I'm Getting Sober. (Where I've Been)

[@erica4231]

Been here since middle school and i’m still here for ya girly, i wish you all the best and we’re all here for you

[@HeyThereImShannon]

love you Erica, means the world to me

[@erica4231]

@@HeyThereImShannon love you too!! You mean the world to all of us

[@jacqfontain6571]

Same for 11 years

[@YazzyNikole]

Same here!!! Always wondered if she was ok and what not! Love seeing you’re getting better Shannon 💚 truly! God you make me miss my green hair!! 😣

[@rach198]

2 years sober here. You can do this. Just take it one day at a time . ❤❤

[@rach198]

Being sober gets better :)

[@CarmenCoronado]

I’ve been following you for almost 9 years now, and you’re one of the very few content creators that have stuck with me through the passage of time. I wanna thank you for your raw honesty of sharing something so personal to us all, that’s never easy. As a content creator now myself, I completely understand the feeling of thinking you are letting your subscribers down and that adding up to going deeper into a bad place. My mental health hasn’t been the best this year so I haven’t posted as much but I hope things get back to normal next year. 2024 is gonna be our year Shan! So incredibly proud of you and can’t wait to see what you have in store next 💚.

[@HeyThereImShannon]

Thank you so much Carmen, your comment means a ton to me & it also means a lot to know i'm not alone in this! 9 years is such a long time and I can't thank you enough for sticking with me through it all. This WILL be our year! :')

[@CarmenCoronado]

@@HeyThereImShannon oh my God!! i’m totally fangirling right now… and it means the world to me that you took the time to read and respond to this, thank you so much, really! 🥹💚. like i said: i’m a content creator now, and you were one of my main inspirations when i created the channel and started to upload videos (even if our content might be quite different, but the fact that i loved yours so much and hoped to also make it here and entertain people the way you do), so this notice means so much! 💚 it will DEFINITELY be our year 💪🏻, sending much love your way! 🥰.

[@CarmenCoronado]

@@HeyThereImShannon and another thing i forgot to add! one of the main reasons why you’ve always been a fave of mine it’s because you are always so honest and real with us. and that was also inspirational to me whenever i decided to open up on camera on the way i’ve been struggling lately with creating new content, you and videos like these always came to mind. you’re definitely not alone in this Shan, we’re here for you! 🥰🫶. (my birthday is also tomorrow, so i’ll take this interaction with you as a gift from life 🤭)

[@moderndaymidas]

‪I have been Sober 2001 days as of today (5 and a half years). If I can give you any words in this time just remember that sobriety is a Journey, not a Destination.‬ I wish you the best of luck in this journey and proud of you for taking a step in a healthier direction.

[@HeyThereImShannon]

That's great advice, thank you :) Congrats on 5 and 1/2 years!!!

[@Sampai705]

So proud of you Shannon! We are all cheering you on! I'm so sorry about Scooby, the loss of a pet is a different kind of pain. You are such a kind person and I've watched your videos since I was like 12...I'm sticking around even if you don't post for the next 25 years. Please focus on yourself first before you worry about us! ❤

[@HeyThereImShannon]

You're seriously the best, Sam~ A blessing to this community. Sending you so so much love :')

[@Koi_the_boi]

I’ve been watching since the pink hair and the crutches when you were in high school and i love that you are still around making videos, just remember to be kind to yourself

[@KTShea]

I know someone who had similar issues with drinking. He was never an alcoholic but he would call himself a bad drinker. He said it would always just heighten whatever he was feeling which was normally something negative.

[@HelloJello777]

Gosh I'm so sorry Shannon. My partner and I just lost one of our cats. It's so heart crushing. Sending all the love 💕💕💕 Wishing you strength in your sobriety. It's difficult, but you've got this!

