My Depression Story: Where I've Been & What I'm Feeling

I can't believe I'm uploading this.
Um. So. These are some things I just felt I needed to say.
It's okay not to be okay. I want you to know that. That you're not alone in all of this. Those feelings that you're feeling are valid, you are not wrong in your emotions. But you need to know that this is not a way of life, everyday should not be a bad one and every morning should not be a struggle. If you're feeling unexplainable sadness or having thoughts of harming yourself or others, TALK TO SOMEBODY. I cannot stress that enough. Cutting yourself will not fix your problems. Purging your dinner will not make today better. Those toxic coping mechanisms are causing bigger problems in themselves. I promise you that they will not make any of this go away. Reach out to your parents, friends, people you trust, scream on the top of rooftops until they hear you and listen that you NEED HELP. There is nothing weak or shameful about admitting that you can't do this on your own.
I love you.
I care about you.
You matter to ME.
If you ever hurt yourself it would hurt me.
My love is unconditional & I'm not going anywhere.
We're going to get through this together.
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Little things that have been making me feel better:
SLEEP- this is SO underrated, just by getting 8+ hours of sleep a day I feel like my mind is working so much sharper and more rational
Massages- Expensive, yes. Worth it? YES! They ease tension and have been proven to lighten the symptoms of depression. ( I'm told that acupuncture works wonders, but I'm a little freaked out by that one, but let me know if you recommend it!)
Talking- This sounds stupid I know. But just talking to someone about what you're feeling. A therapist, your parents, your friends, ANYONE- this time around I'm so glad I told my friends and family what I was feeling because now we can talk about it with no shame or embarrassment on my end.
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[@nikaselakovic815]

I started crying because that is exactly how I feel and when I tell my friends and family I have depression they laughed because they thought I was making it up and that I was just being a teenager.

[@ChloeLukasiakFan260]

*hugs you*

[@annaegb7655]

Same 😐 nobody believes me.

[@spookysoup9]

same except I haven't told anyone because I have no one to turn to..

[@hasnasegaff5742]

yeah same with me. start crying watching the video. and still the same, my friends laugh at me when I was trying to tell them that I depressed. they said I need to be grateful. it's not easy for me to live with depression in the country which treat physical and mental problem very different.

[@kiaramoser]

thats how its with me too 😔

[@poppiesstudios]

You have a lot of people supporting you and loving you, don't forget that.

[@JustinWilliams367]

Well said, March.

[@samantharose4461]

That is so sweet of you to say Hunter!

[@Huniuniverse]

Peach hunter preach 🙌 ( we are all there for you... dont feel so alone.😃 talk to us 😘👍👫👬👭

[@najlaalhusaini2605]

True we will all be by your side and helping you and supporting you trust me you will feel better XOXO LOVE YOU AND GOOD LUCK

[@may-yv1re]

Hunter you're amazing! Keep supporting her as a friend she needs all of the help she could get to feel safe ❤️

[@L0v32run]

You are absolutely amazing for uploading this. I freakin' love you. I'm 20 and have been through and am currently going through the same thing so it was so refreshing to watch this video.♡ Thanks Meghan, stay strong. We are here for you!

[@devinwalker4161]

Sorry to here this but have a good night stay blessed

[@JadeLo7]

Aww, this made me cry. Stay strong Meghan, we'll always be here :) ❤️

[@MichelleandAline]

Sending you so much love and happiness, my love. You've helped so many people with this video and countless other videos as well. You make people happy, Meghan, even if it's only for 7 minutes in their day, you make them happy. And that is worth so much. YOU, are worth so much and we love you! xoxo

[@carolinasanchez3032]

You've definitely helped a lot of people Meghan and you definitely make people happy and make people laugh w your videos 💘 we all love you!

[@maddieandlydia9842]

This video honestly made me cry because this is exactly how I feel and what I'm going through and I just feel like no one understands and no one wants to talk to me😪

[@byjamilemaria]

There are people who understand you. And if you need someone to talk to, just reply or message me. I'll listen to you. But try to talk to a friend or family member too. I hope you feel better soon.

[@itsemmalouisexo]

Hey, I'm here, I'll listen to you. Just message me on Twitter it's @EmmaFlemingx and I'll try and understand you, as someone who's went through all this I know how it feels x

[@makeupinNYC]

Ill listen if you need a friend 😊

[@karolina8398]

I wish I had someone to talk to but I don't my parents are even there for me

[@karolina8398]

***** I help all lot in my community and go out to do fun community but sometimes I lack because I'm very shy and it's very hard, I would go out more but my mom won't let me go outside by self because it's" too dangerous " though I do love nature, I like being surrounded by the beach or the wilderness and have good vibes I love photography

[@ChloeLukasiakFan260]

Sweetie, I am here for you. Don't ever, ever think you're alone, because you have me no matter what. We can get to know each other. Friends become your family. x

[@tange-lq5jg]

I'm here if you want talk just pm me or leave a Skype name an hopefully il get the notification

[@Missmangamariah]

baby mac doll I'm here for you if you want

[@othmaneboustique8758]

yeah of course

[@elishaestacio5385]

I don't know why I'm so sad. I tried hinting (because I was too afraid that I would burden someone with all of my problems) at my depression once and the person answered back with "What do you have to be depressed about?" It really... hit me. I had no answer because I didn't know why I was depressed. I still don't. I'm trying to get through this so called "phase" but I don't know how because it's just there. Nothing triggered it (I think.) There is no reason for me to feel this way but I do.

[@cardenas.l6871]

wActHing kOAla you’re not alone, I have the same problem. I don’t know why im sad either but I am, if you need someone to talk to then ima be here ok? I know we are strangers but I’m just trying to be here

[@louisabramham9945]

wActHing kOAla i know a while ago u commented but im going through somthin i dont really know whats happing i can be on top of he world and then i will be at rock bottom i dont know why i feel like this my lifes great idk what to do i thought it was just mood swings but it keeps happening idk who to talk to idk if i can get through it

[@jakethescholar]

Louisa Bramham you can get through it its the same with me but if you keep fighting and say "I'm going to be happy" you can do friends and family are there you can talk

[@strkwi7229]

wActHing kOAla Noami Wolf Im late and I know this comment was made a year ago but I hope youre doing well now, last year in december someone I looked up to, someone I idolized, Loved, and someone I thought had it all down just left the world behind by taking his own life, It came as a shock to me and it was confusing at first I was very upset because I couldn't put my finger on why he would have felt as miserable as he did, he was talented, famous, beloved, handsome, rich, all things that I thought would've made me the happiest person alive when I struggled with depression, but I realized depression doesn't care how well you're doing or how good life is going, your feelings as stated in the video are "completely valid" just because life might be going great doesn't mean you don't have the right to feel like shit, just because you seem to have everything down doesn't mean you actually do, it's completely ok to feel bad, and it's ok to want to reach out for help because you are not alone, you're not the only one who can't seem to feel the warmth of the sunlight even when the clouds are gone. Your feelings are VALID and important.

[@John-Anderson]

a good way to get around depression is to look more at what you appreciate then what your missing, but its not a cure all of course a professional therapist not a counselor would be a good way for you, you can tell them your feelings and they can give you insightful feedback

[@bernieroy2265]

thank you for sharing this. Very powerful. Everyone who suffers from depression, as I do, keeps thinking that there is a magic solution and that if we only found the root cause of this everything would be fine. Sadly they don't have an answer. Like you I have gone through some fairly good periods but when the black dog comes back it rips me apart and requires every ounce of strength that I can muster up to move forward. We are not alone though it truly feels like we are. By the way I am 64 years old and everything around me is great - except the way I feel. It affects everyone....

[@briannaamber8610]

I admire your strength for making this video. It isn't hard talking to people about a topic like this, let alone admitting that you are in fact not okay. It's hard, but you did that and it may not seem like it but that makes you hell of a strong person in my eyes. I feel like everything is life happens for a reason whether we see the reason at the moment or not for years in the future. But life right now is currently testing your strength and from your past videos I know you will kick this depression hard in the ass and you'll be back to your smiley happy self. It may not happen over night but you'll get there and you'll be so damn proud of yourself. When I was 15 years old I was bullied mostly verbally but sometimes physically because I was the only open lesbian in a super homophobic area. I got really bad depression to the point I self harmed every day before I got to school. It got to the point I wrote a letter, which was later ripped up. Thanks to my friends and so many role models I slowly got better. I admitted something was wrong and I took the action I needed to get better. I still have days where I'm not 100%. But three years later I can look at myself and say that I am so strong and proud of myself for overcoming this. I know you can to. Stay strong. I love you and thank you so much for being you ❤️

[@briannaamber8610]

Also, if anyone else watching this and is going through something hard you are welcome to message me on tumblr ( youjustgetsomanytripsroundthesun.tumblr.com). I will try my best to reply as fast as possible.

[@EmilyHall417]

[@maggieburns2067]

I love you so much Meghan and it real sucks that you, or anyone, has to go through stuff like this. Please do what is right for you and don't worry about your subscribers. Sure we like to see your face and have you teach us things but it needs to be about you. If you don't feel good then you need to work on fixing that instead of working on making others happy. You continue to inspire me and I hope you get back to being happy.

[@maggieburns2067]

Also if there is anyone else out there feeling sad or alone or anything else that Meghan described please feel free to message me or reply to my comment or anything like that and I'll try to help you :)

[@MoreGiorgia]

I'm crying. I want to hug you. You're an amazing person Meghan. You're beautiful and we are here for you! I love you, from Italy💕 I send you a big hug And Sorry for my english!

