I have something to share with you😨 | 9 months postpartum body and baby update

[@Jesusisallandiamnothing]

Sorry you are experiencing this. I have felt this at times with my three kids and I pray I dont feel it with my 4th. When I was 18 I tried to kill myself so I have come a long way by Our Lords Grace I didnt and now I'm 36! I've had a conversion since my 3rd baby and pregs with my 4th and I really think the power the prayer is so helpful. Even an Our Father or Hail Mary. Thank you for bringing this to light, God bless you. I wish I would give you a hug love from Australia xx

[@SoulTribeMama]

Hugs to you too mama thank you. I’m so grateful you are still here too🙏🏻

[@Jesusisallandiamnothing]

@@SoulTribeMama thank you lovely. I am too especially when I watch my kids and feel my baby move. I wish I could help others survive there suicides... God bless you.

[@Ashleymagyar]

I know exactly how you are feeling and I'm in the same situation. I have broke down and cried and tried to push through and it's hard but you are amazing. I don't have friends or family and it's always me with 4 kids alone because my husband works so much but im always striving to be the best and I know its okay to fall but I want to thank you for talking about this because people like me need to know were not alone

[@melissasemple7968]

No one is more critical of us than ourselves. You have carried and delivered 4 babies, that’s a miracle and you are BADASS! Your body looks beautiful, you’re a beautiful soul and you don’t have to justify ANYTHING to anybody. 💪🏼

[@rebeccablair9626]

Thank you for sharing this. You are truly beautiful. Here I am, 38 weeks pregnant with my first baby & I'm feeling depressed about my body. I gained more weight than I wanted. My Dr told me I'm healthy & she isn't worried about it. It doesn't help my baby girl is around 10-11 pounds 😢 Hearing your message literally made me cry. I'm growing an entire human inside my body! That's incredible & I need to remember the miracle it is. Thank you for being vulnerable & sharing your life with us ❤️ 🙏

[@altagraciasoto4969]

I am not a mom but I watch your videos to learn (baby fever)..thank you for making this video... not a lot of mom's talk about this and it brings a lot of awareness to others. Mental health needs to be normalized as you mentioned there is so many youtube videos out there being all giddy and happy and unreal not to mention the constant click bait and the pushing of products. Thank you and I hope you feel better!

[@smurfette01]

I'm only half way through your video and you are bringing me to tears, in a good way though! I just had my 4th baby and 7 weeks postpartum. I know exactly how you feel, been there, and currently going through it. Thank you so much for being so real and honest about your strengths and your struggles. You are one of my favorite KZbinrs and I can't wait to see how your channel grows. Great job mama!!

[@jessicarisvold4817]

You just described me to a T, I feel so called out but at the same time so related to that it made me feel relieved. To all my messy mamas who haven’t eaten yet, I am with you!!

[@katiemagdziarz9078]

You are so right…. PPD needs to be talked about and checked up on with mamas. It needs to be a part of postpartum care… a normal call or visit from a doctor, nurse or therapist …. That they don’t know us and we don’t know them. We could talk to and share and wouldn’t feel judgment. They could help us through things. Let us know it is SO MUCH MORE COMMON than anyone knows! Praying for you and all the mamas that are going through this with me as well! We will get through this! You are beautiful and your family is beautiful! You’ve got this! ❤️

[@SoulTribeMama]

Thank you. I’m sorry you are going through this as well but your right on everything you just said! We need more help and it will get better one day

[@miacornell3048]

Motherhood is beautiful. And hard. ! So grateful to have found your channel before having my first lil man!

[@kamrieriley6411]

I feel like you are looking right at me and talking to my directly. I appreciate you

[@piggylicous1]

Your confidence is amazing, I really hope to be as confident as you are one day. You really inspire me. I’m almost 7months postpartum and I think I have about 5more pounds to lose but I know I won’t look exactly like I used to and I’m still coming to terms with it. I’m more confident in some ways since having my daughter and less in other areas. Thank you for this video, your so amazing and beautiful.

[@SoulTribeMama]

Thank you so much. Yes I think we will always have areas where we just don’t like them and don’t feel confident but learning to work with it and not letting it take over our lives is the key.