[@HeyThereImShannon]

Thank you so much Jello

[@taylercrawford8265]

I’m in recovery myself and have been sober for a year and a half now. Be honest and truthful with yourself and others, keep up with yourself, and just make sure you maintain a happy balance in life. If I am able to do it, I know you can too. But I will say this, sobriety is a life long job. Love ya you can do it ❤❤❤❤

[@Otterpoptheotter]

Shannon as someone who lives with a 13 year sober alcoholic, my hats off to you! It takes A LOT of guts to get sober and you my friend have HELLA guts!

[@boba_brainrot]

I believe in you, Shannon. I truly do. You helped me through some dark times (albeit mine was in middle/high school rather than hardcore real world problems), and I'm thrilled to know that KZbin plays a part in helping you through rough times, too. Good luck 🩷🖤💚

[@stewartmatthews1551]

Don't worry you got this girl never give up on who you truly love love them as much as you love yourself I am here for ya

[@krystalclark4742]

I've been a fan for over a decade, and as someone who grew up in a family with alcoholism and struggles with my own relationship with alcohol let me say that I'm proud of you. It's a hard road to travel, but I have faith that you can do it. You've done so much amazing stuff. This is just a drop in the bucket. YOU GOT THIS!

[@hyrulesmayor7336]

I’ve been here since I was in middle school or early high school. I just want you to know I don’t even need to watch this to say I support you. You can do this honey! ❤

[@peytonmoberly38]

I’ve been watching you since I was like 12, I’m 22 now. I have always looked up to you and nothing changes that, you’re awesome, and I’m proud of you ❤

[@xhaileybaileyx]

I've missed you so much! Rest easy Scooby and I'm so proud of you on this journey! Addiction (no matter which kind) is never easy to quit, I love you

[@kathorror7103]

I’ve been following you since I was 14 & I just want to say I completely understand & I’m so proud of you for doing the hard thing & getting sober. It is not easy to make the active choice of sobriety but you’ve got this. I’m two months clean personally it’s hard but it’s slowly getting easier with time.

[@stewartmatthews1551]

I will be honest I am not a drug abuser or a heavy drinker but I have two people in my family that are one of them is my uncle the other is my auntie my auntie is a drug abuser and my uncle is a heavy drinker both are so messed up and assholes too and I gotta say it sucks because I really want them to be better kat after I moved to a city I never saw them again now I don't even hear from them anymore never give up on being sober because trust me the more you better yourself the more friends and family you will have you have my support too don't forget to live those around you as much as you love yourself 💟

[@HeyThereImShannon]

You've got this Kat!! We both do. Congrats on two months

[@SuperSara924]

I’m so so sorry for the loss of Scooby. I know first hand how hard the grief of putting your dog to sleep can be. Hang in there, Scooby would want you to 💚 as for getting sober, congratulations for hitting a month! You got this 🖤

[@tanashihitz9472]

We’re all proud of you, Shannon! A lot of us have been here a long time so we are always here to see you grow in this journey. Rest Easy Scooby! 🤍

[@freddiebud571]

You're not alone. I'm a recovering alcoholic, A DWI & DUI on my record . It was a long road for me, shutting my emotions and communicating to a low. But I managed over time. Remember Shan, you have my heart always. And Shan-Fam is here for you! We Love You!!! 💚

[@ittscammm]

I have supported you for close to 10 years now and you will always have my support, i’ve been watching you since i was 13 and im now 22. You have brought so much joy whenever i watch you and just want to let you know you have always and will continue to have my support. 💚

[@jeanneporges4421]

I've been following you for 9 years, you've influenced me so much and I value this video so much. Thanks for being you :)

[@mackenziefrance]

I’m sober for almost 2 years. It gets better. I went from my mother adandoning me watching my ex hit me while she refused police, to hitting rock bottom on the street living in my truck, a druggy, now I’m living with my new boyfriend of almost 2 years and we just bought our first house together. It gets better.

