i have NOT told you EVERYTHING.... (ep. 43)

[@modustrial]

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[@kinskifilms]

Man, watching you choke up about the passing away of your cat.... really got to me. I have a sick cat at the moment and the prognosis is not great. I think I am going to go through that grim rite of passage you unfortunately had to go through. And IT IS HARD. People don't get it! These creatures are part of our EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. LIVES. For over a decade! Anyway, you got me choked up. You owe me a burger.

[@Djkudos14]

YES YES YES! dog park area on the roof! Woof

[@manofthehour5580]

I lost every animal I've ever had to death or just unseen circumstances. I've become so desensitized too the loss of a pet. So to see you get emotional over your pet, really invokes a lot of empathy for you. Good to see people actually generally care about their animals.

[@MrEmx2007]

Last year just few days before Christmas we had to do same thing for our cat, because of complete kidney failure, it was so devastating after 16 years him being member of our family, our kids grew with him playing. Especially it was hard for my daughter, she's been crying for few months, and even now every time she's remembers him, she falls in tears. So I definitely feel your pain, after so many years it's like loosing a child. Very sad.

[@nickpembroke]

This man can KICKFLIP

[@BrianMDIY]

The fact that you addressed your relationship status was very kind of you. Furthermore, the fact that you speak so respectful of your ex shows a lot of character and is not a trait we see often enough. You have my respect.

[@jinsai8064]

I feel for you. I don't know what I'll do when my cats eventually pass, and even the thought makes me want to tear up. They're a part of you, and when you lose them, you lose part of yourself

[@modustrial]

yes, they really do become family...

[@SeanBZA]

@@modustrial My sister lost her one 2 years ago, and will not visit me because my little feral rescue looks so much like her one. Breaks her heart every time she sees him in the window.

[@shadow5273]

my dog has just recently turned 13 had him since basiclly a pup and if anything would to happen to him .... idk how ill end up handling it

[@i0606]

I lost my cat in 2020 and only had him for 2 years of my own and 3 years as my roommate’s cat. I’m so devastated for you, he seemed like such a good boy. 😢

[@808v1]

I lost my girl, the love of my life 2 years ago next month. She was my feline soulmate and I told her she was my real girlfriend :) ...it still hurts today and probably always will. But you can't have the love and happiness without the sadness and loss, I now try and focus on all of the beautiful and fun times we shared - that was the hard thing to do right after she left.

[@douglaslindsey6]

You're one of the only if not the only youtuber i watch who's transparent with everything. It isn't necessary, but it's cool to see the flip side of youtube life and a content creator. You're awesome, and keep up the great life!

[@modustrial]

thanks Douglas!

[@Artista4u10z]

so sorry to hear your loss, he lived a long, amazing life with you. sending love.

[@modustrial]

thanks Shan!

[@alexanderboberg2123]

When you talked about when you started as a KZbinr, I thought of an expression that my boss said when I quit my previous job: It's better to regret something you HAVE done, than to regret something you have NOT done. 😉

[@modustrial]

wise words!

[@BossTweed69]

Bro the moment you started talking about your cat I felt your pain and burst into tears. I NEVER cry so shhhhh.

[@modustrial]

its tough. pets are family...

[@BossTweed69]

@Modustrial Maker They certainly are. It's devastating when they pass. Thanks for this upload, it's nice to know bits of your personal life buddy

[@acwoodworks4987]

Same here

[@SaintDuma]

I'm so sorry to hear about KarmaCat. Grieving pets is honestly a lifelong process, and ya'll were very lucky to have each other. A "suburban backyard" roof deck idea is super cool!

[@alexahedges]

Sorry to hear about your kitty 🐈‍⬛ very sad. Thanks for the update x

[@ronans6658]

I like the fact that even though you and Kat have ended your relationship, you guys are able to still talk to one another, and you can still suggest to your followers that they go and follow her channel

[@Ramon609]

RIP Karma cat.. may he rest in peace and my sincere condolences to you Modustrial i know it isn't easy to lose a pet you love dearly

[@esiebert7625]

Thanks for sharing your life with us!

