I'M DEPRESSED

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In which I get real about my mental illness and talk about all those long absences I take from KZbin.

[@bethck4549]

I have borderline personality disorder and I relate so much to this video. I'm still in high school and get frustrated that I can't go to school all the time like the other kids, and it's validating to here someone explaining they're feeling somewhat the same. Right now I'm taking time to maintain sanity lol but this video is comforting. It's definitely a work in project, and make sure you take time to stay as stable as you can but don't feel bad if you need more time off! My therapist I had in residential treatment told me " at any given moment, whatever the circumstances, people are doing the best the can" and remember you are doing the best you can and you don't have to feel bad about taking care of yourself! Sending love and positive vibes! You got this!

[@MeerschweinchenLol]

Did you know that 'geliebter' means beloved in german amy?

[@browneyedb]

I've suffered from BPD and clinical depression for years. I've lost practically all my friends, my love life always turns to sh*t within 2 months of anything starting, I'm unemployed, failed college 3 years running, have been hospitalised for taking an overdose, been on 4 different types of meds, had psychotherapy - people truly don't understand how much of a big deal it is to get out of bed, get showered, apply makeup and just go for a brief walk in my local park. You're not alone. Keep fighting.

[@emilyrose8095]

I just started therapy yesterday. Trying to find the right medication to balance my depression and anxiety, yadayada, but I have to say, this video was really nice to watch. It's hard, it really is, but when you see someone who has the same issues or is going through the same thing, it makes you, or at least me, feel less alone. You're awesome, Amy, I'm sure most of us understand and respect that sometimes you won't be able to get out of me, because sometimes, most of us probably aren't able to get out of bed. Fight the fight, yeah?

[@Kayleigh]

Girl, I get it and I love you. We have much more in common that I already thought.

[@MaellexMalloy]

This is so on point for me, i've been diagnosed bipolar and i'm going to a hospital for the forst time in my life. Your video is exactly what I needed to heart right now... It is so reassuring to see that someone I love so much on KZbin has the same troubles as me.

[@PauLa-ox8tx]

Thank u for telling us, why you sometimes don't make videos. But u don't have to feel like ur a bad youtuber just because u don't upload 3 times a week. Ur my favorite youtuber because ur videos are that good that I want to watch them again and again and again. So I just watch ur old videos when I miss u. :)

[@PauLa-ox8tx]

Oh and I wanted to ask if ur family comes from Germany, because ur last name "Geliebter" is german :)

[@Kamillouu]

+Paula B. I wanted to know that too !

[@CarlinaSunshine]

Paula B. Aww, that was really sweet :)

[@heathenhousewife8457]

Just gone back to work after 6 weeks off with Clinical Depression, thank you for this video, it explains just how hard it is to recover from a mental health crisis and how difficult it is to explain when people think just cos you're life is going well that doesn't mean your Depression won't hit. You are lovelyxxx

[@judy7827]

You're incredibly brave for sharing this with everyone. Most people feel pressure to be on top of things, but with people who struggle with mental illness, there's always that fear that even when you're on top of things and everything is going well, the mental illness is going to take over again and suddenly you're struggling to live and get out of bed, let alone do everything else like a normal functional person that you're "supposed" to be. It's so unbelievably frustrating. But it's the fight that we gotta fight and a lot of people are scared to talk about it, isolating themselves even more. Thank you so much for sharing this and allowing everyone who has ever dealt with mental illness personally or know people who has, feel less alone. I know, I do. Thank you.

[@sophieeula]

i've been going through severe depression for the past 4 years so i totally get it and honestly whenever you wanna upload a video is fine by me because ill always watch them. also ive found that on my really bad days that making small to-do lists helps. idk why but checking off small things like "ate breakfast" and "put laundry away that's been sitting by your bed for a week" helps even if those are the only things you can handle for the day.

[@amyb3457]

Yeah that's like the reward system. I totally work well on rewards. Rewarding yourself by ticking that off when it's done is really satisfying. Most would probably just do it without thinking, but that tick feels good!!! Stay mindful and present. It does wonders.

[@bananamilk70]

i dont think you should feel guilty about not uploading things regularly. you dont need to give anyone an explanation really. but its nice that you shared it with us. we are proud of you. i go through crap too. we all go through crap. and i understand. the people who matter understand. take all the time you need. bc you are important. slow down, remember yourself. take care of yourself. dont beat yourself up, especially over youtube. baby steps hun.

