【Hololive】Botan Couldn't Hold Back Her Tears During Last Collab With Coco【Eng Sub】

Botan couldn't hold back her tears while sharing her thoughts with Coco during their last collaboration.
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Botan: • 【ARK】ムキロゼパークに合流する！遊ぶぞお...
Coco: • 【ARK】視聴者サーバー訪問！＆みんなで遊ぼ...
「Kiryu Coco」
Coco Ch. 桐生ココ
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【Shishiro Botan】
Botan Ch.獅白ぼたん
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[@Azukano]

Botan’s sudden breakdown broke me down.

[@ICY4_R]

your everywhere

[@eqanix]

well not just you •~•

[@isee4528]

Yeah i not ready about it

[@Alvin-zt4le]

It's hurt

[@demian9853]

Yeah man i get you

[@21Raph___A]

I know we're all sad that it's almost time to say goodbye, but seeing the girls in so much emotional pain, that just hurts. Kaichou's like family and tomorrow, it will be time to say goodbye. I just want to see them smile.

[@kaikart123]

I still couldn't believe Coco Ch. will never ever stream or upload another video again in 2 days.

[@txcforever]

Even Yagoo seemed to have a lot of regrets about things that led to Coco wanting to leave. Even one day before her graduation it feels so wrong to have Hololive without her.

[@noahhayden6256]

@@SaintGuillotine I have a question… for god WHHHYYYYYYYYYYY!

[@isee4528]

@@noahhayden6256 WHYYYY

[@isee4528]

Yeah i just want them to smile

[@reesemitchellev.coronacion7614]

Oh boy, tears are just flowing down my face. Thank you for the clips!

[@At5u]

Holy shit, her breakdown is so sudden, it broke my heart in an instant...

[@TofuGCH]

to hear botan break into tears, i was surprised to see our cool and collected botan cry. i'll really miss coco

[@TofuGCH]

you're damn right past me, it still makes me tear up hearing botan :(

[@Lulkas]

This whole part was sad but wholesome, especially during Miko's speech who couldn't barely speak, then she punched Coco and everyone was punching her too while laughing a lot, it felt good hearing then laugh at the end of the stream so it didn't end with everyone being sad which will then turn into a good memory to remember forever

[@inferno1217]

The one thing that makes me happy is I know they all see eachother still, she isn't being abandoned. She'll still live with Kanata, see friends on the weekends and organize get togethers. She's family to them.

[@Marsulo]

Oh my fucking god, as soon as i heard the sobbing lion, my tears instantly flowed. Jeez.

[@AnnoNeimCh]

Botan lost her friend before. So when she heard kaicho graduate, she feels it again. Keep strong, Botan! We'll support Kaichou until end!!

[@KiraAsakura14]

"as an OG" off topic but I've been trying to figure out what that gamer slang was and I can't believe I'm learning it from Japanese White Lion. lmao

[@Blank-s]

Watched this live I cried then and I cried now, but I've pretty much accepted it by now the only thing kaichou loses is being coco. Shes still going to have the friends she made. Also something I've never seen happen in the vtuber community but if her channel stays up there is a very slim chance she could comeback.

[@fernandoarcos7202]

The great white lion told that she wouldn't show her tears in public... But even she couldn't bear losing Kaichou... We feel your pain, shishiron...

[@flackenstien]

One crazy dragon girl might be leaving us, but we'll be in the care of all these other crazy girls.. there's this blessed lion, for one.

[@painpeko1259]

Who’s crying? I’m not crying! You’re crying?! No I’m not crying 😭😭😭😭😭

[@BlackM0ngoose]

This one... This one hits the soul so hard.

[@Mister_Tac0]

Why am I sweating through my eyes?!?!

[@fahmilmuzakki5042]

🥺🥺🥺 I'm not crying, you are!

[@inu8488]

As botan couldnt hold it in, me either.

[@negativex4739]

I see......Its gonna rain heavily on July 1st.

