A Sad Day as Little Fighter, Phabeni Passes Away at 11 Months Old

By Adine Roode: herd.org.za/blog/a-sad-day-as...
We were thinking of ways to celebrate Phabeni’s one year in July. Little did we know that he would never reach his first birthday. For the past 7 months, it has been an up-and-down struggle with Phabeni, gaining weight, losing weight, taking bottles, leaving bottles.
For the last week, Phabeni skipped either his 8, 10, 12 or 2 o’clock bottle. Sometimes it was one bottle, sometimes it was two bottles. It was either 10 or 20% of his daily intake that he did not take.
I noticed that his energy levels were not good at all and he was listless. He had puffiness in his face. I contacted Katie Rowe from Reteti for advice, as Phabeni had been on goat milk for just more than a month, and he took to it well, but he did not gain as much weight as I thought he would have, and as he needed. At least he was taking his bottles. I thought it would take some time for him to put on weight as his digestive system needed to adapt to the new milk. I checked with the pediatrician who said it would take quite a bit of time. After about two and a half weeks he started gaining weight, but he never reached 170 kgs.
I asked Dr. Rogers to give him a vitamin booster and vitamin B12 to increase his appetite. Dr. Rogers suggested that we give it intravenously to reduce the stress of darting him, so we put Phabeni on a drip for this. Even though it was mild, he perhaps did not take the sedation too well as his front legs battled to hold his weight so I laid down and he rested on my legs, with his full weight. We gave him 3 bags of fluids plus a good dose of vitamins and minerals. We wrapped up just after 4 pm and he took his 4 pm milk bottle without any problems. At 6 pm he finished the bottle easily, as well as the 9 pm bottle.
Just before 11 pm, Ruan from Jabulani lodge knocked on my window to tell me the carers needed me as Phabeni was not doing well. The signal was not great, and they couldn’t get hold of me. I rushed up to the orphanage and saw Phabeni swinging from side to side, unstable on his feet. I sent Dr. Rogers videos of this and called him just before midnight. He answered immediately and asked if he should come out. I confirmed that I thought it was needed. It felt like ages before he arrived. Time stood still.
I suggested that we try his midnight bottle at 11:30 pm, which he didn’t take. However, he did lift his head high in the air with his trunk folded upwards, and opened his mouth as if to get milk. He would shake his head as if there was something in his throat he wanted to get rid of. I was scared he might choke on the milk and suggested to Stavros that we stop. I got Phabeni to lie down, and he fell asleep.
Minutes ticked by, and it sometimes felt as if he couldn't breathe and as though he was afraid that he couldn’t get air in. I think it might have been anxiety. I counted with him, as we did breathing exercises, breathing in and out, in, out. He got up for few more times and staggered around, chasing Lammie and Spotty, Stavros or myself. We got him to lie down with Stavros’ hand on his eyes and lying behind him, and me lying on the other side, helping him to breathe. He screamed a few times. In the end, he fell asleep.
By 5 am I told Stavros I would go and make us coffee.
Godknows came by to check on us, and when I arrived with coffee, he came out and said, “Phabeni is still sleeping.” We chatted about the plan for the day. It was during this stage that Stavros came out and told me that Phabeni was dead. Godknows and I rushed in to find Phabeni not breathing, just still and warm.
Dr. Rogers joined us at the orphanage to carry out an autopsy. It was hard on the team, but the results showed acute enteritis. While this could have been caused by something that Phabeni ate, there were multiple challenges that Phabeni had been facing for several weeks. His body was continuing to go through bouts of infection, which we would treat and clear through antibiotics. The cause of the infection was not removed and so the infection continued to return. If this was due to the broken bone in his hip, caused by the dart used to tranquilise him during his rescue, Phabeni was never strong enough for us to perform the operation to remove it.
On top of this, he cut his first tusk the week before he passed away, and his second tusk was swollen and red, ready to erupt. I know that during this stage of teething, we have battled every time with the orphan calves. Statistics show that most babies are lost during the teething period.
It will take time to heal from this. Phabeni was lucky in that he was able to find support from his own species again, and the imprint he leaves on the herd is obvious. He changed Setombe for the better, as the older female opened her heart to a calf who was not her own.
Phabeni's little heart will stay with us eternally. Thank you for loving him, learning from him, and letting his life matter.

[@wesleywade8363]

He passed with a friend beside him, safe and warm and loved. I wish this for all of us when our time comes.

[@amy8879]

Amen

[@SumerRoze]

Let us try to volunteer and learn more from Love in Hospice, animal shelters, and watch NDE'S ( NEAR death Experiences on You Tube) to be soothed, comforted and open to our Transition from this Life, and then support others that inspire us like Herd. Yes, I too wish for us always to be in this care and Love. You said it so simply and well. Love and Being Present is the most Beautiful gift we can give and be given. Thank you for saying it❤

[@susanmorris5520]

Amen❤️🐘🙏❌⭕️

[@JMarSa-1]

@@SumerRoze How beautiful! Thank you❤️

[@archiemustachie3693]

Indeed 🙏

[@richardsmith6613]

I am a broken man today. I cannot comprehend how each and everyone at HERD must be feeling right now. This is a very , very sad day for everyone connected with this enchanting little bull. Rest in peace my angel Phabeni. You were so loved by so many.

[@allisoncompeaux3981]

I feel the same way. It feels like the loss if a close friend or family member. Can't believe it.

[@user-zb5io8rg8w]

Exactly my feelings. ❤

[@amy8879]

@@allisoncompeaux3981 yes it truly is..

[@LisawleskoWyman]

I completely understand how you feel soon as I seen the posts 😢😢😢tears started coming my heart broke I can't believe it. My love n heart goes out to Phabeni n the ppl at herd😢😢😢😢😢

[@angelwings7930]

Sitting here crying.

[@TheEclecticOrder]

Thank you for giving Phabeni the best life an elephant could have. In his short time, he wanted for nothing and experienced unconditional love, acceptance, joy, and safety from the herd and their carers. He will be missed.

