friend's mom said she would get me with knife | STORYTIME

[@dorkbait]

Instagram: DorkDorkGoose Tiktok: Dorkbait Thanks everyone for all the support. Lets be kind in the comments to everyone involved. Especially my best friend who had to deal with this in the first place. He is amazing and you guys should love him as much as me because he's the reason I am doing as good as I am today. That's why I am dealing with his family member who is also sick, like myself. Thanks for being understanding.

[@EatingDirt55]

Jesse I’m so sorry that happened to u and I’m glad you stoped before something happened! Idk what I would do if my weekly dose of crazy narcissistic mothers and weirdo father storytimes was in jail😅❤❤

[@personwhoexists-dv1re]

Jesse do you have a gofundme/Kofi/anything so we can help you out of this situation. No hate towards anyone involved, but it's not a safe environment. Your viewers could help you.

[@ARandomEliatrope]

My man CANNOT stop suffering 😭🙏

[@Bellbells2013]

real

[@BeeBea_23]

Frrr 😭

[@FrozenLynx11]

Deez nuts

[@changingpeopleslivesmoon2993]

Girls has somuch bageg it can fill up a hole room 😭 💀

[@cinthiahm1444]

He’s a 26 year old man. He also needs to take responsibility for himself and his actions, not justifying them with his preteen mindset

[@lAmNugget]

I'm beginning to think that she doesn't accidentally send hate messages. It's clear she feels no regret or shame for shit talking. I think she purposely sends them to make people feel bad.

[@dorkbait]

that’s what someone else said too

[@PEAK__]

yeah I think so too

[@AuDHDVee]

@@lAmNugget Yep, and then claims that she didn't mean to send it to that person to make herself look more innocent even though it makes her look even worse than just saying what she wanted to straight to your face like an adult should be able to do. If I have a problem with someone, I communicate that issue with them and try to work out a solution, yk like a mature adult would do. If a solution can't be reached, at least a stalemate where we avoid each other can be reached and no drama necessary. But people like this woman thrive on that drama and pain they cause others. I call it malignant sadism to differentiate from BDSM sadism which when done right is all based on consent and open communication.

[@punkbunnee9558]

Could be a little of both. But doesn't matter in the end since disrespect is her favorite currency to pay with ​@dorkbait

[@PicassosSister-rj5zp]

Dude, I love your bookshelf.

[@dorkbait]

its a labor of love~

[@PicassosSister-rj5zp]

@@dorkbait I can tell brother. That thing is decked out.

[@lostcitieseditz4044]

Right it’s the best thing I’ve seen all day….

[@PaigeMarie99]

It’s freakin majestic

[@Cat_Lover99999]

Yeah he has the divergent series!

[@horsebackrider2156]

The fact that you are able to tell and admit that you were also doing bad things is so respectable

[@drsprite_official]

now i ccant stop thinking about that "my gf said my eyes are WEEZER BLUE" audio

[@Saturnthe_Sleepyhead]

4:15 Ok you are genuinely such an awesome person! It takes STRENGTH mental emotional and physical to be able to own up to something like that AND post it for thousands of people to see on the internet!! So proud of you for doing so!!

[@dorkbait]

no one is infallible 💛

[@Saturnthe_Sleepyhead]

@@dorkbaitstill even after all of that you tried to understand her side of things and make it right that shows that even though you’re not perfect you’re still so kind and such an awesome person! :3 Goodluck with everything my dude!! Also I love your room! So pretty! :D

[@PiperPersenaire]

Agreed

[@9.27am_x]

Lowkey becoming my favourite channel, love you man

[@Elodie-xi3pp]

I have anxiety, ADHD, and I’m autistic. I didn’t find this out till last year. I accidentally slam doors too. I can’t take tests to save my life, yesterday I had a horticulture test and I was melting down during the test.

