I love you mom, those were his last words to me before taking his own life in London | LNN

Dear Sean, rest with the angels........🙏
#LynnNgugiNetwork #LynnNgugi

[@LynnNgugi]

Good morning team LNN, What message do you have for mama Sean? You can check her out here www.skd2020.com ( Cindy J Lawrence) Rest with the angels Sean🙏

[@Kasweetie_254]

Dear mama Sean,you doing a great job creating mental health awareness 💯 may God always comfort you and give you more strength to safe more lives in your awareness.

[@agnesnjeri8402]

Mama Sean you're strong I can't imagine the pain you went through..may God continue giving you peace

[@tropical_2548]

Keep strong, thanks for creating awareness.

[@faithkirsten5227]

the website is not functining

[@rhodanthenya8694]

Lynn refer me a couseller plz am in Kenya and i've noticed that my son is not okay.He is in foam two.

[@faymanjeri9993]

Depression is a silent killer.I am 21 years of age and recovering from severe depression.Just like Sean,i was really cheerful when in a crowd,i was the entertainer,but again i would cry and hurt myself while i was in my room.I recently got discharged from the hospital,since i was extremely suicidal.After being discharged,i was unable to control my emotions,my feelings and my thoughts.I became overwhelmed.I ended up getting anxiety attacks,i still get them quite alot.I stopped taking my medication and my thoughts were all over the place.My head was so full.During one anxiety attack,i took an overdose and i just lay on my bed waiting to die.I woke up in the morning and i felt some disappointment since i wasn't "dead" yet.I got through the day,and i just had a soul search within myself and God reminded me that i have a purpose,and i have people who love me.I got a supportive medical team,the team is always checking up on me,helping me deal with anxiety and tension,i have supportive friends,i also changed my environment,since i wanted to start life all over again,and find a distraction,i started taking my medication again and i'm now bravely fighting my way through recovery.I have my up and down moments but as long as i use my support system,(the medical team),my friends,my medication and God,i believe i'm doing quite okay,and i am really hopeful for a great future.I don't keep pills around me,or sharp things,because i do not want to relapse.At 21 years,i play games on my phone,buy drawing books,crayons and pencils,draw and paint colourful pictures,write down my feelings in a book,and read novels.This childish things have helped me alot since they've been my distraction,away from the bigger world,since at this time i just want to break things down and deal with one thing at a time.I am the biggest supporter of the words,"it's okay to not be okay".😊❤️

[@norahmatheka8592]

Wow, thank you for sharing. This will help many people "it's okay not to be okay".

[@pervinbrians9317]

Sending you cyber hugs.

[@lucyper873]

♥️sending lovely hug dear Thank you for sharing you don’t know but you can save life by this sharing All will be well with God time

[@gracemitu7349]

Thank you for sharing

[@priskruger314]

Cherish and nurture your inner child. Rebuild from there. But also every now and then go out of the comfort zone. Am in the same boat. Sending hugs.

[@gracewairimu937]

My son once said “ The most happiest people on the outside are the most saddest inside “ that woke me up to make sure I asked questions. That statement is true to a fault

[@mercyfox9693]

Thank for alerting me

[@imelda4jesus]

So sorry Cindy, I remember Sean as a little boy, he was my daughter Maralissa's best friend. He would come for sleep overs and he was so kind, such a gentle child. He had the best opportunity I remember he was in very posh private school in Blackheath, the mum really loved her son and gave him the best. He had the best toys and gadgets ever, I remember he had this computer which he could watch his cartoon DVD and he used to watch with my daughter, when he slept over we would go to church with him. Then we moved and lost touch. Only to see this story and breakdown. I cried maskini Sean kijana mzurin na roho safi sana. To be honest this story really hurt me I cried so much , I struggled in sleep just thinking of Sean. Hmmmm...this life , God have mercy on us. Cindy aka Farida please take heart sister I am so so sorry my sister. Imelda xx

[@cindylawrence4969]

Please get in touch 🙏

[@cindylawrence4969]

Thank you so so 💓 much Imelda 💓

[@sharoncoombs5851]

I am so curious to ask u he use to go to Church but when he came from under the protection of The Holy Sprit he started in that meddling in some evil stuff parents have to b so careful no matter how the kids do Not want u in there room u have to b nosey to see what’s going on so painful such a handsome young man much love may the Lord Jesus Christ continue to guide u all

[@lovelovely4575]

I am so sorry mama Sean. This is so painful. I lost my only child and daughter 10 weeks ago. She was 14 years old and diagnosed with cancer Last year September and after 11 months, we lost the battle. I was suicidal and maybe I still am. I am angry with God. I trusted Him to heal her, my only treasure. The pain cuts too deep. I admire your strength. I hope I will be able to talk about my girl and not shed tears.

