GIRLS GONE FERAL & A CONFESSION... Spend The Weekend With Me! | Toxic Tears

I'm finally home and this weekend was pretty fun, lets catch up!
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[@kaliria3]

People have got to stop having an opinion on where you travel to and how you spend your money. You earned that money just like anyone else does at a job. And if anyone deserves it, it's you.

[@ToxicTears]

Thank you 🥲 Unfortunately some people don’t see it that way and I’m a sensitive soul hahaha. I should really just start being sassy and use it as promo 😂 “For as little as a dollar per month… you can support me on Patreon and REALLY piss off some strangers on the internet for some reason!”

[@kaliria3]

@@ToxicTears Do it. Give them all the sass!

[@kimkong1413]

As a proud member of the 40+ club: If you feel like going out and party with friends a lot at the moment: DO IT!!! Wear skimpy clothes, take silly pictures and laugh so much that your cheeks hurt the next morning!!! You don't owe the world perfection, you don't owe the world restraint, you don't owe the world sensible decisions only. Because there will be times when you might not be able to do the fun things for all kinds of reasons. And that will be ok, too! Your life is yours only and you can live it anywhich way you please. And we'll be cheering you on through all of it! Lots of love! 💚💜

[@lestatsluv317]

I went through that go-go-go feeling after I was in an abusive awful relationship between the ages of 20-24 and then, even when that relationship was done, I was extremely ill from my Crohn's disease so that for two additional years I was close to bedridden and still couldn't do anything. So at 26 when I found a treatment that actually made my Crohn's better and I was feeling closer to human, I wanted to almost make up for all the lost time (and I am not even someone who does a lot of going out usually....I'm an introvert who is often happier to stay at home...but I felt like I missed so much time). I think that's a natural thing when you have been freed from something like a controlling relationship. It's definitely something you have to keep in balance because every day can't be a party, like you said. But once you find that balance, you should enjoy going out and doing the things you missed out on for so long. And if that takes a little bit of time to find the balance, that makes sense because you were denied that for so long. Much love to you, Kaya!

[@kittykatkountry1317]

I hope she reads this. So well put

[@lestatsluv317]

@@kittykatkountry1317 Thank you! ☺ I don't know if this is something that all people go through after getting out of an abusive long term relationship or if it has to do with being in a relationship like that throughout your teens and twenties, but you really do look back with a feeling that you missed so much and you just want to be apart of life again, doing things with your friends, and living in a way you were not able to while you were in that situation. Part of why I think it takes time to find balance is because you are not yet used to the knowledge that you will be able to go out again whenever you want. I think you eventually become secure in that knowledge and that's when you start finding balance between going out and having down time.

[@joeyferguson840]

A real man never hits a woman. We've been known to cry sometimes as well......😼

[@screamingXsoul]

I left an abusive relationship in 2021 and I'm just now in the go-go-go/catch up phase. Hearing Kaya talk about how she's going through something similar and seeing your post definitely helps give me some clarity on why I'm having these feelings. Thank you, I really appreciate you sharing your story 💚

[@lestatsluv317]

@@screamingXsoul I am so happy that you got out in one piece. Sadly, with an abusive relationship, that is top priority and you figure out the rest once you are safe (whether it is being safe physically, mentally, or both). Be kind to yourself and be patient with yourself. It has only been two years so you are still healing and, just as you have to take care with a large, deep, physical wound while it heals, it is the same with the wound on your psyche that such a relationship causes. I know that sounds hokey but I swear, it's true. Abusive relationships of every kind cause you to go into survival mode and in survival mode, you lose touch with who you really are. My unsolicited advice is don't try to go back to who you were before...instead get in touch with the person you are now and rebuild yourself even stronger than you were before. You are still here. That relationship did not break you. And that is proof that you have the strength to get through the worst...although I sincerely hope that all of the worst is behind you and it stays behind you. I know being a survivor is like being a member of the shittiest club in the world but I believe survivors need to stick together. My name on here is my real name so if you ever need to talk, you can find me on facebook (that's the social media I am on daily) and also Twitter and Instagram (which I do not check often but I do check them from time to time and I will eventually see the message). I wish you all the love and light this life has to offer you! Much love to you!

