Getting My Life Back Together + Finding Light Again

[@alexlaurenroy]

I just finished the video and I’m crying:( I don’t really know how to put into words how much you help me on a daily basis and it actually saddens me to think that you don’t know who I am because you mean so much to me💛 You’ve inspired me to do well in school and just be generally more positive and that’s impacted on my life immensely- I’m doing amazing at school, I’m closer with my family and I’m beginning to treasure every second of everyday. Thank you. There are four people who I can pin point for changing my life for the better- my old french teacher, my current English teacher, Madelaine Petsch, and you. Collectively, you’ve made me who I am today- a happy 14 year old who loves school, her family, friends and is making the most of every moment. I hope you read this comment and it makes you realise how much you mean to me despite the fact that you’ve never met me (it’s honestly one of my biggest dreams to meet you sksksk). Thank you Brittany, you mean so much to me:)💛💛 Alex xxx

[@jelenacvetkovic]

Oh my God, I cried at the end of her video and now I'm crying reading your comment...

[@alexlaurenroy]

Jelena Cvetkovic aw ily angel

[@jelenacvetkovic]

@@alexlaurenroy Lots of love from me! Keep up with positivity sweetheart! :-*

[@alexlaurenroy]

Jelena Cvetkovic 😚💛💛💛💛💛

[@jacqueb1441]

I’m at a really low point right now. The only person I have cheering me on is myself. I just have to keep going. I can’t stop. If the whole world says I can’t, that just makes me push harder.

[@jaydedipaolo9866]

Jacque B I’m cheering you on too! You got this!

[@jacqueb1441]

Jayde DiPaolo Thank You! ♥️

[@honeybeemoonlight8369]

I know you can do it! NEVER give up. Don't take the granted the love this life gives you!!!!!🌟💜

[@jacqueb1441]

Lizzy Da Kizzy ♥️♥️♥️

[@josephinefoley5088]

I'm cheering you on, you are loved and don't overwork yourself, you deserve the world

[@hifromthestudio]

Having just that one person rooting for you (a friend, family member, teacher, even yourself) makes the worlds of difference. Thanks for shining some positivity :)

[@saralawson5806]

why am i sitting on the school bus sobbing right now? love you!!

[@fivefootoneteacher]

Don't cry!!! Happy tears

[@saralawson5806]

@@fivefootoneteacher yes!! everything you were saying just hit me all at once and i realized that those were the words i needed today

[@melissataylor881]

Meal prepping for school lunches is something I reallyyy need to work on. Salad is a great idea!

[@sarahamelia4101]

“Staying up all night worrying about the ‘what if’s” really resonated with me. I definitely do that more often than I should. Thank you for opening up and allowing yourself to be a relatable inspiration for so many. I know it makes a difference to me. ❤️

[@teacherof20]

Sarah Amelia me too! I do it too much

[@sophievega4637]

i do that way way way too often

[@sophievega4637]

i feel that so much

[@hellothere3210]

Honestly... We need more people like you in this crazy and insensitive world that we live in. Lately, I've been allowing negative things from my past rule my mind, thoughts , and feelings. Not to mention that I have anxiety, depression, and BPD. Ms.Brittany, without leaving such a long comment talking about myself I will say that at one point I did attempted to end my life. I truly did because I just felt that worthless and unwanted. However, with the help of God, he brought in such a wonderful therapist that made me realize that I had so many people who truly cared about me such as my friends and family. Which is why I am pursuing a career in psychology to help others find their peace and value in this world. This video that you posted, was a sign from God to remind me, that I shouldn't allow anything or anyone bring me down. I shouldn't allow my past take away from the happiness that I can pursue... I pray daily to forgive and forget and to just focus on the moment. Thanks to you and this video, you gave me more hope that one day, I will be happy as I once used to be. Your video made me cry but from tears of happiness, if I found the light at the end of my tunnel once with the help of God, I know I will find it again with the help of God. And just an update... It's been two years that I've been clean from suicidal thoughts, feelings, and attempts. It feels good and I know one day I will overcome these mental illnesses and be happy once again. Thank you, Brittany. God bless you forever and always 💋💞

[@courtneyhardy8742]

You are such an inspiration! I am currently working on my M.Ed and licensure for elementary education and I know so many of us worry about the 'what ifs' of life and the unimaginable. Watching your videos on getting through the hard times and self-care is just so calming and inspiring. I hope to one day be the teacher students look up to, much like yours do today.