[@imnotanalien7839]

Phabeni is a reminder, that with all the technology and scientific information human’s have, human’s did not create any of the planet’s creatures, and therefore we cannot save all of our beautiful creatures. Thank you Herd for your amazing team of carers and veterinarians, your heroic efforts and love for Phabeni. 🌎🐘🐘🐘🌈

[@AnneHart-hr7nz]

I’m so heart broken to hear about Phabeni…😢😢😢

[@herdelephantorphanage]

Thank you for the support ❤️

[@joannesavage3709]

What sad sad news

[@kimberlysegid4733]

Me too

[@paman62]

Sad to hear from you 😢 R.I.P #Phabeni

[@bethhibbard6557]

It's the most awful thing....😢😢

[@mountain_girl]

Phabeni passed curled up with Stavros and surrounded by love. Bless you all for loving him so deeply and for sharing that love with the world. All of the detailed video footage and every orphan's journey is providing experience and information that will save future orphans. You are all literally writing the textbooks as you go. Phabeni changed the world with his short life, bringing his light to people around the world, changing the herd dynamics, providing a new confidence to Setombe and bringing her to her role as matriarch. Phabeni's life lives on in us all. 🕊🙏♥

[@madelineevans128]

I am so sorry to hear this news. I an sure you folks at HERD are devastated as you all worked so hard and tried so many strategies to temp him to eat and drink and to keep Phabeni healthy and well. The saddest part of all this is that there are orphan elephants at all that have to be cared for and raised at orphanages. Poaching must be stopped or these magnificent creatures will become extinct. I just read that elephants have names for each other and are very intelligent and yet people are killing them for ivory. Humans are stupid and inhumane. Mmy thoughts are with you all and I hope Phabeni has gone on to a happier life. ❤❤❤

[@shelley-anneharrisberg7409]

Phabeni could not have chosen a better companion to spend his last moments on this Earth. Stavros, I can just imagine how you gave all your kindness and love to little Phabeni curled up next to him ... ❤

[@dowth3]

@@shelley-anneharrisberg7409 Amen. And that he came out of retirement to tend to the baby -- just as he promised he would. God bless him!

[@susanmorris5520]

Phabeni’s life definitely mattered and thank you Stavros for caring for h8m and being there with him too.❤️🙏😢💔🐘❌⭕️

[@vblackwell3347]

NOOO! We're all shocked & broken-hearted, but his family, morso than we. Devastating & heartbreaking. 😢💔💔💔💔😢

[@fastflo]

He had a wonderful time for a little while with a new family of elephants. This is what I will remember.

[@herdelephantorphanage]

Thank you for bringing comfort into our lives during this challenging time.

[@fastflo]

@@herdelephantorphanage I love all of you and what you do, I could do no less. 🥲🥲😔

[@linda10989]

I'm new to this story but I did hear him being adopted by the herd. Why didn't he stay with them on a full-time basis?

[@marilyncalvert4143]

To watch this poor baby go through exactly what we go through in the dying process. The restlessness and the same deep heavy breathing. He knows he’s dying and he still reaches out to those that have cared for him in his short life. He will be free of his pain and suffering .what a beautiful creature.

[@dianeaytac]

Phabeni, born a Fighter, died a Champion. So, so sorry to the whole team at HERD. Your dedication and love gave him his precious short life. We will always remember 'seuntjie' With tears and love to all from Turkey.😭

[@SkeensFamilyUSA]

Big hug

[@jayneterry8701]

And from Canada 🇨🇦 🙏🐘💟

[@suemaher5282]

Beautiful comment

[@michaelhalahan]

"He was Born a Fighter, Died a Champion". Adine, your last Video certainly shows that. Phabeni was given too many obstacles to overcome in his young life. But showing His struggle to live was the best Tribute one could pay to this overmatched little Warrior. His human Friends were with him to the last, showing him love and attention as life slowly deserted him. As can be seen in the many remaining videos of him in the bush---he so wanted to Live and be with his human and own kind, but that was not to be. He had fought one too many battles for his frail body to withstand. But he Died a Champion in the Hearts of the many that truly Cared for him.

[@suemaher5282]

@@michaelhalahan Another beautiful tribute he was a warrior Michael and his short life taught us so much. I won't forget him R.I.P Phabeni

[@ChubbyUnicorn]

I couldn't watch, but I wanted you all to know how much love I have for HERD. Phabeni would have starved alone many months ago. He was able to be surrounded by attention, family, go on adventures, hear lullabies. He was warm and comfortable. He had a remarkable life; it was just a short life. We will remember Phabeni. ❤

[@Dnvr8083]

Beautiful words!🙏

[@neonkinpatsu]

You said exactly what was on my mind beautifully. ❤

[@carolmichael1099]

I’ve been following you for about 3 years now. I’m so sorry Phabeni passed! With every new orphan you get as much as you tell yourselves don’t get attached you still do! All of you at HERD give it your all heart & soul. I feel so deeply for your loss! My sincere condolences!

[@guadalupelazar2384]

WHY WAS NECESSARY TO SEDATE THIS POOR BABY ELEPHANT

[@miri-818]

​​​@@guadalupelazar2384and why he didn't get medication on pain? and why show all the horrible details of his suffering - instead they should do something to not let him suffer!

[@mchapman1928]

Since learning of little Phabeni passing away, I’ve been so forlorn. That, along with Fenya’s death three years ago, has made me realize how lucky we are Khanyisa survived and thrived. Sometimes all the effort, money, medical care and love just isn’t enough to save these precious babies. My heart aches, and I pray for those at HERD who must be completely heartbroken. RIP little warrior.

[@IlokanoTuroTuro]

Rest Angel Phabeni.. we shall miss you.. but you will stay forever in our hearts..