[@eloisemay9476]

Thank you for this

[@ByMadeline]

This low key made me a little emotional, i've been feeling a lot of this recently. You rock, and you should be proud of yourself!

[@mchris65]

I actually think you're a more normal youtuber. I often wonder how people can be in the mood to tape themselves everyday! I sure couldn't.

[@heidialbright1022]

I struggle with bipolar depression. It hit me when I was young and its only getting worse. I have days where its basically hard labor to get out of bed, or I'll be happy one moment and cry the next. but anyways back on topic, you are by far the best youtuber I have ever seen. your just so open, funny and have a beautiful personality. you could do one video a month and that would be enough. your videos are that amazing, even when you just sit there and tell us about your day. I watched one video, one, and fell in love. never ever feel obligated to post a video when you can't. trust me on one minds and you compared to all the other youtubers. your the best, because your so real. others are just so fake and unrealistic but your not. and for those reasons I'll never stop loving you and your videos. 💜

[@Effielil]

ive never been to a psychologist but i...feel you. maybe im not seriously unbalanced but at times it takes me an incredible amount of energy to do simple ordinary things and i feel kind of like a looming cloud hovering and i find excuses with my family as to why im in bed all the time. im hugging you with all that ive got, i missed you but you take that time. you take that time and get better and know that that is not lost time. its you time. you are amazing 💕

[@KatieM786]

This really spoke to me darling. I am in the middle of such an episode...I have been off work for over a month now from the job I love. thank you for speaking so genuinely from the heart. it's really helped me today xxx

[@mindz8282]

You do what you need to! We will be here! I genuinely hope you find the peace you need, not for us, but for yourself !

[@aureliecastro1501]

guurl,don't feel bad for not uploading!! I understand completely what you are going trough and you really don't have to feel guilty about it! you're just too awesome of a human being for dealing with all of this, and honestly I'm really inspired,I deal with the same thing pretty much ,haven't been diagnosed though but I know,I just sometimes can't find the strength to do anything,and feel so dead and empty...and yeah everything feels like a chore,eating, small talking with family about a tv show,just trying to seem ok,I just start crying all the time,don't really know what that is though,probably depression,it just comes sometimes but never really leaves you. I never really comment on your videos but this really speaks to me...hope you continue to be ok and upload (so I can hear more from you),maybe just know how much I love your videos and appreciate all your effort and just you generally as a human being

[@thatnormalcrazygirl1471]

(Is it just me or do your hair and eye colour match?? I fucking love it!!) And I wanted to say that I am soo fucking thankful for you existing! I am always so happy when you upload a video or post stuff on tumblr or favourite my tweet or so, I like seeing that you are awake, you are one of my favourite human beings. And getting to know you better is an honour. I thank you for sharing this with us. Also it feels so good to not be alone. I am also depressed. Currently I have no idea where I am going in life. The only thing that I'm doing is trying to get out of bed before noon, drawing some shit, obsessing over other people's lives, exessive daydreaming about being another person and then trying not to go to sleep at 5am.. I do not see a future for myself because I don't know where to start doing things. It is just too much that I would have to change..and I don't know if I have enough strength to change those things.. I am on the waiting list of a hospital right now. That would be my first proper hospitalisation even though I probably needed it for more than 5 years. I hope it will get better there. I am unsure if I want medication or not. Because there is still so much talk about how 'you don't really need this' and 'it changes who you are' and I don't know what to believe. I have never taken any medication for my mental health issues. I do not know who I am without said issues! I am sorry if I am sharing too much right now but it all just poured out of me. I feel like this is one of the only places where people would actually understand me and take me seriously. Thank you.

[@sierrafairbanks7776]

You have no idea how much I needed to hear this. I feel like I was expecting too much after going on these meds and sometimes they just won't work. I shouldn't have expected that I'd take these pills and all of it just goes away. Some days are going to suck and be harder then others. You helped me see that. Thank you. I honestly feel so much better, I thought there was something wrong with me.

[@Notmyr3alname]

You were very brave to post a video about this topic. I dated a guy years ago who is bipolar and an alcoholic it was a learning experience for me. I encourage anyone with friends or family with bipolar to read up on it to help understand those people in your life better. Unless I lived through that experience I would never really understand how crippling it can be for the person diagnosed. A great easy to read book I'd recommend is "An Unquiet Mind"

[@rebekahrg73]

I needed this so very much.. your not alone Amy. and thank you for letting me know I'm not.

