Homeless Transgender Woman interview-(Rebecca’s First Video)

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Rebecca, a homeless transgender woman in Los Angeles. This is the first video of Rebecca, which was shot on March 11, 2020.
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[@JustMe-144k]

Who’s watching this after mark announces REBECCA’S last video with him This is the most sober I have ever seen him

[@breezyyshaee693]

Rebecca is only 26 and so far gone... Hopefully she wakes up and gives herself another chance at life😢

[@BimBop83]

*her

[@eyaf1]

There is a video from the years ago where he seemed really sober. I just seen it earlier.

[@kristinm784]

Me! It’s such a trip This guy was born in 97 or 98 This is sad He won’t live much longer by the looks of him on that last video

[@JustMe-144k]

Agree everyone it’s very difficult too watch. He is fighting a very strong demon that has consumed him at this point. He is 98% himself not himself. May he find the strength too fight this demon tempting him with drugs and get clean.

[@sarahlbxo1535]

Whos watching this after watching the most recent interview?:(

[@Marie-th6kf]

Rebecca needs to take the help

[@1110karin]

She was off then and worse now, sad.

[@cch9680]

So sad to see the serious decline from 3 years ago. Also how the story has changed about her family situation.

[@michelemcguire8995]

Me, because she's a lost beautifully handsome human being who deserves love just like every single person in this spiritually fallen world

[@chimi1924]

Me.

[@z.rivhal3635]

She's so coherent... seeing her 3 years later is heartbreaking. I hope she gets help

[@wontonkka2642]

Agree 😢

[@beckyadams1128]

I’m not a professional and I really don’t know what I’m talking about but I’m curious if Rebecca has a personality disorder, if her mind has put the trauma in her life into different compartments to protect her 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@BelleTolles]

I am a professional, and I'd agree. Although obviously you can only guess so much from these snapshots. But it's almost like a split off personality like you see with what they used to call multiple personality disorder. A personality created to survive. Which then can be highly resistant to change.

[@user-ot8ch3sj1x]

@@BelleTolles schizophrenia?

[@beckyadams1128]

@@BelleTolles I’ve noticed she reacts very differently in most of her interviews. Is it common if a person actually has different “personalities” surface that all of them would would respond to the name Rebecca? I don’t recall hearing what name was given on the birth certificate. Has that ever been revealed?

[@Tabbycat7219]

Man, seeing Rebecca so coherent in this video verses how out of her mind she is now is so sad. I’m rooting for you Rebecca. ❤️‍🩹

[@alicemiriah]

Yeah I came here because a comment on one of the most recent interviews said they see how she’s spiraled. Now I see what they mean 😔 I hope that she one day takes the help presented to her. She deserves a much better life.

[@keemie4040]

Totally agree

[@plantinghope5193]

I agree. So much love for this lost soul.

[@luvzfrance24]

This is so sad to watch seeing how much she's gone down

[@gracechristina1430]

Yeah I saw the later ones first and now watching this one. How much weight she has lost also...

[@kiacherron4364]

The common denominator is their childhood. Every single interview that I’ve seen all started from a shitty childhood and not being loved.

[@cate2728]

Exactly, trauma is the gateway. Trauma is a gateway drug for most addictions and a lifestyle that only creates more trauma that separates you more from reality. Rebecca is so likeable, she deserves more.

[@aces553]

Yes, and I am a strong proponent of STOP HAVING KIDS. It is a choice, and if one is financially, emotionally, or mentally fcked up, don't have a child. Or a dog for that matter. No right to do that.

[@tamousha]

Thats why more people should have abortions or use birth control! Giving up your Child for adoption creates a potential gateway to a tragic life. Far from all babies end up in loving homes.

[@LoLuvLo]

We all take our traumas different ways. There's paths in life and it depends on how you decide you want to see yourself. I had a terrible childhood however I'm a nurse, I run my own business, I'm in school to further my nursing career to be a Nurse practitioner, I'm goal oriented, determined, and want the most life offers. I can't say I've never messed up and went down the wrong path but in the end its up to me (Them) to change their lifestyle

[@LoLuvLo]

Not to mention My sister is successful, But I do have another sister and brother that went down the wrong path. My sisters kids had a hard childhood with drugs, DV, abuse, etc and they're doing excellent too. I think its how people are wired. You see what you lived and you have to ask yourself do you want a better life or do you wanna live in misery. I wouldn't say 9 out of 10 children though. There's a lot of ppl with terrible past that overcame it.

[@belissimahoney69]

When ur life story is dark, painful and scary you erase parts and replace them with other stories....it’s a survival technique

[@o0R3stless0o]

Repression ;(

[@JG-mt3rp]

I think it's a pretty valid strategy, seems to be working for her I hope

[@yhontiialoveskenken2165]

Absolutely. I agree with you that is very much so True.

[@yhontiialoveskenken2165]

Same here , with myself as a matter of fact, I've also learned over the years writing, and poetry had helped me tremendously through some pretty Dark storms 🌪 I'm bruised but not quite 💔 broken, lately I've been scrapbooking really therapeutic for me as well, I picked up the hobby in counseling/therapy & it has helped me cope as well because in order for me to heal properly I had to come to terms with the fact that my childhood into a huge portion of my adult life was dark and now that I've grown to accept the past for what it is I'm able to heal properly and I've came a long way , of course I'm not quite where I want to be but hey, the fact of the matter is at least I'm not where I was, I'm taking it one day at a time I now understand that all the heartache and pain is not what I want to define me nor consume me so I can say now that I don't regret any of what I went through because without the pain and sorrows I wouldn't have been the person I am today, still, I'm just a work in progress I'm actually proud of myself ya know.

[@belissimahoney69]

@@yhontiialoveskenken2165 I feel like your response was a message from the universe for me lbvs. I too am in therapy and dealing with a dark childhood. Thank you for your story and restoring my faith in recovery and healing I wish you love, light, and peace!