[@modustrial]

thank you Eric!! 🙏🙏

[@NO-kv2gg]

Garden on the roof top is a really nice idea! Great for a dog and also great for the environment

[@hollosphere]

I burst into tears when you spoke of the KarmaCat. I thought he was looking a bit woobly recently. Tess the Terrible, my tortie best buddy of 17 years, passed on six years ago. I still miss her. Your buddy will stay in your heart always. I'm sure I'll cry some more when you post your video all about him, too. 💞 I vote a dog AND a cat to play with each other when you are not around! Hurray for an upcoming variety of projects, renovation and art and furniture! The roof 'backyard' sounds super cool. I'll stay tuned for whatever you've got going, be it scuba diving or building a table or whatevs. I dig all your content. And enjoy your well-deserved rest! 🥰

[@LoveTeeC3]

I can’t stop crying. My sweet girl Luna was almost 17 when she passed last year from kidney failure. It still hurts very, VERY much. She was my family, so I can only imagine how much the loss of your sweet Karma kitty hurts. It is very brave of you to fight through the pain and share your loss with us. I found your channel looking for concrete sinks, and am so glad your channel exists. Thank you for all the content, and the absolute best of rest during your break!

[@HelpingRescues]

so very sorry for the loss of your sweet KarmaCat...it's never easy to lose a beloved family member, & it's especially hard when he'd been with you for such a long happy time...thank you for sharing him with us 💔

[@kieranhowells7336]

Broke my heart to see you so affected about your little friend. So sorry dude. He seemed like an amazing companion. I have two little cats myself and I understand how they become your family. I hope it gets easier for you, you work so damn hard, remember to look after yourself!

[@Goonmeat]

"at no point did i wish i was back at my desk" good for you man feels good. been watching since ep 1.

[@judy7827]

Thank you so much for being so transparent with us, although I hope you don't struggle too much with the pressure to share more than what you're comfortable with. I can see how much your kitty was and is still loved, and I firmly believe that love will last longer than anything else. I am excited for your future videos and projects! I know this channel will to continue grow and evolve along side with you.

[@modustrial]

thanks Judy!

[@DocMacLovin]

My man, telling the story of your cat driving you to tears moved me. Same goes with me when talking of my begone cats i loved over the years. Respect to you.

[@cutmasta-kun]

Damn.... I feel your pain in my chest now. Seems like it was a very VERY tough year for you. And you still released this much big qualitiy content... Please take care for yourself, you're the only one who can do that

[@majord_nz]

Ginger cats are the best and no one can convince me otherwise. Lost my ginger buddy last year and still feel the pain, so can fully appreciate your loss. Just remember the reasons you loved them so much and the good times.

[@anidh1503]

i'm so sorry for your loss, seeing the pictures of your buddy brought me to tears, hope you can heal soon

[@modustrial]

Thanks Ani!

[@kenreynolds1000]

Having done two kitchen remodels. Make a plan and order everything before demo. Have paper products & plasticware, microwave, inverter cooktop, water boiler. . Make sure you can keep the fridge plugged in. Use plastic sheet walls and get a good air filter. Make progress every day. It can be done.

[@tsutahana]

My kitty is roughly 19 atm and she's slowed down a lot due to hyperthyroidism and other problems. I totally understand the pain and even though I've been through it before I dread when it happens with her. Internet stranger hugs to you and remember that a little piece of him will always be with you.

[@jillsphyllis4146]

My bf and I found your channel after your first Abandoned building video and we were instantly invested in you and this amazing project. The extra personal touches you add to your videos really just secured our interest and its really heartwarming. You take that break, but don't forget to come back!!!!! 🙏♥️

[@natijoe]

We lost our cat recently. It was incredibly difficult and still hurts. Thanks for sharing. Will miss seeing him in your videos.

[@modustrial]

sorry for your loss...

[@stephenmoncrieff2056]

I understand your emotion over your pet . They become such a huge part of our lives and they mean so much!!

[@Kiddo311]

My babygirl (labrador) is on it's last legs right now. So I can soooo relate to you, losing your pet companion / child / friend!!! no shame in crying!! As for your handling of the breakup (at least on camera) well done sir. Even pointing us to her channel. this shows your true character!! I'll watch your stuff whatever you do.

