I Love Yoo Episode 205 Analysis - Chaos of the Mind

[@aj4104]

The stalkyoo shipper in me was rejoicing with their interactions. I love Shin ae’s reaction to Nolan being close to her, thinking that her heart palpitations were caused by increase of sodium instead of a developing crush was on brand for her. 😂 I think Quimchee is starting to hint hard on certain plot threads.

[@himetsuki]

I ship them so hard! Their interactions in these past few chapters have made me SO happy, but this chapter was just the icing on the cake. I agree. Super on brand for Shin-Ae to not have any idea that she's crushing hahaha 🤣 can't wait to see more development between them. I'm really waiting for the moment when Shin-Ae realizes what she's feeling hehe ❤

[@elyxxa5933]

I love watching ur videos after every chapter because they really expand the depth and views I gathered after reading the chapter, great video as always

[@himetsuki]

Thank youuu! I'm glad you enjoy the videos ☺❤

[@elyxxa5933]

@@himetsuki Ofc!! 💕

[@garrettbays6942]

His comment about his home not being a real home, and your explanation of it put me in mind of when my wife and I had to live with my mom for a time back in 2011, because we were unemployed. While the first few weeks of living with her were decent enough, when she later became more controlling and griping how she wasn't being put first, she would constantly bitch about everything, and it felt like we just had to stay in my bedroom (it was my old bedroom, and I always hated it, because the alcove for the laundry units literally invaded a huge space into my room; I never was very fond of that house). Heck, we had to find ways of supplying our own food (many nights were sometimes a toasted bagel for dinner), and if we managed to get any snack foods, my mom would help herself to them without asking. It got to the point where we hid them in my closet. As her attitude got worse, whenever we had to go back to her place for the day, I would just start referring to it as "the house". I probably was just calling it "home" out of habit up until that point anyway, but it felt less like a place to live temporarily, and more like a mild prison (yes, an exaggeration, but even when we finally got jobs, it wasn't enough to get out of her shithole of a place). In the end, my wife's parents gave us the money to get out. Here's the weird part, when we finally got the okay for an apartment that we could move in, then my mom, while at first happy, started to get angry because my in-laws helped us get out. It got so bad that she even felt she should tell my mother-in-law her side of the story, and my mother-in-law wasn't interested, causing my mom to start cursing in her shrieking voice at me, and later cornering my wife when I was working that evening. Anyway, that went further than I thought. Obviously, what Nol has gone through is much worse than what we had to endure, but there are hints of similar attitudes from the Hiraharas, especially from the bitch of the east.

[@himetsuki]

Thank you for sharing your experience! That's exactly the idea I was trying to express. Nol has a place to live, to exist, but it lacks the warmth and life and personality of a home. It really is sad. He doesn't feel like he truly belongs anywhere... that being said, I think Shin-Ae will gradually start to become his home ❤

[@fathimamehrin620]

What you said about Nol feeling comfort in the mess makes so much sense! The whole conversation was just so sad but when he said he doubted Nana that absolutely broke my heart. What have the hiraharas done to this poor kid 😢 he's got such deep seated trust issues. I wish that in the future, we see Nol finally being at home, living with someone he loves. Imagine years later, in their twenties, Shin ae and Nol move in together or something and he FINALLY feels at home. I would cry 😂ughhh. Also there has to be some sort of meaning to the way they're sitting lol. Esp after reading the fp.

[@himetsuki]

I agree. It's so sad to listen to Nol's thoughts. I can understand why he feels that way, but gosh. It must be so hard to feel like nothing in your life is genuine. I second your wish for the future, though! I would love to see Nol and Shin-Ae creating a home together - a place where they both feel happy and at peace (although, to a certain degree, I think they're already each other's home) ❤

[@WackyJackArt1976]

Great thoughts, as always. There was a lot of info all of a sudden. Lots of symbolism on the walls, too. Her truck is there. Look how busy this room is compared to Nol's. You almost could believe that nobody lived in that room at all. So painful to think Nol is so paranoid he believes it's possible for Nana to be fake. Nobody can fake Nana! Even the name of the school is intriguing. Stiltgrass is one of the most invasive plant species there is! What do you suppose that means? "They are Not my family." Ouch, though understandable. But that echoes what Kousuke said earlier. "I Have No brother."

[@himetsuki]

Thank you so much! I agree - lots of interesting info in these chapters. I was honestly surprised to hear Nol express those thoughts about Nana, but I can't blame him. Everything in his life has been so inauthentic, and to him it probably feels like every kindness is masked in an ulterior motive. Great point about the school name! I didn't know that, but it's very fitting. As for Nol rejecting Rand, Yui, and Kousuke as family... yup. I can absolutely see why he feels that way, and it 100% echoes Kousuke's sentiments. Kousuke has never considered him as family - never so much as treated him with an ounce of warmth. Nol tried, but you can only try so many times.

[@velaflor1228]

Thank you so much for this and for your hard work!💐 I'm so happy that someone as excited as I am while reading ILY and shipping this two. :D

[@himetsuki]

You're very welcome! I'm glad you're enjoying the videos ❤ this ship has my whole heart hehe

[@teresapatron38]

Can't wait till Nol starts catching feelings (if he evers, hopefully he will) and I just want to add about the comment of Shin-ae thinking Kou is a reliable source.(spoiler for FP) I don't think she will, especially seeing Nol’s near full on rage at Kou (which I fully rooting for like you TELL HIM NOL!!) she will probably have more doubt in Kou instead (at least I hope she will) cause to me that episode definitely proves more of what you say how he words things, it's definitely biased And push to his favor tho a part of me wonders just how much of it he truly “doesn't remember”. Side note: Dieter’s doom face had dying with laughter 😂😂like God damn Edit: again with the FP, but I can't be the only one that was slightly disappointed that Nol didn't hold Shin-ae’s hand when she calmed him down. (Even though they are not there my hope was still there)

[@himetsuki]

Yessss! I think both of them have already caught feelings for each other - they just don't fully realize it yet hehe 😊 it'll be interesting to see how the chapters progress moving forward. I've also been fast passing 😎 although I won't discuss too much of the FP episodes right now, but I've definitely been enjoying them as well!

[@IBFilmPMMM2025]

whenever I read these new episodes I always write down what I THINK u are going to say on it, and this time I actually GOT MOST THINGS RIGHT!!! i do also agree on the freaking out part over shinaes reactions, i was SCREAMINGHHHH, now I’m just exited for how the next episode is going to play out

[@himetsuki]

Ayyyyy! We're on the same wavelength 😄 and yessss! Ahhhhh! I love these two so freaking much. So happy to see them finally opening up to each other more and being vulnerable to each other ❤

[@cinthyamunoz353]

I would like to wish you a late Merry Christmas and hope you have a wonderful time during holidays. These analyses from you make it interesting. Whichever series you choose to cover in the future or explore different forms of content. Overall I love this channel. Keep up the amazing work. Edit: I SHIP IT LIKE FEDEX. MY FANFICTION IS CALLING ME.

[@himetsuki]

Thank you so much! I hope you also had a very Merry Christmas ❤💚 and thank you for the support! Much appreciated! I ALSO SHIP IT LIKE FEDEX ❤

[@jaimecampos9108]

Nice video

[@himetsuki]

Thank you so much 😀

[@alejandradavila7427]

Hi Good Vídeo 💜, 👋🇻🇪

[@himetsuki]

Thank you so much ❤