I Beat My Depression and Now I am Back!

Welcome back everyone! I am till alive and feeling better than ever. It's been a hard past year and I would like to share with everyone were I have been for the past year; there is lot's to catch up on. Most of what caused the start of my depression I did not cover in this video because it was too difficult to express in words, but it has to do with the health of my 86 year old Grandmother; I want to see her, but she is being held captive by the man she has been living with. He will not allow anyone to enter his house; this makes it nearly impossible to see her.
The police have been involved as well, but they can't do anything about because my grandmother is too afraid to protest and demand that she sees me. I can't stand to see her taken advantage of, it's not fair. Her hygiene is very poor, she has fallen several times in the past and I am afraid that one of these times it will be life threatening.
I saw her in the hospital about a month ago, i was able to talk with her gave her a big hug. She was so happy to see me that she began to cry. I hope this description helps to clarify about what I could not talk about in the video.

[@silverdiva2127]

This is the first i have met you as i started a 1 yr ago. You seem to be a bright, Good looking young man. Life is good!! So always keep your head up and glad to meet you. Liked and subbed, Can't wait to see upcoming videos from you.

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

Thank you for the kind words.

[@Silverpicker]

Glad to have you back. Keep your head up, pal. You will always get through the hard times.

[@AmericanCoinHunting]

Great to hear you are beating depresion Kyle . It's a tough thing to do after a dear loss . Good to see you are back .

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

You are a good friend, thank you.

[@TheHowToHobbyist]

Can't wait to hear you sing. I haven't uploaded a video in ages. I'm glad you are feeling better!

[@donnyst.pierre3820]

I'm glad to hear that you are better, man. You were missed.

[@ynumismetalscollector4370]

Hi Kyle, I have been watching your past videos, and I joined a month ago. I am sorry for the situation and hope you feel better. Welcome back.

[@Skyyzie93]

glad to see that you are back posting videos, been waiting and wondering when you was posting again guess my patience helped and thanks you for what you do.

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

It's good to be back, I have so many ideas I want to share.

[@Skyyzie93]

I'm here to see what your ideas are and possible help out, though I don't make youtube videos, its been in my mind but just don't have anything to entertain people,

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

donald dewitt Do what you enjoy doing, even the smallest hobby can be entertaining for other people. You are probably an expert at something you already do well and others admire that. Also, it's not about entertaining people it's about having fun. I have a new channel I started, it's going to be about my life in the furry fandom. If you want to check it out, my channel is called ParcelsTeaFox. I made my first video a few days ago.

[@AlejandroPascual1]

I'm sorry to hear that we miss you so much you're very special for me you inspired me to make some videos in KZbin; your motivation thanks for helping a lot please keep the same spirit thanks

[@viktorzehusky5918]

I know it's hard at times so best of wishes. You held up better than me against anguish, and you will over come all troubles.

[@TheCoinCouch2016]

Hi MYGOLDCOIIN101, I started in February so this is the first time I have seen I have seen you (I am sorry it is under such sad circumstances). I thinks it's great that you beat it and are back on KZbin. This community is fantastic and it's great that you are back! I find making videos is great theory (and a lot of fun!). Look forward to hearing your voice and seeing more videos on coins/art. Good luck and do what makes you happy :) cc.

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

I will also be making a separate channel filled with completely new, non similar content. The channel will be for used for fans of the Furry fandom and anyone else that likes anthropomorphic animals. As you can see I want to keep both worlds to themselves since my channel is known for numismatics and music, wouldn't want to change what my channel is known for. I will be keeping both channels updated with new content, see you later.

[@TheCoinCouch2016]

Good to know - Numismusic! I am going through similar things with my channel (I also collect Lego), so I'm thinking of starting a new channel just for Lego and keeping the Coin Couch just for coins. Good Luck :) cc.

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

The Coin Couch Thanks a bunch.

[@stevenchrsilver9138]

Good to hear from you Kyle! Been a sub for about 3 or so years now and I've enjoyed all of your videos. Thank you for all the information and time you have spent spent making videos. I'm excited to hear you are all right and can't wait for the new content. GL,HH, and good to have you back! - Steve

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

Thank you very much Steve. I will be back next week with my next video.

[@amc2698]

Hey Kyle, a few years ago I did a couple trades with you. I'm glad to see you beat depression. You look better than ever. Keep your head up Kyle.

[@TheProfitOfDoom]

welcome back!

[@silverseto1158]

Hey Kyle, good to see you back and hear that you've beaten your depression. Don't look back. Look forward to future videos.

[@quagmier3]

Hi Kyle. Its very good to see you are back. I had quit coin collecting about 25 years ago and watching your videos got me back into it again.