[@Valisk]

Mate, I started watching your channel just after we bought a basket case house here in the northwest UK. We did as much as we could ourselves, got trades in where it passed my skill level, learned loads, went way over budget. Panicked, went over budget again. FIlled about 60 tonnes of skips myself, lost weight, lost sleep, gained experience. It was a year of total disruption for the family. Looking back on it all now its a few years in the past, it just seems a blip in our lives - a family of four were living on matresses in the one habitable room in the house for a few months. You'll look back at it all in a few years time and realise just how hard you worked to get where you are today. Absolutely love this channel! Edit! Second favourite band ever is from Chicago. Alkaline Trio.

[@sarahward9723]

I am so sorry to hear about Karma cat, no doubt losing our little furballs is just completely heartbreaking. I recently lost the last of mine, he made it 17 years (his brother managed 14) and the hole they leave is huge. All you can do is know that you gave them their best lives and all the loving we could. I like to think my boys are together now, so even if I am, they are not alone. Big virtual hugs to you, and I hope you find the right new companion when you're ready. Much love.

[@thevjoiners]

I felt your pain when you were talking about your cat. Am typing this through teary eyes… We lost 2 of our most precious cats 6 months apart. Still miss them every day. It’s devastating 💔

[@deborahmatatall]

This was really great! Thanks for being so open with us. I cried when you talked about your cat. I lost my sweet boy two years ago. He was 17 years old and I had him from the time he was a bitty stray kitten who got dumped at the park. I’ve been impressed and amazed by what you’ve created in your abandoned building. Thank you for addressing the “Dangerous Chicago” meme! Chicago is an incredible city! I’m glad your recovery has gone well and last - go on a wonderful, fun, exciting adventure away from your project! We’ll see you when you return!🌸

[@avg18]

I am so sorry about your cat. I know exactly how you are feeling. Three years ago I lost my 17 year old cat, and it felt like my heart had been plucked out of my chest. The pain will go away, you will cry sometimes, but the happy memories will remain forever.

[@Pablomaniac]

I've followed this renovation project right from the start (thank you KZbin recommendations). It's been great to watch from start to finish. Also, just wanna say you revealing bits of your personal life is very endearing and personable. Of course you don't owe it to your audience but at the same time I think it generates a lot of goodwill. Love to see it. Keep doing what you're doing. Edit: also, pets are absolutely part of the family. You should get a dog tho 🐶

[@a.l.a.7847]

Bless Karma Kat... thank you for sharing both your love and your grief for your staunch friend and companion for 18 years. "Pet" is not even an adequate word to express what beloved animals bring into our lives😇

[@ryanshowalter8918]

Thank you for the updates. It's never easy losing a pet. Just know you were his whole life and he did a lot to make your life so much more fulfilled. Glad everything is going well physically. Looking forward to future content and take all the breaks you need.

[@DebbiHobbs]

I so feel your pain over the loss of your cat. Our cat was just shy of 17 yrs when she died on July 31, 2021. We have happy memories of her and she lived a good long life in the same house for her whole life. Hang in there. Find your dog.

[@Ninjump]

So proud of everything you've done brother. 👏🏾 Pretty amazing to watch you chase your dream through the years. Inspiring AF

[@modustrial]

thanks brother! Hope you had a great Thanksgiving!

[@roofterrace4930]

I am so sorry for your loss. Karma looked like such a sweetie and has been your family for so long. I tear up just thinking about losing my little kitty one day.

[@Tavieme]

Thank you so much for your honesty Mike and being so open and transparent about your life. Take a break and enjoy it it we will all be here when you get back!!

[@philippenielsen9936]

I'm not crying, you're crying. Mike, so sorry to hear about Karma. Lost my fair share of cats over the years and I feel your pain. Thanks for being so honest about everything. Keep your chin up.

[@raynoladominguez4730]

Thank you, especially for allowing us all to see a vulnerable human side of yourself, your relationship with your cat friend is beautiful. I love your sense of style and your furniture designs from the past that I have seen. I look forward to seeing a rooftop dog yard project. Thanks again, you're a good man.

