I Forgot Who I am Because of My Past

[@NameiSarah]

I got chills all over my body when she said she got sexually abused when she was a child

[@katelynlaird7922]

I got sexually assaulted I'm only 12 by my friends brother

[@NameiSarah]

@@katelynlaird7922 you did tell your parents right?

[@mariahmontour8552]

@@katelynlaird7922 I got sexually assaulted for 3 years when I was little

[@katelynlaird7922]

@@NameiSarah yes of course

[@katelynlaird7922]

@@mariahmontour8552 I'm so sorry

[@shafeens9317]

*This is a serious issue.. can people stop joking?* Even if you think it's not *"real"* ... Many children actually go through this trauma. (May God punish all those filthy men and women who steal a child's childhood)

[@Smugmation12]

My sister is a psychiatrist and these kind off people come to her all the time it really isnt a joke

[@Antimony145]

Lotus Sapphire neither do your brain cells shut up

[@mahek3017]

@Jade Warren Well, I know right?? It is because most of the viewers of this channel are some immature middle schoolers with fake accounts.

[@fishngoula]

Cristle Princess 1.dark humor IS A THING 2. some people do this to cope with sadness or abuse :/

[@racheldianeames3729]

SHAME ON ALL THE ADULTS WHO MISTREATED POOR INNOCENT CHILDREN

[@krpbr65000]

Sometimes I feel amaze how our body is more intelligence than our souls. Her own brains tried to protect herself and it created a defense. That's is incredible

[@serena841]

I agree

[@JiaPia3]

Isn’t it remarkable? I’m a psychotherapist and a psychologist, and I’ve never treated a person with DID. I would imagine it would be incredibly challenging. I too am so amazed how the brain tries to protect itself. The human brain is out of this world.

[@serena841]

Jia Drisdom I totally agree. I want to be à psychologist when I grow up and this logic never cease to amaze me.

[@Ciara991x]

I honestly don't understand why everyone thinks this video is a good place to joke around. This girl is talking about her deepest traumas and serious struggles, but somehow people find it funny?! Well, to the girl who submitted this video, thank you for being so brave and opening up about you're tragic past. It's not easy to do, but I'm sure you'll help many feel like they're not alone when it comes to the same psychologist disorders and abuse. Sending you best wishes and love ♥️ Edit one year later: So I came back to see my original comment one year later, and I can honestly say I see some problems with my original comment. I’ve learned that not everyone copes the same way as I do, and I have learned to appreciate the appeal of dark humor. I’ve realized that dark humor is a way for people to take back what was taken from them, and not letting horrible events rule their life. It makes you feel less like a victim and more like you have control over your own life. ❤️

[@BenTheGangster]

1. Dark humor is a thing. 2. Sometimes people joke around to get rid of sadness

[@بنتفاضيةماعندهاشيتسويه]

@@BenTheGangster yep

[@agnieszkahsz]

I'm gonna littary cry

[@freizadiza4253]

Just a joke

[@nikoladimitrov3130]

Also almost every video is with the same voice

[@sammaowo]

I swear ‘friends’ that turn their back to you in a hard time, ain’t friends! 👀 much love and gllll!❤️

[@katherineknapp6604]

I agree

[@ashantiwalker3775]

Me too. 😊

[@poopyhead1118]

*90% of the comment section:* talking about her complaining about getting an A- *10% of the comment section:* actually talking about her story

[@JordanWilliams-ix2td]

Exactly..it's so corny & stupid

[@poopyhead1118]

@@skdkkefdekkfke6107 oh yeah yeah

[@miramiers5713]

1precent (you) is ‘complaining’ about things

[@mccloud9915]

You mean 8% because 2% are like you

[@spoopskii4235]

welcome to youtube where no one gives a shit about comments and like commenting about the stupid stuff. now if you want serous shit go watch the news

[@zaynmalik9136]

You maybe damn hurt in the past. Send love from here.😭😍

[@chadchederson8240]

I’m sending hate because she’s a dumbass

[@RabbitRabbit-yh7ko]

ACommumistWild Racoon how

[@caspeepeepoopoo]

its fake anyways so dont worry! :D

[@charliehwe]

ACommumistWild Racoon shut up

[@daliar_344]

@@chadchederson8240 wait why??