[@trevorlafalce5789]

Everything you say is so true and inspirational. I truly needed this today. College has been rough for me on certain days of the week because of a specific class. I am currently in a Culinary Arts program to acheive my degree, and then going on to get my teaching certificate afterwards to teach Culinary Arts to high school students to prepare them for college. Working in that specific class is way harder and more stressful than I thought. I am supposedly getting the "real feel" for this class, but getting yelled at and cussed at by the instructors, and making me feel like I am failing in the class is not what the real feel should be. I struggle with standing up for myself because of past experiences. I try to tell myself that once the semester is over, I won't have to worry about getting disrespected anymore in the program. I always look up to you for positivity, along with many other KZbin teachers who spread positivity. I spread as much positivity as I can every day, and I try to stay positive in my classes. It is hard, but I know it's possible. I know that I've mentioned how much I love your channel and your inspiration, and I just can't help but to keep telling you that because I need positivity and encouragement from people like you. You are so amazing and UNBREAKABLE!

[@RiannaNicole]

You're a beautiful soul Brittany! I don't know how I found you but YOUR light keeps me right here in your KZbin family. Self care is continuous and I am grateful that you share your journey, as a part of self care and healing. *insert virtual hug*

[@RiannaNicole]

Also, where did you get your glass Tupperware? Target? I want the square look like you use

[@hollyanncampbell]

It felt like you were speaking directly to me! Recently I’ve been so busy with getting ready for my teacher exams + staying on top of my classes that I haven’t been able to go out with friends much. Some people in my life didn’t like this and said some nasty things before walking out of my life. It’s been such a struggle some days believing that I’m not alone and that I am worth it, but your sweet message reminded me I am loved! Thank you so much, Brittany ♥️

[@jessicamunger9433]

It’s very important to practice self care. It can be hard to if you’re one of those people who puts everyone else’s needs above yours. I got through internship with that same mentality of “your students are rooting for you”. There have been times I wanted to just not be here anymore but I knew my students needed me here and that’s what grounded me.

[@MyDreamIsAStory]

I love your positivity. Last year was incredibly difficult after the loss of my dad and a horrible job experience. But right now I know I am where I need to be. I’m a substitute teacher and have been for a long time. I switched jobs briefly last year and it was awful. So I went back to subbing and to me it’s where I need to be. People keep asking why don’t I do something else and I don’t think I have to explain myself. I know God has me where I need to be. But one of my mantras is ‘always smile.’ Carley was a figure skater in Canada who had a rare cancer. She died a few years back at the age of 21. That was her mantra, No matter how hard it was, she always found a way to smile. There is a movie about her journey with cancer called Kiss and Cry. It’s beautiful and I wear her message everyday on a necklace or bracelet from the foundation her family started in her honor.

[@linakhosrovian1697]

You are such a beautiful light. Thank you for shining your light on the world and filling it with so much honest light. You are so brave and just a pure, light of a person. Thank you, thank you, thank you!!

[@lucyborba5350]

You are such an inspiration! You are a light...I hope you know that. I am in my first semester of student teaching (English, of course!) in California. Times do get tough and dark, but, as you said, there is a light at the end. We just need to keep working toward it. It is all worth it in the end. THANK YOU for being such an inspiration to me, to us, and to your followers.

[@lexicomer3364]

Not a teacher but a nursing student, just watch you for the positive vibes you put out & I live in Florida as well. I really needed the speech you gave, just feeling so weighed down by life’s crap 💩 you say you tell yourself you have students that are counting on you, I guess I can take that and say I future patients counting on me. Thank you. 💕💕

[@sajajaber1791]

Just watched this video and I am currently going through what I believe is the lowest I have ever been my entire life. Getting up in the morning is so incredibly hard. I feel like I am not alone because what you just described has been me for a while now. Thank you so much for this video.

