I'm back! sharing updates on what i've been studying + wholesome Q&A sesh

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Welcome to my channel, I'm Tara - a lifestyle content creator & fashion grad from Ireland now vlogging weekly about my life in New York City. Subscribe & join the adventure of a twenty-something navigating life in NYC!
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[@CH-fo4fj]

So glad you’re back Tara! I find your videos so grounding - they’re like a personal meditation every time I watch them, and I find they give me the space to reflect on them and on myself. Thank you!!!

[@TarMarz]

do we need to make some guided meditations happen perhaps?! 💡 🖤

[@sarrourahtun6081]

@@TarMarz yes Please 🙏😘

[@Hellokittyrockz101]

the way you talked about career and the shift is something i’ve had many epiphanies with recently. i have always been super career focused and trying to figure out what that looks like for me and within the new year realized that my “career” doesn’t have to be my dream job. as long as i have a job that can sustain a life that i want to live that’s enough for me. i don’t think i need to have a job that feels like something i LIVE and would die for if that makes sense. your videos always help me reflect and almost in some way have like an internal open conversation with myself, and you in a way hahaha🫶🏼

[@sharrlizz]

Your energy is so grounded and calm in this video, love this for you! I'm so excited for you with the course you did and to see where it could take you. Curious if you've ever had a hypnosis session yourself?

[@TarMarz]

I actually haven't but hoping to have one soon!

[@kayble14]

So glad you’re back - your energy is unmatched anywhere else 💖

[@TarMarz]

your comment energy - unmatched 🤩

[@md8388]

“Always follow your curiosities” YES! 🙌🏽 ❤

[@TarMarz]

🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[@VSandTaylorSwiftLove]

I could listen to you talk about what you are passionate about for hours!!

[@TarMarz]

thank god cause I don't know what else to talk about 😂

[@emmy.222]

I feel like I’ve been stepping into a new version of myself and I feel like I can relate to you on such a different level🥲 I love your energy, I love your intentions. So happy I found your vlogs❤

[@TarMarz]

i'm glad you maybe found me at a helpful time! growth is so exciting! x

[@CiaraDelaney]

I resonate so much with your study/discover journey! Been studying Ayurveda, yoga, sound healing, hypnotism for the last few months and it’s so eye opening and refreshing to be excited again ❤

[@TarMarz]

being a student is so enriching!

[@Hellokittyrockz101]

wow i had to come back and comment with the only child and the aging parents topic and ill as well. it’s something that get me in any conversation having to deal with and actually have been dealing with pre mature grieving in some cases where i can feel my mind being more morbid without meaning to. it’s hard to feel like you won’t be alone or can’t do enough or don’t show up enough even though it’s life, just hard to not feel alone🥺

[@TarMarz]

I feel you! i try pull myself back in the present and not try bring suffering that hasn't happened yet into the present unnecessarily but it's a constant exercise! trust you'll have the support when the time comes 🫶🏻

[@phoebe261]

I’ve been storing this one up for when I got home from a trip away - so glad to see you rested, restored, and, most importantly, inspired after your trip. I’d love to hear more about your hypnosis work and training if you were comfortable sharing ✨

[@TarMarz]

eeeee your gonna love the next vlog!

[@pureheartbadass]

i've been watching your videos for years now and it's so beautiful to be able to blossom and become more grounded and calm alongside you x

[@TarMarz]

thank you sweetheart your comments are always 💫

[@MusicIsMyAnswer]

Wow I needed this wee pep talk. What you said about taking a hit with your income to pursue a life that will make you happier just struck me where I needed to be struck 😅

[@TarMarz]

❤️❤️❤️

[@peppermonster1]

Lovely video Tara - you radiate a great sister and friend vibe!

[@camille8690]

only child with older parents here🙋‍♀i feel this deeply as well 💖 glad to see you're back!

[@TarMarz]

appreciate youuu❤️

[@vbradley1922]

So good!!! I’d love to know whose KZbin’s you do sit down to enjoy? Glad to have you back

[@TarMarz]

I think im gonna answer more q&as in the next video with this too!