[@rebeccajones9757]

This is so relatable. My life is pretty awesome and I often feel like garbage.

[@quinnbreana5202]

I know you said to tell people how you feel but every time I do it's like I'm talking to a wall. Everything I say is in one ear and out the other, or it's like I tell them and they care for maybe a day or two then forget completely. Or oh it's just a phase or oh you'll get over it. No I won't, I've been trying for so long to get over it and I can't. Literally everything I think is helping just puts me back at square one. And i don't want to tell anyone anymore because it's pointless and stupid and my parents don't even know because it's not easy for me to talk about. And every time someone asks if I'm okay it's like I get so nervous to come up with some excuse or lie, but so emotional at the same time because I know I'm not okay and I want so bad to tell them that everything is wrong but I just can't do it. I don't even know why I'm so sad all the time, nothing traumatic has happened to me, I have friends, I have a good family, and yet nothing feels okay.

[@fatmaahmed8577]

Quinn Breana to be honest i feel exactly the same and i dont know what to do :(

[@nurdiyanarozaily5602]

I feel exactly what you feel. Words couldnt even describe how painful it is to feel that way constantly for years

[@skyismyworld1]

I'm not gooing to pretend I know what your're going through because honestly I don't. But i have a friend who has been depressed, who's cut, who's experinced mood swings and heard rumors about them. I wasn't there at the time, but I can listen to the stories about the people who have experinced at gotten through this. I can listen to those who haven't gotten through this and need someone to talk to. You don't need to talk to me but please I don't know you personally but please go talk to someone. If you want I can give you my email.

[@yayalucky2268]

U are not alone I feel the same way. I'm praying for you. God be with u

[@critterlex3872]

+Yousra Abdelkadir ((((((((hugs you))))))))

[@pewdipiehp11]

finaly someone who gets it, im crying rn

[@123456790lol]

I've literally cried all throughout this video because it is exactly how I feel.

[@shweetnessgirl]

your video made me cry because i feel exactly the same. thank you so much

[@pekinduck1]

Thank you so much. I can't describe how devastating it is to feel ashamed for not having a good reason to be depressed. It's gotten so bad. I drink heavily now. I can't stand my own company and I used to like me. It cost me my relationship. I loved her so much and she blamed herself for my sickness...... it was unbearable. Now she's gone. By fluke I lost my job for 5 months because of a discrepancy with my medical paperwork concerning leave I was taking. I won't name my company but I work on commercial airliners in WA. The union got it back miraculously. But I'm a broken now. I can't maintain on my own and I've never loathed myself more. I d I don't want to live this way....... I don't want to die this way either. I'm seeking help. I'm not fucking arouns...... thank you so much. I truly miss liking me. You're a wonderful courageous person and you helped this guy. He needed it bad. Best of luck 😊

[@faeryn3162]

I really don't know if I have depression. I've taken every online test I could find, and they all said that I have moderate to severe clinical depression, but can I really trust an online test? Every night I feel like locking myself in my room, curling up in a ball in my bed, and just crying. I've thought about self harm MANY times, and it's gotten to the point where I'm scared of myself and what I would do to myself. Faking my smile has become a habit, and I'm worried that my friends won't believe me because they say that I'm always smiling. I've had breakdowns multiple times. I can't tell my parents because I hate having people worry about me. They wouldn't understand anyway. I don't want to die, I just want to stop existing, or just disappear. Sometimes I wonder if people would even care. I've lost interest in so many things, and I lack the motivation to do anything. Some days are better than others, but on the bad days, I wish that time could just stop

[@raganmay6850]

You are so strong! You're so beautiful

[@DawnFifer]

Thank you for sharing this.

[@tigerlily9234]

210% fucking true. FINALLY!!!! SOMEONE GETS IT!!!!!!

[@laura.mcfarlane]

“It feels like your drowning but you can see everyone around you breathing perfectly”

[@stephanieeads8005]

Laura xM and it seems so easy for them...why cant it ever be easy for me?

[@ripcap7028]

you’re like in middle school. live. im pretty sure you have it better than me, alot of people for a matter of fact.

[@brennaallen1969]

RiP Cap that’s not fair at all to say. No matter what age you are, no matter what grade you are in. Shit happens to everyone. You have no idea what’s going on.

[@torin6258]

RiP Cap Who asked? 100% agree that is unfair to say.

[@DonnelleGriffin]

@@brennaallen1969 I totally agree with this. I also am suffering from clinical depression right now and I am 43 y.o. 😭😭 I am working on a better me but it's a tough journey.

[@Toy_Rumbles]

The worst part is not knowing who to tell

[@raiinlife7159]

who can we tell. Everyone has their own perception and no one really comes forward to wipe anyone's tears.

[@wschraml18]

a trusted friend, a counselor and reach out to support groups. There are several on Facebook, but if you get into one that is constantly negative and doesn't educate and support … I would leave as it will only bring you down. I invite you to my page In the Eye of the Storm. I deal with depression, anxiety and agoraphobia..... I am also a psych nurse by trade so I try to add in questions for people to ponder and give educational things to help people. You are not alone and do not have to hold it in.

[@AV-bp3bc]

This is what exactly I was thinking

[@chillingpineapple9580]

George Vasquez I messaged one of my good friends and she just said “sad 😂 “ and that broke me, she didn’t take it seriously

[@laurenmyers2261]

The only person i could really tell anything to is gone now. He isnt at my school anymore, and i cannot text him. Everything has been a lot worse than when i was talking to him.

[@axleroast2674]

Depression isn’t ‘just’ being sad, it’s like reliving a bad dream with no positive progression. Nothing makes you happy anymore and the thoughts just sit there with you like a cloud

[@ishapatel2302]

Dear readers, All the people who are going through depression, anxiety, anything just know that you are strong. Stronger than anyone I've ever talked to. You know why? Because when life gets hard you don't give up. You keep going, and for that you are the strongest people to me. You guys deserve a great life filled with happiness and love. I hope you know you're not alone. There will always be someone to lift you up no matter what you think. This is not just a meaningless message if that's what some of you think. It's the opposite. I'm sitting here in my room at 4:19 am for a reason. That reason is for all of you to know you're loved and that I believe in you. So if you actually read through all this and you're dealing with something just know that I'm proud of you for staying strong and never giving up. xx Sincerely, Me P.s. Feel free to hate on me haters because you think I'm stupid or dumb. I honestly don't give a crap. You're irrelevant in my life.

[@alysongoemaat2274]

I know that you are going to make a lot of people smile. I love being positive because I want to make the world a positive place to live in but there are really rough moments in everyone's life and I am going through one right now. I know I will make it through cause I have friends that cheer me up everyday and family that I can talk to. I am really inspired by your message and I totally agreed with you. People have probobly gone through worse but they go through it. If u keep your head up and have support even if it's from somebody you don't know then I know you can make it through. Glad that you are trying to make the world a positive place. Great message

[@reghanpalmer656]

Thank you for saying that.🙂

[@Broskiiiiiiiiiiii]

Thank you I really needed that :)

[@fiod8235]

Thank you. I am not well at the moment, but its the first time there is someone i love, who loves me back and i can actually believe it, even though its hard to not see this as an additional vulnerable spot. You reminded me, that I am and should be grateful for what i have now. I have trouble expressing myself even wwriting youtube comments, but i really wanted to tell you that your words touched me (*deletes half the comment because its full of stupid unnecessary apologies etc*) greetings from germany to everyone :)

[@nycsveryownspiderman1686]

you don't know me.you don't care about me.stop using an illness to get attention. it's people like you who make me feel even worse. screw you.

[@AwesomenessTV]

Meg, you are one of the nicest, kindest, and best people we know. You are 100% not alone. This takes a lot of courage and we respect you 10x more for having the courage to upload this. You always have a family at ATV and we love the heck out of you. We're here to support you with anything you need!

[@katielouisearter]

I love you!

[@andrearomero8886]

i love you Meg! Your the best! YOUR in inspirational person to everyone!

[@anandayates8371]

Thanks that helped me out a lot☺ your such a inspirational

[@ShannonLeighMusic]

Wow the support I am seeing from everybody is so amazing!!! 💗☺️ It makes me feel good to see everybody pitching in to help Meghan!

[@Kai-mc5qr]

Poor poor girl... WE ALL LOVE YOU, WE HOPE THAT YOU UNDERSTAND!!!! :)

[@noamiwolf4782]

This is the realist video I've seen on KZbin. My parents are angry at me and say things like, "You're always miserable. You have an amazing life so you don't have a right to be upset." I don't know if I have depression. But I can't tell my friends because I'm worried that they'll say I'm just an attention whore. But why me? My parents are no help.

[@noelashaona2025]

Noami Wolf me too they think I'm disrespectful but is just that my brain make me live in a completely different world.

[@TheMicaww]

My family tells me that it will get better by ignoring it. Last time I checked ignoring problems nearly got my parents in a divorce. So much for caring. I can't speak a word about this issue of mine, yet I'm dying on the inside. Everyday, I'm just fading away. What was it all for? Why did I have to be so gifted and so cursed at the same time? Why? No damn reason. I've come to realize that my depression was inevitable from the beginning. I just can't stop regretting my life, both for my own flaws and for circumstances outside of my own control. No wonder why I don't have a honest connection with anyone. They would leave or belittle me. I can't cease these thoughts. I hope that life gets better for you guys, but I struggle to see it for myself anymore.