[@hollypierce3076]

I'm American, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE TO LISTEN TO YOU AND YOUR FRIEND SPEAK!! Your accents are so beautiful!

[@RollingDutchmann]

her friend has that beautiful stereotype accent

[@hollypierce3076]

@@RollingDutchmann yes the very thick accent that is just amazingly beautiful!🖤🦇🖤

[@CazHbokbok]

You’re one of those people who will only get happier as you get older. One by one you let go of silly hang ups - people’s opinions, your own body image, existential searching. I love getting older. (Having financial stability helps) *love from a former Slimelight regular. Xx

[@nichole_maxinebrown9127]

Doll! That part where you said you live in a constant state of people are going to be mad at me is like same though. After my first marriage ended I spent a year in that mindset & now with my second marriage I know he won't ever be mad at me over all the stuff my ex was & yet I do still find myself thinking that he may get mad at me. It's a real struggle when you've been in an unhealthy relationship to bring that with you everywhere for a while. It's normal, you'll get through it. Just try not to allow that thought to take over. When it creeps up just remind yourself that you don't have to answer to anyone. You're doing great loves!

[@ToxicTears]

For me it’s also a consequence of growing up online and being criticised by strangers for so many years! At one point it got really bad and I believe it caused me quite a lot of damage. Now even though it’s not so bad anymore, and when I avoid seeing any of it, I have all these little voices in the back of my head saying all the horrible things I worry people could possibly say. It’s a strange one for sure!

[@Daelyah]

​@@ToxicTears Same, I get too worried over how others perceive me, and have to keep reminding myself to live my life for me. Hugs and sympathies from an anxious, introverted goblin from the states. 🫂✌️

[@carriefuller9939]

I know this is strictly a para social relationship , but I wish I had girlfriends to hang out with like this. I guess for now, I'll live vicariously through you. Lol. Love your content and your aesthetic.

[@LunaBriarRose]

Same I was watching and literally thought the exact same thing lol

[@Karasus_drug_dealer]

SAME

[@Daelyah]

Hehe, mood😅

[@tootynuggets]

Same. I was just diagnosed with high functioning Autism at 35 which explains why it's so hard to keep relationships. I like watching people like her because it allows me to be at least a little normal?

[@carriefuller9939]

@@tootynuggets I've never been diagnosed with high functioning autism but in college I was formally diagnosed with ADD. I'm interested, how do they diagnose autism? They put me through the ringer with tests for my ADD.

[@Erica-jn1pq]

The sweet pittie in the back 🥺 glad he’s getting a pup cup! Also glad you’re having fun adventures with friends

[@TheGhoulieGamer]

Your description at the ending is basically how I feel these days. I wasted my late teens until my mid 20s on someone that didn't give a shit about me, then mid 20s until the end of my 20s I spent working all my time away for ungrateful people. Now I'm in my 30s and I'm just like "Fuck". O.O

[@suzannecontant]

You were trapped for so many years. You deserve to live your life. Enjoy yourself! I was trapped in a shitty situation for most of my adult life. By the time I got out of it I was physically disabled and could no longer go out. I am absolutely loving seeing you have so much fun with a great group of friends. Live in the moment, live life to the fullest! Seize every opportunity for fun that you can.

[@BlackIDove]

I'm 38 and still feel like I'm just 'existing', so thank you for letting me live vicariously through you. Also - I've never lost the ability to see your Instagram posts/stories so I don't know WHAT Instagram is doing. Love you! ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@brandonortiz4942]

So many have said this already, but I'm so happy to see you shine these last few months! Now, I wouldn't call it 'existential", more like a reaction to being cooped up for so long. It's natural. Now sounds like you are ready settle into more of a "work a little, chill, have fun, chill, work a little, etc..." Finding your own routine or stability. It really sucks to feel like you've wasted time. You're allowed to feel shitty about that. But take solace in knowing that you have so much time before you & so many new memories to make.

