Holistic Doctor Reveals Secrets To Healing | Dr. Christian Gonzalez

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Beautiful episode, Adam ♥️ thank you. Your story made smth important more clear to me. I fully understand you n why you can't stand touch for long sometimes cause I‘ve the same. I only can stand being touched by people I clearly sense a pure energy n great amount of resonance n safety, otherwise my body reacts immediately. Back in ashram I could experience that many times. However, I had a great in-sight moment for myself n my past while listening. I’m sure I got never abused but what I had was so so so much fear in my whole childhood as soon as I went to bed. No matter if mommy or brother was beside me or not. I rised up with horror movies so I always felt surrounded from the „devil“ n dark spirits at night who‘re watching n touching me. This was so strong that I built up a big padded wall around me every night n also on top of my had. I always sweat like crzy hh, but yeah. I think that‘s the reason why until today I don‘t feel that safe in my body as soon as I get touched sometimes or when I‘m naked. To me my clothes feel like my protection n as soon as I put them off it feels like my protection is gone but as soon as f.e. a lot of heat surrounds me like in sauna, through infrared light on my skin, on very hot summer days or when my partner is very close n huging me so I can feel his warmth n body, only than I feel safe n protected n can calm down n feel good while being naked. I already solved my fear through deep spiritual experiences nearly completely from those darker spirits n I also don‘t feel attacked or sourrounded by them anymore n if so, I give them love or a big hug in my dreams or imagination. But this with my body stays even I do a lot to feel more centered n stable within my body. F.e. I always made some exercises before bedtime to feel stronger n more in my body which helps me a lot. I also had my experiences with rmdr n other therapeutic tools like hypnose. But in the end what really helped me to get rid of that fear were my spiritual trips n insights. So yeah, thank you n much gratitude to you both n your sharings!

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I’m so happy that my content was able to help you out. Thank you for the support ❤