I have returned...

[@NukaEle]

Testing testing, is this thing on....? 😅

[@wwehht]

Have you ever played Red Dead Redemption 2?

[@LuisHernandez-yf2no]

Welcome back young lady,, hope All is in order in your Life Good to see you once again 😊

[@nickwilson2274]

Hope you’ve been doing well we missed you

[@UncleDan58]

Welcome back Ele. Yeah, after being away for a little while it’s easy to forget where the On buttons are. 😂😂

[@thekingua3]

Life is a journey it has ups and downs keep going and you’ll reach your destination to the place you truly belong, just keep going and you’ll be good look at the brighter side of the things and you’ll better hopefully just know that even if you don’t know us we’re always going to be here.

[@AGirlAndAGame]

You're still here and you're still amazing. Everything will turn around for you, I know it. You know you can always reach out to me ❤

[@brendonsyndennis5371]

Sorry to hear about the struggles, but glad to see your working through it. Looking forward to the videos!!

[@leaf241]

Sounds like you've had a rough few months! Stay positive, there's so much good in the world even if it doesn't always seem like it!

[@Zorros2ndCousinTwiceRemoved]

Welcome back then, it's good to see you again! RL always comes first, so don't expect too much of yourself or your channel. Relax, sit back, let whatever happens happen.

[@appledough3843]

“Pulled a Cory Kenshin on you guys” lol even walked in just like him 😂

[@luketeddymh]

Welcome back, Nuka. Glad you're doing better. Life has this habit of throwing stuff at us to take us down, but it's important to pick yourself up, shake off the dust and keep moving forward, even if that takes a while.

[@heavyrain4485]

Welcome back Ele, I'm sorry you have gone through like this situation. I hope you are getting better. Missed your rise eyebrow.

[@colosseo7827]

3 months has felt like years. Your content is amongst the very few that give me therapy. Welcome back, and thank you for everything you do.

[@Miyabukiii]

Welcome back!! ❤ I was thinking about your videos like 2 days ago! I'm 23 years old from France and despite being busy as well, I always enjoyed the games you play! ^^ You have awesome tastes, for sure! You're honestly one of my favorite KZbinrs! I really love watching your content and videos! You're doing great!! Make sure to take your time and take care of yourself too! ^^

[@ChrisPTenders]

It's Ele! It all makes perfect sense. I think a lot of people thought 2022 was gonna be their year and it turned out not so great, for quite a few things. I started watching your Bloodborne playthough and eventually realized it'd been a while since you posted another session, so dutifully I went around every social media platform and followed you to see if there would be an update somewhere. Glad to see you haven't abandoned us lol. Hoping things start going much better for you!

[@joshuafetter3831]

You're awesome, keep doing what's best for you. This community will still be here for you.

[@hailtheninja9799]

Honestly that feeling of is it me or is it life, its both. Its on you to get out of that zone of self pity and its life that always humbles one to get a different perspective on things. I fell into it recently where I was wondering why me ,why is all this bad stuff happening to me and yeah its sucks and yes its out of my control, but its up to me to get back on the horse and when I did that it all comes clear again. Life without struggles means you don't learn and life is a learning experience, there is no need for apologies and guilt of coming back after a break. We are all human like you and Cory Kenshin. You don't owe anyone anything but yeah sorry to hear things have been rough. Hope to see you around and keep up the good work. 2022 is not over yet so that mean you have time to make the best out of the rest of year KZbin or not. Cheers Eli!

[@iamthehumblemofongo89]

Meeting you would feel like listening to a song for the very first time & know with all my heart that it would be my favorite of all time.

[@TheApexHound]

Welcome back, Hope you find the right balance :)

[@krizzlekickz6021]

Ohhhh I'm so, so, happy to see you on my screen again! Hope you are doing well! Had to stick around for you to come back! ❤❤❤❤❤

[@jdenton1337]

2022 got hands and isn't giving up but you'll always have us in your corner! Our goofball❤️

[@nieloleary6388]

Very happy to see you back. I'm so sorry you've been going through tough times. I wish the best for you and hope everything works out for you. You're a strong woman, you got this🙂❤️

[@branstew5143]

I can relate so much to constant strings of misfortune. Something that has always cheered me up was watching Red Vs Blue with you. I was always ecstatic seeing a new upload and preparing to watch it Friday evening after work with a pizza from my favorite place. You've provided me with many a good nights. I hope that knowledge is enough to help you through a tough moment or 2. Thanks Queen.

