Sunny days only amplify my hurt. Seeing everyone out, happy, joyful, I'm in some dream made to antagonize.
@everlxng__11 ай бұрын
This stems a lot for me in my inability to accept, maintain friendships / relationships so much so now that ive grown comfortable in the gloomy weather and I thrive in it. The 'sunny' days only put emphasis on things I don't have. If that's temporary or permanent I don't know. All I know is that I like to observe and festivities blur my vision and peaceful contemplation state. This video really resonates.
@JoeyG80011 ай бұрын
This was a beautiful video. Thank you for sharing, I mean it!
@mxvega109711 ай бұрын
It's high summer here, too hot to do anything, even the birds have slowed down after eating fermented berries, and I just want to play guitar downstairs in the cool. Everyone has left town. I hear the gentle burbling of my teenage kids on a discord server gaming or binge-watching Lost. It's quite tranquil.
@marrieshautidze910 ай бұрын
It touched my soul. You are an absolute gem! So happy to have found your channel. The last part especially runs on the edges of Sylvia Plath's "Vertical" and Lengston Hughes' "Dream Variations" for me. What a masterpiece!
@brittney31568 ай бұрын
Spring is refreshing; summer is just too much pressure.
@Tadavegas11 ай бұрын
You don’t post enough. It’s always pleasant to see a new video from you to watch.
@ivanplavanko35622 ай бұрын
I live near Philadelphia Pa and can’t stand the summers and the weeks of Sunny weather we get. Currently we are overcast and have been for days and my mood has been great. People find it hard to understand but an overcast sky makes me feel like I’m wrapped up in a blanket by the sky, also this is key something about dark cold weather makes me think that people are more themselves. That is to say there is no expectation that oh you must be happy because it’s nice out. No if a person is happy on a dark and stormy day then likely they are truly happy. This could be an American thing where the cultural norm is that you must be happy or seem to be happy all the time to be normal. Finally somebody else who gets it
@UmiTurko6 ай бұрын
Mirtazapine side effect was discovering your channel. Much admirations.. quality depression content
@HotelMari0Maker11 ай бұрын
I live in my car and I’ve come to hate the sun even more than I already did 😤 it’s always in your eyes and you have to constantly be hunting for shade and the damned shade moves throughout the day
@edvardkvist365611 ай бұрын
Tack, det var fint klippta bilder och relaterbara tänkta situationer. Det gjorde mig fundersam. Förövrigt är blev jag glad att se ni laddat upp igen, jag hejar på dig, och jag hoppas (av mestadels egoistiska skäl) att du skall ladda upp oftare! Kontrasterat med min själviskhet så hoppas jag du gör det som gör att du blir glad.
@AminsDream11 ай бұрын
I also dislike overcrowded public spaces. To avoid the crowds, I bake something and invite my friends over to my place so we can enjoy each other's company in a more relaxed setting.
@falsificationism2 ай бұрын
I've said much the same thing for years. Glad I'm not alone in this. Sunny days can go straight to hell.
@bellaxeahrose870511 ай бұрын
I really love this video and the editing is great as well. It is something I think about a lot though, how people with less sunlight are more likely to be depressed. But it’s like, why does sunlight affect our mood so much?🙂
@m.e.a.n.y11 ай бұрын
Celine, your channel feels like reading a book in a warm, quiet room full of dust, plants and daylight 🌼🪴 Peace.
@Koltkaze11 ай бұрын
I'm glad you're back Celine, I already missed you! Happy new year and please don't disappear again for such a long time!
@RangerRyke11 ай бұрын
Sounds like Seattle. It’s kinda overwhelming here when it’s sunny and everyone gets louder and runs around all day. As a kid growing up in a sunny place my favorite days were always the rainy ones because it calmed everyone down. Family is the only thing I like about holidays but even that is draining.
@johnfits242411 ай бұрын
What?!!? Seattle summers are the best!!
@jasonhu42257 ай бұрын
I live in a tropical region of Australia and I absolutely hate it:( The sun here is killing me every day
@thesaucegroup187711 ай бұрын
I thought it was only me, always feeling like the weird one . Thank you
@liteswitvh11 ай бұрын
I take mood medication for a chemical imbalance. I think you should look into Talking to a doctor. It could change your perspective. Society is messed up. I agree. Do you have a healthy form of escape? I want to help you feel better. i get it! you are very intelligent though.
@bigaripolaylar899311 ай бұрын
Good to see the old you again, welcome.
@mikeox141411 ай бұрын
If all you do is weather one storm after the other and indeed somewhat long for that happiness will remain unattainable.
@Voltios-bb3gy11 ай бұрын
This is great ❤
@harraldschonhaar448211 ай бұрын
this is so sick i always wanted to do something like this
@tricokon768611 ай бұрын
I understand your sentiment :/
@owen_hales7 ай бұрын
Thanks
@jetlir_krolik11 ай бұрын
thank you.
@Summer-kb2dm4 ай бұрын
make me celebrate a holiday and I will hate you for asking me to come. Whatever I do, I don't answer the phone when my family is calling. Celebrating is their answer to despair. And I would rather simply acknowledge mine.
@SquidwardYouTube10 ай бұрын
p e n i $
@abuhassan618411 ай бұрын
Then you’re not alone 🌝
@everlxng__11 ай бұрын
Same
@ОЛДЫ-ОбществоЛюбителейДоистори11 ай бұрын
trying to understand the point of this video gave me a headache.
@sknfmsmr11 ай бұрын
sunny days are *dreadful* the words cannot describe my hatred for sunny shots of a blondie in underwear by the beach in movies i would throw up if i were there i hate springs and summers. when things are shining soo much, drowned in yellow light. so much heat.. the outside life just becomes a meaningless empty desert with empty brained people. hell, even *i* feel like im empty brained one of my most frightening nightmares is located at a desert-ish village in the noon with no clouds and hundreds of weird people all covered in eye-hurting white sheets, which i'll make a painting of off and *not* hang on *my* walls bc i couldn't bare to see it every. single. day. anyway, i've just came from the movie midsommar..