How I became a drug addict....

[@mrcrevice738]

I'm happy for you dude. Hitting rock bottom is sometimes the best thing that can happen to someone.

[@Itsjcold0]

The Crevice definite prison or hospital or rhe biggest rock bottom

[@unknxwn7]

I'm a month sober off of anything today, thanks for this story.

[@LordBesteban]

Congratulations man 🙏🏽🙏🏽 keep grinding!

[@MykieDYDSS]

Good stuff, homie!

[@bigballz5503]

Keep doin you brother

[@codysmith4345]

5 years for me, keep it up man. You have great things in store for you.

[@coltonkobe24]

Hitting rock bottom teaches you a lot makes a fucking man out of you! Props to you and your journey man

[@bondb0O7]

Congratulations bro! I'm 5 and a half years clean after shooting heroin for 10 years and the rest that goes along with that life. I appreciate you sharing your story bro. Keep sharing and using your story to motivate others. I got my rights back and have my girls and family back and it's not easy but so worth it. Never give up bro and thanks again for sharing. Be Proud. Many dont make it out but you did for a reason and I'm glad your using your experience to help others. Turn the bad into good. RESPECT

[@Bowblaxian_Tricknology]

Congrats to you too. 3 years for me after 10 years uppers and downers. Just for today.

[@chrisbittinger512]

Been through 2 overdoses bro. Woke up in an icu once. NUTS. Heroin invaded 5 years of my life. Jail, rehabs, all that mess. I'm right there with you homie. I don't say this to steal your swag, but anyone that needs to talk. I also am always available for support. It's a good feeling being able to look back and see how you overcame such struggles. You know what I'm talking about. I've watched you on stteetbeefs and shit, but this video opening up raises my respect for you to a different level then just some dude that fights. Shout out to you. 🤘

[@LordBesteban]

Chris Bittinger I appreciate brother🙏🏽❤️

[@ronpro8894]

if your still willing to talk to someone that is at rock bottom message me please. thnx

[@chrisbittinger512]

@@ronpro8894 always here my brother

[@johnfisher7757]

I appreciate this video so much, it was clearly spoken from the heart. Battling hard with my own demons at the moment - not for the first time. Much Respect to you.

[@LordBesteban]

John Fisher I appreciate it brother 🙏🏽

[@NoSubjectOffLimits]

You can get there man! Its a beautiful thing when you do!! Good luck!

[@beinunionwiththeSupreme]

Thanks for sharing your story. Way to go bro. Keep on moving in the right direction. I was a drinker for over 6 years but I gave it up at 25 and been sober for 43 years. Best to you and your family.

[@TheTherockac]

Playa you just earned mad respect from me. Very humble and genuine. I'm 40, and battled similar demons for my first 40 years. Since my Mom passed in October 2019, I've been on the rise! I get training in everyday, and get to spend quality time without worrying about the next dose.

[@svtkilr]

Great job bro. I was on methadone and xans for pain and anxiety for 14 years 3 years with xans and I had to get off them and now I’m on suboxine I been on it for 2 weeks im just trying to get over the withdrawal symptoms it’s been a rough 2 weeks but im just taking every day 1 at a time. I don’t want to be on suboxin long term like some people are for 5-10-15 years I just want to get my body back to a sober lifestyle again.

[@fightdude41]

Keep fighting bro 👊🏼 im still addicted to coke and it has cost me a lot… I’m struggling af. But this gave me motivation 🙏🏼

[@Dunzzoh]

I truly respect your ability to self reflect and always want better no matter how hard life hit you and made things seem like it was impossible to overcome. You’re built different bro, continue to empower those around you with your wisdom and history. The world will repay you. Peace brother

[@JoeNoBuddy]

Subboxn were life savers for me getting off that shit, I would suggest that to anybody getting off pain meds. Best choice I made shit was destroying my life. Thank you for your story. This period in your life can now be a true stepping stone up the mountain called YOU/SELF especially sense you've grown and are continuing to from it now and have learned how. These what we call "low moments" in are life if grow'd upon wisely, only then can, will, and must without choice make us stronger at that point, but until then it will be the exact opposite, and in fact it will just keep the person in that state and in a continued spiral downwards. Much Love again brotha!

