I hate my life

My current state of mind.

[@Mazxlol]

The way society operates is this: if you are anywhere below what they consider normal - they will make fun of you, call you names and make your existence hell. its really sad

[@PalaceMidasTV]

Yeah, and if you're not below normal, you'll be encouraged to join in with the attackers just so it's not turned on you. Pretty sick society.

[@TheConspiredOne]

I have high functioning Autism/Aspurgers. My IQ is 173-175. I was wronged and used by women. Now I have retired at 30 (35 in feb) and they pay me for the rest of my life. They shouldn't underestimate us. We are the people who make the word go round. Einstien, Eddison. All of the top brains had it. The main society are the real sub humans.

[@nbasola5218]

@@TheConspiredOne can you share your experience of being abused, and/or used?

[@frydemwingz]

that isnt true though. At worst you'll just be ignored. This is a society that showers you with attention if you have a mental illness. That's why ALL women will claim they have multiple mental or physical or emotional problems, being a "basic bitch" is seen as bad. Being average is overall seen below people with disabilities. I've seen many people fake having mental problems (like autism spectrum especially) to get extra pity points. I dont know what world you're from, but on my planet, average people get it far worse than anyone else.

[@robertrussell2202]

@Uni-Verse-All Retired at 35! I am extremely jealous brother

[@theswagapino]

" i hate that nobody even looks at me as anything but a freak, or a creep. "

[@EternalSkeptic27]

That part really hit me. I can relate to those words 100%.

[@Aydenkaye]

run a marathon in 2 months change ur life around i whole heartedly believe this is the result of wasting ur life when u work hard u gain confidence and respect its really sad what u are going through im sure u might be the product of ur environment and abuse and bullying but use that shit as fuel and step out of the comfort zone and from all that hate you experienced u will have a bigger energy source than everyone around u and they will look at u like ur not even human how did u come that far? they will even end up hating you for ur transformation and as you become more and more disciplined you will gain more and more meaning to ur life as disicpline is freedom.SPEAking from experience btw@@EternalSkeptic27

[@jeanjacqueslundi3502]

: ( I'm sorry to hear that man. Life is for sure unfair. We are not all given challenges of the same level of difficulty.....and we as a collective of human beings WILL judge one another constantly, which affects your relationship with people, whether you do anything or not. The only thing that can heal unfairness is being fair on yourself. The only thing that can heal hurt inside of us.....is love. As cheesy as it sounds. That's what people don't give us, what society deprives us of.........and we can only turn to ourselvse, in such a world for that compassion. Once we do........we can appreciate there's maaaaany people hurting like us.......and realize it's worth it to support one another. Take care!

[@zephyrr108]

Same. Once past certain age. A man is looked upon just as that. Its sad....

[@Qwerzxcv954]

😥

[@rampage8617]

I hate it too, life is pointless, its work, sleep and then die.

[@Luke-bv9hb]

I feel your bro, you're not alone

[@charleswells5751]

indeed he is alone.

[@donjohn2695]

That's the whole point of his video thou he's alone

[@TheVirginGaryLovingDemocrats]

@@donjohn2695 The bible tells you what to do and it's excellent advice: Philippians 4:8 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Also focus on Jesus, watch street preacher videos, study the bible like it tells us to show ourselves worthy. The above will give you a purpose in life such as to grow your KZbin channel, and to possibly use that work or whatever work you do to engage with people. Eventually it will lead you to somebody who talks to you. Also this is good: “Entertainment is the devil's substitute for joy. The more joy you have in the Lord the less entertainment you need.” -Leonard Ravenhill

[@iiCounted-op5jx]

cope, he'll all alone

[@TheVirginGaryLovingDemocrats]

I left a reply to help but the beel -yin -ears and the people who sell out to them decided my reply was not for your eyes.

[@chris135x]

I'm tired of being alone. I don't know what I'm doing with my life besides existing.

[@6fejmk]

Benis c;

[@sepirocth]

Get your passport and go find a christian woman in asia or eastern europe, watching youtube and being at home wont fix your problem

[@definitelynotapervert]

Just find a hobby that suits you

[@hommeboy]

@@definitelynotapervert "Just find a hobby"

[@pbuj]

Shut up@@definitelynotapervert

[@Ray1EGYPENARMAS1NDG]

Jesus christ this is going to be me at his age, altough Im already alone, virgin at my mid twenties, and without a job.