[@jennierollins412]

Noami Wolf I feel the same way

[@luzochoa4334]

i hope you are feeling better!

[@carolwhite7177]

That’s the same as me xx

[@lovelybugs1]

This video made me cry so much because its exactly what im going through now, my life isnt great at that moment but it could be worse yet i wake up and cry all the time! I always think about the negative, even though i dont want to its like a switch is going off in my mind and i cant control it! It might just be a bad week but ive never felt like this before:/

[@industrionic]

Hey you should look up Audreys guide to happiness by Benoliath, only a few paragraphs leaked out a few months ago on FB but no one cared or noticed I guess, I read them and I have completely forgotten about my Depression. here it is; facebook.com/audreysguidetohappiness

[@MXRiderFiftyTwo]

since you know what youve got,the only way to get better is to educate your self.Keep a diary of how you feel and what meds your on...and how the meds make you feel,and if and why you have to change.when i was 30yrs i had a really bad depression (2006)...i had to leave my job and go off work.Im now doing really well and i love life.i hope all changes for you. I hOpe this helps.

[@Rita226]

Same here ,just had a day / night last thursday where I could not stop crying ,it was horrible !

[@ladyred7378]

Paddyhere_5 it made me cry to because its the same thing with me and ive done whats she said you have to get rid of unhealthy relationships. but for me its hasnt gotten better in over 3 years i dont have friends because they whernt healthy and it still hasnt changed i work and sleep thats it! its so hard i cry all the time over nothing im just sad and tired.

[@CantFindAUsername01]

This is so beautiful! and it made me feel much better. You really aren't attention seeking- i'm very pleased someone is so honest and helpful!

[@pxisenedpikachu3481]

💖-Farhan

[@CantFindAUsername01]

+Pxisened pikachu 😀😀😉

[@noralou1se250]

me too..ive been depressed for so long and its really nice to finally know that im not alone

[@oyasumi7492]

+Noralou1se where's your doctors note if you're depressed then ? I want to see it.

[@perryz.3062]

+Dad Please no one needs a doctor's note to prove that they have depression.In fact many people with depression don't even go to doctors.I urge you to be more sensitive with your words.

[@mahtazdin]

People usually don't get it. They just say go work out. Or something.

[@iamvintage13]

True

[@immnotaboutthatlife2086]

It does help but just for that moment. When it’s over, the thoughts and emotions come back.

[@girlenchanted]

I can't believe the amount of hate comments I've seen on this video; bottom line is unless you yourself have been through depression, you can't understand how it feels like. Judge after you've walked a mile in their shoes. And no - I've never been depressed myself. But imagine uploading a video like this (that takes A LOT of courage to upload because they're scared of how it will be received) and seeing how many people post comments against you. It sucks. And especially in this situation; it does not help. There is a difference between hate and constructive criticism.

[@industrionic]

Hey you should look up Audreys guide to happiness by Benoliath, only a few paragraphs leaked out a few months ago on FB but no one cared or noticed I guess, I read them and I have completely forgotten about my Depression. here it is; facebook.com/audreysguidetohappiness

[@girlenchanted]

***** I'm so sorry you feel this way about yourself. But how does negativity help anyone? You are talking about a HUMAN here. A human being, just like yourself, with feelings. This girl is a daughter, sister and friend. If this was someone you cared about and knew, would you really be willing to say the things you told me just now to their face? Secondly, like I mentioned earlier, okay - physically she maybe hasn't been through as much hardship as you. But mentally? Maybe she felt like committing suicide. Maybe she felt like she wasn't worth it in this world. A precious human life could have been lost. How could you not say that's not a cause for concern? I hate it when people believe that somehow they are "better" than anyone because they have it worse. EVERYONE is different. Someone is worse off than you; does that give them the right to demean how you are feeling? NO. Everyone's feelings matter. No one is "better" or "worse". You're calling me a bitch? What did I do, exactly, that constitutes such a harsh response? Imagine I was depressed (I'm not) and I read this comment. Imagine I committed suicide. How would you feel? Proud that you said something so hurtful to someone? Maybe you'll say that they shouldn't have taken it to heart. But saying something so hurtful (which I'm not taking personally, but plenty of others may feel worthless reading your comment) has consequences. I am not a screen. I am a human. I am a person. Everyone is. I hope you feel better about yourself, and more positive. I'm sure you have plenty of amazing qualities you should be proud of. People love you. But please don't spread such negativity especially on such a sensitive topic. :)

[@mzjackofalltrades21]

GirlEnchanted I love you times infinity for this comment. Thanks for being compassionate, even towards the negative comment/commenter. God bless

[@puntinprincess7343]

GirlEnchanted honey, this video isn't your video is it? Not sure why you assume you are the one people are responding to when you have nothing to do with this video. Ebonics4everyone was obviously responding to the woman who is speaking in this video!!!!!!

[@robinrosa7040]

***** look just becuase u r in a depression as well dose not mean u need to be mean to someone eles u do not know is she feels the same way u guys r going through depression and u know how jt feels like and I am pretty sure if ur saying all of this stuff about ur self then u have been bulied ur self u need to stick with her becuase u guys r going throught the same this pointing stuff about ur self is nor healthy I am verey sorry u fell like this becuase I feel the same way but I stick with her beacause if we were to be friends she would understand insed of leaving hate leave a nice commet u know where she is comming from she is nlt deamanding respect but she is a human after all

[@morpheus6075]

For the first time in mankind's history we can Know the truth of life and it turned out to be better than anything we could have imagined. The truth reveals that no one is doing any better or any worse than anyone else, that it will all eventually balance out. The truth also reveals that you are not your mind or body, that your mind can be your best friend or worst enemy. It is your worst enemy until you learn the truth. You will know the truth of life and the truth will make you free. The truth is the exact opposite of what most people think, Google *_Truth Contest_* and read the top entry. This is truth you can and should check for yourself. This is truth the evidence suggests.

[@trippygiphy6127]

Reading that book really helped me stay on track.. Would recommend it definitely.

[@LunaAoii]

+Peny Willson Yeah right...there is an exception to every rule.

[@jackdulcesky5802]

+Morpheus Really interesting

[@MysterCannabis]

+Morpheus And you are the one who knows the truth beacause...?

[@raquellarios7565]

+Morpheus that was very deep.o.o

[@xxmakeupiscoolxx]

I love you Meghan. I want you to know, you're not alone. I've been through this too, actually a bunch of us have. But you are a warrior, and this is a part of your journey, and you are a princess, and you will make it through this stronger than ever. Don't ever let your tiara fall baby. ☺️💕

[@maciemilee1965]

You are truly wonderful and we love you

[@33jazzygirl]

[@neondiys64]

I love you both so much omg 😭❤️ stay strong Meghan we love you

[@helloitstabi9549]

Love you Katherine Xx💕

[@Being.Living...]

AND TRUST ME, THE PEOPLE SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION, ARE BATTLING EACH DAY IN THEIR LIFE...

[@samjhanamishra8038]

💯

[@keepfearless]

Anyone else came to rewatch this after reading the depression chapter in Meghan's book?

[@michaelvillanueva233]

Thanks for sharing and I don't think of you as someone who wants attention. I wish I'm as strong as you. God bless you.

[@PathaoHora]

if she was like them. she would use crying thumbnail. but she didn't.

[@lasafrog]

I'm 41 and barely hanging on right now. Thank you. You made it easier today.

[@rickymontella6283]

I don't know u but I'm glad this video helped u

[@reneerobb7145]

Hope today is nicer to you! There are always people around that care even when it feels like you have nobody

[@rickymontella6283]

+Renee Robb 😉😉😉

[@kenzierowland4318]

I know I'm a month late, but keep hanging on. I promise things do get better and you're not alone

[@racheltalks9256]

Mark Drennan good for u

[@eliseshannon3381]

I wake up everyday thinking who really cared about me I get no texts no calls nothing I'm sick of living like this I've tried to meet new people but they don't want to be friends what is the point

[@unicornforever5248]

someone loves you. whether you see it or not people care about you. Keep fighting!

[@jokhasaid3499]

Elise Cheadle I can be your friend if you want

[@jakethescholar]

Elise Cheadle you can find people there out there you can make it through this keep trying people will be there

[@John-Anderson]

the world is mostly filled with people tricked into just thinking about themselves, so no not everyone is gonna be a good friend, but at the same time have you really gone up to that many people probably not you have to keep trying keep trying meet people if there not a good person then lose there number but there are good people in the world who are great friends to have even if you don't have similar interest or hobbies, I can be your friend : )

[@danielledan6400]

Elise Cheadle I have this problem too, since I was in middle school when I first got cellphone until now I'm 23 and eh. People are strange. Same with so called "best friends." Every social media was deleted and no one bats their eyes at me. Until I did something drastic, which I never do this anyways. Sorry for being a downer and made you disappointed in me.. 😕

[@Dewgirl5]

Sometimes we tell people how we feel and no one cares.

[@daricnd]

or they judge and gossip when u actually do tell them

[@gilbertgrape5705]

what a sad truth.

[@nuhaly]

or they act like they care and then they break you and complain how they think you want attention

[@SamiWamiFuscoAlamia1]

Or they don't believe us/think we're lying and say we don't know what we're talking about

[@liepakairyte767]

yesterday i told my mom and she said that i have no friends(which is not true) because nobody wants to see my sad face

[@tatianat7110]

my best friend is the only one who knows i have depression but she kinda ignores it and changes the conversation to a happy one about her life, which makes me even more sad.. she keeps telling that she knows how it feels and that she's been there but i seriously don't see it. because of her i never want to talk about it to anyone, because nobody actually cares.