[@terrieseverson6346]

I am literally sick to my stomach after getting your newest post. Heartbroken for Adine and all of the carers who tried so valiantly to save this darling baby. This herd family will be in mourning as well. Rest in heaven little Phabeni , you will be missed forever.🙏🏻💔

[@ArtisDefiniition]

OMG I literally just sent this kind of of message to my friends. 😳 Poor Phabeni🤢🤮🤮😭😭

[@ladyjustice1474]

😢🙏

[@hattiethorpe5957]

I’m also bilious, my first reaction to this shocking news.. & video🤢🫣😳😰🙇‍♀️ 😭

[@whitelily286]

Terrible. I can't stop crying 💔🐘​@@hattiethorpe5957

[@user-qs3nj4bq5p]

me too. Literally sick to my stomach. 😭

[@suzanneflowers2230]

The Lord knows that thousands of hearts are crying at this tremendous loss. It can hurt so much to love!

[@motherofthedrummer]

❤

[@jk-bw8gf]

Your last sentence sums this tragedy up so well.

[@thea1rachiel]

I am one of the many crying as I read this news. I did not know elephants were so fragile even with all this support. I was not prepared for this turn of events.

[@juditate111]

We have lost our beautiful baby boy, Phabeni. I think we all fell in love with him at first sight of his cute little face. Rest in peace our little angel, you will not be forgotten.

[@donkamlager8997]

Was his poor health a direct result from the poachers killing his mother, Phabeni was a treasure, brought joy to us that watched him grow, to carers, to Adina, his sheep and goat buddies and to all elephants in his adopted herd

[@sarahmylne784]

You did your best for him. Just imagine how he could have ended up all alone and dying by himself. He lived the best life because you all cared.

[@hattiethorpe5957]

🇦🇺yes, I must try to remember such an important fact,thank you🙏🏻

[@amy8879]

@@sarahmylne784 i totally agree and that is the miracle to be thankful for in all this pain 💔

[@SidestepTheQuestion]

I didn't realize how delicate baby elephants were until Fenya died. I've been holding my breath ever since Phabeni's milk intake dropped off. Sweet, brave baby... To the magnificent staff of HERD, I am truly sorry for your loss. My heart broke when I read the notice this morning. But thanks to you, Phabeni got to experience an elephant family again after losing his. In turn, look at how much joy he gave his new herd, especially Setombe. And he's sparked nuturing behaviors in young Khanyisa! I will always remember his joy in the water with his new elephant family, and his rambunctious excursions with his nursery garden mates. He changed everyone around him for the better. Bless you, Phabeni and thank you.

[@user-zb5io8rg8w]

Well said

[@maryberkey3760]

@@SidestepTheQuestion BEAUTIFUL 😢💔💙🐘💚🙏 Thank You💞

[@ccasey1904]

I guess I had better see if the Medical psychic I consult with once in a blue moon here in USA can be reached from overseas. Because I don’t think anything else could have been done for Phabeni. HERD gave 500 per cent. 💔

[@MA_808]

I think of Fenya often....now he has little brother Phabeni by his side.

[@janetbuol2872]

I am 68 and have been crying since I read this. I don't know how Phabeni came to mean so much to me. He knew he was loved.

[@lesleyhook3472]

I went for a drive today just so that I could sob loudly without anyone hearing me. Two vans passed me and they had the writing “HERD FOR HIRE” 💚I am but one of so many sharing your heartbreak and praying for you, Adine, and everyone behind you and especially for Setombe, his stepmother, and all the elephants who took him into their herd and their hearts. The heartbreak seems endless but it will pass soon and he will stay in our hearts forever. Bless, bless, bless you all. ❤️🐘❤️

[@joannbarton1230]

Darling Phabeni, you were such a treasure. All who had a part in taking care of you now mourn you. Your light stays with us. Thank you, little one.

[@KMO325]

People easily-kill hundreds of elephants everyday, but the efforts to save one requires such a Herculean-effort. Always thankful for the folks at the Herd for their work. It makes you appreciate the miracle-efforts for Khanyisa and Fishan even more. God bless y’all.

[@gmeyer6657]

Well said💔

[@bogdang.7627]

when the World Elephant Conservation Organization is established, I will consider that man has reached a higher level. There are many centers that help with this problem, but there is no common strategy and communication between them. The center in Thailand shares its experiences and knowledge with the center in Kenya? Are there joint meetings to develop a common strategy to help elephants?

[@carolinag19699]

Wow, after reading all this one touched my heart, well said my friend!!

[@samantharamos7943]

I agree 💯

[@laurenurban3942]

Elephants herds have been established here in the USA. They are breeding them here so we have them for the future generations. We can’t control what goes on in other countries but we can develop our own herds so that these gentle giants don’t go extinct. It’s a cruel world out there.

[@kimmieh8419]

When this notification came across my screen, I just kept saying, ‘No! No no no!’ My heart breaks for everyone at HERD, all the HERD family on the social media where we were so lucky to have met and watched this little fighter overcome so much. And especially for Adine, all the caretakers, trustees, directors, and Drs that make this sanctuary possible for these amazing gentle giants. My thoughts and prayers go out to all of you so that you may have the strength and healing power to get through this difficult time. May Phabeni RIP and may the herd of Phabeni’s adoptive family comfort each other the way elephants do when a member is lost. We are all going to need much love and hugs because of this news. Love and hugs to you all! 😢💔🙏💞

[@phoenixps]

I am in shock 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Please someone tell me this is not true😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@LivingstonGina]

I too couldn’t believe the news, I’m heartbroken although I along with the thousands around the world did not know lil baby Phabeni in person. But the love & care, the videos allowing us all to participate from afar in his fight, his little heart was broken losing his momma, & in the end he wanted to go home to elephant heaven. But I feel he was telling you Adine & all the carers & his HERD that he was grateful for all you did, the many hours, days you bottle fed him & kept him warm, the sweet fun playtime’s & Lammie & Spotty who were his friends his keepers. We all are crying but feel good about the time he was here & he loved you all so much, dearest Adine you did everything in your power to help him, in the end God called him home - now rest in peace sweet little boy, what a joy it was the world was touched by your sweet kind soul. 😢 💔

[@shannon222ish]

Same😢

[@vivianaiacomelli3080]

Me too

[@amy8879]