[@iiCounted-op5jx]

BRUUUUUUTAL, I'll kms before I get this old

[@turtleanton6539]

Just buy one escort

[@JN-so6wt]

"unfortunately my life is not mine to take" You're a poet. start writing. It will help. You have a lot to share. and it doesn't have to be the same thing as everybody else.

[@eSpanishfly]

Your onto something maybe he should journal he may have a book in him…….we are all going nowhere it’s what we do in the time given!

[@soacker25]

Good hint

[@meatwad376]

No he is not shut up

[@JN-so6wt]

@@meatwad376 your bitterness is a reflection of you, more than of anything I've said. I hope you can heal.

[@JN-so6wt]

@@meatwad376 Try writing. It helps.

[@cpt191021]

most ppl do we live in a dystopian nightmare. im 40 and never gonna have friends or family again its not your fault. EVil has worked really hard to make the world this way. best wishes bro stay strong.

[@markocoric9233]

I am 41 yes i feel the same this world is gone to shit

[@Astuga]

While you are right, dont give in to negativity. Moods change from day to day and there are always good things in life. Don't miss out on the little things we can enjoy each day.

[@Birodalom1]

There is only one thing that keeps me from committing suicide: that if I did, the Evil One would triumph over me. And no matter how lonely, sad and painful my life gets, I will not let the Evil One win.

[@Tawgesahnu21]

I do struggle too, my brother/sister. We need God more than ever in this screwed-up world. He loves us despite us being sinners, He wants to have an intimate relationship with us, He wants to save us, etc. We need to hold fast onto Him, surrender everything to Him, and He will lead the way for all of us as His sheep’s and He our Shepherd. He has overcome death and the world. Amen. God bless you and everyone. ❤️✝️

[@ardien.535]

I'm just turned 40 and struggle everyday. i really tried to "make it" but it just didn't happen

[@jerryhall5709]

"People are strange When you're a stranger Faces look ugly When you're alone." Thought about that song today. All the cold faces that look straight ahead. I mean nothing to them and they mean nothing to me. My eyes probably just as focused on some distant goal but not really looking at anything. Cold faces neglecting each other. Everyone busy on their journey through time.

[@Albtraum_TDDC]

“For a crowd is not company; and faces are but a gallery of pictures; and talk but a tinkling cymbal, where there is no love.” ― Francis Bacon

[@loredanamassini9484]

Wrong Jerry.... The answer Is love dont exist ...but exist how you make It work how u arrange yourself. Christ love our imperfections

[@ehenningsen]

​@loredanamassini9484 the church has largerly abandoned the mentally ill and declared us as possessed. Your god IS the devil

[@chevysilverado5617]

I really feel this man. I watched some of his videos and like other men I share many of his issues. I am not totally like him but I truly understand his pains. The only thing I have in my life now is christianity. If I did not have the lord in my life I would be lost so badly. This world has abandoned many people and I think many of us are feeling that these days. It's such a judgemental society.

[@rfcbass6810]

People claiming Jesus is "someone" is insulting to lonely people everywhere. Them: "Pretend you have a friend!'

[@archbishopofthecrusades9579]

@@rfcbass6810 He never suggested such a. Thing, just that Christianity is the thign in life which gives HIM purpose. He didn’t suggest a lonely person “make up” a friend. Just because you’re depressed and lonekeh doesn’t mean you can insult others mechanisms for coping in this ducked up world.

[@rfcbass6810]

@@archbishopofthecrusades9579 It's all made up hogwash. Facts.

[@donjohn2695]

This is 2 years ago has this guy done anything about his life or is he Still moaning

[@rfcbass6810]

@@donjohn2695 He has improved tons. He posts daily.

[@jazzman1626]

It’s not being touched by gentle feminine hands on the shoulder, arm or the shoulder blades or getting hugs etc. It’s the lack of affection that is the hardest to bear. I’m so tired of living through so very many days with a lump in my throat.

[@iiCounted-op5jx]

beyond brutal

[@megabojan1993]

When my parents die of old age (the are in their 70s) I will most definitely leave this world. No way I can endure this loneliness until I reach the age of 50.