[@allysawallenberg944]

Aww thank you so much for this because I know that it probably took you a lot to do this and I appreciate it! You are so strong and beautiful!! Lots of love :-)

[@Faes_gaming]

Ive been thinking of doing a video like this to help others but i have been so scared to do it because talking about it i get really emotional and i dont want to cry on camera..I will still be here when you come back no matter how long your gone. Hugs stay strong your not in this alone, so if you need someone to talk to im here to listen

[@person7407]

this made me relize i have depression. i always knew deep down but id brush it off and think im exaggerating. but the first step is to aknowledge your problems. i hate it when my friend tells me i dont have it and that i have to be suicidal or crying 24 7 to be depressed. but most people piss me off really.

[@jesspratt3849]

Take all the time you need, girl. May your good days last longer and feel better, and may your bad days feel shorter and less painful.

[@MyCapitalLife]

Very powerful, strong and important message. Thank you for sharing your story, and helping people (myself included) to understand. There is not nearly enough in the way of open dialogue about what people are going through. It is especially lovely to watch someone communicate their lived experience so clearly, as I know that cannot be easy. Conversations like these are so so important. Lots of love for this video and you. Thank you

[@izo1412]

Aww! Hope you feel better soon! Remember we are here for you!

[@neenzipan]

You're so rad! Thank you for posting this video.

[@beverleydawn]

I love you so much, Amy. I do. You're incredible, and brave, and inspiring, and you've come SO far in the years I've known you. I can only hope I can be even half as strong as you are some day. ❤️

[@samb.8058]

Takes a lot of courage to be this honest to the whole world (youtube). Very proud of you! You'll help way more people with this then you can imagine :)

[@UnoGeoMonkeyFace]

It's wonderful how you can be comfortable with your entire being and embrace your imperfections. Only the best, good luck.

[@chloecole8354]

I love you so much, and everything you are. Thank you for being honest.

[@goldnra2443]

I suffer with depression and social anxiety. ..I feel hopeless, guilty, emptiness, lonely, worthless, worried, low self esteem. ..but now that I watch this..I know that I'm not alone.

[@psiptak6007]

:( yea ofc u so lonely you so sad you so miserable :((((

[@amberisrad]

We love you Amy! We're always here for you no matter how many videos you upload

[@jbrad9488]

thank you i suffer from ADD and depession...it really helped to hear your words

[@behindlovelyeyes]

Love you and your videos. You are so funny and I always look forward to watching. I suffered with anxiety and depression on and off for the past 10 years. I know how hard it can be to face the world. Keep your head up. If I learned anything it is to take one step at a time, breathe, make small goals.

[@behindlovelyeyes]

& make small goals for yourself each day. ***

[@kaylynn8259]

Don't beat yourself up over something you can't control. Its okay if you don't upload videos regularly, just do it whenever you feel like it. If you try to force a video, it won't turn out the way you want it to. I also have depression, so I know what it feels like. I'm sure many of us know what that's like. Thank you for telling us why you've been gone lately, though. Your health comes first, Amy. I love your hair, by the way. :)

[@Tohru69]

You are amazing and every video you give us is precious, don't ever think you're not doing enough! Lots of love to you

[@meowalex7352]

Girl u r strong and wonderful ,just know that!!

[@YoungLakesMischa]

I just found you and I'm so proud of your ability to share. I'm going to keep watching and will be perfectly fine with an occasional laps. One day at a time. 😊

[@katelynkritz5232]

It makes me feel better to know other people are depressed like me too...

[@SpookySid666]

Stay strong, sweetpea! You're amazing x x

[@lauraclaire8374]

You are such a wonderful person. I love you as a youtuber (probably my favorite) and I want you to know that I believe in you. No matter how long it takes you to upload a video, we will be here for you.

[@amyb3457]

This too shall pass.

[@amelieb3899]

Really moving. Hope you're doing well, hope you're gonna be ok. x

[@fernandanevesfonseca338]

Miss u, hope you are good

[@1mustlisten2]

Always nice to be understood. Validation is one of the greatest gifts we can offer each other. Thank you for your videos. Just subscribed after seeing your bipolar and bisexual ones today. Thank you for honest sharing. Just what I needed today.

