I loved the way you really vocalized that you are hungry in this video, because you are allowed to BE hungry...... all the time!! This was a great day of eating Elzani! For the first time in a while i felt like you really didn't hold back! You really responded to your hunger. Amazing Job, keep it up!
@MadisonTiahn5 жыл бұрын
Honestly your transformation mentally is amazing. Yes you still have a long way to go but you have already come a long way! SO proud. X
@eilidhfisher80835 жыл бұрын
Watching this has made me so happy! When I was in recovery, I was eating eight full meals a day and crying through most of them and it was such a terrifying experience, like my hunger had taken control of me and was running wild and I couldn't keep up. But if you can keep riding that wave with your wonderful family around you, you are going to come out of the other side healthier and happier! xx
@marciv29265 жыл бұрын
You can really tell how seriously you are taking your recovery now! This bodes very well!
@bethclayton34495 жыл бұрын
I'm really proud of you for vocalising when you're scared. You're showing that recovery isn't easy and yet you're smashing it! It's very hard to admit your fears over food, especially when you've kept them hidden for so long. Your transformation is inspiring x
@lw98495 жыл бұрын
Elzani, i’ve just finished watching and this was an AMAZING day of eating! we are all so proud of you. keep it up!! keep recording, keep posting, we’re all here behind you. going to sleep now. well done girl 👏👏👏🖤🇬🇧
@willday15105 жыл бұрын
I seriously don’t think you realise what an inspiration you are. I have started eating so many different fear foods because of your bravery. I ate a Mr Whippy ice cream today for the first time in 7 years! There are still many foods that you dive straight in and eat that I would love to try, but you have me running to the kitchen after watching your videos, and I’ve taken to repeating to myself “what feels the most scary “?
@Joelyishere5 жыл бұрын
This is so incredibly inspiring Elzani keep up the good work x
@evridikisiara98035 жыл бұрын
You reduced a lot the time you talk to us about food before starting eating and honestly i can't feel more proud. I feel like you're my sister or something girl!
@lauraa85215 жыл бұрын
I love how you do the longer videos! it really shows us an insight into your life :) I love your channel and your character (like being so motivated to make progress for yourself)
@flamminvlogs11705 жыл бұрын
I love how your mom is so supportive, I thought my wasn’t but yesterday I talked to my mom and I realized that she was really worry about me.
@boatsandho3z5 жыл бұрын
I’m literally so obsessed with your recovery and how well and happy you seem to be, your growth is amazing.!!!!
@katherineellen32155 жыл бұрын
Shannon Hover - I hear you! I happened to watch Elzani’s first vlog in December 2017 and saw her as such an amazing, inspirational young woman and have supported her and her amazing family since!
@emerrlys5 жыл бұрын
Now these are proper recovery portions well done Elzani it's great watching you bloom
@jaquelinegonzalez94115 жыл бұрын
Yes Elzani! Own that hunger! Rooting for you! 😀
@espie51065 жыл бұрын
Your doing an amazing job Elzani, keep going as you are. It will pay off in the end, and don't be afraid to honor your hunger! Extreme hunger is very common in Ed recovery, I went through it but it passes eventually. You've got this! ❤️
@_emmaa_xo65145 жыл бұрын
awww Elzani, seeing you cry over the pasta nearly made me tear up! :( I just wanted to give you a big hug!! :(
@Stacyann_15 жыл бұрын
You go Elzani! And thanks for showing the bits where you struggle a bit, I can really relate. Love your mom also ❤️
@AnnabelleMitchellLucyRoss5 жыл бұрын
Baaaabe!! You are absolutely on fire! Also your food choices are on point always 😎👍
@violajones98745 жыл бұрын
YOU INSPIRED ME TO TURN MY LIFE AROUND AND FIGHT ANOREXIA LITERALLY THIS EVENING SO THANK YOU
@alys52325 жыл бұрын
Viola Jones omg congratulations!! i wish you the best! keep in mind that it might feel like hell for a while but u will feel amazing later! ❤️❤️❤️
@janafranziska73235 жыл бұрын
hey :) I've been watching your videos from day one and I love them!! But I realized I don't actually know that much about you other than your ed- but I believe there must be so much more! :) Would you be willing to do a Q&A maybe? xxx
@yeneliagu68115 жыл бұрын
This video show a big progress in your recovery! proud of you, previous you were so scary to eat more but now you are eating properly to heal your mind and body, inspire to do the same! thank you for sharing! :) wait for the next
@LilyBelleJoy5 жыл бұрын
Fantastic!!! You are feeling hungry and feeding your body. Your body needs this wow so proud of you. It's OK to feel scared, Such a brave and beautiful young woman. Well done! xx
@tia55055 жыл бұрын
i know it's already been said in the comments but seeing your mental state improve over time to the TRUE Elzani is incredible to watch. U GET YOUR LIFE BACK GIRL !!!