[@21tashywashy]

Tara, I love these talking videos so much.

[@TarMarz]

appreciate youuu

[@MalikaInbetween]

Synchronicities happened for me during this video - a job I was thinking of being an interesting path popped up (yes, popped up) on my computer after I tried to open it hours ago. Also, I was looking at something related to my relationship and I'm in the same boat as you- I've been with my s/o for a few years now and its such a great relationship and I dont feel the pressure to move in immediately (I also believe in divine timing!). AND we're also planning to move to Europe together for a few months next year! I love your videos and i"m happy you're back!! 🥰

[@TarMarz]

Malika it's so weird you brought this up because I just had a verrrry similar thing happen to me while watching a video - a bit trippy when that happens 😅💕 also excited for you and maybe that's your team in the sky communicating in a way that you would notice 🫶🏻

[@someonespostcards4785]

The only child-question... Hit me right in the feels 💔 Also, so glad that you enjoyed the course! Learning new things, whatever they are, is just IT! So much good advice and thoughts in this one as well. Thank you for being (sort of) the wiser old sister that I obviously don't have 😅❤️

[@CharlottePringle]

hahaha the person who said 'life's too short just move in together' probably wants your stunning apartment!! 😂 xxx

[@beautymarked88]

welcome back!! you are 100% my sunday vibeeee

[@TarMarz]

appreciate youuu🥲

[@amandagosio]

Came back to nyc with some lovely grounded energy for all of us to bask in! ❤️

[@TarMarz]

trying to keep myself calm too! 😂

[@karolmolina1031]

Crazy it’s already been a month, glad you were able to escape for a bit ❤

[@TarMarz]

thankyou - hopefully it didn't feel too long ❤️

[@Ray-lp6ko]

So excited! Can’t wait to watch hope you had a rewarding time off in all the ways you hoped for ❤️

[@shaistaali9802]

I'm glad ur back. Ur just interesting, intriguing, amazing to listen to. Love watching you. Always learn from ur vlogs. Can't put it into words but ur just one in a million youtuber . X don't get why ur vlog didn't pop up earlier as I have notifications on

[@TarMarz]

awh thankyou kind soul! whatever you see in me must be a part of you too for you to resonate with the videos so much! i know there's a few options for notifications so maybe double check ❤️

[@groovyuna]

Big sis is back! Glad to see you're doing grand 🥰

[@TarMarz]

appreciate you!

[@just_another_account8089]

I'm a Gemini sun and Libra rising, I love watching your videos. 🥰

[@orlaghclaire]

omg sounds like you're leaving ny at the end of this year! excited to see where life takes you ❤ and can totally relate to the only child responsibility, especially when you live so far away from your parents too :(

[@TarMarz]

ughh yess the long distance guilt awful!

[@solomialaba2537]

can you do a video on how to deal with your triggers?

[@TarMarz]

I will try! i find even sitting in the sun quietly- within 5 mins I usually find the thoughts start flowing in, could be an old memory and i'll just sit with it and how it made me feel and I try let the emotion just flow through my body whether it be a cry or whatever just talking myself through it and trying to take the opp to release it out of my body x

[@solomialaba2537]

@@TarMarz thank you 😌🫶🏼

[@martinaschiavolin1020]

So happy to have you back, can't wait to watch. Sending you much love and good vibes❤️

[@TarMarz]

Thank you so much!!

[@juliettec13]

Omg I’ve missed you so much! Welcome back 💚💚💚

[@laurakastner6102]

Love you so much tara!

[@TarMarz]

I felt that in my heart! thank you 🫶🏻

[@sarahwalsh9750]

LOL having no least favorite signs is the most Libra answer -- I love

[@TarMarz]

truly😂😂😂

[@jonelljonelljonell]

not the Court of Thorns and Roses 😂happy you're back and looking so fresh and happy. your videos are always such good vibes

[@TarMarz]

before you know it i'll be referencing ACOTAR 😂😂

[@philippawood5047]

This video reminded me that it is worth the wait. ❤

[@TarMarz]

always ❤️

[@CharlottePringle]

that dining table 😍

[@MarieTheOstrich]

yay she back

[@TarMarz]

❤️❤️❤️💫💫🙃

[@AlexisBelon]

Dude, how do we always come back to vlogging at the same time.

