I Grew Up in a Christian Home, But Got Involved with Prostitutes at 18 (Testimony)

[@delafetestimonies]

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[@BearingMySeoul]

Man, sex is not a game! When you get linked to someone who's involved with perversion, all those spirits will come after you as well. Thank God that Jesus has given us freedom from sin! 💕

[@evaschroeder5869]

So incredibly true I've seen people get delivered from demons they got from porn.

[@porschenator]

My sister in Christ, no lies, i have come across people filled with these foreign spirits in dating, after spending time with them - i was so overwhelmed, i was so condemned, i was crying praying to God asking for forgiveness with ever coming across this person, due to my involvement. 1 was into Egyptology and had a ton of foreign gods in his place. 2nd one was gender fluid and has anxiety and depression with identity issues. all of these were so overwhelming on my spirit. Both wanted 1 thing and I simply said NOPE. Matthew 12 of 7 demons coming back in with stronger ones got played in my mind and all. 😩

[@Veltior]

I can testify to that, don't do it

[@evaschroeder5869]

@@porschenator whoa I too was involved with someone who gender identity issues.

[@porschenator]

@@evaschroeder5869 it weighed heavy on my heart, i pray for him even though he stopped talking to him because i became vulnerable with him about how God healed me. his in dare need of God's touch and love.

[@aaroncphelps]

Great testimony. I had similar experience. Got into transsexual prostitutes. And str with homosexuality and transsexual attraction and lust in general and pornography for many years! Definitely started getting major freedom this year! Praise Jesus. He is the GOOD SHEPHERD. I can relate to a sense of profound shame. Profound!

[@appleopps4540]

@Aaron Phelps There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus! You don’t need to feel shame because God will wash it all clean. You are a new creation!

[@evaschroeder5869]

Coming out of porn sex addiction I completely relate to this man praise God for his goodness and mercy

[@ElegantStyleAndVlogs]

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[@SunnysBibleASMR]

God loves you & you have purpose 🥰& God has plans for you to succeed🙏never let anyone take joy & God doesn’t want you to hurt or feel shame- just ask God who you are- & that’s ur true identity

[@shannonlawsonnashville]

And isn’t that strange… That through the portal of pornography, it eventually twists you into believing that a person with duality, half girl half boy is something that’s attractive or sexually desirable? The devil loves to distort and pervert. Praise God you conquered it with his divine help

[@elyvelazquez4923]

I felt this testimony on a molecular level. I have been in church all my life and I have always had problems with sexual sin and now for a couple months now I have been falling from prostitutes. Tonight I was with a prostitute and after the Lord spoke to me about her I definitely didnt want to say anything because of how guilty and horrible i felt.. But even in our mess I spoke to her and she began to break down and wail for forgiveness and we both asked the lord for forgiveness and mercy. I'm a mess and a sinner you guys and I take God's mercy for granted. I want to change.

[@PinkSalsa]

Glory be to God ❤✝️🫶

[@mihlali8416]

❤❤❤

[@EphemeralProductions]

That is so sweet and lovely. Bless you and her both! ❤. Hugs. I'll pray for you

[@ioncewaslost1762]

If you need someone to support you spiritually one sinner to another and walk a road with Jesus together lmk reply back .. lets give him the glory so he change our stories

[@aracelimedina9087]

The truth will set you free, Jesus Christ is the way the truth and the life! Read his word the holy Bible! Jesus set me free he saves me!

[@seanee573]

Hello everyone. My name is Sean. These past couple years I have really struggled with my walk . I am desperate to become close with Jesus again I just feel no matter what I do I can’t get that relationship back that I used to have. If you read this a prayer for me would be truly appreciated :) god bless y’all

[@anelboshoff7063]

This might be of little help but remember that Jesus is always waiting for you and you are so loved

[@gregsmith8843]

Jesus didn’t go anywhere. Remember his arms are open wide. Stay reading your Bible, keep a good prayer life every day and stay watching and listening to Christian content. You can’t be more saved if you are born again. Ask God to give you a heart for jesus

[@danieltapia8282]

Fast & pray yourself

[@Rob76kim]

That a trick of the enemy. You definitely can have that relationship back and have it stronger than before. Fast and Pray!

[@SHADES12318]

Once you have that relationship back; practice his divine principles that are found in the scriptures..this will solidify your bond with God

[@renabeliever3628]

That’s a brave testimony. That’s not easy.

[@michellerosiles8509]

His own family preyed upon him. Horrible

[@Broski1243]

@@michellerosiles8509 what is family if it’s not love. Better to have a friend then a loveless family.