[@safaltashrestha]

people these days are just trying to be happy and the rush is so much that they'd do anything to keep themselves busy, trying to get everything they want and not caring or stopping by for people like you and I. stay strong

[@sierrawilson7363]

people will care, you just have to find the right person. talk to your parents or guidance councelor if your still in school. they will either help yoi or help you find someone that can. all you have to do is say something. there will always be someone there fir you and if not, at least someone on the internet will be able to connect with you and help uou through it.

[@gabyb9571]

ik feel the same way and its the same situation with me, and i end up feeling even more alone.

[@emsw4266]

hey,I KNOWN!!! everybody keep telling that ''have to find someone to Confession your satiation‘’ so yup~I follow this~did told this to my friends(Family part already did..sadly doesn't work..my mom she'll never trust me,she take this like ''so what ?what about other peoples?you just too boring,this's just drama going on ~" also I found out that..to me why i don't like to talk about this ,cuz afraid people just simply take this as ''ooh you just wanna get attention want everyone notice that your so poor so sad~'' but they really don't understand that it's not that simp..rather be a drama queen only because I feel happy..but no the true is that if you're depression you can't barely to feel other emotion..ever thing just grey..the world see through by our eyes there're color in of course...but covering by grey..just so dark... it actually is my whole world...even I fight with Depression for years...still so hard nearly impossible to get rid off it. and my friends they're actually just like yours ...so i get it..((be brave .)) but they're still few people ,not like they always asking how I feel or how's going.. ever time always me to reach them.but!the different is that, when I sharing the emotion I had right now..they listen and they give you some of there opinion or there life experiences,maybe not all can fit in our situation..but you know what ?this people they're simply just like us has something need to go through maybe some of them also suffering from depression... in this point do share the experience to the person. I found that it's a way to passthrough from the difficult moments came... and alos in the same time do please keep trying to find the right person.if you have found one of them are like ''please do contact me again before make up your mind decision you 're going to do this'' do believe they're one of those people who has gold heart ,please do cherish the person if you met,and feel welcome to share your emotion to the person as well. I always have the thought ..if I do end up myself ,I really almost sure that ..no one care.... but before that I want to keep trying ..won't given easily ... and at the same time,I realize that I don't want to over depend on my friends ...or the people who's close to me. cuz that,yes they do offer help,care.but I know that till the end it's all about ourselves.they might can Provide shelter or wake me up from the bed trying to provide cares ...but the rest of have to complete it by yourself. I don't want to drag this people with me in my life which is unfair even though they're your family still don't have right to take somebody's life just like that. they support you.which is great ,take a breath ,relax~then you have to move on . alos do use some internet net work,sometime it does help. and if you feel simply shit or want to cry out it's okay~ keep trying,and stay strong be brave,don't forget get some rest don't over push yourself :))))))))

[@Lolmonster777]

Ik this doesnt make it any better, but i understand where both of you are probably coming from. You probably feel like you need someone to talk to who will understand and who you can trust, so you confide in her even though it is really hard just to know how to begin. And you want some sort of support or something, anything. And she probably wants to help, but doesnt know how to address. Maybe she brings up happy stuff so you dont feel so sad. She is trying to cheer you up but its working in opposite ways. I know its hard to talk about it, but communication would make everything more clean. At least thats what happened with me and my friend

[@weylie_hoang]

Sending a HUUUGGEEE hug your way

[@michellejade1]

WEYLIEEE!!!

[@rjuriarte1430]

OMG 2 favorite youtubers

[@mirelladerungs]

Hi dear person reading this comment :) I just wanted to let YOU know that you are beautiful! You deserve the best in your life! Please remember how much I love you Have a nice day :*

[@andreawursch2745]

Thank you, girl! You are beautiful too and you deserve the best too! ☺ We love you too and thank you for being so lovely and awesome! ♥ :*

[@andreawursch2745]

omg btw I've just read that you are Swiss/Brazilian and 17! That's awesome cause I'm 17 too and I'm Swiss and one of my best friend's moving to Brazil! :D haha dini videos sind übrigens top, mach witer so! :* Mirella Derungs

[@mirelladerungs]

Andrea Würsch jöses danke viel mol !! :)

[@ilanadavids8716]

THANK YOU SOO MUCH! !

[@ilanadavids8716]

+Mirella Derungs Thank you soo much! You literally just made day!!!

The thing is Nothing will ever satisfy you. The world won't satisfy you. Wether is family, friends, money, relationships, career, the only ONLY one who will satisfy your life is JESUS. I'm not a religious person, I'm a lover, Jesus wants a relationship with you. So pleaseeeeee please seek GOD!! Hope the best for you xoxo

[@Jessgonewild722]

Exactly what I wanted to say! Jesus loves you ***** he is with you everyday through it all! I want to make a channel sharing that with social media!

[@taymthom]

AMEN!! love this

[@candacehope1044]

Perfect!

[@BeautyByLoe]

I am sorry you have to go through this. I don't know what it is like but I know that you are not alone, nor will you ever be! You should check out newspring.cc It is this amazing church that I go to that has online services every Sunday and amazing blog posts. God has changed my life and I think you should hand your worries over to him. I will be praying for you girl, you are so strong for uploading this and I know you have reached people through this. Keep your head up, it WILL get better.

[@rororocket]

A faith in Jesus doesn't prevent or heal depression in the same way that a faith in Jesus doesn't prevent or heal cancer. Telling people that they just need Jesus to ease depression and feel satisfied is incredibly ignorant and harmful. In fact, many of the worlds most deeply committed Christians are honest about their struggle with mental health and depression. Depression is an illness, not a lack of faith.

[@biancafangirl1589]

Honestly I'm not even depressed ... My parents just make feel super self conscious and bad about myself

[@pidgepidgey7041]

Then just look towards your friends and create a support system that treat you right, my family isn't super nice to me either but I can tell you friends can make a stronger family then blood. I've had some friends come and go sure but I wouldn't change a thing when they still helped me through the hardest times in my life while my family just sat back and watched. Stay positive 💜💜

[@Skirretic]

Bianca Fangirl same here 😔

[@cupcakecame8873]

Bianca Fangirl same but i feel like i'm stupid for over thinking of that.

[@IIBRIDGETII]

I cried during this because I'm really depressed and am struggling with eating disorders, but no one believes me because they say I can't be depressed because "I'm too young"

[@qpids.bow.]

It doesn't matter how old you are, if you're old enough to type you're old enough to be depressed. Even toddlers can be depressed! If you think you need help, please try to get it. It may be uncomfortable, but if no one else listens you can talk to your school guidance counselor. I'm young and very depressed. I'm going to confess to my mom soon, but i'm really scared. You basically described my worst fear about telling her. Regardless, something has to change because I feel like a dead battery, and it messes up everything. I hope you get the help you need, and I hope everything clears up. Good luck.

[@emilycrews3562]

My mom tells me this and she says I have nothing to be depressed about yet I think that too. I wish it would just stop 😔

[@critterlex3872]

+ღ☮Dıχıeđøøıšαωešøмe☮ღ Man young people have eating disorders and depression! Often it comes from not feeling like you have enough control over your life. What do you like to do? What did you want to be when you grew up when you were five? What is your favourite colour? When was the last time a friend gave you a hug?

[@critterlex3872]

+Emily Crews Your mom has no right to tell you how you feel. This world is getting colder and more violent by the day and so many people are depressed because they feel hopeless and they are bullied, not getting enough nutrients to nourish their brain (the soils have been depleted, etc). I know that for depression a ketogenic diet helps many people, but I would start with an omega 3 rich diet and limit carbs and especially sugar. Consider taking a magnesium supplement and also take vitamin D supplements of 5,000 IU a day if you don't get enough sun. If you live in a sunny area, please expose as much skin as you can to sunlight for 20-30 minutes a day to help your body create enough vitamin D. Be well! Things do get better and your feelings are valid. I made this page to cheer people up: facebook.com/Sunshiny-Day-1607086326244104/timeline/

[@critterlex3872]

+omer bereket Many people feel it, we live in a scary world. If you need a friend, I am here. Please consider taking a break from scary news on TV and in the newspapers and focus on kindness, like helping animals or others.

[@jillgriggs3064]

I'm not going to sit here and lie to you by saying that I understand what you're going through because I don't. I haven't ever been depressed that deeply and I've never felt a strong urge to harm myself. But Meghan what I can tell you is that watching this video honestly broke my heart. It hurts me to see you hurting and I hope that somehow you can get through it. I know this video was hard for you to put up, but if you are feeling well enough in the future, I would love to hear an update on how you're doing. I'll be praying for you babe. Please don't do anything that you'll regret because every single one of your subscribers loves you and would be so so so upset if anything ever happened to you. ❤️

[@laurengrimm5648]

took the words right out of my mouth, thanks for this.

[@juliagarcia8453]

Megan I just want to say that we (by we i mean all 1,126,430 of us) all love you I just thought you should know that :D

[@juliagarcia8453]

Love You

[@TomStockdale]

i love your honesty

[@arianhoque551]

big fan!

[@fashionholicable]

Word of advice for all the mean people in this world: stop treating good people like they’re a piece of shit

[@clairedillon6168]

If only those people had a sense to listen to you.... The world would be a much better place

[@ღAaliyahCastroღ]

How could so many people dislike this...