[@krystalhydrex8783]

The kings of jungles really do be like that...

[@anzero5762]

Who the heck bring onion to me My eyes teary now

[@fadhilsyarif5374]

wow botan best lion!

[@bigwillieonthefloor8965]

Even The King cries, what about us😭//// Btw i'm clear right now, but still thinking what will happen if we missing her

[@sarb553]

I thought the title was overreacting, but it clearly didn't

[@soudesune6522]

Lions do cry huh

[@tenshisapostle]

You know it hurts when even Botan couldn't hold it in even tho she said she prefers to cry privately.

[@ethicalallakine9340]

Fr

[@theancientone6181]

When you mentioned it, it make me feel more hurts

[@isee4528]

It make me feel hurt more after see her crying here

[@kiyuford6184]

Yes

[@zer0legend109]

it hurts but we need to stay strong for Kaichou, Botan has a strong yet a very kind heart

[@ethicalallakine9340]

Man, even Botan who can control emotions suddenly couldn't hold back to be emotional Cuz its this day... It's time.

[@txcforever]

Well, as a person who hides his emotions constantly to avoid showing how fragile I really am, I know that at one point you just can't contain it and it explodes like an atom bomb.

[@isee4528]

It here

[@Ysondoa]

@@txcforever im in this comment and i do not like it! >:C

[@amatsukamiasahi9706]

@@txcforever Walking Time bomb

[@randallmokjialung3592]

@@txcforever It does. I'm also something like what you said and what I do is cry every 2 months or so to clear out my emotions and it works great

[@craftyearthythe2nd]

The body of a lion, the heart of kitten. Botan's wholesome.

[@isaniruch]

*Live Strong*

[@pixelwoody6493]

The giggle of a goddess

[@andresantos3487]

She has a strong heart, she is just having some regrets..we all have those moments where we think :" i wish i bad done this back then " and when it involves people you like its the worst pain

[@zer0legend109]

@@andresantos3487 strong heart doesn't indicate that someone can't have emotions, she was critisized for being collected during Aloe graduation, it's just some don't like to let these emotions show for others and prefer to keep it for themselves when they are alone, but she definitely has a kind heart

[@QRenjo]

@@zer0legend109 Botan is amazing. Her composed stance is actually what keep Gen 5 from a total breakdown from Aloe graduation - Polka, Nene, and especially Lamy definitely lean on Botan's stronger back, at that time. They were just newcomer in Hololive afterall. Then they persist, taking advices from their senpai especially Mio fortunetelling, and move on. Now, as Coco's back are bigger and stronger, all regrets are coming back into Botan, and now her time to cry. :')

[@moxxiiscarlett7141]

You can tell she truly regretted not reaching out, it must have hurt

[@tommikoistinen2321]

Yeah. :(

[@isee4528]

Hai

[@sailorman-kz2ie]

The 5th Generation must be feeling this particularly hard, since they lost a genmate 2 weeks out of the gate.

[@moxxiiscarlett7141]

@@sailorman-kz2ie I heard it was 1 month before she graduated. The antis attacked, doxxed, and bullied Aloe into leaving, and it still pisses me off to this day

[@kanzen8837]

@@moxxiiscarlett7141 2 weeks of streaming,then supposedly 2 weeks of suspension, then gone.

[@AndreB23]

Oh man, poor Botan. Coco's graduation is hitting her really hard.

[@flyingd5149]

2 graduations thats gonna leave a mark

[@vanguash9326]

@@flyingd5149 What the other one? :'(

[@paisen5730]

@@vanguash9326 The first one is when aloe graduates

[@khairuliman9327]

@@vanguash9326 aloe

[@joelrodriguez3417]

@@vanguash9326 Mano Aloe, Its probably bringing back memories

[@kampybballer21]

I would not have pegged Gaming Lion (TM) as a crier, it hits kinda different when those I think are "stoic" get emotional.

