GLOW-UP DIARIES ✨releasing anxiety, self-care, journaling & cooking nourishing vegan meals🌱mtl vlog

IG: leahsfieldnotes 🧚 been feeling extra down this winter so here's what i'm trying to boost my mood a little🌱
Finding my mental balance is truly a lifelong journey! But hopefully, this video makes you feel less alone :)
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[@Coco-po1yo]

I think what draws people to you is your personality, perspectives, honesty/openness, and the effort you put in to self-growth and improvement. Rather than trying to appeal to the masses like analytics encourage, I think it’s better for you to focus on showing yourself and your journey through life. As someone who does analytics as a job, I see people make this mistake all the time where they lose sight of the value they’re trying to bring for the sake of improved metrics. I watched you a couple years ago and I can tell you’ve grown a lot since then! You’re doing a great job :)

[@leahsfieldnotes]

Awww thank you for the advice! It seems like common sense and it’s what makes me happier too but your reminder is so important 🥺💗 I really appreciate it

[@Coco-po1yo]

@@leahsfieldnotes You got it! :) We all want to see you happy too. Trust yourself and have fun with it, you’ve got the storytelling/filming/editing skills to back up your content so everything will fall into place!

[@leahsfieldnotes]

@@Coco-po1yo omg i need you in my life 😭😭😭😭

[@davinarobertson47]

@@leahsfieldnotes i love u

[@spacebar9733]

Also she's a great filmmaker. edit: but you said that 🤐

[@leahsfieldnotes]

your Sunday Surprise!! 🍄i linked the journalling prompts in the vid bio but if you have more recommendations please share them below! 🎁 (look out for another vloggy gift for you right before Christmas Eve🎄)

[@saia1590]

a wonderful surprise

[@georgiachen2426]

omg leah thank u so much! u work so hard 💗 super excited for this vid

[@isabellamaycrozier9984]

Thank you thank you thank you 🙏🏻

[@niedzielaart467]

aaaaaah im so excited!!!

[@peachysoulstudy]

Aww it's was so wonderful 🥰 thank you so much Leah! Can't wait to watch this video ❤️❤️❤️

[@lilyann8080]

This video in summary = 🌜🍄🌱🍃🤍☁️🍊☕️🏔📖

[@joshuabenjamin7969]

And ♊️ :)

[@zotea425]

exactly

[@yyy8201]

I literally could watch a 1 hr video of you just breathing and it would make my week

[@anelsoto9689]

same

[@wearilive]

I feel this big time on the KZbin, the balance is so hard

[@hiranfatah9341]

I neeeed this after getting rejected ny dentistry university this video is a necessity. blessing us all. I will use these tips for naking my videos as that is my second position after dentistry.

[@phoebegoh4031]

sorry to hear about that :”( fellow uni applicant who also got rejected rejected by one of my top choices recently ops... keep your head up and hope everything works out okay :)

[@Mangoyoghurt]

DON’T GIVE UP. I didn’t enter Med school for 3 times!

[@candyyy6690]

wish u the best and goodluck on ur life journey ;)

[@hazelphanchang-basra2302]

I'm hoping to apply for dentistry too but I have sooo much anxiety about my grades, whether I'll achieve grades that are good enough, whether I'm even good enough for the dental schools up against all the other more intelligent students competing for the limited spots. I really want to do dentistry more than anything, I've loved my work experience and I've enjoyed learning about it in my wider research so much, it's just a little daunting when thinking about all the entry requirements and competition

[@susanzheng4022]

good luck and keep going! I applied for dentistry last year and I got 3 rejections from dental schools before I got my only offer 💞

[@aniya2633]

Yess thank you, you always arrive right on time when I need motivation. You could sit in front of the camera doing nothing and I’d want to put my life together lmao. Can’t wait!!

[@leahsfieldnotes]

LOL love you 💗💗💗

[@leafKNOWtrace]

First, I love your thumbnails. They’re so cute and inviting. Don’t sweat it. Second, your channel has evolved so much and I’m grateful for it. It’s like we’re all glowing up together 🥺 I’m excited to see you keep growing and evolving in whichever direction life takes you. (Also yes pls make a playlist of your jams🎶)

[@minimanomanimo9921]

AAAAAAAAH THANK YOUUUU SOOOO MUCH FOR THIS, THIS IS WHAT I REALLY NEEEED

[@davinarobertson47]

what did it help u with?