[@staicykagai400]

God has answers to all your unanswered questions. May God give you peace and may you live through the pain o testify to someone else who has no hope that there is still hope in God.

[@tshegofatsotsheole8467]

May the Lord grant you peace. His peace doesn't mean you mot hurting, but it makes you stronger whenever the thought of your daughter comes back. Much love ❤️

[@hellenkarugia8372]

Your situation too is very hard , loosing your only child . May God give you peace even when you don’t understand why He allowed it.

[@overcomerfavour9655]

Sorry Love. I lost my 17years grandson as well on the 9May due to cancer💔

[@lovelovely4575]

@@overcomerfavour9655 ...Sorry for your loss

[@ivybelovely]

I'm going through the same situation 😪 I lost my first born son this year April 18th he was 21 turning 22 his birthday was June first. He lived with his father. I never knew my son was depressed . He locked the door and he took his own life. I have another son who's 20 years old . My heart sinks everyday. People keep telling me to move on and forget about my son but they don't understand that , it's easier said than done. Then pain 💔 doesn't go away but I'm copping by the grace of GOD. My heart is with you mama. 💓

[@priskruger314]

Sending hugs to you. All we can do is talk to them listen to them. It's what you can do for your second son. This should not have happened and I am so sorry for you and your lovely son.

[@ivybelovely]

@@priskruger314 thank you !!! GOD richly bless you abundantly in Jesus mighty name Amen..!!!!! 💛

[@priskruger314]

@@ivybelovely thanks so much and I pray for the same for you and your son.

[@ivybelovely]

@@priskruger314 AMEN thank you so much and stay blessed.!!! 🙏

[@PhleGmatic1]

Sending you hugs and love!!! I’m so sorry that happened to you. And sorry for the insensitive people who tell you to move on. People should learn to respect other peoples feelings. Mourn your son until the end. Don’t listen to them. They don’t understand your pain. May God continue healing you.

[@tausikoko8671]

Hi Cindy, I am very sorry this happened to you and your family. As a mom who lost my 17 year old son. I noticed you are still in shock and still in disbelief and that’s ok. Grieving is a non ending journey…Grief makes one act like they are bipolar… I don’t have anyone to talk to about my son but I do mention his name everyday cause he’s in my mind 24/7. I talk to him everyday. Keep talking about your baby.. and yes you need to cry cause crying is healthy. It helps his spirit to loosen up and move forward to the spirit world! Celebrate his siblings and him too every day. Celebrate all your children and please, don’t forget to shower them with love. Do for them what you might think or feel like you didn’t do for Sean.Try to be strong for them as they need you so much. Grieving parents are worst than people who got bipolar. One minute we are happy, the next minute we are sad, crying.. one minute we are healthy and strong, the next minute we are very weak, sickly with old bones and dying 😂😂please, don’t be ashamed of the fact that your baby took his own life. You missed the fact that he was depressed just like many parents do. Children are good at hiding and acting happy in our faces. Sending you hugs, love and my sincere condolences!

[@eileenwatt8283]

The eyes don't lie. Look at the person's eyes. You will see sadness regardless how happy they pretending.

[@blessedmama5367]

I at a time was blaming people who commit suicide ! I was sorry for them that would die of sickness or accidents not them that killed themselves until it almost happened on me . When I received the bad news of my mothers’ death in 2008 May 8th , it was too much to overcome but I didn’t know that grieve could stay fade away for a while and reappear again and for a period of a long time . I have never disclosed this to anyone but one night I just felt the need to go meet my mother and grandmother and other people that I knew that had passed on to growly . I wrote a will on who to inherit what , and inquired on how much it takes to transfer the body from the country I live to kenya in not to burden my siblings . After doing all the preparation , I listened by chance to a song sung by Lynda Randle that says “ God of the Mountain “ …. I cried myself to sleep and woke up at dawn with a new strength to live . The God of the mountain ( when things are going well ) is the same God in the valley ( when things are bad ) . May the God that strengthened me at the season strengthen them that are weakened by sorrow ❤! One day at a time ( by Lynda Randle ) good songs to revive the spirit ❤

[@esthermaluki5593]

glory to God for saving your soul

[@blessedmama5367]

@@esthermaluki5593 amen and thanks 💕

[@highlyfavoured6789]

I am glad you are still alive. People who commit suicide are usually in so much pain and the impact when he hit the ground would be painful but i suppose briefly. May God strengthen you mama.

[@MyJOSE2013]

Surely, it's only God.

[@gladyswairish7990]

May God always give you peace each second you live so emotional...