[@aileenconroy7925]

Wish you all the best. I’ve been watching you since i was in highschool in the 2010s. And it’s because you’ve been so vulnerable. You are bound to have ups and downs in your life and this is just one of those times. Best of luck with your sobriety, sending love.

[@legionoftheblak5511]

I was a full blown alcoholic from 2019 until recently. The only reason I'm not drinking currently is because I'm 15 weeks pregnant. I was drinking extremely heavily until I saw the positive test. It's been really hard for me so I know how hard it is for people to quit something that they felt was helping them cope. I started drinking heavily in 2019 when my childhood best friend died from an overdose. I didn't realize that I was even an alcoholic until all of my friends gathered into discord and had somewhat of an intervention for me while I was drunk af. I then realized what I was using alcohol for- to numb myself from how I was feeling like I was gonna die unhappy and never do anything good with my life. I have severe depression so alcohol makes me feel happy, but it also breaks me down if I drink at the wrong times.. Which I was because I was drinking all day everyday unless I was driving that day, I wouldn't drink until I got home. This went on for years. I'm saying all of this because I wanna say that I'm SO glad that you are working on this now before it becomes even worse and I am SO proud of you for being sober as long as you have so far because it's not easy! This, to me, seems like the beginning stages of alcoholism where I had mentioned I was in before, I didn't even realize or think I was an alcoholic yet. I wish I could've seen it sooner but we're both on our way! I'm so proud of you!

[@stewartmatthews1551]

I am very sorry to hear about your friend that passed away nobody should have to go threw that it really sucks when you lose someone you love to be honest I am a drug abuser or a heavy drinker but I'm so have family members that are both druggies and heavy drinkers my auntie and my uncle they are not getting sober and I don't know if they ever will and it scares me after I moved away I never saw or heard from them again they don't call me or text me but please don't give up on being sober trust me things get better once you stay sober you have a lot of people that love you truly never let that slip away or you are never gonna be alive and your friends and family will see you as someone who gave up and they will never forgive themselves best wishes to you girl

[@zeldaxzombies1181]

Like most of your loyal subscribers ive been here for as long as i remember. Im really happy you shared your story with us. It lets me know im not alone

[@katelindsay2520]

I used to watch you in middle school but haven’t watched you in years. All of what you said really hit home to me. I’m currently a week without drinking and I feel a lot better about myself. I’m gonna watch you again for sure!

[@Rhixera]

Sending you love from my corner of the internet! Drinking is so normalized and difficult to navigate since it's really social as well. I'll begin my sober journey with you (been thinking about it for weeks!) Stay strong, thank you for being so vulnerable.

[@HeyThereImShannon]

aw, I love this! We're in it together and we've both got it

[@nutz13_]

Been here for ages and I just wanted to say im so sorry about Scooby!! I lost my girlcat Belle when she was 6 yo (sudden onset kidney failure, most likely due to a birth defect, was ok then 2 weeks later she was gone) so I totally understand how devastating it can be to lose your first born furbaby when they're so young. My heart is with you and i'm so incredibly sorry for your loss

[@lov3rslagoon]

I’ve been here since i was extremely young, i’ve been watching for over a decade and i don’t regte it at all. I love watching your youtube videos and i’m SO proud of you. Even though things were going bad i’m so proud of you for taking that time off to work on yourself and be a better you. I’m SOOO proud of you, i’ve missed you so much and i’m looking forward to seeing you stream and post more in the future i love you so much and i’m extremely proud of you

[@phoenixlily6649]

Proud of you! 🎉 i hope healing and peace come to you swiftly hun. You've got this.

[@stephturner1073]

Been watching you for years now. Didn't expect this but I support it. Who said you need alcohol to have a good time. Its good to see a creator taking care of them selves. Can't wait for more vids.