[@theRemedyGames]

Heeeey welcome back! Adulting is great right? Listen, struggles make you stronger. Because the next hard thing that comes along will be easier to deal with and handle and move past. Life is nothing but peaks and valleys. And congrats on your promotion! Funny how things work out right?

[@grantsolorio8646]

Welcome back! Glad you're ok and don't feel bad about any breaks you take.

[@percyjeri]

Glad to hear things are starting to get better. You bring happiness to many people around the world, so thank you for everything. Keep safe!

[@arnoldpj6712]

Life can be like that sometimes, it can bring us down hard. But what matters is that we get back up, pull ourselves together and keep moving forward. And that's what you're doing. Glad you're back, one of the few gamers I follow. I hope I see your vids showing up to me again, but what's most important is your health and personal life. Take all the time you need whenever you need.

[@joeb918]

Well it’s always nice to see you, whenever that happens to be. So a congrats on your promotion to start with good news and welcoming you back. In any case it’s not you, it’s not bad luck. It’s just life I guess. We all have up’s and downs and other cliches. But welcome back! Oh and I loved you sneaking into the frame from the side, that cracked me up so much. As did the technical difficulties. Good luck and best wishes for all your endeavours in your work life and of course everything else. No need for apologies. Take care and be well.

[@justinasmussen8158]

glad to see you're still doing alright, you're not alone in what you're going through, I also have had so much happen the last few months and have been struggling to be motivated to do anything so seeing you having the strength to keep moving gives me hope things will get better soon. Also don't worry about posting so much, the people who truly enjoy your content will always be happy to see when you do post so just take care of the important things first. stay strong and know that you have a whole community to help you get through the stressful times

[@patrickm9955]

We all have missed you terribly. If this means anything to you, know this...we will never give up on you. I certainly will be there for you until you decide to end this part of your life. Love you, Ele.

[@TheMirandalorian]

Sometimes when you lose things in your life, space is being made for better things ❤

[@AaronProctor.]

This is the moment I have been waiting for! My nighttime playlist is open and waiting!

[@hikarisama306]

Welcome back! Honestly, fuck 2022... Break up after break up, along with other personal matters. This year cannot pass fast enough.

[@DanielSwede]

I have really missed you. ♥️ 2021 was a bad year for me, your videos helped me through it. 🇸🇪 Thank you.

[@HerrFinsternis]

✌️😊 Sounds like a bumpy road, we all get those sometimes. But what you say here 4:28 and you don't know why, it's kinda important you find out. Not right away and there's no haste, but when you feel like that there's probably something that needs tending one way or another. But the good thing is part of the solution always lies within ourselves. Maybe there's something we don't do but really should; or the other way around; or sometimes you need a change of perspective. Getting to know that can be a bit tricky, honesty towards oneself is not the easiest thing in the world, and sometimes help comes from unexpected places. To give an example from my own life. Years ago I felt very uneasy at the idea I'd be stuck in a job to the exclusion of most everything else, even one I really liked. Around that time I stumbled upon a video that resonated with me extremely strongly, which led me to a book by Barbara Sher called "refuse to choose", where she talked about a type of person that isn't exactly a misfit (far from it) but can easily feel lost in the way human society works because it doesn't play to their strengths. It's been a while since I read that book and details escape me more an more, but I do remember it made me realise some things about both me and my environment, which was all I needed at the time to get going. Now I'm not saying you should go out and get that book (good read though) but just to illustrate that, even though nothing really changed I realized it didn't have to because I've been going by the wrong idea which that particular book pointed out perfectly. And that changed everything.

[@ShinNorimaro]

Awww….you’ve been going through quite a bit. Glad to see your smile again. Best luck wishes in life and your ASM position. Can you please provide directions on locating the PANIC button….just in case?

[@ShinySilvery]

Aww Eleanor, bless your big brown eyes ! You have certainly been trapped on that wild rollercoaster. With the safety bars locked down. Am sure your everyone appreciates candour in updating us with life’s adulting ups and downs. Any human being would struggle with all those challenges. All that on top of your existing mental health issues. Makes me so very proud of you, coping and then returning with such a good humoured vlog. Was grinning like an idiot, from your tentative peek a boo entrance onward. Now you have stepped off the crazy rollercoaster to apologise for the unfulfilled big plans you had for this year, when none required. It’s just so great to see you so generally good humoured again, welcome back - stay rad Ele !!