[@Jediahbear]

I once had a friend developed this. I tried to be there for her as much as I could. I eventually had to end the friendship and almost all contact with her because two of her alters wanted to kill me and we were roommates. It hurt abandoning a friend since childhood. Maybe things will start to look up for her and we'll be able to rekindle our friendship. All I can do is hope for the best.

[@doeheart7118]

That’s so sad but I hope it will Make you feel better that not every person with DID has an alter who wants to Murder someone

[@paradise3992]

I hope you’ll be okay. It’s not her fault two of her alters wanted you dead. It’s okay that you left, because you were just making sure both of you were safe.

[@missl1775]

I hope your friendship can heal, and that if it's not possible, you are able to cope and move on. If you want to learn more about dissociated identity disorder, check out the KZbin channel DisociaDid (I really hope that's the correct spelling). It speaks for itself, and I think you might get some advice about what you need to think about before trying to rebuild that relationship

[@AnnaMichele]

Jeddy Bear I had a friend who had it (we’ve since fallen out of contact) and I only saw her alter once during exam time. We were out shopping and she just started to dissociate and once she did she had no clue who I was or any of our other friends that we were out with and it was so sad to see her so scared and helpless. We had to call her foster mom to come and collect her and she didn’t know who her foster mom was either and basically we had to get an office to come out to us just to make her feel safe.

[@Jediahbear]

I will always cherish the happy memories we have. I like to think that my friend would want me to get away so I didn't get hurt.

[@kasandraheric1162]

I feel so sorry for you... I hope you will find peace with yourself someday

[@joshuagarrard3859]

Kasandra Heric this world is full of disgusting shet no one deserves that

[@kasandraheric1162]

Joshua Garrard ikr

[@antonesbjornsson]

It’s fake

[@dekusyeezyoctobers38]

@@antonesbjornsson Stuff like this still happens to people in real life.

[@1mol831]

@@joshuagarrard3859 actually it is unknown if anyone deserved it, they might have been evil their previous life.

[@sunny-ck5qt]

damn... this is one of the saddest but at the same time most heart warming story ever.. well I guess it’s a bittersweet story DANG THESE LIKES I AM BLESSED

[@catsnekos5002]

Yeah, idk it just feel different from the other stories

[@sofiakriston4466]

Go see the one called: l sleep with different men every night it's almost as sad as this one.

[@sunny-ck5qt]

sofia kriston I already watched it, ITS SO SAD AHISGWUWUSISX

[@sofiakriston4466]

Ok then 😊

[@theadequatebee7422]

5% of comments: Are irrelevant 5% of other comments: Care 90% of comments are people having a joke Edit: Omg thx for 1k likes!

[@fish7860]

I would say 25% like begging/overused comments (surprisingly) 25% care 50% joke

[@Clownkhitty]

90% about her grades

[@C3REBR0]

Aaaaaand under your comment I see 5 jokes in a row, lmao

[@caramelfrapp5583]

@@C3REBR0 smh

[@raphpadaze8087]

you know all the videos are fake right

[@Ava2.000]

I am so sorry for you. you didn’t deserve to get abused or see what you saw😟 I am so glad your brother and father cared about you

[@raphpadaze8087]

lol

[@theunixorns7794]

Raph padaze HOW IS THAT FUNNY!? Phoenix McKenzie Is trying to be nice!!!!!!!!!!

[@shinko-chan162]

Oh wow! Another Gacha player! I love ur character! (Happy there is another Gacha Character besides myself watching) 😜

[@tiktokclout9012]

@@shinko-chan162 I also play Gacha 😂😂😂

[@minyolo]

@@raphpadaze8087 .... how is that funny

[@poweroffriendship2.0]

_I FORGOT WHO I AM BECAUSE OF MY PAST..._ *Amnesia:* The laws of time are MINE!!!

