I feel ugly • Sad Multifandom

Here's a little vid about how broken and insecure girls can feel. Everyone needs to know that they're amazing and beautiful and worth it! It is hard to be an teenager and a girl, but at the end of the day we're all not so different from each other. Love yourself because you are worth it!
It is a spoken word poem called the girl behind the mask.

[@lydiastroud163]

i just wish i could believe i was beautiful. i am my worst enemy.

[@ahmadfaiz8259]

You are the definition of beauty

[@melanierooney4395]

You’re beautiful

[@euphoriisadness]

You are all so beautiful 😭❤️

[@tabithapaul4651]

You are tho

[@lizgruenloh8467]

We are all our worst enemies. But u need to know that you are not only beautiful, you are drop dead gorgeous! God makes beauty, and that’s what you are

[@hayleyrogers6213]

The worst part is when you realise the girl behind the mask is you :'(

[@eliseaasland9226]

stay strong

[@montgomerymulti3594]

Hayley Rogers I have never related to a comment so much

[@courtneydecker3198]

Yep

[@scarred2662]

fake smiles and broken insecurities if only i was dead...😭

[@worldofquotesjawariyajahan5102]

Hayley Rogers this gave me goosebumps

[@andrearesendizresendiz1366]

The problem isn’t just feeling ugly, Is being ugly..

[@joyqsworld7317]

Exactly

[@aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa9999]

Yes...

[@isma4507]

Me too 😔🤮

[@kellieosagie3611]

Couldn't explain it better I always see videos saying that you shouldn't say call yourself ugly and they all say the same old crap and I don't believe it anyway so if I don't believe it it's probably very true I'm ugly...

[@lmfr9173]

jup

[@oliviamoon2639]

people tell me i’m pretty but we all know their lying smh

[@ashsparkle4283]

livatrix dazed.legacy I feel the same sis. It's so hard to accept myself. And it's really hard when I give that power away to a boy who I believe will help me with loving myself but it somehow gets messed up. 🙄 Sigh..oh well. We have to try to love our selves without them

[@stinewatson3875]

no one tells me im pretty and that already proves why

[@penguineeee6440]

Same

[@jamie2527]

stine watson you’re pretty ❤️💕

[@jamie2527]

olivia moon you’re pretty 🥰😘 don’t ever think that they are lying when they tell u that. You could be the prettiest person they’ve met and they mean it! 💕💗 don’t lose confidence in yourself girl! ❤️ if u need someone to talk to I’m here :)

[@NoOne-pf2uc]

Worst enemies : Mirror Camera Reflection

[@sierraphillips108]

No One don’t forget yourself

[@selenasophie5245]

No l'm just ugly, mirror and camera only showed me the truth

[@Amberfifu]

Social media

[@randomgirl9229]

Selma Bai your not ugly, we just live in a Judge mental Society.

[@irisje_4]

True , it’s also mine enemies

[@meee9845]

If only i could lie to my self and say im pretty but i can't because everyone is pretty except me!! 1). Im insecure 2). Im not confident 3). ...

[@lizgruenloh8467]

3) you’re beautiful 4) you’re a child of God 5) you have strength to go on through the day 6) you are just amazing the way u are

[@lizgruenloh8467]

I’m so glad!!🤗 all I said is completely true you know!!

[@L1sqi]

@@lizgruenloh8467 child of what!!? God dosn't have a child ! +💜

[@bambzled_5263]

But i don't make people smile... I don't make anyone's day better, I have no friends to help them when they need me. I'm just alone.

[@boogiewoogie8848]

Well you've me feel a little better since I now know at least someone's felt the same way as me. I guess we're aren't totally alone

[@jihannor4842]

aye allie yh i agree

[@ashsparkle4283]

You have me too 💕 I love you sis. Please stay strong. ☮️

[@jwong6403]

Me too

[@leahnektalova6473]

I’m here for you❤️❤️

[@Ella-tz8kp]

i wan‘t to be perfect.. i only hate myself..