[@thebohemianmasta]

I believe her mind is fractured from trauma. Her story is always changing. I think she lives in a fantasy to deal with life

[@jilliantex]

definitely. also trauma causes you to not remember a lot.. so its hard to put things together too

[@M-xp3fn]

I agree with the trauma. In her last video Rebecca mentioned MK Ultra which is a trauma based mind control program developed by the CIA which they implement on their industry slaves. And, from some other research I've conducted, is similar to the mind fragmenting obtained by cultists on infant initiates during their ritual abuse. This produces personality alters, personality changes which I've seen Rebecca display, never seeming the same person in any of her videos. The mind does that as a defence mechanism, compartmentalising itself allowing the victim to have some form of escape. But it can also create psychopathic and narcissistic disorders which manifest as habitual lying, manipulation and general lack of true emotions such as empathy. The fact Rebecca confesses to be a witch whilst also throwing up satanic handsigns throughout her last video helps me draw this conclusion. Whatever her true past, in my opinion, she was initially mind-controlled as a child by cult parents but possibly not followed through, and possibly why she is gender dysphoric now. If you didn't know, Satanic families gender invert their children. It's a transgenerational practice of Satanism, and rife in Hollywood, the entertainment industry in general and the upper echelons of society. Why we keep seeing those impossibly narrow hipped, but strong jawed, fierce looking amazonian actresses with whimpy effeminate partners, because she is really the he, and the he a she. Research EGI, elite gender inversion, if you wish to deepen your understanding and are able to surpass the cognituve dissonance.

[@justforsam2676]

i'm right there with this interpretation. Same thing. I encountered this in an artist friend of mine. Sexually abused by his father as a child; similar genius yet splintered. Many days I did not know which version of him I would be getting and his thinking and interpretations of existence was just next level when he was "in the zone". The stories and mind bending rabbit holes sometimes lead to a different outcomes but with the same center, if/when he was lucid.

[@kdmill7563]

Seeing the recent interview, this is heartbreaking. Rebecca, take the help, get sober, you’re beautiful, you could have it all!

[@tracyg2687]

Yes; 🥲I just watched the most recent one and came back to this one to see the difference.

[@beckyadams1128]

It makes me wonder what kind of things this poor soul has gone through. She’s very educated about many things. She’s able to speak 3 languages fluently.

[@GEORGIABOY23]

😂 heartbreaking 💔

[@lisaheltonhudson]

I know… her decline is terrible and tragic. You don’t know whether his drug use preceded his severe mental illness or vice versa. I think he has a serious mental illness and some kind of psychotic disorder, untreated, and I’m sure when he goes to the hospital all day get him off drugs and give him antipsychotics and he’s so much better, but he doesn’t want to stay in that Situation so he goes right back to what he does and he’s only 25 years old at this point when you look at the most current videos in 2023, and I just don’t think he’ll ever get help and sadly he will probably die on those streets and a young age… it is heartbreaking beyond heartbreaking to see who are a bright man woman with so much potential for so much ends up this way😢😢😢

[@lisaheltonhudson]

@@tracyg2687same here. It’s unbelievable 😢

[@mevludinandnikole]

I'm not a victim,people get raped. That shows how she hides her trauma, breaks my heart.

[@GrabinGears]

*him

[@jacquelineadjei6989]

Exactly. After she said that I couldn’t even process the rest of the interview.

[@liv4093]

I’m genuinely curious as to how that shows she hides that specific trauma?

[@RanDom-pr1kq]

Jacqueline Adjei honestly it’s so sad, these interviews really stress how important a good and safe childhood is because it’s shapes us into a adult who can or can’t cope . I hope she finds healing...

[@shayroney2265]

Definitely he

[@Awkshii]

The way she talks about her rape trauma so casually saying “everyone gets raped” is so heartbreaking. It’s like she’s trying to protect herself by being so nonchalant about it

[@toughtittypdiddy4634]

Sounds like she did try to tell someone and they told her she wasn’t special..

[@cynthiabaldwin3107]

What's even sadder though ..she kinda right😓🤦

[@BOY69ism]

Everybody does get raped

[@cynthiabaldwin3107]

@@BOY69ism pretty MUCH 🤦

[@carriebizz]

Yeah not everyone gets raped, it's sad to think that happens to everyone.

[@rm2828]

Wow, seeing this video of Rebecca 3 years ago after knowing how rapidly she has declined, is so tragic. We will never know her true background, but what is consistent from then to now is that she remains a drug addict and prefers to “feel free” on skid row, over basic human needs like food, shelter, safety etc. Despite this, she has still a charming captivating light inside of her, which is rapidly extinguishing itself. Hard to watch and I am sure very hard for Mark to see. Really hope there is hope for her.

[@jessica2brook]

Rebecca told the truth in the most recent video. That their parents are not dead, they are back home in Egypt. Rebecca's father brought them to the US. Also has a younger brother. Said their mother is a lovely woman but doesn't understand them. Lots of lies but the truth makes an appearance once in a while. Here and there we get glimpses of the truth. Rebecca very much romanticizes this.

[@CalebWilloww]

Worlds away from, "I grew up in the system"

[@jessica2brook]

@@CalebWilloww And "my mother and father are dead". They also admit they grew up very wealthy.

[@SilentEchoes91]

Ishmael Seoudi I hope I spelled the last name right hehe. I adore Rebecca unconditionally.

[@lenaannis8787]

@@jessica2brook Yes no matter how burned the mind is , you can tell they grew up with good education. What happened on the way, noone knows

[@bunnybubs757]

Who knows what is truth

[@terezo7028]

I feel like her story is much darker than she says :(

[@kingrollo8199]

🤦🏾‍♀️ it's a strong MAN

[@terezo7028]

King ROLLO just respecting her pronouns ..

[@univuniveral9713]

My girlfriend feels insulted when you call a grown ass man a "she". Women don't even speak anywhere close to his macho manner he portrays in the video.

[@llexcusesll7933]

He

[@terezo7028]

Univ Univeral tbh I don’t care , ya’ll are all so pressed over what I referred to them as. Get the fuck over it, damn

[@Goodrootswellness]

The ending of this spoke volumes. “At least I’m free”. Can you imagine how awful someone’s trauma, abuse, mental state,life etc. was that they found “freedom” on skid row? Of course we know many of these people are sick and have delusions but there is so much underneath their words. My heart goes out 😢

[@user-yq2vs4xe2e]

Sadly in these instances cause they aren't able to live up to life's standards, community standards, family standards etc. All that weight is lifted off them cause they now live off the grid and feel free of having to live up to anyone's standards, in their minds they aren't capable, its too much stress and burden for them.