[@mewliaa]

Leah, because you are such a sensitive person, I could sense these bad feelings you had/have about obligation and expectations the last few weeks. I think we can all feel the message you want to pass through emotion and this shows you are a huge gift from the world because you can make people feel happy just by existing. I believe this trait you have is what made us so relaxed/relieved through your videos (more than what you were actively doing in these videos). That's why I always want you to be well! I care about and admire you a lot!! So please don't overwork yourself, Leah! We will always be here for you 💚 keep fighting (sorry if it's not understandable, english is not my first language)

[@tiemishibata97]

Leah is so legit, it's so refreshing seeing someone being vulnerable, but not romanticizing hyper vulnerability. Her vids always make me feel motivated, 'cause she makes life seem simpler and prettier. Always sending love and good thoughts, take care and keep being your authentic self ❤

[@karmachimidem5832]

I did all my assignments now I can watch your blogs as a reward ✨ this keeps me soooo motivated 😌 thank youuuu. You make me want to start my own channel FR

[@clara-ye9jm]

hahaha please do and coment here then! i'd sure follow u :33

[@leahsfieldnotes]

Omg do it!!!

[@karmachimidem5832]

@@clara-ye9jm awe that’s so sweet 🥺

[@chwewoozhui]

i love your thumbnails! also, thank you for another video❤ we appreciate your efforts💖

[@leahsfieldnotes]

aww thank you for your encouragement 😭💗

[@shambhavisharma2592]

I'm preparing for med entrance and I'm very sensitive to confrontation and/or failure because I've never had both (not bragging) therefore I'm so scared of not succeeding, this gave me a lot of warmth and comfort, thank you ♥

[@riddhasinha5284]

From one aspirant to another, you got this ❤️

[@shambhavisharma2592]

@@riddhasinha5284 Aw thank you! I hope you well too ♥😊

[@jennysingnan9349]

Whenever i feel burnt out , leah 's videos really help me to find myself back . Love you leah and wish you all the best ❤❤😊

[@MarrtaDomingo]

Hi Leah! Just commenting to thank you for being honest and entertaining us during this really bad time! You have made this 2020 a little bit better! Don't be too hard on yourself!

[@kimberlychong5956]

leah! i know you always ask us how we’re feeling and that we shouldn’t be too harsh on ourselves, but remember, you should too! we love you leah and support you if you decide to take a break from the anxiety and all these numbers! ♥️ love you leah

[@kajasorensen]

this finally inspired me to write out my own feelings after being mentally congested for so long

[@saintelisaiasthegreat1021]

My cat just died and I don’t really know what to feel. He was a big part of my life. But this video helped me to calm a little down. Thank you♥️♥️

[@jennyyj1933]

Same thing happened to me ... Hang in there ❤️

[@saintelisaiasthegreat1021]

@@jennyyj1933 thank you♥️

[@julie_s8689]

I’m really sorry for your loss wish you are better now! And kinda random but time really heals 💛

[@saintelisaiasthegreat1021]

@@julie_s8689 thank you so much♥️♥️merry Christmas♥️

[@omidegio]

Loosing pets are one of the worst feeling

[@cohesivequantities]

watching you gain power from reading the grocery store items and then moments later, hittin the ginyu force formation has given me the life I didn't know I needed. hope in humanity has been restored

[@hnp1204]

Hi 😁. I just started watching you recently, during exam week when I was really stressed. You really make me so happy, you make me wanna look forward to life. Your smile, your kindness and positivity make me feel like it's all going to be okay. I'm an aspiring psychologist/ therapist and you make me feel like I can achieve all my dreams. ☁️✨

[@leahsfieldnotes]

Oh wow!!! I believe you can do it, I’ll visit your office for a session one day :)

[@minimanomanimo9921]

Dear Leah! In fact, our names totally affect what we are like, that's numerology. Each name has its own vibration, that vibration is caught by ouw brain and well a lot of things happens, the point is,,, those vibrations help to build our personality because of the vibrations uwu

[@genesisg8403]

My names Genesis but I feel it hasn’t affected my life at all 😕 it means “the beginning”

[@juhivyas1504]

Wow, that’s such a fascinating insight. ✨

[@felicitase9727]

Leah I am so thankful for having found your channel and you are such an inspiring person! I hope you don’t feel pressured by views and likes. You are enough and we love you!