[@747Sean]

Mr. Friendship also Alzheimer’s

[@animelover3034]

OMG I'm watching Amnesia now 😮

[@El_Bowtie]

I see that profile picture so much

[@suzettebeltran7622]

1000th like your welcome

[@squishy_unicorn_5715]

I saw you in every comment

[@justmaniacal1650]

Oh my....this is horrorfying! What step father do such a thing?! And........ Its Saddening

[@plesaanastasia9020]

i'm crying. No other words than i am proud of her and her family. Send love. Thank you

[@Abthcrab]

Why? It’s not even sad 🤣

[@cicirosehannigan]

Not being yourself under any circumstances is tough, being told that you were abused and can't even remember is even tougher. I'm happy she's doing okay now

[@tansarbol]

My grades started to drop Shows A-

[@kthen4217]

😂😂

[@hebad1412]

It showed A- with an X on it

[@agentpiggles6685]

BABY TIZZLE um how is that bad

[@landon613]

Must be Asian parents

[@kthen4217]

@@landon613 or black

[@sophiewang8157]

I’m so sorry that happened to you, no one should be treated like that ever. I’m glad you have a family that loves and supports you (and every alter of you) and that you are now genuinely happier. I wish you the best of luck for the rest of your life!

[@donlert]

I finally cried when she said how people talked about her disorder on the media 😭

[@erinshadel5828]

people still amaze me at how disgusting and cruel they can be. she was a little girl, sent to a hospital to get better and had to endure the SAME TRAUMA she was trying to recover from. my jaw dropped at that. it's awful what she had to go through but it's such an inspiration of how many things humans can go through and still come out as a survivor and manage to remain happy after all the emotional trauma. Props to her dad and brother for researching her disorder and trying to help her with it. It's stories like these where i wish i knew the people so i could give them a big hug (if they wanted to).

[@0161-m6u]

Hope you get better ❤❤ Edit: sorry to the people that took offence to the comment ❤ ( even tho I don't know what you took offence to 🙃)

[@fish7860]

I guess so.

[@skdkkefdekkfke6107]

Listen peasant, this story is fake

[@fish7860]

@@skdkkefdekkfke6107 Why'd you watch it then?

[@isaiahb2422]

Bento box period and ether way I would have fought the step dad and the mom at the same time when I Figured out I was abused.

[@0161-m6u]

@@skdkkefdekkfke6107 how would you know?

[@armansinghbhati8446]

*Gets an A-*My marks started to drop.... Must be Asian parents

[@kimberlyhernandez4395]

True bro 😂😂😂

[@yayalisa4049]

Im asian my grades are 80 idk thats probbaly a B and my mom is fine not happy well i guess your right

[@molk4714]

That’s kind of racist :/

[@TheVenice]

@@molk4714Keep calm and, *Shut up*

[@foreignluu2264]

Nahh not all Asians parents are like that ☠️

[@synschoolinyounoobsakathemaske]

I'm so sorry dear, nobody should go through that. I hope you recover from this pain, I'll keep you in my prayers

[@antonellad.513]

Omg Im so sorry, when I found out u had been abused when u were 3 made me tear up and I’m soo sorry for this, just know u are normal and people around you love you💜

[@a.cnugget0323]

Same here

[@mayabrown-nt1mi]

this is heartbreaking. i understand why you felt so sad. it’s a good thing your dad & brother support you. ❤️

[@ccthesylveon]

this entire comments section is horrifyingly bad, does a single person actually care about this girl?

[@user-nf7rd7tw5f]

CCtheBunny [CCtheSylveon] lol no we only care ‘bout the A-

[@scarlettmclaren9011]

Ikr it's so sad

[@rwhoosh1122]

CCtheBunny [CCtheSylveon] Ikr

[@LambTAFFF]

We care, we just joke about it, deal with it

[@khostqqq]

QwekkY Exactly

[@peppermint7997]

her grades dropping to A-?! psh.

[@whereismymind88]

tbh i only accept an a+. im a nerd so yh all my marks are either A+ or A

[@skdkkefdekkfke6107]

It's fake

[@TheMainPoint]

Most of these stories feel fake, I’ll be surprised if some of them are real.

[@Nina-hj8vk]

All these stories are fake which is sad bc they are pretty interesting 😂

[@evyybr1752]

These stories aren't fake! Even if some of them are, they carry good message! I extremely doubt that any of them are fake.