[@lydiahkamau20]

It is well Cindy. I lost my daughter suddenly from SADS ....two weeks to her 23rd Birthday,about to graduate from university... She graduated posthumously with a first class honours.. I can assure you I also wanted to die but I remembered I had other children.. It took me like 3yesrs before I could smile.. It's been 8 yrs now n I still cry but the pain is gone... I still talk to her a lot but with a smile.. I assure you one day you shall remember your son with a smile.🙏🏽

[@maureenaudi78]

Pole sana.

[@midabingamlata9129]

Much love ❤️ to your heart. ...thank you for sharing your pain

[@emilykiruku5516]

Lydia kamau pole sana mum

[@haddasah23]

hugs sister

[@nancyromencia2875]

Sending you lots of love ❤

[@mlriamgatoru3097]

Oh dear Cindy, this was so hard to watch. Your story had brought tears in my eyes. Infact I have an 18 year old who also loves spending lots of time in his room. I had to call him this minute and reassure him if he ever felt like he's struggling mentally, he should feel free to come to me and tell me about it. Thank you for helping me gather strength to say those words to him. May God comfort you and strengthen you. I also live in England. I would say, it's not a bad idea to pop in the church for some prayer. If you trust in God, get on your knees, pray, and God truly comes through for people. Our society in the west lacks God so people never have anywhere to fall back on in times of crisis. Sending you hugs and you did your best as a mum.

[@anniejojo9126]

Losing your own baby that you carried in your womb for 9 good months is a pain that no mother can endure..May God continue comforting all the moms who has gone through this trauma..It’s not easy at all❤❤May Sean’s soul continue resting in peace

[@alfred_games]

Mpaka nimelia nikiwatch hii,nice job Lyn,due to public demand tafadhali mnipee likes and mnipitie nienjoy pia pesa ya KZbin

[@JesusChristLovesUs4ever]

What are your contents, what are you delivering to us on your channel? If it's about celebrities issues am sorry to say I don't subscribe just to hear their life style and fame plus clout chasing. Please be creative and viewers and subscribers will come if they will be amused by your contents. Good luck

[@lizsarah4580]

My deepest sympathy goes to Cindy. As a mother of a young adult in London, some of the issues raised here definitely need a lot of attention. Autistic people are at high risk of mental health problems. From my experience, this includes anxiety, bipolar, depression etc. It is important for the people who diagnose others to also explain to parents a lot more.

[@peninahwambui6053]

Pl

[@lorraineatieno6544]

Liz thanks for the brief explanation.

[@lizsarah4580]

@@lorraineatieno6544 I have been directly affected by some of the issues raised here. The only difference is that my family member is alive and I have learnt to recognize when they are not well and seek help. I would love to meet Cindy. I am grateful that she's raising awareness.

[@alllivesmatter1860]

It is so unfortunate that I also lost my first born also named Sean, , his was leukemia and I was traumatized, it's only the grace of God that has kept me going especially after I lost his dad in 2021,may the grace of God keep you Ma Sean.

[@beatricegacheri2105]

God of all creation give you peace

[@mambojambo7486]

Shalom 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@BigSiz]

The easiest children to bring up are the most psychologically disturbed. Most of the times it's caused by not wanting to disappoint or burden the parents. I know cause I was that child. I'm surprised I'm still alive. Sending you, and other parents who've lost a child through suicide, prayers and hugs.

[@jeddymoon3803]

“To anyone out there who’s hurting - it’s not a sign of weakness to ask for help. It’s a sign of strength.” - Barack Obama

[@LynnNgugi]

🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@Kasweetie_254]

Wow

[@Jus_faith]

Wait until you tell someone you aren't okay. They will run away from you. Few days ago I shared with someone that depression is taking me away and all they said is "utajipanga" I still don't believe it. Am dying silently and i can't share with anyone.

[@jeddymoon3803]

@@Jus_faith Pole for that good thing u tried..Write to Lynn she can hook u up with someone offering free counseling sessions..Hope u get better

[@agnesnjeri8402]

@@Jus_faith that was soo inhumane .. sorry dear 😢 keep strong please 💪

[@gracewairimu937]

Growing up in teen years things were so blank, when teachers were known to do no harm I was a victim of abuse from teachers I couldn’t tell my mom because it only made things worse . When I sat somewhere quiet , I would be asked what are you thinking ? Many are the nights I cried myself to sleep . Knowing God at a young age is what helped me. I just went through therapy in my 40s so my children don’t have to suffer by my yelling . Parents be approachable , always be vigilant and watch your kids moods you will know when things are not ok

[@rosegallus4048]

As a young mom to an adolescent, I'm just wanting to learn Grace! In what ways did telling your parents could have made things worse!?

[@margaretmujerule8326]

Suicide is not only a mental health it also a spirit when someone feels like she or he is not loved they feel rejected hopelessness and discouragement may God help us

[@amiej9934]

Rejected is the word....