[@chromesthesia]

Relatable. I was good at English tests tho

[@UnleashedRevolver]

"We might both be crazy, but we're not on the same train." THAT PART. Not to mention the whole "trauma isn't your fault, but it's your responsibility." I'm AuDHD/borderline/CPTSD with a fucked up family as well, and dude you're doing great given the circumstances. People without those conditions would've handled it worse. I love what you said about victims experiencing reactive abuse. I'm so grateful for you acknowledging that and that you're in therapy. I'm in the same boat. I think self awareness and a willingness to be better is the difference between being evil and just being human. I fully get what you're saying about sticking with the buddy and I applaud that, but he needs to put his foot down with his mom. My dad's mom is the same way. Things may escalate and get worse temporarily, but it will end up better than it is currently. The separation is brutal. But it's needed to heal, for everyone. I'm currently escaping my own narcissitic abuser as we speak, and I'll see you on the other side brother 🖤 sorry for the wall of text

[@dorkbait]

Thank you 💛

[@UniUnicorns74826]

Ty for explaining your trauma to your viewers and how you deal with it and cope with it because a majority of my friends are in the relatively in that same situation you were in and when you explain how you deal with it, helps me help them so ty for posting all this. I love your content! Much love from me

[@Tbaby_]

I honestly think your friend has to own up to some accountability. He allows his mom to openly talk about you. He allows her to cross certain boundaries that lets her keep doing what she’s doing. I’m not saying he should throw his mom on the street butttttt if he’s truly your friend he won’t allow certain boundaries to be crossed. She needs a consequence of her getting kicked out or him ignoring her, somethinggggg to show her actions won’t be allowed

[@tahliadrage7131]

Yeah, the friend sounds like a good person but his choice to bring his mum into the house is hurting Jess

[@hey_thatsmyname]

Jess isn't going to see or accept this until distance and clarity come into the equation. He's defensive about the BFF now (which I totally expect), but later on in life, he might be able to understand our point of view on this.

[@Syndropss]

Dude, every video I gain more respect for you. Talking about the bad things you do during dark times really helps normalize learning from one's mistakes. I always feel shame when I do horrid things during meltdowns but to know others with autism also have the same issues makes me feel like I can change. I appreciate these stories man!!

[@arcadialumina]

I know you don't want to leave but these altercations may damage your relationship with your friend though. I'm glad you're in therapy and hope they're helping you to deal with the situation and to be less reactive. It's not worth it. Wishing you all the best.

[@eveismeme]

I love the Spyro plush in the background!

[@dorkbait]

thank you so much!!

[@Sips_water]

I love how you are able to look in the mirror before looking out the window, I guarantee most ppls problems can be solved by them figuring out what they did wrong and improving on it before saying what other ppl are doing wrong

[@dorkbait]

i love that phrase. looking at the mirror before looking out the window. brilliant. shakespearean. ✨🕺🏼

[@MyisaLuvsU]

I’m so sorry you’re in this situation dude!!!, hope you get in a better and safer situation

[@osaieu]

the lps in the back make me so happy

[@grace_ouxllxtte]

thank you for making your videos. my cat is sick and we cant afford to get him help and were trying everything we can for him but he wont eat, or drink and its really scaring me. you made me feel better for some reason

[@chromesthesia]

I'm sorry. I hope your cat feels better

[@AuDHDVee]

There's a song called I sent my therapist to therapy that you'd probably relate to as much as I do. I think it's possible that borderline is what AuDHD+CPTSD looks like. I am proud of you for realizing where you went wrong and what you need to do in the future, and getting help in therapy. It takes strength to ask for help and it's obvious that this woman is weak in the absolute lack of ability to take account for the harm she's caused. Mental instability doesn't negate the responsibility entirely, just helps explain to an extent why certain decisions were made.

