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I Renovated A Van Alone At 19.

[@nataliexlynn]

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[@oddnashawn8899]

Ok but how so you shower or bath?

[@jamesbrooks3664]

@@oddnashawn8899 Truck stops, campgrounds, motels and hostels.

[@oddnashawn8899]

@@jamesbrooks3664 Ok, Thank you

[@eveycarder70]

I have never ordered merch so fast in my life x

[@heydiddlediddlegal9001]

This series has absolutely made my year, you inspire me so much! I'm seventeen and I'm working towards getting my own van too, I've just bought one of your hoodies and I'm 100% going to wear it when I'm working on my own van 🥰

[@MaxReisinger]

There is nothing quite like this on KZbin.. this is special

[@nataliexlynn]

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[@ahmadelbiali8331]

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[@k8rll]

like fr thooo, i tried looking a channel quite like this but nothingg

[@darrencurry911]

You definitely have a very special feel to your channel!

[@marvin2678]

There's a lot like this on yt, still amazing tho

[@StudioAnnLe]

This video is so well put together. You are a very talented young woman!!! I wish I was ambitious at that age... heck even now.

[@Thomas-li8du]

My advise would be start doing things without thinking

[@TrantGouchey]

only critisism is keeping all the audios near the same decibel level

[@nickxcaliber7991]

She identifies as a man.

[@smidder6080]

As someone who's 21 and built his own van. It took a lot of time, effort, money and patience to do it. I did it myself without any of my parents money or help. Seeing a 19 year old remodeling a whole van is wild. The amount of time, effort, money, and patience put in to the van must be crazy. I can't even image it. Great job Natalie, we're proud of you and I'm sure your proud of yourself. I hope your happy with your work :)

[@vasiliipopov416]

Having something to call "your life savings" at 19 is impressive already. Shit, I come from a country so economically undeveloped, I don't have anything like that at 30.

[@swamp-yankee]

Let’s be real she’s on your level. Y’all are basically the same age and the women figure shit out first.

[@Personalaccount730]

@@swamp-yankee that’s pretty sexist

[@seaof_stars]

@@Personalaccount730 isnt it true that women mature 2 years faster than men? i heard one of my teachers say it in an assembly before, and it shows pretty obviously in school idk tho. even if its not its not a sexist thing to say. its not implying figuring shit out first or second is worse or better, its just saying that women tend to do it first. nothing sexist about it

[@GaySatanicClowns]

@@seaof_stars Puberty. Women have puberty earlier.

[@14mirage]

I am sitting my daughter down to watch this as soon as she gets home from school. You are what our young ladies need to see more of. You are such an inspiration, and that comes from a 53 year old father.

[@maryankorr3319]

yes, very true! this is real woman empowerment- trusting your own abilities & hardwork, and that comes from a 20 young woman

[@thelemon5069]

​@@maryankorr3319women are whatever women wanna be

[@typillers6037]

Sooo... year later, what did the daughter say to this video😅

[@RealSiddVivek]

From professional filmmaker to professional carpenter, she does it all😂. Regardless, I can so relate to her being such a perfectionist and being so disconnected as well as having abandonment issues.Also,I can actually see a new style in your videos developing throughout this series and I cant wait to see how much you ll improve in your storytelling and where this series would go💙😆Loved the video Natalie!!

[@mumbaikachallenge5526]

She is Amazing❤️

[@thecatskitten6302]

Def not a carpenter

[@franzfrancisco6349]

@@thecatskitten6302 'Car'-penter

[@franzfrancisco6349]

@@thecatskitten6302 or should I say Car-painter

[@lawrup]

I think i deserve to have a beautiful wife who is smart and kind im 19 and my relationships didn't even last a month im just broke and also i still didn't get my first kiss Im Lost in a relationship position

[@theeditaesthetic]

did anyone notice how in the last ep, the music stopped with the slam of the van door, and in the beginning of this one, the music started with the slam? its little details like these that make her videos SO satisfying to watch as a film major. also, brown and green are your trademark colours now, i don't make the rules.

[@cephi]

omg good eye!

[@user-ez9tz4vt4g]

But is there something more than that?