[@sandyrene969]

Same

[@veronicaa8196]

This is so beautiful.. I have no words

[@JoyceSchaffer]

Thank you so much! That's very sweet xx

[@lizzyg1220]

Every time. Every single time when I go out I hide behind my mum or stay close to her because I’m afraid of people judging or thinking that I’m ugly. When I was younger I’ve always wanted to go by myself in shopping centres. But now that I’m older, I realised how ugly I am. I can never do anything out in public by myself because I’m so so ugly and afraid. Every time when I go out or even just a walk around the block I get so nervous on what people think of me, driving by in their cars staring at how ugly I am. I just hope I die. I really do. I’m just too depressed and not motivated to do anything. My grades are terrible. I know that people judge because on all most every KZbin or Instagram video people are always judging on how someone looks. I know what people think.

[@lizgruenloh8467]

Lizzy Wolf, I don’t think you know what I think... I think people star at you because of your beauty. They can’t get enough of it! I understand where you’re coming from, and just know, I’m here for you no matter what! Oh also... love the name😉

[@weirdo0323]

When you realize that girl is you but you cant help yourself when its your own mind killing you. Your mind that makes you blind. Your mind that destroys you

[@nini9868]

Wow, Relate so much I dont know what to say...all I can do is feel it. Heartbreakingly beautiful...or beautifully heart breaking...

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

my mind already has and I refuse to rake anymore anxiety and depression meds , they only makes things worse . my cat zoey is my ray of sunshine and happiness. the day I lose her is the day I lose myself 💔💔💔

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

it already has and i've learned to live around it and with it , cause the world and it's people are cruel and harsh

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

it already has for most of my young life and my young adult life even now and going onwards ,i don't like how i look because what i see is this girl who feels so ugly , alienated , the black sheep in the family , the loner , it hurts me but i can't say it cause my cousins , aunts and uncles don't get it or understand just how much i am dying on the inside and am about to break apart

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

going to lebanon for vacation this coming summer . but with how disgusted and hateful i feel towards my looks and weight makes me want to hide in my room and cry without feeling anything ... i can't even feel somewhat excited or joyous about going on vacation ... all my fam there will see is fake smiles , forced laughter and giggles and nobody will see or hear the emotionless silent tears falling behind closed doors

[@wansabihahaujibintiwansana5055]

"that what they see as shy is in fact the feeling of lonely "😭

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

i am not shy or lonely , i am just a girl who is hiding behind a mask pretending to be ok , pretending to be happy and suffering in silence cause she feels so ugly and can't accept how she looks anymore .

[@evetrezou1186]

I told my boyfriend about my depression eating disorder and cutting..... Then I showed him this video.. He held my hand hugged me tight and told me that he is here for me and that everything will be okay... It was a beautiful moment..

[@jaynri]

dang you’re a lucky one 💖

[@annapfeifenberger5874]

I hope you‘ll be fine

[@lizwinther2355]

Keep him... xx

[@pureangelsweet]

you're so lucky. I have trust issues because of my ex. when i told my ex about these things he yelled at me, asking why the hell im telling him these things. then he would completely brush me off whenever I felt depressed or sad and upset, and change the topic to something sexual. he'd send me dismissing emojis or completely ignore me sometimes. when we broke up he went on saying that I didn't give a shit about him. I think it was the other way around. that relationship wasn't very cute.

[@jessjarne6197]

@@pureangelsweet I am sorry that this happend to you. And yeah it's sucks being yelled etc. You are beautiful and so is everyone.

[@jordontaylor7401]

But im a guy and i feel like this?

[@oof3694]

Same

[@becca2110]

A lot of people think that this is just a teenage girl thing but its not, depression or anxiety can hit anyone

[@wouxnd]

Jordon Taylor stay strong, it’s gonna get better.