[@johntylerbrowning4331]

I love how transparent and open you are about your issues and past that's rare in this day and age

[@JasonDeanJDForShort]

I Feel So Sad For You. I Really Hope You Get The Help You Need! I’m Not Sure How I Can Help But I’m Proud Of You For Being The Bigger Person In This Situation. You’re Amazing! ❤

[@jaiwright6043]

Unrelated. I'm So Happy I See Another Person That Types Like Me. It's Amazing

[@JasonDeanJDForShort]

@@jaiwright6043 Haha Thanks! ❤️

[@Gonst757]

Omg. There Are Other People Like Us??

[@jaiwright6043]

@@Gonst757 This Is Absolutely FANTASTIC 😍😍

[@JasonDeanJDForShort]

@@Gonst757 Yes! :)

[@THATWEIRDO--]

DUDE ITS THE EXACT SAME THING WITH MY ROOM! its just stairs and my room and people have to go through my room to get to my moms :(

[@rebeccaernette1749]

I love you as a person, after all this has happened to you you still stay strong and get stronger. And the fact you hold yourself accountable means you're changing the cycle. I hope you continue to grow and change for yourself and find yourself in a better place in the future

[@cameronguzman-keller477]

As someone who has autism, depression, and possibly ADHD, I’m incredibly proud of you for being able to admit your own faults while also trying to stand up for yourself. I used to be close to someone whose mom was a narcissist as well, and it was terrible watching her treat my friend like crap while not being able to do anything bc I was a kid at the time. I’m really glad that you’re getting help, but I also hope that you’ll be able to get away from this person bc just her being there is making the house an unhealthy place for you to live in.

[@chromesthesia]

Indeed.

[@Randompersononttheinternet]

Reminder to take meds eat food drink water and stay safe!!!

[@dorkbait]

🌸⚡️🌿✨🕺🏼

[@envy8913]

Saturday at 4:00! You're so strong for this idk how I would get through any of that without weed😅

[@catsncrows]

If you have enough savings and a car you might want to leave, healing from trauma is hard when you're still in danger. It sounds heartless but if I had redo powers I would revisit don't set yourself on fire to keep others warm.

[@UnleashedRevolver]

This. Been there done that, don't recommend. Especially if you're already dealing with so much to work through

[@Talklesssmilemore.]

Your not wrong about brown eyed stares I have brown eyes and stare when I zone out and I’ve been told many times I look possessed 😂

[@aziraphaleangel-22]

My dad is narcissistic too. Not only is he narcissistic, he has no sympathy and he's a cheapskate who only cares about himself. Jesse, you've inspired me to open up about my dad and stepmom, I've been thinking about making videos of my own, but I'm extremely camera shy and I don't necessarily have a camera, just my phone. I could write a book about everything my dad and stepmom have done/said to me from the moment I met them when I was 8 years old. I grew up most of my life thinking I didn't even have a dad. When I first met my dad, I was afraid of him. Here i am, just an 8 year old little girl who is meeting this huge guy for the first time who doesn't smile and is overall just very intimidating. But I was so happy to have a dad in my life, I overlooked the fact that he was mean to me, he would hardly spend time with me when I would go see him. Yet I kept coming back because he was my dad, you know? I kept coming back over and over and over. Over the years, I slowly got wind of just how toxic he truly is. He's never gotten me a Christmas card or a birthday card, maybe only a few times and he's only ever been involved in five of my birthdays! 5 out of nearly 23 of my entire life. He can go spend money on himself, but can he spare a measly dollar on a birthday card? Absolutely not. He always says he doesn't have the money. Yet me and my mom are poor too, but my mom always, always puts forth an effort to make sure I have a birthday and Christmas, even if it's a month or two late. That speaks volumes about the type of person my dad is.