What a mighty force Love can be… we are bonded in sorrow because we share a deep love for Phabeni and the herd.. but we must not lose hope for there are so many elephant orphans that will benefit from all that was learned from Phabeni’s short journey in life. It just was all meant to play out that way. May we be encouraged by the fact that his spirit as himself lives on and does not feel any pain anymore. May he graze peacefully until we all meet again on That Great Day … much love to all of you around the world and may a deep peace fall upon you all. Amen. ♥️

[@user-bl1ds6cj8t]

😮😣😩😭 i am shocked it's so painful He missed his mother internally, although he got the new family and your team did the best of the best but he was very young I lost my oldest dog last week and now phabeni 😣 Love you, Miss you phabeni always

[@embreis2257]

little Phabeni will be forever in our hearts. 🐘all those who followed him and the HERD team here know of him and mourn his loss. ofc, it is no consolation but this is more than can be said for most of us when the day comes. thank you all at the HERD team for taking such good care of him. you are incredible. 👏 there is a video on YT where a herd of wild elephants visited the home of a farm owner when he passed away years after saving them from poaching and letting them roam on his vast estate. they somehow sensed his death, came to his home and payed their respects. the HERD team has decades of experience with elephants and knows far better than any of us how elephants communicate and what they can sense. Phabeni's death surely didn't escape them.

[@CissaBlack]

Crying over my little Phabeni, even though I’ve never been to Africa. He stole all of our hearts.

[@fastgurrrl]

You tried. This poor baby was lost without his momma. You tried. He was just too sad and not long for this world. But you tried. Thank you. Godspeed Phabeni. Sweet innocent baby. Run free and strong, with your momma.

[@harrietharlow9929]

Poor Phabeni!😥

[@italiantraditionalcatholic2390]

Just proves God Almighty created these sensitive animals..part of God's character 🙏

[@jamilsalim4454]

Do you conduct an autopsy, internally there could be the actual cause...a parasitic worm or any other threatening entity ?

[@annsmarpat9500]

Phabeni rest in peace and love🕊️💙😭

[@kiko7247]

​​@@jamilsalim4454 it was enteritis (and other infections), it's in the description and in the video towards the end

[@francoisebeylie2923]

Setombe, his adoptive mother, will miss him enormously ; everyone will miss him, elephants and people.

[@SrCitizin]

Angel Phabeni.. i shall miss you..

[@herdelephantorphanage]

Thank you for your thoughtful donation.

[@nunyabiz-]

Thanks for your generous gift 💛

[@jorr1334]

There are no words. As a kitten foster, I know the grief of loosing a baby I nurtured, loved, and lost. Bless you all.

[@ladyjustice1474]

😢🙏

[@glamdolly30]

Yes indeed, every new life is precious and irreplaceable. I salute all who work in animal rescue, there are many tears along the way - but thankfully many smiles which make the heartbreak easier to bear. Godspeed, sweet Phabini - Forever loved. XXX

[@dowth3]

Same, only mine are all adult babies that I love like children -- and they all have lifespans shorter than mine. Brutal to lose babies!

[@garnetduran9946]

Just this morning, I was looking at an image of Phabeni standing under Jabulani. Little did I know that we would soon get the news that we lost him. I say "we" because HERD shared him with the rest of us. Now we share in HERD's sadness over losing this baby. Heartache. Thank you to everyone who helped Phabeni. I now picture Phabeni making sure you all get your heaven points for the love you gave him. Rest now, Baby Phabeni. We will miss you. Sending 🤍 from Micronesia.

[@amy8879]

@@garnetduran9946 AMEN.

[@joanjust8241]

God called Phabeni back to The Garden of Eden to be a Great Bull King there. With God’s love and mercy I hope one day call out his name and walk beside him.

[@amy8879]

@@joanjust8241 Amen. Me too ♥️ I prayed the same thing to The Lord ♥️

[@garnetduran9946]

​@@joanjust8241... Amen!

[@karensullivan9295]

Sorry for our loss. Too sad to watch whole video. 😢😢😢

[@raider7829]

Another day without baby Phabeni. Its so heartbreaking. Sending love to all who are mourning him. I can't imagine the blanket of sorrow at HERD at this time. It's going to take time. ❤❤

[@NoName-vw8ik]

I thank all of you at the herd orphanage for giving this little animal the best 11 months you could offer him. Stay strong all of you and ready for the next elephant to help. God bless all of you. ❤

[@elizabethgibbens]

I just wanted to thank everyone at HERD for giving little Phabeni a fighting chance at life for those few months. He loved his new family, the people who cared so much for him, and his Jubalani elephant family. He’ll never forget all the ones , elephant and humans, who loved him. Phabeni will be be in our hearts forever! So sorry for his loss. 🐘🐘🐘🐘🐘🐘🐘🐘🐘💜

[@thefairyqueen369]

I 100% agree! Adine and HERD gave Phabeni and all the orphans over the years, at the Sanctuary, a fighting chance for a new life. That is all that anyone can offer, but Adine and her carers spared no expense on so many levels to get this beautiful baby bull into a better state of health. I already cherished each moment with Phabeni and the herd as I did with little miss K......he was so adorable and full of life and curiosity and it is crushing that this has happened. In time, I will rewatch the videos of him on his walks with the herd and with his big sister Khanisia. Have been in a sombre mood all day since I heard and bursting into tears when I remember what has happened.

[@elizabethgibbens]

@@thefairyqueen369I couldn’t believe it when I saw little “seuntjie” in distress. I prayed to God in thanks for the gift of Phabeni. I’ll never forget him!

[@non.8994]

@@thefairyqueen369 Read and watch about Mopane, Fenyia, Shavo and now Phabeni. Only Kanyisa made it, for now. 4 out 5 baby elephants dead

[@user-zb5io8rg8w]

It seemed to me Fabini gave it all he had. He was a brave little trooper.

