My Truth

Hi Everyone,
Here are the 2 videos I mention in my video:
- The history of the word: • Where did the N-word c...
- Why “every word doesn’t belong to everyone”: • Ta-Nehisi Coates on wo...
There has been a lot going on recently and i wanted to sit down and talk to yall about what my truth is. I want to apologize to y'all on camera as well as clear up a lot of whats been going on because i had taken time to reflect and during that time a lot of assumptions have been made. Please note that these are my feelings and what I experienced and just that so dont let this video be the final say on anything because i say its my truth, but allow people and actions to show you.
Ill still be taking some time for myself after this video but just know that im feeling a lot better and am doing better and will be back.
LOVE,
Gabriel 💜

[@sarahwithajay]

This felt like I was sitting with a friend, it felt honest and real. THIS is an apology video.

[@tuntunmcgun2726]

One of the most mature and real apology videos I’ve seen

[@user-qp4qi1of7n]

You seem very well spoken and self aware, I think you’re hanging with the wrong crowd.

[@chillectro4893]

Hands down the best apology video on KZbin

[@CrazyMandi1]

One minute in and it’s already better than Laura’s apology video.

[@CoyCoca]

This is what happens when you're loyal to the wrong ppl. Thank you for realizing it and trying to fix it.

[@RaynKirstein]

"I may have started this, but don't act like you don't feel this way." MANNYMUA IS CANCELLED.

[@redqueenaldc9267]

I hate how he has the least subscribers when he had the most honest apology.

[@kristin1980uk]

simply marina I looked up his subscribers and he’s jumped from approx 400k to 800k due to how maturely he dealt with all this and his 💯 video x p.s including a new sub and bell from me :-)

[@persephone2706]

That's just because he's the newest out of everyone here on KZbin in this group of beauty gurus. He's making a name for himself, and he'll gain followers. But it shouldn't (and it isn't) just for an honest apology video, it's because he's an awesome artist when it comes to makeup and has a great personality in his videos.

[@mercyme2908]

It's okay, Laura and Manny are losing the most subscribers thooo

[@spiritedprincess4509]

simply marina he didn’t hang around big influencer. Nikita, Laura Lee, and manny are known because of Jeffree. Gabriel became really known because of the drama. It is sad because he’s such a genuine person.

[@malinasantiago]

simply marina they had more subscribers to begin with. I believe he's the newest out of the group. He deserves more subscribers tbh

[@RavenStar16]

I feel like you're being genuine and you got sucked into a vortex of bad energy. Lesson learned.

[@haripatel1939]

Now this is an apology 👏🏻 I respect this, I understand this

[@Szaknj]

It's crazy that the guy that started this mess was actually the only one to end it right

[@evanmg84]

Love the way he A) explains the situation, B) sincerely owns his shit, C) realizes how he was and what he does not want to be and grow from it and D) provides a Gucci example of what an apology should be... Mad respect

[@melissapatten8094]

Gabriel. Much respect for apologizing. Remember it's just a bad day, not a bad life.

[@shawnamermaid7190]

Gabriel im a minute in and you already are earning my respect.

[@michaelangeloparangan8406]

40 minute apology video while fighting your emotions and trying not to cry vs a 4 minute video full of fake crying. Hmmm Laura Leech now what??

[@aarja1193]

Damn. You didn’t spill the tea, you threw the goddamn cup.

[@mzdeception]

I actually respect this so much.

[@stephanieroa2693]

I feel bad for Gabriel they threw him under the bus. He deserves better friends tbh I woulda dipped, at least he didn’t fake some tears

[@michelewilliams5131]

I’m not even a follower of yours, but THIS is how an apology is suppose to be done. Im not even done watching and I will say you seem sincere! Thank you for all you’ve said.

[@ThatGirlLib]

I can’t count how many times I’ve come back to watch this video.

[@annas9720]

ThatGirlLib same

[@abigailfaith563]

ThatGirlLib he’s so genuine I’m shook & so glad I searched his channel

[@jaydafairfield]

ThatGirlLib this is like my 7th time😐😂

[@BubblyCerealzzz]

“Let’s keep it 💯” -Gabriel Zamora 2K18

[@jordanyount8871]

Clear, concise, and truly informative. The best apology yet. You’re growth has shown and you actually own up to EVERYTHING. Good for you, Gabriel.