[@SMK5379]

Been there in same spot as you ! I thank the Lord He kept me here so I could be a father to my 4 boys !! It's been 3 yrs sober ! Thank you for sharing !!

[@nikkimoonxoxo]

So inspirational! I've dealt with toxic people and family for years. I tried so hard to make everyone but myself happy which led me down a very dark path. I'm in the process of recovering from the abuse, I've lost so much. It's so good for people like us to talk to others in the same boat or who was once in the same boat. I'm so introverted it took me years to be able to open up about deep pain that stemmed from childhood which led me to make my bad choices. True friends and family who love you will always be there for you, telling you you're worth it and trying to help anyway they can. Looking myself in the mirror each day telling myself I'm somebody, I'm not worthless, I'm not pathetic, I'm not hideous. I started doing hobbies that make ME happy like family time, meditating, taking long baths (even though there's a million other things I need to get done) boxing, painting, going to support groups (bc they aren't pointless afterall); making crafts, cleaning ( yeah, I'm weird!) You only have one life and one person to make happy so that the ones you love are also happy. I'm so glad you shared this❤

[@LordBesteban]

Nikki Moon thank you so much for sharing Nikki and it is a tough road but that shit happens for a reason I believe it’s made me the person that I am today keep grinding 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@nikkimoonxoxo]

You're absolutely right! And my KZbin name probably threw you off but I'm Corey's wife aka The Wolverine. He's tried so hard for almost 8 years to help with my struggles but what I found helped me is my love and belief in myself! I appreciate people like you!

[@LordBesteban]

Nikki Moon I appreciate people like you also! 🙏🏽

[@MykieDYDSS]

Thanks for sharing, brother. I’ve never had a substance abuse problem, but I’ve lost a lottttttt of friends from my hometown to drugs. Including my childhood best friend that I went to elementary, middle, and high school with. We learned how to skateboard together, got our first jobs together, always had each others backs. Unfortunately we drifted a bit after high school but I always considered him a brother me. Then October 12, 2018 I got the news. He had developed an addiction, got clean, celebrated his 100 days of being sober, then somehow fell back into it and got some stuff that was laced and it took him from us. Growing up I thought I knew what pain felt like. I’ve had tough times and hardships, but 10/12/2018 made me realize what true pain feels like. It’s been almost a year and a half and it still hurts just the same today as it did when I was standing at his funeral. Sorry to ramble, but I’m glad you made it out because I know your closest friends and family members would be in shambles if they had lost you. I wouldn’t wish that pain on my worst enemy. Stay sharp, brother. And if you ever need to talk, don’t hesitate to contact me.

[@LordBesteban]

I appreciate you sharing that brother I’m sorry for your loss man I promise to try to make a difference in peoples lives man

[@ladydi37115]

Don't know you but I am so proud of you!!! I know you will never look back. You've got this! Addiction is the most horrible disease . No one understands unless you've been there. But you came out on the orher side and you are stronger for it. You will go on to help so many people! ❤

[@LordBesteban]

Thank you so much!

[@ladydi37115]

@@LordBesteban You are welcome!, I look forward to watching your chanel grow!,Subbed!

[@anthonymartinez8871]

Yoo man congratulations. I been sober 6 1/2 years clean. Keep working bruh

[@jbeckva499]

"That what doesn't kill you makes you... ". Hard story, but you're on the right track now. Good for ya, man.

[@LordBesteban]

Thanks for the love and support man!