[@user-zb5io8rg8w]

@@thefairyqueen369 me too it’s like life must go on as usual, but I keep thinking about everybody at the orphanage

[@janetbowersox83]

I didn't realize how badly this little guys passing would effect me. I have already left a couple of comments and needed to do so again. I have been watching his journey all along and could not help but fall in love with Phabeni along with the rest of the world. He touched our hearts. What all of you do at Herd has my utmost respect and admiration. God bless you all and bless all of the elephant herd. I pray Phabeni will have lots of grass to eat and find many others to play with in the beyond. Thank you for sharing his short life with us............

[@kristinamariemehra8920]

I just couldn’t watch the video without crying. My heart aches so much, same as when Fenya crossed the rainbow bridge. Thank you HERD family for giving all the love, care that he deserves until his last day. You never gave up on him. A truly sad day for everyone.

[@herdelephantorphanage]

Your condolences bring us strength and hope, thank you.

[@sharonbest8580]

With all the hate in the world at this time, this precious baby Phabeni brought so so many together with such enduring love❤️😢Can barely write this through tears😢God bless all of you for loving and caring for him. With Momma now😇😢😢😢😢🙏🏼

[@amy8879]

Peace be unto you

[@amy8879]

Did his mother die when he was rescued? I never heard that part of his story.

[@lkrzzie]

@@amy8879No, nor did I. I’m supposing she did. 😢

[@Dnvr8083]

​@@amy8879They said at HERD, that there were haevy rains and storms in the area, where little Phabeni had been found, so he has became an orphan because he had been separated from his herd due to harsh weather conditions, not because his mother has died. It is absolutely not sure and there is not any prove, that his mother has died.

[@amy8879]

@@Dnvr8083 thank you for clarifying that.

[@21thalegend71]

YOU ALL DID THE MOST YOU COULD FOR HIM. PHABENI PASSED KNOWING HE WAS LOVED, CARED AND PROTECTED. 💔

[@janparish7895]

@@21thalegend71 Absolutely!!! 🙏🏻👏👏👏👏

[@janparish7895]

Amen!

[@KRoe-xz9gq]

I saw this and my heart fell to the floor. I can't even watch it. I'm gutted over the loss of this little man. Be at peace, sweet one. My heart goes out to all who loved and cared for him, and especially to those who fought so hard to give him the best chance. I'm deeply sorry for your loss.

[@christinahighsmith4453]

I can't watch the video at this time, it's too painful. But thank you all for sharing these precious last moments of time of this little angel with the people who have adored him around the world. I was so shocked when I read the title of the video while scrolling KZbin. I knew it had been a roller coaster with Phabeni, but it's still such a shock! It's especially painful to watch large, magnificent animals pass away. As a horse owner, the way they fight for life until the last minute is nearly unbearable. You all did so much for Phabeni from the moment he was in that van on his way to the rescue, until the very end, he knew he was loved. Thank you all!

[@shanti3310]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! This can’t be true!!! I’m SOOOO sorry! I have no words!

[@kimmieh8419]

This was exactly my reaction! I just kept saying NO when I was going through my phone to get to this video from the notification that came across my screen. I haven’t even watched the video yet. Just came to get comfort from the comments before I watched it. 💔😢

[@ThePltsweet]

I actually came to the comments first because i was shocked. actually in tears right now 😢😢😢

[@okapi7559]

Oh no... Oh no, not Phabeni, my little sweetpea. Oh, I'm just heartbroken. I started following HERD because I saw Phabeni's rescue from the very beginning, and my heart swellled with love for the young bull who had such a rough start in life and was so shy in the beginning. To see him flourish little by little with the help of Adine and the guidance and love of all the other caretakers and his adoptive elephant family was a lovely sight. He was a fighter, though. He had courage and a fighting spirit, and did his best to grow. Now his story will carry on to help the future orphans who will come after him. But I will perhaps forever be sad that we won't get to see him grow to a big bull. I'll love him forever! Thank you for the beautiful, priceless work, everybody at HERD! I'm so, so sorry for the loss. Let's all stand strong for lovely Phabeni and live on for his sake.

[@glickspicks1969]

Our forever baby with his dinosaur blanket 😭💔

[@laurierice7687]

Watching him actively dying was heartbreaking. Felt the need to honor his passing as well as his little life. Rest in peace💔 💙🐘💙

[@pattymelt-go3fv]

He is back in the embracing trunks of his ancestors....

[@rosajacobsen8140]

My deepest condolences on your and the herd's loss. How we love you, Phabeni! W weep now but we will remember with love and joy. We followed all your adventures in the sanctuary, your exciting arrival, first in the nursery, then exploring the garden courtyard with your animal pals. And the big day meeting members of the herd then the whole herd. How they loved you, and their expressions of love for you and yours towards them. Oh, Phabeni! Thank you for being a light and joy experienced around the world. I am so sorry for all the staff. We know you all did everything to help and guide Phabeni. Many thanks and we appreciate your work for the animals.

[@herdelephantorphanage]

What a lovely words to honour Phabeni, thank you.

[@ssk-wu3tc]

Rest easy, Phabeni. Thank you to everyone for taking such good care of this lovely ellie 😭😢💛💛

[@herdelephantorphanage]

We cannot thank you enough for your generous donation in memory of Phabeni, thank you for honouring him.

[@donnajarvis9542]

My heart feels empty for this little warrior Phabeni and for everyone at Herd.

[@gamesssful]

Sweet baby boy !!!His herd will be devastated

[@JamieM470]

Yes, I am so worried for Setombe. This is heartbreaking.

[@hattiethorpe5957]

@@JamieM470 🇦🇺yes! me too 😰🐘

[@dowth3]

@@JamieM470 AGREED! 💔

[@janetkonstatos5971]

Cause of Phabeni's death😢?

[@francesfarmer736]

Me too….it’s hard to get closure when you can’t see a body, he’s just not coming back, Elle’s. are so social, & emotional and this will be tough on them…….

[@cycleSCUBA]

Desperately sad. Everyone did their utmost for little Phabeni but it was not to be. He was loved to the end and will never be forgotten.

[@mlight7402]

Blessings to Phabeni and all who cared for him.