[@grungefairycoreprincess]

Thank you for for sharing this with us Shannon! I relate to this a lot. I had the same exact issue. I'm now gonna be two years sober from alcohol in January. What has really helped me with the urges is asking my self "why I want to drink?". The answers are always usually because I'm stressed, sad, or in "eff it" mode; which in hindsight are never good reasons. Watching you tear up about it made me remember all the times I said the same exact things "why do I keep doing this? I don't want to do this anymore! I don't want to feel like this anymore!". Its not always going to be easy Shannon. I know his sounds kinda bad but going out and seeing other pple act drunk and my friends hungover the next day makes me feel joy that I'm not like that. I'm so happy that you! We're here for you and I'm sure a lot more of your fans relate to you than you think.

[@lolfish78]

I get it, I can relate. Good on you for being honest with yourself and taking action. That's the scariest part.

[@laurenhartley5083]

Liking streams and drinking anyway resonates, something i identified in myself is that I'm addicted to self destructive behavior, here since middle school, I wanted to look like you so bad, keep it up ❤️

[@yaeli_i_guess]

omg, i'm so glad you're back here. you look so well, you're glowing literally and figuratively!!! i wish you well

[@gretameske7605]

We just out down my dog a week ago. It's so painful. I'm sorry you are going through the same Shannon. I wish you the best and hope you have a wonderful healing journey 💗

[@apanda8824]

You go hun. Do it for yourself, you deserve to be happy and the person who you are proud to be. Stay strong!!!

[@imbluedubbadee]

You should be proud if yourself, getting sober is f.cking hard, one of my best mates and I are currently working on that ourselves. Wishing you all the best in this journey darl 💙

[@jennahendrix8339]

I'm so happy you're getting your life on track. I've been a fan for years and can't wait to see more content and hear more of your music! ❤

[@DaiisyLpz]

Defining Addiction can be so complicated and each person has their own experience, for some people it doesn’t look like drinking every day from morning to night, I myself have been sober 5 years. I realized my own problems with alcohol when I found myself looking forward to the weekend and blacking out every week. thursday to sunday i was looking for people who were going out so i could join and often found myself drinking myself to the point where I was extremely sick, throwing up and just feeling terrible. I was in a severe depressive state and didn’t think about my dependency on alcohol as addiction because i wasn’t drinking every day. after i found myself in some unsafe situations with friends who didn’t give a shit for my safety I decided to get sober. I went cold turkey. no social drinking even during a dinner and thankfully i got through it. I have been sober 5 years and it’s the best thing i’ve ever done. I don’t miss it at all, if i feel like drinking I remind myself about how shitty it actually feels and lose all cravings. I know everyone’s experience is unique but I hope some people can relate in some way. Don’t feel like you’re missing out on fun if you don’t have even one drink, i promise it really doesn’t make a difference and it’s not worth it.

[@Nice_Nugz]

Hey Shannon, my name is Shannon too! And it’s crazy because I too recently decided to start this journey of sobriety. I could relate to a lot of things you said, binge drinking, being unable to stop once you start drinking, drinking constantly every other day or every day just to cope with life and daily stress… I got fired from my job that I was at for the past 3 years, because I was hungover and woke up 15 minutes late. It wasn’t the first time, but it was my last chance and I effed up. That’s when I realized I needed to make a massive change in my life. I eat healthy, I work out occasionally and do yoga, but I made excuses for alcohol constantly. It feels comforting to see more people decide to stop drinking and that we’re not alone on this journey. It was hard to admit I had a problem and I would make compromises to myself like “oh I’ll just have one tonight” and the next couple days after that I would say things like “oh well now I can have 2 since I’ve been good, or 3, or 4” and then I was back to where I started. I made a public post about it too for self accountability and to show others how serious I was about this. It’s been about 2 and a half weeks so far and I feel really good about myself. I have more clarity, I am focused, and I am on the pursuit for a new job. I wish you well on your journey and thank you so much for sharing. It really helps me and I’m sure so many others to see you make this decision for yourself. You have my full support and you are not alone! Love you girl ❤