[@styxthistle497]

Hey, I relate to the bodily struggles. While I've never worn anything like that, let me tell you that people of whatever shapes and sizes can rock the "skimpier" kinds of clothing because I find their confidence very admirable. While we will all be harsher on ourselves, just keep that in mind. Hey, one of these days I might pluck up the courage to go out in shorts and a loose crop top like a guy from the 80s. I've worked hard on getting fit so why not experiment

[@big_bilyxoxo8314]

I love your energy with your friends, I'm happy to see people actually enjoying time with their friends and goofing around

[@ferretthegremlin]

I love how chaotic your entire vibe is ❤❤

[@christophergay7051]

Totally feel the making up for lost time vibe. It feels like from the moment I started college to age 35 was almost all business, paying student loan debt, working 2-3 jobs, and trading time with friends for overtime. I finally made it into a steady career in 2020 and started going back out, but then that little pandemic thing stole 2 more years. The past 7 months have been a hard burn, lots of soul searching, personal development, and admittedly a bit of burnout, but a massively good enjoyable experience making up for lost time.

[@GothicDragonfly]

Omg that outfit reveal was good and that outfit was mind blowing!! You inspire me to dress more like that when it will get warmer!

[@pilesofpeonies]

I'm so happy that you have a supportive and loving friend group and I adore seeing you going out and doing stuff. You literally GLOW and it's impossible not to feel so happy seeing it ❤❤ Prouda youuuuu!!

[@motherbatqueen]

Seeing you love your life so freely is such an infectious happiness. 🥺🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 You deserve the WHOLE WORLD

[@imperiousa1413]

Since you spent many formative years just playing house you really didn't get to find yourself. Everything now is an adventure and a new piece of yourself found or re-discovered. Don't be afraid to do everything but remember you can pace yourself because all that time is yours now.

[@kaskus7147]

Being afraid that people are going to be mad at you is a trauma response. It is normal when you have been in a relationship where you are always trying to manage your partners emotions. If you can try and remind yourself that you are in control now every once in awhile it will help. You deserve to have your feelings. Be they good or bad, you do not have to censor yourself out of fear anymore. Have fun, be happy, feel free, and know that we support you in all of it.

[@CATcatCATwoof]

When you're an old granny, you'll look back at videos and pictures of you now and say how beautiful you were. Your body changes all throughout your life. Each shape is a unique and wonderful form.

[@marisa4040]

Thank you! Every time I watch your vlogs it gives me the confidence to do something I always wanted to do. Last year it was to go to a concert (which I did!!!) now It's to do a road trip! I've always wanted to travel with my friends even if it's a short one! Thank you for being my confidence and like always, amazing video!!!

[@katiannmurray2890]

Think of it this way. Your time relaxing and playing house now is for YOU. Not for someone who took your time for granted.

[@Nataluchi]

I just wanted to say that I feel so fucking seen when you dress like you dress, when you just exist. I'm 175, not even that tall, but where I live I'm considered to be freaking massive and we have very similar body types. I have never seen someone like me irl. Most girls are 165 and weight like 45kg. It makes me so incredibly happy to see someone like me online. You look gorgeous ♥

[@littlebloodymarie8717]

SAME

[@AKaDuaTufUrBiu]

I feel your comment about the Wasted Years so very hard; I wasted so many years giving everything I had to play house & dedicated myself solely to this other person. When I love, I love hard, but it was more of trauma, gaslighting, & fear disguised as love. I wasted a decade & couldn't cash in on the suffering I endured. So, when I finally got the chance to Do Things it quickly became DO ALL THE THINGS!!! GOOO!!! That lasted for a while, but then I pulled back & just soaked in Myself (having chronic illness will help shove you down sadly, but), it helped me realize Ok, You Gave It All You Had in those years; yes, the person is gone due to their own idiocy, but you gave everything you could & that's what matters. Nothing of anything I did was faked or conned. That helped me come to terms & peace with the Lost Years. I'm so THRILLED to see you getting back to You! You are amazing & deserve people around you who see that.