[@juliokemisera]

True

[@sipyfavoured2990]

So true. And am scared cz pple think magic is magic but it's actual dabbling in spiritual things. Our kids are innocently groomed into the spiritual world by tv programs to make them think it's normal or casual. So sad. Life is indeed spiritual.

[@kainikakidz63]

Lizzie Wanyoike prep and junior school introduced counselor at school. Students walk into her office to pour their hearts out. The counselor also walks around the classes and asks students to write their issues on piece of paper .

[@wangechindirangu7779]

Wow

[@beatricegacheri2105]

This wonderful ope other instructions copy this

[@florenceachieng]

This is deep and painful,no woman deserves this kind of pain,hugs mama❤❤❤

[@irenekioko7011]

What a sad story just the other day I was reading about a similar story but in another country. What I've learnt about all these situations is that you can give love,assuarance and even check on your kids constantly ,think they are fine only to find out later that they were probably acting fine but one thing you cannot control is what's happening in their mind. This is why it is important to pray for your children because only God can reveal the thoughts in your child's mind. Suicidal starts with a thought constantly meditated but the power of prayer can do wonders.

[@juliokemisera]

True Prayer is powerful

[@Kevinmusau1]

I will forever be here to see what Lyn has updated for us each and every day ❤thanks for everything Lyn. This story is so emotional sending a lot of hugs to that mom. Am still listening and it’s so touching ❤️

[@Bunnieshaz1990]

Hey kelvin I need to talk to you😪kindly

[@MissKemboiFay]

My tiktok friend no one finally am here with you listening to what Lyn is giving us good job for supporting

[@bendetermbesa702]

Yes

[@bobm8637]

If you are a teenager, young adult reading this just know that the best is ahead. Your best years are yet to come. Life feels hard when you are in the teen and early adult years because you are searching for your identity and feel the world doesn't understand you. That's actually the best thing to happen to you because you are unique, you are like nobody else, your superpower is in your uniqueness and not in faking it, you are a caterpillar struggling out of your cocoon. Most people at that time prefer to fake and fit in but your uniqueness will make you very valuable in 10 or 20 years, when you have mastered controlling your superpower. Keep going because what's inside you is the seed God planted in you to create your unique place in a congested world and geminate when the time is right! If you start feeling down and low, take a break from social media for a month and you will be shocked. Social media is the heaven of fake life and nobody can match up to the fantasy there, absolutely nobody! Now, if you are a parent, remind your kids this often, I try to remind my kids every night. God bless!

[@ladyy-bug]

Thank you so much for this

[@wakungu]

Felt like you were talking to me,thanks

[@wangowalydia2128]

I am a mother to a teenager and this scares the hell out me. Yesterday we buried a lady who committed suicide in a friends house, and it's clear mental health should be addressed

[@Claramueni]

You dont have to be scared if you are a prayer person. i want to give you a tip. Every month take envelopes and write the names of your kids in na uwatolee sadaka. Maombi yako na sadaka yako itawalinda popote waendapo

[@scellahndong311]

@@Claramueni, you mean we need to bribe God to be gracious to us?

[@Claramueni]

@@scellahndong311 Sadaka ya agano ina nguvu kubwa sana ndani yake kuyalinda maisha ya mtu anayemwamini Mungu yasiadhiriwe na uvamizi wa nguvu za giza kwenye ulimwengu wa roho. soma biblia 2sam 24 yote

[@norahmbogori4494]

It's very painful losing a child.I lost my lovely son Kevin in year 2021 and it's like nightmare even today I don't believe it.May his soul continue resting in eternal peace ✌️ in Jesus holy name

[@Claramueni]

Nguvu iliyopo ndani ya sadaka inayo uwezo mkubwa wa kutiisha hata mauti,ndiyo maana tunaona kwenye 2sam 24 25 sadaka ya daudi iliharibi nguvu ya mauti iliyokuja kwa njia ya tauni Upande wa giza wanajua hii siri ndo maana wanafanikiwa. huwezi kwenda kwenye madhabahu ya mganga bila sadaka. Naomba ufuatilie kwa ndani jinsi ulimwengu wa roho unavyotenda kazi

[@agnesnjeri8402]

It's such a hard and sad experience to loose a kid... being a mother and having teenagers..I get more scared when I listen to this kind of story..may God be with our children in and outside the school..I agree with the fact that this should be taken seriously in our school

[@muheza19]

I feel what Cindy is going through. I lost my only daughter 3 years ago. She commented suicidal. You keep asking yourself so many question and get no answers. What l know now, we have been a super mom and we did our very best for our kids. We shall meet then again in haven. Rest in peace angels 😢😢😢

[@agnesnjeri8402]

Hug dear..may God continue giving you peace

[@daddeysgalnewofficial5164]

