How My Spiritual Awakening Ruined My Life

[@TheSpiritNomad]

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[@THEUFOWHISPERER]

IF YOU THINK BECOMING SPIRITUALLY AWAKE RUIN YOUR LIFE WELL THEN YOU ARE NOT SPIRITUALLY AWAKE

[@THEUFOWHISPERER]

Embrace the change of knowledge integrated and let it become a new vibration of frequency of energy the simple fact that you fight it and view it as negative is stiflingly catastrophically impacting your reality which is also impacting ours

[@gReencAt4754]

Sister, I have a request for you to study Quran a bit. I do not say that just come and convert to Islam but maybe you could find some guidance and clarity for your life. Just given you advice in order to help you. Because all the questions which came into your mind while having spiritual awakening are answered by Quran

[@actualityofbeing]

Direct experience is literal magic, and of course not even. ♥️

[@npats550]

@user-oh3ri5fp7c, I presume you stayed until the end? I believe what she is saying, is that at the beginning it seems like it ruined her life- AS SHE KNEW/ UNDERSTOOD IT. In the PRESENT, and reflecting on certain moments, she is looking at it from a different perspective.

[@palomasouza5344]

I couldnt stop crying while watching this video. I’ve been dealing with my spiritual awakening since the beginning of the pandemic. Absolutely everything that you said I am experiencing. It is a terrible mix of emotions that its taking a toll on me. Its amazing to be awake but at the same time is so overwhelming. I’m so grateful for the starseeds videos. For the first I feel connected with a group of people. Thank you!🙏✨

[@Osiris_Sophia111]

🪄✨🫶🏽👽

[@lewismcelroy6946]

Your either a loser or a cruiser if U want to be a loser go back to the blue pill 💊

[@alenhorvatek4477]

From beginning of pandemic me too

[@Magik1369]

Please take loving good care of yourself. Learning self love is more difficult than people think. Allowing the spiritual part of you to be the sovereign power within you is extremely difficult. There is nothing easy about this process. Let the tears flow...cry and cry and cry. When feeling anger beat your pillow and let it out...without self rejection. Let it all come out and you will feel better soon. Peace.

[@laisa.]

I have since 8 years old ❤ ❤

[@ingang8817]

I totally felt you. I was being depressed for around 10 years, without any direction, totally lost. I questioned everything, but noon can give me the answer I needed. Only until I found it inside me, I regained the connection with my soul.

[@etherealxhoney]

I was depressed for over a decade as well, have been going through my awakening the last 4 years and have completed reconnected to myself and life. I love myself, I love others, and life is beautiful!!

[@muthumanikandan1594]

how u find I'm searching for y I'm born as a male body feminine energy

[@macintoshimann9892]

Something like this for me too!

[@yumisage]

@@muthumanikandan1594 Do a past life regression session. You would have to book a session with a past life therapist like Dennis dosset who is in the usa. But you can do it live online. You will find your answers why you have a male body and feminine energy. IIn a past life you may have disliked your something about yourself.

[@aanisgarten]

How were you able to find it inside of you? How do you connect to that inner peace and joy?

[@djenabalde1902]

I had the same experience but now I am lacking motivation and ambition

[@Klein101]

I am in that exact same place right now, left most of my social group behind, family bonds are weak, I feel unmotivated and lost🤷‍♂️

[@ajinkya4845]

Same goes with me brother....

[@rmschindler144]

I have found there to be a kind of devastating void between a ‘me’ that is ‘motivated’ and a ‘me’ that is ‘inspired’ . in awakening, the motivation indeed goes out the window, as there is no longer any need to do anything at all . ah, but something miraculous replaces it, which I call inspiration, not motivation . and practically speaking, to get to that profound peace that inspires conscious action on what we truly wish to be up to, in the bottom of our heart, it can be really tough, really really tough . but this is not to say that it has to be tough; just that it was tough in my own experience, and by the sound of it, in your experience as well

[@etherealmoonlight67]

Same bro I am leaving spirituality

[@Gondor532_]

@@Klein101 because focusing only "spirtuality" is not the answer

[@motivemystic]

Wow, I can totally relate to this video! My spiritual awakening also had a huge impact on my life, but in a positive way. It helped me discover my true purpose and brought so much more meaning to my life. I think it's amazing that you're sharing your experience and guiding others to find their own life purpose. Thanks for the inspiration!