[@122Kittykat]

I get you. I got married at 21 and settled down. My first husband went out every night, partying, drinking, and doing drugs. I would be home and most of the time I would be home babysitting other people's kids while they were out partying. Finally, I got tired of it and booted my husband out the door let me tell you, I went wild. Every night I was out and partying. I had so much fun. Some friends and I would go out dancing and drinking. SO MUCH FUN! I finally met my current husband and settled down again. This time I am happy and content. Go out, and have fun! Do what you want and don't let anyone get in your way! And another subject, I loved the music in your video. So good!

[@ZidanelovesGarnet1]

Honestly, can relate about the existential crisis feeling. And kind of went through the same after my last relationship, and even now it’s still me getting anxious about my now fiancé being mad at me. He’s just like “no I’m never mad at you” which is still a lot for me to understand lol 😅 sending love to you and your friends. Felt like I had a ghouls night out! Let’s do it again 😌

[@Mudawar2808]

You just keep looking better and better each time 😍🥰🖤 We are so proud of you!

[@tiffanyvalkyrie458]

I love what you said about feeling like your just existing and not living..I wrote a poem called I'm not living just surviving and you explained my emotions perfectly. You're brilliant and I love to see you so happy and living but also acknowledging that it's ok to just be sometimes. Love your videos and looking forward to the next one! 🖤

[@greeniejoey]

Let me put this is way it's simpler to understand. You did some "spring cleaning" on your life and those surrounding you. One you released the things that no longer resonated with you, it makes room for things meant for you and meant to enter your life. ❤ Enjoy it. Be happy Kaya.

[@w.m.8126]

This is the kind of girls night I need lol 🖤💕 (ps- y’all are frickin gorgeous) Edit: I completely understand what you’re saying at the end ! I was very similar after two of my most significant breakups (one abusive), and it took a couple years to find a new ‘normal’. Won’t say it’s always perfect or the most balanced, but two of the largest blessings were having wonderful friends and having joyous experiences with and without others (the same you mentioned).

[@shaygreene9046]

I feel for you in how you felt. I left a 12 year relationship where I played housewife too and I did absolutely nothing and went nowhere and had no stories. Live your life and grow and feel alive. You earned it! 🖤🙌

[@cathrineruthborgersen2941]

You look so much more happy. 🖤 Love to see you having fun with friends. Can't wait to see more. 🖤🥰

[@Hannah-hx5sp]

I love to see you out living your life. Don't beat yourself up, its just a thing you need to get out of your system and things will come into balance again. You can't rewrite the past either, make the most of what you CAN do NOW. Love x x

[@greeniejoey]

KAYA!!!! I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU HAPPY AND THRIVING!!!! ENJOY YOUR LIFE AND ALL THE BLESSINGS COMING IN!!! CELEBRATE 🎉🎉🎉

[@nixiemoonflower]

So great to hear your giggles 🤭 with your friends.

[@CrypticJasmine]

Sincerely it makes me so happy to see you having fun with your friends!

[@KelseyBeePink]

I love seeing you having fun dressing up, going out, and hanging out with tons of friends! I'm sure you were doing this a bit before Covid, but it's so amazing to see it happening rn 💕

[@ToxicTears]

I honestly really wasn’t! Before covid I had maybe two proper friends that I didn’t get to see very often and a few others I’d see very very rarely. Almost never went out, definitely didn’t go clubbing, mostly just learned to entertain myself with little nature walks and stuff which was nice but there was definitely a hole there. I used to cry all the time about being lonely and wishing I had friends and I just didn’t know how to find them. And now I’m suddenly so blessed to have a lot of really amazing people in my life. It’s been so healing ❤️