[@ravencandysarus3255]

I have felt the same way for YEARS i dont have any proper form of diagnosis for anything besides adhd and dyslexia but i know i most likely have some form of depression. i have always feared going to see a therapist and what not just because it spiked my anxiety and i had a hard time trusting much of anyone and i still have that problem only now not going spikes my anxiety just as much as even thinking about going. so i know how you feel completely.

[@frankiebrown6836]

Always enjoy your videos. But take care of yourself Hun.

[@TheBatgirl123]

Amazing video, really made me feel like someone understood. Subscribed :)x

[@amyb3457]

Amy you don't owe us anything. If it makes you feel better, like more structured, to commit to filming 1-2 times a week, then go for it. But honestly, you don't have to. I feel it as pressure when I know something is expected of me and I'm not up to performing. To putting my game face on that day. But on the other hand, I need routine and structure, as much as I despise it. :p I have battled borderline PD, major depression and anxiety since early teens, hand in hand with suicidal ideology. Over the last 3 years it's progressed to PTSD and major anxiety, which I'm pretty happy about. Dropping that BPD diagnosis feels good because it's so misunderstood. I spent much of 19-26 as an inpatient in the psych ward, or in full on psychotherapy (10-25 hours a week for nearly a decade). But you know what? It's been working. It's kept me alive. I'm still struggling, but I'm also in my final semester of uni and I'm to sit my final two exams next week (plus 3 assignments because anxiety ate me -

[@CarlinaSunshine]

I want to start doing weekly videos, but I've been crazy busy and struggling with time management and my own multiple diagnoses. A lot of your experiences I can relate to a lot, and some of what you have been through has fit me to a T. I think you are so brave for talking about it so openly and publicly. This inspires me to possibly talk about my own mental illness. I also have ADD, Bipolar, PTSD, something similar to BPD, among other things so you're definitely not alone. I do have a request, though. I don't know if you are religious at all, but I have had a really rough time trying to reconcile the incident that caused my PTSD with my religion. If you are religious, could you do a video talking about that? & if you're not, then could you just do a video on PTSD? Thank you :) & this is random, but I really liked your Bisexual makeup tutorial video. It had some really good points, and I hope it brought more awareness to those issues. :) & your trans video also helped me.

[@annmw67]

Very nice video. The more people that talk about mental health the better we all will be. Don't put extra pressure on yourself to make videos. When you feel like it do it if not then take the time for YOURSELF.

[@ChristofferAndersson]

Normalization of Psychiatric conditions.

[@anacristinapereirat]

please, just not give up... you are not alone... btw, I really like your videos, come back to talk more... love u

[@judy7827]

Looking at all of the comments so far, it seems like everyone here understands and is more then okay with you taking long breaks. We're not going to unsubscribe or lose interest. We'll still be here whenever you upload a new video. And when you're feeling down, just read all of our little comments of love and support. We love you for who you are and over time, you'll gain even more followers that will love and support you as well.

[@judy7827]

And if we start to miss you, just like another subscriber said, we'll just watch all of your previous videos until you upload a new one :)

[@behindatticwalls]

Beautiful & poignant video. Thank you for your vulnerability. You're a true mental illness stigma fighter!

[@awesomeriri4398]

Amy I love u even though I literally just started watching ur videos like 1 hour ago but if u can will u make a video about the different types of depression? Please love ya❤️

[@daniwastaken]

thank you :')

[@VaguelyOriginal]

Hey Amy, I love your videos and I LOVE your hair! Makes me miss having colour

[@brianjoe9847]

I'm bisexual and struggle with depression so I feel ya

[@xAlluringSky]

I just want to hug you because this is me.

[@bethweaver4872]

I LOVE YOUR HAIR!!! And, I'm sorry to hear that and I know what you mean.. But... :D

[@rpgfanatic1386]

Thanks you touched me..and on my last comment..don't worry about it :)

[@SnowRivera]

speaking from the heart,and knowing that im not the only one. it is a day by day process that's for sure, and i can attest to that. at least you can do what you love! ❤ ty for sharing and hope you cont on :) #newsubscriber

[@allisonhurley3000]

Where did all of your videos and Instagram go?!