[@AECommonThread2137]

My spiritual enlightenment came in the form of just seeing the world as objectively as possible and to detach from chronic suffering and I gained endless self confidence, I never had a panic attack again, no fear of death, I just became totally honest and humble to my loved ones when I was hiding substance abuse and learned to not be a prisoner to anything.

[@AllenAuman1]

Thanks for sharing this. I'm having many similar experiences. Do you have any idea what spurred on your enlightenment phase? I've been trying to piece mine together for the last year since it occurred. I keep getting bits and pieces in increasingly more "aha moments," almost in the same way that the download of information came to me originally. Why do we instantly want to call ourselves crazy when having these thought? I guess it's been the programming of societal norms and comprehending that years ago people were burned at the stake for telling truths that aligned with the knowledge of the collective consciousness. For someone who never anticipated this gift, yet always asked the biggest questions I could think of, this has been one long roller coaster ride of wtf's!

[@writervictoria]

You say endless self confidence, yet someone with spiritual awakening would not say anything like that, there is no need to even tell people that....etc.

[@laisa.]

No prisoner, yes and the prison is every story about right/wrong light/dark - which is making up duality. Creating the so called reality. But not really a prison, only seemingly😅

[@DonDealio]

I think a lot of the demotivation and feeling lost and weak is that a lot of us stepped out of the "machine" thst used to motivate us and serve us a game to play - BUT then there is the long dark night of the soul where we are wandering and grappling for something new and more real. The new game, the nrw purpose, the new friends, the nee path of knowledge that appeals to us (individually). I do need my solitude as well. But there is also a yearning to feel connected again. Just in a different way than before.

[@Key-Key444]

🎯same

[@Gretchen88888]

Well said. It was a game. 🤍

[@velvetunscripted]

yes indeed

[@akoyoat]

If spiritual awakening is true then you can experience a deep sense of peace. The loneliness is your ego being drained of its power. The sense of being unfulfilled is characteristic of ego not your soul.

[@forestsnow6508]

I would call it 'The Journey of the Spiritual Awakening,' Many chapters, sequels

[@yumisage]

Beautifully said, tysm💛💚

[@jerrythomas9833]

She he had some glimpse and her ego took on a new identity as a spritual person and thats a trap , see her content she talks about all about the woo woo stuff not true spirituality

[@Thedevilisaliar23]

Perfectly put 🎯 she’s still Holding on to her ego - true spiritual awakening makes everything joyful and worthwhile

[@rmschindler144]

well said

[@zephyrkhambatta]

Thanks. Nice to see your face again. :) I did think of a past video of yours a few times in the last few weeks where you did mention living off the grid or backpacking or something like that a few years ago.

[@pavlemalek5399]

Correction, your illussion of self is ruined, not your life... Everything that is not match to the new vibration will be shattered. The true divine you is perfect, always.

[@eleanor4759]

Yes I like this.

[@mariaelenabartesaghi6322]

YES!

[@Saturntabbytype2]

I knew i was nothing before but it stll took nearly 5 years to know what i already knew ,just the nervous system.

[@lindas5964]

I’ve found that whenever I take the next real step in my spiritual journey, I go through a period of “loss” and doubt. Eventually it passes and I think “why was I making that so hard?” I am always seeking the truth and I think it will be a lifelong thing. That’s ok. I’ve never been lonely really as I’ve noticed a lot of other people say they are but I do struggle with the pretentiousness of most of society, jobs, the media etc… But I know that I was once there too and it’s just easier to focus on those tho ga rather than looking within. Some people will go their whole lives never having the courage to do that. We are the lucky ones!

[@michaelmazza6293]

I got rocked during mine. I still am going through it, 2 years, and counting. I had always lived life without fear of testing the limits of fun and adventure. When my spiritual awakening began, I experienced things that would put almost anyone else in crisis, but for me it was just really interesting and cool to have occurring, while I was fully engaging in super intense disturbances to my normal adversities of life. I experienced similar occurrences to that of ...

[@kellytruethoughts]

I currently feel like I am on the brink of my starseed awakening, and I’ve been suffering so much. It’s crazy how much what you went through resonates with how I feel right now… it’s nice to know maybe there is something bigger and greater on the other side of this, if I change my life direction and that listening to my heart isn’t crazy. Thank you.

[@Milaschamber]

Oh wow! This is so similar to what I experienced! I’m now trying to rebuild my life. If anyone who has experienced this sees this, let’s connect and work to heal back to our selves before this “spiritual” journey we went through! It can feel pretty lonely and scary to explain to people what happened!