[@Bee-qm7rd]

love a good Q&A

[@TarMarz]

thank god 😅

[@Bee-qm7rd]

@@TarMarz ?

[@TarMarz]

@@Bee-qm7rd since most of the video is a q&a i'm glad you enjoy them vs. hating q&a's 🙃

[@jaydemarie]

omg! i missed watching you on sunday with my coffee

[@TarMarz]

i'm back baybeee

[@ameliacasey624]

That answer about loving yourself was actually so interesting? Even though I've heard 'like yourself to love yourself before', for some reason your elaboration very much resonated. And - kinda but not really relevant - your videos, especially this one but all of them in general, really make me kinda excited to just live and be and evolve in myself and understand myself (I'm 20 so there's a lot to be living and doing) and also just life in general? and how to enjoy it? rambling but thanks I guess? lastly appreciate the Gemini shout out, everyone always hates on us rip. wait no not lastly, sorry, but the fact you got acotar made me cackle. The first book is fine, second is amazing, not sure if the third one is even worth the read other than for context and closure but the fourth one? you're gonna like the fourth one for sure. The fact I jsut wrote a whole ass essay is making me cringe so hard but whatevs luv ya xx

[@TarMarz]

LOVE your comment, i'm so happy to see someone engage with different parts of the video! i've found myself that the way someone conveys something can give things different weight or resonate deeper and i'm delighted to hear that you felt them!

[@faykavazi7126]

Looking forward for the new smaller videos! Xxx from Greece❣️

[@TarMarz]

me too❤️❤️

[@essentiallyann2650]

Yay for shorter and more random videos. I don't have time for >30 mins ever. 20mins is ideaal.

[@TarMarz]

I mean you could always break up the longer ones into two videos 🤓

[@khushiagarwal5249]

Could you please make the phone case for iPhone 14/ Pro :D

[@goddesschess]

I have experienced past life lovers and so on :) you can do meditations here on KZbin that can help you get access 😊 New earth is already here but a lot of people are neglecting it but it’s fine. We as pioneers path the way

[@emelyandtheuke]

I’m sorry for asking this in case its been answered in the past but I’ve been a long time follower and I’m just curious, what your ethnicity is? I know you’re Irish but do you also have an ethnicity outside of that? You just have such unique features that are striking!

[@TarMarz]

no worries! i'm half irish half malaysian! 🇮🇪🇲🇾

[@Darbylf]

I volunteer as tribute!! I live in Brooklyn if you need test subjects 🧪

[@TarMarz]

I will defo reach out maybe next month! what's your insta? xxx

[@timirataylor]

36 minutes 🥹

[@JennyClaffey]

Omg I’m so excited for you to regress me into my former life next time we hang 😂❤️

[@TarMarz]

why do I feel like whatever it would be it would be iconic 😂

[@veganmamma965]

nice to see you again ❤ I Love Love Love Dolores Cannon Have you read „The Divine Design“ from Lorie Ladd i just Love her so much 🙏❤️ Incredible book i cannot recommend highly enough

[@TarMarz]

will add it to my ever-growing wishlist thankyou xxx

[@lornareid2564]

Enjoy your vlogs so much but I switch off when you start talking about hypnosis or your beliefs re the stars and planets and how they make you feel. Think time stamps would be helpful in this regard !

[@TarMarz]

i'm sorry I can't accommodate Lorna, I can only be myself without having to come with 'heads up alerts' for such a fundamental part of my personality - hope you can understand 🙃

[@lornareid2564]

@@TarMarz fair enough!

[@Ray-lp6ko]

So excited! Can’t wait to watch hope you had a rewarding time off in all the ways you hoped for ❤️

[@TarMarz]

thankyou 🥲