[@ejcastro9518]

So sorry to hear about your cat. I don't think you ever forget the pain cuz 18 yrs of unconditional love is hard to forget. Give yourself the time and opportunity to really grieve so you can heal. I promise you Karma Cat will always be a part of you

[@joypatton310]

Marky Mark wasn’t in NKOTB, his brother, Donnie was. 😉 Love the channel. Keep it up! RIP Karma 😇

[@wraithlet84]

Regarding the dog question, you have had big changes in your personal life this year, and it may be super helpful to have a companion around moving forward. Cant really speak for you on if that's a need you have, but as a dog parent I can honestly say overall its a personal blessing for me to have them around.

[@wcmauldin81]

Losing a pet is like losing a member of the family. Feel for ya my man and it means a lot that you would share that with us so transparently. Your channel is one of my favorites and genuinely get excited when s new one drops.

[@fiercegirldesign1]

I’m so sorry to hear about karma cat’s passing. I know how much he meant to you. I hope the upcoming build you do in Karma’s memory will bring you some healing. Sending hugs. ❤️

[@ryanperry9472]

Super sorry to hear about your cat Karma! I am a 50 year old man and I still think about my lost cats DAILY! Watching that part even made me get a bit weepy eyed. A lot of people just don't understand how AWESOME it is when you have a truly awesome cat! Cheers to our fallen furry warriors! Please keep up the great work and take a break when you need it. BTW I currently have two brother cats named Evel Knievel and Indiana Jones!

[@jeninthetube]

I have been subscribed from when you bought the building and have followed the process. I know that you have been having a lot of curve balls over the last 2 years of this build. I wish you all the best in your life and am sending healing energy and light to surround your heart and to help with your grief regarding Karma! We all know he is on the other side of the rainbow bridge having a glorious time. 🥰🥰🥰

[@derkr0x]

You don't owe us any explanation but I can say we appreciate that you do and makes this channel much more better to watch knowing you're an open book.

[@GreyElement]

I'm very excited to see what videos will come from next year and how they will top the renovation!

[@1973anacryon]

An "Urban Green Roof" project would be timely and really cool to see. It would also open up lots of opportunities to partner with some other Tubers and suppliers. When you did your first roof projects I kept thinking how cool it would be to see actual grass and other fauna growing on the roof.

[@fredericapanon207]

@Eric Gilbreath, an urban green roof would be very cool. I would caution that engineering work is required prior to account for the increased loads from dirt, plants and water, and just activities on the roof. Most rooves are not designed for those loads so structural reinforcements will likely be necessary. The nice thing about a green roof is that it would help to mitigate the urban island heat effect, a good thing with climate change continuing unabated.

[@1973anacryon]

@@fredericapanon207I totally agree both on the engineering prep requirements and the heat/carbon sink mitigation effects. My overall point was that it would present Modustrial with a ton of opportunities for individual videos and for partner sponsorship videos. I think it would bring new people to the channel and new eyes to the cool stuff Mod does as well as the overall topic of "urban green spaces".

[@noelreklaw]

Thanks for your honesty. As a cat lover, I’m so sorry to hear about Karma. Keep up the great work.

[@TheGenuineRannix]

The first video I've seen of you was the guitar building video... gosh you weren't my type of guy I'd watch and I don't know why. Your creativity and way of taking on things is great and I now watch every video! I feel with you and everything that has been happening in your life so I just hope it gets better :)

[@I3iGZ3U5]

Dude lost a girlfriend, had a pet pass, and almost died in less than 6 months. I'm glad you are still putting on a smile for some things but I hope you take a long break to decompress and reflect. You have a lot of people rooting for you.

[@LilybetMells]

I still cry over my baby girl Pheobe even though it's been nearly 3 years. She was like my child and I miss her so much💔

[@jamesbell8861]

OH YEAH !!! Another big Mixed Used project would be AWESOME !!! I'm stoked !!! I'm living out my daydream through channels like this.