[@IndigoBlue-td9ho]

Mines been going on for 46 years 😢 all the life lessons were leading up to it. But worrying too much about things completely throws you in another direction of worries.

[@itomchi]

I got my first panic attack. I lost connection with my feelings. I started to feel dissociations from reality. I saw comments for many people say they developed anxiety and i am one of them. We fell into a trap. I don’t believe in such a thing called spiritual awakening anymore. I preferred my old self who was able to feel “feelings” instead of acting like a robot who just understands feelings and accepting them forgetting that it should happen to them.

[@tob9951]

How are you now? I think I have something similar. However I cannot cling to myself again. My mind is going wild. I don't know if it is possible to quit.

[@Bradley-j1u]

I just found this video. I'm gratefulthat I did find it. I have 15 of the 31 signs of awakening. I have been on depression meds for around 20 years, so can't include that one. The list helps. I Have the ringing in the ears (seems to be coming from inside my head) for months now,. Just had the first food change a couple of weeks ago. The one that is affecting me the most is mood swings. From furious one minute and completely flipping out, to crying the next, but every release of darkness helps. Haven't had any heightened sensitivity yet. My wife thinks I'm going crazy, which I find funny for some reason. But overall, it is going ok.

[@alicergicwonderland]

Unfortunately this happened to me much younger, at 15-16, and I've been isolated for a long time now. I feel like I'm living a double life sometimes, but I've been meeting more spiritual people and picked back up old hobbies again, but I still feel stuck

[@celinasjourney]

Same, everything changed for me at 15. I'm 18 now and I'm always learning something new. Learn to live in alignment. Awareness is the biggest thing to living a happier life.

[@eren.c13]

can we still have friends though, i wanna stay social, i love people and connections. wanna be active though

[@HappyHermitt]

My life being ruined and stolen triggered mine. In light of everything that was taken from me, and the continued suffering, it turned out to be a blessing that Im grateful for. My body is broken, and my former life and family dissolved, but my spirit flourishes. If you had a true awakening, it will get better and you will see the true purpose of it all. Letting go of things and enbracing the gift is the difficult part. I hope this helps and that you find your light. Youre loved and are being called. ❤

[@BeingOfTheLight]

Thank you for this, my mild dabbling escalated a couple months ago and accelerated rapidly in the last few weeks, lost lifelong friends and am still trying to adapt to the rapid changes. I appreciate hearing what you experienced as it helps me see the loss is part of the process and progress. ❤

[@noahhuguenin]

Absolutely loved the quotes on screen during the video 😄 Also, I completely relate to this experience since I started going through it somewhat recently. It is very comforting to see that we are not alone!

[@marciaherstein7462]

I have experienced all of these same things, but it was extremely hard to let go of my marriage after 22 years and with 4 children (3 are 18 and over), but my youngest was 13 and cried, which killed me. I am good now though, moving forward each day going deeper into my spiritual journey. :) I also have a twin flame and came to the realization during my spiritual awakening. He was my first love and I knew in my heart that he was different that all the others. Now it all makes sense. This is a crazy ride, but I am am grateful to be on it. Thank you for your channel!

[@gracefullosco6112]

awakening for me seemed to happened gradually…and as I become more and more aware I did seems lost and afraid …I had to learn everything all over again dealing with all the unanswered and unassuredness of everything around me…I did get very depress too…and wondered if there was any sense at all for being so conscious of all that this world is …I guess I knew then whoever said that ignorance is bless ..truly knew what they were talking about…but as I went along life journey I became more and more dependent on my inner self.learn to accept people for who they are …and understand better to forgive ..I guess I learn most of all that seeing life through an awakening is more than a blessing .

[@JKYREIS777]

It’s so interesting how everybody’s experience is totally different but at the same time it relates to each other ❤

[@rmschindler144]

yeah! :)

[@HumanFuturePodcast]

Definitely!

[@laisa.]

All stories about making up right vs wrong = making up duality = creating reality ❤

[@laisa.]

Completely innocent, neutral, not wrong not right.... but then if there's no wrong or right the human mind woll feel lost, because "everything has to mean something" in order to be something, or else there's just nothing, and the ego mind can't grasp "nothing" . That's where the "I" is created. I'm rambling but it all seems so incredibly clear right now, but there's also awareness that it isn't more than yet another story within the story of creation .... and it can't be explained in words because words are another thing made to stand out, making up duality/reality.❤

[@privateprivate1865]

Exactly.. one of the first steps is realizing that we are not our thoughts.. more technically for me not all our thoughts are not out own, but come from the other side.

