How I REALLY Feel About Living Alone..

"it does not matter how slowly you go, as long as you do not stop"
• o p e n m e •
hey guys, in this vlog i show you all some of the decoration that I've been doing to my apartment and also i talk to you about how i really feel about living alone. i love chatting with you guys so be sure to let me know if you want to see more videos talking on topics; maybe my mental health journey next?
some helpline numbers:
UK:
Mind
0300 123 3393 (Mon-Fri, 9am-6pm)
No Panic
0844 967 4848 (daily, 10am-10pm)
thank you for the love always, leyla x
• f o l l o w m e •
► main channel: / @makeupbyleyla
►instagram: @makeupbyleyla ( / makeupbyleyla )
►my art instagram: @leylaroseart
( / leylaroseart )
►twitter: @makeupbyleyla ( / makeupbyleyla )
►snapchat: makeupbyleyla
► I hope you guys enjoyed this vlog - vlogging really does mean so much to me and the support means a lot. If you love creative videos be sure to like this video - it really helps! subscribe if you aren't already; and finally click the bell too :)
• m u s i c •
►Ponette - Hours
/ ponettemusic
►Sara Diamond - Foreword (prod. by Brodi)
/ foreword-prod-by-brody
►Tender - SmokeTender - Smoke
open.spotify.c...
• c o n t a c t m e •
» for business enquiries ONLY:
[e-mail]
DISCLAIMER: This video is NOT sponsored.

[@supstar90]

Living alone is too addictive. You're the boss of your own life. I don't think I wanna share my living with anyone now. Of course there are cons too..you sometimes feel lonely and sad but you learn to make yourself happy.

[@himusardar8329]

I think human enjoys company with someone that they can control, feel comfortable & won't be judged .

[@TallySharp]

FINALLY, another KZbinr who walks with god! I have been struggling so much with my mental health lately and it's so nice to hear you speaking about it. I could hear in your voice you were a little emotional talking about it, I respect you so much and your wisdom and the way you speak is inspiring. MY GAL

[@ceydazoe444]

Tally Sharp Do you know Jess Conte? You might like her, she also really believes in God

[@RMNBProductions]

You are so right God Bless You

[@phoenix22lr50]

Tally Sharp God is not real.

[@ArdelleVision]

Tally Sharp agreed I was so happy to see this!!!

[@jaquiewalker9995]

It’s truly inspiring to hear you talk about topics like this and the fact that you’re not afraid to say that you believe in God or to just talk about your relationship with him, it’s amazing. ♥️ I’ve always loved that about you Leyla .

[@bevonbart4583]

WHAT THERE TO BE AFRAID OF SERIOUSLY

[@sanmatrix2]

Jaquie Walker you are too pretty to be single

[@omaraali44]

Love how honest you are about all of this a lot of bloggers tend to glamorize everything.

[@yeahtbh.161]

she glamourizes her entire fucking face tho

[@maskitmati]

you’re literally one of the most gorgeous people i’ve ever seen

[@chloewarfield6328]

MaskitMati I have a new KZbin video up if you’re interested in watching it and maybe liking and subscribing ❤️❤️

[@amyparker1565]

i agree

[@user-gx4vc6bx7t]

A lot of makeup tho

[@vaughan2203]

You'll need to expand your horizons - literally.

[@annyeong3048]

@anthony cascun LoL 😂,But true

[@atletfmcr]

I appreciate this video so much! I turn 26 this year and haven’t moved out of my parents...partly it’s because of finances and the other part is I feel like I’ll be so lonely. I don’t really have friends anymore and am used to being around family mostly so being alone seems so sad for me

[@chloewarfield6328]

tina marie I have a new KZbin video up if you’re interested in watching it and maybe liking and subscribing ❤️❤️

[@delosangeles_2361]

SAME! :/ stay positive

[@marianecequina1479]

K

[@l.n963]

if u feel like that u will feel lonely alone! I thought I can do it but now after 1.5 years (im 22 now) I will move to a shared place.