[@jrmcrlmorales]

She said in the past specially with Aloe that she does get emotional, she just tries her best to keep it off camera.

[@mongooseunleashed]

Oh man, Botan was breaking down before this because she was sad she never got to say goodbye to the other fifth gen.

[@ellamedina3984]

It hits 5th gen differently because they never got the chance to properly send off their genmate. Yes, I saw that video of her saying that she doesn't want to cry publicly, she just do it privately but here she is. Making me think that she cried out of regret for not reaching out earlier. Our lion cried T^T Even saying she will mention Coco's name always so she wouldn't be forgotten 😭

[@isee4528]

Yeah Edit:i'm actually see Botan the type that hard to cry and also never gonna cry infront of someone

[@kampybballer21]

@@jrmcrlmorales Thats the part that gets me, I know she is very calculating but the emotion was strong enough to overcome her reasoning... it's the type of thing that really gets me, probably because I am a lot of the same way.

[@GoestiaDimas]

When the apex predator cried, that's where you know coco is truly special

[@bakadesu3250]

Sasuga the yakuza dragon

[@Ebenh0lz]

To be fair, Coco is a dragon, bro. Top tier apex predator.

[@bromeethere]

For someone that always reminds people around her that she doesnt want to show emotions on stream, Botan is ironically the one made me tear up the most

[@alvarox951]

the people who always seem to be the most cheerfull or stoic of the group, are also the one who hurts you the most when you see them cry

[@NoN-ji5wd]

That's why it hits harder the most- Just from reading the title I knew I was gonna tear up

[@rRekko]

@@NoN-ji5wd i watched the live and damn man... i knew Polka, Nene, Miko and most likely Aki and Choco would cry but the moment Botan broke hit me real hard, i felt the biggest lump in my throat (2nd biggest in my life actually) and just started bawling even tho i know i'll still watch her on her next stage and i'll still watch her other channel.

[@GeneralTantzu]

Her tears are the most genuine. Not saying this to lessen any other member's reaction, but the stoic one gotta go over the edge before they break like this.

[@desadoom4804]

Do you remember when she was the one announcing Mano Aloe graduation??? All her genmates where crying in that stream, but Botan stayed serious to being able to finish the announcement. She has been so strong for such a long time, She really is an incredible person

[@erry9395]

“People cry, not because they’re weak. It’s because they’ve been strong for too long.” -Johnny Depp.

[@jibeeeee]

That was really DEPP.

[@juthut9890]

@@jibeeeee that's INAugh

[@Finsternis..]

They also cry because that knife in the arm hurts like a bitch.

[@GalGhil]

is this real from him? THIS GODAMN GOLD QOUTE

[@crispy2902]

that's a very good quote

[@jbtrace22]

Yup this right here is the one that absolutely destroyed me and left me sobbing and laughing till the very end of this amazing ARK stream

[@bach9759]

22 days have gone by in like 2 seconds

[@ojougiggle4553]

I know rightt... It's really went fast...

[@jeanlucc99]

It does yeh

[@backpackpepelon3867]

Time relativity theory, damm you einstein.

[@t-mofisher8922]

You’re telling me… we reached the graduation dates in no time…

[@dragreginlief30]

Really sad. You can feel Botan's sadness in her voice. You know she's holding it in not to cry. Really sad about Kaicho graduating but at the same time happy that at the very least she ensures us that she'll be fine no matter what.

[@hylash5444]

She's probably sad mainly because she didn't get enough time to spend with Kaicho

[@grandcanon27]

@@hylash5444 Not only that, she experienced the same thing again, but this time she said a proper goodbye, unlike the last time, in which she didn't have the chance to because Aloe leaving was all too sudden. I can say, it left a scar on her.

[@r3b0x91]

Should I be laughing or crying? I’ll go with neither and both.

[@sendhelp8441]

I guess.. thats the answer...

[@vaachubashrimpu2646]

Indeed it is..