[@MysticLegend31]

"before I can actually see things come together visibly, I have to strip everything I don't want because I need to make room for all the new stuff I want to put in." This is a great analogy about life in general. You have to let go of the things that you don't want in your life so that you can make room for the things you do want. You're amazing! putting yourself up to do this at the age of 19 and seeing you struggle and grow is so inspiring! Thanks for making the video

[@gonzalomora3253]

KZbin has been feeding me this video for almost a year and i didn´t want to watch it because at the time i was kinda fed up with van restoration/renovation/conversion... but after a year of seeing that thumbnail i decided to watch the video... and boy am i glad i did, i freaking loved this video, i loved your style, your voice, the editing, everything... i now understand why youtube was recommending me this video... congratulations on Spiffy, it turned out amazing... now i´ll go ahead and binge watch your entire channel

[@kme3894]

came for the van renovation, stayed for the philosophical takeaway: in life, progress will often look like you are stalling or even going backwards... until there's a breakthrough and everything comes together beautifully and you realize you were making progress all along. Trust the process

[@Scwibbles91]

lol

[@maonyksmohc9574]

😂😂 i wish, if it feels like you are going backwards, you probably are

[@RH_2012]

I love how you’re so honest with the struggles of building your van. Most people don’t talk about that. Gives people a false impression sometimes that things might be easy. But your honesty and vulnerability makes this video unique and so special.

[@BrianSmiley2306]

Great job Natalie!!! I'm a 69 year old who after dealing with cancer 3 times, AND WINNING, decided a few years ago to acquire "Vanessa" a 1987 Ram campervan. I took things slow as not able to do as much as fast as I would like, lol. Like you, I went through all the struggles to complete the reno, and I'm so proud of all the new skills I learned along the way. So I'm not afraid to try something, and I'm very proud of you and your accomplishments :) Each day is a new day, so put your shine on and welcome each new adventure in your life

[@roughjeepliving5394]

Wishing you the best take it one day at a time good luck

[@akihito8247]

holy shit, my sister in christ, the production value is crazy. the camera angles in this video are crazy good, the editing is absolutely top tier, the way you present yourself in front of a camera comes off as super natural and genuine. what camera did you use for this vid?

[@internalcombustion8744]

LOL stop simpin bruh she don’t want you 💀

[@isaiah9501]

@@internalcombustion8744Dude what are you on, they were just admiring the Cinematography of the Video, and her beautiful editing. And asking for what Camera she was using. How is that Simping

[@shae5592]

i can’t even explain the feeling i got from watching this video. i completely understand that feeling of being isolated from everyone when you you’re going down a path that you feel no one else is on! you have seriously changed my perception of life from this video, honestly thank you so much!

[@khuraimkhan558]

its videos like these that make you realise how beautiful life can be

[@mateuszkrytyk5711]

@@khuraimkhan558 it is videos like this one that make you realise how retarted people are "I can't explain the feeling" "I completly understand" Inability to describe your own emotions then statement that say otherwise unless these things are somehow now connected Then admiting that a video about a fuqin van changed your world view? So i suppose that person has not developed since preschool.... You can call me a cinical asshole but how am i supposed to describe that person in any other way than idiot?

[@Kveld]

The polaroids, Life is Strange's music, the van and the beautiful trips you will do with it...it's all awesome and just like a dream. I am happy for you because you live your life to the fullest. And you have some great music taste too! Cheers from Italy

[@helengrugett]

I didn’t notice this had Life is Strange music!

[@selim7945]

All videos of her have the life is strange vibes man, so unreal and real at the same time :D

[@shine5007]

@@selim7945 yea she seem like she is from the game

[@davidlovingmusic]

I was totally getting a Life is Strange vibe, but I didn't realize it was the same music. But, yeah, the polaroids, the font choices, and the whole aesthetic was Life is Strange. Love it!