[@cocochocookiedough]

💔

[@cocochocookiedough]

"I'm not suffering the way people want me to suffer." That's the freedom part. I totally get it. I'm there now. And that place is not just the Skid Row. Abuse is a nasty thing.

[@ShyHippie]

Definitely!

[@tomsnowden6201]

@@user-yq2vs4xe2enot really living off grid in downtown California trying to be a model/actress

[@everyonehasanopinion00000]

The loneliness is heartbreaking. There's no "coven", no modeling gigs, no friends. It just seems like a lot of fantasy thinking. 😪

[@AmyBlondin1968]

Covens are very real

[@nichole771]

He comes from a billionaire family

[@angelicacarrillo3114]

@@nichole771 how do you know that

[@annasieburgh3827]

@@nichole771 *she

[@GabrielaLtc]

@@annasieburgh3827 has he got xx chromosoms?

[@BelleTolles]

This interview gives info about her extreme resistance to Mark's attempts to help her now. She wants to have fun. She refuses to see herself as a victim or even having needs. She sees changing this lifestyle as losing all glamour and becoming a fat old secretary. I do think there is an element of having that feeling of almost like a multiple personality (although it's no longer called that). Like this is a completely split off personality that some part of her created in order to survive. And that personality or persona is highly resistant to change or rehab or whatever, because it's afraid "healing" means it will disappear, and all that will be left is a square or the wounded child. It's a tough dynamic to work with. I hope her path takes her to what brings her the most happiness

[@martinanespalova3363]

Totally on point, you are a great psychologist.

[@MR-vq1rp]

This is so insightful ❤

[@monique2644]

...this poor human being is completely disassociated because of trauma and drug abuse.. This hurts my soul

[@hardworkingdiva]

Rebecca is giving me Joanne the Scammer vibes and I’m here for it. Voice, looks, wig, and all. I hope Rebecca stays safe and makes it.

[@butterflylovenj7300]

That's exactly who she reminds me of.

[@AngelaOmran]

AHHAHAAHA

[@breeyatchful]

hardworkingdiva 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@______heart5889]

Qui la Joanne the scammer?

[@cheygrit]

😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@chastitylockridge4008]

I think because she doesn't want to talk about her parents and other things she makes an alternate story. Obviously educated... if u watch the other stories. She knows alot of art culture and fashion. I hope she gets discovered. She can do great things. Such a wonderful story teller at heart.

[@tyreesneed]

hope she gets discovered? discovered for what? she dont make art, dont design nothing ... so discovered for what? she has been discovered. by mark. discovered for being a total wreck lol

[@sharontuttle3000]

I think her parents are alive

[@sharontuttle3000]

I think there is a strong possibility her parents are alive

[@shanjoy1299]

​@@sharontuttle3000I was thinking the same. She just doesn't wanna talk bout them.

[@mark902]

i'm guessing this i the first rebecca interview. i've just watched them all, in random order. captivating. i don't know what else to say without sounding cheesy. i went from grinning ear to ear from her clever wit and charm, to near tears. i hope she's well.

[@cambridgeconcierge662]

Me too i love watching n listening to her n she could talk for hours n i wouldn't care. I love mark for doin this it humbles u real quick n make u have an appreciation for others n urself

[@tatianaantonio5366]

And this is the second story of her upbringing I’m confused😓 I thought she was in the UK doing GCSE’s and getting drunk 🥴 then moved to US with dad who left her here…

[@daisydeleon6684]

I could watch KZbin videos of Rebecca forever!!! A whole seriess ! She’s so interesting

[@elaineandrepont]

@@TheThegameguy “middle Eastern Junkie suave” I got that feeling at first, too! I also thought kidnapped at birth, youth-spy raised and raped by a gang of holy fathers🙏🏼 and, they then set her free. Hallelujah! 💋 🤫 secret story teller. Actually, she is sexy-hot, adorable and a whole lot of fun. Party 🎉 like it’s 1999. 🔊🥳🎉🤫 ETA🌹

[@juliemay5117]

Me too! I just found this. Her story is all over the place over the next two years...tragic.

[@yoursuperficialfriend6469]

“My parents died before I was born”.....*suddenly shuts down line of questioning*

[@charleneneisler7596]

Your Superficial Friend Mom couldn’t have died before he was born for obvious reasons

[@BronzeBellaBria]

I agree. Her parents are def still alive, I think.

[@birdiebirb]

maybe she meant it as, they died before she came out as trans? hence why she said “they died before I was born”...I’m probably reaching though 😣

[@virgoqueen0911]

@@birdiebirb nahhh...i get what u meant 💯💯

[@boobax2197]

@@birdiebirb you tried.

[@shemekadavis87]

She’s hiding her truth bc she doesn’t wanna talk about it

[@GrabinGears]

*him

[@urmom-pb5bt]

these replies are disappointing.

[@godismy1stlove226]

@@urmom-pb5bt agree

[@lexsosa1318]

Shawnalee Young ur parents really fucked up haha

[@shayroney2265]

P.s. that's not a she. Get it right

[@franki2524]

Her life is so difficult she tells these stories mixed with truths , to get lost in the life she wants. It’s not about impressing anyone it’s just a coping mechanism. He deserves empathy and dignity .

[@AnarchyClaire]

She*

[@WhiteLiteBarbie]

She

[@longbeard-df9ii]

I feel terrible for him

[@chelybeann]

Y’all they used the right pronoun for most of the comment, chill

[@Enough.Said.]

Accepting he's a man would make his life easier. No one who calls him a woman is doing him any favors.

[@kylaphillips896]

After watching Rebecca for years, and just finishing the “final video”, it breaks my heart. I’ve always rooted for Rebecca and I hate to think about never knowing what ends up happening. I just pray, that one day I’ll come across Rebecca again and it’ll be a whole different outcome ❤️

[@andrej.trepanier6185]

I can't help but love Rebecca, I hope she gets help

[@npnpnp858]

For everyone saying she does look like a man: what do you think a homeless addict transwoman looks like? She does not have expensive treatments, makeup etc.