[@S0l4rythGD]

1:26 “THATS RIGHT I got CKOOCKOO RECEIPTS 🤭” That was too funny 😂

[@Mocha_Mage]

Doing homework whilst listening to your amazing stories :) Your friend’s mum is wild-

[@Kay-Rayzie]

It must really hinder your healing to live with an abuser that is constantly antagonising you. I respect that you take accountability for your reactions but that parasite has got to go. Stay strong mate and boops to the fur babies ❤

[@Eclipse986-n9r]

Bro your like my favorite KZbinr listening to your videos is like a escape

[@Smolnezuko-mj2qu]

It feels like ive waited forever for this! T^T im so excited to hear what happened

[@dorkbait]

i’m not excited for you guys to hear my version of what i did but i’m glad i shared it anyway. hope you enjoy 💛

[@Smolnezuko-mj2qu]

@dorkbait I'm glad you did share it, it makes you more human to us. Helps understand stuff that happens.

[@cake_zombiez]

the dragon on ur bookshelf is so cute bro

[@dorkbait]

it’s Spyro! you can buy him from Amazon!

[@Silly_Izzy97]

I just noticed you have a Spyro the dragon plush in the background :0

[@Camp_Half-Blood13]

Dude I love your room

[@dorkbait]

tysm!! its my favorite place in the casa

[@RosemaryDoyle-b5h]

Aw dude i am so sorry i hope you are ok you can't get a break can you love you keep up the good work i am so proud of you jesss

[@hazel_witch2587]

Honestly,it's become a routine/habit of mine,to come back EVERY time u post to 1. Make my day better with drama and 2. Remind myself: huh. All these narcissistic Moms sound a odd lot like mine... (to remind myself why I have issues with her after she constantly love bombs and guilt trips me into thinking its me)

[@LemonLimeSpline]

I like how you don’t just play the innocent victim who can do no wrong card, and instead actually admitted you made mistakes in the argument and could’ve handled it better. You go dude.

[@Noface-m60]

I have borderline personality disorder as well and autism

[@dorkbait]

how old were you when you found out you had both? i didn’t figure it out until two years ago.

[@Noface-m60]

@@dorkbait my foster mom made me watch girl interrupted after I was diagnosed with borderline personality last year, but I’ve known I’ve had autism since 4, when I was adopted, i think it was because my birth mom was using heroine when she was pregnant

[@Elodie-xi3pp]

I’m autistic as well

[@Noface-m60]

@@Elodie-xi3ppwhen you were diagnosed, do you remember what you were feeling?

[@chromesthesia]

​@@Elodie-xi3pp same

[@Inosukehashibira762]

0:44 Jesse I LOVE UR ROOM it’s so cuteeeee I wish I could have it😢

[@LeanneHayden]

I love your room! I’m so sorry you always have to deal with stuff like this.

[@roo-tt6by]

14:26 i also have autism and adhd.... i once opened a drawer SO HARD that i pulled it OUT

[@LarsRussell-iv2ny]

Oh my god you destroyed my vision of what your room looks like. I though there was a door on your right behind the camera and your bed on your left lol

[@dorkbait]

LMAO

[@TESSCYN]

bro i feel so bad for you you didn't deserve this life at all

[@Aarticove]

Dang first time being early. Can’t wait to hear the story! Edited: I forgot to make this comment after watching the video but I am so sorry you had to deal with this. I truly wish you the best!

[@ConfusedPengu1n]

dude idk how you had the guts to survive all this, i am genuinely so sorry that you had to deal with all this. also your room decor looks amazing

[@kiannachlo]

Okay I totally agree with you. But not to defend the mom. I do understand with the comment “it just came out”. I would repeat horrible stuff that was said to me because I had heard it. I’m curious if someone had been saying that to her in her past

[@PotatoQueen1989]

I kinda wonder if she meant to send it to you to create a fight

[@dorkbait]

i wonder that too because it’s happened two other times before she did it to me.