[@leahsfieldnotes]

Thank you Felicitas, it really means a lot to me 🥺💗 love you so much!!!

[@LilyRose-ll8mq]

leah, i know this is an old video, but the introduction really spoke to me so much. i’m struggling as well with my hobby becoming my job, and it’s been very stressful. you are a great reliever of my stress and i hope that you as well will be able to find something to relieve these pressures your feeling 🤍

[@rachellelui]

I’m here for leahs glow up diaries mentally physically and spiritually 🥺❤️

[@jasminehuang4563]

here's the fact: your videos are the best of the best! i can rewatch your video 3 times or more (rarely do that to other youtubers). i'm always waiting for your videos because you are the most consistent youtuber in terms of quality.

[@leahsfieldnotes]

Wow I’m honoured thank you 🥺💗

[@DoroCubillo]

I needed to hear this so much 🥺♥️... I’m not crying, promise 🙈🙏🏾 thank you for sharing!

[@juliaerikabeltran8978]

really like how calming your videos are. makes me relax after a depressing and stressful day. love you and ur content so much✨

[@ifbadwhypretty]

Just saw this on my FYP. The effort you put into giving us an extra video is just so heart-warming. 🥺❤️

[@leahsfieldnotes]

🥺💗💗💗

[@dragonwarrior6153]

I am in love with this channel and after every video I watch I feel sad that now there's one less video to watch. Somehow her videos make me appreciate everything around me!

[@NhiNguyen-fh1km]

Hi Leah, I'm glad that you have spent time to reflect on the real meaning of doing KZbin. Reflecting is a long journey. I hope you will always have the courage to do this even if in the future. Sending love to you. I really love what you're doing. Keep it up! You inspire me alot ☀️☀️☀️

[@abrilcorominajavier9150]

I want to thank you for inspiring me so much, i've learned a lot from you. I admire a lot how you treat yourself, with such calm and love... and because i randomly saw one of your videos one day, now i know that i need to treat myself more gently. Lately everything is changing around me and it's being a quite scary time of my life, but this has made me realize how important is to love and know myself in order to live whit out fear. Thank you for being such a sweetheart

[@leahsfieldnotes]

🥺💗 thank you

[@jiyeonkwon4890]

Also all your asian inspired dishes look so amazing, pls do a cooking recipe video on your tofu veggie stir frys xx

[@samanthathach9736]

as a gemini, i relate to u sooooo much. this video came at the perfect time. i’ve been feeling so anxious because i’ve been wanting to complete all my long term goals quicker than what i need. i’m going to try all ur tips, but the abundance tip really resonated the most. ❤️

[@annatoolred3262]

ive been watching your videos all week and they're just so beautifully done that i cry EVERY TIME

[@elly6827]

this video express how human things is, like this is not a full of happines and smile, i feel happy about that because this remember me not to push myself. Leah thanks to make me smile every single day watching your videos every morning, i really want to be your friend :").

[@marielleandrea9387]

I love that this video falls under the GLOW-UP DIARIES because it somehow reminds us that it's not all workouts, hair and such but also deep within.

[@leahsfieldnotes]

yes!!! The hardest and most important glow up is internal :) 💗

[@joelleolol]

the authenticity in this vid hit me in the feels thank u for that:')

[@asraazeem4832]

your vlogs are super calm. and comparing yourself with others it natural. you're unqiue and perfect the way you are. you have to do you and other have to do them. don't let it get to you. you're here for a purpose. to live your own life the way you want. you're strong. i love you.