[@DZNTZ]

Respect and more respect for sharing a tough story. I know just how hard it is to be this vulnerable and honest. Don’t be ashamed of anything you did then, that was addiction in the drivers seat. THIS is what it means to be a good man. You probably already know, but man, you are so lucky to wake up from the nightmare. So many people waste away a life in pain and shame, and obviously you’re on a different path now. I got a second shot at life too, a little more than 20 years ago. The trauma will always be there, but now it just reminds me of how fortunate I am to be here and free. My heart breaks when I see a young person struggling with addiction, and I truly hope you’ve inspired someone, anyone, to start climbing out of it. If you’re reading: We are behind you, rooting for you, YOU can do it too. It starts now.

[@RickyJSports]

Much love little brother. Great video and stay clean you are a good guy. Great fight the other day by the way. Thanks for sharing. Ricky

[@LordBesteban]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@ghirmameresjr5051]

Hey man many blessings that your here to tell your story. Remember some ppl dont get that second chance brotha. My nephew past away September 24, he was popping pain killers zbans and left it all alone when he found out he got a kid on the way. He drink a couple of shots of liquor took a pain killer that was prescribed by his dr, for his back he was going threw back problems. He laid down to go to sleep and never woke back up. Many blessing stay on the right path my brotha you can do it.

[@LordBesteban]

That’s a day before my birthday man I’m sorry to hear that I give you my word I’ll keep using all my platforms to make a change in peoples lives

[@marvinprice1014]

Bars are evil they bring the worst out in all of us much respect ✊🏽 to u for sharing.

[@LordBesteban]

They do man and for sure man just trying to do my best to help

[@mattc4266]

Yes they do and you can’t even remember !

[@sumswaggaming]

luckily, i was shown what serious drug addiction does to people when i was much younger. ive seen what it does, and im rootin for ya man! for the ones i cant root for amymore...

[@gentlemanslife4014]

This is very helpful for past addicts, for relation and reassurance. That we aren’t the only ones out there. You have given hope to so many individuals out there. We need more people like you coming together to make this world a better place. Mma is an amazing outlet to go and let off steam. You got yourself on your feet, when most can’t. You have given many people hope. That they can do it. Im a former addict myself. I really respect this.

[@Natogamingttv]

Very transparent , it’s good to be that way for self growth , we seem about the same age , you seem like a smart dude , I’ve always felt that you should focus on yourself until things come your way , good luck in this crazy world brotha

[@LordBesteban]

Nate Bospflug I appreciate it man and ima 22 🤙🏽

[@MrJrockzus]

You have alot of fans and supporters here brother. So glad you got off that stuff and become who you are now . We are all proud of you. We got ya back . Jordan Holton Smart Valley Solutions

[@williamshepley3923]

Thanx for sharing! We all got a story...life's a battle in itself

[@LordBesteban]

William Shepley big facts!

[@texasplumr]

July 9th, I celebrated 27 years clean and turned 67 on November 1st. I spent most of my younger years in the penitentiary and boxed Golden gloves when I was a teenager and would have loved to have found something like Street Beefs back when I was younger but I still enjoy watching y'all beat the shit out of each other. I really hope that you manage to stay clean because as you've already learned, it's a life and death matter. Using, for me stopped being fun when I was in high school and I did whatever I had to do to just stay well. I haven't woke up dope sick in 27 years and I'll be eternally grateful to the people who've helped me along the way. It's not something that we can do alone. My only advise for you or anyone else like me and you, is when you get hurt, and you're gonna get hurt doing what you do, don't keep prescribed pain meds a secret. Tell people and stay accountable. You'll make it man, you'll make it.

[@laylow96]

Thank you for sharing. Good job kicking your habit. Now you can contribute to the world so keep it up young blood!!!

[@LordBesteban]

Cescobaby big facts! ❤️❤️

[@johnh3614]

I've been sober over 2 years now and sometimes I'll be relaxing or even at work and I get really bad flashbacks of horrible things I did before I got cleaned up the violence and the trail of bullshit wasn't worth anything lost 5 years of my life. Thanks for the video stay positive hopefully one day I'll make it out to the yard

[@LordBesteban]

🙏🏽

[@teddybotana4023]

Good Stuff B, I HIT the PILLS SUPER HARD too... THANK GOD I got out!!! God Bless MyBrother!!!