[@Truthbewithyou]

What a lovely video, thank you for sharing. Much Love ❤️

[@ojaiandrew]

As u describe your “spiritual awakening” you say “I, I, I.” And “myself”….. When the deeper awakenings happen, this sense of I and sense of self disolves. You seem very focused on a self at the center of your experience. Find a wise teacher that can take you deeper. You’ve only scratched the surface.

[@Beryl996]

Right, sounds like an acquired spiritual ego

[@wayneaye3700]

Yes, this is an ego trap

[@ashndj23]

⁠@Cc71993yes but when suffering the way she did that’s all ego. If you are still identifying with the mind you will suffer . I also acquired a spiritual ego a while ago. It’ll convince you pain is required. Self inquiry is the fool proof way of shattering that sense of self and suffering. Allowing it to not drive you but to be used as a tool for navigating life.

[@jailayagan1605]

And how is she supposes to tell about what she ezperienxed if she doesnt use pronoun as i? Shud she use her neighbor?

[@Mihalyofficial]

I'm going through a similar process as many others also and are learning how to listen to my intuition more and more. One of the things that has a major impact in my life though is just how massive of a disconnect I have with most people. We are supposedly speaking the same language but there is absolutely no connection and these people are putting on an act at the same time and follow the heard. Meanwhile everything is just used and thrown away like its nothing. I cant stand that. I sometimes wonder seriously, wtf am I doing here? There are so few people I have actual meaningful understanding with, let alone a relationship.

[@TheSpiritNomad]

Thanks for sharing 🙏 Sounds like you are a starseed or very old soul ✨

[@stinkypete3640]

I identify

[@rekhadimri8410]

I practiced spirituality for more than 45 years and my over all conclusion is this - ' Spirituality is nothing but a fools paradise '.

[@dr.viijaydevganmdmedicine5634]

How? रेखा जी?

[@mindremapping-CPS]

Mental MetaMorphosis is one of the toughest transitions in life, especially the culture we live in is completely opposite to who we are meant to be. For example the bandwidth of this reality is at the wrong frequency for us. It is a different and difficult reality to live in. It makes you feel as though you are losing your mind....

[@henrikschmidt2140]

I can resonate with a lot what you said. I also found that we’re living in a world with media and politicians that of course try to make our lives better. Well I couldn’t have been more wrong about that. Once you see through the veil you realize there is no safety at all. I had an intense satori about 5 months ago. Everything has changed since then. But right now I’m back in a little rut, smoking cigarettes and weed even tho I feel it’s not good for me. I guess that’s my ego, because I’ve had this self destructive behaviour for many years. Due to my family history I also have never been taught how it feels like to be truly happy, which makes the jump to the new me or new life even tougher. But I realized that I was responsible for a lot of trauma that I’ve been going through the past three years. A spiritual awakening is a very profound and also crazy experience, especially for former rational people. I mean, you think your whole life that these spiritual people being a little crazy and society is normal people. And then the spiritual awakening shows you that it’s actually the other way around. It’s like waking up to the one reality you would never dare to even dream about. I’m living on a countryside in northern Germany. Our area is basically made of hard work. People are talking a lot about their job, their new house, alcohol and such. Kinda not the environment for a spiritual awakening. But I realized once I accept the situation that I’m in fully my mood switches. I mean, who am I to judge other people on their interests and likes ?

[@muchinakaranja1352]

I quit my job at Microsoft for exact same reasons

[@shauntaeharris9206]

100% resonated with some of these things. Much ❤️ and blessings to you 🙏🏼

[@TheSpiritNomad]

Sending you lots of love! ❤

[@swhite8381]

We must remember that each humans spiritual awakenings are extremely unique . Some awakenings a human has can be the basis in which others have always operated . Nobody should compare their personal spiritual journeys because these awakenings are like fingerprints, completely and utterly unique . There’s an endless amount of awakenings and realizations, I assure you .

[@summersunriseyoga]

Julia, thanks so much for making this relatable (yet hopeful) video! I wanted to watch it for a while but wanted to be in a good space to do it. Finally! As someone who has also gone through multiple rounds of conscious evolution, I can also confirm that so many things won't make sense anymore.

[@TheSpiritNomad]

Happy to hear you could relate and enjoyed the video 😊 Sending you so much love and blessings 💜💜💜

[@Rockers1121]

I going through one right now ... went through an ego death experience. ... now i feel as if im going through one again. ... its extremely painful. Im grateful for it .. but its getting old.