[@justinreed8538]

npnpnp k but isn’t that considered a cross dresser and not a trans woman? He’s done nothing to “transition” to female

[@npnpnp858]

@@justinreed8538 If she identifies as a woman, she is a trans woman, not a cross dresser. She might have done all she could to be a woman. Not easy to transition when being extremely poor etc.

[@Weedwaffles]

npnpnp you need to get your mind set off of “if I identify as something then I’m that” because that’s has gotta athletes and other people in trouble.

[@justinreed8538]

npnpnp no... not how reality works. we don’t get to pretend we’re something that we’re not and expect the rest of the world to treat us as such.

[@npnpnp858]

@@justinreed8538 That is your take on it. I think it is more about what is inside a person than how they look, what surgeries they have got etc.

[@ARushin80]

on a personal level these stories inspire me to keep working hard everyday,never give up on myself, and under no circumstances succumb to the pitfalls of drug use. These situations can happen to ANYONE! Stay humble.

[@saleemwestindian]

Anyone at any point in your life...

[@__badlilvibe9006]

Me too. I don't think I can be pressured into taking any drugs or alcohol after watching these videos.

[@LAforLife01]

Perfectly said.

[@__badlilvibe9006]

@Tony O'Brien Thank you for this. I wish you well on your drug free journey and I am happy that you decided to seek help and change your life. Sending you my love, XOXO.

[@asmrme600]

A. Rush so glad you know that It’s so concerning when people talk like its not directly impacting them too by being part of this failure of a society

[@samm3114]

She told a very different story about her family on another interview

[@mjgerleman]

It involved Paris and Egypt

[@lalachina2507]

Right

[@SimplyTamanisha]

I wonder if they've seen these interviews. Someone needs to come help. How can a parent not help?

[@earthismommy]

Sometimes when you have extreme trauma you don’t tell the whole story or lie to make it seem better than it is. She grew more comfortable with him and told more of the truth. At least that what it looks like. My girlfriend is from Cairo and had a very similar experience.

[@SimplyTamanisha]

@@earthismommy Rebecca touched my whole heart. To know his father brought her her and then abandoned his own child disgusts me.

[@angelascott2577]

Rebecca has been like this more than 6 years. I've met Rebecca when they first left home (apparently) in New York, the vibe is the same. Rebecca spoke with me for awhile after asking for a cigarette.. I was so interested and moved by Rebecca's vibe and the high energy attitude. They told me that they were on the street because of not being accepted for being gay... kicked out if I remember. Then they just left and began to dance in the middle of passing people and started voguing. Very interesting to see he has turned to she and is still just as vibrant. Different kind of person, very outgoing. Made an impression on me. Take care Rebecca.

[@angelascott2577]

@snlsnl44 it's absolutely true, I have never forgotten that moment. It was fabulous and he had such a spark at the time, a gypsy. I hope things go well with Rebecca.

[@jessicajennifer9827]

I know this comment was left 2 years ago...but adding to the 6 now....I wonder if this is it

[@froufroudeluxe]

There is a LOT going on here

[@Jackjohnjay]

Yeah I don’t know if it’s better or worse when people create such elaborate personal narratives to keep them from their pain. Definitely works as a coping mechanism -dissociation, denial- I believe she honestly is happy when she says she is, but the lifestyle and the self deception probably isn’t sustainable. What a bizarre circumstance. Any psych’s out there to elaborate?

[@alyssag.5758]

Yeah, she was talking about being on her period. Something is off. 🧐

[@austgordon1029384756]

@@alyssag.5758 an excuse as to why she couldn’t give blood work? Drugs will show up in her system.. so maybe saying if she’s on her period and gives blood her body won’t respond well or something.. Idk .. just trying to make sense of what she said

[@adonaiyah2196]

TOO much

[@elainew2230]

I saw her in the 7-11 in Hollywood. She asked me for a dollar to pay for coffee in trade for a package of false eyelashes. I paid for her coffee and snacks, she seemed cool. I can't remember if she gave me the eyelashes or not.

[@cannonfodder9853]

He you idiot! Your what's wrong with the united states today you delusional freak

[@beckyadams1128]

That was kind of you. Did you let her know you recognize her ?

[@PeaShaped]

Its a HE HE HE HE say it its a BOY 2 genders

[@dreamingoffall7694]

As a recovering m3th addict myself, she’s obviously very high here. When you’re high on m3th, sometimes it’s like an intense manic episode. You’re just so happy and so I’m love with your life and everything is perfect and you’re euphoric. That seems to be what’s happening here.

[@tawandajones5278]

She doesn't seem high. I know you can tell better. What gives away she's high?

[@jaiocchialini1420]

@@tawandajones5278she’s rambling, I’m a daughter of a recovered meth addict. My mom use to act the same way. Very maniacal “full of life” but not in a healthy way like Rebecca is shown here. But mostly the speed of talking and rambling off topics are common.

[@lourdesnevarez1586]

I definitely notice the rambling and she seems to get annoyed fast. that’s something I’ve noticed with people who’ve done meth. She’s not all euphoric or lovey dovey which she could be if she were on mdma but I think it’s meth.

[@keinname62]

Maybe she is just a bit ADHD. I don’t even have it and do that by default. I jump from topic to topic very fast. Maybe thats why she seems completely normal to me. But granted, she probably is on drugs bc thats just way more likely in this situation

[@aenesthesia]

Trueee

[@millie9919]

Rewatching these old interviews of Rebecca is so sad.. only because she was so much more coherent here. So much calmer. You can clearly see how she can communicate with Mark in a more cohesive manner. We love you Rebecca. Hope we get an update soon. ♥️

[@marym9585]

Yes she was wearing shoes back then....she has gone downhill in the last 2 years and it is sad....

[@v.e.jansen7720]

She makes the most sense here

[@MISSYGful]

Might not want to watch the 2023 update. Heartbreaking as she can barely focus or communicate. And yet you can still sense the fierce intelligence underneath.

[@J.Scott32]

The "Im on my period & why not?" Part got me. "They died before I was born." 🙄🤣 Rebecca's an interesting individual if nothing else!!

[@seanniearmor7062]

Lol

[@maurusce25]

id rather say intriguing than interesting

[@brunettezprettyr4296]

@@maurusce25 same shit

[@Enough.Said.]

Men would delete themselves so much more if they actually got periods.