Hugs

[@blessedone9191]

May the Almighty give you power and peace🙏🙏

[@lindih111]

May God keep you grounded,healthy and at peace 💛✨🙏🏾

[@roxysunshine6418]

Hugs 🙏🏽

[@titikay2842]

Lynn, you're amazing. To allow this space for a mom to talk, and be heard. God has called you to greatness. Mom, I'm so sorry for your loss. My the good Lord cover you with the blood of Jesus, and grant you peace to live and keep your son's legacy alive. ❤️ 🇿🇲

[@carolynodiyo3805]

A woman who has lost her husband is called a widow,a man who has lost his wife is called a widower and a child who has lost his /her parents is called an orphan....do you realize there's no 'word' that describes a parent (read mother) who has lost their child?Even in God's order of life ,this is..... 😖

[@gladysmomanyi4491]

I am so sorry for the loss of your handsome son. I cannot imagine what you are going through aki. We just lost our very very happy friend in May this year. I cry everyday when I think of him. My heart breaks for you sis. May God comfort you. RIP sean

[@ruthn9381]

Thanks Mama Sean for creating awareness and speaking on your journey towards healing. Prayers and hugs to you.

[@BEN-cr9bc]

This by far the best (honsest, painful and bravest ) video ever. Mama, i know sean would be so proud of you. Many of us teens struggling should know, " Its ok not to be okay" and the trail of pain we leave behind

[@shehasvision]

This should be addressed and freely talked about at school. Mental health is so important, stay strong mama ❤️

[@susanwanjiru3282]

My goodness Lyn with another inspiration episode ❤️ Lyn notification that stops me from doing anything else. Pole sana mum for your loss.hugs

[@sonyia7521]

My 28 year old son is semi autistic and there's lots of trauma for this kids. They feel useless because especially in Kenya there are no jobs for such people. He is poor in arithmetic and so business is hard unless with assistance. I do encourage my son and I plan to put a fund for him God willing so that he won't need to struggle. This isn't easy especially cos you can't tell he has a problem just by looking at him. At times he get depressed but I talk to him. I know it's hard for this mum. Pole mum, hugs 🤗 Mami.

[@annemunene1900]

Mine is also poor in arith but he loves compsuters and IT.i keep on encouraging

[@sonyia7521]

@@annemunene1900 wow, that's good. Mine is to music but he helps me alot in the house also. I thank God for him.🙏

[@summersunholidays8300]

Let him Join Tech Communities like DevFest check online

[@sonyia7521]

@@summersunholidays8300 we are not in UK dear, we are in Africa and here there is no such thing, it's each to their own and God for us all😆

[@conradmbugua9098]

sad he is vaccine injured, autism was non existence right b4 compulsory vaccination in the mid 20th century

[@victorchebon9462]

Umbali tumetoka,kweli ni Mungu.I remember juzi LNS tulikuwa 500subscribers Na Sasa!0.5million.♥️♥️♥️👏👏👏👏

[@LynnNgugi]

So grateful to all of you🙏🙏🙏

[@Rose-sw8lb]

Road to 1million subscribers

[@JesusChristLovesUs4ever]

Hata 5M tutafika as long as God holds this ministry under his control

[@daisynyakioofficial]

Wakati I'm in a road to 100 subscribers 🙈. But ipo siku 🙏

[@gladysmoraa4818]

We will keep on telling new people about this channel

[@nicholasmburu1198]

From one bereaved mom to another, thank you for telling your story. No parent should have to bury their child. Laughing with our child one moment and the next getting that dreaded phone call…devastating. Your son is so handsome, my son, forever 24, is so handsome. We remember our beautiful sons with gratitude. Hugs to you momma sean!!! Let’s say their names. Sean! Nick! we love you!

[@nyamburarachel8184]

I just love Lynn episode the fact that she allows us download them it's something 🙏 to Cindy I just love her, having that voice when telling sad story ,hugs🥰

[@rufinakamiri]

People who commit suicide don't really want to end their lives, they just want to end the pain which no one understand.

[@romah6994]

💯💯💯💯

[@josephinesarpong6606]

Very true. May God heal all that are heartbroken 💔

[@shazzysymon6835]

Agree 💯 but if l ask where do people who commit suicide go is it heaven or hell

[@gracenzioki2091]

@@shazzysymon6835 it depends. I have learnt from God's word if you had given your life to God when you were normal then you sure go to heaven. But if you didn't I won't comment. Only God can help us. I said normal because no one normal runs to end their life. By the time it gets to that point something is definitely off

[@beatricekasudi4743]

True

[@essy86ln97]

Mama Sean thks sana for opening up...i have a teenager who just resembles him and what u said about this kids staying long hours in their room and when they come for lunch/ Dinner u see them as noraml/ Happy alright..u have opened my eyes. Many hugs from Germany May Sean soul keep on resting in peace. May our good Lord keep on giving u all the strength and understanding that u need.