[@hehe9574]

You can buy Pets And you don't will be lonely🙂

[@myjoi212]

Gorgeous woman and I relate so much to your journey. I’ve been a lone for years. Went thru some trauma and drama and trying to build myself back up. You seem so mentally clear and healthy and desire to get where you are. Admirable you keep God first. Always. He’s our comforter and strength

[@jinieindabottle3828]

i love how you talk about God & it is true. Alone time is very important

[@ThatBossSina]

jinieindabottle very! :)

[@racheloshaksmusic]

YES SISTER!! Same thing I said on my “tell it straight “ KZbin channel about what I learned living alone, that I wanted to hear God’s voice and how I learned so much about myself. God bless youuuuu I hope you’re doing well, I just found your channel. Subscribed! And I’m also based in London.

[@jasminebeltran3320]

I'm so glad ur happy!! Can't wait for more vlogs (:

[@jadamervyn6993]

I thought of you yesterday and you uploaded today 😄 Wow I admire you. Can't believe you put the desk and drawers together 😲👏💜

[@Blissful_brii]

Definitely would appreciate a vlog on mental health! I feel like your head is on straight and you have a very positive and healthy way on explaining things. I feel like your video would not only help me but so many others as well. Stay positive Beautiful you’re such an inspiration 🙌💕

[@chloewarfield6328]

Blissful_Brii I have a new KZbin video up if you’re interested in watching it and maybe liking and subscribing ❤️❤️

[@jeannetteponce7941]

I'm glad I've watched this video, you are very amazing Leyla 💛 I've actually been wanting to live alone but wasn't really sure how I will handle it and I love your godly talks they're very helpful 😊❤

[@MarzzzzWorld]

totally relate to relying on God more when you're alone! less fearful about many situations

[@bennysmiley]

Loved this vlog. It was the same for me when I moved from Italy to London to study, I was able to build a different relationship with God. Now that I moved to Rome by myself there other challenges to my faith, but it's all about getting to get to know God and myself better.

[@chloewarfield6328]

Benedicta D. I have a new KZbin video up if you’re interested in watching it and maybe liking and subscribing ❤️❤️

[@WorldOfKora]

Listening to you motivate yourself and understanding what you need to do to get to the place you want to be is honestly so helpful. You are so alike to me in that way and I enjoy seeing your hard work pay of for you as you truly deserve it Leyla! You have such a beautiful and inspiring soul🌹❤️

[@theboynextdoor8305]

I’m 19 turning 20 this year I’m really looking forward to living alone next year I kinda had to push everyone away so I could Focus on life and step out in the real world I just hope it all works out later in life

[@udunmandukwe7162]

osh, i'm coming back here 4 years after i first watched it and phew! the nostalgia is real. I just remembered how much I loved your videos and would download them to watch when I was bored. i loved your editing and your energy and I really do miss you on here! patiently waiting for your return 😆

[@jameliabeautydivinebeauty5178]

I have been watching your channel for about 3years now Leyal, you're such a beautiful soul, I like when youtubers be them selfs and you are one of them too keep been you! Keep God in your heart ❤️💪🏽 #keepsmillingbeautiful xx

[@johntomsa777]

I was looking for other people's experience with living alone, and I found you. I really wanna say that you are amazing, I am looking forward to your channel.

[@AYSEANDZELIHA]

So beautiful inside and out 💓

[@simh8687]

This was decorated so well! It really looks like a place you’d enjoy living in!

[@katzenotter8047]

I love the way you‘re talking about everything. I really feel connected to you through your videos. You just got yourself a new subscriber 😊

[@kayla3972]

Really glad i found this video. Im going through this right now. I want to move out but im scared about the unknown. Im giving myself a time frame of when im going to do it. I also isolate myself so i know when i start living alone, Im really going to have to get out of my comfort zone. I think God is telling me its time to get out of my living situation.Thanks for the video. Subscribed!