[@BadnMindles123CumCMe]

When she said they died before she was born I think she meant before REBECCA was born...

[@sharpedge3355]

She is not that deep, she is mentally ill

[@juliusa9043]

sharpedge shes not stupid though. She knows what she’s talking about

[@itsprettyiris1025]

Yeah I think so

[@peekaboots01]

You're reading too much into it. This person is high and just jabbering on with his delusions.

[@juliusa9043]

Being reborn is a really simple concept and at this point y'all are just belittling her.

[@rachelrobbins2373]

She has a minute to minute survival technique that has a strange positive attitude about it. She's fascinating.

[@4eyes2sea]

I watched this today after watching Rebecca for the last 3 years. I had no clue she lies so much. My heart goes out to her mom. 💔

[@4eyes2sea]

@@jaf8771 i know, huh? It's all an act for the camera with Rebecca. I don't think they consider how the lies could be hurting people.

[@BerryBerry1465]

Addicts all lie. I doubt her childhood was grand from the sound of it. I'd lie too if the truth was horrible and I didn't want to talk about it.

[@4eyes2sea]

@maryamahmadi3520 after all the interviews, it's obvious it's all show and tell for the camera...a character that has her own script in the moment. She uses and abuses Mark... maybe he should dump her 🤭

[@happyday8280]

I agree but Mark is infatuated with Rebecca 😂

[@4eyes2sea]

@@happyday8280 that's so obvious it's made me unsub. This channel has different intentions than I perceived originally.

[@danyailjackson4011]

My mother was a drug addict. My childhood friend became a fentanyl user. My ❤️ goes to you Rebecca . When You’re Ready , You’ll Get Right. Love you my sister 🌙

[@andreapark2606]

Much love sweet sister

[@Cocochantelle]

Whether these people’s stories are “real” or not doesn’t matter. These ppl don’t owe us the truth or anything really. What they choose to tell us is what we get and is still part of their story

[@Dazohnr]

I love this take i felt entitled to hear the pure truth but who are we to force these people to relive these traumatic experiences i really like when he does follow ups and these people look healthier and happier and look more comfortable i find myself rooting for them

[@sethimonfiresis5846]

Best way I’ve heard it put on this channel! They don’t even owe us the lie like you said who are we to think were entitled to their stories. Just appreciate it for what it is and and let that be that.

[@user-vh1pn9ks6v]

Yeah, they don't owe us anything. But I really don't get why they'd agree to do those kind of interviews just to tell some bullshit.

[@JohnGalt916]

Then why agree to yell your story if you wont tell your story. Youre inviting people to lie. That will only end in people telling their most brutal trauma only to get mocked. I feel that is a larger crime to a victim than asking for truth.

[@audreyjames9111]

PREACH, I know personally I wouldn’t sit down in front of a camera and open myself up to the world for its judgment about my choices or my mistakes or my trauma. these people don’t owe us SHIT.

[@edenrodriguez3]

I hope you see this comment Mark, I just saw Rebeca last night on Broadway and eighth in downtown LA and she was really strung out. She was kicking and screaming at the air fighting with with someone who Wasn’t there. I realized it was Rebecca once she turned around and I saw her face but also the outfit she was wearing was pretty stylish as much as a homeless girl can be which really stood out. I couldn’t believe it was her but it was. That was the first time I’ve ever seen one of your interviewee‘s in real life. I hope she gets better soon, hopefully you can find her and interview her again and get her some help.

[@maggie_o5233]

Awe I hope she's ok 😥

[@dimetrodonz]

that's so heartbreaking, i really hope she is okay and gets better :(

[@GabrielaLtc]

He will get better when you stop referring to him as she.

[@jayjaydubful]

@@GabrielaLtc thank you. I don't know how or when people stopped understanding that the truth is what sets us free. Living a lie is toxic af

[@GabrielaLtc]

@@jayjaydubful :)

[@revinmt]

I feel like there’s a lot of pain & denial behind her positive/upbeat personality.

[@Madame_Butterfly_13]

Yes…I believe that’s all an act…😕

[@CrackberryMe]

The mental illness factor here is really real, trying to keep it all together but can't.

[@gigiamharic468]

CrackberryMe Great observation

[@sweethomerezervation3768]

Right!

[@Mina280891]

I think she is mentally ill, obviously the drug use doesn’t help. Parts of the story are probably true but I think she changes the truth to survive. So young so sad.

[@llexcusesll7933]

MiNa of course he is

[@onetokatman7293]

@@llexcusesll7933 it

[@tweezers1]

He*

[@Townie7177]

She is still a he

[@karthikgolagani6844]

she? what makes you think like that? he identified himself as a woman doesn't make him a woman.

[@oshifish2]

Rebecca has devolved since this interview. I hope she makes it in life. x

[@i_dont_read_your_replys]

*he

[@preciousedmunds2658]

@@i_dont_read_your_replys explain why your spending YOUR time correcting someone else’s pronouns. Times are changing. Get with it or get left behind(:

[@charismalorelye4516]

Wow!!! mark this was up the whole time? I’ve been looking all Over for Rebecca’s first interview. Thank you for this playlist. It inspires me everyday

[@markusmeyer6391]

I am a psychology student. First of all thank you for conducting these interviews. I would humbly suggest that when she said that her parents were dead before she was born she meant it, the personality of Rebecca was indeed born after the death of the parents. Rebecca is young wild and free, doesn't get dragged down by anything negative, wants to have fun, sees the best out of any situation.. all of this to cope with the harshness of the reality she lives in and especially because she has no one to lean on. She refuses to look at anything negatively in order to survive and not break down because she knows she has absolutely no support system whatsoever. She takes everything lightly she was indeed born after the death of the parents. As for what's going on deep down in the subconscious, that's another story... She is always on edge. That laughter of hers is very interesting. The fact that she didn't wanna talk about her parents at all... Tells you that she isn't scamming you, the negativity is always thrown back into the subconscious. It's a defense mechanism in order not to collapse. A scammer would be fabricating a story. She can't look at reality as it is or at least not from the negative side other wise shell completely collapse.

[@Nikki30288]

So you missed the part where he said he grew up with a mom, dad and sisters ?