[@szkylak]

I sumbited my story,l hope it will be animated

[@nou1545]

What is the story About?

[@fish7860]

Good luck!

[@mysticfawn6812]

When you sent it did it say it was sent or did it go in circles? I sent mine several times but it didnt say it sent or anything

[@alchemy-the-animated-series]

Ollie I sent mine a long time ago. And it was never animated. Don’t get your hopes up these guys make fake stories

[@mysticfawn6812]

@@alchemy-the-animated-series i sent mine several times but when i press send it doesnt tell me if it sends. It just has the loading circle icon. I waited along time and it stayed the same. Wtf? So it never sent or what. I sent the same story 6 times... Wouldnt the person who send the story comment bellow?i mean i would. The stories are fake

[@nafgamergirl540]

I also have dissociative identity disorder and I appreciate that this channel was willing to tell her story and no we are not crazy or dangerous our minds just work differently to protect us

[@kayvcx-ib2pe]

I am so....so sorry. Trust me, there are many people who love and care about you!

[@Wigconic.]

Teacher : wheres ur homework? Me : i forgot my homework because of my past

[@zaynmalik9136]

Teach said: I forget to give you marks to pass the exam. Because of my past.

[@crazydobblex6552]

Food

[@skdkkefdekkfke6107]

I hate Shane Dawson

[@maryamabdi7241]

آخه این درسته همچین موضوعی رو مسخره می کنی جناب ؟! :/

[@marioriedow3234]

U all love to act like kids and take people bad treatment for fun, right? make sure it don't happen to u.

[@702vc]

"My grade suddenly drop" GIRL YOU GOT AN A- Edit: Omg I can't believe I got this much likes thank you so much😍😍😍😍😍😍😍❤❤❤❤ Edit: I honestly don't understand why people is mad at me for this comment :/

[@taetae5893]

i got a U (fr)

[@thechaosreturns8311]

I got a E E

[@fixtureofthesun]

Neon_Yin코니 코니 shut up. We saw it ourselves, dumbass, gacha.

[@WesterbergPaul]

Ikr

[@toe179]

If I get a A-, my parents beat my ass till I don’t have one I’m asain :)

[@Wifflewafflez]

Person: exists Amnesia: *I'm about to end this man's who-* *gets tap on shoulder* Amnesia: eh? Alzheimer's: ahem... Amnesia: oh, sorry. Both: *WE'RE ABOUT TO END THIS MAN'S WHOLE CAREER!!!!! >:D* Mpd: hello???? Both: wut? Oh sorry. Mpd, amnesia, and Alzheimer's: *WE'RE ALL ABOUT TO END THIS MAN'S WHOLE CAREER!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:DDDDDD* Satan: *eats popcorn*

[@ilikewomen2502]

*wheeze*

[@kthen4217]

Da fuq crack is you on ??

[@kimtov4820]

🍵 teeeeeeeeea 🍵 (stupid channel) I’m eating popcorn 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@Wifflewafflez]

@@kthen4217 *AIDS skeet skeet*

[@Zedzilla2968]

Anxiety: *HEYYYY WHAT DID I MISS?*

[@WintersGold94]

Omg omg omg girl 🤧😢😖🙏🏽❤️ May you get through it. My goodness darling your childhood with your mother was horrid. I'm glad you are still here. I'm so happy you have your brother and Dad in your corner. ❤️❤️ I wish you peace and blessings.

[@sianrodd5843]

I wish I had seen this month's ago because I did a whole research project on dissociative identity disorder and how its betrayed in the media. This is soooooo good. Thanks for sharing this

