I am The Caregiver - 終焉介護

[@ashleyguthrie572]

Gab is so kind. The man is urinating on the floor in front of her and she first thinks, "oh poor man," not "oh gross!"

[@hananity]

Gab is such a kind lady.

[@billyblubear941]

Its wonderful to see her respect those who can no longer care for themselves... sadly... this attitude... is rare

[@mrThorleifsen]

That's how you think when you have been in Japan so long lol

[@Azarga]

That's called being an adult instead of overgrown child. well, and kind too

[@dylanthatsit390]

with experience or just knowledge, you'd understand that it happens.

[@Kim-bq9hh]

i loveee watching gab play japanese games bc she'll often give context or translations that aren't in the game. especially like ghost of tsushima, literally made it a completely different game.

[@PinkPanther45518]

I am extremely grateful for the translations and pronunciations. I am too trying to learn Japanese. I may never accomplish it, but I'm still going to try. I will do my best to pronounce the words correctly so as to not offend anyone.☺️👍 I am also trying to learn Spanish too.😁

[@TheRealClassPresident]

Same here I love when you speaks it too

[@stevegixing700]

And the best part (to me at least) is that she’s a westerner who’s experienced but did not grow up with Japanese culture. So, she understands the culture but knows when and how to explain stuff properly to a primarily non- Japanese speaking audience (at least I think so)

[@TheRealClassPresident]

@@stevegixing700 preach it

[@Lucifronz]

Huh, it would be interesting to see her reaction to Nioh 1 or 2 in that case... which after just now googling, she *has* played. Awesome. Nioh 2 is easily my favorite soulslike game, even over the FromSoftware souls series. It just does so much to differentiate itself in both setting, atmosphere and gameplay that calling it a souls clone would be doing it a disservice. Truthfully, more than anything I like how it uses AI phantoms generated from other players' characters. So even if you're playing solo you can still get a little assistance.

[@code_koriel]

That office has a suspicious amount of large potted plants.

[@saralainhart7220]

Lmao

[@danjirinnn]

I know right! I thought it was gonna have some significance since they all looked like they were looming over you lol

[@beeeeeeees]

its a buffet for a resident evil protagonist

[@PinkPanther45518]

@@beeeeeeees These comment is just too perfect!🤣🤣👍

[@sleepyqueer]

side business 👀

[@jodibee]

Adorable how she's playing a horror game and she just keeps trying to take care of the old man

[@LasagnaQueen]

Gab reacting "Oh poor man" rather than being grossed out shows she is an empathic and altruist person. That was wholesome.

[@agibail]

38:37 Gab is like "what kind of drugs do you get taking care of elderly people? Me, a former caregiver: all of them, anything, everything

[@deadb0ob]

However that man in particular is getting a really strong laxative.

[@gfdereus8967]

This.. I thought the exact same thing. I mean I've handled so many diffrent drugs. Whatever works..

[@YueLiLee19871021]

My Dear Gab, Tengus in Japanese culture are highly learned Monks who haven't complete their refinement of souls. After they died, due to their learning and understanding of Buddism, they won't go hell, according to Japanese culture. However, due to their incomplete training for their souls, so to speak, they are not allowed to enter heaven. Thus, their spirit are caught between heaven and earth. For further learning or refinement, so to speak. Thus the darkened wings, supposedly signify angel wings, yet still yet unclean, needing soul refinement or cleansing to whiten, to my own understandings.

[@Sam_T_]

That’s so cool

[@Chauntecleer]

That sounds like an interesting hybrid of Buddhism and Christianity

[@RedPandaSquadron]

​@@Chauntecleeryeah, I think this is a development after the Portuguese and Dutch arrived with Christianity. The tengu in shinto are less this form, and more nature guardians. Still interesting though.

[@CallMeNeecko]

To those of you scrolling through the comments so you don’t get jumpscared, a biggish jumpscare didn’t happen until about 54:30 in. But after that...pretty often, lol

[@yiyibell3445]

thank you !