[@ImaginaryNate]

Does anyone have the specific music used from the Life Is Strange OST? I know their music is great such as Jose Gonzalez - Crosses used in this vid, but it’s hard to find these other songs specifically

[@simoneinsanity]

I’m almost 27 and afraid to take this leap. Thank you for this awesome vulnerable video and for the realistic van reno! Congrats dude and enjoy the life you’ve just begun ❤️

[@peta4635]

ive been like traveling since i was 16 and now im 37. whats your excuse huh

[@nathanr25]

As someone who's 16 and built his own go kart. It took a lot of time, effort, money and patience to do it. I did it myself without any of my parents money or help. Seeing a 19 year old remodeling a whole van is wild. The amount of time, effort, money, and patience put in to the van must be crazy. I can't even image it. Great job Natalie, we're proud of you and I'm sure your proud of yourself. I hope your happy with your work :) Edit: Im not comparing myself. The amount of work put in to the van was wayyyy more work than my project. My point was I know what it's like to be young and do projects. But, again, her project was way way WAY more work then mine

[@hello-zq8ku]

hey! making your own kart sounds like a very cool project, im currently 16 as well, how would i be able to start learning about go karts and whatever, I want to make a go cart too!

[@nathanr25]

@@hello-zq8ku not gonna lie, you can only do so much with a go kart. I chose to build an off road go kart. For my purposes I wanted to take it up to the trails up in the mountains, but the go kart just couldn't handle it. If you wanted to, you probably could build one. If you don't know what your doing it's not a bad idea to ask a parent. I have a lot of experience with tools so I had something to work off of. If you don't think you can build one after reading this, don't let me keep you from doing it. However It's not a bad idea to consider buying an atv, dirt bike, or mini bike, like me, which is what I ended up buying about 2 years after I build it

[@itsyunggrave]

This is probably some of the most inspirational and moving coming of age story yet. you rock mate and definitely would be your friend !

[@fatface6492]

She makes us feel like we're watching a movie that we wish to be in the movie.

[@selim7945]

spot on

[@D_Cali_Life]

Awesome Content. Keep it up. I lived in a van when I was 21 back in 2012. I drove a New Chevy Express Passenger Van. I did it as a way to save $$$. People called me homeless and a creep. Little did they knew I actually owned a home and traveled a lot for work. Now Everyone is jumping on the Van, Schoolie, TinyHome Trend. Can’t blame them. Never too late to chase your freedom and dreams. It helped me get to where I’m at now at 32. I still have that Van ❤

[@KaiVertigoh]

Not only is this such an impressive feat, but I was blown away by your storytelling in this. Amazing job!! So much coverage throughout the process too, I'm actually really curious how long it took you to edit this 👀

[@morg0132]

This feels weird to say but, I think this is one of the best youtube videos ever made. The cinematography, the movie feeling, the feeling I get just watching it is inexplainable. I know you'll never see this natalie but amazing job.

[@alexandermanning2111]

wow she could of at least said thank you. im sure she hanging upside down like a vampire somewhere on the west coast though.

[@Dansandoa]

This was a excellent journey Natalie, turned out pretty good!

[@kflecha1]

The van looks so cute tho! I can't wait to see her adventures😍

[@PrestigeWorldwid3]

Dude your outlook on life is so incredible. This van seems to have taught you so many lessons and a lot of people watching this can learn a lot from the ways you’ve dealt with frustrating tasks like you have. You’re wise beyond your years and I hope you make some great memories on the road inside of something you’ve put your heart into.

[@-VanLife4ever-]

That van is such a vibe and we need more like this one in the van life community.

[@Mnxeu]

This is insane how homey and just so aesthetically pleasing you've made the van, the hard work 1000% paid off in the end. You've done an incredible job with it! Can't wait to see what journeys you get up to in this van now!

[@cephi]

this is so insane?!?! those months of isolation and persistence must've felt so discouraging but you still continued to work your hardest for it even if you've never done something like it before and that's just- you're so fucking cool, natalie. the van looks so so awesome. and as always the film is wonderful! hoping all the best for you sincerely

[@sarahcastleberry786]

As a 23 year old who has just started searching for a van to call home, this video is extremely inspiring!! Thank you and happy travels

[@ella.mp4]

never knew watching someone renovate a van would make me so emotional but im crying and smiling and so proud of you right now.

[@Novagunner]

im a painter, and i totally under stand the " it looks worse" projects will look terrible untill that last 80 percent where everything starts to come together.