[@onawagustafson1114]

I am just sitting here watching all of your videos because I love your vibe and you really just motivate me to be better and put myself first

[@ravenreveals]

Radical honestly! This is so real. It’s hard and honestly unhealthy to constantly compare ourselves to past versions of ourselves. And I think that applies to not only KZbin, but also just how we think about ourselves as we move through the world.

[@maxmichelle697]

Let’s take a moment to appreciate your contagious motivation and positivity. You are a blessing to my mental health. Also, you have a beautiful voice.

[@premingerscat]

thank you for this authentic raw video! there are not a lot who have surpassed this mindset of being 'influential' comes from ideal stuff, but you are natural and I love it!!!! lots of love

[@xinglin1569]

Your videos always calm me down.

[@Sammie2517]

I only just discovered your channel but your videos give me so much motivation yet at the same time make me feel so calm! Thank you for being you! 😌🌿

[@n3rdboink]

i've been trying to do the same thing with analytics. as youtube has started to become more like a job to me (bc of monetization and brand collabs) i've been checking my analytics and overworking myself way too often. thank you for that little reminder to focus back on why you create in the first place!! sometimes i get so stressed about everything and lose sight of why i started making videos in the first place.

[@Yuri-lq4sb]

hey, im literally binging your youtube these days. Your reflection on life and vision makes me get over my post-graduation anxiety, finding joy in my daily life, reminding myself what I really wanna do and why I wanna do it. Thank u for being honest and true to yourself!

[@smoleart]

my current fav days are leah vlog days t___t thank you leah!!

[@jluoetpsbm]

this video really made me feel things. i'm so grateful for this video as it gave me an opportunity to think about my life more and be more positive. thank you leah, stay safe and take care 🤍

[@malakmuhammad5390]

Omg ty for this, i've literally watched all your videos in one day while studying and you helped me study french again cause i was just procrastinating- anyways i love you so much and i hope you have a good day 💕

[@spacemonstrosityy]

thank u for sharing ur anxieties, i hope you and everyone else watching has week which warms their heart

[@drawingintheforest]

AHH another video already?! Yay! Feeling really inspired by your content lately, Leah 💗💗💗

[@DearEmma-tj1zs]

Love you and support you. Your sharing about coping with low emotions is really encouraging. 🥨

[@neptunes_oeuvre]

yes I was just talking about this! I feel that we should use social media as a tool for sharing instead of comparing

[@pichayadaa.r]

This is the first time that I comment on your video. I have watched almost all of yr videos and I found that they’re really encouraged me so so much. I like your thoughts of being a human so that I realized that I just want to be basic in every part of my life cuz Basic life makes the most happiest in our life. yeah I also love when you was sharing your feelings that occurred in your life, I think this is really good way to release your bad feelings and I’m so glad to hear because I feel like we are growing up together. And the last thing, thank you so so much for making calm, realistic, peaceful, beautiful, nice, and cute videos. They really embrace me.🌞🌱💌💙💕

[@_anyw]

I could never relate to all these 'gemini' memes I saw on Instagram but when you said that you were very curious about everything and easily bored and you want to be happy about the moment but also move to a different city, I could relate to that so much!! I really enjoyed this video and it was so interesting to hear your reflection, it really helped me to reflect on my thoughts too :) thank you for sharing all of this

[@hahahamaxine]

ur vibe, ur aura, everything about u,,, impeccable chefs kiss

[@TimTash]

Bless Leah teaching all of us how to mentally glow up ✨

[@honeypotfilms6066]

this literally gave me the most relaxing vibesss exactly what I needed in the morning 😌 - honeypot films

[@vvvviiiicccc100]

your videos make me feel so ~warm and cozy~

[@bettyrossdiana6937]

Leah, 🌼🌼🌼I'm rewatching all of your old videos, they're so good and calming. I'm a Gemini too and there is no other channel I can relate more with than yours 🙈🙈 enjoy your time in Europe 💞💞

[@trulytrish]

I JUST FINISHED MY SEMESTER AND IM SO EXCITED TO UNWIND WITH THIS VLOG🤍😭

[@MademoiselleLeonore]

you are just the loveliest and most natural (*now a real insider*) person ever!! and stop your worrying: YOU ROCK!!!!!!