[@kamrieriley6411]

Thank you for sharing about this. I am glad I’m not alone in this. I appreciate your support and your vulnerable self 💕

[@dizzlecookie]

My mom says her depression gets worse in the summer, it's worse right now. We're in Fort Worth, Texas summers are so bleh. I hope the therapy and medication helps fast!! I know how much I don't want to pick up the phone even when I need it. Maybe have hubby or a friend call to make the appointment for you if that's what you need. ❤️

[@midnytemaiden9811]

At the 30.46 "how i've been feeling" thank you SO Much for this.. i don't have much of a support system.. it's ALOT what we go thru..

[@SoulTribeMama]

Yes it is!!

[@Jessssicadanielle]

I’m just over half way through your video and thanks for being so honest. Not just about PPD & PPA but thanks for actually being real! And talking like a normal person instead of a classic KZbin mom/influencer. My PPD/PPA also comes in waves. I have some amazing days and some bad.. more good these days which is great of course. But yeah just wanted to say thanks. 🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@courtneysteinmann2779]

Thank you for being so real and honest! I just had my 4th a little over 3 months ago and I know exactly how you feel! We need to be honest with each other as mamas about this so we feel less alone! I love your videos! You're doing great mama!

[@samholley2058]

I’m right there with you! I have a 4 month old a 9&7 year old and the intrusive thoughts are the worst this time around 🥺

[@SoulTribeMama]

They are just so scary

[@ashleightune7396]

Thank you so so much for sharing this! I am 7 months postpartum and am going through PPD/A for the second time. And just like you with Knox, I had a great newborn phase and thought I was in the clear but here we are. It just feels so good to hear someone who gets it. I absolutely love your videos and all you do! Also, do you think maybe scaling back a little on content creation would help or no? I just feel like a 3 videos/week content creation schedule would be a lot. Just know that if you need to scale back to 1-2 a week we will all still be here and love everything you post! Love you, and praying for you Sister.

[@hotmessmombie83]

O’momma girl how I FELT this in my SOUL. I’ve gone through PPD/PPA with all four of my kids. The worst with my second-SUPER bad so much so my mom who lives out of state called and begged my bestie(who I wouldn’t answer the phone for either) to just come into my house and make sure I was okay. Because I wouldn’t answer anyone’s calls. My mom was hospitalized when I was ten months from the severe form of PPD/PPA. I’ve had touched of it with this baby(she’s 2 months) but more so Baby Blues and my general anxiety. Still yet this video is such a blessing for so many mommas!

[@SoulTribeMama]

Oh gosh that sounds like you really had it so bad! Friends and family who help are def angels! Thank you for sharing

[@hotmessmombie83]

@@SoulTribeMama yes it was pure hell. So I felt this video in my literal soul.

[@elizabethcronsell9301]

We already drank through 1 bag of pumpkin coffee. 🙈 we LOVE pumpkin and that definitely makes it feel more like Fall ♥️ Listening to you talk about your experiences in this video, especially the recent ones, wow- you're such a strong awesome mama. Even if you aren't feeling it. The comments about your thoughts being morbid, I have very similar anxieties and thoughts, especially being a paramedic 😭 I have envisioned or imagined the most awful things and that is the worst feeling because it feels like such a waste of energy. Yet not something you can stop or help! All I can say is your channel was so helpful for me in pregnancy, birth and post partum, in so many ways. You're doing this right! You're making a huge differences for the mama's that see your videos. It sounds like the mission You're on, you're succeeding ♥️ My belly 6mpp is pretty bulgy but in the lower area.... but my daughter dropped really early and I carried her low! Knox looks great! He's huge and I can't believe he's cruising! His little squawks ♥️ I can't wait for my daughter to dance with me too 🥰 As always I truly enjoy your videos and appreciate you showing the good and challenges of motherhood.

[@sashawhite195]

I am keeping you and your family in my prayers. Love how raw and real your videos are. I love fall and winter. I do not like the hot weather at all. I also love pumpkin spice. Also, you are so beautiful! 🤗

[@lucymb6438]

Thankyou so much for sharing this with us. It’s really comforting to know that I’m not alone. You are so incredibly brave for acknowledging it and speaking about it. You are a warrior ❤️

[@SoulTribeMama]

Thank you, it really does take a little bit of the burden off knowing we are not alone.

[@chelseaevans8236]

You are such a breath of fresh air, thank you so much for taking the time to share your life and thoughts with us!