[@TriBetter.]

just do what parker do 😂

[@twyxtr]

i was doing both tbh

[@agteika3208]

Do it just like pedro pascal did

[@jrmcrlmorales]

I love the constant idle running and jumping left and right for no reason during a serious conversation lol, that's such a gamer thing to do.

[@Joseph918273]

She probably did it so that she wouldn't cry. She stopped the moment she started bawling

[@durakeno5575]

Fiddling with controls is something I usually do when I'm holding back a heavy emotional state.

[@coheteos]

I do that in platformers, if I have to remain idle due to a elevator or something i just spam crouching

[@vipsnap2707]

We game to run away from pain

[@mr.clevertrick8710]

@@vipsnap2707 Truest gamer moments

[@sadaderlangga17]

It's fine, crying doesn't make you weak, even the strongest man could cry. That's the probe that you have emotions, just accept it rather than holding it back

[@MegalodonKing99]

yup, bottling up your emotions will only hurt as time goes on

[@f4nQQ]

There's a quote I always hold dear. *"Yes I cried, doesn't make me less of a man"*

[@MenrvaS]

@@f4nQQ Accepting that you are weak is always the first step to become strong. No matter what gender, age, or nationality. Always.

[@MadCapybaraRX]

I read/heard this somewhere: "Crying doesn't mean you're weak. It means you've been strong for too long."

[@serd3143]

Crying is just straight up healthy for you, since crying removes hormones that cause stress from your body. Stress can affect nearly aspect of your body negatively, so crying is super helpful. So forcing yourself to not cry is just making a decision to be less healthy.

[@RhorevYT]

This is the typical moment in an anime where the strongest character that doesn't fear anything and who knows how to control her emotions suddenly breaks and starts crying. Those hit you deep the hardest.

[@Xaveze]

“It’s a terrible day for rain.”

[@magnustheredxv]

Polnareff after defeating Vanilla Ice and saying he has no time to cry over Avdol and Iggy's deaths.

[@yoda-is-krazy9164]

@@magnustheredxv Lisa Lisa crying after trying to be tough then joseph notices her cigarette is backwards

[@wolftamer5463]

Aizawa after confronting his long dead friend Shirakumo turned into a Nomu in MHA.

[@sonibrahmana5814]

You can hear her voice cracking a lot at the beginning, and I believe she's moving a lot just to keep her emotions in control.

[@aditxd1]

Yup. She try to control her emotions by distracting herself in game movement

[@miseriae_iremia]

Was watching Coco stream and it was just sad just by hearing their goodbye to Coco... I hate how it's already 1st July...

[@gkiri6025]

*july but sob sob :'(

[@vaachubashrimpu2646]

Yeah man.. Its here already..

[@AverageTomboy]

Wait, i haven't realised that here is 30 of July.

[@lordtimone7302]

I wished it was 28th December 2019 where it all began.

[@Enpatsu393]

It's like seeing your dad cry.. you have those strong impression of him in your head and seeing them this defenseless it hits really hard. Such a sweet heart Botan.

[@ckmishn3664]

Like that morning I woke up and we had no dog anymore, and my Dad had to explain why.

[@noraiou]

I mean.. Who could hold their tears about Coco graduation

[@Cytrynek7]

So true... I haven't really cried for like 6 years but this thing... Broke me

[@Reaper_0227]

The antis can

[@kuronekomema]

the wumao can

[@Rubydrag33]

@@Cytrynek7 same bro, same...

[@davebernstein5788]

I didn't but I didn't watch coco at all :p

[@SQUAD012]

You know it's serious when the Unshakeable Botan feels an intense emotion. Damn my eyes teared up a bit.