[@ivankawu3214]

As a creative individual I can relate so much to thissss

[@sofiatorresaranda8963]

Leah! thank you so much for being so vulnerable and sharing how you were feeling. I really needed to hear this; cold weather & shorter days always make me kinda wonky. I love the introspection you do and it motivates me to continue journaling and looking inside/analyzing what I'm feeling :)

[@Lou-qh2iq]

I was feeling a little bit down but knowing that I had your video to watch this evening just warmed my heart and helped me to get through my day. I love you Leah, I love watching your videos. Your really inspire me to find peace in my life. Keep on making videos and keep on being yourself !

[@leahsfieldnotes]

omg Lou, reading your comment at midnight after a long day of editting, I’m gonna cry 😭 thank you so much for this message 💗

[@ivibaker5011]

So aesthetically pleasing and soo chill 💕

[@sharon4179]

I'm seriously soo happy & grateful to see this video. I'm a gemini as well. Have been feeling unsatisfied about my current life, and easily get bored with current situation while not appreciating at all. I'm trying to learn how to figure out my emotion and put more ease for myself! Thank you so much Leah! btw, I spent like a whole morning watching all of your videos, sooo good! Keep going!

[@FullyLovingYourself]

you know what....as a new youtuber....i am glad i am seeing this now. Because you are right. It is easy to become with the numbers and it can effect your mental health and I guess that would explain these new migraines and mood swings. lol. I am glad you shared this with us thank you. Now I have a new perspective.

[@ruhanisharma8557]

See everyone has their anxiety phase someday and trust me the only way to get through it is to go through it with positivity and Gratitude. Struggles are always blessings in disguise.

[@doriesvlog6158]

Watching your video let me feel that I need to love and take care of myself more. Embracing all the flaws but still work hard to improve and develop ❤️❤️❤️

[@arkeiving]

Hello Leah, i never leave a comment on your other videos before this one, so what i'm trying to say next might sound so cheesy but watching your videos always send joy and happiness to me, your videos are so heartwarming and aesthetically pleasing I love how honest and real you are in every videos. I hope you are always doing well and filled with happiness, thank you for your effort of giving us good quality videos every week, luv youu

[@leahsfieldnotes]

Aww thank you 🥺💗💗 I really appreciate it

[@coolgirl17luvsyou]

Leah's videos are already changing my life. wow. were all gonna be such a strengthened group of beautiful people because of her content haha. truly helping me in this rough time.💌💌💌💌🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼✨✨✨✨ also PLEASE leah if u see this i must know where your green skirt is I've been looking for it or one like it everywhere.

[@juhivyas1504]

Your videos are so comforting to watch and honestly I relate to your thoughts so much. Every time I watch one of your videos it leaves me with so much motivation and enthusiasm. Super grateful that you create such beautiful content. ✨🌻💕

[@jesslow5099]

I just posted my first video today and I’m currently enjoying youtube as a hobby. I hope you find the joy in making youtube again (not saying you’re not happy but just less focus on the numbers 😊) but I understand how we can all caught up with numbers, we are all human after all ✨ wishing you all the best and I really enjoy your content!

[@lanaslogs]

You provide such calming, comforting vibes and your authenticity inspires me so much🥺 thank you for sharing your life with us!!

[@camilleconstantino5223]

Hi Leah! I don’t think you should stress yourself too much on your youtube content. I literally would watch any of it in a heartbeat 😅💗

[@leahsfieldnotes]

Aww🥺💗💗

[@yueqing666]

aaaaaa I would love love a cooking video with your recipes, have been craving the food in your videos for so long

[@fernandagonzalez7592]

I was feeling sad all day today because my grandpa had to go to the hospital, but this video instantly made me feel better, so I just wanted to say thank you! Sending you all my love 💕

[@leahsfieldnotes]

Sending you and your family lots of love 💕 wishing your grandpa a speedy recovery!