[@michellerosiles8509]

We inherit so many spiritual curses and bondages because of generational sin. No family is perfect. Once they are renounced and Jesus sets us free we don't have to be apart of the toxicity any longer. I just set very firm boundaries around me and my spiritual family is who I have. Jesus said if you love your mother. father, brother or sister more than me, you are not worthy to serve me. Sexual sin is a sin against yourself and corrupts your mind, body, spirit, emotions. Only Jesus breaks us free from any sinful lifestyle we fall into or inherit. I don't think the "Plandemic" is COVID at all I have always thought it was all the sexual and spiritual abuse sick people perpetrating on infants, children, and innocent victims. Human trafficking is at its highest and the main culprit is the United States. I believe that's the "Pandemic- Plandemic". That's the way of the world.

[@morganthyde]

Amen

[@corderocurrency3573]

Yes it is. I’ve dealt with the same and those urges or demons still creep. Although I had confidence and didn’t have low self esteem it’s the act and sensation it gives to know you can have that release at any time desired with some money. I believe sex transmits spirits or something and becomes hard to control. Just have to acknowledge it’s going to be hard going through with drawls and find hobbies or activities and instead of looking for the feeling of sex rather start relationships with the opposite sex to understand and feel that companionship. Can write a book about it but yes brave man for sharing a story which so many feel ashamed of.

[@madisonalana3797]

This video inspired me so much. It’s so similar to what I’m going through. I’m former LGBT and it is for sure a daily choice to follow Jesus and obey him. Having accountability is so valuable and helpful. Jesus gives us people for that reason. We’re all a part of the church, his beloved, for one reason. We’re here to seek Jesus. Wonderful testimony brother

[@sweatt4237]

God be with you.

[@noname-zk1gc]

Amen! This is so correct! Praying for peace throughout your journey and life, in Jesus name :)

[@angelortega778]

I struggle(d) with same sex attraction as well and I'm coming to believe it's indeed a daily choice. May God have mercy on us and help us.

[@worshipprayer8165]

To whomever reading this you've cried your last cry about that situation. Get ready to live a happiness healthier abundantly blessed & prosperous life.I speak peace over you. GOD has covered up & protected.😇🙌🏽🕊

[@mandyedwards6729]

Worship and Prayer I read your message when I felt overwhelmed and scared... Godbless you...

[@followerofchrist3665]

Amen!

[@ArtQueen173]

Thank you! Amen! 💞🙏💞

[@yallcrazy302]

Thank you for your prayer ❤️ Praying the same for you

[@EphemeralProductions]

Id love to believe that! I really would!!

[@David-js6sl]

i remember a pastor mentioning how Satan really tries to attacks the worship teams of churches, worship teams need more spiritual protection😕

[@dcstuwilson]

Thanks mate. I really needed to hear this right now. Im in the same situation. God lead me to this for testimony for sure..Accoutibility is the answer . God bless this guy!

[@gabrielclymer5340]

Really it's not though, "those who walk by the Spirit will not gratify the desires of the flesh". Going beyond accountable to righteous and Spirit filled is the end of all sin. I was so helped out of shame by accountability in my life but true freedom from sin only came when I spent my life in righteousness and full of the Holy Spirit! Romans 6 :)

[@jyj2072]

So glad you chose to speak on it and not keep it in. We give the enemy so much foothold and advantage over us when we keep that shame and guilt inside

[@ejc1692]

He seems truly repentant. I am relieved that he mentioned accountability, because his wife is not responsible for his healing and women are not to be used as fillers. I hope the best for them.

[@SHADES12318]

Fillers…I like that! That makes sense in many cases..

[@Woody403]

Brother, I feel you. I’ve been raised in a Christian home. Then I joined the military. Go out on deployment and let go of everything. I was surrounded by so many people that told me to just let go, and live. So I did. I got with a few prostitutes. Two to be exact and I knew it was wrong and still did it. I completely lost my way. Terrified to tell my family. Terrified to go to church. I know Jesus will forgive me but it’s still awful that I even thought about sexual feelings like that. Then, one day I heard a song. “The Almighty God” and completely broke down. Started to study the Bible little by little each day. I don’t think I deserve to ask, but pray for me. Please. I think I’m going in the right direction now but the temptation of lust is still there. I would appreciate some prayer from anyone. God bless you and your family! ❤

[@lynda2450]

I’ve been realizing how important it is to have a community of believers to be able to come to not only to worship Jesus and study Gods word, but also to receive help with the temptations and trials of life. Thank God for other believers as there is an array of gifts people are given in the Christian life. I also find it very admirable that this man did not disappear from his community and was actually used during his process to help others. Just goes to show how amazing God is and how He can use anything for His benefit.