[@havingagoodtime2859]

i can relate tot his- as i am typing this i am very nervous bc i know that i could very well recieve a lot of hate- but whatever. as a child i was bullied, almost killed by my classmates tree times, and my parents we're always in a fight bc they couldn't divorce, and because of the tension they would lash out at me for being frustrated. around 12-13 we moved to another coutry where my parents could divorce and sort things out with me and my two younger brothers, but before that mom and dad we're in heated arguments, this one time i didn't want to do my homework i was slapped in the face repeatedly until i burst out in tears.. and COULDN'T make my homework anymore because it was soaked in tears and wrinkled. time passed and now i am 15, and i am slowly but surely forgetting everything about my childhood, i found out about my alters at 13, i was so confused but happy at the same time, i asked them how long and most of them reply with "ever since you were a child" but why was i happy? bc i didn't have to suffer alone, and that i wouldn't be alone ever again. i explained the D.I.D. i didn't know i had, aka, my current situation to my therapist. i explained it as "my emotions and beliefs being shattered beyond repair, including my identity and sense of self." as i am growing older i have now around 7 alters, i'm pretty sure there are more to come. my parent's till this day know nothing of this, and i plan to keep it this way. and kid's/teen's going through abuse/anything else, stay strong, if you can't love yourself for someone else, then don't, don't depend on loving others and having them love you back. loving yourself is the greatest treasure in the whole damn wide world. never forget that. (i'm oretty damn sure i swapped 4 times with alters while reading this- damn my sensetive emotional being :"D)

[@kesashirogane8820]

No, you're not getting any hate for this, why would you get any hate? It's not even your fault and it's beyond your control. I have the same problem and the case that you switched 4 times while writing a story is one of the most relatable things I could have. You're not alone, so keep fighting because the same kind of people like you outside are also fighting the way you do. I hope you gets better, Sending support💓

[@jaicbacote3494]

At first I thought it was a memory loss story...nope. Some ppl should never be allowed to have kids or be near them. At 3 yrs old...really? What sick perverted evil spawn of hatred type of “person” would do that to a 3yr old?! 🤬 And the mom didn’t even protect her child from that devil she married 🤬

[@sweetpeaon3]

Every time I watch these videos, I want to speak to the person and give them a big 'ol hug. So many brave individuals have shared their stories, and I want to meet as many of them as I can someday 😊

[@thesisterblisters3540]

*sending love and support to all who need it!! If thats you ... heres my love ♥️ now share your love to those who also need it! BE A HERO!!!!!!!!

[@mariacardenas35]

To all the people that are going through this I want you to know that it will get better

[@serena841]

Sorry to be so pessimist but it can be better and it can be worse, you never know Sorry, I know you were being nice and supportive but I'm just telling the truth

[@snickers4195]

@@serena841 it always gets better even after it gets worse :) my parents are getting divorced my grandmothers dying I have depression anxiety and o.d.d.( obstinance defiance disorder ) and im moving from California to Colorado losing all my friends and having to find a new school and home plus my mother wants another husband my real dads and alcoholic and I hate him... but im happy! all of these things are happening right now but im happy... why? because out of all of these things happening there's something good too! I have a wonderful pet hamster and im getting a kitten. why's that make everything better? im and animal lover and these are the two things keeping me happy I didn't have pets a few months ago and that's when my life was crazy and sad but things got better !

[@serena841]

Raven It's amazing if you're being positive about things ^^ I wish I was that positive

[@snickers4195]

@@serena841 sometimes im not positive.... so I just hold my little hamster then im happy again! do little things that please you like helping someone or playing with your pet if you have one it'll help with being positive and happier

[@serena841]

@@snickers4195 Thank you for the advice, actually, I'm helping a lot people in need and that makes me really happy or spending time listening to music or playing with my cat helps me feeling happy ^^ I'm glad that you've found a thing that makes you happy (technically it's an hamster so it's an animal not a "thing" but you get my point ^^")

[@alchemy-the-animated-series]

I understand you. I’ve never had a friend in my life.

[@pippy1994]

I can very much relate to this experience, I went through extreme trauma when I was a child which resulted in memory loss, some done under hypnosis, the rest was naturally repressed because I couldn't cope with it. Unlike her, my memories naturally resurfaced while I was watching a video from my childhood, it triggered all of my memories to return... basically I had been living a lie for half my life.

[@sleepdeprivation8112]

Hope you're okay

[@katieanderews6275]

I KNEW IT!!! As soon as she mentioned the signs I WAS LIKE you have DID. I wonder what your inner world looks like and how many alters you have (I don't have the disorder but I researched it)

[@katieanderews6275]

Dream Dollies :D I like to research disorders in my free time witch I have alot of since I'm 10

[@domaniqueprather4182]

Courtney TD Yes. I love watching videos about DID, and people revealing their alters. I even explained DID to my mom.