[@toyalynn3198]

🙄🙄🙄

[@TheLanibanani]

pls don't confuse studying psychology with being a psychic - you're assuming and interpreting. you'd need way more information from Rebecca to be able to come to those conclusions. keep up the studying...

[@theclassicstare5713]

@@TheLanibanani Totally agree. An undergraduate degree in psychology does not make you a psychologist or a psychiatrist. People love to analyze without the knowledge or experience. Sometimes its okay to just listen.

[@akm960]

@@TheLanibanani You might want rewatch the video because the OP is correct. Rebecca said soon after they had died she was born. Meaning before REBECCA was born because clearly she wasn't a female at birth. The birtg Rebecca is talking about is a metaphorical birth. there is enough information in this video to come to that conclusion.

[@kamsupreme5667]

When You asked her how being on the streets affected her, she immediately started saying all the good things, I hope she gets the help she needs. This breaks my heart....

[@patriciablacklock7326]

He says his parents died in a car crash but in later videos he says he speaks to his mum/dad on the phone, and he says he's Egyptian in later videos!

[@chaisroom6631]

I love love love Rebecca...I have watched all of her interviews and I am so happy to have met via KZbin...thanks for sharing your life with us...

[@aura8028]

y’all stfu about her wig and her looks. listen to her story. can’t believe how much people on here judge so much. be respectful and listen to her story.

[@rebeccapolanco9332]

You're not the boss. You can't order people around.

[@yoonjoolee8434]

Thank you. The comment below me can suck a dick.

[@dbnkz_0961]

rebecca polanco bitch stfu

[@asmrme600]

rebecca polanco oh but YOU can ???

[@MJ-bv8jo]

Do we really need to know if the story is real or not. Let the videos just be the art piece you see at the museum. It is what it is. The history behind it may be muddled or may be clear but it’s the final result we are wanting a look into. Who is this person, what are they telling me. I see these interview as short stories. I just want the person to release whatever they want and I will listen.

[@isabellemayura4141]

Em Jay- I really love your comment 🙌✨

[@myfairl8dy]

Thank you for this comment! I have a hard time with this interviewer, I am a therapist myself and I find that his questioning is insensitive and invalidating. His comment on this video and others is objectifying and "othering". We have NO RIGHT to judge this person, on their gender identity, whether their story is true or not... these videos should not be about giving people a chance to judge them, these videos should be about creating awareness and sensitivity.

[@lisapizza6494]

Well said!

[@MJ-bv8jo]

Isabelle Perrault thank you so much! I get so frustrated with the comments sometimes. Why not treat the comments as an open discussion instead! Stay safe!

[@wilmakitti7304]

Caitlin Artiaga Thank you for your comment, you put my thoughts about the interviewer and the questions into words perfectly. I knew something was a bit off.

[@amazongoddess118]

I reluctantly hit the like button. I wish there was "my heart is breaking" button. Everyone starts out as an innocent, sweet, beautiful baby full of potentiontial. To witness these grown beautiful children, damaged from life and living a life without the love we all deserve, breaks my heart.

[@Demirci000]

gaahddotk

[@MsTcup]

Speaking of photographs...mark takes AMAZING PHOTOS!!! They should be on a gallery. Obviously I know he’s a pro, I saw him in an interview and I am so impressed. I’m happy seeing the beginning of something amazing.

[@tristanmason7405]

“ I mostly act and model, my agent’s office is under that bridge “

[@Gynajones-vk8gj]

Yea very sad

[@AnnaH4R]

😂😂😂

[@beeutiaddict]

iconic

[@ashakidoredr.latinamerican1082]

She literally turns everything bad, sad and negative into a positive: so it translates into freedom of choice and movement, resilience, resourcefulness, youth, easy life, worry-free. The only time she said something negative was at the end when she said she didn't feel beautiful, after mark complemented her.

[@cristinarichart1118]

I think this is shows amazing strength and resilience

[@klszwarc]

Yes, but what you stupid americans don't get is that lying to yourself all life is not strength, it's not commendable and great, it's avoiding facing real issues and it eventually drives you insane.

[@GrapePenguin97]

I'm so fascinated by this person. I feel like she has so much potential if she just had a better start to her life, or if she could get the help she needs, but I don't see her being the type of person that would admit to wanting help. I'm so glad you do these updates on people, it's good to see they're still hanging on

[@dedewacker]

Kind of new to your page. I first saw your interview with her a few months back. It was a more current interview. Now to see her in this “aware” state breaks my heart. Hope she finds herself before it’s too late

[@b.maxwell5037]

I appreciate your compliments & respect you give to your interviewees! It may be the only they get & i bet it STICKS!

[@elishiamarocco7534]

3 years later, this is heart breaking 😢

[@dreamingoffall7694]

Just watched the most recent video and came back to this one. To hear her say she will get an office job and get fat in a couple years and knowing now, 3 years later she’s in the worst shape ever is just so sad.

[@Jpmt676]

Who else is here after watching “spring 2023 pt 3”? The drugs have completely controlled her. 💔 it’s sad

[@KJReyco]

Me. I just want to give her a hug after that video.

[@rxndxmchxnnxl1930]

Can't imagine that this comment section is still full of transphobes misgendering this physically and psychologically damaged woman who has been through such awful experiences she chooses to erase. Of course she wouldn't be able to receive estrogen treatments or a better quality wig, she's homeless. Is your issue with this video truly wether she "passes" or not? Grow up.

[@andreat6882]

Rxndxm Chxnnxl its truly disheartening to see the level of transphobia in the comment sections of videos like these. and some of them are violent in the way that they speak. its as if they don’t have any empathy. its really sad.

[@officialeberle]

Rxndxm Chxnnxl truly and people are focusing on how she said her parents died before she was born. Clearly she is talking about before she came out, she motions to herself right after that statement and says ‘before, you know, it happened’. People want any reason to punch down.

[@asmrme600]

Rxndxm Chxnnxl exactly 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

[@AnastasiaLUVSU]

Oh shut up you fucking delusional tards.

[@jv-ep2tc]

@@andreat6882 I don't have a phobia. I refuse to drink the trans koolaid. If this guy wants to live as a woman, he should be able to. But slapping on a dirty matted wig does not a woman make. And the insistence that it does, the "party line" if you will, is a fairly recent phenom.