[@lisettecruz946]

wowowowow I totally saw the notification for this video yesterday, but I’ve been so busy with college and life has just been so hectic that I just got around to watching it tonight and let me tell you- I’m almost positive that God made me wait until today to watch it because He knew today is when I’d need it most. It’s been “a weight” kinda evening, and this truly brought me to tears. I love your heart. Thank you for being a light and pouring out encouragement. ♡

[@Caroline-zq8is]

I can’t even compare to what you’ve been through and want you’ve experienced but this has definitely helped me looking at the brighter things and has motivated me to to keep going. I wish there were more teachers like you because it would help me so much. A teacher should never just be at school to teach. You have really showed that Brittany :)

[@amandazapata1644]

i've been having a really rough time with my anxiety this month. i've been having very serious anxiety attacks and i'm only in college. stress and anxiety can be really overwhelming, but it is so important to not let it consume u!! i needed this. you are an inspiration to me as an education major and someone who is really short as well! sooo proud of you and your strength.

[@sophievega4637]

Amanda Zapata you got this!

[@nataliemanriquez9380]

Brit, you are such a light. I feel like every time I watch your videos, I am talking to a friend. I aspire to be as positive as you to my students. I am so thankful that I came across your instagram. Your words and messages have been so uplifting. Thank you so much for having such a positive and real platform. You are doing amazing things and God is using you for great things. ❤❤

[@BettinaRae]

What a beautiful encouraging video. Thank you for being you. x

[@michaelhoward9414]

I love your positivity! Please never change who you are!

[@tonyayoung5422]

Thank you for this. I have struggled with anxiety my entire life. 2 years ago it got really bad but I picked myself up and I’ve been living almost anxiety free. After a stressful week of teaching and various factors I felt the same feelings and thoughts creeping up and started to panic. I didn’t want to go back there. This video helped me realize what I need to do to help myself and that darkness is normal and will come in and out. This video was the perfect start to my week.

[@natalieehendersonn]

You are so inspiring. Thank you for being you! You are a light and being able to watch your videos after a long day is such a relief. I'm currently a freshman in college and I miss my family, and I have so many worries like finding true friends, making better grades etc. You inspire me because of the joy you have in your heart. Even though I'm sure you struggle like the rest of us, you are such a positive role model. I want to be more like you!!

[@alliec7602]

You’re the one teacher that actually changes people’s lives. I’ve had teachers that don’t like their jobs and aren’t happy. Your students are lucky to have you.

[@Madelinerose23]

just wanna say I found your channel a few months ago and I've seriously binged all your videos, you're SO inspirational and amazing! I will be graduating in May with my degree in Early Childhood & Special Education and you seriously uplift me. Especially on tough days with student teaching! Thank you for your light!

[@Madelinerose23]

thank you for being SO REAL!!!

[@lilytotherow]

AH you are radiant! I hope you know how much light you bring to the world and the great impact you have on everyone around you! Sending so much love and gratitude your way!!💛

[@christinebogart3477]

Thank you for this. I needed a little boost for taking care of my nutrition for this coming week. It has been such a challenging school year, but yes, there are students counting on me to show up and do my best. Thank you for this reminder. 💙

[@leasimonexo5689]

you’re such an inspiration! keep doing what you’re doing, because you’re doing so so good! sending love from great britain xx

[@lucyerickson6639]

Wow you are such an inspiration! I'm in grad school working towards being a counselor. It's a really hard process and I sometimes struggle to find the motivation to get up in the morning too. But knowing that I will eventually meet my goals and be able to help and inspire others keeps me going. Thanks for being up and sharing your story!

[@emilyhart30]

I know that this may not get seen, but I knew I had to write this for you anyway. I'm about to start my freshman year at college for secondary English ed, and I've known that this is what I want to do with my life for awhile. The tricky parts like the pay or the recent acts of hate have deterred me a little but watching your light and your love for your school is so special. Your kids are so incredibly lucky to have you, and you're an inspiration to many. Well wishes for the rest of the school year!!

[@loveborders5779]

I’m a senior in college and I’m a secondary English Ed major and I love it!

[@gianawong9163]

You are truly a light! I have just started to watch your channel and man, you are such a gift! You were made for such a time as this! You impact so many and thank you for just being so real! We all go through so many hard and dark seasons and its so beautiful and important to be reminded that we are loved and we can get through this and there are people who root for us!