[@stephenpeel6469]

I'm so sorry to hear about what happened to you from growing up I cant imagine how you feel and go through

[@mousi8008]

I'll be praying for you and anyone going through similar experiences. Nobody EVER deserves to have their memories, childhood, and everything else you lost robbed in that way. :(

[@sheerazmalik8247]

I love your videos, keep up the awesome work and your art style is on point 👌

[@clarazeller6198]

Really. Your so rude

[@sheerazmalik8247]

Clara Zeller I said their art style was good, and the fact that I love their videos. What’s rude about my opinion?

[@fifi_ophelia6222]

4:08 - 4:44 Me: Dies Inside. 4:21 Oh and that part especially made me tear up for this poor girl.

[@renoldlambert7483]

❤️

[@renoldlambert7483]

🥺😭😢🙌

[@sarahwilson3804]

A sad story I empathize with anyone who is going through such diagnosis.

[@anandibreen2819]

I'm so sorry, God bless you and heal you

[@ahonarahman1643]

I also have D.I.D. I forget everything,even what a person said just now. Everyone asks me why I lash out at people. But I don't remember anything.l have 4 personalities(Martin, Asuna,Nancy and Kiara)

[@sleepdeprivation8112]

Hope,your dealing well with that! Sending lots of love ❤️

[@firerosenight6937]

I can say " oh I know how it is " or " you poor thing~" but honestly, as long as you got someone, that's a great thing to have.

[@YennieFer]

I remember watching a Kdrama that shows what this personality disorder is like. It's called "Kill Me, Heal Me."

[@dfax_2108]

Yennie Fer yeah I know it

[@confidelover8266]

It’s a fact that people that were abused as a child that they forget a lot of what happened in their childhood

[@caesychali1980]

Bruh her brother and dad r lovely people, God bless them

[@natsukiplayz8390]

Gosh your past is the same as mine well almost Edit:I was abused at 4 so that's why its almost Edit: ty for the support I feel ok now atleast things are getting better now

[@gachaneko4054]

natsuki playz I'm so sorry to hear that. I wish you a better future and a better life. May luck be on your side. 🍀🙏

[@rupingu]

Aww a hug from here!

[@rainevalmonte2085]

Roses are red Violets are blue I have a like But why is it blue..?

[@ink2492]

@Raptor Squad savage

[@moosetrackart]

you can’t rhyme a word with itself. that breaks like,,, rhyming rules

[@rainevalmonte2085]

@@moosetrackart O.o ok? And how am I supposed to know that? XD English isn't my main language so sorry...?

[@moosetrackart]

ĞåməŕÅśhłýņ Ģâćhá I didn’t know it wasn’t your native language. I apologise.

[@serena841]

Roses are red Violets are blue Stop asking for likes Videos are here for you 😊 Not trying to be rude to any of you in this particular section of the comments section but I don't care if I'm rude to the like beggers

[@nataliaprzeszowska]

Can you guys stop commenting on the grade? This is a terrible story and something much more serious than a comment of worsening grades and showing an ironic A-

[@serena841]

Thank you, I was WAITING for this comment

[@madicakebake4228]

I agree

[@laurabradley7805]

Below C+ then worry

[@madicakebake4228]

@@laurabradley7805 really

[@laurabradley7805]

@@madicakebake4228 yeah

[@rapmonxtally1830]

I’m so glad that I’m not the only with PTSD. This story made me feel not alone.

[@saveturtles2832]

Let’s all pray 🙏🏻 for this girl. And ps it’s probably good that you don’t remember being a child because your childhood is terrible

[@raneemkabbani9695]

Me: when will Minute video upload there next video After five minutes I get a notification

[@AHMEDSPECIAL]

Environment Play an important role In building personality .

[@cheeze38]

GET THIS CHANNEL TO 1,000,000 MILLION

[@Toria._.]

We did!

