When I found out this is about her unborn child and infertility issues i started crying
@gggggggggggggg-j1q4 жыл бұрын
I'm literally doing the exact same thing. I can't stop crying I thought this was about a certain lover but now I-
@AiLAT4 жыл бұрын
M J literally what
@junebug8421 Жыл бұрын
I relate to this song so much...not being able to have the one thing that you were put here to do, kills a part of ur soul😢
@Peacheys24 жыл бұрын
That ending is haunting, the way it muffles like being in the womb, or that deafened feeling when you get bad news
@meaganmh094 жыл бұрын
Peacheys2 yesss I thought the same thing. Don’t know if intentional but it’s definitely hauntingly beautiful
@Peacheys24 жыл бұрын
@@meaganmh09 And then there's the beeps that mimic a heart monitor 😭
@nikkimathers93734 жыл бұрын
it reminds me of maybe what a baby hears inside the womb when their Mom(halsey) is singing to them... maybe she sang this to her baby before whatever happened happened.🖤🥺
@ezrealxshsh54604 жыл бұрын
@@nikkimathers9373 playing her song* sorry but i had too, when u sing your voice vibrate inside your body even when u cant really feel it so her baby would propably hear it properly if she sang
@biancaveganamolina11722 жыл бұрын
Literally the worst moment in my life. Like, where did my baby go? Why aren’t they there anymore? 😭💔🥺😣
@meaganmh094 жыл бұрын
Omg this song😭 I’ve had two miscarriages and years worth of issues, and this song REALLY hit home for me. The ending made me lose it. Because it sounds like what a baby would hear from in the womb. I don’t know if that’s intentional or if it’s muffled like when you get bad news. But either way it is so sad yet so beautiful. This is a song I didn’t know I needed. And I’m so sorry to all the other woman including Halsey who have had to go through the pain and struggle of loss. 🙏🏻❤️
@skoz33424 жыл бұрын
It's intentional.
@Sketchilicious4204 жыл бұрын
Omfg💔😭
@kellywomble6874 жыл бұрын
Meagan Davis ❤️sending ❤️
@punyaaminocha71114 жыл бұрын
Sending lots of love to you. 💗💘💛💜😘
@raversfantasy4 жыл бұрын
my ex pressured me into having an abortion this past november and i’ve been crying since i gave birth (took pills, baby came out and i held her, she was 9 weeks) this song means so much to me. i wish i’d kept her. i hope i can see her again. i hope she doesn’t hate me. she came out with a tiny smile on her face and it’s stuck in my head. i don’t know how i’ll ever get over the pain but i did it to myself.
@majordelilah4 жыл бұрын
THE ENDING IS AN ULTRASOUND
@rubamasultana32444 жыл бұрын
Which imo is what makes the song more emotional
@CertifiedEmoKid4 жыл бұрын
I've Heard That Ultrasounds Can Be Very Dangerous For Unborn Children... It Seems Like The Ultrasound Is Playing Throughout The Whole Song... We Love You Ashley
@nayabimoriss37224 жыл бұрын
This song somehow reminds me of Without Me... I'm sure it was written with a huge amount of pain *i can feel it in her voice*
@AxxLAfriku4 жыл бұрын
This song remind me of the fact that I am better than everybody else son KZbin gagagaga
@nayabimoriss37224 жыл бұрын
@@AxxLAfriku WTF 🤣?!!
@lidorgo234 жыл бұрын
They told me once, nothing grows When a house ain't a home Is it true, honestly When it's all a part of me? A couple years of waiting rooms Finding God, and losing too Wanna scream, but what's the use? Lyin' awake, and I stare at the door I just can't take it no more They told me it's useless, there's no hope in store But somehow I just want you more I want you more Somehow, I just want you more I want you more Somehow, I just want you more Wooden floors and little feet A flower bud in concrete Feelin' so incomplete Wonder will we ever meet? And would you know it right away How hard I try to see your face? A little screen, a photograph, mine to take I sit and I stare at your clothes in the drawer I cry and my knuckles get sore 'Cause I still believe it won't be like before And now somehow I just want you more I want you more Somehow, I just want you more I want you more Somehow, I just want you more And when you decide it's your time to arrive I've loved you for all of my life And nothing could stop me from giving a try I've loved you for all of my life Loved you more Somehow, I still love you more Love you more Somehow, I still love you more (Loved you more) (Somehow, I still love you more) (Love you more) (Somehow, I still love you more)
@biglanzy4 жыл бұрын
Read along as she sang and bawled my eyes out. Thanks for posting these
@zechariahevans39174 жыл бұрын
Halsey is a good artist, but this song was trash
@shareensamson61524 жыл бұрын
Zechariah Evans if you don’t know the reason behind the song or lyrics off course you’ll say it’s trash but it isn’t and keep your hate comment to yourself or you could’ve said it differently
@zechariahevans39174 жыл бұрын
Just a Girl i could care less what the song is about, if it int catchy is shit, my opinion... period.