[@moviesandmusic5055]

Way to go on staying strong By the way.....This is going to be the guy that will end King Leonidas Reign

[@chriscalibro2225]

Holy shit man.. your story is so similar to mine and it's so damn scary to know how close I've been to overdosing. To be real watching this video has been a reality check for me.. it's time to get my shit together. I'm so happy for you that you have turned your life around, now it's time for me.

[@LordBesteban]

Keep grinding brother 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@Infinite147]

Hey Bro, I understand how it is, MDMA was my trouble, and similarly LSD had really had woken me up. Psychadelics project ones inner thoughts and emotions to the surface level, if reveals to oneself how they really feel in the inside, wether its good or bad is all up to the one experiencing it, and what they make out of it, one can accept them for what they and move one from them, its great for understanding oneself even more, but if you don't like what you see the whole experience can be fuck you up bad.

[@brandonsigecan3174]

Been rocking with streetbeefs since before there was 50k subs... This hit me bro. Been going thru a bit myself. Nothing crazy, not a big amount... But consistent for like 2 years cuz of surgeries. Glad you straightened out big dawg. Im on 4th day of no Ps... Did like 15mgs a day, up to 45 on a weekend or poker night or something... But usually 15. Always justified it cuz I never increased the amount to level most addicts do (I never did no 80s or nothing). But now that I'm 4 days clean I am getting migraines and huge depression waves constantly. Listening to your story is super relatable and appreciate hearing it. It's Helping me at the moment

[@NICOMEEKER]

Really glad you’re ok ! My mom just celebrated 28 years sober this year! She says she did it on day at a time ! Sending you and the family love ❤️

[@stevenpfieffer9704]

damn tragic yet wholesome story.. keep pursuing your goals bro and thanks for the positive vibes!

[@LordBesteban]

🙏🏽

[@VillenSQuad617]

I was watching on street beefs found your channel and I have to say I totally get where your coming from brother ill be 40 in oct and I've been in the same situation as you man and I was struggling since 99 im going on 4 years clean and sober and I got to tell you, your story should be told everywhere it takes alot to tell the world your problems much respect one day at a time 🙏

[@ChannelOcho]

Three years I’ve been sober of Xanax and all other pain killer bro thanks for telling this story a lot of people can relate bro I know I can I use to eat five or six a day bro and wake up finding out I done did a lot of fucc shit thanks to my wife and son I ain’t loooked Bacc bro hope your story help people that is going through this or has gone through this to learn that addiction is real af you can lose your life family and pride over this shit stay blessed bro and keep up the message and all the great videos spread the positivity nothin but love this way bro🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@bryanstevens7785]

Man thanks for this. Seriously. Thank you

[@LordBesteban]

Don’t thank me bro it’s my duty bro if I keep this shit to my self I can help no one that’s selfish of me I just want to change peoples lives that’s my goal

[@chevelless4312]

Bro I'm so glad you snapped man not a lot of people really can life is an everyday struggle

[@jonathanatchison6074]

Thx you for this lord! Been watching you for a couple yrs now on street beefs I had no idea you be the type to be addicted to drugs...I overdosed too same situation woke up ina ambulance dont wanna write a book so short story short I been clean for 3 yrs! Good stuff for sharing that!!

[@yourmaindamie9748]

Such an inspiring story. Never would've thought you went through this. Keep pushing bro. Hopefully this helps ppl who are going through it.