[@sophiaisabellaaa]

Sorry to hear, hope you manage to stay happy as much as possible. Maybe you can make use of your experiences and make more videos about depression etc. Also, Bipolar Make-Up Tutorial!!!

[@traci7721]

Not to take away from the message in the video, but what do you put on your face to make it so glowy??? You look like you aren't really wearing skin makeup, but it's sooo glowy. How??!!?!?

[@AC-yx5cr]

honestly im kinda jealous of the ppl who are bipolar (i.e.: my crush oof) bc like they're actually genuinely happy sometimes. like im just clinically depressed (like no bipolar/bpd/eupd) and im depressed literally 24/7 and like i might ask like im happy and shit but im not actually happy. thats all fake. and i havent been taking my meds since a month after i got them and i got them in november 2017 soooooo okay honestly idk why i wrote this comment, i was gonna delete it but i mean i wrote it and this video is 2 years old or something so i doubt ppl are gonna see this....

[@tinysmallest]

wow im having same issues as you and i still keep my mouth shut grow up

[@えっとたよ]

>3 u are the best!!!!!!!!! :33323

[@VeronicaMoscatel]

I think depression in my case never really is gone. Just a sleep.

[@thetrouts1]

[@amyb3457]

(Pt 2) - up like the snake it is, unexpectedly), but I can do it! Yes, I can do 3 assignments and 2 exams in 10 days. Sure. Fuck me. Anyway, I kinda knew you were in my boat, somewhere. But it's getting pretty fucking crowded now. So many knew faces, which is good because it the issue is being de-stigmatised, but damn we must be going wrong somewhere! That little mental health boat is becoming the next titanic! (Bad analogy - we'll stay afloat.) Sending love Amy#2. Love Amy#1 (I don't mind if you want to switch) ps. I used to be jealous of those with bipolar, at least y'all get a high before the lows. I'm just stuck on lower deck. Gotta stop these boat analogies. Gah!

[@rosanebuk6332]

Hi. I am brazilian, 53 y.o.., bipolar ( a light kind- no depression). My father commited suicide when he was 43. I am writing a project.

[@Jeanelle_Char]

She looks exactly like this girl I know

[@denisesimpson591]

You sure can't tell just by looking at a person that they're afflicted with bipolar, or any manifestation, of depression and other forms of mental illness. I am bipolar II and know exactly what you mean!! You strike me as a creative and compassionate person and you don't have to upload thirty videos every millionth of a second to be a valued resource!!! Sometimes people can upload to the point that their stuff is really not as hot and topical as they think it is . . .and are kind of annoying to boot!!!

[@BettyoOoBoop]

[@beestingza]

I like your candor, but the music makes your video feel/sound like an infomercial for Abilify. ; )

[@derpyrainbowdash6231]

Suddenly, Pineapples.

[@sanpopnoobear2113]

Is this girl a model??

[@alicemugford]

i uploaded a vid about depession and anxety ,, well its a poem ,, it took alot for me to do .. but it actually turned out quite catchy so please check it out if ya like xx

[@sweettart130]

[@denezok30]

if u want feeling better listen to. # quran # every day i swear its amazing 💗💗💗

[@JoesGuy]

What is it with KZbin's almost fetishistic obsession with depression?

[@samisongbird]

AMY, I love you very much, you're the main reason I started taking my channel seriously (sort of) and as creepy as it sounds I just want to pack up my life and move to wherever you are (did you end up moving to California like you wanted to?) and just quietly and patiently support you all the time. you need a gentle nudge towards the bathroom? I'm your girl. You got a pile of unwashed laundry stressing you out but you cant summon the energy to wash it? dont sweat it! I will help! I shit you not, say the word and this will happen.

[@fernandanevesfonseca338]

[@OnironautaNumero31]

I don't have any mental illnesses, my sister does, most of the time it's hard dealing with her, but at the end of the day, the love that I have for her does not fade. As you said, you want to be a particular kind of person and youtuber but right now you can't. Well, I study english, russian and chinese at a university and I stutter. It's really really hard, it makes me laugh at times, it's really unfortunate for a languages lover to stutter. It's like I have to fight against myself and what I am. Kinda like you. This doesn't define me entirely but it's a part of me for now. But I can tell you one thing, I know that one day I will be ok, AND SO WILL BE YOU!!! And by the way, Jesus Christ girl, your hair are freaking gorgeous!