[@KelseyBeePink]

@@ToxicTears I''m so happy for you Kaya 😭🖤 I've been watching your videos for 9 years now and I'll never know you personally. However! These recent videos are the happiest I've seen you. It's amazing what happens when you slough off abusive people in your life

[@SamBrez]

Trust me, you want to stop thinking about the "what if" and "what could have been" because you will not move forward. You now have a fresh start and a new chance to do the things you can do and enjoy life more. I did the same and then got really ill with chronic illnesses and now I can't do the things I wanted. I enjoy life as best as I can and made my life meaningful now.

[@Taylalovesart]

Absolutely love to see you smiling and having quality friend time 💜 You seem like a really fun person to hang out with ☺️ hope you feel better

[@kimkong1413]

That one clip where you guys were dancing and the other music played over it: That was soooooo beautiful! For some reason it nearly made me cry 😅Lovely blog and so fun to watch!!!

[@FayRyzval]

Don’t feel like you aaaabsolutely have to have "downtime" if you don’t feel up to it and have the means to go out. As long as you’re not exhausting yourself mentally and your bank account, you’re allowed to have fun and go a little crazy! I mean most people have a few years of only doing that so don’t feel bad about it

[@taylordfghfh]

Kaya im currently 19 and in a similar situation to the one you spoke about at the end of the vid, stuck in a miserable house and awful relationship hoping and waiting to actually live, you give me hope that I will get to

[@qraveyardrats]

I'm so happy for you, and I'm so happy and relieved that things for you have gotten better. 💗

[@Hinahon]

GIRL ! Enjoy life don't worry about what people will say. I am going to Bern this summer for gigs and I just impulsively decided to get tattooed there. So it will be a crazy expensive trip between hotel and tattoo and random other fun stuff planned and I'd probably be judged by people for it, but we should enjoy life while we can

[@Hinahon]

I indeed went to Bern, got tattooed, went to a cheese restaurant, went on a beautiful train ride... Everything was fucking worth it and amazing ❤️

[@holly1594]

I relate to you so much I'm 17 and was in a abusive relationship for a year and a half and now that I'm over that and focused on my self I hate being alone I love staying active and going out with friends who I never spoken to during that relationship and now that all these good people are in my life I never take a second of it for granted

[@bioluminescentlyunfolding5716]

Relating so hard to what you said about wanting to Do All The Things. Between spending too long in an unhealthy relationship, health issues and the pandemic, I've kind of relaunched myself into the world, and I find that any time I miss out on an event or a social thing because I get sick or mix up dates or things clash, I have to really catch myself on and go "no REALLY, there will be more good times!" I think there can be a lot of low-key trauma attached to that feeling of our lives not being our own, and then suddenly having that autonomy, and I keep hearing different people say things lately like this: they've got FOMO, or they're down on themselves because they feel they're not productive enough even when they're super busy. But even apart from individual circumstances, we all just went through this giant society-wide Thing where we could've died, and some of us lost people, and now it's hard to get a balance of "life is there to be grabbed and savoured" vs. "but I've only got two hands to grab it with!"

[@MacaldaReye]

I know that feeling of existing but not living, I have a visual disorder and I live in central Canada so there’s not really any public transport, obviously trains are not a thing here, it’s a very car centric place, but there aren’t even things like public buses or anything where I live, so I’ve been going through some existentialism myself knowing that I’m kind of trapped and if I don’t do anything now I’m gonna be stuck here for the rest of my life, there’s no people here for me to meet, I’ve never been in a relationship I sabotaged myself with low self esteem my whole life, so I’m planning on actually moving to Europe next year! So I can finally live somewhere a little more friendly to ppl who can’t drive, I hope i can meet ppl, and like you said, finally be able to do the things I never got to as a teenager (I just turned 28) So yeah, I don’t know where I was going with this, but I hope we both find our way and out happiness!