[@YazmitaZ]

Coming to this point is so hard but rewarding.. growing up we see "partying" as the ultimate good time. That if we arent going out and letting loose in that way that we arent living, but you even say yourself you have more fun at home streaming! I think there comes a point where the things that truely make us happy can only be seen with clear eyes. So proud of you, its not easy to do the right thing but future you will be grateful

[@SavvyLynnHigh96]

Been watching you since I was 13, I'm 27 now. It literally feels like we grew up together 💜 to see how far you've come is amazing. Words can't say how sorry I am to hear about the passing of Scooby... I lost my pittie a little while back but she was 16 years old (had her since I was 10) I'm certain they're playing together over that rainbow bridge. 🌈 Congratulations on your sobriety.. I'm SO SO PROUD of you and believe in you!! I'm currently 3 years sober from opiates and still counting ❤ MUCH MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALWAYS 💚💚💚💚💚 Stay beautiful, stay healthy and stay pretty kitty 😺 ❤️ (sorry that was a lot lol)

[@asheleventy7]

Shannon I’m so fucking beyond proud of you. Thank you for sharing this and coming back and ultimately, for holding yourself accountable and MAKING THE CHOICE to get sober. Ive had a drinking problem since 2022 and it’s definitely difficult to break. I’ve watched you since about 2014-2015 and I feel like I’ve been raised with you. I love you!!! Thank you for doing what’s best for yourself, you’re a role model to me ❤

[@Mach11976]

Congratulations on your soberity, I stopped 9 years ago and have been clean for over 6 years. It's amazing that I waited until I was 57 to do it but it could not be going any better. Keep it up 💪

[@Ghostiesarah]

I have the same exact problem. I would say it’s an addiction for me and you inspire me to get sober. I’m here to support you and I’ve been a fan since I was 15 and knowing that you’re going through the same thing I am makes me feel not so alone. You are loved and you got this!!

[@lichenhaunt]

stay strong Shannon! I also recently lost my childhood dog back in September, she was my angel for almost 10 years and an infection my partner and I couldn't afford to do anything about unfortunately took her. Sending you the best wishes in your sobriety journey and life in general!

[@420chewbakka]

I'm so proud of you for sober... I'm so sorry about your dog ...you are so amazing keep on living your best life

[@jasmine_petals]

I've been following you since I was in middle school and you are such an inspiration to me and will always wish you the best. Hope you're doing okay!

[@personified3500]

I’ve been watching you since I was a teen, I’m 24 now and also feel what you’re saying, I’m struggling with alcohol too, you got it though❤❤

[@allisonshaw1006]

I"ve been a longtime fan. I am struggling with alcohol the same way - binge drinking. And i appreciate you talking about it. It also started with a dog dying. She was my soul dog. I really appreciate your honesty on where that started. I understand and I don't personally know you but good job. It's not easy. Sending love your way

[@The.aly.gator0]

I don't ever drink because my whole family is alcoholics and I didn't want to be like them but being around them didnt help. When I turned 21, my whole family celebrated for days we drank and had fun. what I didnt know this was going to spiral into an addiction. I drank just to feel something again and again. I ruined friendships. I got fired from my job for calling off too much for being hungover all the time. I hit rock bottom. it wasn't until my best friend looked me in the eyes and said I needed help. she was there for me through everything along the way. Now I'm two years sober. Accountability is key to getting through this. You got this Shannon. Just one day at a time ❤ Glad you are back!

[@WendyLou72]

My son is 7 months sober from alcohol on the 15th, so proud of him. You can do this so proud of you!!

[@sarahlawver9782]

Been arching you for 8 years! You’re one of the few KZbinrs I’ve stuck around with for so long. I’m also sober from Alcohol and THC for a year and 3 months. I’m so happy for you. It’s very worth it.