[@danielakinns]

Apologizing like an adult 👏👏👏

[@Justtaylorthings]

Kinda weird that this is my first video of you I’ve ever watched and you’ve got my sub. So real , so vulnerable and I feel you truly did learn from your mistakes. No body is perfect and You addressed everything so genuinely. Love and support you just for showing what we as humans should do when we mess up, LEARN AND CHANGE.❤️ much love to you !

[@chantonialowry8735]

Same!

[@alexxxx5244]

YESSS literally first video and im subscribed and post notifications on!

[@katiebrown7770]

Regardless of what I think about the situation or what anyone else thinks about the situation; THIS is an apology video and I respect you for doing this and doing it so well.

[@kristi4414]

THIS is how to do an apology video. THIS is how to expose people that are actually in the wrong. Thank you, you're forgiven

[@brendadenise__]

GABBY SNAPPED AND IM PROUD OF U

[@dss1377]

I’m blown away. You owned it. You truly apologized. And I believe you.

[@itscozyjess]

Also, I lost even MORE respect for Manny and Laura because of how they lied and treated you, and threw you under the bus.

[@angelarojas5439]

The first genuine apology! 🙌🏼 Handing this like a mature adult! Good for you for taking the time to process and try to grow. I know you will make this into a positive!

[@cynthiaweber7623]

Clock it to the house - you keep it 100.

[@sflorisa3]

My toxic trait is I come back and watch this video all the time 😂

[@jof8291]

Is it just me or did this scandal... make Gabriel a better person? I mean he’s a testament to mistakes are what shape you. I wish you all the luck in the future Gaby, and I hope you continue onwards with your best foot forward ❤️

[@dejarayvon1604]

Laura isn’t getting hate for the tweet. She’s getting hate for her racism. You didn’t force her to be racist. Don’t take responsibility for that.

[@xFUTURExGAMESx]

I see now the foreshadowing that jeffree made about more truths are gonna be out soon

[@jackie_msss8945]

Lol 48 minutes of a genuine apology from Gabriel vs 4 min apology with fake tears from Laura lee

[@AzucenaLopez-bd5um]

Now THIS is an apology not no bs like Laura lee

[@sandypedraza3036]

Manny: PR said to take the blame Gabriel: *spills teaaaaa*

[@marissaramsey7010]

PUTTING MANNY ON BLAST yas gabi get away from these people

[@bambii_thinks3147]

You’re too smart for the people ur chilling with....

[@alexisrivera9540]

Hello Manny, Welcome to your tape.

[@user-qb2oi4vk6i]

Thank you Gabriel. This is the best apology. Manny and Laura please learn from him.

[@aracelimuniz9396]

Im with you gabriel. I believe you are very transparent unlike your friends. You need better friends than that

[@Vyansya]

Not only your apology is amazing, but i actually learn a lesson or two from this.. "the energy you put out there is what will you receive". Wow... I hope you have more subs bcs i certainly subs to you after this

[@novak1136]

Before, I was subscribed to manny and Laura, but not to you. Now I am subscribed to you and neither manny nor Laura. So much respect for you and this apology ❤️

[@GLamoRousCooKie]

I actually really like this guy.

[@angyd581]

Was not expecting this

[@spooks5195]

*Manny: Canceled* *Laura: incinerated* *Gabriel: Approved* *Jefferee: Approved* *Me: Sipping Tea*

[@ance9561]

*Hotel:Trivago*

[@sophierupp8941]

Meeyah she disappeared for so long, we all forgot about her (nikita) 😂

[@ceruleanhero]

Hotel? Trivago

[@Lola-fi8cu]

Meeyah and Nikita: Smart and staying out of the tea while she just watches the beauty community crash and burn😂

[@finosborne1564]

Meeyah Nikita vanished

[@dianamartinez7385]

I'm watching this like dzaamn. I did feel like you were thrown under the bus. I'm glad you put out this video, to apologize and tell your truth.

[@sinn243]

Thank you for being HONEST! you came foward and told the truth. I respect that!

[@jdcannon8687]

At least his apology seems genuine and not fake and he isn’t trying to look like a victim. He took the best way to apologize and turned it into a life lesson for everyone. ♥️

[@agnesdolata9109]

THIS is a “real” and authentic apology video. Owning up to your sh**, facing the real issue and apologizing to those who warrant an apology. And the back stories are helpful. Eye contact, body language and being clear and concise. Keeping it a 💯.... Manny n Laura, take note📝📝.

