? Or, do you have a positive opinion on it? I ask because some people have had criticisms of it.

[@MentalAmanda]

@@kevinzhang6623 I did try it myself, yes, and had a positive experience. Just like in-person therapy, it's a great tool for some and not right for others.

[@mikaeldk5700]

Ultimate Request: Please do Tom Waits "Poor Edward". It is mindblowingly sad and beautiful.

[@heresheis2063]

My favorite line that Chester said was "The Strongest People are the ones who are willing to help others while battling their own demons."

[@Nichwar19]

Interesting things to hear from a weak ass

[@MrKiraBR]

Loved it!!!!

[@ingridtaylor9397]

Absolutely true xx

[@brianarby2894]

Chester is one I'll never get over , this band was the closest thing to therapy as a depressed kid in a world that doesn't believe in mental health. R.I.P Chester Bennington.

[@dirtysmity]

It's like its 2000, 2001again.....Linkin Park and Staind putting out new music......thats my therapy.....Staind and LP have always been my therapy

[@heavymetalhead9661]

Staind i gotta check it out

[@dirtysmity]

@@heavymetalhead9661 dropped yesterday

[@TrueCrimeGamer]

Great LP reaction as always , Amanda. Their lyrics are just so unreal as pretty much every song has some kind of message or meaning on a really personal level. Keep up the great work advocating for people with mental health problems. I quite often just watch one of your LP reactions to get through a difficult day. Peace! ❤#LPUForever

[@GodlessFiend]

We fighting back tears now Amanda. Great reaction 😭 RIP TO THE LEGEND of LP Edit: I can also relate to Mike as well

[@MRxMADHATTER]

Give us the strength to right the wrongs we can and the grace to endure the things we can't.

[@leoscaremporium2007]

As someone married to a BPD person, (and as someone's with mental health struggles myself) this song always hits really hard. Splitting episodes are so hard for both of us.

[@MentalAmanda]

Music has so much power. I wish you both love and happiness.

[@humanbean5878]

I could not listen to these songs alone... but now I can't stop listening. I hurt so much all the time... and I hate just as much. It's incredible because it is terrifying.

[@kevinkohn7726]

Another song you might want to check out by Linkin Park is off the Meteora 20th anniversary album, “Healing Foot”

[@TheScorpio1999]

Who would have thought we would have gotten a mini-sequel to Meteora in 2023? This is wild. Loved Meteora. So glad Mike Shinoda is giving us this gift and I hope there is more to come that we get to hear in the future.

[@jeremybackus477]

I'm really connecting with you. I am a veteran with ptsd. You are a wise and old soul.

[@JonathanLawson]

I heard that the recently released Linkin Park songs were basically finished songs they decided couldn't fit on an album they were doing, which makes sense. But seeing these new videos for unreleased songs is kind of crazy to me.

[@a-blivvy-yus]

I was hoping to see this video when I checked on your channel to see if you'd done it yet, about 3 weeks ago. I checked again 2 weeks ago, then 1... and today, it was there... posted 4 weeks ago. I'm super confused why KZbin decided not to let me see your uploads for several weeks, but I'm so glad you did a reaction to this, thank you!

[@MentalAmanda]

Oh no! That's weird!

[@GreathSentina]

I get the uncontrollable anger. I have to listen to Music basically 24/7 or I explode in anger. Music is my therapy, when I'm waiting on my therapist visit. It's rough to go through that.

[@codythomssen9337]

Resolve has become one of my favorites in only a year. This was fresh and sounds so good

[@maccaisthebest]

Good afternoon dear Amanda ! Enjoy your day!

[@forestduffe5576]

Have a wonderful day Amanda! Linkin park's "healing foot" is also good.

[@kevinzhang6623]

They're all good, personally I like "More the Victim" especially the bridge where Chester goes off. But I can also see why they didn't include those tracks, Linkin Park are perfectionists after all lol

[@forestduffe5576]

@@kevinzhang6623 yes , that song is epic . I'd listen to that song on repeat .