[@Bunnyspells]

I’ve been watching since you dyed your hair and extensions wayyy back like yearssss ago , rainbow colors it got me into dying my own hair with music voice overs . If you haven’t heard this lately I’m proud of you , I come back and check on you every so often . I’ve never commented before but i silently watch and liked videos for years even I’ve made KZbin accounts for different phones over the years I still come to watch . Recovering from anything can be hard , I struggle as well but you always have a lot of support behind you and prayers . My condolences for your loss , pet loss is something incredibly hard to deal with .

[@sabrinapaladino6864]

So proud of you! Have also been watching you for awhile since I was 13/since the MDE days. You’re so entertaining and have always been a friendly face to watch throughout my life. Much love stay strong🫶🏻

[@Ray-su2oc]

I’ve been watching your videos since 2014 (I was 10 at the time), and I cannot even begin to tell you how much you’ve helped me through. I found you right before some of the hardest times of my life, and no matter what, I knew I always had your videos to turn to. You made me feel understood and accepted, and you still do. I’ll admit, I don’t keep up with your videos as much as I used to, but I still check in on you. You were and are such an important person in my journey of self-acceptance and learning how to live with my mental health issues without letting them define me. I cannot even begin to say how proud of you I am for all that you’ve overcome. You’ve been through so much in your life, a lot of which I’m sure we don’t even know about, and despite all of that, you persevere always. You’re such an inspiration to me, and I have nothing but faith in you and hope that you’ll continue to overcome whatever hardships the universe throws your way. Us pretty kitties are always here to support you, no matter what. I love you so much, and I’ll always have your back. ❤️

[@maril2048]

I'm so sorry for Scooby! It feels like yesterday you made the video welcoming him... You are doing good, it is not easy, my ❤ is with you

[@p1nk2all0ut]

Hi Shannon. I’ve been a silent watcher of your videos for a long time I can’t remember how long…anyways I’ve been busy with a lot of life changes myself and rarely been watching videos, however I decided to jus come on and catch up and this video was first on my feed. I’m glad I decided to watch and love your decision to go sober. I currently am 2 years sober this past March and if there’s any advice I can give is definitely stay busy, build new and good habits, and new memories outside of drinking. Even if it’s just by yourself. I’ve taken on mountain biking as a new hobby. I only say this bcuz during the beginning stages of my sobriety it was really dark and I became very depressed, gained lots of weight and I was very dissociated. It was harder bcuz I was truly alone through it, but later learned to love my alone time. I’m all the better for going through all this and I guess I only say this bcuz I support your decision and if you so happen to read my comment I hope your experience may be different from mine, however stay focused and I wish you the best.

[@ursopunk]

Shannon, I have been loving your videos for almost a decade now, I will always be rooting for you and sending you strength!

[@oliverross8983]

Hey girly, like everyone else I’ve been since middle school. And I also choose to be sober. You aren’t alone, we love you and we will always be here💚💚

[@JT8210]

So happy your back and I had similar problem with binge drinking ultimately had to give up totally made that decision long ago but I hope you take time and everything goes well getting sober I know you can achieve it if you put your mind to it ❤ still beautiful as always ❤ and sorry to hear about your pet really unfortunate to hear that

[@BB-qu4ev]

You never have to explain yourself for things you go through. If you need time away you need time away. You are only human. My husband and I can relate, we just had to let our girl go at 9years old. Won’t go into depth but it was so hard and even months and months later it has been so heavy a lot of days. ❤❤ sending love your way. Cheering for you!

[@karenlockwood6310]

I'm so proud of you❤❤❤ & you are such an amazing person!!! I Love your hair❤❤❤I'm so sorry about Scooby😢 Praying 🙏

[@devorahneves]

I love you Shannon! ❤️so proud of you for taking this huge step! Way to work towards being healthier, and ultimately, happier!