[@aditxd1]

You should wait untill you hear miko parting speech in this stream. It straight up break me. I was actually sobbing when hearing her speech

[@SQUAD012]

@@aditxd1 damn you bastard, i've listened to it just now and i'm bawling listen to miko struggling to even say it properly 😭🤧

[@aditxd1]

@@SQUAD012 i know right. It's the most heartbroken speech about coco I've ever seen. It's just the summary of her journey with coco through 2020

[@wauberz6587]

@@aditxd1 did u watch a clip, i can't find it

[@aditxd1]

@@wauberz6587 i don't know wether it was already been clipped or not. But i assure you it will. Along other member like nene confession too. Which actually pretty sad too. But miko.... It's just different

[@N40AX]

1:19 Miko's avatar running to Botan was very precious

[@phackerz]

That's why Marine wanted all of Hololive member to be able to connect with each other..because she dont want other to feel what Botan is feeling right now..when Marine collab with others, she always aim people who are less talking and try to make them to join into the conversation..even if she have to make herself the butt of the joke.. Botan : I should have reached out to you more often..I have always regretted it..I might have reached out to you a little too late.. Damn that word alone is enough to make me really sad..

[@furanyach.6340]

1:17 that's the saddest laugh i heard of Botan, is like a mix between sad and her unique laugh

[@blakev.4540]

"I really should have just reached out" An important lesson from Botan. Never take things for granted.

[@erastal]

Rain is just over the horizon, I can feel it

[@DreDropEmOff]

😞

[@Aereto]

But the phantom pain. It never stops.

[@Penroseapostle]

It’s a terrible day for rain

[@laurenceniniel8160]

@@DreDropEmOff dude i love how the emoji and your name matches

[@richter1934]

This needs to have fanart. Coco and friends comforting a crying soft-hearted Botan.

[@rftaurust3025]

I forgot but I believe someone make great dragon series with exactly what you describe though, maybe it is around 8 or 9 series

[@kevsthebadboy1703]

I gotchu homie twitter.com/TheParacite/status/1409811788967813132

[@DEmantothepower]

@@kevsthebadboy1703 Homie!!! These artists work incredibly fast! Thank you for the holy sauce brother!!! Shedding too many tears here for our fellow Lioness!!!

[@DEmantothepower]

@@sheepherd2210 Yeah I just realized it when I remembered Botan's superchat reading segment when she teared up a bit when talking about her desire to not display her emotions so often regarding Coco's announcement, but the art really does encapsulate both moments too well.

[@richter1934]

@@kevsthebadboy1703Thanks dude, much appreciated.

[@andresantos3487]

She regrets not having collab with her back then..Shes usually so strong but that regret is breaking her..But at least they can meet eachother outside hololive! So its not all that bad :)

[@zadkal8873]

Indeed! What they have not been able to do together before, they will be able to do together in the future, even if only offstream. However .... nobody knows what the future holds and in case Coco were to reincarnate in a new VTuber .... well .... let's say that for Botan it could represent a "second chance" to work with her, if the management granted her permission to do so.

[@aditxd1]

@@mokubakaiba1751 yeah fr. She shouldn't even been there because originally it's only akirose choco and miko. Then botan and nene came in join even though they don't have any history playing together ark with them. It's clear they just want to spend as much time as possible with coco

[@RobertoHernandez-jp4qd]

I find solace in this, that they are and definitely will be friends and continue to hangout outside of Hololive, it's just... We won't see it, that's all c':

[@aditxd1]

@@mokubakaiba1751 yeah. But miko did request to participate earlier on

[@scarlet3576]

@@aditxd1 you have no idea wht you are talking about aki had a twitcast and she mentioned every person in the collab, botan nene and polka were included from the beginning

[@jarisai3193]

If botan cried now imagine how some of us are :(

[@VideogamesPang]

Seeing Botan cry is like seeing your dad cry.

[@pilarpaksi]

Shishiron always try to not looking sad when she stream when it's about Coco's Graduation. But sometimes it's really sad then she couldn't hold it anymore, this is the 2nd time I witness this and it's killing me.