[@Erinosheaa]

I totally thought that I was prepared in case I did get ppd/ppa because I have always struggled with depression and anxiety. I was so wrong! The horrible thoughts that have popped into my head the last 7 months, oh my god Thank you for sharing that because when I tell my family they just laugh or call me dramatic for even thinking those things but it was all the time before I got on medication. I still have those thoughts but at least it’s not all day long anymore Anyway, thank you for this. Please know that it really helped me

[@ashb2404]

We're pulling for you... Getting hit after thinking you were in the clear gotta be doubly hard... I think people probably have a harder time telling others when it is 6 or 9 + months later, because outsiders especially husband's believe it'll happen quick... I felt like my husband was looking out for it the first few weeks after our baby was born, but now that it has been 5 months I feel like it's not even a thought for him anymore... I don't think I'm dealing with PPD... But my PMS in regards to mood is crazy since giving birth.... I'm can feel so angry so fast over stupid things, the irritability, insomnia, anxieties and scary thoughts are insane and nothing like I've ever experienced in the the past.... But it only lasts about 2 weeks out of a month... Not sure what the answer is to that but I'm hoping it calms down with time... Thanks for all the honesty Jess!

[@SoulTribeMama]

Thank you so much. Periods after baby are so hard! Def worse ones I’ve ever had. I’m so sorry your going through that too.

[@hannahhamilton7165]

Thank you so much for sharing your experiences in such a vulnerable place, as much as it sucks we have to go through this as mother's, it's helpful knowing we're not alone.

[@sally09725]

Subscribed :) love your content! Due in November 💕

[@lorenaescalera3744]

You’re so great and sooo brave! I admire you so much! As a prior and probably future PPD mama I get it. And I agree I wish there were more available to women. You look amazing girl!!! God bless you and give you strength! ❤️

[@courtneypowers71]

I’m so grateful I found you when I was prego with my third baby ❤️ I hope you get some relief from ppd soon.

[@SoulTribeMama]

I’m so glad you are here as well! Thank you for the love and support

[@christinedetermann]

Thank you for sharing. You put how I’ve been feeling into words. Sitting here crying with you 💙

[@SoulTribeMama]

Oh mama I can feel it! I’m so sorry for you as well and hope we can all get through this together

[@chrisbabygirl07]

loved this video. your transparency is so lovely. makes me feel not so alone.

[@chantalyt]

I'm so happy you shared this. You are so inspiring, so happy I found your channel. Liked and subscribed 🤍

[@laurenciampi7441]

Girl I can’t hate on you! Your so damn cute!! Me. I HAVE to work out and eat healthy or I gain like 5 lbs in a day lol! I know this about myself though and it is what it is. I’m 29 weeks pregnant with my 5th baby and still working 6x a week and eat healthy. You wouldn’t know it though 🤣 I’m happy and my growing baby is healthy so that’s what matters. We are all on our own journey 💕

[@ShanaLoraine]

My son got his first tooth a week before 4 months,his second the day he turned 4 months, he just turned 5 months 8/17, and I wasn’t expecting to deal with a teething baby so soon

[@SoulTribeMama]

Oh no! It’s def not fun when it’s so early. That was my first son too and he got almost half a mouth full before he was 1🤦🏼‍♀️ not fun at all for baby or mama

[@ShanaLoraine]

@@SoulTribeMama oh my I hope that isn’t the case here, but seeing how he’s cutting his 3rd one I wouldn’t doubt it but he’s a big boy 19.5 lbs today at the doctors. But your definitely right it’s not fun at all he’s been crabby since 3 months lol cutting those teethers it makes it seem like he’s growing way to fast IMO especially since he’s my last.

[@brendatorres7662]

I love your videos 😊! I'm super excited for fall especially because the weather is getting cooler!

[@DarkQueen619]

For when you decide to start workouts out the fiton app has a bunch of resources and it free!

[@kerridavis86]

Love Love Fall!!

[@MissKardashian]

Thank you Thank you Thank you for making this!!

[@christinepryor7417]

You look so good!! I hope you get to see your dr soon ! Thinking of you. XOXO

[@SoulTribeMama]

Thank you ♥️

[@kerridavis86]

Love the videos!! Are you doing back to school haul video? School starts back tomorrow for us.

[@AX3VOLTAGE]

The bag hanging on the wall in the background …what is it?

[@xosammyj09]

♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@xvannasnugglzx2611]

I have the exact same fat on the top of my belly. Always had it since I was little. I think its genetic

[@ioanarosca6985]

YOU: "relating with you, the mama that doesn't had a meal yet and trying to do the laundry while the kid is well" ME - doing the laundry while the kid is sleeping and waiting for my husband to get home with a pizza, because I haven't had lunch yet 🤗😘

[@SoulTribeMama]

Yes!! Mama