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

I am glad that my videos have had a positive affect in peoples lives. I am getting ready to apply for a new position at my job at Lowe's home improvement. I also plan on going back to collage in the fall and joining the Track and field team, I love to run.

[@quagmier3]

I love to run too and I worked at Home Depot for 15 years. My best friend works at Lowes. both are great places to work and you can work your way up if you want to. What position are you applying for?

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

Scott Bragdon Lumber or flooring specialist. I work as a truck unload-er now.

[@viktorzehusky5918]

I didn't notice this video until now. All feelings in detail of being secluded and dark thoughts are what I felt the worst last year. It all started since I was 18 like some mood disorder, and I'm your age now. Last year I lost my religion and desire for health. It seems I've recovered a lot, so hoping for the best. You'll be just fine Kyle.

[@nicholasglasgow649]

Glad to see you back Kyle

[@sorsorscience0787]

Hi Kyle, I am so glad you are beating your depression. I have been wathing your videos for years, I watch the same ones over and over and over. I am very happy you a making videos again. If you ever need a friend to talk to I'm here for you :)

[@sorsorscience0787]

And, I am so sorry about your cat. I love animals and I understand how hard that could be :(

[@EWard-it6no]

Dang it's been a while, glad to see your back! Even though I grew out of the coin collecting hobby, I still like watching your channel. We traded coins twice in 2013 I think so you might remember me lol. Glad things are better!!

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

Yes, I remember you, thank you for being there for me; you sound like a good friend.

[@nikob7]

Welcome back Kyle!!

[@planejet42]

Welcome back, dude! I'm sorry to hear about your situation. Depression is awful... I'm glad you're doing better and I look forward to your videos!

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

Planejet, how have you been?

[@planejet42]

***** I've been good. Just living life, trying to get by.

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

planejet42 Any success? You sound like you need positive friends to get you that extra gusto that everyone seeks in life. I've found it, but only recently, I came across an awesome community of people, they have been so positive and have helped me enjoy life again, it's called the furry fandom. It's like having an alternative personality where all the troubles and sadness don't exist. Of course I still feel sadness and disappointment from time to time, but this is a good outlet for me to become someone else and enjoy life for a change. I will be uploading a new video soon and also updating my new channel. Thanks for chatting and if you need anything please send me a message. Your friend, Kyle.

[@CoinHuntingDrew]

I'm glad you are back Kyle. Sorry I didn't get back to you as much as I had wished. I cut off most KZbin contact this school year and hopefully within the next few days, I was even considering tomorrow, to make a video coming out to everyone on a clean slate to where I have been. Like I said, if you EVER need anything, just give me a holler. You know my email, I'll give you my phone number if you even want to call and just talk. I'm glad you beat your depression, definitely a hard, nasty, event to have to go through. Sadly, a factor of life, that most everyone experiences one time or another, in different scales of severity. So what's the future going to look like for coin videos, coin hunting? I haven't done a box of coins myself since July of last year, almost a year. Suggestion: Hold your phone sideways - you won't have the bar effect.

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

I should have a new video up by this weekend. I also will be opening up a new channel for fans of the Furry fandom. I am making a separate channel because I don't want to cause conflict with such dynamic content, I just want people to know my channel for what it has always been, coin collecting.

[@jerrywatkinsjr7843]

Kyle, sorry for your loss. A few months ago I found a steel penny In a roll of pennies. Also found a war nickel in a roll of nickels. Glad you are back.

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

Yes, it is good to be back. I haven't been coin roll hunting much, but I still keep an eye out for old coins, and when I find one, I almost jump on it, it still give me a thrill. Last week I found 1956 one British shilling in a candy machine at work. In was so shocked about finding it, I thought someone was plating a prank on me. It's in Vf-XF condition. Ah, sadly it's not silver, oh well, still free money.

[@viktorzehusky5918]

I'm a 90's guy too when it comes to tech.

[@awesomeawsause6499]

Hi Kyle I love your coin videos and I was wondering if you are going to unbox more coins. And I'm sorry for your loss

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

I have an unboxing video coming up this week, it is a special order my cousin sent to me; I can't wait to open it. It's not a coin btw, lol.

[@TrinityAngelWolfdog777]

i wish i can see God in my life i cant anymore with all my depression thanks for being my friend even if no one can help me God helped you through it i need help in crafting my fursuit too plz let me sing with you at a con

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

Sure, we can do that.

[@batcher4788]

hi Kyle

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

How have you been, I like Mario too.

[@batcher4788]

I am happy to see you I was worried if you will never upload again. thanks for being a strong man and uploading again and I'm sorry about your losses thanks for still making videos

[@MYGOLDCOIN101]

I am try to make a singing video right now, I hopw it works out. I am Singing the Song there's a hero.