[@amazingmimi6682]

THIS STORY SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME I STARTED CHECKING ON MY KIDS STRAIHHT AWAY REGULAR EVERYDAY.

[@dimplydimples9344]

Same here..Called my teenager who’s is Uni immediately…

[@margaretwambui9425]

Magic is demonic . Keep your children away from opening this evil doors if you can . Sorry Mum for this unimaginable loss . May the lord comfort you always

[@Ijusthavequestions]

And harryporter books. Eyes are the windows to our soul. So tragic.

[@saranduta221]

​@@Ijusthavequestions Harry Potter 😮

[@annsarahwambui5479]

It's so much painful 😭😭 loosing a child is the worst feeling ever nomatter how young they are..the moment you realize you are pregnant you do except alot as a mom and walking that journey you feel your joy and when you lose them it's cracks your heart into pieces 🙏🙏may the Good Lord help her find peace

[@margaretmaina4254]

Very sad about losing your child,but something I notes she doesn’t bring God in anything she says,so please mama you need God more than thinking about your son because when you introduce God in your life all what you’re going will end up very soon,I’ll keep you in prayers because that’s what you need.God is so faithful and that’s what you need right now.the most important thing everyone to teach children about the love of God.

[@marywathoni901]

Am a mother of three boys in Kenya and i have learned alot through this interview. Thanks Lynn for this show and Mama Sean ur such a great n brave woman keep fighting n save more lives.

[@SirEricMwangi]

Not easy, Sean's mum is a hero, raising awareness through the story of her own child. I pray the Lord gives her strength to cope.

[@frogiefriday3711]

So sorry for your loss Cindy. I can only imagine the pain and the confusion. May God give you peace and meet your needs. There is another service in many areas of London called Talking Therapy and they help people with depression. It’s NHS and is free. People can talk to their GPS who can refer them. It’s an amazing service

[@mollyslife7126]

I tried to commit suicide 😔 twice at the age 11 and 13yrs i was born and raised in 🇰🇪 and i remember during this times i felt 💔 overwhelming loneliness, unwanted , unloved and confused why i needed to be alive. I hated everday i woke up then. There after when i felt failed with suicide attempt twice i started cutting my wrist and thighs and fell into deep depression and i was "mad" but my mum seeked therapy and counselling service for me and i recovered. Am happy 😊 i didn't succeed in taking my life in such a tender age. Now am happy and living life. I hope schools 🏫 and society creates more awareness and make it normal for people/children to talk 👄 about their feelings without being told they are naughty for their behaviour or dramatic.

[@JesusChristLovesUs4ever]

Never STOP praying keep God and prayers close to you The evil one never forgets. Am happy you're alive, it's worthy to live, many people are on their hospital bed crying and praying for a chance of living. God is able to heal what the evil one tries to plant.

[@muchemikimani5318]

Where is your father?

[@dorahachieng2985]

@@muchemikimani5318 Is this really necessary?

[@muchemikimani5318]

@@dorahachieng2985 sadly it is. Absence of a parent is a predictor of a chaotic childhood.

[@anthonyinyanya213]

I have off late been handling young people undergoing alot of pain due to parents' separation/ divorce. One recent case is of a boy who wanted to commit suicide without the mum ever knowing. I beseech parents, please respond to each question your child raises. Boys are the most bitter children compared to girls. One of the signs to know a boy child is stressed he will keep encouraging you and keeping distance from you.

[@gracenjeri9655]

Oh dear! This is so sad! Such a handsome young man. May God heal you mama. I'm a mom of 2 boys and this has broken my heart into pieces.

[@maximmocha6852]

This happened to me in February when my son just vanished from university without tress up to date.Later I learned he wasn't talking to anyone and he was staying alone most of the time but in my eyes he was a happy soul. The pain is to much to bear

[@agnesnjeri8402]

Hugs Mum

[@justinemunguti6115]

So sad

[@margaretkaranja1864]

God is forever faithful ❤️❤️❤️

[@natashasandra8283]

Hug mam

[@JJones-oh3dd]

Hugs Darling💔

[@loveNS875]

Am so sorry that you lost your baby. You are strong. We have lost so many teenagers here in the usa that it's concerning. It's very sad. God the father please help us

[@evalyne127]

Sean is actually like me .........am an introvert i don't know how to share anything with anyone...i do struggle with my own pain .i dont know how to open up.i just lock myself ina a room cry out until i feel like am relieved then come out whith a fake smile but i have never thought of suicidal.