[@respectfulwhatsup8117]

God is amazing awesome powerful i love my beautiful God almighty so stay focused stay encouraged and be blessed in Jesus's name amen

[@ShuggaMug]

I'm amazed how powerful these testimonies are. This life story gives so much insight into the psychological and spiritual battle that sin brings into our life. Shame is such a potent enemy. My story is different than this young man but I related to him so much and learned a lot from him. I'm thankful for this amazing ministry and I'm grateful for all the participants who bravely and freely share their personal testimonies. 💞

[@bacaworld7095]

Truth shall set us free… ‼️‼️ God please give me the courage to confess and break the chains of bondage! All things in darkness will be taken into the light! Thank You Jesus for your truth and faithfulness.

[@delafetestimonies]

Amen!!

[@mamommymama3x]

Confession can start as simple with opening your mouth in a quiet place like closet. God didn't say you had to broadcast it to the world. But confess all of your sins the most ugliest, nastiest, vile, dirty things you have been hiding. And then turn away from them hating it so much you never want to do it again. EVERYTIME I think about the past (because the enemy will then try to taunt you) I immediately yell I'm Free from shame and guilt. He wants relationship not religion also

[@imeldanadia5379]

One thing I noticed with the pattern of sin is that the devil will use shame and guilt to keep you in bondage. As Christians we need to show so much love to others that they will never fear to be judged by us. We are all struggling with different types of sins and none is worse than the other. The more we love others the more we help them in their quest for freedom from sin and the more we help ourselves in our own quest for freedom. I thank God for all these testimonies. May His Name be praised!

[@rogeliogomez321]

Amen amen 🙏

[@luis4449]

bro i was in a cycle of lust in my head and legit had one moment of serious contemplation of suicide. we’re not all built the same. this stuff is so dangerous. i was depressed for nearly 5 years but failing God like this was is actually the worst feeling possible. and it lasted like 3 months. no swearing i know but i want to scream it in everyones souls STAY AWAY FROM IT

[@evaschroeder5869]

I am a female who suffered from this in silence. So much stigma and shame surrounded among women who have dealt with this. I too contemplated suicide. It also led me to resent men as in my household I heard offensive sexist language. Hearing that you were a man who struggled and felt unhappy didn't like this is very comforting. Mary Magdalene was a prostitute who became a descipel of Christ she too suffered from sexism. I never want to be a stumbling to men who are serious about God. I believe that the devil tries to mess with relationships between men and women and sexuality. He hates Love marriage and families. What is good of God and sacred. Ephesians for we wrestle not against flesh and blood but cosmic forces of darkness in the heavenly love.

[@PinkSalsa]

@Before The Edge I pray for you I dont know your name , but God Knows You and Wants you to ask him for help in Jesus name ! Jesus loves you ❤ I pray for you 🙏✝️

[@tellmetubby9910]

@Before The Edge you should really watch Katie Souza and Robert Henderson’s courtrooms of heaven

[@SonDeku-y5x]

@beforetheedge1Same here bro i did it three times……….never again. How r u now

[@tonymoses5862]

“I have a choice to make.” That was so impactful. This is what I’m reminding myself when fighting my daily sin struggles. Thank you for sharing your testimony. This has helped exponentially!

[@zenaidazarate7203]

Its almost good to share with someone what you're going through because they may be praying with you with a team because prayer is powerful.

[@Fatima-fe9wn]

I'm feelin that prayer doesn't work in my situation because I'm continuin to pray n I feel like the reason God hasn't answered my prayer is because it's not in his will sometimes I feel like givin up

[@mightymouse1005]

​@@Fatima-fe9wnkeep praying for release from this addiction. Don't give up

[@CarlosGonzalez-mr5qz]

What those family members did to you was down right evil. Thank God you have been delivered now. God bless you and keep you.

[@appleopps4540]

What a precious sweet soul this man has and what a powerful testimony!!! My heart broke as I heard what his own family did to him but God is real and He is good and Holy and can make all things and people new!

[@sharonsOff]

Agree

[@Gorgeous493]

"He is fighting for you. It's just looked different than what I thought" . Powerful.

[@yallcrazy302]

You gotta have a good church community and leadership to do this. If I had a problem and told my pastor he’d probably leak to someone and the whole church would find out. Glad he had a good pastor to tell.

[@tellmetubby9910]

I hope you’ve found a new church

[@darriusking2438]

More men struggle with this than what a lot of people will ever know. Just think of this... there are GREAT renowned men in the scriptures that even fell to the vices of lust/prostitutes. King David went so far as to have a man set up and killed for the sake of lust. Proud of him for coming forward with this...