@shareensamson61524 жыл бұрын
Zechariah Evans maybe keep it to yourself Because it means something to her and you could’ve just said I don’t like it but you had to call it trash Seriously dude
@alyssagausmann86074 жыл бұрын
ive always wanted to be a mom and i prayed for my son every day and night. when I found out I was lucky enough to get pregnant I was so scared but so happy at the same time. he's now 5 months old and I take this song in a different way. I take it as I prayed for him and now he's here and I don't possibly think I could love him more, and everyday I realize that I love him more and more as the time passes. I'm so so sorry to anyone struggling with conceiving. My prayers are with you all, your time will come, I promise. And when it does, everything will all be worth it.
@ayemedina114 жыл бұрын
Halsey never disappoint, I'm crying..
@kafkaseyebrows4 жыл бұрын
as someone who lost a baby at 5 weeks in october of last year, I feel this and I'm sobbing. thank you halsey. I hope you get a baby you can keep someday ❤
@kerryirving29494 жыл бұрын
ren ❤️💫💥
@smexyangelmike31174 жыл бұрын
I hope you have a million babies one day :-)
@ellegagliano4 жыл бұрын
I listened to this album and 929 had me sobbing. Then I read these comments about More being about infertility issues and I sobbed even more than on 929. Halsey’s ability to pull emotion from your insides is unparalleled. Her artistry and rawness is staggering
@awaitingdisaster174 жыл бұрын
It must be so hard to release such a personal song. Having to put herself out there in that way, but maybe it's therapeutic. 💙
@bridge44 жыл бұрын
Holy moly. This song is legit
@sabinegrol62563 жыл бұрын
Coming back to this song now that she has a baby... I'm crying, and I'm so happy for her. She deserves this so much.
@annajacobson94094 жыл бұрын
Imagine hearing this live and feeling the emotion real time. One day 🧡 Thank you for sharing, Halsey.
@marevabethamvaai19984 жыл бұрын
You're such a strong person, Halsey! I don't know what I would do if I were in your situation, you are a true inspiration to a lot of people and I adore you as a singer and as a person as well. I love all your songs, you are truly magnificent
@AMA-bg3bn4 жыл бұрын
halsey's songs always make me feel a different way
@suhibhawas70824 жыл бұрын
Me to
@hershu16534 жыл бұрын
The lullaby we need but don’t deserve.
@abbykirkpatrick85883 жыл бұрын
I can feel the pain in her voice I feel so bad for her 🥺❤
@DonnyJ4 жыл бұрын
Puttin into perspective everything that she went through in the past year, this song really gets me man. Brilliant songwriting. Halsey, I dream to sing with one day! ❤
@MAR-zh6un4 жыл бұрын
The lullaby that plays towards the end has me sobbing 😭
@filmbyvante2554 жыл бұрын
I am crying my eyes out, this song is so sad yet very precious, I'm so proud of her for being very strong after all she has gone through! 🙇♀️😭
@pastelhotmess92994 жыл бұрын
I'm listening to Manic now. ITS SO GOOD. The raw emotions, who you included, i imagine a movie with each part you have . Thanks for the truthful yet beautiful beats, Halsey.
@fluttershygaming24287 ай бұрын
Went for my 6 week Ultasound and they couldnt find a heartbeat yet.. Its all in Gods hands that my baby continues to grow.. This is my 1st pregnancy after years of struggling with infertility.. Keep growing baby, I want you more..❤
@gokce31483 жыл бұрын
NOW YOU GOT A BABY OMG
@michaelaxx81494 жыл бұрын
*I’ve loved you for all of my life* Jashawn Winfield 👼🏻 October 4, 2017 💙 Mommy & Daddy love you forever & miss you endlessly, Our Angel. 🌧 ☔️
@chantellemaloney3034 жыл бұрын
Obsessed with this women!! The new album is my life right now
@lambulance4 жыл бұрын
@@MarcelReuling GTFO of here
@Black8Apple4 жыл бұрын
When i listened to this the first time, i was just like wow such a pretty lovesong. Then i listened to it again, paying close attention to the words and meanings. And i just started to cry my eyes out. I myself have never wanted a baby, but hearing halsey's struggles with her endo and all, i just lost it. I felt her pain, her love, all of it. Such a gorgeous and meaningful song, my have from the album.