[@raizaintilian]

This is what I call “survival mode” which is when a young child goes through so much pain that it will force the body to live without creating any memories, or create memories but store them somewhere so safe deep inside that will never be able to unlock them. The child will live on and will most likely never remember anything. Some do as flash backs, but when a kid remembers it is like being drowned in sadness, disgust, the will to not live anymore because of the pain. It is better to not remember, you will always know something happened and it has to be in the past. You have to take your younger self by the hand and tell them it’s okay, and once the younger you understands that you will be able to move on. Though it’s not an easy road, it’s going to filled with mountains. Though one day when you realize that you have a goal, and people to live for, you will always want to stay in the present and set goals for the future. And always make sure that you pick up the younger you. Don’t leave them behind, show them that there is so much joy in the world, and so many people to love.

[@markellakots4824]

Well if it could be possible I would like to forget about some moments of my life. Like bad decisions or arguments some of my fake friends and my anger. Also she might be the strongest person I have ever seen. I couldn't imagine my self in her place. Moreover this is one of the best stories I have ever heard. Respect to that girl.

[@lillyo108]

I am so sorry! My stomach was in knots for haft the video. Stay strong!!!

[@saltyreman07]

At some point of a normal day, I act like I just drank some beer...as in gotten drunk 😂😂

[@kylie2608]

Jesus CHRIST. I feel really bad, I think it's probably nice to forget abuse like that. But I totally understand wanting to remember it

[@harryvandevorst1812]

Thank you for your video, it touched me really deep. I have been diagnosed with several personal disorders, but that happened just a few years ago and I'm much, much older than you. So I'm very happy to see you had the opportunity to look for professional help, with or without the help from your parents, at the time you needed it. I'm so proud of you! To see you fought for your future and in the end you're so much better off now. Be happy with your friends, parents and do what you want. Remember it's your life!

[@sorchascolai8078]

I got amnesia when i was eight so i dont remember anything of my childhood its kind of sad when ppl ask me 😔 but im g now😂

[@helenkellersfatpussy2737]

I forgot how my voice sounds and I freaked out for 15 minutes straight

[@moosetrackart]

To the people talking about her grades: She said her grades 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗮𝗻 to drop, meaning that was drop one of many, meaning she potentially could have ended up with an F. Consider it. To the people sharing their experiences in this comments section: You’re brave for sharing such difficult things. I personally suffer from multiple mental illnesses, including bipolar 2, ptsd, anxiety disorder, and probably some sort of identity disorder ‘cause IDK who and what I am anymore. To the girl who posted this: You are brave for sharing this with the world. I hope your life continues to improve.

[@fatuusdottore]

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[@Catathyst]

I haven’t even watched the video yet and I already relate sooooo much

[@katburns3051]

@Shakz bruh lol

[@baneenalsalehi4468]

I started crying it’s so sad to hear that I’m sorry 😞 😭

[@thekatiekatejun9557]

Your brother and father are incredible, good people. I am so happy for you.

[@havenmayfield3927]

And dang that poor girl had a miscarriage at the age of 11!!! R.I.P. Little girl or boy!😭 Edit: thx for the likes it’s the most I’ve ever had

[@SparklerBlack]

yeah.rip the bunch of cells that arent capable to yet think. really thats your comment after this story? wtf is wrong with you and all the ppl who liked it

[@strangeunusualink5552]

More like RIP her childhood....

[@JimVonSchmittou]

SparklerBlack they aren’t a bunch of cells please learn biology

[@JimVonSchmittou]

SparklerBlack Yeah*

[@genaives3140]

@Istabraq Sheikh y e s .

[@isabellagrobler1070]

You have such a beautiful voice ❤️ Your story is very sad but also inspiring to see how well you coped with everything in the end 😊❤️🌹

[@laurieee1705]

That's not her real voice

[@unschuldshascherl]

🙄 People write their stories to this channel and if accepted they will be read to us by a reader of the channel (actually I only know this one but I guess she is not the only one because there should at least a male for stories of males). Did you really believe they would let speak the authors themselves? Can you even imagine what an effort this would be? Beside the fact that it would cost many subscribers because talking and pronouncing skills are very important - that's why she is so good. Probably she is trained in some way.