[@leethomas5756]

Sounds like my 2022. Glad you made it to the other side. Welcome back❤

[@daydreamsonpaper425]

Glad to have you back! Missed your rvb reactions as I can’t wait for you to finish 14 and get to 15 - been binging your reactions to the other seasons to fill the void. But take your time! Those seasons aren’t going anywhere, and we’ll all be here to watch your reactions whenever they come out.

[@mikeman2862]

Take the time you need to get things sorted, you know we are still around 😊

[@Cr1ms0nBlade83]

So glad to see you back in action, my KZbin recommended was missing your smiling face 😊 life happens, don’t worry about it, you got this and The Real Ones ™️ are still here for you. We missed you and glad you’re okay(ish) ❤

[@Dazz-252]

Welcome back! 😀Absence isn't always a bad thing. There's a saying "How can we miss you, if you wont go away." We're happy to see you back. 🙂

[@EmbeeboogirlPlays011]

So glad you're back Ele! We missed you. The "I pulled a Cory Kenshin" part had me rolling though lol. Sorry to hear about what hard stuff happened, so don't apologize for taking a break if you needed it. Can't wait for you to steadily come back with more great content. 💛

[@guluf]

Happy belated birthday! Great to see you back, I was worried, cause I didn't get any notification from this channel for some time. I got a job in gamedev this summer and it's pretty stressful for me, so I understand that you've been through some rough times. Seeing you make it through gives me motivation to keep going :) Looking forward to new videos!

[@tacticalteager7920]

Glad to have you back and congrats on the promotion 🥂

[@WandererNamedGuy]

This year has definitely been a kick to the face, glad ya getting through it though :). Congrats on the job opportunities and the other stuff well sometimes it jus shakes out like that :/. Also happy belated Day of Birth, here’s to the coming year be it two steps forward or one step back may it be met with warm wishes

[@Mangomesh]

Welcome back, I'm just glad this was not a goodbye forever video.

[@JoeSelf1982]

Some things are just worth their WAIT in gold.

[@NyMyers64]

Very sorry to hear about the rough times. I hope you are enjoying your new job, though! No panic here. I know real life can come at you from all sides at times so having to take breaks goes along with that. Will be glad to check out some new videos when you have time and hope your last part of the year is a good one.

[@Eric-xk3rt]

Thought you were trollin' when I saw your empty chair on the screen! Glad to see you back. Your pending 'boss que' had me anxiously transfixed on the Panic Button...

[@FarewellApollo]

Hi, I'm new here. Just discovered your channel last month and have been binging your Resident Evil 1, 2 & 3 playthroughs. Welcome back.

[@christianvennemann9008]

Welcome back! Hope everything goes well for you from here on out! Also, what are those awesome Minecraft OST remixes called? They're great!

[@NukaEle]

They're from this video! kzbin.info/www/bejne/ap7HiKGhncp8epo&ab_channel=VirtualConflux

[@christianvennemann9008]

@@NukaEle Thank you so much!

[@TheMirandalorian]

I'm so glad to see you ❤❤❤

[@stealthgamerbr_]

I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!! I'm glad to see you back on my screen, I just hope you are well Ele 💕

[@djbeema]

Yay Ele! Happy to have you back! Sorry life has been so shit for you lately, but you should be very proud you pulled through it and came out the other side (small comfort, I know). Looking for to whatever you have in store for the channel ❤️❤️❤️

[@Lokingh5086]

Yess I remember you. No worries nor apologies. Knew you were gone. Missed you miss and glad you are well.

[@brandyn7220]

Been wondering what happened, glad to see you back. May the future be better. Always do what you need to first we can wait.

[@BrandonGlaspie]

Recently started watching your reaction videos to RvB. And I love them!!! Sorry you’ve had a rough 2022 thus far. Praying that it will get better!! Congrats on the promotion!!! 😁😁😁

[@thecoletrain1231]

Hey Ele, just recently discovered your channel, Loved the resident evil playthroughs, Resident evil 4 remake recently dropped could be a good game to get back into the swing of things. Take care of yourself

[@JECSGAMING]

Great to see you back I’ve been watching since you had 8k subs I’m glad your doing better now!