[@valeanton9846]

So sad...but I find some comfort in the fact he had a good life and was very safe and loved

[@FarReacher41]

Yes indeed there is no doubt he felt love from all his herd and carers.

[@carolinamoreno7372]

It's 8pm here in the States. I could not concentrate at work today at all. I tried to hold back the tears and could not. They asked me what happened, and I told them today I lost a little elephant nephew. I would like to address some words first to Stavros. Stavros, we are so grateful to you for being there with Seuntjie when he passed. He loved you and you are so kind and gentle. I am sending you a hug. Thank you. To Tigere, Owen, Khensani, Godknows and all the other Carers, I am also sending you thanks along with a hug. Phabeni's short time with us was filled with love and trust and kindness. We are all anxiously waiting to hear how the HERD is doing. When they see all of you, they will know.... they are all knowing... Adine, there aren't adequate words nor sufficient tears to express my admiration for you....

[@janparish7895]

@@carolinamoreno7372 Beautiful words 💔💙🐘💙🕊

[@carolinamoreno7372]

@@janparish7895 Jan, thank you so much for your kind reply. You always write so beautifully from your heart about the HERD. 💞I wish in my dreams we could all be there in ZA at this time.,,

[@stevenritts193]

Well said. Also in the States. Couldn't even comment until hours after.

[@voiciray]

Thank you for verbalizing this. I was sleepwalking through my job all day too. Thinking about my beautiful baby boy. I miss him terribly.

[@janparish7895]

@carolinamoreno7372 Hello Caroline. I just want to put my arms around the staff. I'd love to gently touch each Elephant too - Setombe especially - but that wouldn't be possible. I hope they can feel the enormous wave of love and sympathy we have for them. They've lost their baby and must feel grief, confusion perhaps, all sorts of emotions. Please take care and Thank You again for your heartfelt and gentle Tribute. 💙🐘💙🙏🏻

[@fgurley1]

Phabeni definitely mattered. So very sad. Thank each of you and the elephant herd for giving this baby such love and care. Sending love and prayers.

[@TheRealFura_WissenFuersLeben]

He died not alone, and this is the most important thing ❤️

[@herdelephantorphanage]

We so appreciate you saying that, thank you for caring about Phabeni.

[@CANM-hv4ki]

I am so heartbroken right now. When no updates came about Baby Phabeni for the past few days, I became worried. I can't even bear to watch this video. I never thought I would be this emotionally invested and so deeply in love with this baby. I don't know how Adine the carers and everyone at HERD do it, doing everything to make a baby ellie survive, but losing the battle in the end. God Bless Adine, Stavros, all the carers, Setombe and the whole Jabulani herd, Lammie and Spotty, and everyone who loves Phabeni. It would take time to heal from this. Baby Phabeni, thank you so much for the joy you brought. I love you so much. This is the only way how an elephant can break your heart. I was really praying and hoping that you grow up to be as magnificent as the older bulls. I am sure my pain is nowhere near as much as Adine's and everyone involved in his care. Thank you, Dr. Rogers for taking care of Phabeni until his last moment. Thank you so much, HERD, for making sure he received everything while he was with you. I also pray for Setombe and the Jabulani herd. I don't know how they will take this. God Bless You All.🙏🐘❤

[@jk-bw8gf]

You managed to put into words what do many of us feel... Thankyou.

[@CANM-hv4ki]

@@jk-bw8gf you're welcome. Still crying over him right now. If this is how much pain his passing has caused to a stranger like me, I can only imagine how much Adine, Setombe, the Jabulani herd and HERD are hurting and mourning right now. This is just too painful. I hope and pray in time these broken hearts will heal.🙏😥🙏

[@user-zb5io8rg8w]

❤❤❤ I feel the same

[@sallyrickerson9139]

I was as well wondering why there were no updates on Phabeni for a few days, then to see this title. Feels surreal.

[@CANM-hv4ki]

@@sallyrickerson9139 I normally watch videos about Phabeni at least 5 times. Now, I don't know if I can still watch those videos again. I really hoped and prayed that he would make it. I'm sure it will be so heartbreaking again on July 19th.

[@sunnyfrank4812]

Phabeni's life made a difference to people around the world. We join the HERD in mourning his loss. We appreciate your tireless work and sacrifice to make each orphan's life matter. If I am heartbroken, I can't imagine how the team must feel and yet they continue the good fight. RIP Phabeni.

[@wendyreed9682]

This is so sad. Such a short life. At least he was surrounded by love. You guys couldn't have done more. I'm sure he'll go to an animal heaven.❤❤❤

[@pameladarr7241]

Phabeni passed surrounded by love. He is now surrounded by love with his elephant family in heaven. He is in enveloped with peace & love. Thanks for all that you do.

[@nancydaley9646]

Oh, my heart! Phabeni, his elephants, his carers all fought so hard for him.

[@robbiwouters]

😢 dear Phabeni, be happy wherever you are 😢 You are sadly missed over here 😢

[@tamarasacora]

I’m so so sad and will miss Phabeni, I’ve been going through hell in my life and seeing all the elephants has made me happy.. I’m going to miss you little one!!❤

[@herdelephantorphanage]

Thank you for your honesty, we wish you well and appreciate your kindness and support.

[@roel1000]

I hope the elephants got a chance to see him to say their goodbyes. I only watched a little he seemed in pain and distraught. Healing thoughts to the staff and herd. My heart is breaking😢

[@phripp2868]

I hope it brings some comfort to know that Phabeni was given medications to alleviate any pain.

[@audreygroves4665]

Our hearts are broken for baby Phabeni. What a fighter he was. Prayers for comfort and healing to all the carers of Phabeni.

[@cosmoplakat9549]

His behavior reminds me of my 17 year old cat the night he passed away - disoriented, glassy eyed, and jittery. My cat was usually a lap cat and kind of a lazy old man, so I knew it wasn't good seeing him pacing and disoriented. It left a hole in my heart when he died, just as Phabene has left a hole in the hearts of all of us who loved him and wanted him to get well. He fought for so long, and is now at least out of pain and is with his mama forever.