[@prinaecess]

i remember watching you when i was younger and i randomly saw this on twitter but im so glad ur trying to better urself now so proud of you

[@ViperousIvy420]

Proud of you girl 🎉 much love for Scooby sorry for your loss and pain wish we can take it away from you.😢

[@kyurecure]

shannon keep going! ive been a fan since the mde days n im so glad to see you're taking time off to heal and grow. its so hard when it feels so easy to fall back into that state of party party party when u know its not good for you anymore/reminds you of bad times. enter yr girlbawss era so u can come back 2 youtube full swing & get bak 2 yr scenemo roots!! there are little things too like im not a content creator but if you're feeling bad some days there's always short lil videos, that are just as appreciated as much as the long ones & we appreciate anything u put out into the youtube-sphere!! lil short vids like challenge vids, hauls, vlogs, makeup/wig vids, etc!! we want 2 see you accomplish your dreams!! make your own wigs, makeup, merchandise store etc!! WE LOVE U!!!

[@unknownabbab]

i've been watching you since i was in 5th grade! i am 11 months sober from fentanall (ik i spelled it wrong don't wanna get reported) so proud of you

[@DoorsToHideBehind156]

How did you stop? Gosh I wish I could stop... Been using for over 2 years at this point and withdrawing is what keeps me in addiction

[@chrissiestilinski23]

Hang in there!!! We’re all here for you! I’m so proud of you Shannon! I been watching you since I was 16 years old! Your videos have helped me through so much growing up! Stay strong you got this! 💚💚

[@johnnysocket76]

I'm glad you're doing better now! ❤

[@chumby197]

love you shan im really sorry about scooby. excited for future videos

[@seraphinnie]

Shannon I missed you so much, welcome back ❤❤❤

[@violetrodriguez8805]

I’ve been here since I was like 9 years old, love you Shan! All that matters is that you’re aware of it and making improvements moving forward! We love you and support you all the way 🫶 sobriety is a hard thing to admit and talk about online so good for you for being so brave 💕

[@johnnieturnip]

thank you for making this video, this helped me realize i also need to sort myself out

[@lobbi4859]

Love you so much Shannon, I feel your pain and I wish you the most beautiful recovery ever 💗🖤🤍

[@moneeedithigina8300]

Oh Shannon I’m so sorry about your struggles , I’ve been a long time fan and have seen you get through the ups and downs . Even the ones we don’t know about . You got this and we are all here for you! And you look beautiful! Stay strong

[@YaItsAJ3]

Overly proud of you girl!! You are one strong, beautiful soul💙💙

[@specialinterests4653]

You got this ! And deserve lasting relationships and you deserve forgiveness. You're doing all the right things. Don't doubt yourself

[@Kendiga]

Shannon I don’t usually comment on a lot of videos I watch but I have been watching for a long time. And when I say I’ve absolutely never related more to any video you’ve ever made.. so real. I too have been the exact same as you, working in the industry, binge drinking, being an asshole when I do drink too much. Doing things that I wouldn’t do if I werent drunk…Not remembering anything I did. I too have decided to stop drinking. For me, it has been since Dec. 1st. But it took me to loose my job, my man, and my self love to get to this point. Sending so many hugs your way and just letting you know you are not alone 🤍

[@mcrmakesmedance]

man I’ve been watching u since I was in middle school, glad things are better :3

[@cperceptionsmusic]

I know how you feel. You're a better person than me. It has been such a part of my life and I have gotten sober and relapsed so many times. I can totally relate to waking up the next day and not remembering exactly what happened the night before. Then when I realize what happened it dawns on me that I somehow became a jerk and then immediately feel regret. I am proud of you.