[@serendipitae6276]

thank youuuu aaa :3

[@Lasspengu]

I saw your comment 3 Minutes after the first of jumpscare

[@marthmallow7420]

i'm glad i saw your comment!

[@charliejermy8653]

How has she not got like 3 mil subscribers the games she plays are so interesting and she gives very good commentary, high quality videos

[@curvytangerine]

she's mad underrated.

[@Rina_96]

1 hour long horror japanese game??? YES!!!

[@rebsyk4429]

My exact thoughts!!

[@balbinaaja3624]

YEEEEESSSS!!!!!

[@alexanderperez7669]

How do you play these games on pc?

[@vulpixluver]

I love how you got the dagger and you initial thought was immediately "And now I stab the person chasing me"

[@theIaurenshow]

I’m now a Japanese translator, on the game Cozy Grove! thought you’d be proud 😂😅

[@code_koriel]

Congratulations! The art style (esp the colors) in that game is so good. Cant wait to get it 😊

[@klaudiso]

Congrats!!

[@TheRealClassPresident]

she is proud of you

[@theIaurenshow]

Thank y'all so much 🥺💕 It's a wonderfully cute but poignant game, and I know you'll love it! (I loved it even before I started helping with localization, I've played for 56 days straight 😅If you like animal crossing, I bet it's a good fit for you!) The game is out on all platforms with plenty of updates coming and we support almost every language now. Thanks again for the love and support! Gab inspired me awhile ago to start working harder on my Japanese and doing translations.

[@TheRealClassPresident]

@@theIaurenshow wow then keep it up you are doing awesomely.

[@Deztinylife]

I like it how she says creepy like "Creepy..." "CREEPY" It was just cute

[@vic_cresss]

I feel sad for souichi :( he couldn’t talk that entire time because of the curse, what if he was in pain and he couldn’t scream out for help or something :/ and we thought he was the bad guy when he wasn’t

[@oliviamiller8795]

Evelien: Picks up the BB BB: 𝙡𝙚𝙢

[@averyciano7510]

My Grandmother lived to 95 and I was her primary caregiver, seeing the man urinate on the floor brought me back to caring for her. I often had to tidy up after her, and the fact that you were just sympathetic instead of grossed out says a lot, love how sweet you are to those in need.

[@layceeferguson1991]

I absolutely loved that "You shall not pass!" moment, especially seeing Gandalf pop up during it.

[@Thomanese]

I've already played this game but Chilla's Art games feel much more complete when Gab adds her Japanese commentary and knowledge of the language.

[@maggienesin2448]

idk why, ik it's a normal thing, but I got so happy when I saw the trigger warning in the game, I love how people are acknowledging people that might get triggered because of that. I also know that some people don't see the point for a trigger warning, so I'm glad that the game does.

[@adrianmurray7670]

Watched Silent Hill on my way home from visiting my parents, and now this?? Best car ride everrrr!!!

[@mariacatinas3879]

I used to take care of 5 elderly under my home a business I did for 10 years - it's a great responsibility and rewarding when you see the results on helping someone

[@orromir]

I wouldn't mind a video of gab translating some japanese and explaining how the language works haha

[@liamnehren1054]

lol I would find that cool, years of anime have taught my subconscious Japanese as proven by Japanese songs turning out to be about what I was going through at the time (found out years later) but it hasn't trickled up yet

[@Carcosahead]

Just like every japanese horror game she plays😂

[@MissManicMuffin]

This game was so spooky! The masked lady at 57:06 scared the living shit out of me aha. I was so stressed with you during the clock bits. My poor heart could probably be heard a mile away. This was a lot of fun though! Always love these Chillasart games. Excited for silent hill tomorrow!