[@dogvomit9765]

bro i dont know you but I'm really proud of you. i can relate to a lot of what you're saying, addiction is horrible and it takes over your life where your life is planned around whatever the addiction is. it's all you look forward to is getting high on whatever your choice or choices maybe at that time, you don't even know who you are anymore. inspiring video my friend big time ❤️✊

[@LordBesteban]

I appreciate it brother that shit means a lot to me 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@dogvomit9765]

anytime bro, you're most welcome. i folllowed you on insta today, you added me on fb a little while ago. you're a good dude man i can tell. keep taking care of yourself man.

[@LordBesteban]

Kipper_Bum 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽what’s your IG?

[@dogvomit9765]

shithouse_mcdunty_chunt_unt bro 🙏👍👊

[@BarefootIguana]

Wish you the best man! Thanks for sharing

[@marvinhindman1790]

Good for you! Takes a real man to step up and face reality.. I had no idea you went through this. After many views of streetbeefs I finally wanted to check into you, know I know. Proud of you! Love from beautiful Camano Island Washington. Your friend Marvin.

[@LordBesteban]

Thanks brother 🤙🏽🤙🏽🙏🏽

[@zacharybergeron7986]

Man I completely understand what you went through bc I’m going through it now with the fentanyl stuff. The fentanyl withdrawals are the worst part. It makes it so much more difficult to overcome

[@kingsiah5103]

Sorry to ask this but do you think the acid helped you realize certain shit because honestly I overdosed twice and kept doing the same shit until I had an eye opening shroom trip, and honestly I suffered from severe anxiety and depression but that shit helped more than any dr perscribed drug

[@LordBesteban]

I really believed it changed my life bro I’m not saying everyone should do it cus you never know what can trigger the change it’s different for everyone but for me it changed my life

[@mackm3875]

Psychedelics are amazing as a treatment option. I'm a substance abuse counselor and I get a lot of heat for saying it, but it's evident. Current and past research seem to support it, as well.

[@black88lx]

Uplifting story man, beautiful turn of events and it’s great to hear how you were able to overcome this man. I don’t personally suffer from addiction but i have someone very close to me in my life that does. She just celebrated 5 years of being sober and I hear lots of stories of others that weren’t so lucky. If your not doing meetings man I would definitely get involved. You have a long life and road ahead of you and I’d hate to see something steer you of course. Follow your love and passion man💪💪. I support you

[@LordBesteban]

Thank you so much! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@travishicks8343]

Dude your a big inspiration for me i started of Xanax took those for almost 6 years then i stopped taken them cause i started a family but then i relapsed but this time they didn't speed me up they made me someone else they made me pisses off id break everything in my path but i stopped taken those then was good for about 5 years then i had a bad crash i use to race dirt bikes & they started prescribing me pain pills for a good 7 9 months when i hot better i basically wasn't better cause when i didnt have anything I'd withdrawal so then they started making it hard to get pills so i switched to heroin & i was addicted to that for a little over a decade i shot up but i been clean now for a little over 6 years & its been rough soni know how you feel man just keep fighting man im a big fan of your fights to bro thank you for making this video i know it must of been hard to talk about stuff bringing up what you went through to try & help someone that will come across this video man your a good dude bro

[@theartistformerlyknownaslu3871]

Respect brother not a lot of people have the heart to post something like this.

[@giantenemycrab420]

Thank you for sharing your story sir. Videos like these are important because I don't go to aa/na meetings. I have been clean for a year and a half from heroin. It is a battle everyday. Love watching you on streetbeefs!

[@ghettygram]

I'm almost 5 years sober from the same path.. I hope your story only gets better... I hope you look back on thos video and see who you are now.. God has a plan for us.. keep your head up peace ✌

[@svtkilr]

Damn I been watching street beefs and this is the first time I hopped on your personal KZbin I would have never known you were ever addicted to pills. I was just like you in my mid 20s and I was on pills for over 20 years and I just decided to get off them I had to get on suboxine but since being on it I’m 2 weeks off pills and after dealing with 2 weeks of withdrawals I’m finally getting back my energy. I still have a ways to go but I know I can get off of the suboxine too I’m just taking it day by day that’s all I can do right now! Mad respect to getting your life back you are doing great bro! Thanks for sharing this! 💪👍🙏

[@WadeSuave]

Beautiful story man, not many can do what you did, I was headed down the same path as you my man, my senior year of highschool I decided to join the Army and havent looked back, all those people that were doing that shit still are.