[@megabojan1993]

@St. Andrean I too suffer from Asperger's and it destroyed my whole life. Women find me attractive, but when I talk to them I come of as a weirdo and that pushes 100% of the women away that have been interested in me. Also because of my condition I don't have any friends, nor I'm able to find a job that will be good enough to support myself. So after my parents die I would become a homeless person that nobody likes. Why live like that? I think it would be best to skip that. I just hope God will have mercy on me.

[@RachelSemeson]

@@megabojan1993 i remember a guy in college who had asburgers. I crushed on him hard. But I understood him. Yes he was different. Ppl did treat him differently. But I wouldn’t have minded marrying him. But oh well. We talked a lot. He’s still single. Maybe he didn’t like me. I don’t know. You remind me of him. ❤️

[@megabojan1993]

@@RachelSemeson Thank you for your nice words. I needed them today. I had a really bad day today.

[@nbasola5218]

@@megabojan1993 I have always had this mentality too, hope you're doing fine my guy..

[@robertrussell2202]

I can't help you but I hope you make it buddy. You sound like a blessing to the world. If you delete yourself the world be a little darker

[@johndor7890]

Praying for you, Sir. I hope things are better. 🙏🙏🙏

[@ardien.535]

"i just wish the lord would come soon..." - you have no idea how much i realte to that. thanks for sharing this video

[@rbownzu]

Hi George. I'm sad to see you're going through a hard time in your life. I want you to know, that you're not a failure. You may not see it, but you're providing videos which are having a huge impact on others who can relate to your situation. Not only that, you're a genuine man who never spreads hate towards other. You should be proud of yourself for them two things alone. Some things you can't change, some things you can. Self-acceptance and love is a huge part of living in our society, and the way forward is to focus on the things that are going right. Feel free to contact me for a chat, no judgements, just a good conversation and a cup of coffee.

[@dstroythefakingwest4331]

hey reece what you are saying is somewhat sounds like you are right. but you still let him suffer on the aspect what you are saying that you have no value to live without making something.

[@allena3634]

*sees title, agrees immediately*

[@matttomlin4331]

Sending you a hug man. 🤗 Life is not a competition. The minute you accept yourself as a good person you win. I get not having a woman in your life is tough, but trust me calm and inner peace can rebalance this. There is no failure, only life. Stay strong brother.

[@SK-tk6bi]

What you say is true... but equally impossible for people in such bad situations to do on their own. I know because I am just a 26-year-old guy but I was in the same mental state as this guy till just a couple of years ago. What helped me to accept myself as good? My psychologist. I can tell you with every fibre of my being that it would have been simply impossible on my own. I have parents and siblings but it was simply beyond their scope to help me. If you don't have the expertise to understand the person in front of you, you simply cannot help him, even if you are a family member. So while I understand the intention behind comments like yours that tell people in tough situations to 'just accept yourself as good,' they are absolutely useless. What did my psychologist do for me first of all, before proceeding unpacking my trauma? He listened to me, gave me words of assurance, and said that he is saying these words 'out of love' for me. Do you know how earth shattering that was for me to hear? My own father has never uttered those words for me. Healing simply cannot come without love. And it is simply not possible for a person to just love oneself in a vacuum. You can love yourself, but only if you have love of others too. I sincerely wish this man meets a person who shows true love to him.

[@makhimcgibboney9187]

“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.” Matthew 7:7 ESV You are a child of God, same with me, we will be hated by the world but God will love us. I’ll pray for you brother

[@TheFracturedfuture]

Nah.

[@makhimcgibboney9187]

@@TheFracturedfuture ?

[@user-zb9en4wf9y]

God and his favorites. Bow down. Nonsense. This poor man actually believes.. it's the greatest trick. Hope is a trick. We spend our lives subjugating the people and wildlife... Just like the good Lord. The Lord asks us to do things he is not capable of doing. Thal shall not kill.. God kills. Thal shall not covet .. God covets Etc etc. etc.