[@connorohoare7470]

You deserve a holiday ! Make sure you do take that break you promised yourself !

[@Soberdragonfly]

Glad to hear you are doing well health wise! Sorry to hear about Karma's passing, you gave him a good life and have 18 Amazing years of memories to help get you through. Glad to hear things are amicable between you and Kat. Keep making videos and we will keep watching!

[@paulhume8083]

This is a really, really, REALLY great video. Been watching this renovation from the beginning and thanks for the interesting facts. Also, total empathy for the loss of your cat as I'm still upset at the loss of our dog from two years ago. Lastly, can't wait to see what your next building flip will be. This one was awesome so if you have bigger plans I can't imagine what it's going to be!

[@thegametinkerer]

You deserve a ton of kudos for this video. The fact that you stated your relationship with Kat and so many other things. You being a kind person and showing respect is something that, to me is very important. Keep being an amazing person and I look forward to seeing more content.

[@martypingel5423]

Love the honesty/sincerity of your whole story. You deserve some time away.

[@modustrial]

thanks Marty!

[@radarguru566]

Your projects and content are great! I enjoy following your journey and wish you the best with everything. Thank you for letting us be a part of this!

[@HyperactiveNeuron]

Absolutely love the over/under thing 🤣 My freshman year in high school my civics teacher took a poll on glass half empty/full and when she got to me I just said it's half of a glass... She stopped and asked is it half full or empty? I replied it's just half a glass. She looked at me weird for a second and said no one's ever said that to me and that's actually the best answer because it's not affirmative or negative... It's just rational.

[@Stephen_A.]

I'm so sorry for your loss of your kitty. Sending you comforting hugs. 💝

[@JL-hn6hi]

Yes, yes continued renovation content.

[@modustrial]

👍👍

[@cynthiagilbert]

My heart ❤️ goes out to you on the loss of your baby cat. It’s very hard.

[@SeanBZA]

You need a new partner cat, there are dozens of older cats who would be glad for even a temporary home by you. I did not know I needed a cat till one showed up at the door. Now sleeping next to me comfortable and cozy.

[@modustrial]

I'm definitely going to get a pet soon... dog or cat :)

[@NealD]

@@modustrial Please check out PAWS Chicago when you’re ready. Kitty City and Dog Town there are amazing!

[@lorenrickey5481]

Same here. Purring right now as I rub his chest.

[@1leggeddog]

@@modustrial Every shop needs a dog, just saying!

[@aumgillett8475]

There are a lot of great animal shelters in Chicago. & if you like taking your dog with you to the neighborhood bar, I recommend Lizard's Liquid Lounge at Irving Park Park Rd & Albany -it might not be too far (not sure exactly where you are). Lots of great artists & animal lovers in there

[@nannieandlella2131]

I am so sorry for your loss Mike, he lived a wonderful life with you by his side

[@dylanreeve102]

Love the video! Awnserd some questions I wouldn't have even thought about. So grateful your able to share this with us

[@modustrial]

thanks Dylan!

[@gregoryburd4450]

I was so sorry to hear about the loss of your cat in January. I recently had to put down my cat Lynxie 4 weeks ago. She had fast growing cancer. Its the most emotional thing I have felt in my life and I understand and feel your pain. Greg

[@orvar1992]

i must say i love your videos ! they have provited me with huge amounts of joy just watching you making things. Love from Iceland

[@modustrial]

thank you!

[@BigdaddiZ]

I don’t understand how you don’t have over a million subs yet! The content is so good!

[@modustrial]

Thanks! We'll get there!

[@BigdaddiZ]

Definitely! You’re awesome keep on trucking!

[@sharonhilliard3780]

Mike do you think that at any time you would sell the property ? Thank you Mike for being so transparent . We love you and are glad to know you have recovered from your near death experience . Sorry about metallic cat . ...and sorry about you and Kat . I hope you guys can always be friends . I also think a little break from KZbin would be just want the Dr. ordered . Happy Thanksgiving !

[@modustrial]

Thanks Sharon! Not any time soon, but eventually I might if life takes me to other parts of the world.

[@triskerslake3763]

So sorry about your cat. It's such a tough thing to go through. I think a great many people would empathise. All the best.