[@lucindacambuta4545]

Wow she's pretty👍and shown's like a nice girl

[@margoleeman7167]

I am so sorry for all of the suffering you had to go through & if I could possibly I would give you a lot of hugs

[@kizu7700]

I have a similar situation but I still remember my pasts. My mom and her relatives almost killed each other and two of my relatives committed suicide. And whenever I cry, I would shiver a lot for no reason. I’m glad I still live to fulfill my goals, which is helping other people who used to be in situations similar to mine

[@daddadia5015]

*I forget myself each time I am in a sleep and dreaming because I usually think I am in "BIG DADDY 2.0 EDITION."*

[@daddadia5015]

Ima small KZbinr btw

[@myeheheh6887]

I saw you in the comments from another video!

[@myeheheh6887]

Make another video please

[@watermarqkiki6972]

Minute Videos is WAY better than Actually happened. Who agrees?

[@uwuvibezz8166]

Watermarqkiki everyone

[@textingstories1585]

3%joking about the video 2% being serious about the video 94% Commenting about the grade 1% making a random commemt

[@tenishab3762]

Finally something not like 99% joking about the grade

[@MODNAR67]

I wish I could take all the pain in the world and just feel it for myself, and no one would ever have to suffer

[@rainbowsystem2731]

Hi! My name is Az and I am the current host in our Dissociative Identity Disorder system. There is over 800 of us here. What you and your alters went through struck very close to home. That's why I thought I'd leave this comment and let you know that we are now running a Twitter account with advice and help for fellow D.I.D. systems. We also have a social group chat for D.I.D. and O.S.D.D-1 systems and a KZbin channel. If you would like to join the group chat and meet fellow alters please let us know. We are striving to help as many people as we can. Stay safe guys! Sending lots of love for you and everyone in your system! ~Az

[@CatCatCaat]

Ouch it’s okay love You will be fine now

[@agent8talks491]

00:17 all that matters is that you look cute in that bear suit!

[@sslumpt]

-i feel so bad for her- -can you guys stop making jokes- -about this-

[@rosabscura]

Sometimes it really bothers me I’ll never remember my entire childhood but watching this really makes believe the brain knows best. Knows exactly what to keep from it’s possessor in order to keep them and itself safe.

[@someoneonaplanet]

I am in love with this channel its just so relaxing and calm to listen to youre just so in the story🥰❤️

[@1mol831]

Hi granny, it's very important to drink water and BE water

[@ILoveYou-bv7mf]

Wow, that's...wow...i hope she'll get better 😭

[@angelap9996]

People talking about A - People joking about things People being supportive and loving Rarely people doing this I dunno what I’m doing

[@dagger2952]

The thumbnail looks like me when someone takes my food without asking. Sorry to change the mood.

[@normalfish5184]

my uncle has the same thing. he dragged my sister up the stairs by her hair, and he doesnt remember it, nor the other harmful things he does to his family.

[@madelinetai2286]

I’m so sorry for what happened to you when you were young. You are a very brave person to share this and I think that you are amazing to live with your disorder. I wouldn’t have been able to what you did! Your special.

[@silxnt_l0v3]

Love ur videos I can't stop watching them 😀

[@teodoravujic4265]

Don’t focus on the past, live in the present. Focus on the now, don’t stress yourself of what happened before.

[@teodoravujic4265]

Suniti Jangra I’m sorry but my “situations” as you call are NOT easy. I am actually going through quite a few things right now. My great grandfather died and so did two of my pets. it’s Not easy to let go but I still try my best. And thinking about those things that happened in the past only makes me feel worse. So please don’t say those things until you know what the person has gone through in their life.

[@gabbysanbders2304]

Your the best KZbin channel EVER you help me so much with my life

[@Atea1793]

I'm so sorry this happened to you! My prayers are with you and I hope your life continues to improve! Never give up hope, especially when you have your family and friends to support you! P.S. To everyone who is joking around and making stupid comments about her grade and other crud, GO DO IT SOMEWHERE ELSE! She's pouring her heart and soul about her trauma and you guys think it's okay to just joke around about it?! What is wrong with you people?!

[@Jessica-mf4oq]

To help your memory write in a journey about your day. Then look back in it to remember