[@dylanbarter1945]

really appreciate you ,keep loving combat sports ,gaming and everything you stand for

[@Tahoe-zt6io]

Yea right now I’m struggling with my heroin/fentanyl addiction, the shit is the devil bro I thank god you never got involved in that shit it’s a whole different monster. Been struggling with it for 15 years and it’s just rough seems like I always go back after being sober for a little bit. God bless homey.

[@doylefoust4802]

I got sober may 20,1993 . I was 22 years old. 49 now and 27 years sober!

[@LordBesteban]

That’s amazing man 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@UNICORNFARTS664]

Good work bro like to see that you are a clean and better person

[@LordBesteban]

Denofhuns I appreciate it 🙏🏽

[@michaelfink1834]

Proud of you man!! I didn't know it was like that for you at one time.

[@LordBesteban]

It is what it is

[@jeremylayton7006]

You come across as a good guy bro! Good luck with recovery. Going through my own. With alcohol. Most people don’t understand the hunger. We all got our stuff. U know? Ha.

[@leafsfreak4771]

Hey ya know what, I appreciate you coming forward and sharing a scary part of your life with us. That's not easy to do!! You've opened some positive doors for yourself and its time to enjoy your new journey. Congrats Dude

[@bassinassassin9077]

Started drug addiction treatment in feb 2018, quit smoking cigs in feb 2019, and as of February 2020 i left drug addiction treatment & been doing good so far. I used to do a little bit of whatever percs, oxys, zans, acid, coke etc. A good girl & my daughters birth opened my eyes !!! I’m glad you made it man

[@yelrahkcorb]

Besteban your story is so much similar to mine from the drugs of choice to the way you feel about yourself and the reason why I quit. I honestly look up to you bro I am sober off xans/painpills for 5 months now. Im 20 right now I been addicted since I was 14 and so much crazy shit has happened to me in such a small time span for me to be so young. Your a inspiration to me man I hope to join streetbeefs one day real soon I look up to all of you. Love and Respect

[@darrickstinnett300]

Hey big homie thanks for share one day at a time it's hard for sure keep pushing man your story is touching iv been through that 4 different times. Much love biggie homie

[@BenjiBandzUK]

well done for overcoming it bro, I have a whole lot of respect for you g keep fighting on streetbeefs

[@ItsMulThaiMedia]

Aye G. I just watched a few of your videos and subbed to your twitch. Very humble of you in that squab with chopper. And this video is something very relatable. Ill catch you on your next live on Twirch. Hopefully you remember the name MulThai. Much Love

[@LordBesteban]

Appreciate it fam

[@COACH_ANTHONY_MMA]

I subscribed to you because are you last fight letting that guy win. That showed class. God bless you and know Jesus loves you.

[@LordBesteban]

COACH ANTHONY MMA, STRENGTH & FITNESS I appreciate that bro

[@joshmassengale5372]

I actually just watched that before I came here! Lord Bestaban is good man!

[@jeffbudgen1273]

Thanks bro. I want to kick my ice habit so badly, stories like this help. I can, I will, I must. ♥️

[@boom152]

Thanks, it takes a lot of courage to do what you are doing, keep up the good work it only gets better. When anyone is using drugs it only gets worse !

[@anthonypiligno7618]

Bro you have tears in my eyes right now.... Are you have been through the exact same thing that you went through.... I am glad that you accomplished it at a young age.... I have done the same thing since I was thirteen until I was 41 years.... I can understand what you once through... I would like to talk to you because I'm still going through bullshit.... You seem like a really cool bro I have nobody to talk to my brother lives on the Streets of Philadelphia... I live in Jersey with my so-called wife and my son but it feels like I'm not getting anywhere... Hit me back bro thank you,..