[@TheSpiritNomad]

Thanks for sharing your story 🙏❤️

[@soloseakayaker]

People neglect the hard fact that spiritual awakening is about becoming mentally mature. I have lost many "spiritual" friends to purposeless self-control and narcissism. You can't grow in the comfort of positive self-talk and meditation while your world is crumbling. You need to go after your life with whatever it brings. And, be very critical about yourself when things have gone wrong - so that you don't make the same mistakes again. Once you understand yourself well enough in stress and if you can provide a proper amount of compassion to solve it, you are good. Learning to build discipline under stress can be one good answer to becoming aware and open to understanding under stress and trauma.

[@TheTruthBeyondMaya]

well said my friend 🙏

[@Barreau2012]

Thank you for putting into words this reality we all live when awakening 🙏

[@erik_1953]

I was in my 40's and complaining to an older woman about my marriage. She literally grabbed me by the chin and said, "you have a lot to learn, boy"..... I was in a dead end with an extremely narcissistic wife. I started Zen meditation with the idea to calm down, relax. After two weeks, the universe opened, I saw a black curtain from leaves, and then the inside of my scull (yellow) with a big hole in it. (blue). I was in a full trance, my body was not present, just my spirit. And I saw myself in the mirror, which was very humiliating. It instantly killed my ego. The next day I could see my wives attacks coming, switching her personality, before it happened. She could not hurt me anymore. The problem is of course the communication with unawakened people.

[@japanbond]

Thanks. I can relate. Don't forget about humour! God is a comedian as well as an artist. If world leaders could laugh at themselves, then the world would be a better place. Love you.

[@Anjli_Jain]

Thank you so much for sharing this❤❤

[@samhudsonmusic1]

I remember going through my spiritual awakening/ascension. I also remember how videos like this were actually the opposite of helpful; they all say essentially the same thing. I didnt need to surrender. I needed to resist the madness that was pulling me up out of my shoes. Awakening can be very un-grounding. Doing things that ground you (connecting to others) and connecting directly to the human world was what i Needed. In a nutshell, repetitive, surface level vids that essentially parrot what every other blogger who's done some yoga or meditated says are mundane at best and actually harmful at worst.

[@frjohan_]

Interesting point

[@Enttauschung3]

It's done the exact same to me. I'm no where near where I was before and have more in some areas, without a doubt it's messed up my life and my internal state. It's like a cult spirituality

[@thethizzkid]

amazing video

[@qazedc3]

Mine was a slow burn of numbness, depressive darkness and confusion. But eventually got better, and then buckets of tears and spending time in nature, journalling and connecting to my inner voice again.

[@WillisMcManus-nq5ox]

Hey greetings after my awakening few months ago I had a illusion fell off a balcony series almost a month in hospitals surgeries on both legs and hip

[@theflexitech]

The only think I know about anything spiritual at all, is that consistent practice, is almost the only guard against volatility.

[@laisa.]

There's been doubts and questions about this existence since I was about 8 years old, maybe before, can't remember. 47 now.

[@dwaynemayo-james7364]

Thank you for sharing. Your video helped me understand exactly what I am going through!

[@Stephyvibez]

I tapped in deep and even seen my mission i needed to fulfill but its literally non sufficient in todays world so i tried and i failed...and now i am just here existing...

[@amol060782]

For me spiritual practices have helped me from from the clutches of material cravings and given mental peace, but at times a lot of self doubt too as whether is this the right way forward. Agree with your statement that since this is unsettling we often think of going back to the old life , but that's simply not possible. Currently stuck somewhere in the middle where the lure of material hasn't gone fully and light of spiritual hasn't dawned completely.

[@fvb689]

Thank You for Your words of Wisdom

[@paulstanford3068]

Hello. Once I had my spiritual awaking I too was at a loss, feeling it was all a bit of an anticlimax really. I believe the Lord intends this to be a sort of formal robust test of continued belief...