[@kalijatouray9164]

Kayla hi

[@eatpraylove4698]

Mental health video ASAP please!!! I’m kind of in the same situation currently except I haven’t even been alone a full month yet so hearing you talk about it, & seeing you glowing and growing lol it gave me hope 🙌🏼

[@ip2489]

Ey as someone who already fled once but then had to go back and then have fled again I do agree with the God speaking part. I wish I was in a massive apartment and pretty like you. I am trying to order a lot of essentials as it's Cyber Monday but I genuinely don't know what I should or shouldn't get as money is limited and I don't know when and where I'll be moving, how I'll cope, how people will be in the area, what my plans are, where or what I will study or work. I don't drive. I have no empowering people. But I am a child of the Lord.

[@EstherOngenda]

This video came at the perfect time.

[@alexaanai169]

I’m 17 years old, I’ll be turning 18 August 7th & im planning on getting my own place the day of my birthday! I’ve been so excited because I feel like it’ll be my peace living alone. I feel like I really needed this video because it gave me a sense of peace knowing I’m not the only one that lives alone at a young age ❤️

[@no-ss2dw]

Alexa Anai did you get it boo? I turned 18 in may and really wanna move after graduation this year!

[@cynthiaclayborne5586]

Thank you for being So Honest and evening opening up about your mental Health . You’ve encouraged me to open up mines . Also I’m moving soon so this video helped me to not be so afraid !

[@angeliroz8267]

Thank you for this video. It’s really encouraging for people in the same boat as you were, like myself. I recently moved out on my own in a different country and it’s been one of the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I agree with your point that living alone does enhance our spiritual lives because I am now reliant on God even more. I wish one day I could be where you’re at not feeling as scared as I am now. I sure have a lot more to learn. Thank you very much and I’m definitely subscribing and looking forward to watching more of your videos. Keep doing what you’re doing ❤️

[@JCelia]

1st let me say im glad you've settled into your place and you're feeling more relaxed and at peace. 2nd I love when I get a notification that you've uploaded a vlog. I think I love your vlogs so much because you are so relatable and honestly I kind of see myself in you. I always hear people saying that a youtuber has helped them with their problems, or helped them through dark times or that they connect with them on a personal level, but i've never felt or understood that kind of connection and attachment until I started watching your vlogs. I've always just seen youtube as entertainment but when I watch your vlogs I find them so relatable and useful with the words of wisdom you speak. Throughout your vlogs you've expressed a lot of your issues and emotions which I am currently going through myself, and to see how you overcome them and ALWAYS find the solution in God inspires me and reminds me that I need to trust and lean on him more. I see God's wisdom and grace in you and believe he is using your videos as an instrument in my life. I really wish we were friends in real life because we are so similar and it would be great to have someone I could talk to that understands me, but I also believe you would motivate and encourage me on my walk with God which is the kind of friend I need right now (i'm currently a loner 😭). I pray God will continue to fill you with his spirit in order to use you as an instrument in his works. God bless you ❤❤❤

[@ATLine1]

Omgosh.. you look so much Eva Longoria!!! Cam across this video when was looking at your make up tutorials but I just subscribed because of this video! Thank you for sharing this. You are an inspiration! I love your positive vibe. You seem like a genuine person and I think that's why most people are subscribed to you because you are not only beautiful outside but you have a beautiful spirit inside

[@Lemonpeel2021]

What your saying about mental health is very helpful. Thank you. Social media can be a very vulnerable seat to let your guard down.

[@ashyazeem9004]

Leyla you look absolutely gorgeous. Your skin has never looked better, and you're glowing girl! Loved the vlog and love you more!

[@alexiashaniq]

I just started watching you and I thoroughly enjoy watching your videos. I am glad you are growing and moving up on your life. I hope you continue to do so. This video was really inspirational.

[@bevonbart4583]

I LOVE LIVING ALONE. THAT WAY I DO NOT SEE PEOPLE TO GET INTO TROUBLE WITH THEM EXAMPLE ARGUING OR TALKING TO THEM. I HATE ROOMMATE NEVER DID IT NEVER WILL DO IT. I RENT HOUSE ME ALONE PAY MY BILLS. NO TROUBLE IT JUST ME LIVING MY LIFE . IN MY ONE BEDROOM HOUSE. I WILL NEVER CHANGE LIVING ALONE.