[@nancyromencia2875]

I'm that way too but I cry at night while everyone else is asleep

[@stacykiprop9891]

Iam exactly like you I can listen to other people's problems and comfort them but can't open up on mine

[@rebeccandirangu4325]

Praying for peace for Cindy. I love " forever 22". This interview spoke to me specifically. Thanks Cindy for being vulnerable. We appreciate you.

[@reginamulote1598]

800 Books ! ❤ …… was a super intellingent Young soul . May He Rest in Perfect Peace ~ Strength to you Cindy. You’re doing amazing job . Keep Going

[@wanjamariga9187]

Cindy has a Very beautiful and unique voice.....May God give her the peace she so certainly deserves.Such a painful experience.

[@elizabethnyamburaklink2736]

A very sad story to hear. May God continue giving Cindy strength. That boy can never be replaced but be remembered for the time he lived with his love once.

[@TalithaCumi1]

This is so sad and painful. I'm a mum myself and I cant imagine how terrible losing a child can feel😭😭. Lots of hugs and love to you mum 💞💞

[@lucykairu5563]

Sad

[@leratondlovu6601]

I lost my son too but he was sick its very sad.

[@benedictouma]

The story of Sean was my story in my preteen....had I not given my life to Christ I would have been dead

[@MyJOSE2013]

Sure sometimes only God can help you.

[@Kagwamas]

Its good your story was different but mental issues dont just go away medical attention is highly recommenxed and this is not me judging you but sending a message to our community at large who hardly seek medical help for mental health issues....keep shining!

[@benedictouma]

@@Kagwamas I agree some need medical attention.while others are of a spiritual dimension.The good news is that our God can either work through medical help or supernaturally like I encountered.He is not limited

[@hannahwachenje1186]

I think the society should really tell us from a younger age that at times life is overwhelming..there is pain and happiness before we get this shocks when we don't have shock absorbers

[@Kaswity2000]

It's so sad but hii kizungu mingi ya kufungia wengine wetu tunajaribu kuconcentrate na story but tunakasirika ndani ndani. Simuongee tu vizuri jamani ndugu na dadazetu mko majuu💁‍♀️

[@wangowalydia2128]

🫣🤭

[@valentinelifestyles]

The comment I was looking for😅 I'm sorry though🤫

[@maryannonalo8872]

Uwivu 😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@maureenkiringa629]

🤣🤣🤣remi laugh

[@marywambui4016]

Ya mapua

[@mercylinerobert1979]

When i see notifications i run like mad person,good job Lynn 😘😘

[@halima4856]

As a Lyn follower in love with all she does with clear clean hrt without descrimination

[@Nakoli83]

This is by far the most painful interview I have seen in a while. May God comfort you Mama Sean. I hope he found the peace he was looking for.

[@kirabogloria2187]

Am out ov words too..but no peace for killing yoself...only God can help us

[@hadassah_bahati]

Love and light to her. 💖🕯️💡May she find her healing.

[@kenyaettahboss4240]

My heart bleeds in pain for Sean's mother and family. As I watch this my heart is beating so hard! Sean was a handsome young man looked so young than his age. I really feel so bad. I have been avoiding to watch this episode as I look at this handsome young man but today decided to click on it! I'm shocked I have a son the same age here in the UK and goes to the same shopping mall in Stratford or Westfield. I'm in pain what about the mother? May God comfort you Sean's mum , it can be easier said in writing but prayers! This was hard for me to watch! God strengthen mama Sean and the family!

[@joycenduta8313]

Very heartbreaking that you lost such a promising young man. I also have teenagers and am glad that you've given me a heads up to always follow up on what they do inside their bedrooms when they are not in school coz I rarely meddle in their business. May Sean continue resting in perfect peace. I wish you nothing but God's comfort.

[@chipolast2396]

May the good lord heal you quickly in Jesus Christ's Name

[@betyessy]

I can imagine what she's Going through 🥺😢May she finds peace and thank you for bringing awareness of suicide i hope its going to help someone somewhere.

[@udokaomoniyi8380]

This is very sad. I sympathize with the mother. Suicide is a difficult death to deal with. May God grant mama Sean the fortitude to bear the loss. Thank you for speaking out and creating the awareness that Suicide is real, that parents should pay attention to their children.

[@keziahkamula958]

Am just crying,may God grand you with more strength and healing,God have mercy on our kids.

[@THEESUMMERFAMILY]

May she find healing😢😢peace and light Mama Sean❤🙏

[@tshegofatsotsheole8467]

Sister Cindy, so sorry to hear about your loss. Take your pain to the Lord my dear. He is the greatest comforter.

[@phanicewangila9335]

What a sad story to hear. Last year my cousin committed suicide by hanging herself after speaking to her mum, little did my aunt knew it was the last time she was speaking to her. She was going through alot but she didn't open up, it was so heart breaking to hear it.