[@ehenningsen]

The church has gaslit us mentally ill people into believing we are possessed. We are outcasts to you, your church, your bible and your god

[@JordanDCGehl]

My life was a mess and miserable until I became an atheist. Now all of a sudden existence felt like an actual blessing and not some kind of predetermined prophecy that I had to abide by or go to a lake of fire and misery.😂 For the last five years, i've been pursuing something that makes me so passionate, I go to bed excited for the next day! All the unanswered praying actually did "show me the light" so to speak.😂 For the record: The "the devil is making you feel good so you don't change and go to hell" argument -- I don't care. If threatening people with eternal suffering wasn't the bases for group heads trying to extract funds from the fearful population they helped make, then that's probably why your influence in this country is deteriorating. Am I saying leave your religion? Not necessarily, but while you're praying for solutions or happiness, just try really thinking about them too.😊

[@whiteprivilege912]

If you are an atheist there is no God to give "blessing"... There is only chaos and nothing really matters after you die so you may as well live a cynical life and take advantage of people to get the most you can before your life ends.🤷‍♂

[@Marius_vanderLubbe]

Helping others is all there is. Get out there and help somebody.

[@ShaunCheah]

I'm only halfway through this video (paused it) but I'm concerned if I don't comment now, I won't be able to comment at all. Dude, you've got a really good beard. Your glasses suit your face really well. I'm glad to have checked your channel to see that you are uploading videos still currently; that you have recent activity. I'm glad you stuck around. I get a bit bummed out about my life and my decisions and such, too, but then I realize that I have my own space with a door I can lock and room I control and pay for, I have a job to pay for that room and other things I need and even things I enjoy, and my housemates are respectful and clean enough that this is mostly a pleasant place to live and at night, especially in Winter, I have this quiet cold (cold is good because it allows for many comfy blankets and pillows) dark place to retreat into where I can listen (via headphones, to not disturb anyone) to all the music I want and watch all the KZbin I want and play all the Minecraft I want and that makes me happy. Sometimes if I'm restless, I'll go for a run; I can get from just outside the city to the farms if I go North, or to the woods and the lake if I go South, and neither is more than an hour away by foot, less by bicycle. And so generally I am content and happy, even though despite (or perhaps even because of) my efforts and attempts, women do not seem at all interested in me and a lot seem just actively repelled or just completely ignorant of my existence. At least when a woman rejects you, she acknowledges you exist. But yeah. I don't know what I'm trying to say here, man. Just wanted somewhere to say something. If anyone's reading this, thanks for reading this. And to the dude whose channel this is: keep your chin up, King 👑. Life can get pretty good if you find a space to be yourself and just zone into the things that help you feel good and relax.

[@ShelbyFarrow]

We have a lot in common. I too suffer from mental illness. I also have only a couple of friends and only one of them I see often. I haven't had a girlfriend in over 30 years and that one only lasted about 12 days. I'm a 55 year old male virgin and I feel like my entire life has been a failure. All I really had were my parents and my job. Both of my parents passed away in recent years and I lost my job of over 21 years. Now I spend most of my time all alone and lonely. Life sucks.

[@riseoverhere3054]

I’m sorry to hear that. I lost my mom to liver cirrhosis. I’m a 28 year old virgin who never had a girlfriend or had s3x with women. I was in special Ed or special needs class in elementary to middle school. After that I attended normal high school but word got around that I was in special Ed or special needs so I didn’t have a lot of friends and I was introverted. I was kind of ostracized and treated like a Leaper. I’m on medication for psychosis. I work a job three days as a sign holder and two days washing trucks which I get more down time. Throughout my late teens to late 20s I’ve worked a lot of jobs. I started college at 24 and graduated at 26.

[@djrelentle2027]

🤦😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@Unknown-oj8ul]

@@djrelentle2027 you really have no empathy do you ?

[@Unknown-oj8ul]

I’m sorry to hear that but I’m sure it’ll get better

[@djrelentle2027]

@@Unknown-oj8ul shut up you nerd 🤓

[@user-nd6so7yg2y]

I'm 64 and I have been in this agony from Narc parent and brothers. In my 40's I was in pain but in the desert of emptiness my wisdom taught me to speak softly to myself and care for myself with 30 minute walks. I also have 3 Traumatic Brain Injuries from childhood and severe Bipolar. Don't give up it gets better but { RECOVERY TAKES TIME.} I'm the happiest at age 64 so you have decades to figure it out.....I BELIVE IN YOU !!