[@Doglovver53]

Gosh, I love this video so much. “What you are feeling now, is not your forever.” I love that. Brittany, you are always teaching me so much in your videos, teaching me that there is light in the darkness I’m feeling. Love you girl and hope you are doing well yourself. 😘

[@jessicaknablane2491]

Didn’t even know I needed to hear that message! You’re light and energy is contagious 🌟🌟

[@mrsloveandbeauty]

I needed this video SO badly today!!! I’m in the middle of teaching my own special ed class while simultaneously doing student teaching for gen. ed and doing the edTPA. So, just hearing these words of encouragement is so great. I know that if you can make it through everything you’ve gone through, so can I. It’s not the end and there’s always a light. 💖

[@kayliedurrant9454]

BRIT! i needed this. life has been so heavy lately. i cried when i saw you uploaded because you always make me feel better and remind me what is important.

[@bridgettehegarty7042]

I love this! Thank you for sharing

[@cami2398]

I rarely comment on videos, but I just wanted to say that I really needed this today. I can relate so much to all the things you mentioned about darkness taking over your every day, and making the simplest tasks a struggle, but hearing your voice of encouragement, was really the light I needed today. Thank you for being you and being such a beautiful bright light ❤️your students are so lucky to have you, and I'm sure you have made such a big positive impact on their life ❤️

[@courtneydillon5960]

I'm so glad I found your channel. Holy cow. I absolutely adore you and the light that radiates out of you. Thank you so much for this.

[@aripri4302]

You inspire me. I feel as of I'm at the lowest point in my life and watching you talk about stuff like this makes be feel like theres hope and I can over my anxiety and my doubt!! I love you so much.

[@kimberlymontgomery9195]

Literally bawling omg you have no idea how much I needed to hear this right now. You know how hard college is & it’s 1am & I’m currently sitting here wondering how I’m gonna get up for my 8am. This gave me the little motivation I needed. YOU are such a light ❤️

[@elena.ortzzz]

wow. i didnt think i needed something like this. but i did. so thank you

[@lattesdarling]

I love how organized your make-up is! I seriously need to get on that!

[@aneeka2497]

I just had a mental breakdown today, I was feeling like just losing it all, no purpose whatsoever. But I'm glad I watched this. I feel centered. I feel a little better, better enough to survive the week/storm. Love you so so much ❤️

[@jaydedipaolo9866]

Tasmia Alam I’m rooting for you! You’re doing great and I’m proud of you! You got this!

[@aneeka2497]

@@jaydedipaolo9866 thank you! I hope you're doing well too ❤️

[@katelynlucero750]

Thank you for the pep talk at the end of this video, Brit. My dad passed away unexpectedly in October and these have been the hardest months of my life. I’ve dealt with anxiety, panic, and extreme sadness. I am trying everyday and I’m glad you understand.

[@karliloving126]

Katelyn Lucero praying for God to bring you comfort!

[@rosevarela6763]

Keep going girl! You’re awesome! I’ve had those rough days as well where I question if what I’m doing is enough because I’m just a teacher’s assistant but at the end of the day when I get 40 hugs from all of my pre k kids, I know that I’ve been put there for a reason, for them ❤️

[@aaliyahjane538]

You are soooo inspiring. I hope you know how much you have an impact on people, and your students. You just made a very difficult time a little brighter :) thank you.

[@phoebecochrane9677]

Thank you. I really needed this. Today was a really difficult day and I’ve already been dreading tomorrow. Your words were exactly what I needed in this moment.

[@kenzieholliday64]

this video made me teary eyed, really needed this. sending love always- thank u for being a light

[@Krissy331]

❤️❤️❤️ I am literally tearing up watching this. The way what you’re feeling won’t be forever, wow I need remember that! I am glad you are finding that light again after everything. You are inspiring and a beautiful soul Brit.

[@taylynnletscher4438]

This video came to me at the most perfect time. Thank you for always being a positive light 💘

[@aubreyfarelli]

I just want to let you know that you’ve been such a inspiration to me. Your attitude about life is so refreshing. You make teaching sound fun and appealing. Maybe I’ll plan to be a teacher when I graduate. (I’m a senior)

[@jessescue7478]

Brittany, thank for your transparency ❤️ I’m currently student teaching and I have an auto immune disease and PTSD. Self care has truly given me freedom. I still struggle with adequate sleep and eating well, but I am getting better. Thank you for speaking truth and encouraging others to allow themselves to deserve better. I feel like you voiced the struggle I can’t find the words to describe. This gives so much life.