[@cthornton]

Wow can I just tell you how inspirational this was I have been so fearful about moving on my own....but your testimony has blessed me and given me courage to move on my own....thank you❤️

[@taslimab9078]

So happy to see you grow in so many says. Your skin looks amazing! And you look so healthy, blossoming! I just hope you truly are mentally happy and healthy too! Keep being the best you can be x 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸

[@maddymachowski5339]

Wow, hearing your testimony through this is so great! It’s so encouraging to have a sister in Christ speak so boldly about her faith in front of thousands of viewers!

[@ZainKhan-if6um]

Eye opener this Video needs to go around , wise words from this young lady

[@amirahisrael5850]

This was an amazing vlog ❤️ you touched on a lot of important topics and very sensitive as well. I love how you talk about God so much. Keep the vlogs coming Leyla 🤗

[@emh8883]

Finally a video! I have been waiting♥️ yay

[@evybarraganalbarracin1226]

Girl i cant believe u build up all the furniture urself! this is so inspiring.

[@ArdelleVision]

People are so good at decorating their apartment!!! "Hear God more clearly!!!" I love this and so agree!

[@RMNBProductions]

I admire you for speaking about God in such a manner its not common in these times. You are amazing

[@shaz4783]

I needed this video so much

[@Khatiiiba]

This video just confirms why I subscribed in the first place Thank you 🙏🏼 xxxxx

[@nabilaxo9157]

you are so Gorgeous Leyla 😍 Editing is always so mesmerising 🤗 thank you for sharing your moving journey ♥️

[@_zina9054]

@3:41 Yess I love this me too I look forward to my time with God I get home clean and sit with my bible turn candles on and spend time with him its amazing .

[@cherylchristina6406]

You are amazing, inspired me to not be afraid to live alone. Thankyou

[@nordeenburke8375]

Love your outlook and advice Leyla. Thanks for sharing 😘

[@chloewilkinson12345]

Wow you are truly inspirational and I'm so glad you're happy!, I understand how you feel because I live alone and have been for 8 months now and I love being able to focus on myself

[@durgeshmani4201]

U are amazing...seriously it take a lot to convert the feeling of loneliness into solitude

[@ynalimos498]

This is so inspiring, truly made my day! 😇💙

[@ahmedzahir2865]

Beautiful, soulful and intelligent. Thank you so much for the inspiration, I'm going through similar stuff and this was much needed. ☺

[@Siryn78]

So happy for you! I wish I had had the chance to live on my own. I feel like it would have been a wonderful thing for me. I hope for your continued growth and send TONS of good vibes your way xox

[@joicymone]

Your place is soooo esthetically pleasing

[@ThatBossSina]

Just found you. Love how you edit your videos. Very calming. Subscribed! ❤️

[@farahkhan5445]

Such a pure heart!!! WIsh u nothing but happiness :)

[@DMRCapitalHill]

Living alone is fucking great! I can make and save money. I can also do whatever I want.

[@MsKChristine]

such an inspiration and your place looks great hun x

[@amyparker1565]

I love your videos so much cant wait for more

[@raeblossom]

Love your energy! & love that you put and spoke God first. Subscribed 🙂. Needed this as i plan to move out in the next 2 months.

[@tahmina8949]

The editing skills on this channel is crazy

[@maryamkhan7871]

So happy to see a new video❤️, btw you look like zara mcdermott

[@solsh7418]

You’re really gorgeous!!

[@ganiviazelema]

So glad I found your channel 💕

[@neelamzoeya9051]

Well done Leyla connection with god is vital for inner peace x

[@memufasah5971]

I really liked this video. Normally I skip videos where people talk but what you spoke was from the heart. Your sweet talking about God. I'm still trying to deal with loneliness in a positive way. Though how did you afford living out alone. Its super expensive :(

[@itsliz4393]

Love you leyla 💞💞💞your an amazing girl

[@cynthiafarag5295]

much love !