[@rubberduck3584]

Me seeing the caregiver by gabsmolders. Fastest click in the west... still embarrassed that I didn’t know this was chilla’s art

[@airwriter2669]

I’m so thankful I found your channel last year. I’ve enjoyed so many horror games through your playthroughs and I like how you play; calm and composed without all the yelling and over the top acting. You’re such a pleasure to watch and I enjoy your channel so much. I hope you get more viewers and subscribers because out of all the let’s play KZbinrs you’re the best and way underrated. The fact that you can speak different languages is just plain awesome. You’re living the life I want, girl ❤️

[@moonhuntergaming6509]

Man, this game. It really kind of hit me. It captures that sense of despair, frustration and fear so well. I was my grandmother's caregiver when i was very young, doing full-time uni and a part-time job and...it really does happen like this. The dementia, the loss of bodily functions. The lack of personality that the other sometimes has. Phew. I remember sometimes coming into the house then and feeling this huge surge of depression and exhaustion hit me in waves. Seeing this person, in that house, really brought some of that back. Ah well, times long ago. Haha. I'm lucky i didn't have to care for my grandmother in a house and setting like this!

[@laurenfromatlanta]

I feel the same way with my French. It was my major in college. I became nearly fluent and spent time in Montreal. However, I haven't spoken the language in years and because of this I've lost a lot of my verbal fluency. I'm still pretty good at reading it though. Great game, Gab!

[@desireeskumachan]

I LOVE how Gab explores these short storyline based Japanese horror games. money's a bit tight for me to be spending money on them, and I live precariously through her gameplays!

[@anirudhatambat6251]

How she make horror gameplay so calming🥺

[@WhoamI-yz9nx]

Oh god, when the cat started licking Gab's face, I seriously almost cried. I love cats so much

[@necromanti]

懐かしいですね。There's just something so nostalgic and oddly...comforting about all of Gab's Japanese horror playthroughs (especially Chilla's Art's games).

[@havokjohn6853]

Am i the only one who weirdly answers Gab questions even though its a recorded video? Haha Living alone and working in a foreign country, your gameplays have been my stress reliever. Coming home from a day's work from the hospital is quite taxing especially during the Pandemic. Thank you Gab for your wonderful gameplays. You're like a close friend that i've never met. More sucess to you and Sean. 🤓

[@Nimyra11]

Ahh Chilla’s Art has such a great style. I get so excited every time a new title comes out! I think this might have been one of my favorites other than Onryo, I really like exploring the Japanese homes. It was really cool how they featured the Tengu too 👺 Thank you for the video!

[@lordofgraphite]

Name a better video than gabs playing a Japanese indie, you can't. Perfection 🥰

[@WilliamSteppan]

I could listen to Gab speaking Japanese and giving cultural explanations for hours. So relaxing.

[@River_On_Down]

Yes! A bunch of other KZbinrs were playing this but I waited to see Gab's playthrough! ✨

[@cassinicultist7831]

[chillas art and gab? fave combination ] [the game starts with such depressing realism, chillas art are great at taking understated real-life and bringing the horror to sad everyday settings ] [and ty gab for shouting out to caregivers and similar, im a years long fan, been a profession caregiver for years and this game started out just like situations ive seen many times. 2020 was a difficult year, and sadly it continues, as i was bereaved of a person i worked closely with just this morning. ty so much gab for entertaining us all the while, 頑張って ]

[@anagrace7370]

These types of games are definately my favorite kind that Gabbie plays. Just cuz I don't think any other streamer has the Japanese background to be able to bring these games to life ❤

[@mayyoder3648]

17:22 - "Here comes the boy~ Hello boy~ Welcome~ Here he comes~ There he is~

[@roseygirl3654]

I'm always happy to watch your videos and it's a extra bonus when I get to see BB, he is so adorable!

[@caramelcarton8682]

4:35 gab, you're kind. i needed to hear this today.

[@RachelC89]

Yay! I love when you play Japanese horror games. 💖 ChillasArt is so great and I love hearing your insight and commentary!