[@jessicas9866]

Whenever I feel down I love watching you! When I was student teaching I also had a hard time working with someone of a different teaching style. I was struggling with my exams at the same time and you just constantly reminded me that this truly is the best job to have. You are so amazing 💗

[@kellyconrad2260]

It’s like you knew I needed this!! I’m in my 4th week of student teaching high school choir, and last week I got really sick and missed a whole week of school. I was devastated because I so badly wanted to be there with them and continue to get to know them. Easily one of the hardest weeks of my life. Thank you for your inspiring content ❤️

[@madelinefranklin7394]

I'm student teaching high school theatre right now!! Yay arts ed! 💗

[@thecanadianclassicblog]

I needed to hear this message so badly!! Thank you for being who you are and sharing your inspiration and light on here. xoxo Love your videos!!

[@isabel.mercedes]

I failed my teacher exam. I have one left to get certified and I took it 8 times and I know someone out there will tell me that I didnt do my best. But truth is, I needed this encouragement. And Im so glad you reminded me that people out there are rooting ♥️

[@carterwarner1416]

This made me weep oh gosh. I've said it before and I'll say it again, I am so incredibly thankful that I get to see you in my feed, and I needed this video today more than I can ever really say. Thank you for sharing love and light and hope even when you've been feeling down. You inspire me to become a better person and a better student every single day, and the reminder that someone is rooting for all of us is so so important. Love this, love you! 💛💛💛

[@amandaleighcooper]

I’ve been going through a season for a while now... I needed this video more than you’ll ever know. Thank you so much.

[@accioanna]

Keep finding the light. You’re an inspiration even if you feel like you’re just getting by. You are in my prayers! Edit/ I see all my friends putting up positive quotes etc and just feeling like I’m drowning. It’s just really a relief to see even someone who seems so positive can also feel like they’re drowning sometimes but you choose life. I really appreciate this video so much. I’m in my feels.

[@lornatw]

❤️ I'm at that point and I've got a year before I apply for teaching jobs. This really helped me tonight to be motivated tomorrow. Thank you XX

[@tanyaroos576]

I feel like as teachers we are so tough. We have to keep smiling and pretending to be ok while in class. Deep down you just want to cry and feel like everything is falling apart.

[@jp_jocelyn]

I feel that you are one of the reasons for getting back on my feet. I currently feel like I've hit rock bottom and have been having a hard time getting back up. THANK YOU, Brit!

[@dannycarron1471]

Thank you that’s all I have to say u have changed my life and outlook on life thanks you so much for helping me ! Best of luck to you

[@mollymcdonough7513]

You are such a light to this world, love you ❤️ Thank you for giving me hope time and time again.

[@ashleybrookecraw4589]

Sweet friend, thought of you & every single person from a year ago.. You are the SWEETEST person & you are so genuine. I just love your channel, I just love you, & I just love your message! I know that Jesus is sharing your message to so many others (MYSELF INCLUDED!)! You’re just so great. Keep doing great things, shining your light so stinking bright, & keep hustling! ❤️

[@addison7063]

Absolutely love being early. But you know what I love more? Your positivity. Thank you for being so vulnerable, we appreciate everything that you do!! I love your videos!

[@danielledalton4394]

I needed this so badly today. Time to get out of bed and do the things. Thank you thank you thank you.

[@leahcathrine5373]

Your words are so touching, mean so much. Thank you for sharing this.

[@mv081804]

I love watching you. I loved the message in this video. Thank you for your kind words and always being the positivity everyone needs!

[@kaylaelizabeth613]

this really resonated with me, thank you. you are such a light to this world!

[@shaemcmanus-smith9937]

Your such an inspiration to me, I'm 18 and going through a hard time at the moment and this video is just what I needed. I'm currently living my dream of becoming a childcare teacher (0-5 Teacher) and I look up to you so much, lots of love from Australia.

[@marinagamby]

I loved this video! It’s so important to surround yourself with positive, uplifting people. Your KZbin fam is also here for your Brittany! 💛💛✨🌻

[@kaseypetrie9707]

You are such an inspiration❤️ I needed this today! Thank you for being you & inspiring struggling teachers like me 💗

[@susieshaker3482]

Im crying! This is just what i needed today. Thank you so much! Love you!