@sebastianmichaelis6404 жыл бұрын
Oh God my heart ;-; She wants to be a parent so badly...
@LuvUltrasonic4 жыл бұрын
no...
@sebastianmichaelis6404 жыл бұрын
@@LuvUltrasonic yes it's clear in the song
@kyliehastings10974 жыл бұрын
@@LuvUltrasonic More than ANYTHING she wants to be a parent. She States she wants it more then she wants to be a popstar...
@ellasage154 жыл бұрын
@@LuvUltrasonic did you not listen to the lyrics in the song at all? she was freezing her eggs because of her severe endometriosis and thought that might be the only way for her to have biological children. she has since been told by her obgyn that she will most likely be able to have kids now (which is amazing!!). she has always said that she wants to be a mother more than anything else in the world, more than she wants to be a singer.
@sashamouland28264 жыл бұрын
I love Halsey, we both have endometriosis and have had losses and face infertility, I've had 4 including 2 ectopics, I've heard she's had about as many 😥 .. and when I was struggling with my mental health her songs helped me then too.. I appreciate this artist so much and this is beautiful ❤
@dolaylitumlec3 жыл бұрын
Congratulations Halsey ❤️ For your baby ❤️
@gokce31483 жыл бұрын
HALSEYYY I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU 💕💕💕💫💕💫😭💫😭💫💕💫
@abrinera65244 жыл бұрын
*The ending gave me goosebumps*
@N594104 жыл бұрын
This song was so unexpectedly emotional the first time I heard it. Now it’s emotional but I know what to expect 😭
@user-js1ko4ev6z4 жыл бұрын
in an interview she said that she thinks she had a miscarriage because she was overworked while touring and that she would give up her career to become a mother. this breaks my heart, it’s so sad to think about how badly she wants a baby and that there are so many children in the world that are completely neglected by their parents while people like halsey would give everything up just to become a parent and have a baby, but just can’t. praying for her and for everyone in the same situation ❤️
@memovalverde4 жыл бұрын
peachyL ... 😞😞☝🏻
@Whocares1582 жыл бұрын
Life isn't fair. Sweetie.
@haleybabij4193 жыл бұрын
This song helped me cope with my infertility and loss in a way I cant articulate. I'm now 27w pregnant and so happy that Halsey is also healthy and expecting. Thank you for your voice, Halsey!
@lorenavazquez79423 жыл бұрын
came here after finding out little Ender is now on this world. i love you and i am so so happy for you
@minabieberxx38084 жыл бұрын
This is so raw and beautiful, every time I've listened to it i had tears in my eyes
@minabieberxx38084 жыл бұрын
Nevermind it's not just tears in my eyes i literally just sobbed
@jamilemarcelaribeiromarcel85114 жыл бұрын
I loved the music, I thought it was just light for me, I'm Brazilian and I live on my geitinho I love Halsey I love you
@jasonmcintosh77414 жыл бұрын
She has just dropped a masterpiece of an album!!!!
@kissedbyearth51624 жыл бұрын
this song is so beautiful and really touched my heart. I've stayed up for two nights listening to it in my bed, in my car, and everywhere. I'm sorry for your loss but I pray one day that you'll get to be a mama. This is so beautiful & got my heart. I see you
@davidguevi224 жыл бұрын
This is one of the best songs on the album 💙
@charissaoconnell86654 жыл бұрын
I'm crying, this is so powerful.
@faonzila56052 жыл бұрын
So freaking happy for her now:))))
@nathallymarascki4 жыл бұрын
The voice The singer We love you, Halsey You’re perfect! - From Brazil🇧🇷🤍✨
@YennieFer3 жыл бұрын
I've had a miscarriage recently. Halsey is one of my favorite music artists and to know she's gone through the same thing as I did, my heart breaks and relates. My first pregnancy resulted as a threatened miscarriage very first prenatal appointment on December 4th, 2020. December 17, we lost our first baby. July 1st of this year was my first appointment again after almost giving up trying all together. Baby had a heartbeat this time and things looked good. It resulted as a miscarriage on my 11th week. July 30th. To go through this twice and not suspecting it the second time, i'm falling apart. Thank you for this song as my way of coping.
@khiasterling27264 жыл бұрын
She's one of the strongest woman I know. She's suffering so much and she expresses it, the best way she knows how. Take all the time you need to heal. Loss is loss and the pain is unbearable.😭😭😭😭😩😩😩
@ksksksandioop26304 жыл бұрын
this song is a beautiful torture to the listener, at the latter the song has some elements of a lullaby and it will end with halsey's voice sounding muffled like the way a point of view of a baby inside her womb would hear, incorporated with the resonance of an ultrasound. that's just fucking genius, dont sleep on this song.