[@AmyHislopxo]

Meghan, this was so brave of you to upload this! You are amazing & beautiful

[@AmyHislopxo]

We love you Meghan

[@brooklynn2889]

This exactly what happened to me...but I didn't get to the happy part..

[@mrsilversurfer6938]

Bubbles 2007 are you happy now

[@RoseK444]

You’re so young you’ll get through it

[@jakethescholar]

Bubbles 2007 talk to people get help you can get to the happy part if you fight you can win and make it there I believe in you

[@John-Anderson]

it takes time and practice, try focusing more often on what you appreciate in life even if tis just being alive try and think about that for a few minutes everyday

[@DonnelleGriffin]

@@RoseK444 Easier said than done, no matter what age you are

[@evelientx]

this made me tear up. i wish i could give you a big hug. know that we'll always be here. and if you need a longer break, take it. i love you. we all do

[@lilliblack3993]

I cried as well, i really love meghan and I know that she will get over this hurdle! Xxxx

[@kaylagarcia7567]

I don't think I'm depressed I just feel like shit sometimes cause no one really understand my opinions and thoughts I lost my best friend (she's still alive it's ok) but I'm always writing into this black book that I feel understands me more than anyone,my parents don't even care they want me to live my life their way not mine :(

[@kaylagarcia7567]

I just wanna be heard and live my own life the way I like it

[@Nonnitot]

I understand. It really sucks when you feel like no one cares. I hope you feel better and I think writing is a good idea! It's a great way of letting your feelings out. And your parents probably just want what they think is best for you, even if it's not what you'd prefer.

[@kaylagarcia7567]

Nonnitot thank you this really helped (:

[@Nonnitot]

Kayla Garcia no problem :)

[@lilianna6094]

Me too. I lost my bestfriend because of my parents they said that she's a bad influence on me and she's not. I feel like shit aswell

[@CMrifaa]

everytime someone asking me "why?" i wish i have the answer...

[@gracehaymond]

This was so hard to watch because you do not deserve this at all. Im so sorry for what youre going through. But at the end where you explained why and the passion you put into this video to tell as that we arent alone made such a big impact for me. I honestly dont know how to word this properly but the fact that you are being real with us and not putting on a fake "im happy everythings always perfect" face, made me gain so much more respect for you. Stay strong. We love you so much and i promise everything will be alright❤️

[@hayley2983]

Same here xx

[@aspynovard_]

I love you so much!!!

[@gianellaalfarocadillo3]

This video was so heartbreaking

[@rachelturner9473]

I have anxiety and I have IBS and sometimes get panic attacks

[@lexischlientz2099]

I’ve felt this, and it’s awful I can’t even explain it, literally doesn’t make sense or I didn’t even know where it was coming from. My whole body just felt weighted and down, and I woke up crying hysterically all the time for no reason. If you’re feeling like this you’re not alone and you will get through it I promise, it’s gonna be hard and upsetting, but just remember you’re gonna get through it because you’re strong and it’s just your mind playing tricks on you.

[@pitaa-breaddd]

thx u,i am going through the same time

[@truthfairy2486]

Depression, anxiety and all other unwanted mindmade emotions can be overcome if we learn how the mind works and how to deal with it. We cannot overcome physical pain in this life because its hardwired in our bodies. Depression and some other mental illnesses can also be more or less hardwired in some cases, but when we learn how life really works everything become much easier. Our minds actually tend to make things a lot worse then they has to be, so nothing could be more important than to learn how to distance yourself from the illusions of the mind. Google *truthcontest*, click on the earth symbol there and read the book that shows up.

[@BenAldersonAuthor]

This video is insightful, I'm going to the doctors on monday to talk to someone now x

[@artbeautyrandomvlogs]

***** i hope you appointment went/goes well :) love your channel

[@rebbyday]

Stay strong!

[@rebbyday]

stop talking Vivi33

[@jules2936]

Bennnn!!!!!!

[@gdog2001able]

I'm depressed right now😔 I'm constantly worrying about being being judged. Every time someone says I'm beautiful I feel like they don't mean it. I've been bullied ever since I was in kindergarten. All because I have ADHD. and so now I keep getting these thoughts like "nobody likes me" "I'm not important" "I should just die" "I wish I was dead" and I don't know how to deal with it. I can't go out without thinking that I don't belong 😭

[@tylerhill1505]

I'm so sorry I am here for you if you need me just email me @ [e-mail]

[@madisonc4299]

I feel the same way, you're not alone. The worst feeling in life is feeling unwanted and unneeded by the person who you need the most in your life😕

[@gdog2001able]

Madison Cardone Ikr😔

[@vafanapoli5396]

just don't get bullied. it's so easy

[@gdog2001able]

cakeman74 it's not that easy. People bully me for no damn reason

[@poppypowers9893]

"I don't even care." That's where the emotion is. That's where not only her voice, but her face tells the truth.

[@Trisky]

I wish i was dead, i really do. I have nothing left to live for, this pain that i feel deep inside is constant it destroyed my relationship and it destroyed my mental self, I can't do anything without it being there, it's so bad that i am a lock in, I don't leave the house or go anywhere, i don't have any real life friends. I sit on the computer all day and sleep for 12 hours a day. I just want the pain to go away but it never does :(

[@prettyitzel08]

Don't ever lose hope , try to seek for help and think of all the amazing things life can give you, you just don't know it yet :) my best wishes to you

[@mtkhalife]

Don't give up. I know it's not easy but see how so many people fought and survived. I can testify, Meghan can too and so many other people can. We've all been through so much and felt that way but I promise you it gets better. I know it sounds cliché but its true. Feel free to come and talk to me if you want to. Life gets better.

[@kaiya_z]

I'm so sorry this is happening to you.. Do you ever pray? Maybe you should try when you can trust me, it'll help you plus talk to your parents family or even your internet friends I'm sure they'll try to help you out. I hope you have a great day/night! Hope I helped bye :)

[@kevser2888]

Trisky - Vote Labour May 7th [e-mail] write if you need someone to listen!

[@RachelNguyen0407]

Honey, it gets better! Hugs!

[@Amylopez15]

I've struggled with depression for 4 years now. It's a daily struggle not to kill myself.

[@e.s.g.r3563]

Hope it gets better

[@lylla7082]

Hope your day will be good today honey❤️😆😋😍😘😜😄

[@wateenassad4866]

You can get help don't let it get to you

[@jessicatressler4009]

+Amylopez15 Don't do it! Please, don't do it.

[@ZWGamemaster]

i know the feeling. believe and thrust, and i know how hard it is to do so. but you will get up and will believe again. happiness is in yourselve. tou will find it and all of a sudden you will get the feeling everything is ok and can't believe the way you feel then. you are good and beautifull because of who you are. special and unique. pleasure and luv can be around every new corner. bigg hugs and kisses and even if i don't know who you are. i believe in you

[@LilianTahmasian]

aw this made me tear up, but remember how strong you are and how much you inspire others!

[@eibbedpadilla]

I'm really glad you uploaded this. You are so courageous and strong to us subscribers. I hope as the days pass, you'll feel better. Thank you for telling us what other youtubers don't say. You're the best. I love you Meghan, stay strong

[@NiaylaHairston]

Exactly.

[@trinitydunning8257]

Some how four years later this video pops into my recommended just when I needed it. I needed to hear someone who truly gets it.

[@catpower1811]

What if you really are alone though? What if you truly don't have a single goddamn person in your life that you can talk to about the things that are killing you? And what if the only solution to those problems is to get away from your well-meaning but unsupportive family and out into the world, where you'll be even more alone than before? What the fuck am I supposed to do out there? Get a job, get an education? Then what? I'll still have no one. I have to do everything alone. *Everything.* I'm so fucking scared. I don't want to leave home. I don't want to hate my parents so much. I don't want to be so bitter over everything. I don't want to do anything. I just want everything to stop. I want every motherfucking thing in the universe to stop, because I can't fucking handle it by myself.

[@hellokitty35100]

I'll be praying for you...I'm sorry no one responded to you...but all I can say is I will pray things get much better for you..

[@youronlinebestfriend219]

If you need any advice or someone to chat to, I'm here for you , you can come chat to me anytime, I'll be happy to help :) Stay strong.

[@mariana.c89]

if you need anyone to talk to you can send me a message and i'll give you my email and we can talk... i might not know exactly what you are going through because i have an amazing and very supportive family. but even so, i still feel very much alone sometimes. sometimes are better, sometimes are worse. you just have to get through the worse and believe that there is something better after, even if it seems that there won't be anything. even if you don't want to email me, know that you have one new friend in me, and you're not that alone. kisses from brazil :D

[@ErinsHoose]

Talk to meeee. You don't know me...but maybe that's a good thing for now? Just to rant and get it all out! Feel free to send me a message...just don't watch my videos beforehand or you might change your mind :P

[@darkknight4078]

You will never have anyone in your life to rely on.

[@Corneliasundberg]

I started to cry.

[@kennaashton6608]

me too

[@LoveReborn2002]

Me to😓

[@michellel9027]

Same

[@EmiMartuTutoriales]

Am i the only one who cried through out the video?

[@outroseok]

nope

[@ktkates99]

No. This rly touched real close to home and I could really relate to her.