[@caseypender7415]

Brittany, you are a light for so many more people than you realize. I hope you know that and know that we are rooting for you. Much love and blessings ❤️

[@msirene1493]

Thank you so much for your video! it's amazing how god puts people like you in the life of someone that needs to hear those words. bless you:)

[@ilianaguerra2425]

i had such a crap day & really needed ur little positive pep talk at the end ♥️ i’m gonna be moving 3 hours from my family for college in the near future & we’re very close so i’m becoming more & more nervous combined w school stress & keeping up with lots of different personal things so thank you so so much for being so positive & helpful to so many people (:

[@Lexi-M]

So I’m a 22 year old who has no interest in becoming a teacher but I watch you because of your positive attitude and I just find you entertaining to watch! Lol thought I’d let you know that you have people who just watch for YOU because I know you’ve said before “if you aren’t a teacher this is probably so boring for you to watch”, but no! Lol I watch you because I enjoy your content and it’s really interesting to see your teaching style and the fact that you even have a channel while being a young teacher. Anyways, you’re the best!

[@morganolson8273]

You always seem to upload a new video at just the right time. Thank you for this! 💕

[@emilyjones7082]

I love your videos so much! I am currently a college student and every time I watch your videos I am so inspired to work harder for my classes. Also. Over night oats is my FAVORITE breakfast. I do oats, milk, frozen raspberries (they thaw out and have an amazing texture and taste) sometimes I add vanilla yogurt. Mmmmm so good!

[@elizabethtyson952]

You’re so awesome, love your channel and your positivity❤️your words speak loud sister!

[@averygould9879]

I needed this video what you said at the end made me realize and lot thank you!

[@msfidgetteach]

Thank you for posting this girl! I am over here crying

[@supshel]

it’s my first day of middle school ed clinicals today and this is just the video i needed to watch before i left for the school. i love you brittany ❤️

[@laurenwarner1014]

You are absolutely incredible. Thank you for the reminders!

[@katefry281]

I just wanted to say thank you, you have become such an inspiration for me. I feel like I'm at the lowest of lows and you seem to understand it and just describe it so well. thank you!

[@gracieanderson281]

needed this encouragement right now. thank you so much.

[@allisonlahet5857]

@fivefootoneteacher I lost my little brother in law unexpectedly to suicide on January 12th. I am a teacher too and had the hardest time going back to work after a week off for bereavement and the funeral. I felt like I lost myself and my luster. I’ve been struggling to feel the inspiration to teach again. To put that smile on my face for the kids. And I’ve felt guilty cause of that. Plus I haven’t been taking care of myself. I have been staying up too late because I’m afraid to sleep because of bad dreams and dragging myself through the day. I have been drinking when I should be doing something else to heal instead of masking the pain. This video really resonated with me. Sometimes it’s hard to take care of yourself especially when you need to most. And I need to make more time for me right now. Thank you 💕

[@allisonlahet5857]

Also want to mention how you bring up your struggles with staying up too late and eating out of the vending machine. Helps me realize change doesn’t happen over night and I shouldn’t expect that from myself..

[@hajrahr]

I found light by watching you!!!!! You are my inspire me every single second of my life❤️❤️❤️❤️ and I just want to like you

[@josiejaggers8810]

WOW! Such an inspiration! Thank you always for the words of encouragement!

[@dakotacorry4060]

you are a person radiating positivity and are truly inspiring. biggest inspiration to us all, thank you for everything you do

[@destinyrenee4005]

I'm really really glad you posted this today , I needed this so much , especially today, thank you so very much💘

[@shortmocha850]

All the feels with this video. This has helped me so much

[@emilytorres8913]

You’re truly an inspiration ❤️

[@jaedonrmuhl]

Sending love to you! You are so strong and such an inspiration! Thank you for all you do! 💛

[@phoebetillis4349]

This is the most real video I have ever seen on KZbin. Thank you for this

[@ashleeldixon]

i just got accepted into a teaching program after hesitating to apply for years and you and your channel are such an inspiration to me and to so many others. thank you, brittany 💗

[@eludeofsaturn]

i'm rooting for you, too. we've got this.