[@krismonty1234]

To me she sounded very detached and yet very aware. Like she’s very aware of how to get what she needs to survive, but she really doesn’t sound like she loves herself and sounds like she’s been through a lot which she won’t or can’t cope with. I don’t know how much is mental or physical, but she’s suffering. And I think she’s resourceful. But I think she’s a lost soul.. I hope this makes sense when reading... I mean she just sounds like a contradiction in motion trying to find her way and to survive

[@jeaninesproperty6693]

SheWolf-Kris he

[@kinyobisan]

Two and a half minutes in I felt an ache. It's crushing to hear/see how some children live. Hearing her story which was filled with struggles due to adults failing her is overwhelming. I'll have to watch this in pieces.

[@AFFTFOMSICHTS]

I came here because everyone was saying how coherent she was. I can’t believe they’re the same person. So heartbreaking 💔

[@BOLLOCKS1968]

Same ... sad how in 3 short years she has deteriorated so much. Physically and mentally. Her poor feet were covered in sores and was rambling on about celebrities and surgeries. Every time I see a new video I have my fingers crossed that it isn't a memorial for her.

[@reneehenley5813]

Even the accent is different.

[@samanthab4114]

Rebecca the witch whose parents died before she was born and calls on her coven when she needs something. I love her ♥️

[@paulwall2891]

Why

[@samanthab4114]

Sichael Mcott why do I love her? I love her because she is curious and lives in the moment. Not completely by choice but still I feel she is truly an Indigo child, highly creative, free thinker, enjoys her own company.

[@marketadavis9131]

Samantha B yessss!!! I just want to give her a hug a meal a warm bath and hold her

[@pantoponrosegoatoe4129]

She said in another video that she likes the movie VALLEY OF THE DOLLS! That’s my favorite movie. I’d love to have a day with her and watch it together... paint each other’s nails and have a big feast. Best of luck to this beautiful person 🌹

[@marketadavis9131]

PantoponRose Goatoe yes I would just love to hold her ,talk cry and just have a good healing girls day

[@joannasherman3651]

I think Rebecca believes what she says because that’s what her mental illness tells her. It’s another sad and unfortunate story. She made it sound as if she does drugs recreationally vs. a habit..either way, the drugs will exacerbate her mental illness. It’s unfortunate. I’ll be sending her positive energy ✌🏼

[@EYE_GOTCHA]

J4Bailey That’s a he, *not* a she. Please start doing your research on the New World Order Transgender Agenda.

[@kingrollo8199]

Obama pass laws for the LGBT COMMUNITIES 🏳️‍🌈

[@badferritbadferrit5526]

Is it Michel Obama in drag

[@pambeyers9081]

I agree w you.

[@jadiquaify]

Daniel Gustafsson Sjöö Lol

[@Anna-iz4xu]

Rebecca’s story about her life changes just as much as her wigs do

[@toomessy]

First thing I thought. She changes her stories a lot. She went from her parents being dead, to her dad sending her to New York to live by herself.

[@i_dont_read_your_replys]

*he

[@dani5645]

@@i_dont_read_your_replys She is a woman

[@stephenmwiti385]

😂😂I love her

[@CookiesCritterCare]

@@dani5645 last time I checked, a body with a penis and testicles was a MAN! I hope you dont get confused when you jump into the bed with someone. LMAO

[@lovereggae89]

He said his parents died before he was born??? Ge has a lot of sisters?? His latest interview (2023) he says he doesn’t have sisters. He says he only has one brother and they fooled around when they were young. It’s not adding up. He said his parents don’t talk to him, he migrated from Cairo Egypt and is undocumented….but here he says he grew up in NY and was in foster home….like HUH?????

[@valykakony2920]

Exactly ! I gave up on watching his interviews after that! He's sooo delusional

[@SLashafrass]

I just think you're such a treasure. I love that you care so much about these stories and following up. Thank God for you 😍

[@christinacreates2393]

“My parents died before I was born” 😂

[@brentdrake5414]

this like always cracks me up

[@stassisspace6632]

I’ve been binge watching Rebecca going backwards watching the most recent to before and wow

[@reneegilbert2544]

Same. I'm getting all the notifications. I think people are trying to piece together what she's said over the years to try to get her family involved.

[@LibraLoo]

I saw Rebecca’s latest video before I watched this one. My heart breaks for her. I wish the best for her and hope she can find peace and happiness.

[@emmabicheno]

Don't know if I should feel relieved that she seems ok with her life or concerned that she seems " ok with her life ," she seems quite manic.

[@sueclayton1635]

I absolutely love this girl!! She's so my cup of tea! Takes life as it comes, likes to travel around, meet new people, doesn't take anything too seriously and she's so funny... Hope she continues to enjoy life to the full xx

[@cch9680]

If you saw her latest video, you would be so shocked! She is wrecked! 😢

[@cch9680]

Oh, Rebecca! If only you'd been able to see yourself 4 years on from this video! 😢 And the dead parents story, how many lies have you told? All we can say is that you're still alive...for the time being. 😢

[@ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh9551]

Wow over the last year she has really changed... really fast. Amazing. Rebecca you are one of the most interesting people ever on this show. Keep being free if that’s where you need to be.

[@appleandolive2718]

God help this child to find you, love, safety, light, a home, a friend, food, sobriety and just a good life. Anyone who reads this please please weather your a parent or not there yet PLEASE take care of your babies! Make sure to show them love and health! Your children deserve to have a good life.. show them the right way.. no one deserves to live like this ...( I do not mean her sexuality.. I mean her mind set, her way of living) this breaks my heart I wanna hug her so bad and show her love. I’m sorry babygirl you don’t deserve this life ❤️

[@azizrabeh3186]

God will not listen to your prayer if you keep calling him (her), god made him a man, so calling him woman is like you mocking god’s creation, and I’m sure the almighty won’t like it

[@DellaDykeborn]

My aunt was a big crack addict and lived on the street pushing a cart collecting recyclables. She saya she felt free and loved her time living on the street. She's lucky to have lived long enough to get clean and sober. She did so many drugs in her youth, by grace she has been drug free and a hard worker at her job for the past 20 years. My heart goes out to Rebecca. May she live long enough to get treatment and healing for her trauma. I know she's toughing it out and partying is self medication and honestly, often drugs are the only thing keeping people from killing themselves so I don't judge them for using.