@wauibuuh35875 жыл бұрын
Hahaha I thought the pita was your lunch for some reason and was like....erm but that's...really not a lot...and then you just went out there and got an amazing italian lumch, I was so exited for you! so proud, i am happy to see you progressing!!
@hellodarknessmyoldfriend51735 жыл бұрын
I'm honestly so happy for you that you are trying your best and are recovering. Well done Elzani we are proud of you! And I'm also proud of you for voicing that you are hungry and when you are feeling scared/ felt scared about something. You should never be afraid of voicing your feelings or think it's embarrassing. The mean eating disorder voice and our own totally illogical anxieties try to tell us otherwise, but never stop fighting them. They will go away someday. We can do this!
@MsBoringApple5 жыл бұрын
I just descovered your channel recently and i have been watching some of your videos,I just love that you keep pushing forward and that you also smile every time you are eating and saying you enjoy food now. My heart is so full from just seeing you be so brave and strong,i hope you keep up the good work!
@laurakate44895 жыл бұрын
I love that you went and had a big pizza even after you got a bit upset about the cheesy pasta. You're doing amazing! 🧀🍝🍕👍
@ellen99205 жыл бұрын
I love you and your mum so much omg, i saw your mum with satara the other day and I was so excited 😂😂😂 didn't say anything though like obviously I'm too shy
@nathradon2955 жыл бұрын
I couldn’t be prouder✨ You seem to light up and finally be more cheered up✨
@cocomidnight5 жыл бұрын
Way to go Elzani!! I’m not even anorexic but I have struggled with bulimia on and off for years. When I don’t put enough focus on my meals I tend to get stronger urges to binge and purge. But watching you helps me to remember how important meals are in recovery. It’s something my dietician always used to tell me also. But sometimes it’s easy to forget. But watching you is just that little bit extra helpful so thank you! You really do make eating meals look fun and delicious :)
@suzannecrowe77755 жыл бұрын
Well done, lovely girl! Your willingness and determination will continue to serve you as you work through your Recovery!! You’ve grown so much... you’re becoming the woman you are meant to be:-) 💗
@silveronyxgirl5 жыл бұрын
Sourdough with avocado and a squeeze of lime juice is heaven!
@ilikeyoutube8365 жыл бұрын
It's so hard watching you get upset because you're scared. It occurs to me that I would honestly rather just be fat than to be so afraid of gaining weight, and for my whole life to revolve around nothing but food... But then that's easy for me to say because I don't have an eating disorder. Elzani you are very brave to keep going despite how difficult it is. I pray that someday it will be as easy as breathing for you ❤ Overall this was a great day of eating!!
@Meldaoezsoy5 жыл бұрын
I have never been so early omg. You seriously inspire me so much. Keep going girl💞
@mealswithfoods62525 жыл бұрын
ItsMelda me either
@Mary_Hogan5 жыл бұрын
Your positivity is so inspiring!
@rubysart77385 жыл бұрын
Your videos always lift my mood and bring me up to a happier place :) Thank You :D
@chrissy_south755 жыл бұрын
Absolutely LOVING all these videos!!!!!! We are being spoilt Elzani!!!!!!! 😍
@amyhetherington13625 жыл бұрын
You did an amazing job today hunnie. Well done you. Keep it up xxx
@Kaylizzlmynizzl5 жыл бұрын
It’s so amazing to see how far you’ve come since I first started watching you. I’m really really happy for you Elzani 💕
@anastefani79545 жыл бұрын
SO proud of you Elzani for listening to every hunger cue and eating soo well! You are amazingly well so proud! Sharks cant swim backwards so be a shark and never look back, only keeo going forward! It may take a really long time but there is light up ahead! YOU GOT THIS! KEEP EATING!!!! 💖😃👍
@juliansgma5 жыл бұрын
Ohmygosh love love love your mom’s hair! Beautiful
@videobuds195 жыл бұрын
You're doing so well, it makes me so happy 🌸 keep going Elzani, you really inspire me and so many others, and you're life is just beginning again! 💖
@LenaChandika5 жыл бұрын
Really a great recovery day! You are on a good way!