[@sharong8511]

I lost my 21-years-old cat Johnny in January of 2023. He found me in a park when he was a tiny, floofy baby chasing butterflies 🦋 I sat down in the grass with him and waited quite some time for his mother, feline or human, to come find him. Nobody came so I carried him home in the open top of my backpack. I fed him and showed him the litter box, gently took hold of his little paw and showed him how to dig in the kitty litter. He was my constant companion for the next 21 years. The grief I felt when it was time to let him go was deep and painful. Only now am I considering adopting a cat. I’m going to the SPCA and will adopt through them. Right now they have dozens of cats that were rescued from a pet hoarding situation in another area of my province of BC, Canada. They have all been spayed or neutered, given vaccines and been de-flead and dewormed. Their fee of $300 is used to provide care and to help rescue animals and I have no problem paying it.

[@musiczoneful]

I lost my cat last October. He was my soul animal, always by my side. My heart hasn't healed since and this news just broke it even more.

[@hilarybromley3064]

we were there when he was rescued and we were there at the end what a privelidge thank you team I'm posting this with tears in my eyes so bless all of you

[@herdelephantorphanage]

Your heartfelt words bring us comfort during this difficult time.

[@marianjones5006]

😱😭I'm so sorry to hear this. It is a huge shock. I could not believe what I was reading. Thank you Herd for all the hard work, love and dedication you gave to this sweet, strong willed, stubborn little bull. His last months were filled with love from his elefant and human family. I wish you all the strength in the world to deal with the passing of little Pabeni.

[@herdelephantorphanage]

We appreciate your heartfelt condolences; your words have touched our souls, thank you

[@CraigJensen-tq7sq]

58 year old me is crying. So long Phabeni. You haves us hope and brought us joy.

[@jacquelinem6609]

Oh Phabeni, 😢😢😢 I’m so devastated, what a loss. I was with Khanyisa as she graduated to her Ellie family and I love her and her journey so much! When Fenya arrived we all watched and prayed as you worked hard to help her but I was so devastated when she passed. I never imagined Phabeni would pass he had such a strong spirit. Prayers and hugs for all of you I can only imagine the toll this has taken on all of you. 🙏🏻🤗🙏🏻🤗♥️♥️

[@sianradford237]

Am overwhelmed by the loss of this sweet boy....I can't imagine how difficult it must be for you all to lose such a sweet boy.The heard must be confused and grieving his absense...Holding you all in my heart.................

[@waitwhat564]

Today is day two of hearing this news. I feel so very sad. The grief must be overwhelming at Herd. It was only yesterday I was in my art class. I am painting ellephants and got into a conversation about Herd and the joys of little Phabeni and told people about this channel from Australia. The video was very hard to watch little Phabeni struggling to breath. You did your utmost best 24/7 trying to help him, and he was showered with so much love. Thankyou for making his life beautiful even though short. Will miss him so much. ❤❤❤❤

[@herdelephantorphanage]

Thank you for coming into Phabeni's life and sharing his story with the art class. It is great to know that HERD, South Africa is "travelling" around the world, thanks.

[@juniru6139]

No words, just profound sorrow for everyone involved, humans and elephants and sheep ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@stephieikin4340]

Our hearts are bleeding at this news. We loved this feisty, little bull with his precocious temperament who so adored his new elephant family.

[@elielf1893]

Phabeni, courageous baby, you had the spirit of a grand elephant. Rest in peace , dear soul, may the respect and the love you inspire follow you through your journey.

[@aarthipari7525]

Extremely sorry for this loss of the little angel who brought beautiful moments in HERD n people all over the world who loved phabeni. .

[@wildthunderbird]

Little baby Phabeni left this cruel world surrounded by so much love. ❤️

[@dowth3]

Yes, exactly. And dear Stavros who came out of retirement to tend to the wee bull!

[@amy8879]

Exactly Amen. What a beautiful life to be honored with deep love in your last moments. Stavros is the keeper of all of Phabeni’s final secrets and his final breaths♥️

[@glickspicks1969]

Now Phabeni will watch over Stavros just as Stavros watched over him. Their souls are forever connected.

[@dowth3]

@@glickspicks1969 Agreed, and it is just as it should be for the honorable man who came out of retirement to honor his promise to the babies. God bless him!

[@tenzinyangdroen1618]

A real shock…for everybody, the team, the substitute herd with the substitute mother, us followers… but he had a good time with his carers and new herd and was surrounded by his helpers who loved him… Very sad, this life has many challenges… Wishing Phabeni all the best for his further journey which we cannot see right now ❤🐘🕊

[@evaelhouar3933]

I'm so very very sorry for the loss of this beautiful little Phabeni. I'm sitting in my home in Stockholm and crying. I will always remember Phabeni. Love to you all/Eva

[@elizabethbohannon4589]

I am so so sorry for your loss, Adine, Stavros, and the whole carer team. He was a beautiful little soul. My heart breaks with yours.

[@francescaa8331]

I'm so heartbroken about Phabeni. I know you all grieve, the herd and the carers. My deepest condolences.

[@Pubsae]

Oh my God, there aren’t enough tears to express how much this hurts. He at least experienced what having a loving family felt like. Thank you HERD and the Jabulani herd for being so accepting of our feisty little bull and providing that for him. Afflictions like EEHV and enterocolitis are especially cruel to baby elephants. They’re so fragile. Bless our angel, Phabeni.