[@SonDeku-y5x]

Thank you for this. I fell into this sin after dealing with a 20 year porn addiction…eventually I wanted to experience it (I wasn’t a virgin but my first experience was disappointing) I wanted to experience love and thought I could buy the experience. I’m ridden with guilt and can’t find any Pastor talking about this…I’m shocked

[@craigmcewen4899]

A powerful testimony!!! I have struggled with prongraphey and maturation. I am free from prongraphey for four years. When the son sets you free. You are free indeed!!! Above,all guard your heart because it influences everything else in your life the Bible tells us this.

[@nosoulsleftbehindministrie7404]

Jesus is king ✝️❤️‍🔥👑

[@kevinclint7588]

JESUS CHRIST IS THE ONLY DOOR TO OUR HEAVENLY FATHER,…………AMEN

[@mariepeartree5018]

That is a true honest and brave testimony. What stands out in this for me the most is how he continues to hold to Jesus as his protector against evil and also that he thought of his wife and child and how the consequences of continued sinning in such a way would harm them, harm his family. A man is called by God to protect his family. I wish my husband would have chosen God and us over his lust. He continues to cheat on his present girlfriend after having cheated on a second wife after me and he is so wrapped up in lust and upholding his false image that I wonder what will happen... it is so sad and he brought so much harm and pain to many of us... he also now has a daughter...and yet continues to do this base thing. God help men today as our world is filled with lustful things and easy access to pornography and very easy women too.

[@mightymouse1005]

Most "very easy women " are incredibly broken, abused and neglected from very early childhood. Generally, they are dealing with a lot of past trauma themselves. It's a wounded world full of wounded people.

[@LC_2012]

Thank you brother for sharing your testimony. May the Lord enrich your calling with favor and power by the Holy Spirit. Mau every need be met and may you live in the abundance of His blessings. In Jesus mighty name, Amen.

[@delafetestimonies]

Amen!

[@2Corinth5.21]

Praise the Lord and thank you brother for sharing this testimony. Many men struggle with porn, masturbation and prostitution in the church. May we continue to flee youthful lust and run to the Lord. Lust and sexual sin will always be powerful and dangerous but our Lord is stronger and will keep us. Keep praying and run to Him. He will keep us.

[@angelophilippopoulos9678]

Love is so sacred. The coming of two people to become one is awesome. When we use holy love agape as sex it brings much suffering. Great testimony!!

[@Raq777]

Bro what a testimony!! I have so much respect for you, for sharing and owning your story but also for confessing and seeking healing. You are such an inspiration, God bless you

[@zenaidazarate7203]

I respect you for sharing your testimony and awesome to see the prompts that The Lord puts on your heart with stepping in as the spiritual leader for your marriage and family. Praise The Lord

[@ashleydominique6832]

When you cry out to God he hears us. I struggle with food addiction myself. Ive prayed, fasted, gone to church. I too thought that Id be radically delivered. But no, i took accountability and finally sought help. It felt so weird telling someone that I had a eating disorder. But I know it has to be done. Every time i got on KZbin this message has been right there at the top. Reading the title i was like what does that have to do with my story? Thank you guys for this ministry. Its really helping people.

[@Mindsetolympics]

Brave guy, very brave guy. "And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death." Revelation 12:11

[@amandarecoveryjones8216]

This was heart breaking. You can feel his pain in his explanation but our God is such a loving God and loves him so so much. Thank god for his support system and pushing himself to speak up. God is so good. Thank you Lord.

[@jonettecornelius5422]

Struggled with binge eating disorder. Was so broken and unhappy. God told me clearly to confess to others. Also did not want to and eventually did, which changed my life and helped me to really deal with it. Now mom of 3 and absolutely no remnance of disorder left in my life. God completely restored my life in this regard

[@mtgsk5180]

I hope these brave brothers and sisters get care after sharing these testimonies. That's a lot of baggage to relive.

[@ioncewaslost1762]

Not to diminish this man’s testimony but so many of those women.. are broken and need Jesus I’m sure many of themfeel an equal amount of shame … I say this because I feel like the lord has been telling me to work with these women and bring his daughters back home🙏🙏🙏

[@lifewitholga_]

😂😂🙌🏼When he went off praying in Spanish “Padre nuestro que estas en los cielos” So relatable Praise God for your testimony 🙏🏼✨

[@eternitea316]

😂😂

[@dannywa6780]

Great channel , love what y’all are doing I’m certain the Lord is pleased with you all 🙏🏽

[@yolandajones1794]

A blessing to see his testimony. Seems to be a big problem with males expecting to lose their virginity before marriage. That it makes them men. As a female, I had the pressure. I never felt good when I lost my virginity. Being raised in church by my parents, was my guilt. More shame realize God sees everything we do. Such a brave testimony he has. Thank God for this site. Glad to see so many accepting Jesus as Lord and Savior. I am saved!! Learned God is my first love in my adult life. Blessed God is so patient with us. 🙏🏾

[@angelafair6492]

We ALL have something we have or will feel shameful about . Not many of us are brave enough to testify . This helps a lot of us feel seen. Thank you so much for sharing your story!!!!!!!!!!