[@Eleevacompany]

Same experiences, looked in same places for answers. Same results. It never ends. Up until I've prayed, by that time to the unknown. In one night a 180 shift. Only God takes burdens off of our souls and heals us. What was ruining life was looking in wrong places. May you find his peace, may you follow him and be able to discern his holy guidence. purpose filled life is consequence to obeidence to him. But He doesnt force himself onto us. As we ask, as we follow He gives strength, He restores He gives hope and future, these and more are his promises. No need to come perfect. When we are weak He is strong. May all of us receive faith by his grace. His will be done, in Jesus name amen Love you

[@ngovanhet94]

Vegetables and fruits are not only good for health but also have a lot of high energy

[@FlowertakesonKorea]

IM RIGHT HERE!!!! The last 2 months have been wild for me. My soul is desperate to go to Tibet and like you packback around South america. I'm going through such a transition and as someone that grew up I a traditional catholic home it's making this whole thing even more wild! After my trip to Nepal in the Himalayas i stopped wearing bras because i didnt wear then during my 6 day trek hehehe so no judgement there! Crazy that you mention Graham because I've been obsessed with his views for years and now I'm watching Gaia daily super informative for all of us star seeds and those going through awakenings. I resonate with all that you say so much! Thank you for this. I ll be making a video too once I feel like I'm in a place of clarity. It's super super overwhelming but I'm just trying to go with it and trust the universe Blessings and love to you.

[@eheheh3263]

The problem is that people really believe that they come into the world with a mission… but maybe we don’t… maybe we are just born to live our lives however we want and we don’t owe anyone anything… people make life more complicated than it is…

[@eheheh3263]

@nayrutenshi reading comprehension… what does my comment have to do with nihilism???

[@johnjennings9693]

Yes it does knock the wind out of your sails you have to leave a lot of stuff behind, but you get to a better place, it's important to embrace it, cheers good luck to you,

[@au9parsec]

I had my spiritual awakening during the late 2000's or early 2010's when I was in my late twenties or early thirties, after I had started watching the popular history channel show "ancient aliens", since I also started watching KZbin videos about the alternative versions of our history that involved our ancestors interacting with extraterrestrials, and many of those KZbin videos also talked about spirituality and also the fact that our governments don't have our best interest at heart and are not telling us the truth. And before my spiritual awakening I used to only focus on surface level goals like trying to obtain as much wealth and material possessions as I possibly can during my present life, and I used to believe that the media was telling us the truth and that the government had our best interest at heart. But now I try to focus on my spiritual development and I no longer believe in the media or what the government says, and even though I am still into fashion like I was before my spiritual awakening, I try my best to buy ethical versions of my favorite clothing like faux leather and faux satin, and I also became a vegetarian during my spiritual awakening which is a big reason why I try my hardest to buy ethical versions of my favorite clothing.

[@Oyhus]

Working for Google is like working for the German government in the 1930's. So glad you got out. Bless you!

[@eviekevish]

Man. Exactly what happened to me after I started juicing and cleansing my cells. I always say juicing is the portal to higher consciousness.

[@sumi11783]

Do u also not feel anything... I have pushed away all. I can't talk to anyone who gets close. My senses have heightened. I feel more strength and active than sluggish that i used to feel. I started to eat more spicy food. And now I speak up and give it back. I'm totally changing.

[@forestsnow6508]

Who did their practice this morning? Exactly

[@HappyHermitt]

I was expecting the comments to be people that only believe theyve had an awakening. I was pleasantly surprised that wasnt the case at all. Its nice to know there are other people that can relate for a change. I see too many "wannabes" so to speak.

[@rileystein6195]

I've been leveling up over time. I was severely depressed from the age of 11. I ended up finding Buddhism at 14. Converted at 19. For a while I was at peace and things were making sense. In 2016, I started taking yoga more seriously and had some amazing experiences. In 2018, I met my twin, which really took me on another level. It's been a process.

[@RicardoMoros-f1x]

How can I stop my spiritual awakening?

[@I.B.Lost24]

I have been watching your videos for quite a while and I relate to your content so much. This topic is especially relatable for me. My spiritual awakening directly coincides with my becoming disillusioned with the materialistic culture that I see all around me. It depresses me to no end when I see people chasing the things that I now know never bring true happiness. Even more depressing is that I feel our so called leaders are the ones force feeding this notion that greedy capitalism is true freedom. Entire generations are being lost to the pursuit of the material instead of the spiritual!

[@TheSpiritNomad]

Happy it resonated and thanks for sharing your story ❤

[@nobodynowhere21]

Members of Congress have backs. Backs can be broken. Terrorists run our government.

[@MikeBesaw-w9h]

°•.★.•° Thank you for this video!!! I have felt so lost and you have helped me today. I have a bunch of questions, but will limit myself to one... Why am I being followed and hated by literally everyone and does this ever stop? Again I greatly appreciate you baring yourself and being out spoken. °•.★.•°

[@ahavakasha]

just the title. so much yes. so many times... i told myself gawd this ruind my whole life. (hmm the point)

[@Life123love1]

Spiritual understanding is a growth. Not separation from the present life or world Compassion kindness needs to be followed and preferred over selfishness cruelty and stupidity. Seeing the whole manifested world as transitory interplay in Gods mind, even the body feelings and ego - self is the beginning of the spiritual understanding and growth. Resting in the Ultimate which was always here and now.