[@agentelvis81]

It's always darkest before the dawn :)

[@michaelanicole9999]

"Even if things are seemingly not progressing to an end goal, not all progress has to look or feel linear. Before I can actually start seeing things come together visibly, I kind of have to strip everything out that I don't want... because I have to make room for all of the new stuff I want to put in" -- such a fitting quote for the project, and for life in general. You are wise beyond your years, Natalie. ♥

[@iambjarni]

So far I think this is my favorite video I've watched on YT and I have 6 more to watch from Borderless. The story, editing, colours, sounds.... it all just goes soooo well together!

[@miriammoraza1191]

It doesn't matter how expensive or luxurious it may be, the important thing is that you do it with love and your project with love, I loved seeing a woman super determined to achieve her dream, thank you for sharing the great work you achieved 😱😇

[@daryl906]

When you said about taking another path than most people, that hit hard. As a 29 year old, I've done that my whole life where it's hard to feel like you fit in anywhere. Congrats on all your hard work!

[@hahaweed420]

this sounds like a college discussion post response.

[@drc6940]

stop being a fanny mate.

[@sambajuice8758]

As a 19 year old who just wants to travel as well, wow, an inspiration, I just don't want to travel alone, my only issue with this. I'd get too lonely too fast. Love the transformation and journey. Respect

[@Mania26]

Real problem are money.

[@brydak]

@@Mania26 It's hard to earn some with poor grammar.

[@Mania26]

@@brydak Oh sorry, my bad you perfection of english language...This is not my native language but others understand what I mean.

[@FirstName69]

@@brydak Even harder when you're jobless.

[@nevelhaim4619]

I’d travel with you Not knowing shit Never inhibit your experience seeking will

[@balazsdusek]

during this whole video I just kept saying "this is so cool" and it's not even my inner automotive enthusiast but how awesome it is to go out and do a project like this. you have all my respect

[@DrSilsby]

I have to say that I think you did an amazing job, I bought a full size rv back in the 1980's and did very little to it and had it for a couple of years then traded it for a mini van because I needed it for the family! I am a 67 year old man that is very proud of your job and I love all the GREEN!

[@orangesheep7094]

I started crying when I heard you talking about feeling isolated while choosing untraditional ways to live this life. That's so personally relatable. Also I admire you do much you're one of the coolest people I saw!

[@zebraloverbridget]

Protip for securing items while you are moving in a clean way: buy some strong magnets and a sheet a metal. Install the magnets on the bottom of items and put the sheet of metal (make sure you buy a type that magnets are attracted to) just under the top surface of the counter. A thin sheet of wood laminate would work perfectly on top of it and you would get to keep the wood aesthetic.

[@BillySBC]

What an absolute genius girl you are! Excellent choice of van, excellent match of paint from the store, and what a nice little home you'll have on the road! There is nothing wrong with being independent! Be the kind of person people come to with problems, be the person who knows everything that people can rely on, be your own hero! Excellent video, thanks for posting it!

[@erickaerickson3304]

I can’t explain how much this resonated with me , I built my van on all my own too and went through so many of the same emotions and no body really talks about it nor make it look so cinematic, so thank you for making me feel heard and inspired again. Keep being you 🫶

[@itsbrittjohnson]

you summed up all of my mental battles of 2020&2021 in this one sentence: “Before I can actually start seeing things come together, like, visibly, I kinda have to strip everything out that I don’t want because I have make room for all the new stuff I want to put in.” Thank you for putting into words what I've been struggling to grasp for the last two years. You moved me to tears. So proud of you.

[@LiatMyArt]

I love how you’re not over romanticising this project, making it look like a Pinterest dream, but actually showing the hard work both physically and mentally, and still making it inspiring! I’m the same age as you but far from being as much independent (a lot because I serve in the army, not by my choice but because it’s a duty where I live) and this well made video definitely brought me hope that one day I’ll create for myself the life I want just like you do by hard work & tons of motivation! Keep on with the great content❤️

[@pohmelniy3153]

Слов нет, одни эмоции. Боюсь я в 19 лет буду сидеть и думать какая у меня скучная жизнь и как мне не повезло, пока другие просто берут и делают. Ты большая молодец! Успехов тебе во всём.