[@og5uh]

Thanks for sharing your experiences. It helps make us all feel a bit less alone!!

[@AnnieNorthman89]

I know exactly what you mean about not being able to live your life and have all the fun you can and not being able to stop. I’m not a big partier but I like being able to just go out and have fun; a little taste of freedom with no restrictions. Now that I have it, I just want to go to all of the places. I’m very introverted so I like being able to go out and come home 😊

[@lindsaylobotomy4355]

It's so nice to see you having so much fun!

[@iamcaz]

You don't sound braggy!! You sound grateful. You deserve happiness and fun. I am so glad for you x

[@Lynn-64]

Its so nice seeing you so happy and laughing. Just enjoy this time and your friends.

[@amurphy61497]

I love these vlogs because it is so wonderful to see you having a good time. I understand your existential crisis I have the same thing going on with me. I hope you keep going in the great direction you are and keep sharing with us sweet lady!!

[@Willow76ny]

None of us are born with an instruction manual or a map on how to live. You do what you want to do. I just turned 47 and have a ball going to comic cons. It’s your life, have fun doing what you want. ❤

[@serinachilders74]

Keep hanging in there, take care of yourself, you will find a balance between rest and fun time. Just curl up with kitty from time to time, animals are great healers.

[@cyborg_siren]

Holy shit, I've never been faster to a video.

[@BrittanyIttany]

Same! I was like whooooa I'm 2mins in! I'll gladly take 2nd 😅 🖤

[@nicoleballato4912]

Always love seeing you happy and having fun❤

[@KatherineYoung]

I am so glad you are taking time back for yourself! ❤❤❤

[@janiebrossmann1178]

Talk about a wild weekend…glad you had a great time with your friends 🖤🦇keep living your life the way you want because you deserve it 😊

[@HaydzerSpellman]

You’ve come so far darling.. live life to your fullest potential and rock on and keep being you!🖤

[@alowenhayes1421]

I love seeing you doing things and be happy, you deserve it ❤

[@sicnocturnal2165]

we love to see you thrive! keep living life at your own pace

[@christiebecerril8113]

So happy to see you out and about doing things with friends! Really excited for all your future plans!

[@roseyherber]

So good to see you on the up and up, sending love ❤

[@toedlicherlusthase]

What a fun time you had that weekend!! 😊 Much love.

[@victoriagreenfield5781]

Love you girl! Feel better!

[@travismorse4762]

It's great to see you and your friends having so much fun.

[@guruguru00]

I really love seeing you happy and enjoying yourself with friends! And I feel you, I really never had the chance to enjoy things that normally a teenager would growing up, due to a lot of bullying and depression so when I went to college I had high hopes. It wasn't that good actually 'cause stress and all the mental stuff remained so when I finished it and improved mentally, I went into a void where felt like I really didn't enjoyed my life. But then after the pandemic I realized that I'm still alive! And it's not like the great opportunities had ended. Just have a bit of patience with yourself so you can start to heal and living for real. You've overcome a lot of things and you're still here, you are still being you. And that, my friend, it's the best realization. Greater things are going to come for sure ❤🖤

[@alienaf8151]

with your existential crisis point I think I felt the same when I went to uni and broke up with my ex of 3 years, cause I came from the middle of nowhere and didn't do anything without him and was just very isolated, I think it's very normal to have a bit of a mad phase then kind of settle into life after you kind of feel like you've been making up for lost time. I think my chaotic phase lasted for a couple of years and now nights out and travelling feel like a special once-in-a-while thing again ❤ (also I'm so glad you've gotten your life back, it's so amazing to see you having friends and doing things again xx)

[@thetrapdoor6194]

Great job on getting all that footage organised n starting the editing! It was wonderful to see you out having fun with friends, excited to see more of that 💜🤟

[@shannonemerick7532]

I'm so glad you are doing better and amazing things are happening for you. You absolutely deserve it and know that we're all here behind you

[@smokeasmrme]

TY FOR VLOGGING!! IVE BEEN NEEDING MORE GOTH VLOGS AND YOU HAVE BLSSSED ME WITH ONE TODAY THANK YOU

[@Dreadfuldowner]

So so happy to see you’re just living your life the way you want to!! Omg, you’ve come so far 🥹💖💖 so proud of you and happy for you!!