[@Life123love1]

That resting is called communion with Christs Holy Spirit in Christian tradition

[@freetibet1000]

Feeling disgust about the world is not regarded as spiritual awakening! But it is a rather normal route for anyone starting out on a journey towards true awakening. Feeling disgust about how the world is operating is a sign that your own inherent wisdom is starting to stir within you. It is a volatile period in once life and there will be a lot of extreme ups and downs until we find our true path. Once we have found a genuine path we settle in into our practice and have accepted that the world around cannot be the source of our happiness. We discover that the true source of awakening lies within us and the relationship with the world around us becomes much less critical. On a genuine spiritual path we trust both the methods we engage in and the inherent source within ourselves that gradually is being revealed to ourselves.

[@rebellion.flowershow]

Resonating! ❤❤❤❤

[@cutback443]

6 years of depression, anger, and curiosity followed my "awakening".

[@CristianDavid-cy3md]

Its hard to live on a lie world once you know and understand certain truths...

[@ronster6017]

Beautiful testimony goddess,thanks...🛐😇

[@dsiesddsssss]

It ruined my life. I have to take antipsychotics for the rest of my life. Barely any libido. It sucks.

[@dsiesddsssss]

Also with antipsychotics I feel like I have no soul 😢😢.

[@belaschriffert8685]

@@dsiesddsssss The soul is only an idea existing in the mind. It is created when you think that you are mortal. Exactly in that moment the idea of immortality born, or with other word the idea of soul. When you realize that it is only an idea, then you can live free, not worrying about things that does not exist. You are not mortal and not immortal. You were in fact never born and so can never die. That which born is the ego, and that which die is the ego. It is depression that which is depressed. You were never touched by these things.

[@g__o__l__d__6673]

Our souls life lessons thank you for sharing .Just seem to be getting ill all the time argh

[@g__o__l__d__6673]

pos cannot meditate :(

[@leefunkera]

Look into the medical medium doctor that she mentions in the video! Interesting that she brought it up, because I started a few weeks ago. I suffer from chronic illness too

[@roblim1767]

A big problem for people is to think that what is felt, what is experienced is the truth. We don't have senses telling us where each cell is going, and we dont doubt it so much (even if we have that right)... but we have this crazy desire to experience spiritual pleasure as if that pleasure were proof of something. I really like the advaita vedanta approach to all this, the truth is in real knowledge coming from self-awareness and not from experience, be it spiritual, psychedelic, social, etc.

[@bigworld6788]

Awesome video!! So helpful. Blessings and gratitude to you 🙏💖✨

[@opticalman6417]

never play victim to your experiences in life and remember you chose them its all in the script

[@danieldeafep3958]

HOW DO YOU MAKE YOUR EYE SHADOW! looks great !

[@susanbrush758]

Thank you for sharing your beautiful story to help illuminate this path for others. Im shocked how so many have left rude comments and telling you you have it all wrong. 1st their must be people who troll youtube videos just to leave snide comments for their jollies. We have to ignore them and yet its curious as its not typical even with Political videos. Goes to show that SPIRITUALITY is a very contentious topic for many investigating spirituality. Ive been thru this process and read many books on the subject and this gal nailed the jest of the experience on the head of the nail. Please dont take her heart and criticize her. BE KIND. Im very impressed with her maturity and life experience at such a young age and i predict she will be a leader for change and good in the world. I myself shocked to learn in the past 4 years how my government, media, so called science, LIARS & YES its like Nemo who has his eyes opened with the red or blue pill. Since Oct 7, 2023 there has been a worldwide Awakening and many of us have had our security and world perspective altered dramatically. Remember yoy cannot fit a Spiritual Awakening into a box 1 size fits all. She said that. Those who want to believe in just 1 definition havent had an Awakening. Thats for religion. Again i thank her for sharing. ❤

[@gracefulindeed6091]

When do you know when you are fully Awakened

[@Beetshelps]

You don't , because it's an illusion. No one was is and will be fully awake for whatever that means

[@KazOoZles1412]

Awakening is a continuous process/cycle.