[@roopetoivanen]

Welcome back :) Still here after 5 years (wow), haven't been all that active for a while but never left. Great to see you back and doing better

[@enigmatic247]

thank you Ele, you have always been so open about your life with your audience, sorry has life sucked ass recently but hey re4 remake showcase was fucking hype!

[@crypticwriter7001]

Welcome back! I am so glad to see your doing alright can't wait for more content

[@LorenHelgeson]

Don't let the past few months get you down. You've got this! Welcome back and all the best of luck to you in moving forward.

[@Emmalition]

Welcome back El💜 I’m sorry you’ve had such a rough ride. We all missed you so much and I can’t wait to see what comes next for you. It’s gonna be on the up and up, I know it ❤️‍🔥 always here for you! X

[@jeffreywjohnson77]

Life is tough in many different ways, no matter how you slice it. It can even be painfully humbling. Good on you for being able to smile and laugh some through it all. It's not always easy to do, but thanks for sharing your story. Sharing our stories can be uplifting and it helps us relate with each other.

[@Michelle_Banks]

Welcome back! Happy to see you’ve returned! 🤗

[@isaacwahlers726]

I’m super happy you’ve returned!! I’ll admit I’ve missed seeing your KZbin notifications pop up, but I completely understand and I’m extremely sorry that this year wasn’t the best for you. Let’s hope the rest of this year and next year will be awesome! 😁😁

[@paranoidpixie95]

It's nice to see you're doing okay despite the hurdles you're overcoming. I haven't been subscribed for long but I do look forward to seeing what's next.

[@pib04]

Hahahaha 'adulting, I dont like it, but I also do' is the perfect summary of what adulting is

[@lrc2k8]

@NukaEle Struggling and hardships are usually for chosen people who are heading into a bright future. These trails are meant to make you stronger and smarter. P.S. Welcome back👍

[@elvisaedo5864]

Hi, so long, I was finally looking forward to your return, you were missed, greetings, take care 💯

[@clarejean3309]

Welcome back, we have missed you!

[@thebest7767]

I’m happy you’re back. Take your time with your return. Slow and steady always wins the race ❤️

[@adaniero78]

I'm so happy to see you again, I'm sorry it's been so hard. Covid sucks on top of it. You don't have to apologize life happens. Please take care of yourself I'll be looking forward to see your videos again. Congrats on the job promotion. I'm going to rewatch bloodborne again. Take care 🙂

[@jeffreyphipps1507]

1. Opportunity for new girlfriend (OK, maybe not me - but surely she'll find someone) 2. Congrats on new job!!! 3. Congrats on beating COVID - been there. Was in hospital for a few days. 4. Congrats on being back!!! We appreciate you and what might seem depressing is a new door opening. Adulting sucks but it tends to turn around and improve your perspective. We're still here. We didn't go anywhere. We can wait. Get everything sorted and shine like a new star. Glad to have you back!!!

[@RubensFogaca884]

Things will get into place, me and averyone are rooting for the channel to blossom even more than already is. For me is the natural and honest style that you have, and is what will take you to places =)

[@julienmonnier5253]

So happy to see you again !! Keep going ! We missed you ! 🍾🤘

[@leonmarquez3263]

So good to see you back!!! I first started subscribed to your channel when you were playing the Resident Evil 2 remake. Back then I never knew there were such pretty girls playing video games on KZbin. So I subscribed to you and Tofu and Alyska and Marz. But you were my first and will always be my favorite. Glad you are back, I've missed you so much!!

[@andrewlombardo536]

Welcome back Nuka! I'm sorry all that happened to you. Just one of those would surely hinder me, let alone all at once. I'm glad you made it through it tho! Just know you are a very strong woman and you can handle anything that comes your way! And all of us along with the channel will always be here to support you, even during long bouts of inactivity!

[@Saibotwins]

Love the intro lol. We've all had trying times in our lives, just remember to breathe, you're gonna be okay. You got this ❤️

[@tilinaz1]

Welcome back happy to see you great ... as always ... all our support to you from me in other continent 👍👍👍....

[@Maaden84]

Congrats on the job and promotion, thats awesome. You will find a way to adapt to work, streams and youtube. Just dont rush it, body, mind and sleep comes first. We will be here cheering you on :)

[@SpicyMagic1337]

Welcome back!!!! Honestly I have been through the exact same thing except the bike thing. Got a job and lost my girlfriend. We gotta remain strong no matter what!!!