[@inaccuratewayz3065]

2 years later and this clip still manages to make me cry

[@RubysWrath]

Nobody should be shocked. She held it in for so long it was bound to come out now.

[@ferchango6359]

She experienced it before, both graduations must have hit her at the same time.

[@yeetushmm6073]

yeah, and its not really good to keep it bottled in. im only keeping my tears for her graudation stream, im gonna cry a fucking river

[@playerxz6485]

I feel like she was holding alot of things not only the graduation of coco and aloe maybe more things shinshiro doesn't talk much about her day to day life maybe something is bothering her.

[@AndreaRebek]

when even botan can't hold back her tears you know that it's realy bad. she already sad that she won't cry in live

[@Dotmw]

Are you surprised by her tears? Strong lions also cry...strong lions...also cry

[@Just_Some_Guy_with_a_Mustache]

Yup. Yup, that just about destroyed me. Again. It's always the ones who put up a strong front finally breaking down that just breaks me.

[@sansnom5269]

Poor Botan, its the second graduation she had to overcome. I remember her saying once that she "never cries on stream". But behind that "badass" façade, there is a sweet woman who is always thinking about the others. The festival was her idea after all. As the jingle goes ; *She will take care of it, Shishiro Botan!*

[@khaerul_loh]

1:11 Botan crying but still keep strong

[@フライドオニオン]

And now we got ame and kronii 😢

[@syaka4526]

1:09 DUUUUUUUUDDDEEEEE!!!!!! That genuine burst of emotion from an unshakable lion..... i can't..... 😭😭😭😭

[@arda_genshin]

My manly tears came out without i realized.

[@vaachubashrimpu2646]

😌✊ its aight

[@youvanzofficial]

My man , its okay let it out..

[@tatocezar1]

Man that hit harder than i expected.

[@ROBOTPETER101]

Let's be real here, we ain't shedding no many tears this is straight up ugly crying.

[@ErJotaCL]

Oh my God, hearing Botan break into tears so sudden and so hard hitted me really bad, even more after I remembered that she said that she's more the "cry when nobody is watching"... Edit: plus that she said on the same stream that Coco's graduation reminded her of Aloe, she's been holding it all this time I guess...

[@MadCapybaraRX]

The recollection of that sudden farewell still hits really hard. It hasn't been long ago, not even a year. The scars have not healed yet. There's no need to hold back LaLion. Just follow your heart and take the time to let it heal.

[@dariustraballo9476]

"I've always regretted it, I should have just reach you out but it was too late." The most heartbreaking sentence of a strong lion. Even though Botan said that she prefer to hold her tears and cry in private but this time... the pain is too much so her feelings got bursts out.

[@rgogue]

Her crying was so out of the blue it really added another level to my own snot and tears

[@marshal974]

to be honest, i don't know that much about coco, but somehow i can't stop crying, and i already promised myself to vacate activities on july 1st to see coco till the last point. What a strange feeling 😭

[@isee4528]

I'm actually can't hold my tear too when Botan crying because you know i see her as someone who hard to cry unlike me who is cry baby

[@laurora44]

Botan is not the only one who started crying in that last collab...

[@PierceArner]

Often the most stoic ones have spent a LONG time learning to _make themselves strong,_ rather than just being strong naturally. As such, they have a tendency to be particularly vulnerable when they go to express an honest emotion connected to a regret & feeling weak, and I get that feeling a lot from this majestic Lion. I'm glad she has such good friends and Gen mates to support her.

[@Chronoir3]

Lulus graduation and this part of the stream really hits...

[@eagleoga]

Damn bro

[@clever8276]

Every year i come back to this clip and shishiron's breakdown makes me cry everytime...