[@Tawgesahnu21]

I do struggle too, good sir. We need God more than ever in this screwed-up world. He loves us despite us being sinners, He wants to have an intimate relationship with us, He wants to save us, etc. We need to hold fast onto Him, surrender everything to Him, and He will lead the way for all of us as His sheep’s and He our Shepherd. He has overcome death and the world. Amen. God bless you and everyone. ❤️✝️

[@gokhanozmen7491]

I feel you. Now, I am thinking the same and saw your video. I also don't know what to do right now but all I can say is you're not alone and hope things work out well for you.

[@madnessmutant1721]

Stay strong man

[@JoshLucaJames]

Stay strong bro wish there was something I could do.

[@fun7704]

I feel you, man. Life is tough and it gets tougher on the way. The world is cruel and people are egocentric, the society is controlling, prohibitive and simply unfair.. But you got to have something nice, some nice memories at least. Those are yours and no one can take it away from you. I know it's much harder to do than say, but try to find something that gives you positive emotions, be it watching a movie, taking a walk in the park or whatever eases your mind and soul. Those are things no one can take away from you! Just don't give up! In the end, we all but a grain of dust in the cosmic sense of time and space. We are blessed to be alive, living in the tiny spot in the dead wastes of the cold universe. Try to find some beauty in the world around you - our planet is beautiful and it too will not last forever. Cherish the time you were given here. I hope you can find some comfort, something that makes your life just a bit better! Just don't give up.

[@hansmaurer4152]

Hundreds of people see your videos, and your openness and strength about your life gives them strength too. You are already doing more to make this world a better place than most of us who don't share our stories and our faith. You cannot imagine how impressed I am by your strength and your confidence in the Lord, and I am sure he is going to be with you in all your battles, until the end. We need more people like you who openly talk about how hard can it be, and who yet still fight on the good fight. Keep it up brother

[@Pacifica74]

This is a big club that keeps getting bigger. Husbands & wives aren't permanent.

[@the100radsstalker93]

I feel for you man.. Now imagine bieng in this situation when KZbin wasn't even a thing.

[@harishsanjay9304]

the fact that you're talking to us shows ur strength that how much years you pushed through but students like me at 18 already want to give up

[@Zion91]

I love you very much my brother. The Lord loves you! This life is a very hard one, and trust me.. I understand that very well. Be strong my brother.. know that the Lord is coming soon. Don’t you worry and have faith precious child!

[@natewwc2741]

Romans 15:13 "May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit." The Lord has a plan for your life:) I know it's hard and we sometimes wonder what we're here for but we must fix our eyes on what is unseen, for what is seen is temporary and what is unseen is eternal! You're not alone, sir. Praying for you, my brother in Christ. -Nate

[@Francis_UD]

Virtual hugs I feel you man. Stay strong and take the babysteps to make yourself feel better.

[@NikiWonoto26]

watching video like this always somehow makes me feel somewhat grateful that at least I've been in some relationships before, even though I'm now still the same socially-awkward person who often fail over & over again in attracting girls, romance, dating, seductions, & basically just social-skills with people normally.

[@oiausdlkasuldhflaksjdhoiausydo]

I feel you. Everyday is struggle to keep going for me too. Trust in God helps. You’re not alone though. And we’re all freaks here. Normal people are dumb, boring and pathetic. Despise them.

[@xxdtronbeatzxx5726]

I know im late but im sorry about your situation brother i hope that you're in a better place😢

[@MaryM-zr4xc]

I saw this sign once: “If you can’t see the sunshine be the sunshine.” Which at first I didn’t like because I thought what if I don’t know how or something, because of my past. But we’re not our past. Only thing that counts is now. I want to be happy now

[@youfa7619]

I understand. I really do. I often see this world as a dark, miserable place. DO NOT TAKE YOUR LIFE!!! Life is filled with possibilities and your choice is always "maybe" or "definitely not". As long as you stay on this Earth, the "maybe" option is always in reach. Regardless of how sad you feel, I'm sure you are a truly good human being. This world needs your kind of people. You have the potential to do good things for yourself and for others. This video itself shows that! You reached twenty seven thousand people! You matter. Your life matters. I wish you inner peace. I hope you find a way to enjoy the simple pleasures in life; ice cream cones, sunrises, hearing children laugh, etc. When it comes to taking your life, procrastination will save you, every time. You DO have a purpose. Read this again tomorrow. Good luck, bro.