[@lexiblesi7640]

You easily could’ve said generic apology. I really appreciate all the depth you went into to fully explain everything here.❤️

[@Kree.B.]

As a fan I appreciate you addressing the situation. As a human I appreciate the effort you made to help others understand the history and meaning behind a word that hurts so many people and to really want to be a positive person. I don't feel like I'm getting across what I'm trying to say, I hope a little bit is coming across. I know I'm not the one who was hurt and can't make the call if this is good enough for someone who was hurt, but I can still appreciate what Gabbie is doing and has done throughout this process. Everyone has said and done hurtful things and it really is just a matter of how a person grows and what they do to change.

[@monihertzog]

The fact that your apologize goes in depth, is extremely sincere and you explain everything. Your amazing. It's so hard to own whats happened, its hard when you make mistake but how you personally handle it, shows your true self. Keep doing you!

[@melanielynn8451]

I love that “sometimes the universe forces you to open a new chapter, even if you’re not ready” the thing is...you’re ready sweetie. You will come out of this with a great lesson and as a better person. That’s why they call them growing pains. Sending love.

[@ImJustinPineda]

Honestly so happy that you are ok with being honest and calling people out instead of beating around the bush

[@1stCJCLEM]

I felt like this was the most honest apology compared to the others. I unfollowed Laura lee and manny mua. Thanks gabby.

[@jamieoh2057]

Don't hate but I respect him more for this....

[@laurenturnwald4201]

New Follower here: This apology was so heart felt and real and touching. Thank you for not relying on the “PR Code” to give your apology. We all make mistakes and many much worse than yours in the world. So keep your head up, the storm will pass.

[@dorelisjacqueline]

i actually believe this apology. 100% respect you because of this. as for laura and manny, i’ve lost all respect for those two.

[@waitinginawaterfall]

I love how your owning up, so much respect.

[@RaynKirstein]

Y'all know Jeffree is sitting back watching everyone apologize to him like, "mmhmmm"

[@bennybrew7524]

Grown ups are people who admit when they're wrong, educate themselves when they don't know something, look as clearly as they can at their own flaws (not just the flaws of others). Grown ups are rare. Super rare on KZbin - and it's refreshing to see one every now and again. Good on you.

[@teslamarie]

Thank you for linking the videos , because people are going to still be like “rappers use it” “my friends are black” and frankly im tired of it 🙄🙄🙄🙄. Thank you for being REAL and GROWN in this video .

[@user-xv5wv2dg4g]

The whole thing was a mess but I actually appreciate his honesty and that he apologized TRULY

[@xanderpwls]

I’m still salty but Laura... THIS IS HOW YOU MAKE AN APOLOGY

[@pupukaka4479]

Am I the only one who keeps coming back to this video? Even with all the new drama I still feel so good watching this, the truth and honesty that i sense in this video makes me feel just so good and calm... I know it’s weird that i get those feelings from this kind of thing but idk...❤️

[@amandaj7504]

Honestly- i wasn’t subbed to you before, but i am now. This was a REAL Apology. Stay away from those two they are shady and only out to better themselves no matter who they hurt on the way. Keep your head up- keep speaking your truth.

[@tluz7059]

THIS IS AN APOLOGY VIDEO! Apologize calmly and collect yourself (no hysterical crying drama nonsense), I am gonna say this you earned some of my respect back and my subscription back as well when you owned up to your shadiness and really apologized genuinely in my opinion. Keep growing from this, and let go of those negatives in your life. Much love Gabriel.

[@amyamezcua]

Gaby don't worry boo take some time off I won't unsubscribe ily and thanks for clearing things up.I RESPECT.🙌

[@tigtig2998]

"You can't be mad at someone's situation, if they're not mad themselves" - I felt that.

[@ashleytepale3693]

thank you for actually uploading an apology video unlike laura. it was a 5 minute video of her fake crying

[@sameerahgayle131]

“Alexa stoppp”💀💀💀

[@BabiSanoja]

I don’t understand why so many youtubers don’t learn from others mistakes. Clearly many of them have said the N word in the past on the internet for whatever reason; it doesn’t cross their mind to go through their past on the internet and delete those tweets if they don’t represent them anymore and avoid the drama and consequences that come with it.

