how to stop being pathetic and self loathing

[@claraamaral2601]

The hippie queen has posted 🛐

[@professordekarios]

i've been having a huge mental health/self esteem dip since i just graduated college, i so needed this 💗

[@keiracunn9310]

This video actually came at the perfect time I really needed this lol

[@elliedee5221]

♥️ ♥️ ♥️

[@rebeccapate6923]

side note- your hair is so gorgeous 🤭💕

[@elliedee5221]

thank you!! ♥️

[@superqueerishere]

No bc the way I have been journaling bc of you!!! It helps when I do it, I will have to try a format, bc I struggle with consistently doing it every day. You help those around you! ❤

[@elliedee5221]

thank you for this sweet comment ♥️

[@Talia.......]

I needed this video btw your hair is so cute!

[@elliedee5221]

thank you! 🤠

[@ArticSparkleKitty]

How did you know I needed this video today 😂

[@elliedee5221]

I’m in your walls actually

[@anarocha3551]

I really needed this today queen, thanks for posting! :)

[@Sleepytimecol]

Thank you 🩶🤍🌸💕🐇🐇🐇

[@444rancesca]

Thankyou so so much ❤

[@elliedee5221]

♥️ ♥️ ♥️

[@darianscott2990]

Thank you for the video girly🙏🙏💙

[@elliedee5221]

thank you for watching 🤠

[@stewartmatthews1551]

Thank you for this Ellie believe it or not I have anxiety with autism and add and at work I have a 19 year old girl that I work with she is socially awkward and has some trust issues at times and I accidentally said something a little bit inappropriate to her and honestly it wasn't really bad or even a little bit bad but I did get called into the office about it and I do feel bad about it but then I apologize to her and she said not to worry about it there are times that I still feel guilty about it but I have learned that it wasn't even a big deal but one thing is for serton I am a guy that feels bad if I hurt someone I have met guys that didn't even feel shitty about hurting someone or being creepy and it definitely says more about them then me and that is that they are bad guys and nothing but frat boys and it makes me feel better that i am not like that I don't love a girls body i love her for her beautiful personality

[@Adenu]

b a r s I've been in this cycle recently. I've performed singing in a local metal concert for about 1k people and while it was kind of an amazing experience, for weeks I could only focus on the things i could have done better, the word of the lyrics that I kinda misspelled, and mostly that I was visually crucifying my appearance like "i could have made the effort to lose some weight so i wouldn't look like that on the videos and photos". But everyone that comment about the song and the performance in general was positively surprised, everyone had a lot of fun and complimented many things on the producer's post of the song I've sung. Then i found myself asking: when do I get to really enjoy this very unusual thing that happened?? I really need to start working on those good habits and mostly to identify when i'm going to the wrong direction. I also feel like it's like a chain reaction, it starts about something really unimportant and 5 minutes later I'm like: well that's why you can't have nice things haha Thanks for this one, ellieee

[@sanschmidt5457]

congrats to your performance! :D I hope one day you will be proud as heck about that!

[@elliedee5221]

thank you and congrats on the performance!!

[@Adenu]

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[@Adenu]

@@sanschmidt5457 thank you for your kindness!

[@snacktivist]

MISSED YOU!!!!!

[@Raresammy]

Self loathing and being pathetic : 0 Ellie posting again : 1 We really won this round guys!!

[@lillybugabooo4355]

literally loooooove ur videos so much, but i fear that the tiny mic is giving a high pitched sound through most of the video....

[@joybodelay9679]

Ellie!! 🫂💗👑

[@elliedee5221]

hello!! 🤠

[@joybodelay9679]

@@elliedee5221 You're the beez kneez, lady! 🐝🐝

[@pennyweather]

❤

[@nataliejane3454]

Never clicked so fast, what does that say about me? 😆

[@elliedee5221]

we all need some self-confidence boosters every once in a while 😭

[@Valentina-kq9qk]

I’m early for once in my entire life 😀

[@IamLegendaryguy1998]

Are you single?

[@allnightergirlxx]

this is what I needed Ellie!! 🩷

[@spillinda]

shout out to all the current 12 y/o kiddos out there, its rough but i promise it truly does get better and i believe in you 🫡✨