[@pearladams4817]

One of the most impactful testimonies ever! Many people don't understand that free will comes with an obligation on our part to make right choices. Freedom comes from laying down our lives and trusting God to purge us of all unrighteousness. Freedom also comes from being willing to be vulnerable to the church community and despising the shame that comes from being transparent.

[@nompumelelomdodana3867]

Powerful❤. The key in his testimony was not being offended at God for what he had gone through, because many times we lose out on what God has to offer us because we are holding on to the offense that we have towards God.

[@youcanbefree9698]

Love how this channel is growing.I have a lot of respect for this guy telling his story. I’m sure a lot of other guys have done the same

[@JuliaShalomJordan]

Wow. Incredible how God heals us all so differently. He knows what is best…what a good, good Father!💞

[@1877theflip]

I am going through a similar situation. I appreciate that Jose mentioned that people can be offended at God because of how they need to fight and contend against the sin and themselves. I believe that if I were truly to pursue after God the way and degree that I need to, I could not be tempted with lust as I would not desire the sin. I have continuously found that multiple things in my life require me to fight to a degree of commitment and determination that I often don’t have. I put forth a certain amount of effort but I don’t go the full way of exhibiting every amount of effort necessary to get the intended result. I feel like I’d need some sort of trail or suffering in my life to cause me to behave and obey with as much consistency and commitment as needed. But, the losses I am presently experiencing (or am near experiencing) are purely because of my own doing. The only hope I can see is that God intends by some means to give me what I need such that my will would be oriented to choose not to sin or that I would rely on others to keep me away from being able to carry out the choice to sin. I haven’t struggled with escorts in particular for years as Jose did and I was transparent with multiple people about my actions around the time they began. I appreciate Jose sharing his testimony. I would hope to have one as well.

[@Rileyed]

Have to go one day at a time. He has to give us a new perspective. Took me 7 years after stopping the action of it to be free mentally. And Satan comes hard. He will send gorgeous girls to tempt. It’s crazy. I was even once listening to the Bible alone at midnight. Free for about 6 months. Roommate brought a super model over that I had to befriend while he hung out with his girlfriend. I thought it was from God. So dumb. Eventually had sex bc she was aggressive. I would just make deals with God saying I will marry her. But she was a wild one. Back to broken and getting clean again. It’s hard to turn down. I think many of us have demons from porn etc. and we need to do deliverance prayers. Bc now I have no issue. But God had to destroy me. Make me very weak. Now I flee from it. Better to be alone. But remember when the urges come. Just try to make it through the day. Sit in it. Don’t respond. If you fail and masterbate just repent and start over. Eventually I don’t have the urges anymore. Look at people by the Spirit as children of God and not in the flesh as sexual objects

[@everybodygospel3852]

Deliverance is a must!

[@joshgaylemedia_]

POWERFUL STORY, Jose! So brave of you to be as vulnerable as you were. As someone who's struggled with sexual sin myself I greatly appreciated what you shared about how God took you on your healing journey and what he taught you that helped you not only get free but stay free. I can relate in a lot of ways. Grateful for your life!

[@hyukstatic2696]

Very powerful testimony! It was so brave of him to share his story, and in some ways I could very much relate to him. I love this channel so much pls keep doing what you're doing. God bless you!

[@bcc7777]

So many of us have lived double lives. Confessing really does help. I've had to do it many times to finally overcome. 🙏

[@ricardomendoza1796]

Who do u confess to

[@bcc7777]

@@ricardomendoza1796 Jesus

[@Project350Z]

Lord put it on my heart if anyone reads this stop what your doing and just pray don’t stop till you feel the Holy Spirit tell you to If you end up praying the whole day thats fine because the Lord needs us all to come together around the world to pray today in Jesus name I pray Amen

[@sambarnes8821]

Thank you for sharing your powerful testimony. I admire your bravery. Like you said when it all comes down to it we all have a choice. Walking away from addiction is extremely difficult but it is an active choice that you have to make over and over again. And that you chose to let others in when it was the last thing you wanted to do. Through your story I can see God's grace. The way God gave you your wife as a motivation to walk away from your sin. And the fact that it was certainly God's timing and not yours! The thing that sticks with me is your question what kind of man do you want to be? The scripture is coming to my mind do EVERYTHING unto the Lord. Because he sees it all. Thank you brother. May God continue to bless you and your family.