[@PotatoQueen1989]

@@dorkbait also another note some dogs are really good at self regulating food intake, huskies are known to do that, could be why some days he skips a meal

[@andie_.0.-hn5py]

This is such a sticky situation. I hope there is a way to get your mind off it and relax for a bit

[@Cheese-face344]

I love your style ❤

[@Sandypaws4eva]

Hello I’m so sorry for everything that has happened to you and it is crazy what you have to deal with her❤

[@_Ryxxe]

My man absolutely canNOT get a break😭😭

[@HeheLol144]

The SECOND I heard warrior cats graffic novel I thought ‘RAVENPAW AND BARLEYYYY’

[@dorkbait]

it was the new scourge graphic novel they made in color!! i’m so sad it got swiped

[@Music_for_life000]

Man, I feel so so bad for Jesse 😭 he’s so sweet and loving. He didn’t deserve any of what happened in his life :(

[@CuteDolls-un4xr]

Your probably one of my favorite KZbinrs i love your videos SO SO much your a great KZbinr ❤

[@mellsc9412]

Dude I’m SO sorry you’re going through this.

[@Lunestica]

THE KING HAS POSTED LETS GOOO

[@txtlynxt_s0phia]

17:28 STOP I DIED seriously tho i rly hope u can get out of the situation soon, ur such a cool dude and u don't deserve this at all, so sorry abt that woman

[@Vampire_sugarrush-rp3nz]

first time watching something besides one of your yt shorts and the only readn why was cause of the lps in the background makes me feel like a raccoon attracted to a shiny object lmao

[@CEOof_pipbert]

Jesse, you deserve so much better, you don't deserve your trauma :(

[@Cat_Lover99999]

You rock the coconut head 💀

[@nataliaalfaqes3329]

Yesss we’re backkkkkk also ur bookshelf is awesome I wish I had it ❤❤

[@CrazyEllieyt]

Being this early is illegal (btw I love your story times and I strangely relate to some of them)

[@Alexthedirtbag]

WAKE UP OUR FATHER HAS FED US WITH HIS AMAZING CONTENT WE LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH POOKIEEE ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (also so so so sorry for what happend to you im soo sorry i hope your okay ❤️)

[@KieranStrix]

This helped me realize that I was holding out hope my dad is like me with bpd and autism. It’s more like he doesn’t think we have feelings or at least like they’re not important to him.

[@Emmaisthebestest.]

Jesse is going to cause the showdown of therapists and I'm here for it. Therapy final boss lol.

[@banana124]

For your open loft have you thought abt using a long curtain as a wall? So youd have privacy may not be great but it still some nice privacy and you can close it during the day and close it at night ❤

[@charlie-hart]

my guy... you are WAY too good to her. being the bigger person does sometimes lose its efficacy, and it's because of individuals like that.

[@dorkbait]

yeah.. it’s unfair how trying to communicate adult to adult to move forward didn’t work.. but acting like my mother would have acted made it stop. i don’t want to be violent or aggressive or raise my voice. i dont want to bully back. i just want left alone.

[@HannahRose19960]

I love your videos and how you tell your stories

[@Batcat1144-je]

Yea new video the moment I got the notification I clicked at the speed of light ❤

[@Freddy_fazbear_point102]

Hope you’re doing better, I feel bad for you, try to stay safe :)

[@thedangmullet]

As someone with brown eyes i am offended and I will be speaking to your manager

[@RosemaryDoyle-b5h]

Lol

[@susanmclaughlin7130]

You ARE a good person! You are just a work in progress, as are we all!

[@PaladinLazzy]

🎉trauma🎉 (I feel not so alone when I watch your storytimes)

[@ardmison]

protip: if ur scared from creepy men just get an airsoft replica so you can look a bit more intimidating

[@EvelynCondelli]

I have plenty of school stories that may seems dumb but f*cked my head up so bad, every time a teacher talks to me I get stressed that I’ll get yelled for something I didn’t do. It seems dumb to friends and family whenever I tell people

[@otkucorner8274]

that comment she made, She was misgendering you. *obvs* I feel for you dude. My dad still refuses to use they/them for me like I've asked multiple times.

[@Mel_fan23]

its saturday at 22:12 my time lol also i feel so bad for you i cant belive anyone would do this 😢

[@Thefruitfroggy]

Yay story time!!