[@eryuu4016]

Gab, as a CNA, I thank you for your recognition. You're really kind.😊

[@dorottyanagy9533]

The amount of serotonin my brain produces when I see you play a Japanese horror beats any antidepressant 😂❤️

[@tchek1980]

i'm a simple man, I see Gab playing a horror game, I click

[@theladypuppetcyberpunk2022]

game l click i'm a simple man, l see Gab? playing a horror?

[@criticallol3039]

That added Terminator "🎶Dundun dun Dundun🎶 was great!

[@petalpotionsart]

Can we please talk about how genuinely intelligent Gab is?? So many languages in there!!

[@Littleredbubble]

This is why I love gab. She shows us games and things I never heard of and make the best of the gameplays! Thank you!!!!

[@AlexanderPavel]

Gab: "I think I'm going the right way" Game, 1 second later: "This is not the right way"

[@handikandilove9889]

Love how bb was like mewed like saying "hiiii" so cute. also this game is creepy best word to describe

[@sheatheunicorn]

Another awesome indie horror gameplay from Gab. I remember Okairi, it made such an impression on me, and this game was great too.

[@Benjamin.J.Holliday]

Every time collecting a card chimes, my brain automatically hears "wowwwwww!" Immediately following 😂

[@ashtyn7656]

Ngl I love the whole aesthetic of this game and love how Gabs is explaining and she is just such a kind person omg

[@frederickletterblair]

It's interesting that the old man's family have such big house but the bathroom and toilet are so uncomfortably small.

[@expiredlover9009]

This was so good! I love when you play their games, it’s always awesome!

[@markjade3587]

Another perfect video to watch before I go to sleep Especially games like this that gab plays So scary and comfortable at the same time

[@rebelwatch6143]

It's 11:17 AM for me

[@markjade3587]

@@rebelwatch6143 Yeah,gabs time of posting is always around 11 PM or 12 AM here😁 Btw its 11:16 here Nice ur below me(well the location of where u are on the planet on my standing)

[@sapphiretorremoro6579]

i think this is one of my favs from chilla's art games! really good. thanks gab!

[@johnnyrockabilly4962]

My wife is a carer I will never look at my wife the same again lol

[@jeyy_beyy]

i dont know why i hate scary stories but I love them too like after I get jumpscared or spooked out I always cant sleep lol

[@brSiRiuS]

32:07 the old man starts to exhaling weird dust and Gab immediately have an allergy attack lol

[@dhawalsharma946]

I am watching this at 2AM, i live alone and my lights just went out. someone rescue me im scared.

[@bamitslori9750]

I’m so happy to hear you speaking Japanese again! I miss these games

[@marthmallow7420]

that scream when you left Sachie's apartment scared my sneeze away 🥹

[@SweetieEvie]

Chilla’s Art+Gab speaking Japanese= very chill me. 😊 It’s very calming.❤

[@hannahames6697]

My mind was blown that the flooring is actually multiple mats! I thought it was like a carpet and a solid piece.

[@sanaholic5118]

hello i'm from Indonesia, i just found ur channel when i'm searching for chilla's art games (also subs u), u'r so lovely and charming when playing this kind of game^^ success for u! [giving flowers💐]

[@blo0dykn33s3]

I WAS WAITING FOR GAB TO PLAY THIS

[@kevinkershaw1209]

Great playthrough, and funny too. It was awesome to hear your Japanese!

[@Insig385]

the only unrealistic part of this game is how absurdly wide the streets are

[@ViktorGlass]

the algorithm has blessed me with your channel. thank you for bringing joy to my day

[@RedPandaSquadron]

Other streamers playing Chilla's Art games: Wow, such a creepy atmosphere! Gab playing Chilla's Art games: God I miss Japan.

[@nekovannox]

48:06 "So we got... a jack" Now she has two Jacks!

[@jerryskeepero]

I love these Indy Japanese games! Especially because you can read the random stuff they never translate. Great work.

[@DaughterofBabaYaga]

While I love and respect what Gab says about respecting how people process there is something to be said about paying attention to your intuition and whether or not people are capable of expressing empathy.