[@nonkululekonmngomezulu6735]

You know bro I liked what you said Jesus was the only one to run to and you didn't want to go away from him even though the situation was saying wow! I would say that's a life for a son of God🙌

[@alisa_rye]

This testimony is powerful and young people that become susceptible to this sin are truly struggling with a bondage. Freedom comes with faith and following his word. Confession & repentance brings healing.

[@BrittneyM7777]

Wow thank you for sharing this. This takes bravery. This testimony will help others. The devil has got a hold on billions on people. It's very sad. Jesus can redeem! Thank you Jesus for dying on the cross so that we can be forgiven ! We are ALL sinners

[@kentyiluminada7676]

i just started listening to the testimony i’m catholic and i love watching these testimonies , I love Jesus! and i see most of the people that come here to give the testimonies start by saying they were raised catholics and talk about catholics like they are not christians and like Jesus is not there, catholics are the first christian’s ever that’s where the holy scriptures came from. There is one God we all believe in the same God let’s not create divisions because of denominations, that’s what the devil wants. Catholics do not pray to Mary to get to Jesus, we know we can have a personal relationship with Jesus and talk to him but we ask Mary to pray for us since she’s closer to him than you and I ( she’s the mother)is like asking your mother to pray for you.

[@SergioGarcia-lu5yo]

🧢

[@Rileyed]

It’s bc Catholics mix paganism. We can’t pray to Mary or anyone else besides Jesus. We don’t need a pope. Etc. It’s called the harlot church in the Bible. Many denominations and Roman Catholicism all mix false teachings. That’s why. Learn the history and you will see. Constantine was not a man of God.

[@vincentolagues1494]

Awesome testimony, I have been encouraged, it has given me strength and hope. God Bless the ministry and participants 🙏🏼 🙌🏼 your helping a lot of people God is using you guys in a major major way. I'm grateful.

[@jjfarmer1]

This was partially my story. I got addicted to porn as a teen. Tried to quit several times. The first marriage ended in divorce. 2nd marriage comes along, and im still addicted at 37. Well, she used to kinda treat me like a paycheck and say things like f your feeling. Step daughter hated me and they would have full conversations and ignore me. I was depressed. So i slipped into seeing prostitutes. She looked at me and told me she hated me. We are getting a divorce now. I was at my lowest point with nowhere to turn and suicidal. So i turned towards God. I know He has forgiven me, and that makes things better. Demons are real. Shame is real. Jesus is real. I know that if i died today, I'd go to heaven, but this is hard.

[@aaronstone5142]

this is my same situation I was raised in a christian home but got involved with some prostitutes I felt like there was no coming back from that

[@callmesenpai6928]

I'm the same brother how are you now?

[@damiekundayo2298]

I’m the same guys, but I ended exposing myself to my parents

[@SonDeku-y5x]

@@damiekundayo2298do you recommend telling your parents if you live abroad?

[@vargasduo1612]

Thanks for sharing this! God bless you. Sometimes we don't understand how soul ties are so strong. I was obviously curious about sex growing up especially when you hear people around you talking about it. But thanks to God I waited till I got married age 22.

[@lagomes4378]

Wow, I love that he was willing to be vulnerable and be accountable to someone through his process. It’s easy to hide your fault and shame and go into the secret place and ask for forgiveness and freedom. But when you’re willing to come out of hiding to see change…that’s a deeper level of humility that doesn’t go unnoticed by God. He’ll never turn from a humbled heart. He’ll never wince at any amount of shame. His love covers, heals, and restores. (1 Peter 4:8, Psalms 103:2-4)

[@dummyfunny5098]

Maaaaaaan , looks like I gotta confess ! I feel the same way , could relate to a lot of the stuff he said . Literally had sleepless nights from the shame .

[@Franaflyby]

I loved your testimony. Can you pray for my son Leon he suffers from schizophrenia he left Utah and hitchhiked all the way to Georgia he's off his medication he's lost and he's homeless sleeping at truck stops he's very sick with HIV and I don't know where he's at he lost his cell phone he's in a strange city in Georgia and I can't help him please have him come home call me so I know he's okay he's in a very dangerous area and he doesn't know anyone there I haven't been able to sleep.

[@ricksteamboat8051]

Sweet (Caroline) testimony. Seems like a very nice guy. God bless him and his family in Jesus name, Amen.

[@bmdelgado5557]

Wow what a testimony, I have a close family member who is ridden with depression and anxiety from past trauma. Grew up in the church but satan loves, steal kill and destroy your testimony will help others know that Jesus is fighting for us i really like when you said " he is fighting our battles but not in the way you thought he would" so true " Trust the process" so many great small words that our lord spoke to me. if our lord wants me to share your testimony i will. continue prayer over your life and your family Amen

[@petertyson6326]

This is the sign of a real Christian man willing to sacrifice his desires to protect his wife and child. Loving your neighbor as yourself, and loving God.