[@fernandagonzalez7592]

@@leahsfieldnotes thank u 🥺💕

[@542dazzle]

leah i just wanna say that i’m very similar to you. i’m super sensitive and my mood is so dependent on light and weather. i’m easily pressured by sudden or even gradual goal shifts so thank you for this video i needed this so much. thank you 🥺🤍

[@favoriekje]

the grocery store part made me so happy haha, i smiled from ear to ear

[@smolbigtongue9736]

I have one week till school starts and I don't know anything. I have always been an A student and made it my personality, it's so bad. My parents want me to be a doc but I wanna live a calm life like your's. I have multiple panic attacks knowing that I won't be any longer the A student but looking at your videos calm me down and make me look forward to life without being rushed

[@cccccc5867]

some journaling prompts for the end of the year (prompts are from Habitica New Year's Resolutions Challenge): - did I reach my goals for 2020? how close I was? - what progress did i made despite of the difficult circumstances of this year? - realistic, achievable goals i want to pursue on 2021? Also, your videos always inspired me to do /stuff/ when i'm feeling kind of down, so thank you

[@desireedegennaro7753]

Leah I would love a cooking video more than anything!!!! I struggle so much when it comes to cooking yummy vegan meals but whenever I see your food and you cook I get so inspired!! Everything you make looks so tasty and healthy.

[@Remilrr]

If u happen to open a cafe I swear you’ll see me everyday

[@masedi_linda_batsweleng]

❤ ..I can relate to the whole feeling some type of way that you cant put into words to explain it to people. It has been really taking a toll on me especially this year. I've done journaling before but stopped these past months and now I see why I can't control them feelings now..I'm gonna go back to it.

[@ukemaera]

This is my first time watching your video, I just love it. Please enjoy your life more and be happy.

[@meghakhatri5781]

I really like your edits and thumbnails, the songs in the background, the locations, the vegan recipes and the videos that you make. They’re really soothing. I hope you don’t overthink about anything. Just be yourself because we love that! Take care :)

[@whoknows4161]

yess you should definitely try waking up at 5 am for a week. I did that today and I got to watch the sun rise, and bake muffins with a recipe I got from you

[@nataljanastakreiter9787]

I love it how you talk about your dream/plan to open a café/B&B so that your online-community can get together someday

[@sunmer_]

I love your healthy and warm thoughts on this video :) so moved by your honest and pure talks today as always. Thank you Leah!

[@shrutisingha5372]

Your videos as well as thumbnails are very good and creative👌🏻....Don't take so much stress Leah😊Just cheer up!!! Love u💕💕

[@anastasiasidorkina7555]

I just came across your channel and somehow found it so comforting atm. Love the content

[@TilikaVispute]

As a Pisces, girl same! Always want to do new things and travel .. and build a forever home in the woods 🌟

[@marinejoseph5304]

i knew fluttering everywhere/shifting all the time to stay motivated and having my mood dictated by the weather and how entertained i am in life was a gemini thing. I KNEW IT

[@hyewonkang2873]

You and your friend realy good at speaking Korean! You’ve learned only few weeks for studying Korean but look at you! YOU ARE SO GOOOD!

[@chbn131_5]

i soooo want for leah's future goals to happen (even if not now - but in the future) and that I can go that B&B one day pleeeaase

[@janetang4699]

This is the last video I watched before I go to sleep (12:00 AM in China), and you are the only KZbinr that I watched all of your videos. I learn English by watching your videos, cheer myself up by watching your videos, encourage myself by watching your videos😂. You are literally just like your name, so natural!!

[@busyralana_]

i really admire your relationship with your boyfriend! after getting out of a 4-month draining relationship i just realized that i should stop getting into relationships just because i feel lonely or want validation from another human being! i also realized that bcs of that i force myself into settling for less,, and not what i truly desire; which is being with someone who i can flourish and grow into a better person with! it's nice to see how candid and raw your relationship with your boyfriend is.

[@kayinbe]

I have these exact anxieties and I had my director say something to me that I like to repeat whenever the feelings arise. ‘If you do the right things, the results will come” It seems simple but as long as you stay true and do right by yourself, you eventually will see the results you were expecting regardless of how long it takes.