[@fairygaslight8660]

Over the months, I fell in love with Phabeni - always looking forward to his adventures. Such a playful, silly, loving, curious, and brave boy. Thank you for sharing his last time and allowing us to say goodbye alongside you all. 💙💙💙

[@mamawolf86]

So sad. I am so sorry for everyone loss! I was praying for a miracle for Phabeni- sadly that meant a permanent peaceful slumber. Rest easy little one ❤

[@sussiemikkelsen1764]

Run free little Phabeni 🙏💙💫 Thank you for your time on Earth 💛

[@jenniferandersen1779]

I am devastated. I have woken up every morning over the last 6+ months, checking my phone to see if a HERD video was posted, hoping to catch a glimpse of Phabeni. Seeing him always made me smile and made my day better. I am so grateful to all at HERD for sharing him with us and for taking such good care of all the elephants. My heart goes out to Adine and all the carers who dedicate their lives to saving even one of this majestic species. You all are amazing. My heart breaks for Setombe and all of the herd that adopted Phabeni. I hope they are able to heal from his loss. I am sad for all of us who loved Phabeni through your videos. His loss will be felt by many. Finally, Phabeni, rest. ❤

[@user-zb5io8rg8w]

Yes

[@jgemslie]

You said exactly how I feel 😭

[@waitwhat564]

Me too.

[@kodamaspirit9298]

I am so incredibly sorry and saddened by the terrible news. My only consolation is that thanks to HERD, Phabeni did get the chance to feel love, care and acceptance from both humans and other elephants before he left this world. He'll always be remembered for his spark, his courage, his playfulness and his tender nature. Sleep well handsome Phabeni. ❤

[@stmc13]

This is a shocking and tragic loss! 😢 I look forward to his videos every night and watching him grow and be cared for. He was the most adorable elephant, but he was really struggling with this sudden illness.. It was hard to watch and feel helpless. I can’t imagine how helpless you must have felt. It is comforting to know that he finally relaxed was able to pass while lying peacefully next to a beloved carer. Again- I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you Herd for allowing us to experience his life and all the lives of your elephants through your videos as painful as it is today 😢

[@christinelenhart]

😭RIP sweet Phabeni and thanks for the you joy you brought to us during your short live. Thanks to Adine and carers what you have done for Phabeni, blessings for you all 🫂

[@sonjavandenende9586]

This is so sad. Grief for poor Phabeni, for Setombe and everyone at HERD who loved him.

[@Benutzer9]

I'm shocked. OMG, I cannot believe it, Phabeni ❤ You will always remain in our hearts, you are a real fighter, we will miss you little boy ❤

[@raedarden9830]

Am devastated. Cannot imagine how you can deal with the loss of sweet Phabeni. Prayers for you, his human family at HERD...and especially for Setombe and the rest of his family which may not understand why his is no longer with them. Rest in peace, little Phabeni. You were a brave spirit and taught us much.

[@ninaneuberger2622]

Rest in peace little Phabeni

[@karensmale9853]

I’m heartbroken for stetombe and Lundi as well as all who loved and looked after him. He was a special boy❤

[@denisehigo3211]

His life was short and he has been loved by all, humans and elephants 🙏🏻 🐘

[@karenpayne9212]

Dear all who loved Phabeni and worked so hard to give him every chance, I can only imagine how you feel. I started watching your channel with Khanysia and held my breath when she was ill. I was broken hearted with Fenya and now Phabeni. The whole team are an amazing group and deserve all the love and support that can be sent. Bless you and Godspeed Phabeni.

[@amy8879]

Me too. Fenya was hard for me but the herd did not adopt her yet… but Phabeni… the herd treasured him. It will be difficult to watch them mourn.

[@skkppyblrb50]

Heartbroken and in tears, so thankful for everything you and all the carers do for these gentle giants. So so sorry for your loss, may your memories of him lift all of you up.

[@PDogB]

This is so sad. I started watching this channel when Phabeni first arrived and he became the elephant I always watched. He was so absolutely darling and I didn't expect he would be gone so soon. Here I am on the other side of the planet crying for little Phabeni. Thank you for providing him the pleasant life, happy times and enjoyment of being part of a caring and nurturing herd and family. I'm so sorry

[@dowth3]

Same. Baby 'Beni was also my introduction. His darlingness was magnetic across the globe.

[@leosunrising]

Same for me :(

[@PDogB]

And so soon after the loss of Kenneth. I will keep you all in my prayers at HERD.

[@dinahquillen9380]

He passed knowing he was so loved by his Elephant and Human Families. So sad but you did all you could for this little angel.

[@rbriscoe1745]

Oh no!!! So terribly sad!!! You gave him so much care and warmth plus his experience with the loving herd - he had the best life possible. He was such an adorable little bull. I’m so sad he passed away.

[@Ladybug211211]

So so sorry to learn about Phabenis passing. It was not for lack of trying on the part of him and his adoptive herd and his entire human herd. I cry with all of you.

[@herdelephantorphanage]

Thank you, we are so grateful for this supportive community during such a difficult time.

[@kp8381]

I lost my 16 yr old little fur baby yesterday and now sweet little Phaebini. 💔💔💔 You did everything you could. As with me, it will take time to come to grips with the loss not only for all of you at HERD but for his elephant family as well. I'm thinking that my little baby and Phaebini ran over the rainbow bridge together where they were FREE from all their worries. Blessings and prayers to all of you. 🐶❤️🐘❤️

[@janparish7895]

I am so sorry ❤

[@j9keystone806]

My sincere condolences. May you remember the good times with your furbaby to lift you in your grief.

[@familymajor]

I'm so sorry for your loss 😢🙏🏻

[@keltidar]

I'm very sorry for your loss. I have a 15 year old fur baby and, well, I worry. Love can be very painful but in the end it's all worth it.

[@franceslynch8815]

I am so sorry to hear of your own furbaby's loss. I am crying thinking of this sweet orphan baby Phabeni and his struggle to live, which brings back my own sad memories of my darling much loved dog who died last year. I hope you take care of yourself and know that you gave your sweet pet everything you could in her little much loved life. Sending you so many good wishes for peace in your life.❤

[@laurietate2210]

This is so gut wrenching and breaking my 💔 Phabeni, We Love You and your family loves you Precious little one!😭 We will miss your silly little self! Fly High Baby Phabeni, you’ll see your all your Herd one day🐘🐘🐘🐘🐘🐘🐘🐘🐘🐘

[@MA_808]

Our Brave Phabeni Fearlessly Faced His Short Life Herd Lead Evermore

[@patnoisworthy3779]

What a terrible loss. I have followed this sweet baby every day. I am grief stricken.