[@ladennayoung2939]

The enemy is cunning. He will use seemingly small things to trick and receive you.

[@michelleogawa6332]

Thanks for sharing brother. I am struggling with alcohol addiction and God is showing me it's an inner healing thing he's doing to work it out of me. I'm still in it,.but my heart for seeking God is growing back ...to intimacy with him..Lord help us all!!!

[@xtolhim]

I love this guy! A thousand "Likes." What a great testimony; the sincerity of his heart!

[@Veltior]

Ay i love the way you are portraying this. You have such a nice way with words and describe those things in such nice details. Like how sin is like playing with fire and getting comfortable with it little by little. So true! Thank you for doing this and you know what we're ought to do right? Let's keep dashing towards that light and eternal life. Keeping a clean life

[@caribbaviator7058]

I lost mine to a random casual hookup. I grew up in a Christian home and I way already over 21. Its still stuck with me! I am still stuck in this situation.

[@snowman4821]

This is an amazing testimony. It is so humbling to see how God used the faithfulness of his father to urge him in faithfulness towards his own wife and family. The Great Deliverer. That's who we serve!

[@tesapearson5498]

So brave to tell that, the enemy wants us to hide our sin behind closed doors. You have exposed the enemy! God bless you 🥰❤️🙏🏽🥲

[@daved7808]

Man, I thought I had this concurred years ago but it came back in my 50s going through a trial. We have to get the Sin out of us - Rom 7.

[@yolisamrso9827]

When a Son ofan sets you free you are free indeed.

[@Brandiisbeloved]

fasting and addressing that stronghold and strongman.

[@Mindsetolympics]

28:28 Community is really gonna be what helps you the MOST along with God to stay out of addiction. The more this guy talked about his relationship with God, healing, and his wife, the more he seemed empowered in the second half of this interview. Sexual sin is such a hard topic and thing to tackle with a testimony

[@danim.2717]

Great testimony Jose, and I appreciate your honesty. People don't understand how sexual experiences can ruin one mind when it happens before they are ready. I'm glad that you are married with kids now, My God Bless you Brother 🙏

[@newworldgrover8588]

Pride will keep you there: shame and guilt unwilling to be seen as NOT so out together. Satan wants you to hide your sin because it grows in the dark. Let the light of Jesus shine in your dark place. James 5:16 Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.

[@5ebaso]

Jose, I’m going through the same exact thing. I’m so sorry you had to go through that. Reading these comments I notice I’m not alone at all. I keep falling into sexual sin. I’ve been a slave to this sin for more than two decades now. I’m looking for deliverance. I need Jesus more than ever. I’m meeting with my pastor on Saturday to confess to him because I feel like I need to if I really am serious about following Christ with every fiber in my body. Please pray for me y’all because I can’t keep failing God. My name is Sebastian.

[@savedbyMyKingJesus]

Sebastian, I pray that through the blood of Jesus Christ, you will be delivered from all bondages of sexual immorality. God is good. He will never forsake you so please never forsake Him despite whatever struggles you'll go through. May your story glorify Jesus. I pray we meet in Heaven.

[@5ebaso]

@@savedbyMyKingJesuswow thank you.. what I feel now is this shame that just overwhelms me. I feel complete shame over all of my lustful past.

[@savedbyMyKingJesus]

@@5ebaso please remind yourself of Romans 8:1: "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus,fn who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit." The devil is working hard to condemn you of your past but Jesus says it's all been forgiven. We have to let go and keep our eyes focused on Jesus, brother. May you win this battle through your aid in Jesus.

[@whosdatgirl1]

John 6: 68 KJV Then Simon Peter answered him, Lord, to whom shall we go ? Thou hast the words of eternal life Hallelujah 🙏🏾💛 Thank you for sharing your testimony

[@chrisanthycarbajal0725]

Thanks!

[@charitydoeses]

Love how much he emphasized on accountability and being honest with yourself and those around you, thank you for this great installment. :)

[@forgiven5919]

That testimony took so much courage! I am proud of you! ❤ Jesus loves you! You should forgive yourself too

[@prayerwarrior3030]

Renewing your mind in Jesus I what's gonna keep him free. Reading God's word amd meditating on His word. Crucifing your flesh

[@danilaroche1156]

What a remarkable & honest testimony. How can I reach this man? I was engaged but my fiance struggled with sex addiction yet not taking accountability. Soo..I broke off engagement. Heartbreaking and yet I know one day, he will be healed.