@jeminirose37214 жыл бұрын
This song hit me right in the heart. Her words described exactly how I feel. With pcos, a bicornuate uterus and endometris all in one. 2 years of trying, it gets harder and more heartbreaking. I think losing and not being able go to have a child is one of the worst feelings anyone can endure. Like its just a cycle over and over that never ends, literally. This song is just what I needed to hear, to know I am not alone.
@TheAayushi4 жыл бұрын
It’s just so raw and beautiful... i am a teenager and idk why i am crying
@kamcalste4 жыл бұрын
Her songs always make me feel some type of way - but this was the first that made me immediately start crying on the first listen. It's so personal and so well-written. The hope in her voice at the end... ugh, I love her so much, I'm so grateful to her for her honesty and vulnerability.
@MsP3ach4 жыл бұрын
This brought tears to my eyes. Beautifully done, Ashley. ❤
@General_Philips4 жыл бұрын
I want more from Halsey. We all want more from her. We all want more for her. I still love her more.
@venicewitchhh4 жыл бұрын
Omg iam actually crying right now😭
@lambulance4 жыл бұрын
@@MarcelReuling LEAVE!!
@khadijahlattraq4 жыл бұрын
I have no words to describe this song, it's just so painfully beautiful
@paularangel22824 жыл бұрын
God, it's so sad that I was about to cry, but I loved the song and the strength Halsey has to sing about it. I love her more
@lenak9974 жыл бұрын
this song is an absolute masterpiece. it reminds me of drive for somereason, i dont know why. this is perfect in all ways possible, ashley, you are so fricking talented and i love you to death
@شوشووبسوالباقيخس4 жыл бұрын
i looooveee uuuuuu
@mawarawr60894 жыл бұрын
One question: What did we do to deserve this perfection?
@justinewhitaker1194 жыл бұрын
Oh Halsey ♥️ I’m sorry baby. When the time is right God will bless you.
@luisponce53444 жыл бұрын
Greetings from HONDURAS 🇭🇳 🌴🌊🏝🏖
@softlustre4 жыл бұрын
the raw emotions emanating from her voice is heart wrenching,, thank u ashley for being so brave ♡ love u so much
@jvukce4 жыл бұрын
Hi random person scrolling through the comments 🧡
@brookerenae96314 жыл бұрын
Hi😁
@annshedlymedard50834 жыл бұрын
Hello
@jillianlaylataylor4 жыл бұрын
Jovana Vukcevic hi!
@elizabethqaunaq88844 жыл бұрын
I felt that Halsey girl. Keep that shit up. You’re so amazing like my daughter would yell it to my face “That’s so amazing mom!” She’ll love it and she’s a 3 year old Marilyn 💝
@JP-li2mp4 жыл бұрын
I don't know if I' the only one, but I want to cry when she sings this song. It may be because of the pain and sadness she is transmitting.
@JessicaKirbyPhotos4 жыл бұрын
This is potentially my favourite from Manic, but honestly... it's a masterpiece.
@suaadafzal33193 жыл бұрын
Our baby is pregnant now, I'm so happy for her. 💖
@duyguak29684 жыл бұрын
That beatdrop😩
@nataleeflores34874 жыл бұрын
Starts a capella and it was interesting to listen to and I was amazed and thought: now she's just showing off! More's in my top 5 fav songs from Manic.
@yasminaviera4 жыл бұрын
The only one without a visualizer and that makes perfect sense
@bumpo6284 жыл бұрын
This song makes that line in "You should be sad" hit so much harder. Halsey has said that she wants to be a mother more than anything in her life, but not with that p.o.s.
@alliecat55764 жыл бұрын
Thank you Halsey for singing the words I can’t speak. It’s been a year since my miscarriage and it still feels like it happened yesterday.
@lenajones61174 жыл бұрын
I never been really interested by Halsey/Ashley before i mean i heard some of her songs that i liked but you know i was never looking for more. When i heard about her new album and that i saw the title MANIC, i just was curious so i watched reactions (i still have to listen the album properly) and there are songs that i liked a lot and then i heard this one.... but i needed to REALLY listen to it to understand and damn i'm crying.... this is pure, like the emotion is real... i'm just a mess right now. It hurts like hell. It's painful. It's hurting me so much. It's so personal, it's so raw and yet she shared it guys! When you realise what this song is about and that you realise she released it, it's crazy to me because of the amount of courage... like what, how? I don't know if a lot of people could have done the same considering HOW PERSONAL it is. She's a very honest artist you know it when you listen this song. I'm in admiration right now, i admire Halsey/Ashley and respect her so much.... And I'm so sorry for all the women out here that had to live a miscarriage (or miscarriages) like i can't imagine how terribly hard and painful it must be... i know it doesn't mean a lot in a comment and because obviously i'm a stranger and all but i'm with you. I can't relate but somehow i suffer with you, for you because.... just because it shouldn't happen, this is part of things that shoud never happen. My heart goes out to you. But never loose hope please i know it's hard and honestly if it was me i don't think i could survive or recover from it but it doesn't mean that you have to give up on hope.