[@christopherhowell8841]

You should try & give Linkin Park's "Across The Line" a listen. It's one of the bonus tracks from their Minutes To Midnight album. Quite the tearjerker indeed 😭

[@dancooke8811]

Do SoundGarden stuff or AudioSlave stuff their lead singer was Chester's best friend Chris Cornell

[@mackowalk2456]

I've been thinking about this song for a long time and decided to deliver my story about Linkin Park that I had. When it comes to Linkin Park I believe I heard them first in 2005. At that time I experienced many different things for the first time: like anime called Naruto and I was very much into AMV's, and during one I heard "Somewhere I Belong" by Linkin Park. Since then it was the song that slowly became my favorite from Linkin Park. I enjoyed the sound of it more than any other and when I started to understand English language it resonated with me on a deeper level. Just like Chester I needed "to find something I wanted all along. Somewhere I belong.". I already found many people that I can call as my greatest friends and I still have my family that I deeply love. ❤Still this song "Fighting Myself" starts to resonates with me more than even that "Somewhere I Belong". When I think about it I remember every moment when I kept some secrets from my mom. I just didn't wanted to be "another source of problems for her". This is the lesson that I learned the hard way and I want other people to know it. It's important to adress the issues, that You are dealing with to people, that You can trust. Otherwise You will be overwhelmed with those problems, explode with "anger that is constantly inside" You and still become "another source of problems for the closest ones" , and feel like: "It would be better if I would adress those problems way earlier" (just like me). That's a long story I know. But I think I needed to get it off from my chest. 😂Great reaction! 😃

[@mikaeldk5700]

Ultimate Request: Please do Tom Waits "Poor Edward". It is mindblowingly sad and beautiful.

[@matthewhobson937]

With music and farming is the way I can get away and relax but as a parent the song I Go Through by O.A.R that song it a different way since I travel for work

[@Deepbreatheisneeded]

I was so curious so I looked it up apparently the backwards vocals say “ I never wanted this to happen”

[@michaelzainey5781]

Linkin Park’s More the Victim next.

[@rolandmendozain]

Thank you for your reaction awesome

[@lucasanastassiou2241]

Hey, about to watch this, love this song, Also, I am the one who suggested Holding Absence a while back. They just released a new album, and the closing track The Angel In The Marble is the single best song lyrically I have heard about improving oneself. Some really nice metaphors using marble sculptures and kintsuki art to symbolise self improvement... it frequently makes me cry. It is breathtaking. Please react to it if you get time 😊 hope you're well ❤ If anyone reading this is as obsessed with this song as I am, please respond or like to bump this comment haha

[@kotajames6211]

I'm Here!

[@mattoliversd]

I would love to hear your reaction to "Hollow" by Icon For Hire after this one!

[@marcosev08]

falling in reverse - I'm not a vampira REVAMP please!!!!!

[@martincitobonito]

También siento que las canciones de Linkin Park me han ayudado a lidiar con mi vida diaria. La música, las voces, el estilo, todo tiene un toque, que al ser algo íntegro logra enamorar a todos sus fans. No hay día que no escuche alguna canción de este grupo.

[@MentalAmanda]

Me alegro que hay un grupo que se ayuda a usted tambien con su vida 💖 (Lo siento por los errores, hablo solo un poco de espanol!)

[@martincitobonito]

@@MentalAmanda

[@ilovemyself449]

Surprised Heavy by linkin park hasnt been done yet

[@jshinnzr2]

Brb, finding the Breaking The Habit video..........

[@JiTiAr35]

do Pear Jam - Jeremy

[@briancaster2876]

I really only have 2 emotions anger and sadness...

[@MentalAmanda]

That was me for YEARS!

[@briancaster2876]

@@MentalAmanda Thank you

[@briang6815]

Dax's new single To Be a Man is a nice song you should check out that touches on mental health.

[@ryandoyle4344]

This

[@Thunderball.Mcgillicutty]

i look to you and i see nothing, i look to you to see the truth......mazzyyyy

[@jonharte7060]

i feel like you would like mind of mine or everyones a secret by lo spirit

[@jamesbrooks1513]

can you react to When Im gone and Mockingbird by Eminem

[@briancaster2876]

I seconds this opinion

[@brandoncrandall4571]

nice song

[@ezequielmilena797]

The world still needs Chester Bennington 💔

[@luasouza6786]

Good reaction, you should react to "2022 em uma musica" by Lucas Inutilismo, a brazilian artist, it's a great video recalling the hits of 2022

[@anthonywilliams8849]

🌻

[@gabriellauria]

❤

[@bunnyboy21]

Heya, i'm from Class at college (ENG 102) and i'm here to share 3 songs (your choice) to react too. Hope you have a nice day😊 1. HELP! Oh Well... (SomeThingElseYT) 2. Pizza Time (Pizza Tower) 3. Lay Me Down (Sam Smith, John Legend)

[@bunnyboy21]

it can be all of them if ya want