[@bartenderhd]

I've just now discovered the "Chilla's Art games" playlist... I can tell I won't be doing anything productive today. :)

[@Nyitemare]

I love the spoken Japanese weaved through and its so cool to hear insight from somebody who knows more about what i'm seeing that i do :D

[@Rachel-ej4hs]

Gabs you’re becoming a new comfort player for me on KZbin aaaghhhh ✨✨✨✨😭

[@lalilulelo8399]

When I heard the pedestrian crossing tune I legitimately got chills. So nostalgic for trips to Japan

[@As_Creams]

To many people did that to me when my dad passed away, they said stuff like” you need to cry” but I left my dad on good terms so I didn’t get why I should of cried. Nothing could of helped him from passing, so I didn’t think wasting tears on that was worth it.

[@MaggieML]

Me: comes home from a long but fulfilling day of being a caregiver KZbin recommendations: But actually this was really fun to watch lol, love you gab!

[@corinacox4611]

I am a caregiver for my grandma and take school online as well but I enjoy watching your videos in my spare time to de-stress 🥰

[@artzyyl]

love this gab!!! great video as usual!! good job :))

[@benleach5063]

"I'll be taking care of you from now on" *Immedietly leavse to turn off the TV and explores* xD

[@Mckjaminn]

Ohh GOD I was wondering if ye woulda done this one. This one is maximum spoop. Very scary and has such an amazing atmosphere

[@pumpkinjennilynn]

I’m so excited to watch Gab play this!

[@sorreltyree]

I like this graphics style that reminds me of a photograph, with how the light looks, the textures used, not hyper realistic but with a real sort of feeling: the lighting is right, the places look like places that exist but were just put into the 3D modeling level that games were at when I was young. Maybe there's nostalgia there too then, affecting how I look at it.

[@danielles_mernitz]

I'm glad Gab shows enthusiasm in taking care of Souichi but I can't stand that she keeps leaving the front door open aaa

[@qylark]

HORROR GAB IS BACK!! And it feels so good 💓 Really missed watching you play horror games, Ev, but unfortunately I'm resisting the temptation to watch any RE8 uploads because I plan on playing it myself. Might even try my hand at recording it since it'll be my first Resident Evil game. And, not to mention, I've learned a lot about recording let's plays by watching you (:

[@MrBern91]

10:38 Funny you should mention Ju-on :P I seem to recall the "caretaker" in that movie and that scene was actually Toshio's sensei who came to visit due to him being absent from school for a long time. Anyways, that's how I remember it. It was SOOOO long ago I watched that movie now... At least since I was in high school, and I am turning 30 this year. :)

[@MochiBearz]

I love the horror gameplays. Your language translations are amazing. 😆

[@blakejordan1992]

its nice to see caregivers are appreciated a little bit :) nice vid Gab!

[@fitzytail896]

Caregiver here, someone peeing in the wheelchair gave me memories when I was working at a in house facility.

[@connerphillips866]

The lighting of these games always makes me uncomfortable for some reason

[@chey1086]

56:37 got me good 🥲 very spoopy

[@Sweetenedmlk]

“Bone box. Not to be mistaken for a Boom Box…OH SHIT” Perfect haha

[@96cm]

I only just discovered you a few days ago but I really love your content so far.. especially your cat!! ❤️

[@Autistic_Pixel]

I love your Chilla's Art gameplays.

[@Lrbrz]

Gab speaking Japanese is my favorite. Also I miss Japan

[@41tinman41]

The workplace gossip at healthcare facilities really takes me back to when I used to work as a nurse supervisor. The emotionless part of being a caregiver stems from having to turn off and not be the source of negative emotions. Stoicism as some would call it. But yeah, it's never a good thing when a caregiver doesn't show ANY emotion especially in the passing of a patient. And no matter how long you've done it, it'll never not stink when you clean someone up. You just get used to it enough to get things done. "Understaffed" is pretty much the mantra of most facilities.

[@ekamarie6632]

The rain sound was putting me to sleep and then the ppl patrolling woke me up realll quick