[@CanadianEvil]

I feel ya brother, but even though you feel like things arent going the best, I hope you can find enjoyment in the little things like I do. A warm bed, a sunny day, playing some nice music. It's not much compared to what we had envisioned for ourselves but there is definitely beauty and satisfaction to be found in the acts of daily living. I wish you well no matter what you choose

[@trmp9923]

Lol imagine If this video was by a woman.... You'd be hating on her in the comments

[@Almanich94]

I hope things get better for you man

[@whiteprivilege912]

My father is a self diagnosed Aspergers person. He is alone and miserable. People don't want to be around him because he is self centered and myopic. He lacks empathy and introspection, causing him to talk about himself while not listening to others and to criticize others while ignoring his own many flaws. He is a cynic and a coward who will always do things for his own benefit at the cost of his dwindling friends and family. As much as I love him because he is my father, I can no longer associate with him because of his carelessness and I simply do not trust him after being betrayed by him over and over again. It takes work to have friends and family. You have to listen to them and be interested in what they have to say. You have to have faith in them and you have to sacrifice your time and energy to maintain those relationships. If you invest nothing, you get nothing in return. The right people, the people you want around you will return the respect, or lack thereof, you show them.

[@superactual8582]

You have a lot to live for. You are strong, you WILL make it. Stay strong brother.

[@HuatulcoGuy]

I'm right there with you. I wish I could help you find the answers. Sometimes I feel invisible. I know that I will put an end to this life, it is something that I can control, and that brings me some comfort.

[@block9390]

We see you, God sees you, you are not invisible... we love you. Jesus lives

[@kelseykjarsgaard5774]

So much suffering in this world..

[@teodortodorov1662]

I'm 20 years old and I'm in the same position as you. But the difference is that I love my live and every second of it. These are not problems my friend. You make them a problems. I used to hate myself so much and asking myself ,,do I even deserve to live when I f*cked my live" The answear is yes. You don't need to complete certain things that society tell you to do. Every moment is gift of God, just release it

[@hiflca]

Hey George, just know we love you man. :)

[@kezmenflowers8691]

I'm sorry you're going through this George. This video is 2 years old and I hope your life has improved or at least you're still here. It really hits me in the soul that you're dealing with this because I've been dealing with this since I was young with loneliness. I've just come to a point of acceptance and lean my faith in God.

[@taurussun2228]

I'm sorry brother. I wish things would get a little better for you. Makes me sad that you feel this way. What's your birthday? 💕

[@richardmckessy6593]

As lonely and without friends or family as I am. I suppose neither of us are alone in that regard.

[@markocoric9233]

Stay strong brother God loves you

[@henry-qg5kn]

You've made it this far brother, it's never too late to make a change in your life. You've made a tremendous impact on people's lives with your videos and I want you to know nobody sees you as a freak or anything like that. The way modern society is set up, it's easy to feel like people see you as that, but I promise you, you are someone important to everyone in your life. Please keep your head up.

[@bushpig6837]

Get a dog man. Fuck people, most of them are toxic as hell. Just get a dog and finally feel what it feels like to be needed, and wanted.

[@vegandollsunited]

wow!

[@mrdeathgaming1457]

Vitamin D3 5000iu daily will help your spirits, I have had depression and anxiety for over 30 years when I don't take it I feel like You do, it helps make coping that little bit easier. Keep moving forward, even if that is just simple things like making your bed and cleaning up a bet more, eventually things will change. You have a computer play some games and forget for a while. Small changes are positive.

[@unknown4554]

I’m sorry to hear you’re going through tough times but instead of thinking of what don’t have be grateful for what you do have. Be grateful that you have eyes some people don’t. Be grateful you can breathe fresh air some people live on a respirator. Be grateful you’re alive and have the ability to change. Be grateful brother. We’re all going through tough times.

[@thatprogramer]

I'm Very sorry to hear that i hope you are feeling better now.