[@lllll4251]

Love the music you chose

[@ip2489]

I'm in temporary accommodation with NO HELP and NO FAMILY and NO FRIENDS and NO JOB and NO HEALTH and NO SKILLS and NO HOPE. I want to die. I'm 25.

[@stellagyan6593]

Hey. How are you?

[@KristinaLovesJustin]

Im finishing college this year.. i hope i will get a job.. i had other plans for future but corona happened.. and now Im thinking to move out of moms house and find place to live alone.. but also i want that to get closer to God.. I feel like I cant Grow at my home..

[@explorewithnadiax]

Mine little bit different my best friend and me going to England together but without parents and England is a damn expensive country so my friend decide to make youtube & work at the same time

[@melissabenjamin26]

You beautiful woman of Christ xxxx

[@Hergarden_ng]

You sound like a hater

[@user-gx4vc6bx7t]

@anthony cascun Soo true too much makeup

[@kiatayana]

anthony cascun Jesus died for these same religious laws. He cares about your heart and your relationship with Him... not your outer appearance

[@zineb-1248]

Leylaaaa love uuu 😩😍

[@BS-cv7mw]

You are so inspiring 💖

[@indimist390]

I love ur style it's so tom boyish but still glam

[@kelvinroy2782]

Good job!

[@skylerderai]

did you get your makeup table from ikea?! I have a lot of similar furniture as you from ikea and i’m looking for a table now and I love yours 😍 but i’ve never seen it on the sight so I wanted to know the name of yours

[@chloewarfield6328]

Skyler Derai I have a new KZbin video up if you’re interested in watching it and maybe liking and subscribing ❤️❤️

[@saraahmed-dj9uf]

You are absolutely beautiful and seem beautiful internally. We do need some alone time to reflect spiritually. I'm subscribing

[@zhaklinvasileva6650]

Thank you darling may God bless you

[@user-tl4og7rg7u]

I can’t get over how pretty you are!!💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💚💚💚💚❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@soraya6429]

Love your vids🍒🌸🌸

[@khadijahbegum8509]

I love the way your videos and Instagram photos are taken what camera do you use?

[@warmheart11187]

Great job Ley

[@spacetoonf3275]

well yeah right now I'm living with a roommate so they rent me a room but later on if I can I'm going to see if I can find studio apartment a small apartment thank you to giving me a tip and advice

[@Razdva050]

Reminded me of Emily Hart, she also suffered mentally. You both are gorgeous 🌼

[@suzannestreet704]

ILY ♥️❤️💛🧡💚💙💜🖤

[@johnschweiger1079]

4 years on my own and I am sick of it I either need to meet someone or get a reliable house mate

[@habibilove6047]

How do budget and financially make it?

[@shannonh9218]

I know this is a different tradition but it’s interesting you mentioned how important it is to spend time alone for god to “speak to you” there’s a practice called hisbodedus in some types of Jewish tradition that can involve being alone in nature meditating about god. I can’t find where I’ve heard it but I read you should spend at least one hour a day alone walking in nature and thinking about life and god.

[@user-gy9ne7ev1x]

Wow you’re stunning

[@AshleyNoneya]

I live alone and I hat having to do things alone around the house. I'm so short I had to get help hanging up my curtains when I moved a few weeks ago lol

[@symphonyjanetapaoan5073]

U r inspiring❤

[@pinklynx2968]

I would like to move to uk and I liked ur Apartment, can you pls talk about how much it cost living in uk and how much is ur apartment rent...etc

[@ip2489]

Alone but healthy beautiful woman!

[@cheekygurl4eva]

Zara from love island reminded me so much of you that when she came in I completely thought I'd seen her before or that she looked familiar and now ik why 😂 x

[@indimist390]

Lvvaisha no leyla is prettier

[@cheekygurl4eva]

Indi Mist agreed

[@kyenson786]

What lashes do you wear? 😍