@mayarogers47975 жыл бұрын
So so proud of how you have progressed, keep going and you will get there!!!
@louwxlls5 жыл бұрын
Wow!! Go on then Elzani! You’re smashing it gal, we’re all so proud of you, you’re doing so well!!!! And your food looks DEVINE🤤🤤🤤
@karisvonbaris5 жыл бұрын
I love watching you eat and nourish your body!! Great job with your recovery! I’m rooting for you all the way from Grand Rapids, Michigan, USA! You are just so sweet and adorable!!! Keep up the great work Elzani!! ❤️🎉
@fajeralmehri21524 жыл бұрын
so proud of you !! keep it up , love you !!
@HKLUVRR5 жыл бұрын
I love the relationship that you have with your mom☺️❣️
@allysonroyston96715 жыл бұрын
It’s lovely to see you enjoying you food so much ...it makes me feel hungry all the time!! Your family closeness is so adorable...it’s gorgeous to see xx🥰
@emilias9935 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME GET OUT OF THIS SHIT. YOU'RE THE BEST- my best help ever here on KZbin!
@MED165 жыл бұрын
Oh elzani you are such a cute girl!!! 😊I felt sooo sad 😭when you said you were scared of the cheddar and you looked so upset ugh I just wanted to hug you 😔❤️❤️ you are doing amazing and you have such a supportive mum and she’ll always help you and be there for you. Stay strong and go on!!!💘💘
@samaradenton59775 жыл бұрын
THIS WAS AMAZING ELZANI !!!!
@lindareinholdsson87015 жыл бұрын
SO PROUD OF YOU GIRL! keep eat when you are hungry ang give us more of these videos!❤️
@darkpandemonium26225 жыл бұрын
So proud of you!! Youve come along way! And that pizza looked amaazzzzinnnggg!!!!😩😩😩♥️🌷♥️
@testt94145 жыл бұрын
elzani you should do an "eating DOUBLE what my mum eats in a day"!!!!
@CheemsTheCheeseDog5 жыл бұрын
I don’t even know you but I’m proud cause you’re doing great.
@lucyclark16095 жыл бұрын
Your doing so well Elzani!!💘you look and seem so much better and happier, it’s so nice to see xxx
@ladyhayley48595 жыл бұрын
Omg well done for trying butter on that sour dough! I really love sour dough dipped in olive oil and balsamic vinegar.
@rimaruttempest61095 жыл бұрын
You did absolutely amazing today Elzani. Keep remembering that food is your medicine. the more the better! And you might start experiencing extreme hunger soon which you will be afraid to respond to; but please try to respond to it anyway:) Keep fighting that ED voice, love
@mayalittleliar5 жыл бұрын
literally no one: Elzani: MMMM smells like cyprus!! love you girl! you're doing fab 💕🙌xxx
@toandeathrandomer5 жыл бұрын
Your anorexia says pasta isn’t lunch , but you conquered that so Charlotte(me) says I bet pasta would make a good snack ....
@katherineellen32155 жыл бұрын
Elzani you are doing Amazing! So very proud of you and happy for you ❤️. What a great day !
@onlyme73085 жыл бұрын
Sour dough is awesome toasted. Definitely toast it. Much more delicious. Great vid. Xx
@AnoukMali78995 жыл бұрын
Wow, you are doing so much better now, I am truly impressed with your lunch!!!! 💪🏻You are a champ!
@EatTheZombies5 жыл бұрын
You're doing so well
@saragill875 жыл бұрын
Love this!!!! I so wish 8 could do what you are doing!!! Itd really helpful that you kelt saying how hungry you are!
@lessienchan57395 жыл бұрын
You’re so inspiring! I adore your personality! I HAVE to eat pasta after watching this, if only so I can say “eat pasta to recover faster!”