[@Cosmic_jazzy]

I'm so sorry Shannon, i wish you nothing but happiness and prosperity. I love you 💜

[@rachel_terzi]

i'm so sorry about scooby, i was really hoping he was going to pull through ❤

[@eckolocation4604]

Im pretty sure you're the only content creator that I've been consistently interested in since middle school-ish? I’ve never not been excited by seeing a video posted and its been like 10 years. Everyone's been cancelled by now or is really different in a not great way. We love you lots!!! And are so excited to see you thriveeee

[@madisonwest1821]

Girl you got this you are important we love ya shannon ❤

[@3lluminatiii]

Hi Shannon! It's nice to know you've been doing good. We all go through shaky grounds. We're rooting for you!! 🖤🖤🖤

[@DaBomb99x]

idk if im the normal viewer but I enjoy your videos cause they ground me more often than not, persist

[@erikreckless3661]

sooo good to see you back!! i'm so sorry to hear about Scooby... 😥 good to see you working on sobriety while also getting through these hard times. can't be easy at all. you do look great, stronger and happier. keep up the great work and always stay strong. obviously you don't know most of us in real life that follow you and your artistic path in life. but, you know we all care about you and love you and are always here to support you. i look forward to your new videos, as always. they always make my day better and help me get through the harder days 💜🖤

[@meerschweinchenn]

Having to put my childhood down to sleep was one of the most traumatizing and devastating things I've ever experienced. I feel you entirely. I had intense PTSD flashbacks and nightmares for such a long time. I turned back to my eating disorder and was starving myself to death to feel control over anything. I was almost hospitalized a while later and had to recover and turn it around. I'm sorry, I hope you feel better soon.

[@SaraLawrence-bl9gp]

Omg Shannon I’ve been thinking about getting sober and was debating if I should or not thought I’d come watch a video just what I needed the most 😢❤😊

[@MsRikkiTikki1]

I just celebrated 30 days sober yesterday for the first time in my life, it is the greatest blessing I never knew I needed! I was able to celebrate my birthday sober, my brother's death anniversary sober, and tomorrow I will celebrate my father 's death anniversary sober. I NEVER in my life thought I could face those days, or any days really, fully sober. You got this Shannon! It really is just one day at a time. Don't put too much pressure on yourself, everyone in the community is supporting you

[@callanrose]

congrats!

[@HeyThereImShannon]

Wow we started this journey together without even knowing! Congrats love, you’ve got this!!!

[@MsRikkiTikki1]

@@HeyThereImShannon thank you, and right back ‘atcha!! I find some days are harder than others, and I’m still fully addicted to nicotine, but I just push forward the best I can 🤗💜 I will say now that I’m sober, I have dreams again when I sleep and lowkey….thats the worst part to me 😅 I have such strange dreams now

[@nevershoutneverfan]

we are all so proud of you shannon

[@cheeseball9731]

Congrats on a month and best of luck to many more sober months to come! You got this 💚

[@jessie6769]

Good luck on your sobriety and I'm sorry for your loss. 🙏

[@mamajin8035]

So proud of you Shannon! I’m only 17 and don’t have much experience with alcohol but based on my first few experiences I’ve decided not to drink in adulthood.

[@delutix]

I'm so proud of you, Shannon. You didn't let me/us down. You're struggling. I've loved following you for about 8/9 years because you're this brutally honest. Love you. Stay strong. We've got your back ❤

[@SarahLenaM]

We all do things in life we aren't proud of. Deal with our trauma or issues in ways we later knew were wrong but knowing we need help no matter what the help is and taking that step is such a big deal and I might not have followed you for super long or kept up with you as much as others, I am proud of you. I am sure none of this is easy but you got this! Keep your head up, one foot forward and keep going. You got this! ♥

[@Hana.Behl-Lecter]

I got sober from...other things in 2017 and don't drink either even though I was never an alcoholic. I had the same problem of being completely unable to stay in moderation. It was a little awkward at first, but now I have no problem telling people I won't be going out drinking with them. You got this. Also, so so sorry for the loss of your pup. My first dog is 12 now and I'm absolutely dreading the day I have to say goodbye to her.

[@HyperKittenz]

you're literally one of my favorite people ever, shannon. i love you so much and i'm so proud of you. we all are!💜