[@LordBesteban]

Message me on instagram brither

[@bobs_coasterexperience3025]

This hits home in many ways. Here is a little bout my story, Although I want to connect with you and talk, I am 47 and been there done that kinda thing. My Father and Brother died from OD's. I was addicted to pain meds. from 5 back to back major surgeries. This touched me in my heart for real. I have to get with you on phone, messenger, email, something. Keep up the good work my man the fight is never won. Do not get comfortable, it will get you when your guard is down. Surround yourself with good people. Get with me man, please.

[@LordBesteban]

Hit me up brother on Instagram @ besteban_2_

[@fiercehoney6710]

Wow....inspirational. Glad you came out okay! You deserve an amazing life! Proud of you!💜

[@dalewoodham2588]

Thanks for sharing your story man, respect from the 🇬🇧

[@angellamberto471]

Great story thank you very uplifting I've felt the same way man I was addicted to cocaine and by the grace of God and AA I've been clean for 6months keep it up man this is truly inspiring to me thanks for sharing.

[@LordBesteban]

That’s amazing man keep grinding man we get stronger everyday

[@damiangriego3127]

Damn bro great vid, it didn't hit home until you said that's what you look forward too. That's me right now I sent FB request hopefully we can talk more bro. Stay up n keep up the good work..

[@jdmazz8355]

Everyone has demons. You worked hard to get on the straight and narrow. I for one am proud of you.

[@shawnmcgoldrick329]

Just watching this now. Almost at the end, but I have chills! You are truly inspiring! May I share this? I am an ex-heroin addict. There are many people whom I believe this may help.

[@cjgerman1487]

Man this shit really hit home I just did my fourth stint in rehab last year I was addicted to xanax heavy lost my baseball scholarship I thought my life was over today I can say I have been sober over a year have my own house and work two jobs glad your doing good brother god bless my man

[@cjgerman1487]

23 years old

[@proditgii12]

Going on clean 3 years myself G keep up the good work!

[@LordBesteban]

Good work brotha

[@theawarestage3871]

I have a very similar past man SB gives me a reason to live man. You're a true comeback story and I'm honored to know you.

[@maverickroberts6065]

Maybe 2 months sober on this vid? Almost died in a xanny withdrawl. Thank you for this video. Something about listening to someone else talk about this really did a lot for me. I too love martial arts and hope to get back to training when I can work out the funds and a ride.

[@theawarestage3871]

I'm so thankful you made it brother you inspire me so much man look how amazing of a fighter you are after all that so happy you made it to where you belong brother much love.

[@gluefood781]

Wow I would of never think of you being on any drugs . Props to you for being sober and staying very positive

[@dragoonism]

You look crazy different In this video! You have come so far!

[@LordBesteban]

Thanks man definitely grown and have had good people mentor me along the way

[@dragoonism]

@@LordBesteban I’m glad man you are a good guy. It’ll be great to meet you soon

[@LordBesteban]

🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@henryspires2327]

I think the most important thing about kicking a drug addiction for good is finding something else you can look forward too that’s dependable

[@henryspires2327]

I used to be on the bars and booze a lot too. Really helps to hear other people’s story. Keep up the sobriety my man!

[@LordBesteban]

For sure! ❤️

[@ME-th9yo]

i know i am super late but i liked you as a fighter and think more of you as a person now. It aint easy but when you have a good heart theres always a way out

[@LordBesteban]

🙏🏽

[@parrotcrazzy]

I went through the same type of thing bro except i started at 13 and stopped finally last year at 27. Its like being a living corpse with no soul man. Much respect for this video bro

[@divisiononesocial3249]

You posted this on 9/12, this was for me. I gotta cut it out. 🤘🏽🤘🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽 this was 100%

[@rxgueplanet]

You uh dope dude, thank you for sharing this with us 🙏🏾

[@kevindadally998]

That's awesome bro thanks you made me really see you in a different light . You are already my favorite person on streetbeefs now that is just cemented you are a Savage brother 💯% I got your six my guy if you ever come to Indianapolis you have a home here with me and my fam.