[@zainab4ever132]

No

[@jenaesidebotham1129]

nope

[@ILoveUMaitePerroni]

Noo

[@greentea8879]

I’ve been waiting for the brighter day of my life for almost 20 years. I’m happy for u to find the way out of those darknesses

[@viridianamoreno]

You know people think of me as this perfect girl because of my good grades but they don't know what goes on in my head, or in my heart, and it is so easy to trick people by saying your fine and by putting on a smile on your face but really basically everyday I feel like I am not worth anything and am constantly thinking about harming myself and wondering why I am on this earth because everyone has a purpose in life but not me and I cry almost every day I love my family and everyone in my life even the bad people and they are the only ones stopping me from making the biggest mistake of my life which would be ending it I don't know if I have a mental sickness or if I am just crazy but I am to embarrassed and nervous to ask, sometimes I wonder if I have BPD ( Borderline Personality Disorder) b/c I certainly have enough symptoms I once told my friend but she thought I was kidding so I just kept it to myself

[@xSouthernDiscomfortx]

No one knows that I have sucidal thoughts, but me. I don't know how to tell anybody. It makes me feel trapped. Like I'm in some fucking bubble.

[@Leashy1818]

you're not alone. thee very nature of feeling trapped can be the source of your suicidal thoughts. reach out, do resesarch. it's worth it. and if you don't have the money there are always free organizations.

[@Gryronaut]

I've been through the same. Always remember, those negative thoughts are not yours, they are not you.

[@Ellie-mc1jy]

you are not crazy and so many people feel this way just because your friend doesn't understand doesn't mean you should stop looking for someone to talk to

[@tange-lq5jg]

go to your doctor trust me it will feel like you took the world of your shoulders it's OK not to be OK. we're in it together.

[@kayleewallace4521]

My mom told me I was miserable to be around today. She's not helping.

[@tange-lq5jg]

tell her how that makes you feel.

[@mercedessmits7144]

Please always feel free to talk to me! Just say so if you want my instagram and we can talk about anything you want to because you matter so much! You are perfect and brilliant and amazing and you should never feel like you cant be yourself and be proud of yourself! You are perfect dont you dare forget that! This goes for everyone !

[@abbiebaldwinbaldwin]

Kaylee Wallace same

[@fatimahudarose567]

Hey i am really depressed, and there is no one :(

[@sadiestumm2615]

i'm here!

[@mariefielden]

This is why I love KZbin over the tv.. You see the truth.. You see how genuine youtubers are ... You see real life and not people acting.. Thank you Meghan for that.. We all love you!

[@herhairhisglory]

yes!

[@blairgomez5414]

So true!

[@zyciewusatvbygosia8880]

yes exacly i not watch tv so much anymore as there all is fake and here is real life and i prefer truth then a lie, I not sure if i am depressed but i feel sad many times without reason, or feel anxies too, lately am sad cause my bf dumped me and that make me so sad, and depressed

[@mnddy1883]

exactly i stopped watching tv all the time all i watch are youtube videos. youtube videos came to me when i was at a low point and it helped me.

[@SurviveTheHorror1]

Your video made me cry. I feel like I am dying inside. I wake up everyday boxed in my room thinking I am the worst person to ever exist. I must figure out what is wrong because I can not move forward with my life!

[@laura-marie4887]

Stay strong, hny, you can get through this. It's hard, but possible xx

[@mikadayrit5099]

Victoria Powers I feel exactly the same for Years. you are not alone. I hope you'd feel better.

[@mackenzieverrall722]

Victoria Powers me too

[@ymeashluv3008]

Victoria Powers me too.. but i tried and tried to overcome this feelings .. dont give up.. we can make it

[@micgarn3331]

Victoria Powers I don't know who you are but you've helped me .

[@chloewallace02]

I had to come back to this video! As this is exactly how I feel right now! And my anxiety is so bad right now that I just want to stop everything and curl up into a ball and never move ever again! But we need to stay strong as life still goes on! 😑❤️

[@chloewallace02]

+cakeman74 that's disgusting! You really should think before telling someone to go kill them selfs! You don't know me you don't know what goes on in my life! So if u don't have anything nice to say fuck off and say nothing at all! Stupid Troll

[@davidnivia6900]

look for Jesus Christ. Read the Bible and pray to him. He will answer. He answered me when I was depressed and I no longer am. God Bless!

[@marinalopez-negrete3512]

Way to go girl💗

[@tange-lq5jg]

it gets better more good than bad days stay positive x

[@nadsoos2212]

telling someone doesnt even help and now i feel worse than ever. its like either they dont get it or they dont want to care about the situation.

[@MissMMunther]

I've had the same problem to be honest. I've gone to many different counselors through the years and it actually made me feel worse after every session (mostly in the beginning) because I let myself feel all the bad feelings when I told them why I felt depressed. But I kept doing it for 3 years and sometimes were better than others och through my last year I found better counselors to talk to and they actually helpt me more then I expected. Depending on who you talk to it can feel like the person don't care or understand, I know that feeling. Some people don't understand (or want to), and some just don't know how to react. But the more you talk about it the less you will feel bad about it i'm sure of.

[@nadsoos2212]

Maria Munther​ thank you so much.

[@nadsoos2212]

*****​ hows that wprkin for you dude? Not so well for me :/

[@nadsoos2212]

victoria LoCicero i know that, but i also happen to be sort of.. unable, when it comes to talking about feelings and personal stuff like this. Especially since none of my family understands and ive been bottling everything up for the past years and dont know where to start and then their reaction to it i worry about too

[@countrystarkid]

PROcrastinator you sound a lot like me. Just start slow. Maybe reveal something small. I kept things bottled up for years and then at the drop of a hat I would explode. It has ruined some relationships in my life. It is hard and scary to unbottle everything so just do the smaller things first and take it slow. It'll take time for it to all come out but when you get there it is the place where you can start again. I had to get therapy to help me unbottle everything and to tell my family. It was difficult and emotional for everyone but it was worth it.

[@hannahgrace5989]

I’ve been through depression I’m only 14 I used to feel so alone all the time I felt like no one cared about me I would just start crying all the time for no reason I didn’t know why I felt empty inside and it still comes and goes and it’s really hard and even when everything in my life seems to be going well sometimes I still feel really sad and I don’t even know why

[@jakethescholar]

Hannah Grace talk to people they'll care friends family you can get through it if you stay strong you will make it

[@John-Anderson]

you might be empty because your lacking love from someone. and even when life can be seeming to be going to well financially with materialistic things no love can eat away at you silently with you even thinking directly about missing out on it. you see it on tv and it can make you depressed but you just need to keep meeting people youll find the right one not just anyone the right type of person and I think theres more then just one for you.

[@eyaa5460]

@@sharmeenshaikhh please dont say things like this. Shes not muslim so dont shove islam down her throat sister. Also, surah duha doesn't cure depression, it just gives muslims hope of having a better life. it just teaches gratitude. not a cure for anything

[@brookeanderson8949]

Me too but I am 12 that was me I have gotten over it I little but some days I do get depressed along with my anxiety it is not a good mix and my mom and sister do suffer form depression sometimes too but I am the youngest and it sucks I always feel left out and get all the heavy lifting on me and I wish I could put it on someone else in my family because they will never know how being the youngest feels and I am probably making this sound worse than it is and I am generally a very upbeat and happy person but when I am down there is no lifting me up till that next day or the day after sometimes more but it is crap and people do suffer with it more than me so......

[@bethanybishop5797]

I honestly don't know how to talk to my mom about going to a doctor about this. I've actually gotten to the point where I have sat in the middle of the night so close to suicide. I have tried talking to my mom but I don't know how to bring it up. when I try I always back out. I always get scared that she's gonna think I'm faking. i am so scared of how she's gonna react that its stopping me from doing what I need to do...

[@bethanybishop5797]

+Anonymous I'll try. everyone keeps telling me to push fear aside. well see along with depression I have severe anxiety. I see the worst case scenarios of every situation and blow it out of proportion. I don't mean to its just how I am. I'll definitely keep trying to make myself get it over with and talk to her about this cause if I don't...I'm scared I'm gonna do something stupid.

[@bethanybishop5797]

+ma-native-agonie.tumblr.com I'll try to text it to her. it honestly terrifies me to do it but if it's what I need to do then I guess I will. thanks for the advice

[@katierebecca8890]

Here's what I did, I told my mum that I needed to talk to her and I said that I couldn't do it anymore. She listened and we spoke and I cried and she said that I wasn't alone and all the rest of it. But honestly it doesn't matter how you say it whether you hold it together and explain or whether you cry your eyes out for an hour explaining in words that don't even make a sentence but as soon as you get it out there it makes it so much easier. You've spread the weight and it's the beginning of fixing everything. Talking to someone is the hardest part but it's also the best thing you'll ever do. I hope this helps you and sorry it's a while after you commented. Hold on, it gets better, I promise ❤️

[@bethanybishop5797]

+5sos Fam thank you. I have talked to my mom and we decided that me leaving is the best option. me being where I am is a constant reminder of what originally made me depressed. thanks for the advice tho. I cried. a lot. so did she. apparently she cared a lot more than I thought she did. but thank you for trying to help. ❤

[@bethanybishop5797]

+ma-native-agonie.tumblr.com thanks and sorry for the late reply

[@Christyxlovexzelda]

I have been feeling depressed since 8th grade and I hate that I don't have a reason why. I haven't told my parents yet because I feel like they'll think I'm making this up for attention or that I'm fine. I don't think I am. I haven't told anyone and it's been over 2 years. I don't have a best friend to tell any of this to or anyone close in general, and it sucks. I feel like nobody likes me so I bottle it all up inside. I know I should tell my someone but the thing is, I don't know how.

