getting out of a depressive episode *motivational* vlog & super raw - living alone diaires ep.7

[@uchan9876]

I’ve been literally in the same mental situation and now I’m thinking it’s time to clean up my mess! you always motivate me😌thank you

[@nyki]

Aww yaay im glad this helped u!🥰

[@rahmahassaf2275]

I'm so proud of you for showing that. We appreciate you!!

[@ghoulish8492]

It’s not embarrassing, I’m right there with you. Definitely struggle with this all the way. Thank you for you rawness and relatability. Love you and your content always.

[@nyki]

Thank you love 🤍

[@ghoulish8492]

@@nyki 🥰🥰Of courseee

[@cartiersmuse]

i loved this video

[@jooheony5311]

Your true self is so cool and relatable. Thank you! Also loved the thumbnail and editing ~

[@nyki]

Aww thank you 🥺🤍🤍

[@cani.j]

Uhh girl, that's great! Like, finally, some real stuff. I for example I love nice things, I like it when it's harmonious, I'm a perfectionist. But there's also another side which is very normal. Beings messy sometimes (or even more than "sometimes") is totally fine. I embrace people on KZbin showing their real side. That's why I watch your videos. And also because I'm also Middle Eastern living in Germany, even in Berlin, 😄. Mach weiter so 🙃

[@nyki]

Aaa thank you haha what a coincidence!! I’m glad you liked the video dankeeeee🥰🥰

[@CosmicJack]

Yesss. I've been spending a lot of time in bed or accidentally losing a lot of hours. I appreciate your honesty with us so much. I've been basically trying to re-route and not nap but it's been super difficult. Also I didn't know that you had a hard time showing your personality on camera. Either way I think you are doing great. I think your video will have the affect you intended, that other people will also feel like it's okay to not do perfectly all the time or always meet your best level of expectations. I'm starting with the small things this evening too even though I missed class. I said if I missed class I would get more painting done so I am at least here mixing colours and going to do some experiments!! Thanks for helping us do better Niki.

[@CosmicJack]

I'm also trying a really adorable app called Finch that my friend also uses. It's helping me reflect a little during the day.

[@nyki]

Aww thank you for your kind words, I’m glad you enjoyed this video ! You’re totally right, small steps first! Dont pressure yourself too much, I’m sure you’re doing great!🤍🤍

[@CosmicJack]

@@nyki thank you :) I appreciate that a lot, I do tend to put a lot of pressure on myself haha

[@Vonnin133]

I like your life 🙂 cuz its like.. something basic instinct. And Natural👍👍 So Respect!!

[@marta_____]

Hello Niky!!! 💖 I hope you are having better days now. When my surroundings are messy it makes me feel bad too :( About video games, have you ever tried any app of those that just shut down the game after a maximum of hours played? Anyways, English is not my first language, so I hope you can understand me

[@nyki]

Hehe yes I do dw! English isn’t my first language either 🥰 thank you🤍🤍🤍

[@christinamarie3374]

Do you watch or listen to things in English to keep up your language skills? I’m curious if you begin to forget English if the people around you don’t speak English. When I tried to learn Portuguese, i learned so much in Portugal but then when I got back to my home, I noticed when I didn’t keep practicing it I would forget it. 😝

[@nyki]

Haha I’m exposed to English every day because of my friends or the videos I watch/ books I read, so I guess I keep up with the language in that way?☺️

[@ulisesarruel7829]

When you were vacuuming you looked tall. Lol How tall are you Niky?

[@nyki]

5'7 :D

[@Mimi-lm5fy]

youre german oh mein gott ‘altbauwohnung’ hahahah ich war so confused

[@nyki]

Hahaha jaaa:D

[@Lamp444]

I found your account trying to get back motivation while in a depressive episode and this helped alot🫶🏻

[@nyki]

I’m glad 🥰♥️♥️