[@zlinky1113]

There's a million of us that feel the same way, fella. The modern world is designed to make men in particular, feel pointless and worthless. I know for a fact I no longer feel I fit in here. One day at a time.

[@jakephillips4453]

I hope things got better for you mate.

[@TylerOW]

You are beautiful man, and your channel has inspired me

[@autobotbiz224]

if you ever need a helping hand im always here for you. what ever you desire, wants you just as much. every single person has a most special trait we all need

[@boredindahouse4818]

Ayy man i hope your still with us im in the same boat. I hate everything right now but i jope youre feeling better. Im sorry that everyone is superficial we just got to fight. Goodluck man

[@Mike_Rottchburns]

I relate to all of this. I hate everything that you hate, except I don’t have a god. I know that this is literally gonna be me in 40 years so definitely you aren’t alone but I’m glad you at least have a god that you can trust in. I’m so sad by how many people experience life this way, but there’s nothing we can do and we just have to make it through to the next day.

[@rsviews2167]

Look as far as you want to. Everything that exists is the work of one entity. This entity has given YOU life. You are here to learn, about yourself. Struggles force you to take stands, and thus find skills and strenghts you didn't know you had. This entity will not meet YOUR challenges for you, but he's there. That entity doesn't TALK to anyone. His level of vibrations would kill any of us instantly. This entity rarely uses words or language, but he's so there. He will prove it to you, if you ask for his help, in sometimes very subtle ways, 'cause he hates having too much attention on him. Believe in your worth, look at what's in your heart, you ARE loved. You just need to be reminded sometimes. Your soul is in my prayers. Peace be with you.

[@edwardmarapese868]

I feel you bro your not alone I’m tired of this existence to

[@robertrussell2202]

I can't help you but I hope you make it buddy. You sound like a blessing to the world. If you delete yourself the world be a little darker

[@runescapeFTWism]

Brother never contemplate taking your life. Be gracious, faithful and accepting of whatever you're going through. Whether Christian or Muslim, keep your head up. I found with most people suffering similar things like yourself, attending the opposite religion and being surrounded by the people in a place of worship opens them up to a new life. In your case that would be Islam. You could try it out, better than contemplating things you should never contemplate my friend.

[@dibs0equiped]

May not seem like it, but we're all fucked in the head, alone and depressed. Try to enjoy the things you do got. Also listen to Alan Watts sometimes. He calms my mind and helps me cope.

[@kennethrobinson1672]

Shave you will feel better ,stay strong you got a purpose

[@travisjones9508]

Dude I should take you fishing 🎣 you look like that would make you happy

[@VicGeorge2K6]

I suck when it comes to fishing, BTW. But given the condition of the world, it's better than just sitting in my apartment all day.

[@quantumgaming9180]

It takes a lot of courage. May God help you in your ways of bettering your life

[@russianinvader3207]

Don't worry man,we are here for you.

[@Cruciferian]

Yeah it's tough. At first it seems like you can solve any problem if you put your mind to it, and life can't be that bad with a good attitude. Eventually it sets in that all the posturing by people who were lucky/successful in life was just a way those people make themselves feel better about the knowledge of your existence.

[@zonedoyestander]

exactly

[@robertsajewski1250]

May the Lord bless everyone in the comment section including our KZbin friend. Praying for the absolute best, peace and happiness to all!

[@ironhorse3433]

I love you, God loves you. I know I probably cant help you much as a 15 year old who hasn't had experience with life, but I want the greatest for you, and so does God. As long as you stay faithful, there is purpose to your life. Do the best you can to love yourself, and just don't. give. up. please.

[@LucBoeren]

You're not a failure. P;ease keep rocking; you BEEN rocking. Love

[@angelacassidy3995]

I'm a bit like that just about existing I don't have any friends either I know I'm married to a lovely man but I think he does understand me so I am aware of what your going through life is cruel I do hope your OK my friend ❤

[@oizysdelirium]

You’re just expressing what many feel… Even when some of us are connected to people there is an internal loneliness that never seems to go away. Life is just hard no matter how you cut it. Mental health issues can feel insurmountable. We exist in a place that is one rung above hell.