[@Petya_Haralanova]

You are the boy behind the mask. Eighter get rid of the mask and be happy or just make sure the mask looks good

[@alaaahmed1784]

Stay strong

[@darkandlight3728]

When you act.... Nice,funny..... The girl Behind the mask always helps... When she needs helps nobody helps her.... I'm one of the girl behind the mask...

[@lizgruenloh8467]

Dark and light, I am too... I’m here for u! We all love u and appreciate u!

[@ko.1903]

guys can feel it too, - it’s okay to feel that way. it’s sad, but just because you are male doesn’t mean your feelings are any less valuable.

[@layla9104]

I know you have value your feelings have Value just because your a boy doesn’t mean your head has less value everyone’s hearts beat the same❤️

[@Ella-qj7jt]

Make a video like this, but with what society defines as "ugly" girls, and see how much support you get then.

[@feyzas6477]

Exactly! Ugh

[@mahashahid8744]

Honestly

[@Robert_E.O_Speedwagon_]

Yeah..

[@notsobright7257]

Star me :>

[@mk2838]

I hate it... I've always felt I was the only one and all of my friends could easily be themselves, and move on and get things done easily, and know what they want to do with their life. I was always happy until 8th grade. It's been so hard ever since 8th grade. It's like one second I'm fine and I love myself, them the next my mind doubts me.

[@Farah-ss4hj]

Its very normal to feel that way, but trust me ur beautiful just the way you are. Dont compare urself to other girls cuz u have something no one does, you're you. U got thissss. And if u ever need someone to talk to, Im here. And my insta is @heyitsarah (not accepting requests atm but feel free to dm me)

[@rowdyways4228]

Don’t ever let anyone make you feel less in anyway. You know how amazing you are to be able to tell people you don’t even know all of this?! You are strong you are beautiful don’t ever let anyone ever tell you or make you feel otherwise! It’s hard a lot of the times but it always gets better always just know that. Please don’t ever try to be someone else please don’t ever be unhappy with yourself. People you want to be like have the same issues sometimes have it worse but are better at hiding it. When it comes down to it if you had the chance to change places with these people you really wouldn’t do it. They have problems everyone does. Don’t ever compare yourself to anyone. Be happy with who you are and that will come with age, and that’s ok. Everyday think of something you like about yourself and then tell it to yourself. I can already tell you that you are strong and amazing. Please tell yourself. You are gorgeous. Please tell yourself

[@rowdyways4228]

Don’t let your mind go there. When you start to feel that insecure feeling don’t think about it. Don’t let your mind think that, don’t feed into it. Stop it and tell yourself all the wonderful things you are.

[@mk2838]

Thank you guys so much💖💖💖

[@rowdyways4228]

maemae bee I really hope you see how truly amazing you are! Please please never let anyone make you feel a different way. No one says life is easy but it is full of happy wonderful times and really hard times. You will get through this.

[@user-tp5sb7vv4b]

i'm the girl behind the mask.. help me please.. no one cares.

[@kittykat4551]

Lauren T I'm here for you stay strong 💛

[@notsobright7257]

Stay strong:) I understand u

[@lizgruenloh8467]

I care! I really do! I’m the girl behind the mask as well. We care for each other! I will always care about u!

[@kayliestrebel8762]

It sucks when your skinny friend calls themself fat🙄😭🥺

[@barbiesforgottensister2836]

i think im fat when im underweight its body dysmorphia and it sucks so be there for ur friends who obviously going through things

[@casfor1437]

I am ugly by my face, study, habit, skin, body, everything I am in hell💔

[@EricIbe]

What if I told you i'm a *guy* behind the mask :(

[@princesscorvus2636]

Then you need to tell yourself the same; just replace "girl" with "guy".

[@Robert_E.O_Speedwagon_]

You still have the same pain, youd just replace the words that say girl with guy in your head

[@milagrosmiracle80]

This fits me so damn well that it just breaks my heart 💔

[@j.6845]

some days, i think i look pretty. and i feel pretty too. but then it’s just one glance in the mirror or one picture that ruins it all and makes me want to lock myself in my room and never come out again.