[@weird-god666]

I live in Lancaster right now. These cops really don't do shit. My mom is a horrible person (not going into detail because I'm a minor) but I know that calling the cops is useless. Though, she is going to trial this monday for "being harassed by a man at the bar and getting a charge for it".

[@gaylehaeffner9595]

You are so brave to share your life with us. I am glad you didn't get hospitalized hurt & that no one went to jail. Also, it is actually good that the cops came to the house. Should something happen in the future, they already have a read of the people involved & will be able to make a more informed assessment of what they should do. The most heated I ever got, I picked up a vacuum cleaner & shook it at my SIL because my fight/ flight instinct had me scan the area for something to put between us. I then realized what I was doing, I put the vacuum between us on the floor & backed away from her in order to get my stuff & leave. She pursued me & my boyfriend stood between us. He was afraid I was going to get something else to do something to SIL. He grabbed my wrist & I kept saying to let go of me cause I wanted out of that house. She threatened to call the cops. I told her to go ahead. She never did because she knew she was wrong. My boyfriend persuaded me to apologize, & SIL kept interrupting saying I was apologizing wrong. We haven't seen each other since. Stay strong & do your best to protect yourself. I'm sad that your home has once again become a place of turmoil. Keep talking to you friend. Keep talking to your therapist. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@ccondelli]

Sir you have excellent taste in graphic novels. The latest warrior cats one, based off of the first two books, was S tier!

[@Sxkura_m0chi]

Dude, your room looks really cool!

[@shay7821]

“We might both be crazy but we’re not on the same train.” Had me 💀 😅 #facts

[@Melanieisastar]

I love your videos ur awesome 😎💗💗

[@Victoria-_]

Unrelated but is that the Gone series on your bookshelf??

[@TherianThing]

"cant even insult me with intelligence" OMG, YES I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE DO THAT 🤣 they make themselves look so stupid ❤

[@Ashlyn_Banner_dogs]

Bro you and my theater class are the only thing I loom forward too in life anymore

[@wingsisonyourroof]

14:27 nobody knows their own strength. I have autism and adhd and i do that too, even non autistic people accidentally do stuff like that. It’s nothing to blame on autism and adhd.

[@DabLab1053]

Can you do a coming out story with your parents if you want I’m subscribed ❤❤❤

[@Amethystfox66]

My dude I love warrior cats too. I have a whole collection too.

[@MarkofScotland82]

OMG WARRIOR CATS!!! So sad it went missing tho, hope you find it, or who took it so you can get it back. Also thats horrible what she did, hope it gets better for you

[@Jamiesinkpens]

Yo im actually early this time . But in all seriousness sorry that you had to go through that man :(

[@otkucorner8274]

I can relate. I'm on my last limbs with my narcissistic emotionally abusive dad. *and yes after I FINALLY recorded him, my therapist agreed he is emotionally abusive* But I'm going to try to get him to go to therapy with me every other monday. If he refuses I'm leaving. I have a letter *more like an essay* written to tell him this monday in office. I'm scared for my life, as in I'm afraid he'll just say "GTFO" and not even try.

[@VanessaMaggiore]

You poor guy Im sorry youve been through.

[@abs8954]

This sounds like the old fashioned "accidental text" bullshit. Your friends mum just wants to push you out of the house and make it look like your the problem. She just wants to isolate her son away from you because she knows you see her for what she is, a covert narcissist. A tough spot for you to be in. I feel for your friend, but he has to stop enabling her, given that his siblings have cut her off too, he must know somewhere deep down she is toxic. Currently dealing with a similar thing with my mum, and it's not easy. Hang in there ✊

[@dorkbait]

Thanks for sharing your take. 💛

[@clementineeverett6566]

Trying to take medication to handle the situation and accidentally took the wrong one 😂it was fate atp

[@dorkbait]

LMAOOO