[@mikededmon]

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. We lost our greyhound in September after a long battle with cancer and just seeing your emotions brought up so much for me and I shed some tears too. So, I (and I think others) can SO relate with the grief. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable on camera. ❤🏳‍🌈❤🏳‍🌈❤

[@angrymike6759]

Marky mark wasnt a new kid, he had the funky bunch!👍👌 😂

[@modustrial]

lol, way to get technical on me ;)

[@christianninsananda9626]

Yeah... but his brother Donnie was a New Kid.

[@angrymike6759]

Donnie diesel was also drug free on the back-up!👍

[@itscalleddesign9940]

I really dig your vibe that you aren't a "KZbinr" in a traditional sense, but just an honest guy making youtube videos. It's been a crazy journey as a viewer through the pandemic, and we're all rooting for you.

[@UndeniedPunisher]

Rip sweet kitty! So sorry to hear that! A key thing to remember is all the love you gave him and he gave you his trust which is huge with cats! I had to say goodbye to my cat about 6 years ago. His name was Target, and he was 20 years old at the time. He was the best! I got to hold him while he crossed over and that was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, but I would do it in a heart beat again just to be there for him at that point. Anyway, hang in there man.

[@yuGtahT]

Mike, I'm so sorry for your loss... I struggle to even comprehend what it will be like when I one day lose my own cat. I know that must have been very hard. Maybe a new cat will brighten your world!

[@emsalsa9385]

Thanks for being vulnerable. Especially as a man, it’s nice to see 😊

[@ciraloke]

Sorry for your loss(es) mate - I lost my fur guy awhile ago and I still get sad when I think about it. Bummer to hear about Kat. Be kind to yourself - heal up.

[@elizabethlnu2775]

Hi Mike. I'm sorry to hear about the loss of your sweet KarmaCat; I understand all too well the awful pain that comes with it. I hope 2023 brings all the good things to your life. Love your videos!

[@oamedina]

LOVE the idea about an urban yard for a dog!! Sorry to hear about your Cat and your Kat. Much respect to your for your transparency.

[@Teacher_elleq]

My dog passed last June and I still cry when i think about her sometimes. I think every pet has unique personalities. So sorry for you loss.

[@thehollows]

Sorry to hear about your sweet cat. I think an urban rooftop green space is an amazing idea as there isn't much content going on regarding that topic. It truly is the future of urban areas.

[@hazonku]

Thanks for the update! Those of us who've been here since the tiny basement days are definitely going to miss Karma Cat, he was the absolute best. Can't wait to see all the new projects and how the channel grows down the road.

[@ghomeyshi7]

as a cat owner it did hit me hard when you talked about your loss. that would be my worst nightmare. i dont how you do it. i cant even image it. love and respect

[@sterlingtardie]

I'm sorry about losing your cat. That's very hard. I lost my cat in 2010, and I still miss him. May God comfort you and help you heal. God bless.

[@CraigFromTheLand]

I've followed you the entire way, I think I always enjoyed watching you because of how genuine you are. It's gotta be hard to talk about those things but addressing them really puts the viewer at another level of connection. I started tearing up myself thinking about my cat getting older when you were discussing that, and break ups suck but you handled that real well. I know things will turn around for you, I think the idea of building out a roof yard would be incredible. I look forward to seeing your future projects and I hope you have a nice holiday season here!

[@MarioMastar]

I had a feeling about Karmacat but always shivered to hear the news. It got me about as much as seeing that video where you were in the hospital. Man, don't go anywhere before your time. Still I have the upmost respect for you and everything you've done so far in this channel. In fact, seeing you willing to go out and rebuild your house inspired me as a city living software engineer to get out there and do the same. You're the guide the youth of the world need to see how to do what they love and take responsibility for thier life. Really putting passion into everything you do, you deserve all the success you've found so far. Happy to be one of the millions supporting your channel. Definitely one of my top 5 favorite youtubers of all time, heck I play your house building video on a playlist like one would do a podcast cause it's that inspiring to get me to just "Do things".