[@mamas.boy_]

I hate that there’s this stereotype that girls are the ones suffering with issues like this. There’s no movies or shows that show males struggling with these feelings and it’s stupid.

[@danyaadlyna3800]

everyone in this video is so pretty 😍☺️ be positive girls❤️

[@Lucaf-vc9kc]

Sad reality ... 💧

[@hajarchahidi9920]

it's exactly describe what inside me really it made me cry ........

[@kittykat4551]

hajar chahidi I'm here for you stay strong 💛

[@kylenelalisa4273]

The mirror and camera is my number one enemy 😕. Everyday i always try to avoid looking into the mirror bc i know the fact that i’ll just feel ugly and judge myself again. I try to smile and be confident, but whenever i see other girls that looks pretty or have good body. I know that i shouldn’t feel ashamed of my own looks and body. I should be confident of who i am. But that’s the only difficult thing i always have to go through everyday. I can’t even make an eye contact to other people while walking. If you see me walking, you might just see me as a normal person walking, but deep inside me i start to overthink and judge myself. It hurts and i hate it. I always wear a mask. People see me as a happy person because i hide my sadness, anger and so on behind my mask, but once i take my mask off. You’ll start to see tears dripping down my eyes.

[@farifari670]

😂I am ugly everyone laughing on me in college no one love me 🤐lol

[@Maria-qy2sw]

I know how difficult it is because I'm not really pretty myself but since I've been wearing clothes that I like and taken care of myself I started to feel more confident and it works. Trust me. Confidence is the key.

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

easier said than done , i'll be confident the day others and society stops being an absolute piece of rubbish and judgemental hypocritical jerks

[@hankiedave]

I burst out into tears when he said "it's as if she's blind to how happy she makes everyone. Puts a smile on the face of a person feeling down"

[@margaritabelova5443]

Great speech! Thank you for the video)

[@jessi-bc8tl]

I know I'm ugly and fat but my friends are lying to me every time I say that. Stop lying sometimes lies can hurt more than the true

[@alrac0044]

I‘m screaming but nobody can hear me💔

[@anonymousss8114]

Alrac 004 stay strong, i love you.

[@Cerealbooger]

B..but ... all the women in this video are not ugly, at all. So, I can't relate 🌚

[@shaniacarterr2372]

WOW , THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND RELATABLE 💕❤️😪

[@hey-jf2di]

Thank u for all the nice comments :) I’m better now, thanks to most of u💓✌️ You all are amazing. Ily! Everyone who tells u That ur useless...THEY ARE WRONG! And please believe me :) YOU ARE AMAZING. YOU ARE LOVED💓😭

[@th1n]

Mia Plumley ☹️

[@hey-jf2di]

xxsad1572 How did u find me???😂

[@th1n]

Mia Plumley was just searching for edits like this and you came up in most when i went in comments

[@th1n]

Mia Plumley I dont hate you :)

[@hey-jf2di]

Life With Hannah I suffer from MAJOR anxiety 2 but I’m better thank u :)

[@TheRoamingSpirit]

I hated myself all my life, It all started when i was 16 yrs old, and now am 29..

[@AshleyFae]

I have binge eating disorder. My self esteem plummeted when my father told me I would look prettier if I had a different nose, a different chin, different cheeks and different eyes. I was a child. When my own grandmother told me I should lose weight, since I had extra skin on my chin. I was a child. When I was bullied for extra fat I didn’t have. I was a child.