[@wockqueefa]

wow i think i’ve watched every rebecca video except this one. ugh this is the most coherent i’ve seen her. we’ve just watched her destroy herself

[@CosmoMakeupgurl]

She tells so many different stories about her origins and family.

[@healthy1bobogh]

Yes i noticed this. Does anyone know what really happened?

[@keishawnlight]

Shes really hurt by her child hood, and she combats that by saying "why not?" to things. I honeslty think she was not motivated and people gave up on her because she is very HEAD STRONG. i pray for her sanity and well being. She didnt want to talk about her parents death, she doesnt like to face reality. Rebecca, this is real life, we are rooting for you.

[@angel101025]

keishawnlight I feel the same

[@jeaninesproperty6693]

keishawnlight once again it’s a man not a girl stop calling him a she dumb idiots

[@keishawnlight]

L Rebecca is definitely not a guys name, clearly she’s biologically a guy. But she identifies as a girl, named Rebecca. Identity and sexuality is two different things.

[@jeaninesproperty6693]

keishawnlight still a man

[@jeaninesproperty6693]

keishawnlight if that was my son he wouldn’t even think of being trans

[@Chingu543]

I think it’s genuine , but seems like ‘flight of idea’s ‘ due to mania so possibly bipolar or a personality disorder

[@Lena-uh3ky]

@Ryan Smith 🤣

[@EYE_GOTCHA]

queeniegenie1977 I’d say it’s a meth disorder.

[@dcrew6209]

I'd say it's a "let's stick a flower in a pig's ass & call it a vase" disorder.

[@Leandatastic]

D Crew oh my goodness-you made me laugh so hard I spat out my coffee xx

[@Townie7177]

Or hes just high and delusional from the drugs

[@daveowens271]

Wow. I saw the most recent interviews with Rebecca first, and seeing this video from three years ago really hits me hard. Seeing the downward spiral is painful.

[@rosew5947]

mark is so beautiful and gentle with how he talks to people it’s so nice to see

[@JakStGe]

“Without having to explain to a cop that I’m on my period... I have my witches”...

[@sundipsingh7759]

I know huh WTF on my period?? That's a dude he can't have periods!! He's nuts!! Lol 😅

[@Huntertheprincsss]

I wanna buy her an expensive wig SO BADLY. She’s so beautiful, and deserves hair to match.

[@maetes54]

Blablabla...

[@jv-ep2tc]

shallow and co-dependent

[@angel101025]

I think if it’s anything to do with fashion she might not

[@yevettew47]

Yes, that was my comment also.

[@Mykidsaresmarterthanyours]

Go on and do it.... He would either sell it or it would get stolen.

[@kimmacputz]

Hey Mark, I just watched the spring 2022 update on Rebecca, now I can't find it, I really need to join your Patreon channel. Thanks for the update, that was really hard to watch, and a proper update, you have such a great relationship with her, thank you for all you do for Rebecca and letting her be without any judgement or expectation, she appreciates you. Hopefully one day when she gets her shit together (so routing for that outcome) these videos will help her piece it all together. So smart, so stunningly beautiful to look at, even at her worst (except for those feet 😂 and the nose picking), so unfazed (on the surface), so stylish, it's only fun until its not fun anymore I guess ✌🏻

[@milicastanojevic9102]

Can you people please stop 🛑 commenting on Rebecca’s gender and calling her out as a man as that’s clearly not the point or the highlight of this interview!

[@markusmeyer6391]

Out of all the interviews you have conducted, this one is the most powerful one, in my humble opinion.

[@5p674]

"My parents died before I was born."

[@plurpee.]

She could have meant that "he" wasn't "Rebecca" until after they died; that she could only be "born" as herself when they were gone; at least, that's what I took out of it, given the circumstances...

[@jessicajennifer9827]

They were killed to death don't cha know?? 😅🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@Wendypretty1]

Rebecca meant probably when he was a baby... never knew them.

[@gustotrankin7383]

@@plurpee. I think they disowned her when she started transitioning?

[@plurpee.]

@@gustotrankin7383 The whole situation is just sad overall...

[@kitty_machine845]

She’s so much more coherent here than in the more recent videos.

[@angelamitchel3984]

It’s fascinating watching Rebecca different in every video. Similar aspects of each backstory, but each is also so different. I don’t know if her parents are dead or alive, I don’t know where she grew up, and I don’t know how she became homeless. So many different stories, different motives, desires, long-term goals, etc. However, each version is still so likable but so broken in their own ways. Very eccentric, yet reserved about her trauma. I wish her the best and deep down I know she can succeed, I’m just not sure if she can get there until she hits rock bottom. Nobody can carry her and hope for the best - she has to motivate herself to then get assistance with her *plan*. I hope to see that happen.

[@TheRealWitchHazel3]

Watching the follow up vids, you see such a beauty in her; at the same time she seems more saddened or something I can’t name. PS:She’s beautifully angel faced as herself without makeup & wigs

[@e.richardson4374]

“An Olsen Twin” ... me too. It’s something endearing about this person.

[@orlachristine4938]

I watched Rebecca's videos in reverse .. latest to this one . Such a doll . A beautiful person , I hope you get back to this point Renecca !! You are worth it 😘😘❤️

[@reneenapier8321]

Watching this in 2023 hits different. To see Rebecca so coherent and watch her just progressively sink is heartbreaking. When she referenced "getting a desk job in two years" and trying to "have fun" while she is young, it made me incredibly sad. I love Rebecca. I sincerely pray that she finds recovery. Mark, you are an amazing friend to her.

[@bo_libido_buckets4429]

Damn , just watched her “final video “ she’s fallen hard… praying for you Rebecca … it’s hard to watch

[@cch9680]

There's another video of her now, since the "final" video!

[@maryl234]

The family story changed quite a bit from this video to the Brookline, Boston - after Egypt version. Wow.

[@melissadespain3686]

Right? He’s never spoken about his parents dying since I don’t think. He’s spoken of his family having money in later interviews.

[@ErikaRamos-vo5zi]

Seeing Rebecca sitting still an answering actual questions is amazing lets me know there's hope for her