[@CaveMaam3]

So good to see you Kaya!!! Youre on it! Keep enjoying life and exploring. ❤

[@CrystalsnGems]

It’s great to see you so happy! 💗🌸 Keep doing YOU! It’s never too late to see the world, learn new things, create, evolve! You’re doing awesome!

[@ell0.mp3]

It’s great to see you having fun with friends :)) such fun content 🤘🏻

[@jrw2696]

Its good to see you genuinely happy. Love your adventures and can definitely see the confidence change.

[@emmz....]

I miss having fun💜

[@Fubs_the_queen]

It was so nice to watch this. I’m currently completing my masters thesis and it felt like a night out with the girls that I can’t have lol

[@firecaller]

Sending love from the states! ❤ keep it up!

[@keagansmith7702]

I am so happy that you did this, I have been in a weird state lately and seeing you go out and have fun was so inspirational. I love the fact that I can relate to you and how you feel about life. keep it going

[@qwistie21]

So happy to see you happy 💜🌹

[@alsmirle]

loved this! great vlog, great chat at the end... keep up the great work xo

[@rachchchchchch748]

Yass girl, YASS!! Live out your dreams, I love seeing you happy and living your beutiful life ❤ love you!

[@conniedurvin6395]

What a lovely, chatty vlog! I especially appreciate the last few minutes of you just sharing. You're a voice for so many people who can't or don't want to publicly tell what they're going though. Bless you. 🥰🥰🥰 So glad you're having such a wonderful time with your friends, and super glad you're feeling more self-confident. And I hope you feel better soon!

[@gabrielladuca1709]

Oooh bad girls have fun, great! 🖤🖤🖤🦇🦇🦇

[@baaelee]

It's so wonderful to see you having fun and LIVING!! I'm so happy for you. Been following you for many years now and I'm glad you're getting yourself back

[@KingPLUR]

Love the fact that some hardcore was playing at 3:03 what a vibe ❤🎉 love ur vids sm !!

[@gogames31]

You seem to be so much happier having fun with your friends. Happy for you,babes❤

[@LunaBriarRose]

It makes me so happy seeing you going out and having fun! I wish I had a group of girlfriends to go do fun stuff with to so it's nice to watch these videos lol. I'm so glad you're constantly doing better. 🖤

[@waterwitch8902]

Girl your beautiful and your looking and sounding so much better. Stay healthy, happy and safe always. Blessed be ❤

[@dthomas28]

Hey! I love watching your shenanigans. You make me laugh and enjoy the time you spend with your friends. I loved the 2nd night out bronzer look on you. You always have cool makeup styles. Get well soon!❤

[@aimeet6681]

It’ll definitely take u some time after being in that long of a relationship for u to b able just b ok with being content by urself and not always doing things etc. but it will come and I have faith in u! I’m so glad to c u out and doing things and having lots of fun with ur friends and I’m sending u lots of hugs and good vibes!

[@deepsea_12]

Keep doing what makes you happy and everything will fall into place ❤

[@daviddelano-oakes1082]

That looked like a really fun weekend good for you for having fun 😊

[@marieelenagarcia998]

Love you! Keep doing these blogs and having a good time! You’re beautiful 🥰❤️

[@frankiefranklin9761]

The people are gonna be mad at me for doing things you want to do and can afford to do even if it's impulsive is trauma response. I still get it occasionally and I have been out of the relationships a long time 💜

[@Sian-Asher]

I can’t even begin to explain how happy it made me when poison started playing at the beginning 😂 just when I thought your music taste couldn’t get any better 😆🫶🏻🖤