[@رقصنيانادلعنيانا]

You so pretty omg💕😻

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

the mask i wear is 1 of happiness and positive emotions , but that's just a cover for the hard truth and emotional storm that's raging inside my brain and soul . i am not pessimistic i am a realist and can see things for what they are and to deal with it accordingly

[@elletheavocado8953]

I don’t feel ugly, I AM ugly. 😞

[@lizgruenloh8467]

I’m the girl behind the mask, because I don’t want anyone to feel my pain... so I try to make sure no one does... but, no one really returns the favor that often... at least I know that they won’t feel like this🤗

[@sleepforever9793]

I get that, take time for yourself and take breaks. Its important to love ourselves just as much as we love others

[@desireeharper8142]

This is so true but it's beautiful

[@jwong6403]

Everyone doesn't care whether if I'm alive or dead. They might even be happier to get this ugly burden away

[@taestea7137]

If it's really doesn't matter , why people care ?

[@Dirt_flavored_cakepop]

I understand I think or myself as what I am some people say I'm ugly or gross and some people lie and say I'm preety but I need ed this poem to listen to

[@Farah-ss4hj]

Some ppl r messed up, dont listen to them, Ik it feels like what they say is right because a lot of people might say negative stuff at the same time. But ur amazing, ur loved, and Im sure you're beautiful. Stay strong and dont let the ppl get to you

[@edxx8736]

Always when I feel sad and nobody understand me I watch videos like this these keeps me realised I’m not alone with that troughs and feeling

[@scarlettwillow9257]

I wish I can give everyone in this comment section lots of hugs

[@stefanieschachinger9735]

The audio to this videp is amazing. Good job.,

[@rian.8136]

Spencer 💝💝

[@Angel-fz1bw]

1:10 who is this??

[@Jessica-gh5vg]

Angel T adelaide kane from reign

[@kyleciawilliams5882]

Angel thebookreader that's my question thank you

[@opinionatedbrit5694]

She looks abit like Ivy from once upon a time lmao

[@mariananader8962]

Mary of scots from reign

[@keiraadamsxx4723]

Angel thebookreader it's on Netflix

[@roger8654]

People need to get out of their heads to feel beautiful. Ignore people

[@insertnamehere2065]

Today a girl I considered a friend told me “no boys like you they all hate you and never talk to you because they think you’re weird and you need to accept the fact your weird and no boys like you” I feel like no boy will ever like me💔

[@pear3716]

You don’t need a boy, fuck them. Your the only one that should want yourself and your opinion about yourself is the only thing that matters.

[@kat4070]

Relatble 🥺😖

[@yourelosers1051]

This is literally me bc now its 2020 and now I have to wear a mask to school and I feel ugly when I take it off.

[@deannacamila3895]

I know my thinking was wrong I should accept the real me not the the mask , I stopped wearing makeup for 4 weeks I feel much better but I will continue to accept me

[@anupnishanrao7767]

the best thing about the vedio is that its narrated by a boy!! and he is talking about girl pain

[@Robert_E.O_Speedwagon_]

Ya know friends tell me I'm pretty, or not fat. But everytime I look in the mirror I look like a pig. I'm over 200 pounds, I work out.. eat healthy.. nothings working. Everyone is lying about how I look. Everyone...

[@crumpy5432]

I mean....i could say im beautiful and pretty....i really could But do i really mean it and that's what hurts the most

[@larasilva9061]

I wanna die....

[@bricethegirl2485]

13 reasons why😖

[@shireenshaikh7545]

Im Beautiful..bt i feel ugly when my hubby started ignoring me, jst bcoz now we are married...he says b4 marriage its important to give time and take care of gf...bt now u r my wife i know now you'll never leave me n go so y do i give importance now😭

[@baddie455]

Feeling this way hits different when you’re actually not attractive

[@emie320]

Why am I so ugly

[@user-cj3tw8ti8l]

I make people smile... I make people laugh... I make people feel good about them selves... But at the end I am fake I am not the girl who people see everyday going around joking and being a fool... I am that girl behind a mask. I don’t talk about my problems cause there is nobody to help me even though I have really good friendships... I don’t even bring them up because I know amma get no comfort. My friend is always like “you make me laugh when I am having a bad day ur really funny too I say mhm... but at the same time I am also having a bad day but I don’t bother telling people about my problems🥀

[@yellowbeans9208]

I started crying

[@abigailhermosillo4703]

I'm ugly

[@Emma-pw2rg]

Im almost a teen but this is always how I feel and am. I hide behind a mask .-.