[@Jinx_0212]

He should become friends with jeffree and Shane and the others. He deserves better friends. Definitely gained a sub and my respect 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

[@kpoprelated3455]

I think it's just difficult for jeffree rn.

[@haleighmcconnaha6616]

So this finally sincere apology actually had me so shook I finally subscribed to you. I'll be honest in the past videos I have seen you in with all 4 of your "friends," you were made out to look like the shady one. But after watching Laura's "apology" video and Manny's.. I don't even know what to call his. This has me seeing this in a whole new light. I love that Nikita has not really gotten involved and has let it ride out and is just being there for you. That is what a real friend is for. You do you boo and stay 100 cuz this is the Gabriel I am signing up for!

[@sarahevans5484]

Haven't got far into this video but thanks for actually putting your time into your apology. ♥

[@baddienaine1036]

Who's waiting for Nikita's video?

[@Animal_Lover66]

It didn’t hurt to cut a friend out because he was never your friend. 💯

[@jennyli4553]

Thank you for this Gabriel, I'm subscribing again

[@JahlenJohnson11]

I am here for the tea

[@jessicasabina]

U got my subscription.. good job. For being real

[@my_nameis_mudd8403]

This is one of the most sincere apologies I've seen. I'm subscribing because of this

[@krispretzel]

To be 100% honest I thought this apology was going to be as fake as the others I watched it to see what you had to say just as I did with Laura and Manny. I saw nothing but bullshit with those apologies. Honestly I was so mad at you and just thought of you as this fake person like manny and Laura but after watching this I can see the sincerity. One problem with people in social media is they think we can’t see bullshit when it’s handed to us but that’s not the case. We’re not stupid and with this I’ve gained so much respect for you. No excuses no “it was because I was young” no emphasizing the word “retweet” to make it sound better. Just no bullshit. So for that I apologize because I realized I prejudged you before watching your apology. You’ve gained a sub 🙏🏽

[@nileinspiration3848]

Before watching this video I was like “Who are you?”. After watching I’m more like “I love you.”

[@Prizzilla]

Lol I always knew Manny was the common denominator in all of this. I’ve sensed his Social climbing tendencies for years now. I’m only 20 minutes in so far, so don’t start coming at me just yet 😩

[@kristastevens472]

This is the only video out of all of them that really broke it down and helped me understand what the hell was going on and if I'm being honest was actually real. I respect you so much for everything you've said and steps you've taken to make your life better

[@hayleycolabelli1510]

It’s not the quantity, it’s the quality. Although Gabys video is way longer than Laura’s and Manny’s, the quality of Gaby’s is better. Laura and Manny could’ve made their video the same length they already have it but they could’ve put a better quality apology even in that small amount of time. This video is explaining in depth of everything that happened.

[@Skysbeauty]

The difference between the comments on here and then on lauras💀

[@bunbuns9057]

48 minutes?? Ima go grab my snacks and Dr. Pepper

[@Jenn_Bran]

*This is Jeffree Star approved.*

[@saraquintero8026]

I’m not African American so I can’t say people should forgive you for being ignorant using that word, but I really do think your apology is sooo genuine! Hopefully others see that too but if not then of course that is their right. Great job in actually being so precise and thorough in this apology video.

[@KK-db2vd]

you know this tea is hot when the washington post wrote an article on the drama. not even kidding google it.

[@Jewels_8404]

Birds of a feather flock together, hence Manny and Laura being best friends... stay far, far away from them.

[@klaudia6477]

Laura and Manny can't relate.

[@nyrahhearts7629]

#cantrelate

[@coreycaine-madkins3712]

Laura and Manny could never

[@ireallydontknow_.0._.0_37]

Claudia Andreson *relate sister “relate”

[@jeyg5992]

Real te ?

[@amberrae5043]

I'm not even done with this video and you already gained my sub back. THANK YOU for being honest. It is SO damn refreshing. I hope Karma makes another round trip.

[@izzabellagolembowski3003]

It’s been an eye opening 24 hours

[@katieromero3242]

This. Is such a beautiful and real appropriate PROFESSIONAL apology! I love you gabby!

[@bluereallyhatesyou]

Laura: dead Manny: yeet Gabriel: forgiven Nikita: M.I.A Jeffree star: APPROVED