[@IWillBeSaved]

The Psych ward

[@devinelyguided229]

I dont feel like there is ever an "ahah!!" moment of telling myself that i have finally arrived at my spiritual awakening's door! Lol. I feel like its an ongoing process the second i began to work on becoming more & more self aware and slowly shifting my consciousness into higher levels of understanding and perspective through spiritual practices. I will never stop learning, growing & flowing in the creators river of life that i have been granted to swim in. Whatever illusion of lack i can occasionally get stuck in i manage to override it with some adjustments that are really just a part of my human experience in this 3D.

[@wayneaye3700]

I love this ❤

[@macaroon147]

Doesn't sound like a spiritual awakening. Sounds like you just chose spirituality teachings as your main fixation. Spiritual awakening is what I think most people assimilate with enlightenment. Awakening is only the recognition of your true nature. Its got nothing to do with what you do in your life. Traveling and taking psychedelics isn't a spiritual awakening.

[@celinekalaitzis3061]

Indeed. A lot of confusion and misunderstanding here about what "awakening" is. Let's wish her a deeper and real understanding.

[@susanbrush758]

Let this girl have her experience to share as her goal is to help other people vs compete the true meaning of a spiritual awakening which she CLEARLY SAID IS DIFFERENT FOR EVERYONE

[@macaroon147]

@@susanbrush758 it's not different. She's talking about it as an experience. Awakening to your true nature is not an experience, it is recognizing your true nature, it has nothing to do with the content of experience - which this video is about.

[@brandycat8513]

Spiritual awakening and progress thenceforth on the path... is purely a matter for the individual. other people can act as support along the way but dont mistake it for the help needed to unfold yourself ( y our Self )

[@TopazInTheSky]

Thank you for this video. I can so relate to each thing you have said! ❤

[@eagleeyeselkayem1264]

When you truly awaken. None of that stuff matters anymore. 😌 Bliss.❤

[@3_5AD]

Hmmmm...Bliss sounds exactly the same as smug in some spiritual neck of the woods. Exactly the same. Funny that.

[@ToddSchul]

I feel like I am in the awakening process and bumping into a lot of walls along the way. I am learning many things but also facing many new questions. This video was quite helpful. Thank you!

[@coach_arpihunanyan]

Wowww totally understand you. I also feel like the Neo in the matrix. 😮‍💨

[@marius7098]

You sound like a young soul , ambitious and arrogant. Everything is as it should be, just forget about yourself, do not replace your identity by another one just to be happy - whatever happiness may mean. Look and live outside of yourself, undefined.

[@photonjohnny]

You seemed to have. No doubt about it. You inspired me a lot. No fault to you guys at all, but my twin flame journey was a colossal failure. Thought was going to be real again, but nope. One day at a time. Coping with there was no point to it all. Not sure why I had the spiritual experiences.

[@7dSeverance]

how to..... find.... your.... purpose??? ????? well....for me, at the point right before i awakened, I was not living the best life. I was not the best person.... that in itself was overwhelming... so i got down on my knees and prayed to Jesus Christ. And asked Him to make me a better person. then a couple weeks later.... La Noche Oscura Del Alma....👁 (how do you talk about spiritual awakening without the La Noche??....) then after that, you become awakened... i dont know about you, but there is only one reason i exist now.... is to help everyone on the planet to awaken. Just like Neo. post awakening, this happened to me by default...

[@MitySop]

it is ruining my life please just leave me alone i dont wanna keep seeing angel numbers each 1/2/3 minutes and i dont wanna any help i wanna be left alonee

[@speedoflight33]

One advice to everyone on a real spiritual awakening : BE PREPARED TO LOSE EVERYTHING ... BECAUSE THERE WILL NO WAY BACK !

[@foman6541]

There will no way back .. that’s don’t even make sense. Correct that statement for it to align

[@marsiloficino5060]

*BE

[@charlynehill5999]

Sooo that's what has happened to me. ..thanks for the explanation, no one..absolutely no one to tt/ about it. But i am content...isolated but content

[@deanalfey5160]

Useful helpful thank you godbless ❤💯🙏

[@alexcordova8720]

What about conciousness?

[@brahmacharyavlog_prince]

I want to talk you you

[@JohnBurman-l2l]

Everything is a concept, you do nothing. You are a machine that reacts endlessly. You didn't awake.....the idea of a you is another concept. You went down another rabbit hole. Everything is a thought an idea just like all the chatter you are doing. It's all pointless, just give up.

[@Magical11.]

Yes I’ve been going through This and now I found myself again Thank you so much 🤍