[@licrashout]

I just lost one of my bestfriends to fentynal last week 🤦🏻‍♂️ it really taught me something an your story did too, keep doin what you doin man rs.

[@garyleach2345]

60 days clean and serene from Heroin! Proud of yoy bro!

[@rosaramirez8595]

So proud of you Esteban you are so strong because cutting drugs take guts!!😁

[@cloud_monkey422]

I’ve been clean since 12-12-12 Since you want to be open and honest I’ll be open and honest whether you read it or not lol I was an amazing athlete for my age when I was little. I always stuck out by a mile compared to the others. Amazing for a kid. My Dad became a crack head and went to prison and my alcoholic mom was more concerned about who she was gonna fuck that night and was never home. I got into drugs after breaking my ankle at 13 and getting morphine After that it was OxyContin (when they was real and only .25 a mg) and by 15 I was shooting them up. Fast forward to I’m 27 and I get sober and my mental health went to shit. Was diagnosed with ptsd, severe bipolar and severe ocd. I got put on psych meds and they instantly made me gain 105lbs to be exact. I was miserable. Fat. Couldn’t move. Depressed and pissed off. Sat and think how I ruined my life and can never get those same opportunities back. Than about last year I found the SB channel on KZbin and watched everyone go out there and pour their heart into the backyard and it made me want to get in shape! In the last five months I’ve dropped 54lbs. 276lbs down to 222lbs and it’s all mostly calisthenics and boxing exercises thanks to you guys. I would love to come out to spar or something or just watch some fights but i dont have a license and money is too tight to travel haha But it’s really cool to see how far you’ve come my dude! Keep grinding! And a huge shout out and a huge thank you to Street beefs because you all motivated me to lose the weight, which has helped me mentally as well as gets me laid again and gives me something to do so I can stay sober lol Thank you for this video my dude and thank you to Street beefs

[@LordBesteban]

Dan and Lilly’s Beard Product Reviews I appreciate you!

[@cloud_monkey422]

Lord Besteban thank you for the reply my guy! I’m down a little more weight too! You guys need to get a gym where I’m at in Ohio. Just a gym. We have zero boxing gyms in my county but we do have a really old karate place lol

[@Besidjuu]

I love this video brotha it’s some real shit and raw emotion, xans/fent especially hit kids around our age really bad

[@mattydips2887]

Been there homie, much respect for putting yourself out there

[@JayGamesAndReacts]

I'll be 3 years clean from hardcore drugs Aug 22nd of this year .I still have a long way to go .love your story bro its inspiring .I'm so happy your alive brother 😉💪💪

[@Unknown38751]

This is inspiring as fuck (excuse my language ) and I feel bad for smoking a blunt as I watch this but I feel this . I’ve been smoking for 4 years and I’m trying to stop . I know there’s nothing really that bad about it but sheesh looking back at all the bills I dropped on bud and wax for dabbing . I could’ve had a 2020 car probably or just done some financial investment into something. I can do this! I will do this ! I must do this ! Thanks Esteban for the story. Came from street beefs too great job on the fight .👌🏽

[@gomez19994]

Yo just thought i'd drop a quick message TBH i've not watched the whole video and i will come back to it, hope you're doing well now brother, stay happy bro x

[@LordBesteban]

Thanks brother 🙏🏽

[@gomez19994]

@@LordBesteban IVe been through hell and back with addiction and ruining shit bro but trying to sort myself out, lost two of my close friends and my best friend in 2017. xx stay strong kid x

[@bobgibson874]

My hat is off to you brother, just one day at a time. You got this 👍🏻

[@RiddleGalaxyExplorers]

Let stand up and make a difference..