[@carolinecongo1179]

My friends only 20yr old son also committed suicide in 2020 right outside his mother's kitchen,yet they had sat up watching the TV up to about midnight. Very very sad indeed.

[@florenceolale4983]

Hugs mama, you were a good mum to Sean and I am sure he is super proud of you, hang in there mama

[@irenemutie36]

So sorry mom you're so brave and strong

[@nicholasmburu1198]

Lynn, if it happened to you, you’d find uncommon strength to talk about your child. it actually gives us joy and strength to share about our awesome kids who have left too soon. Thank you for doing this interview!!! I used to say that I wouldn’t know what to do if I lost a child… and then I lost my son. Now I talk about him every moment I get.

[@christinelihavi7714]

Great Lynn , finally back to Kenya , just love your energy since the day l personally met you at Emory hotel be blessed 🙏🙏🙏 🙏❤️😘🙏 gal and the team

[@charitywanjohi884]

Truly Cindy!! There Is This Tendency That People Put On People After A Kid’s Loss,, You Will Have Or You Have Other Kids!!,, Man Ohh No Child Can Replace Another. A Loss Is A Loss. Our Minds n Heart Can Not Buy This Tendecy. Out Of Experience I Hurt. Keep Heart Cindy n Thanx For Enlightening n Creating AWARENESS.

[@sheilahendrich6995]

Hello Lynn Ngugi and your guest, watching from Kansas 🇺🇲

[@charitynjeh6603]

It's the magic for me .....Sean is an angel 😇

[@MargauxNyambura]

It's Soo painful,may God continue granting her strength to overcome the pain

[@carolinekirigo5391]

Hugs Cindy may God see you through,,such a beautiful soul gone too soon. The cat as well got me

[@muthonimwangi4434]

Thanks Lynn It's a wake u call Praying for our little ones 🙏

[@mamiyomamiyo8464]

" it's okey not to be okey " I love her statement. God please comfort this woman and her family take away her pain of losing achild🙏and may sean's soul keep resting in peace🙏

[@jacklyneokelloalari5358]

Pole Cindy. Suicide is a sickness in itself. One does not wake up to it. You process it over time and finally act. A support system is important, especially to all of us who seem happy yet withdrawn. The people who commit suicide are some of the best if you get an opportunity to be friends or be close to them.

[@doristinnoz7308]

such a handsome young man...hugs mama it is well

[@willykaduka265]

Lynn ngugi and your team thank you so much for your platform...we are really getting therapy for free😊

[@catherinejimmy1022]

I think nothing hurts the most in this world than losing your child,parents or siblings, i can't even imaging the pain this lady went through,may God give your strength to overcome everything you're going through

[@shamimjamila8577]

Thenks for the updates Ngugi much love from Uganda

[@Isak7710]

Very sorry for the loss Mama Sean. Lynn keep up the good work !!!

[@faithb-rich2852]

I love you Cindy.Thank you for sharing your wonderful son with us all. Much love to you❤❤

[@KuiWaKamau]

This is soo tragic & sad 💔😭 May God comfort mama Sean & her family. May Sean R.I.P 🍀🙏💙

[@jamiemo6568]

So sad,may your son rest in peace and may God continue comforting you❤️🙏

[@ann5582K]

So heartbreaking, our loving father above... comfort this beautiful Mum

[@gracewairimu937]

Lynn I feel of you are able to have a segment on mental health with your in-house therapist especially addressing the young generation , this is a world wide pandemic that needs attention. Thank you Lynn

[@Mary-km3xl]

I even named my son Sean coz of the love I had for your son...this is Mary Rose,s sister

[@tinaodero4949]

This is a sad story. I am glad I have been able to rescue people with suicidal thoughts. I pray that through the current policy framework more people will be engaged in awareness and prevention talks and that strategies for suicide prevention and mental health shall be fast-tracked especially in schools and Universities. May the God of Grace grant you TOTAL healing; to you and your family members.

[@belishbernard8921]

Dearest Cindy, my deapest sympathy to you and your family, meeting you was on of the greatest thing we love you and God will heal you.

[@vanessarahaka3185]

I wish everyday to be there for my future kids, just speaking to them each time 💕 I'm sorry 😔 for the loss mama Sean 💕

[@c.n.2568]

Mama Sean thank you for coming out to talk about Sean's death.Those who tell you to be quiet do not know anything about mental health. Remember any one young or old can suffer depression so this is awareness for many.

[@rufinakamiri]

Mental illness is not a joke

[@isninoshukri2294]

She is a strong woman indeed 😢 😭 we go through hell but still smile

[@damacklinelaban7770]

Mama Sean, sorry for this and may God give you and your family strength.