[@1mercurygirl]

I have a 1993 Chevy g20 and as an 18 YO the mental block is TUFF. Major props for the perseverance and prioritizing something that seems impossible. So so so much inspiration

[@gianni0012]

This is what you call a KZbin classic… you can rewatch many times and not get bored, the editing is great

[@LukeAndersson1]

I can't believe you restored that van all by yourself with no prior knowledge of the huge pain it is to pull that off. I restored a small trailer years ago and I have years of construction background and it was a ton of work. And you painted the van too?!! You are an incredible video maker and an impressive person. I look forward to watching the adventures you share of your journey. Good job!

[@NATURALBORNSHREDDER]

Great job renovating, and the thoughts on how it's a project of trust in yourself especially when growing up in distrustful environments. Most people won't see this way of life but that's fine, it's awesome for certain people. Everything said about it being like a refuge, pushing past perfectionist struggles lol, very true, I built a house in the woods when I was 20 and it was a similar feeling of - creating a bubble of sanity, discovery and self confidence.

[@RedDirt_Cowboy]

Not only are you living your dream but you are living a lot of ours! There is always time to make more money, but there is not more time to live your dreams. Always do what you need for your soul so you will have no regrets. So much life to live at your young age. Do not waste a second doing what the world tells you to do! Stay blessed

[@Benn_TK]

Something about your content absolutely sucks me into it. keep doing what your doing! much love from Aus

[@viper3269]

love your stuff benn

[@SidneyDiongzon]

Whoa. The storytelling in this video is 🔥 Great work and excited for you!

[@zitaridgett]

She is the most underrated KZbinr, her editing is incredible.

[@nickreich1]

I’m a master industrial maintenance technician. Seeing this is so inspiring. I can’t imagine doing this at her age. It’s so fucking cool to see someone dive in and figure it out and learn so much on the fly. At the end of the day this vans is HERS no matter what and I love that.

[@rubyg563]

As a young kid with dreams that seem pretty similar to yours, this is so inspiring :) thank you so much for being so real and open about the whole project, rather than making it seem like an effortless, fancy “makeover”. I’ve never seen your channel before, but your editing style, and real-life chats are so amazing and down-to-earth. Thank you again

[@sophialee4781]

Yes, I agree. I'm fourteen and have similar van life aspirations

[@FlashFocused]

One of the most talented storytellers on this platform without a doubt.

[@gehancheung1505]

Wow! Impressive and inspiring that you--one person, at 19, with no experience--took on such a project. Congrats on a job well done!

[@AudenimLock]

I really related to this; Incredibly independent, and constantly feel like if I want something done well/right I have to do it myself and I often feel disconnected from people. It's odd though, people seem to feel closer to me than I do to them. I enjoy solitude but I often wonder if that's a good thing, because you constantly get told that experiences and happiness needs to be shared to have meaning. I don't know how to have peace while sharing my life with others. The emotional labour always tends to fall to me and relationships (platonic and romantic) end up being one-sided and I just go numb. I've noticed society, as a whole, doesn't respect kindness and authenticity. Hard to find spaces online or irl where it's appreciated and you can encounter others who you can learn from and grow together. So much envy and narcissism. You did a great job! The van looks cosy and has tons of personality.

[@CreativeRyan]

This was incredible!! 🙌🏼 Very inspiring to see you working hard on the project, wish you the best experiences. I’ll be watching 🔥

[@heli_3105]

Natalie's videos transcend and transport me to a safer, peaceful and beautiful place- I dunno how exactly to put in in words but its just magical. Also the vibes, editing, the way it is shot is all just so pretty. ❤😔

[@cephi]

i know right ♡

[@hardikjain3157]

Oh my God, haven't seen anything else even half as beautiful ever. Glad of myself for finding this channel.

[@WolfQuantum]

Full props to your perseverance, dedication, and willingness to learn and do. I have to admit I probably wouldn't have stuck that out. Learning that good that gets done can beat perfection that doesn't is a good thing to learn. Stay safe, but enjoy the journey. If I knew in my early adult years what I know now I think I'd have done similar. Maybe not the build. A sleeping bag and a van would work.

[@fiezwywiz8481]

I'm 19 years old and still stuck in a comfort zone, and still can't move on, and I wish I could have a wonderful experience like you... Thank you so much.. Amazing videos ♥️♥️

[@Myke_thehuman]

Figure out what you want. Break it down into tiny steps that are definitely achievable. And before you know it your wish will be reality.