@art.carolineb9884 жыл бұрын
this is beautiful. i love you halsey.
@fluffysprinkles33394 жыл бұрын
This song hits really close to home. Because now I know how my own mother felt. My mother has kidney faliure, and about 15 years ago a BUNCH and I mean A BUNCH of doctors told her that she could never have children. It broke her heart. She told me how she would spend nights staying up crying because that is how much she wanted to be a mother. Technically, I am not even supposed to be here right now. I was even born pre-mature, (i guess to put it into perspective an average newborn is supposed to be about 7 pounds but I only weighed 3) which was dangerous to both me and my mom. For the first couple of weeks I had to be put in this glass-dome sort of incubator thing to even keep me alive. My mom says I was hooked up to a ton of tubes to keep me going, and she said that it was the hardest couple of weeks in her entire life. But even when every doctor, told her it was impossible, it could never happen, (literally every single one of her doctors told her to get an abortion but she didn't believe in that) I am here today. Completely healthy. You wouldn't even notice if you saw me. I really hope that Ashley doesn't give up on being a mom. Because mine didn't.
@mounaom4 жыл бұрын
This more than what i even expected😍 ahhh I'm in love
@briannajurumbo43494 жыл бұрын
This song hit home HARD. I’ve lost 5 babies. I hate that she felt what I felt. Such a beautiful voice. The ending made my heart stop. 💔😭 👼🏼
@asa_rayder4 жыл бұрын
God Damn!!! Never thought I would cry to a Halsey song😭😭😭😭 so powerful
@ohh51894 жыл бұрын
I feel what you feel halsay ... You can escape it . Don't give up plz ..ARMY 💜
@Guitaroverkill4 жыл бұрын
This girl is deep.
@pinjapennanen54464 жыл бұрын
this is my favourite song from the album!!
@spritee134 жыл бұрын
Can't wait to hear your incredible voice live in concert, Halsey ❤️
@whiskeyrivers4 жыл бұрын
This is my favorite on the Album...
@emilysasso96254 жыл бұрын
For some reason this song really speaks to me
@evetae33844 жыл бұрын
Stay strong Halsey💜💜💜
@Ahmed-ii1os4 жыл бұрын
Add to my playlist
@NorReshka3 жыл бұрын
I never listen to songs on repeat... But this chorus might as well be etched on my heart and soul! 💖🕯️😻💕😻🕯️💖
@nomadicam3 күн бұрын
This has been my miscarriage song... She captured so perfectly the feelings I've felt over 4 miscarriages and many attempts to have a baby. I'm 43 now so the journey is probably over, but this song will always represent that struggle to me. I'm both sad that she went through it too, but also grateful she made a song so I didn't have to feel so alone.
@mariajose.calderon4 жыл бұрын
After going through my own losses, my most recent one being a few weeks ago.... i cried.
@tymarionmartin37444 жыл бұрын
This is my favorite song from manic ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@theamaecanas47184 жыл бұрын
I Love you more 💜
@katiewallower2344 жыл бұрын
I’m sobbing... thank you
@TheRealBambihooves4 жыл бұрын
So sad........so very beautiful 😢💔
@michaelastubna22502 жыл бұрын
I lost my baby girl Layla at 22 weeks last month and this song explains how I feel.. I don't even know how to be myself anymore. I love her and wish I was pregnant still awaiting her arrival in a month. Life seems so unfair.
@emilymarley85464 жыл бұрын
Been trying for my first child for 5 years. I feel this song so much❤
@ghostinrecords50534 жыл бұрын
this will be on my *nostalgia* playlist
@arelirodriguez96304 жыл бұрын
This is just so beautiful
@margautee4 жыл бұрын
That song broke my heart 💔
@Kesha-t5v4 жыл бұрын
my heart is broken. I love her so much.(((
@zachstammen93374 жыл бұрын
This is probably one of my favorites on this album
@zikrydiksy30034 жыл бұрын
The only bad luck n everybody's busy bc of Marshall album or they'll never miss a song of yours at this beautiful weekend