[@Mr2awsomeness]

I'm in the same boat as you. I havnt smiled sincerely since 9th grade and now I'm in grade 11.

[@felicity7891]

+maddy keefe don't worry you aren't alone, everytime i mention the slightest thing about anxiety or depression my parents just wave it off and tell me i'm over exaggerating and being stupid, and it just sucks because you can't tell anyone without feeling like more shit

[@amazinggracie14]

I just saw this. I hope you told someone. I did, and being on medication has changed my life. Of course I still have symptoms and days where I can't get out of bed, but I now also have days where I can. All I ever wanted in life was to be happy, and now, I feel one step closer to it. I hope you are doing well. I will be praying for you.

[@EdoubleB24]

+maddy keefe I felt very depressed in middle school. I know where you're coming from. I promise high school makes everything better. I swear.

[@ashleezm1590]

I'm in a quite similar situation. I got depressed in 8th grade too. I didn't know it was depression then. But 2 years later and I haven't told my parents.

[@LoveAari]

Find a relationship with God , He can help you more than any doctor can . We all go through depression but God is there to hold us and pick us up through it all .

[@bobbob6948]

Yes I completely agree

[@iluvjustinbieber1811]

please seek God meghan 😭

[@chloeaustin]

Amen.

[@ashleybs2010]

I am a christian as well but I will say that depression is more than just something God can take away. It is a physical, mental, and emotional disease. That disease can only be helped through professional help and medicine. Don't get me wrong I do believe God is one way of working through it but coming from someone who has depression and was confused on many occasions why my belief in God wasn't taking it away, it just doesn't work like that.

[@abbeyalexander4222]

Meghan has said that she isn't very religious, but who knows, maybe she will find her happiness through Him. 😌

[@miikaduki]

This video breaks my heart, because it is exactly how I feel. I am not a talker, so whenever I try to talk to someone, tears flow out of my head and words turn into a language I don't even understand. I don't even know why I am commenting this on a video, but I guess it is some kind of scream for help? Because I don't know if anyone around me or me can help me with what I am going through, and that is tough. But I guess I will find a way to get through this at some point.

[@miikaduki]

💕💕

[@chattychuck1]

Mandy Carolina I am exactly like you and when my parents found out about my depression and suicidal thoughts i was told to go to a therapist but even saying one word which was no i had millions of tears running down my face. I never spoke to a therapist and i kept everything to myself and just put a smile on my face and that is what i still do to this day and i never experienced real happiness. And just recently ive been diagnosed with anxiety when i had to tell myself that i had anxiety so i can accept it i would break down. Talking about myself is hard and i dont think i will ever be able to do it but im just here to tell you, we are in this together. Maybe one day we will both be strong enough to talk about how we feel and get better but we need to take little steps... i love you!

[@miikaduki]

You are the sweetest, thank you so much. If you ever want to talk to me, just message me or anything. I would love it. :)

[@VeronicaSanchez-cp3sl]

I get exactly what u saying. Everyone I tell about these things just think in making it up or I can just make myself feel better. I need more people like this!!!

[@autumnriley2673]

You'll get through this. Even though people are hard to talk to, there's going to be someone who understands what you're trying to say even when you don't. I love you, stay strong.

[@eRyL86]

I hope you are better now, girl. I've been in your shoes. And the fact is, depression never actually healed just with time. It can only be minimized with positive thinking and attitude, which is quite difficult to be maintained when you're not having much support like I do. I barely can talk with anyone, since most of them never had depression like mine, they can't understand why I did what I did. I even wished I was crazy just to have a real explanation on why I never get better. It's a lonely road for me. I'm stronger now but I get pulled down from time to time. Suicidal thinking is no joke in my part, sleep was my toughest time, but also my remedy coz I don't have to think when I finally sleep. And the result of it, I got irritated easily. Lol. Well, anyway, just wanna say that you are not alone! I'm happy, you have all the support you need, and I hope you'll always be the genuine you, Megan. Hugs

[@eRyL86]

Meghan*

[@edea_oblige]

you just wrote how I been feeling since 2years ago. Exactly the same...ty

[@rkbmotivational5363]

MAY ALLAH BLESS U ...u r so strong most of people r facing depression ...sometimes i hard to face but i believe that god tested us becoz we are more strong than others 😊 ..i said this thing to u because i am also suffering from depression from past one year ..and nowadays the situation gets so worst..

[@ayajakisheva5402]

Crying. When you said "Talk to somebody" - I can't! I really can't ! It's so hard. I have so many trust issues because of how fucked up my family is. Though I tried to talk to one of my best friends. I finally felt like opening to someone. I told her how I feel like shit almost everyday and how I want to just stop trying. And her response was somewhere along the lines of "You don't know how it feels, just because you're having a bad day doesn't mean you're depressed. You are rich and you have everything so stop moaning about it" and it hurt. Hurt so much. Just because my parents have a bit more money than "normal" than that means I am not aloud to be sad? Or depressed? I'm not even sure if I'm depressed... This feeling just keeps coming back. It's like I'm happy when people are around (most of the time) but as soon as I'm in my house- I'm a completely different person. I have no idea why am I saying this . You don't have to understand but I just really needed to relief myself. Sorry for some spam I guess...

[@kirstiel0vesy0u]

go to 7cupsoftea.com and connect to a listener, there are people there 24/7, real people that are trained to listen to you. it really helped me when i needed it, its just a suggestion, cause i know what its like to not have someone to talk to :( or even if you do.. they dont ACTUALLY listen to you. im here also by the way... you can email me at [e-mail]:)

[@ayajakisheva5402]

Kirstie G Thank you so so so so much :( xx

[@bethelfranklin5824]

Exactly the same Except I'm not rich:(

[@heartshapedsoul]

I have trust issues, too. Telling people about it, was something I had to do, too. Just knowing you're loved and receiving support meant a lot to me. I only told my family and doctors. I wished I only told my family, cause my doctor started to link everything to my depression, even after I found a way to leave that part of my life behind and start over. (also the medication made it way worse and my doctor told me, my depression won't ever go away and will come back. Now that's some "great" news......You don't need people like that) The thing is, nobody truly knows what's going through your mind, unless they've been depressed themselves. I never understood how rich and famous people could feel depressed, now I do. I hope Kirstie's suggestion will help you out on that, when your family isn't an option. *hugs*

[@ayajakisheva5402]

You're so nice it's just... YOU'RE SO NICE. I'm really sorry about what happened to you and about your stupid doctor. I'm glad i found someone who understands me. It's just... knowing that somebody knows EVERYTHING about you is not my cup of tea... Just makes me so anxious. And about the "nobody truly knows what's going through your mind" statement is 100% true. Loads of boys in my class are always making fun of me and my other friends for being depressed and one of my guy "friends" even said "I hate depressed people because they are always negative. Like what can be that bad in life? They just need to calm down with their shit and be more positive" made me so sad and angry at the same time. Ugh...

[@tinalovedemi]

I am so thankful that you uploaded this video because 1 month ago I felt the same about the "switch about emotions". I was extremely good everything was okay and suddenly I got a lot of anxiety and depression. Till this day I still suffer a lot from depression and anxiety, I haven't gone to school in 5 weeks because I just can't get up without crying and feeling like if I go outside I will get worse. My mom doesn't really understand but tries to help me. But I feel like I am making my mom depressed too. It's really hard cause I try not to get depression and anxiety attacks so I don't harm anyone emotionally. The thing is I feel like shit. And I have never felt so bad before. But I am scared of going to a psychologist.

[@greccia3673]

I felt this exact way. I didn't go to school for a lot of my sophomore year. I was put on medication and it has helped me extremely! You should see a professional sweetheart! (: ❤️

[@marynehme7627]

I was recently diagnosed with severe depression and anorexia. Trying to stay strong

[@briannaramirez9375]

Stay strong. God loves you❤️

[@lydiamichailidoy6947]

Go fuck yourself darling:) as for you I am really sorry,I hope you are okay and god will be with you just stay strong hun :( ❤

[@사랑해이해찬]

Mary Nehme So was I. You got this bro :)

[@zeynaz7649]

Stay strong okay we are here for you ..

[@ellas5041]

ᴼᴳ fuck you

[@crystalroebuck6886]

Megan thank you so much hun for coming out with videos like this I deal with depression, anxiety, and PTSD some days are just easier than others and then sometimes I don't feel like anyone understands

[@lit721]

My depression was kinda different. I felt sad for no reason. Every morning I was like how am I going to get through this day? I felt tired, I felt like my friends didn't care, even though they did. My life was great. I won states for swimming in my age group, tons of friends, good grades, but I felt like someone had a hold on my life and they wouldn't let me be happy. I am so happy, because now I am happy, I got depression the same time you posted this video and I am happy now.

[@quinnewing4588]

kazuo maeda but how did you get happy

[@mariamansour8445]

How are you happy now?

[@elliewolfbauer9353]

Hormones :( the same thing happened to me.

[@lelMusubi]

kazuo maeda you're too hot for loserish depression

[@PickleMaster1423]

+Subi How dare you. How DARE you. Get off youtube. Don't EVER say that about depression. You have no idea how awful it feels to not be able to get up in the morning. To physically and mentally not be able to function. You have no idea. So shut your mouth and go do something better with your life. NOW.