[@kendallbrown2904]

I hate to hear about the rough patches you’ve been going through. I’ve always enjoyed watching the red vs blue reaction videos you make and you always seem like you’d be cool to game with! I hope that things really look up for you and continue to get better for you! Looking forward to your next video 😁

[@sonichero7]

I was just thinking about you with all the Rooster Teeth stuff going down 'cause you used to react to Red vs Blue. I thought "I wonder what happened to her?" Glad to see you're doing well. Relatively well. Alive? Welcome back. Also, nice Cory joke.

[@TheJamezay]

Can i speak to the manager please 😏 Your 2022 sounds like a carbon copy of my 2020 haha, it definitely gets better, time and positivity heals all wounds. Wish you the best going forward lass, keep your head high 👍

[@leveluppupgaming7207]

So glad you're back! Can't wait to see you play Elden Ring! You're gonna love it.

[@suburbanview]

Life can said NO, but the important ting is that YOU KEEP GOING, as a person, as a friend, as a youtuber, and now as a AM. That is life!

[@vergil9545]

Welcome back! I don't comment often and am a pretty discreet viewer but i want you to know that i support you and i'm glad to see you're doing well! So sorry for your relation and your bike but congratuations for your promotion! It's really great! I know it's not easy but don't worry about your channel and your new job, just do your best so you won't have any regrets! I wish you the best for the future!

[@sparrowsanzo]

Welcome back. I have enjoyed your content for some time cause I like the sound of your voice. Reminds me of Claudia Black. Keep doing what you do.

[@marcusdeering115]

Hey Ele, it's great to see you back on here and sorry to hear about your troubles. You will bounce back and congrats on your promotion 👏 Hope to see you creating content soon.

[@ardiations]

Welcome back Ele! We miss you.. best of luck to you and your future 🥳😃

[@infernoblaze1359]

0:14 🙋‍♂️ I do.

[@jeremystevens6640]

Me 2 🙋

[@Rizwaan122]

Been a horrendous year for my family, I could write an essay on all the stuff that's happened. Just gotta shrug it off and move on

[@defiantfury18]

We all miss and love you. Can't wait for anything you do.

[@alfonsoarcedavila476]

It's very kind of you to give us some explanation for your absence, even when you don't really owe us anything. Always good to hear from you despite that. Keep it up! I wish you the best!

[@nomdecomputer]

So happy to see you back here. We’ll be here for you whenever you are able to find that balance with everything.

[@FromPolandWithROAAAAR]

Great to see you back! Looking forward to see more gameplays from you. Cheers!

[@cygnusstarscream]

❤ ALL those hickies . . . . . what a lucky guy . . . or girl 🤪

[@PsiCorps85]

My memory is terrible, so I don't remember subscribing to you, but you seem to like Red Vs Blue and other cool stuff, so heck welcome back. Yeah, work-"life" saps energy away from everything else in life and that totally sucks. Relationship drama sucks. Crap your bike got stolen too? Lovely. Well, hope the bad luck string ends, but sometimes it's like the meme about "if one door closes and another opens, your house is haunted and you need to run!" ;p

[@confusednamused1161]

You'll ease in my friend. These past few months have been the busiest months of my life, but every day is easier. You'll find a rhythm! Either way, happy to see you.

[@smv1990]

Return of the Queen! Let's. Fucking. Goooooooo! We've missed you dearly, fearless leader! No words can describe how happy we are that you're back! ❤

[@Kavriel]

Ele, you asked why the channel hasn't been doing as good as you wanted, if it's you or if it's bad luck. It's you, it's bad luck and it's okay. I usually don't talk about myself on comments but i will for a bit. I used to get terrible anxiety when i went outside. It happened when i went to school, later to job interviews and then at work. It ripped me appart, made me distant from others, made me depressed. Why were things so easy for other people so hard for me ? It made me fail my studies. I didn't chose to be like that but i was. I wish i could have just chosen not to be like that, but things aren't that simple. We can't just chose who we want to be. We have to earn it. I faced my anxieties time and time again, until i didn't fear anymore. And i got lucky, i found a job that i loved and more importantly, where i felt needed, useful. Now it's been years of stability, inner peace, and personal progress towards my goals. The road isn't always straight. You'll get frustrated, and you'll fail. But if you have the right attitude, if you're honest and resilient, you'll learn from your mistakes and become who you want to be. We're all in this together, on our own path. Hope this story illuminates yours.