[@reno8494]

@@Myke_thehuman Honestly I just want to leave everything behind and go start a life elsewhere.. I don't want to waste 7 to 11 years of my life studying , constantly in stress , just to get a job praised by everyone else and to make my fam proud. When I say that I'm ready to leave everyone behind I mean it , so why do I fear becoming a disappointment and always worry what others will think/ how they will view me? A new country , new look , new name and a new life... A chance to be reborn that is all. The only aspect that makes this but a mere dream is the realistic one , no money means no freedom , running away is futile as you'll end up homeless , penniless and regret every choice you've made , so back to square one but now it's a lot worse. I fear having no degree and no money will mean working long hours for little money , not even enough to live yet alone start over elsewhere. Shit's so depressing.

[@chethanarao7843]

@@reno8494 i think you should read paper towns

[@rosaliebosma]

Hey! I'm in the same situation- Im taking a gap year next year and I've decided that whether I feel like it or not, I'm going to try my absolute hardest to change my life (aka learn doing things outside of comfort zone) What are you at? Studying already?

[@fiezwywiz8481]

@@rosaliebosma I'm a student in college btw, Idk why I'm just bored of studying in college because that's not the major I want. Life is hard bro... rn I live alone, my parents were divorced last year, but I have a plan to travel around my country using my motorcycle, so I hope I can get that wish.

[@Estermonster]

I love how you made this 19 minutes long, with a 19 years olds van experience. It’s quite intriguing and lovely 💕

[@kakyoinnoriaki895]

Wonderful color you picked as well for the outside! Hope you're still doing good! You're clearly very responsible, no doubt if you can handle actually maintaining a van and having a stable van life, you can do anything! You deserve all of the support you can get. Nothing will stand in your way!

[@Official2147m]

My sister in christ, your editing is PHENOMENAL.

[@siddhitiwari9189]

Shes so good at this, i absolutely love love love her content, the amount of hard work she puts into it really shows!! Shes an inspirational. Thankyou Natalie

[@mattzenero7566]

It's so weird to feel so proud of someone you've never met!

[@bernhardtsen74]

I liked her videos before this, but this video is showing me a pretty cool kickass personality, buying a van, and doing a monumental task of renewing it by yourself, thats pretty awesome for a person her age!

[@hfortenberry]

If I was your mother, I would be SO DAMN PROUD OF YOU! This was a HUGE achievement and you knocked it out of the park! Well done!! I'm looking forward to your adventures. And I like the self-reflection commentary. You're an inspiration. I was crying happy tears for you at the big reveal. Thanks for sharing with us. Subscribed!

[@purple_clouds2417]

just want to say that life is strange music + vanlife = perfect combo

[@matinesma7307]

What is the song?

[@CalebClif10]

I’m so glad you’re getting sponsored now. What with a lot being demonized due to using amazing music. You really deserve everything. (Also story blocks is really good, I recommend)

[@raegan06]

Demonized or demonetized…? 😂

[@CJ-ul9pz]

This was awesome couldn't ever imagine doing this at 19, props to you, enjoy the freedom and keep up the hard work

[@user-cw4rt7lq6q]

unbelievable and I really admire ur patience and the power of execution

[@nikooo3]

As I just discovered this channel and saw few videos I must say "It's beautiful!". Your videos have beauty like no other I have seen. They feel like something I was watching as a child and it's probably because they showed me what I wanted of myself and my life, something I forgot. Your talent in making videos is amazing as you managed to express yourself this much. Thank you for reminding me that dreaming and living is something we choose and work for. For a long time I felt something was missing and I think everyday killed my child, wishes, dreams and pushed me in a world I don't want to be part of. Just now I felt tiny bit what I want of myself and that is incredible. I hope I'm able to become a person I wish to be, no, I will work for it. Thank you for making me feel something in this everyday that feels like it will never end and showing me a glimpse of a path I can take

[@unaiuwu4271]

I've been recently thinking a lot about living in a boat, as someone young with not a lot of money it's a big risk but also feels like the only moment in life I will be able to do this. Needing a escape, to breathe and just a bit of adventure. I'm not really good at expressing things, but this video means a lot to me in a weird way, thanks for making it.