[@imari2305]

So sorry for your loss Mike. I've been watching since the start of the abadon building renovation and everything you've done so far is amazing and beautiful. I'm happy to see you're recovering well and doing well. I look forward to seeing all the new projects you'll be sharing with us in the future.

[@JassiJo]

So sorry for your loss of your beloved kitty. HeartBreaking to loose a wonderful pet. Lost my old dog last April.22.. I understand the grieving hurts alot. big love brother. I would like to add that it would be great fun to take us with you snowboarding or skuba diving.. .. Tx

[@cptlooney]

I've been watching you from the start, being in Australia, your content during lockdowns was a blessing. This, video, is up there was one of your best. It takes a lot to expose a lot of content and personal information, but thankyou for sharing. Man, I couldn't hold back the tears when you mentioned your cat. I lost a cat the same way and he was about 16 years old. We have two rescue cats now and they bring a lot of joy. Thank you again, I've used your videos to inspire my own house renovations and ideas.

[@Desoxtelo]

16:59 so sad man... I had to put my 10yr old dog to sleep cus of liver sickness a couple of weeks ago... is tough, it still breaks me to think about him... but is comfortable to reminisce the good times, is what's worth, remember that :)

[@scherre]

I loved the photos you shared of Karma. I'm sorry you lost him, but glad that you had many happy years together and that you have those memories still. I hope that when you're ready, the perfect dog buddy is waiting for you to experience that wonderful love again. Building a garden on the roof for a dog to be able to enjoy sounds like an awesome but seriously huge project! I don't doubt that if you decide to do it though, you're definitely up to the challenge. It's lovely that you and Kat have remained friends even though your romantic relationship has ended. Thanks for sharing. I think you are right in that there is a little bit of necessity in sharing some of your personal life, because we relate to you on a personal level and keep watching not only because of the stuff you make but also because of the whole person we perceive you to be - relationships, pets, other interests, etc. Knowing how to find the right balance between sharing enough that you're not a closed book and not so much that you feel too exposed and lacking in privacy is what I imagine to be one of the hard parts of a job like yours. I know it is something that other KZbinrs I watch have mentioned struggling with sometimes. I didn't quite have the impression of Chicago as being the hotbed of crime and danger that you described some people seem to think - I wouldn't expect it to be any more or less dangerous than any other US city. The one thing I have heard about Chicago though is FAR more controversial than the pineapple on pizza debate and that's that you all put the cheese and sauce on the pizza the wrong way around?! That's not really pizza, then, is it? 😂

[@adamhargrave2242]

So sorry to hear about your Kitty Companion. I know how tough it is to go from having someone always there for comfort. Last year my pup that was with me for 16 years passed, and this past valentine I had to let my 14 year old cross the bridge as well.

[@lindab424]

Whoa Mike, you have had a big year. Your surgery, breaking up with Kat and losing your beloved pussycat plus all the renos. I am really sorry to hear that you and Kat have broken up, glad that you are still friends though. I can totally relate to your distress over losing your cat. I had to put my baby to sleep about 10 years ago due to cancer and to this day I cry when I think about those last minutes with her and having say goodbye. Gut wrenchingly heartbreaking. Thank you for sharing yourself with us and letting us get to know you a bit better. I look forward to your tribute video. P.S You have done a bloody good job turning that old abandoned building into your home and workshop, well done.

[@MattiasMagnusson]

I love your sink designs and the tables that you made, it’s so satisfying to watch from start to finish. A break is in order for sure, i know what it’s like to put in 70-80 hours a week and it feels terrible after a while.

[@rosecat5638]

I immediately felt your loss when you shared about karma cat 😢. I’m so sorry for your loss, it’s so hard to loose our furry loved ones, they hold such deep places in our hearts. My little kitty of 9 lays on my lap as I watched this video and he is my little light and love, I hope I can be lucky to have another 9 years with him as well. I hate that dogs and cats just never live long enough, but I’m also grateful in a way because I’ve gotten to meet and love so many dogs and cats in just my 33years. I’m excited for you to be thinking of getting a dog, and I look forward to future videos on this and for a doggie to get a loving home with you.