[@prayerwarrior3030]

He probably needs deliverance..pray for him but focus on your relationship with God and your healing

[@ldr792]

Same story minus the engagement part. Pray for him often. But also know that you made a wise choice. Sexual sin is nothing to play with. Only Jesus can deliver him from it

[@MyMichellle]

Went through the same too.

[@danilaroche1156]

​He didn't want deliverance and turned out, didn't want me. It's ok. God helped me get over it.

[@jessymathews8696]

Don't get offended with the Lord speaks volumes to me cos we don't know how busy he is working behind and protecting us and preparing. We quickly become upset when we don't see the results we want to see at the time not knowing how much He loves and cares about us and wants to bless us and us to be a blessing to others.

[@zeyrajc3976]

If he would have been delivered in These 5 years, He couldnt give this testemony right now and Help other people to find the right way, too. I am so impressed! God bless you! 💪🏼

[@marcoramirez313]

Thank you so much, I’ve been going through the same exact thing, I don’t desire it right now but I ask for prayers for when temptation may come again to be delivered from this, I also ask that you pray for me to find my wife God intends me to be with so that I can fight harder as well please and thank you:)

[@narpldr]

I pray you find your wife but please understand this is my testimony and story. A wife/significant other does not guarantee you get deliverance from your sin. In my case, my conviction to be a protector for my wife was and Is greater than the addiction I battled. I am praying for you. Stay strong and be encouraged.

[@marcoramirez313]

@@narpldr thank you for your testimony brotha:), it also helped me a lot in the fact that other Christians struggle with this sin as well and thank you for your prayers, all I ask is you pray for me now and than and I’ll pray you continue to be used by God and bless you and your family:)

[@millennialsreign]

Love this testimony! The only thing I disagree with is that addiction is choice. It might be for some people but others lose complete control over their lives. Im a recovered meth/heroin addict and I did not have choice at the end, hence the first step is admitting powerlessness. I was completely powerless over my addiction and it took an act of God to save me. I work with addicts and people that were as bad off as me and they don’t have a choice. The only choice they made was to start the addiction, after that people lose their choice.

[@AppleBottomJ]

I agree. It’s like telling a depressed person to just stop being depressed. Depressed people do not want to be like that.. it’s not a choice! Nor is any type of addiction

[@narpldr]

Hey 👋🏽 Jose here. To clarify, I agree with both of you. Addiction is so vile and so demonic I literally had no control over my choices and actions. I meant that I/we have a choice to either seek deliverance and pursue Jesus or not-action vs. inaction. My “choice” was to run to the Father despite my shortcomings and iniquities. This was recorded in one take. No opportunities to retract, fix or clarify comments/statements.

[@Brandiisbeloved]

it is a choice to give in. However there is a stronghold and demonic spirit driving you to make those choices

[@Lynniebug]

I see it as a choice because you may not realize where the road will take you, but you do have a choice to take that first step. Then once you come into agreement with evil by rejecting God, you’re stuck until you ask for Him to get you out. And there is a physical change that happens in your mind with addiction to drugs, sex, gambling, alcohol even depression and anxiety have their physical aspects. But God is god of it all on a molecular level and He can heal.

[@jorgeG8188]

As a fellow ex-Catholic, I believe there is power to confessing your sins to humans but when you truly pour out your heart to Jesus that’s when you get the crazy encounter. If any Catholic on here is wanting to get closer to Christ. You must first believe he is 100% real, say it with your mouth, and then truly repent from the heart like literally make a commitment to change for good. Trust me what happens next only God can make it happen 🙏🏽🔥

[@canberrygrass]

Thank you for this testimony. I found it very helpful and a great comfort to my heart. I am grateful you have chosen to be a man and keep doing so each day for your wife and family in your heart. My prayer is God keeps providing his strength for your walk as a husband and father. This is a calling and ministry in my books.

[@Elanasinterlude]

This testimony taught a lot.

[@wendymansingh7684]

Thanks be to God for you brother

[@TurnFROMsinANDrepent]

It’s a blessing that God didn’t do a crazy miracle healing power because he brought you friends and family that you always wanted. it’s so God blessed that you confessed and you took the long road because he bless you in so many ways. thank you for sharing your testimony it was great and brave thank you brother✊🏾🙏🏾

[@salgadoxx]

Your testimony is so powerful because many of us can relate to it, the rawness of your words really helped me, I give God Glory for allowing your life to be a blessing to many.

[@june1120051]

Thanks so much for you vulnerability. Bless you as you bless so many!

[@jailaburton8512]

That verse John 6:68 goes so hard bro. I feel that in my walk with God too!

[@beescouragecorner8035]

A VIRTUAL STANDING OVATION. I LOVE THIS. THANKFUL FOR THIS CHANNEL AND THE BRAVE CORAZONES WHO ARE OPEN!