[@wkingp2755]

Do it! Take the risk! Let the wind take you where you need to be.

[@davefletch3063]

Just remember, it’s life. You don’t have to rush it

[@KrillMister57]

So cool to see the emotions and philosophy surrounding the restoration showing the journey rather than just making it another fancy story. Such incredible work and fantastic results! I wish you plenty of amazing miles with Spiffy, what a beautiful van!

[@anna-fj7eb]

this video is special and makes me think of a documentary. this is a masterpiece and for some weird reason it makes me feel like what i felt during a forgotten part of my childhood. i love this.

[@isaiahdetweiler3920]

I have not even finished the video - i’m inspired. i’m sitting here in my pole barn next to my 86 ram wagon struggling with exactly the same things that you did, so i appreciate you documenting this whole process. I have a lot of work to do, but listening to you talk about this whole experience and explain how it impacted you is incredibly inspiring, humbling, and excites me for my own journey with myself and this van. thank you much - you are the coolest!! back to sanding

[@xylongrey3841]

GOOD JOB! I think you didn't just buy this van, you also created Spiffy. I remember there was an academic term called "delayed enjoyment", which means that you don't care if you can finish the task or not, but you finish it step by step and then you feel happy when you finish the task. I think you nailed it! It's lonely on the road, but you've done so much on your own, and I'm sure it's an unforgettable experience for you, too. Not gonna lie, when I heard the music “crosses” I really cried.All your efforts are totally worth it!!!! Dirve Spiffy and go explore the world! SOOO HAPPY FOR YOU!❤️

[@rosaleebrewer7423]

I love this. I've really hit a hard spot in my bus build. I'm 18 and just graduated and I'm building a bus to live in and I just had to move build sites. This video gave me so much inspiration. Thank you ❤️

[@nenadbelegisanin7904]

How sad that for a lot of people this won't be a fun project, but an actual place to live, instead of a house or an apartment. It should be alongside that not instead of. But she did a great job , and i hope you will too.

[@zoeyyara1531]

@@nenadbelegisanin7904 how is it sad?😂

[@my_uhhh]

@@nenadbelegisanin7904 It's not sad. Just because some people choose to live differently than you would doesn't mean they're living worse. Personally, I would live in a van over an apartment because I can do and travel more. Some people need the stability of a home not on wheels tho. Everyone is different and that means their wants and needs are different.

[@nenadbelegisanin7904]

@@my_uhhh I am not saying that you should not do this , i am saying that people will have one opinion and that is to live in a van , because the houses will be so expensive and unavailable for 99% of the people. Sorry English is not my native tongue.

[@nenadbelegisanin7904]

@@zoeyyara1531 Idk what to tell you, either you don't understend what i said, or you wish to have nothing and to force others to also have nothing.

[@CaseySana]

I definitely understand you on the whole independent/not trusting people so doing it yourself stuff! It’s hard to trust someone enough to let go but I’m slowly learning that when you do that, some of the best things can come from it! There’s a quote that says “if you wanna go faster, go alone. If you wanna go further, go together” and I think that pretty much sums up whether you should see your independence and diy attitude as good or bad! Thanks for creating such a phenomenal video ❤️

[@DaPixelPenguin]

this is such an incredibly well put together and well made video! your journey and struggles here were inspiring to me and seeing you be completely open and honest was touching. thank you for sharing this experience with us on the internet!

[@katiezellers7106]

Im going to be renovating a van in a year or two and this has actually made me want to get a van like this one. Seems like it was a lot of work, but you didnt have to take it down to its skeleton to rebuild it like buying a cargo van would be. This was also just very inspiring.

[@bubba6675]

same here

[@m.i.c.h.o]

Yes same! I plan on getting a van similar to this one in a few years because of this video :)

[@bubba6675]

@@m.i.c.h.o good luck!

[@LTxME12]

This channel has been my number one favorite ever since I’ve found it. She puts so much effort in making the content and very enjoyable to watch. Cant wait to see all the pins in the map.