[@angeloquiohilag4496]

And yet the actors playing on the video are in fact not really ugly at all. What an irony.

[@letterbomb2477]

My favourite video from YT. It´s so beautiful, deep, and accurate. I love it.

[@kaybull1945]

I’m the ugliest girl on this planet

[@isma4507]

Hey are you fine?? do you want talk with me:)) ?

[@noorjasem7101]

I don't feel ugly because I'am ugly

[@juliah3151]

i hate that every girl in the video is really beautiful, then I feel more ugly

[@charlottelois3644]

Reality 😞❤️

[@jenayabourque2862]

ill just stop eating 😂maybe I’ll be prettier when I’m skinner I’m so high rn 😂😂

[@sofiak3185]

What episode is 1:50 from glee???

[@Toxic_lasso03]

I wish we never got to saw what we looked liked

[@Hi-cc9ue]

Why do I make myself do this?

[@QueenofmyworldSafa]

Mask is my protection

[@ailenaputri1557]

this makes my heart ache this made me realize i can love myself and be happy but im very very sure its not today or sooner

[@username_222]

I would love to say goodbye to myself....

[@boiledeggwater1292]

i’ve been told i was bEaUtIfuL my whole life and then the days someone didn’t tell me i was pretty i was automatically hideous so the other people telling you are pretty can be quite toxic in my opinion

[@k-poplover3555]

Yeah I'm also ugly

[@fezlexi]

First Scene Is From Pretty Little Liars Season 3, Episode 17

[@human_being123]

who cried btw anyone watching in 2019?

[@lpsjayvyn]

Id rather be pretty and think I'm ugly then be ugly and think I'm ugly :(

[@misschineko9655]

The fact that we all cried the hell out while watching this video...

[@nix-kq1vu]

I have no words. It's so beautiful.

[@frootlooop]

They should've got an actor that actually didn't look really pretty

[@veronicaa8196]

Where are the clips from from this edit?

[@JoyceSchaffer]

from pretty little liars, degrassi, glee, reign, vampire diaries, 13 reasons why, riverdale and the royals

[@hannahtarek7974]

I can feel the sadness and hurt in the guy's voice...

[@sarahdyer3073]

The girl behind the mask is beautiful too. Even though your hurting all those broken parts will come together and make something gorgeous! And one day the girl behind the mask will see the sunshine and smile 😊

[@cassandraafton1313]

Shits.

[@Rose-hh7mk]

The love of my life said he won't continue dating me until I recover from my depression...but he's the only reason I want to keep living

[@prettyokay0_0]

Everyone's talking about they don't have a boy but for boys get attracted to me just because of my body I tried to talk to my friends n they said 'you are beautiful n u have a great body so, why need to get insecure or depressed? It was the most heartbreaking thing I've ever listened in my life they all liked me just because of my physical appearance not for the person who I really am😔

[@sleepforever9793]

I'm so sorry, stay strong. There is something worth loving on the inside that someone will see one day

[@prettyokay0_0]

Noelle Baird yeah that's the only reason why I'm holding back everything😊

[@erinanne51]

Quarintine made me happy. I know it was the opposite for most people but my mental health improved i was happy and didnt compare myself. Im starting to see my friends again and its like all the pain i used to feel is flooding back and i just dont wanna feel like that every day again. Im the ugly friend, so that means even though im seeing my friends again its actually making me worse. The comparing and compulsory need to be perfect is back and im just not good enough.

[@fatimaraza106]

I feel Like this everyday I’m so fucking ugly

[@urmilatamang3862]

It's make me cry 😭😭😭 it's reality

[@herlinarisma1374]

I'm ugly, I'm poor,i'm stupid But i'm not fake🙏

[@stormchaser2175]

Does anyone know what the background song is called?