@wasisabi74395 жыл бұрын
It's great that your responding to your cravings! Your body knows what it needs, and maybe you could add some fat to your meals, for example butter on your bread or extra cheese etc. You're doing great, keep fighting ❤️❤️ ❤️
@gigilee39515 жыл бұрын
Yay! First to like and comment. You are doing so great keep up the good work.
@elliefaye3005 жыл бұрын
Omg so so so proud!!! This is what you should be doing everyday xxx
@jinsouxl66695 жыл бұрын
honestly your smile makes me happy omg
@theresahannan79525 жыл бұрын
omg i’m so proud of how far you’ve come 😭💓💞💘💕
@khloe47165 жыл бұрын
I just love your channel so much Elzani! Thank you for sharing your journey and your life with us! 🙂
@babycakes.5 жыл бұрын
sweetcorn gang, you are awesome girl:)
@katieleigh30645 жыл бұрын
Brilliant portion sizes keep it up girl ! Xx very proud ❤️
@aliceincrazyland39465 жыл бұрын
A simple cheese and basil pizza is so underrated. When it’s done well... it’s done well ✌️💙
@sophieshao40245 жыл бұрын
Keep eating like this everyday! I believe you can do it and get better!!
@etta10245 жыл бұрын
You really should try Fuji apples if you have them in your store. They are the perfect amount of sweet and tart, with a good crunch. You're doing so good!
@pinksugarbird97895 жыл бұрын
Fuji apples are delicious, followed by pink lady! :) 🍎🍎
@liya25315 жыл бұрын
You’re doing great warrior 💜💪🏼
@maddiereynolds97415 жыл бұрын
Hi Elzani thank you so so much for doing these videos!!! I have been watching things like this for ages and you are the only person who has persuaded me it’s ok to honour my hunger and that I need to eat!!! Also, side note...Waitrose sourdough ain’t brilliant, try M&S smoked sourdough or Lidl sourdough...much nicer!!!xxx
@AshWinchester675 жыл бұрын
So proud of you, love! Keep it up girlie❤ you deserve it
@jacaron_5 жыл бұрын
hi elzani could you insert a segment of how to fold a crisp triangle in one of your videos? it would really make disposing crisp packaging way easier since a triangle takes up less space :)
@evahurst60735 жыл бұрын
I love the happiness top that you’re wearing in the video🌸💗🦋🌿👼🏻 And love the longer videos too aha thank you💜💜 Xx
@raquelluaces73185 жыл бұрын
you look so alive and happy
@kecrn41325 жыл бұрын
Elzani- fresh bakery sourdough bread is sooooo yummy! It isn’t dry at all! And def needs to have the butter on it!!!
@leahparkinson38185 жыл бұрын
That pasta looks amazing
@laurahadwin27005 жыл бұрын
So proud 💜keep listening to your hunger and keep eating LOTS! Your porridge looks quite runny though Hun, I know I used to do this to try and get more volume for the calories, but it's so so much tastier when it's thick, and not like soup! You should definitely make a full bowl like you had but with thick oats😋😋
@fabsmattison5 жыл бұрын
Where’s your ‘happiness’ top from??? Love it!
@shreyatanna90995 жыл бұрын
Yeah so do I! I'd love to buy that!
@ohwatermelonninja5 жыл бұрын
YAY Elzani
@AngelicasRecovery5 жыл бұрын
You’re so inspiring! You even inspired me to make my own recovery KZbin channel.
@1jorja5 жыл бұрын
You are absolutely glowing! Keep up this battle 💪❤
@stephaniewilliams05 жыл бұрын
I think that talk you had with your dad really helped!
@paulas.92445 жыл бұрын
Wow this was a really great day of eating!!!!!! Proud
@RTbookworm5 жыл бұрын
Wow hun you're killing it
@cloudrot49555 жыл бұрын
you’re so amazinggggg !!?! 😖💕💖💖
@elenablancoesquivel52015 жыл бұрын
One of the things that helped me the most in my recovery was having medication. It really helps with those meltdowns. Even if you think you want to recover naturally, its sometimes good to get some extra help
@alissachorlton79515 жыл бұрын
i‘m german and I looooooove sourdough bread. It’s so good haha
@samphillips71925 жыл бұрын
Soughdough bread is lovely with soft goats cheese and smoked mackerel. Try it hon! By the way you are looking radiant! xx Sending love