[@victoriawimpey746]

thank you so much for sharing this, as an 18 yr old going through similar emotions while building a tiny home on wheels from scratch, this has helped to empower me through some of my doubt and frustration. 💕 i appreciate you!

[@kingslayer9097]

Motivation is the reward you get after you do something you didn't wanted to, so keep on going as high as possible. I sometime forget this whenever i feel lazy or tired. Beautiful edited video, thanks for sharing!

[@TiberiuValentin]

Yep that didn't feel like 19 minutes at all! Can't wait for the next episode, good luck! 💙

[@shangrillama2423]

"Its always the darkest before the dawn" is such a cliche phrase but is also so true. And this is a good example. I'm nearly 10 years your senior having lived a hard life and watching your progression from "I went on an adventure alone", to your "I became everything I ever wanted" video to now has been an inspiring experience of what taking charge of your life and destiny can be. Keep doing you kid and stay on your path. Not only is it helping you but I guarantee its helping others and that is never a bad thing

[@cherinelsonc]

Stumbling across your video was actually what I needed. Definitely put a smile and giggles on my face. Your video is a needle in a haystack and I must say I really enjoyed it. You are a very smart young lady and very ambitious for taking on a challenge. Doing an unknown task is something I’m learning. Thank you for the inspiration.

[@john.dough.]

I love when you go behind the scenes, and show how much work things take. Thanks for sharing. Very inspiring.

[@LydsVyds]

This was super cool to watch

[@donutminion8881]

It's so interesting and unique to have people the same age as you who are on a completely different journey share very similar feelings and thoughts. I'm making this specific comment in relation to your discussion of independence and trust of others as well as the feeling of loneliness and how it relates to others not being able to understand you due to the differences in your life courses (~ 8:00 )- but this has actually come up a lot for me as I've been watching your "borderless" (and even some pre-"borderless") content. I turned 20 this past July and there's been a lot of mental difficulties with the decisions I've made to support the goals I've wanted in life, and how those goals have changed, even recently, as my perspective of what I truly find meaningful has changed. There's just so much I feel in my life that I don't know how to properly put into words yet for somebody who hasn't lived my life to understand. It's really reaffirming to listen to you go through similar experiences as you move on your journey and with your van life project. Thanks.

[@Fear_XD]

I just saw this, this was in my recommended. Very inspiring, you are very talented and I am extremely happy for you!

[@faxmachine534]

I grew up restoring old cars and vans with my dad, we both had no clue what we where doing , amazing to see someone do the same, with such outstanding editing, Keep it up !

[@DarioKesegiG0CA]

You are the hero we needed 😁 Such an epic start to a new journey!!

[@aleksatodorovic9506]

Tu je Sićo, prati serijal👍😂

[@phillyduckling6006]

De si Sićo kraljino, ja sam onaj lik što vam je prišao u Galeriji i pitao jel snimate nešto a vi ste rekli da ste snimali ranije. Niste znali da sam ja isto youtuber. Pozz

[@noname-lh8wj]

Sicooooooo

[@aleksandram7480]

zelimo vasu verziju ovakvih serijala

[@noname-lh8wj]

@@aleksandram7480 bukvalnooooo

[@mbecqrt]

This gave me so much motivation, im still a teen but i am very into living a vanlife when i get older. I started saving money some years ago, teaching myself some mechanic and building stuff to be able to do this one day. Thank you for this video

[@jonathanley200]

I’m gearing up to do a similar van adventure myself so I’ve watched a LOT of van build videos on youtube. You really took us along for the journey in a way that’s quite special. Your shot variety and editing are brilliant too.

[@MPRF12345]

gotta say: it's actually pretty inspire to see someone my age accomplish something like this! Not only the van, but also the KZbin channel itself.

[@saadzainnn]

Can't believe you crossed over a renovation video in your style of films, impeccable storytelling, genuinely excited for this series

[@thecjcollective]

I’m always torn when finding such inspiring work. It’s like finding music, really good music you don’t want everyone to get hold of. I want to share it but also want the inspiration for myself.

[@Zedgnar]

this is an amazing restoration/reinvention you did a great job and inspired me to finally finish working on my 70's econoline van it will take me some time because sadly it has some mechanical issues but i look forward to the challenges it brings. thank you for sparking that flame to work on something i want to do again.