[@katti359]

I really loved your video, and I hope you get better soon. For the last 3-4 months I've been feeling really down and my mood's been really off. I went to my doctor this Monday because I started to worry about myself, which doesn't happen often. My doctor was super sweet despite me being a nervous wreck. He said that some of the medicine I'm taking now (I have chronic pain) might cause my mood to mess up. I'm going again next week to talk to him again about what it could be. Watching your video, I recognized so much of what I've been going through lately and really helped me validate my feelings. Thank you.

[@pagehaunter]

Amy, I was wondering what was going on. I kept checking to see if you had posted. Your videos make me laugh and I love seeing your work. I know that things get hard sometimes, but you have proven that you can beat this time and time again. You have a gift of making people laugh and feel special. I hope you keep making content. I will keep check on you.

[@traci7721]

Someday my boyfriend will understand this. He thinks I'm just lazy. Yep. That's why I sleep 16 hours a day. Just lazy.

[@ohboilien]

+Traci P That sounds hard! I also need a lot of rest and to imagine someone would always imply that I'm "lying" wouldn't make that easier. I hope that he also has nice sides that assure you to be on a good path and make you feel good. If not I don't think that he is a good match for you. You are worth people that make you feel good and safe. Lots of love to you xx

[@traci7721]

lillimarleennight He is a good guy. We've lived together for 5 years now. He just doesn't seem to understand how depression works for me. His mom, and brother have issues too, but they respond differently than I do. Hell, he even has issues. He just plays video games all day instead.

[@oliviabailey5912]

I love you. I can finally say I'm where I need to be. I feel like this everyday. Thank you for telling me it's okay. I have been searching for something like this. Thank you. You made me feel like someone knows how it feels. Please never feel bad for not uploading you're human, and shit happens but just so you know, I love you. ❤️💜💚💛💙

[@MariaCarcar2992]

There was a time, when I used to write post-its to myself. Mostly things that I feared.. One confession was that "life will never have the patience for my struggling personality." One day I walked into my room and the word "NEVER" was crossed out by someone. It hit me so hard.... LIFE WILL HAVE THE PATIENCE FOR YOUR STRUGGLING PERSONALITY!

[@Madamappetit]

Hi Amy! I used to watch and waiting your video years and years ago. Time flies and suddenly i remember you. What ever you do right now, or who you become, i always wanted you to know that you are loved. You are valuable more than anything. Thankyou for those days for accompanied me cleaning my room. Back then i had anxiety disorder & depression too but i’m better now. Hope you do so! Love you Amy & Elliot Ames!😉🤍

[@jeanettegrimes3545]

I just hope you know that all your subscribers understand and accept the fact that it is very hard for you to upload at all, let alone regularly. I have been through extremely rough times and I know how hard it is, so I just want you to know, I love and support you. Positive thinking is key and I hope that you practice good habits like this. Love you.

[@kristinnelson7830]

That genuinely spoke to me. I have a lot of trouble staying happy and am always fighting off depression and I feel like no one understands, but this video made me feel something that I rarely feel, which is security and the knowledge that someone else knows what it's like. Thank you and stay strong 😙😙❤

[@nahomidiaz]

I totally understand you! You have no idea how much i understand you and i'm glad you get to talk about this, because it makes me relate to someone i look forward to, i somehow admire. I'm glad you got to do this video, the mere act of making the video i mean, like the action, even when it was hard because maybe when i'm lacking of inspiration for my design classes i can say "hey! amy did that video, maybe i can try." Also, do not apologyze for not uploading a video if you are not in a good place to do so, i mean if someone with cancer haven't uploaded a video, they wouldn't be like "guys, i'm in chemo and it is tiring me, sorry for not uploading" (Everytime i talk to someone about this i take this as an example, because people seem to understand more with phisycall illness, so) they are looking after their health and it shouldn't be any different with mental illness. I just want to say even though i don't know you I am proud when you wake up and take a shower or maybe just stay out of bed for two minutes or not even staying out of bed but wanting to and i'm proud of you when you go out and do a lot of things and i'm proud of you when you upload videos and do what you like and when you don't and take care of yourself and take things slow because that's what you need.

[@mollywolff6619]

You are my favorite KZbinr. Thank you getting out of bed and making amazing videos. Don't ever feel bad about not uploading, we all understand