[@user-wd4uu8ez1x]

Never forget you are loved❤ anf not alone God loves you dearly whoever you are remember there is only one you and thats unique and wonderful.

[@SaintTrinianz]

Did you know that you can block out the whole moon with your thumb? Try it! The moon is huge compared to your thumb but if you get your thumb between yourself and the moon, you can make it disappear! And that's what we do with God's blessings. The moon represents your blessings. Your thumb represents all that you want but don't have. You can make all that you DO HAVE disappear by focusing on what you don't have. Put your thumb down and look around. You will see all that God desires to give you by the light of what he has already done for you. Start thanking God for everything; every breath, every moment, every mouthful of food, and every sip of water. Thank him for His love, his mercy, his forgiveness, and his kindness. This will enlarge your heart, illuminate your spirit, and increase your capacity to receive from God. This works for me, and I'm certain it will work for you too ❤ Gratitude is your new superpower!

[@Shizzmonger]

Sorry you're struggling brother. I hope you can get well.

[@supercharge7100]

GOD gave us no spirit of hate but of Love brother. Think posittive youll be ok Love you GOD LOVES YOU MORE IN LORD JESUS NAME AMEN!!!

[@alisaannunziato1084]

Just found ur video.no one is ever alone.hope u have been doing better

[@franknberry333]

I feel you brother!

[@Games-bf3ti]

Hey Rich, I hadn't looked at your channel in a while. I liked watching Reviewtechusa and RTUstreams but I didn't really care for the cucumber's and chickens anymore. But don't worry so much, you only live once. As long as you live, no matter how difficult things can always get better. When you're dead it's over and we're all going to die whether we want to or not. So we better try to make the best of it.

[@empressofthemultiverse]

😔i cant take it anymore either, i feel same and im done

[@petrolekh]

You're not alone fella.

[@hooliganandroguefilms]

You are not alone brother. Find your joy in the sunrise the sunset in the animals of nature. You are not a freak or a creep you are here for a reason and you are worth staying around!

[@user-ec6il2kf6r]

Hey brother this has gotta be one of the hardest to do i wouldnt have the balls to. Just take life one day at a time u took a big leap here man i walk around every fuckin day feeling like im gonna pass out the never emding nervous fuckin stomach i hear ya man a marathon isnt won on the first step plenty of great times ahead god bless and go get em hammer

[@misterpah5830]

stay strong, you're going to get through this

[@joannmarie1971]

I feel depressed every day and have no friends so i understand how you feel... I hope in יהוה and i hope He sends Yehoshua soon because there is so much sadness and pain in this world.

[@paulcooper5748]

I can relate brother.

[@sou713]

It's like listening to myself talk

[@veetihokkanen9663]

Im so sorry man :(

[@robertdobie2544]

I look at you as a fellow human being. Being human isn’t easy.

[@MrAnythingForSelenas]

Man if you would just read this comment and when I tell you try the Philippines. Most women were brought up respectfully there and most women from the Philippines understand the importance of having a family. We all have some sort of mental illness depending but dude really try the Philippines. You're not going to find a good woman right away just like everywhere else in the world there are a few bad apples in the bunch this applies to the Philippines. But if you do the work and start looking around on Facebook you're going to be pleasantly surprised of a woman accepting you for who you are and helping you for whatever it is you need help with. I know you're probably not going to read this comment and I'm just wasting my time but hopefully you come across it.

[@normanmacfarlane6724]

" I wish the lord would visit soon . . . " I feel that

[@goodmen2756]

All we hate it

[@Joeyy6]

Same, i just want to be happy

[@kebman]

I decided that I am fulfilled. And just like that, things became ten thousand times easier. But I used to feel like you. I didn't have it as bad as you tho. I'm still undecided if I want to continue things tho. If I get kids, II will certainly have someone to live for. I think that's important. But that's just me. I hope you do well man. And I hope you're still alive and well.

[@steveroman3729]

Just go Skydiving, if you're going to die, then at least you'll be having fun.

[@kebman]

@@steveroman3729 I'd rather sandpaper my head off with a spoon.

[@yugidragon1]

Hello good sir. I don't really know you and I live a very different reality. It really hurts to watch this video. This world is indeed cruel and I hope we can all live happily and find a light in it together. Life can be good.