[@juliasophia6832]

Stay strong, you put smiles on 1 million faces we all have ups and downs. Thank you for shareing this with us. we all love you you feel better

[@juliasophia6832]

we are all in this together

[@Bolletje96]

it's like you're telling my story. I love you meghan

[@TheMunnnn]

its okay youre not alone

[@cynthialaw1742]

I've recently been diagnosed with mild clinical depression, but it does not feel as if it is mild at all. I couldn't get out of bed for a few days, and my mom took me to the doctor. I couldn't eat or drink, but the doctor said it's not a big deal and said I could be released from the hospital without giving me anything. So at home, my parents have just been forcing me to eat and drink even though I feel like I'm gonna throw up. I didn't want to go to school, I can't go to school. Being at school makes me feel suffocated, and I can't breathe normally because the school has a gross smell. But I'm still forced to be there. My counsellors and doctors all say that it is just a psychological thing, but it is so difficult and feels so much bigger. My grades are dropping, and my friends all noticed that I'm acting differently, but my parents, counsellors, and doctors are all forcing me to do things I can't do, making me put on a front wherever I go. To all the people out there, I seem as if my usual happy self, but inside I feel so depressed and constantly feel like crap. I didn't put this comment here to seek attention, but rather, I want to tell everyone a message. That just because someone seems happy, they might not be. That if they say they don't want to do something, to not force them to because it takes up all of their energy. So please, be understanding to all those who are suffering from a mental illness.

[@itslyric9378]

I can relate to this. I'm not depressed but I'm just sad most of the times.

[@vafanapoli5396]

you're gay

[@itslyric9378]

+cakeman74 Thanks💖. I am in fact gay because I'm a girl and I like boys so yeah🙃

[@recursionError344]

That is in fact not how being gay works :P

[@itslyric9378]

+Maximilian Dybvik Oh well too bad your problem not mines☺️🤗🙃🙂

[@recursionError344]

+XxBadBihNyexX Just thought you should know 😛😉

[@cheriselovesmakeup96]

Megan I can't explain to you how emotional I got watching this video. It made me feel like I'm not alone. I was diagnosed with IBS 2 years ago and ever since then iv been depressed, some days I'm happy some days I'm sad and I don't know why. Having IBS has made my life fucking hell, it has given me so much anxiety over the years I stopped talking to my really close friends and I stopped doing stuff I loved except makeup and that's how I discovered your videos, and I remember when I met you in sf for your birthday, that day I woke up so happy, and I'll never forget it so thank you for that. I have explained to my friends my situation and they don't really take it as serious as I do. Iv been homeschooled since me junior year of high school and I'm now a senior.. My first 2 years of high school were hell, my grades were horrible and I wasn't happy.. Now I have good grades and really good things are gonna be happening next year but I'm still sad and wake up sad some days ... I feel so alone none of my friends get it, not even my best friend but you do, and I feel more connected to you now. I am talking to a phycologist and it's helping a little bit.. Thank you for making this video it makes me feel not so alone .. Love youuu

[@Mindlessgurly321]

Hey girl. I got teary reading your story. I hope after watching Meghan's video, you realized that you aren't alone! And in reality, as alone as you feel, you really aren't ever alone. I can't say I know exactly what you're going through but I can say that I know what depression is like. I too had it for a decent half year and it was the shittiest time of my life. Looking back on it, I feel like I became stronger because of it. I know that's so cliche to say but it's honestly the truth. I hope so bad for you that you can try to see the bright side of things; of life. It has it's ups and downs but it's how you trudge through it that's important. Stay strong baby!! Stay STRONG. The sun is always behind those dark thunder clouds, you'll eventually see it again. Xo

[@live2cheer93]

IBS = Irritable bowl syndrome? If that's the case, I can totally relate! I have IBD.

[@cheriselovesmakeup96]

yes it is ..

[@live2cheer93]

Like I said before, I can definitely relate. I have IBD (Crohn's disease to be specific) and I had my time dealing with depression. I was diagnosed as a child and I had to go on harsh medication to deal with my flare. My medication made me bloat horribly (prednisone) and I became severely depressed. I was teased really badly and became REALLY insecure. Plus, a lot of people couldn't relate to a chronic illness at such a young age. Anywho, I got out of my depression and live a totally normal life! I have my days, but it always gets better. I'm now in my senior year of college and am super healthy. I say all of this to say, it gets better. Makeup is one of my escapes too and watching videos like Megan's really helps. Take care :)

[@cheriselovesmakeup96]

you take care as well

[@ladygabrielle36]

I remember when I felt like that, except I felt really alone. Depression, panic attacks, random assed nervos breakdowns even in class, including on my BIRTHDAY! It was so terrible, gosh I'm breaking down again, anyway I'm kind of glad to see someone speaking out about it, to show that it's not fake, that it's real. What I've learned from the past to years going through depression is that although you feel like crap, just keep on chucking. Nowadays, it comes back slightly, but since I believe in God, I'm able to get though the day. I know for a fact that if I didn't, I would not be typing this, so Thank God. Have strength Meghan!

[@ladygabrielle36]

*pass 2 years

[@keilaniseventy7]

I'd love to know you'd see my comment. I wanna let you know, that you have fans... Admirers.. People who adore you. I do adore you, I admire you. And it's good enough for you to he straight up honest about how you're feeling. It's good to tell us how you feel. We are like your friends, even like your family. We love you, we won't leave you. But get this... I do NOT want to get religious. But... God loves you. He has loved you in your darkest, and he loves you know. I can't even begin to let you know, how much God loves and is already impressed by who you are. All he wants from you is to ask him for his blessings, and to know you'll be okay, because if God ends up being all you have left, you have all you need. But also, family will always be by your side. Always. Here's some lyrics: The world is standing in front of me, and sometimes, it's hard for me to let go. I'm standing here but no one cares, I'm crying out but no ones there. And I am me, but who am I, and will I ever find the reason of for life? Oh lord I see you there, your arms around me, your arms around me. And I have no fear, you're all around me And about depression... I've been through it.. :/ it sure sucks. But it's something normal, it's okay to be depressed. But, don't let it drive you into anything harmful towards yourself. We can build ourselves as high as we want, we will end up falling... But when we decide to stay level and build ourselves stronger, instead of higher... We will never collapse I love you, take care💕❤️ ((virtual hugs))

[@keilaniseventy7]

There's some typos like, I meant ***loves you now, and instead of he, I meant **be :)

[@frecklesandblackroses]

Wow....i'm crying so hard right now, because she's telling the truth...i guess i'm not depressed, but sometimes i feel like an ugly, little, dirty worm under the earth...and i think it's normal. There's no person in the World who has a perfect life and is constantly happy...i ran trough my hardest times a couple months ago...i was crying every day and there wasn't a reason....or i didn't realize the reason...the main thing was my acne and my attitude to the world, to the people and especially to myself...i realized that i have to change something and i mustn't wait until something happens...i tried to change something and there were lots of ups and downs during the "process", but i kept working on myself. And now i'm so happy and everything is so good. There are so many beautiful things i didn't realize before, because i only concentrated myself on the bad things. It took me 4-5 months to be happy, but finally i became it. I only want to say, NEVER GIVE UP. I know it's easier said than done, but it's not impossible and if i became happy you can become happy too! Sorry for my bad english, i'm a german 15-year old girl haha :D ♡ have a nice day ♥♥

[@tiffany117]

You are NOT an ugly, little, dirty worm. You, my friend, are a beautiful human being. I don't know you, but it takes guts to write that. God bless you

[@frecklesandblackroses]

Tiffany Lorente oh thank you! *-* ♡♡♡

[@frecklesandblackroses]

***** thank you! ♡ it was hard, but it wasn't impossible! Feel hugged ♡!!!

[@bahadz5897]

I have depression , but your story inspire me a lot , you are so brave to get out from this situation . Congratulations :)

[@frecklesandblackroses]

Baha Dz thank you! Whenever you need someone to talk to, i'll be there for you! ♡

[@oliviacordi2615]

This actually made me cry

[@DanielHernandez-cl1fd]

Same

[@walkingdeadduck]

+Daniel Hernandez me three

[@heyitsella6265]

me too : , (

[@ishusharma9370]

So here’s my depression story: I’ve grown up finding it hard to adjust with people, introvert, socially awkward, insecure about myself. But I never imagined this would turn out to be biggest barrier of my life. I was dygonised with depression when I was 17 and I took 3 yrs of psychiatric help and medication for various mental illness like depression, anxiety attack, BPD ( Borderline Personality Disorder ) etc. Things started getting better and I realised that I’ve started being happy again, when I turned 19 and left my medication without consulting my psychiatrist. At 19 I was sent far from home for college, that’s were everything started getting worse again. I was kept in a hostel and my roommates were not so good. After a small fight between us, they isolated me, ignored me and made me feel like I’m not seen there. For few weeks I kept going but after that I started realizing that I’m getting triggered again. I started feeling sad again, depressed, totally left out, no one to talk to no one to tell me that it’s okay. I started realising that I shouldn’t have left my medication without consultation of my doctor. College studies were very pressuring, on top of that I didn’t have any friends in college, totally left out, alone and depressed. Than I started thinking about how am I going to survive my 5 years course here in college, all alone. I’m still in the same condition siting in my room alone, writing this comment. I feel like I’m locked in a dark room and I can never come out of it. It seems like everyone around me is happy, breathing perfectly, having friends , enjoying college life but I’m stuck in a place where I’m not even happy and even able to focus on my studies after coming this far from home. I’m leaving this comment here so that someone would read it and tell me that it’s absolutely okay to suffer through something like this and tell me that eventually things will definitely get better and this too shall pass ❤️‍🩹

[@desr8151]

You are not alone❤️ hang in there