[@alfop6405]

This and her breakdown during the street fighter tournament really hit

[@ghazym.n4559]

In the lonely night....I Saw Botan Cry = Yabe desu

[@FutonToxapex]

Man the recommendation take me here after SF6

[@Arkamui]

That part at the end of the collab was really hard, Nene, Botan and Miko, Polka managed to talk without getting too emotional but you can notice she was crying while Miko was talking

[@aditxd1]

Miko is the one who really emotional tho. Her speach make everyone cry. Including polka who try her best to not cry in her earlier confession

[@danfaucett]

Blessings on them all. Every single one. Now, in their past life, and forever into the future.

[@itzmeyaho8092]

I GOT THIS CLIP RECOMMENDED AFTER A YEAR 😭

[@blackoutnine]

I've only seen her cry twice now lads. still breaks my heart anew

[@bangasro6873]

When is the other one?

[@baazwildcat]

Ah...the way she squeezed out her regrets with her tears...my heart...

[@Afgy_Arashimaru]

I guess, that Botan is perfectly expressing the feelings of all the fans. Trying to stay strong and calm during enjoying the last moments with Coco is so damn hard.

[@ibc4668]

I'm crying too when that lion start crying...

[@starforcenetwork]

I'm sure it's not just Botan who feels that way. A lot of members probably regret not trying or reaching out to Coco sooner for collabs and stuff. Then again, Coco did say in Holotalk that her advice to her fellow members is to never stop trying new things, even if it feels hard to do. Hope this inspires the rest of the girls to just keep on trying new things and keep reaching out to each other to make new memories. Because you'll never know when the next bird is gonna leave the nest.

[@WrenchMcCool8]

The damn managers blocked people from collabing with Coco forever. It's part of why she's leaving.

[@unknownguyindo4356]

@@WrenchMcCool8 There is some schedules to do but Hololive managers are okay with their members collabing, it brings more views to the stream because the collabs then why would they didn't allowed it? I know you're sad but please it's not their faults. Blame the Antis not the one that tried their best to contain the backlash.

[@lowbatt777]

i finally understood what "heart of a lion" mean

[@kazekizu]

I'm.... actually not that surprised. Botan seems like the type to keep it under control but eventually it does come out, whether all at once or in little bursts. I've been there before.

[@jabo109]

Wow, I thought she was gonna cry like every1 else did, but she had some breakdown right there, so sad :( somewhat hurt me seeing her like that after knowing how cheerful she and her laugh is.

[@jeanlucc99]

It's never goodbye....we will meet again after 500 years eventhough I know I wouldn't make it

[@LunaLenaCh]

"Oh... it's raining today...." "Huh? It's clear outside." **me crying** "No, it's raining."

[@venomark7883]

Botan from being a happy and strong lion, breaking down into a cub crying for her mother, damn...made me also cry as well🥲🥲

[@cage3572]

Seeing this now I now understand why she broke down and the others too because I think this was really the last time because considering they were pre recorded in the graduation stream so I think this was after that recording .

[@YamuCh_]

Shishiron is probably subconsciously moving her character in the game to try and distract herself at least from breaking down, it’s kind of how you start pacing around when thinking or worrying about something

[@ThanuG15]

This hit harder now for me, might be because I'm older 🥲

[@TheLoongsiu]

i'm new to all this vtuber thing, never know they exists until youtube recomended gura to me, after reading some comments, it seems coco is one of the reason that hololive english is here, was interested in this special vtuber but it seems i've come to the party a little too late, it's 2:40am in my place and i'm listening to coco's last song, it's been a blast watching her sing, too bad it's already the end when i discoverd this funny and playful soul.

[@apricotmadness4850]

Its interesting how coco always interrupted her gen mates with comedic jabs and lines when they were crying or about too. You can tell she was trying to lighten the mood and stop them from feeling so sad and defeated.

[@Cha.21]

"I should have have reached out to you more often'' This word is so fucking strong...

[@pepitothefrogito7372]

She broke down in the middle of her phrase, damn...

[@REDEYEDEMON66]

This clips makes me cry no matter how many times i watch it, i really felt Botan's feelings and makes me cry along with her. 😭