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[@MichelJanse]

I am reading through comments and forever in awe of the wisdom this community has. Thank you for being here. Thank you for having patience with me this month (and forever as I continue to learn, grow + adjust). Love you, friends. I know I say it often, but I mean it every time.

[@cherylgalli1994]

We all love you Michel!!!

[@carriecutshall-madison843]

I am so glad your feeling better. It's unfortunate some folks can't just follow Thumper's Mother's advice: If you can't say something nice, then don't say anything at all. I enjoy your warm fun loving videos. I am from Ohio. I often tell my husband (we got married in 2019 too.) That I am hanging out with my friend Michel from Pasadena. Lol. I know it's silly but I hope you know how much support you have. Sending warm wishes and many blessings to you and Brooke. - Your Friend Carrie

[@PaintWithMeTeresaMarie]

Sending love. Please be gentle with yourself. You are such a beautiful soul.

[@Darlenemariesamsel]

I love your personality you are so sweet and caring. You never have to apologize for for being you, people are just not happy with themselves that they want you to feel bad about you for them to feel good. I'm so sorry you have so many health problems but you don't need to apologize for that either, your true fan's don't want to bring you down they are here to uplift you. I'm glad you are back and feeling better ☺️! Love you sweetie 💗🤗

[@rainikirra]

Thank you for being vulnerable and I’m so sorry that you have been having to deal with so much hurt. You are so sweet and no one ever deserves to feel that way. 💕 I coincidentally just listened to the Fleurish podcast, where Whitney Simmons vulnerably opened up about similar difficulties with negativity as an influencer and maybe listening to her you can feel a little less alone in this industry. Sending you lots of support and warmth ♥️

[@jenunboxed512]

Old Michel response to brands she loves: Yes, let's work together; sign me up! New Michel response to brands she loves: I would love the opportunity to work with you, but I do have some commitments I need to finish out first. Can we keep the lines of communication open and revisit this in X time? You can still be the yes-person people pleaser, with new boundaries for your own sanity.

[@farrukhahmad453]

Hey will you be my Loving Mom ?

[@jaimimelissa7495]

The fact that some people have it “worse”, does not negate your struggles. You are a bright spot on my feed and I appreciate your honesty. God bless you.

[@Maegrauko]

Very true!

[@TheAnntonia23]

I agree

[@Rachelsmemo]

I 4th this statement!!

[@angelaggarrido7816]

Great comment !

[@farrukhahmad453]

Hey will you be my loving Mom ?

[@tatumconner7128]

Just heard this quote “what if, instead of expecting yourself to toughen up and develop thicker skin you creates boundaries that honor your softness and sensitivity” I want to commend you and honor you for your authenticity and vulnerability even when it’s hard. You are such a treasure 🥰

[@westcoastwildrose5525]

Love this!!!

[@beatrizramos4798]

I agree. Thank you for being our friend.

[@heather3389]

Wow love this quote! ❤️🥰

[@Interestingchica]

I commend you for being able to put into words what others would feel shame for in our society!

[@karengalvan4890]

You are courageous because you are genuinely yourself, which isn’t always easy. I admire your authenticity and the ways you stay true to yourself.You’re braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.❤

[@cds614]

I continue to be impressed with your commitment to learning and making adjustments, and your willingness to learn from your experiences. Well done, and thank you for sharing this with us.

[@farrukhahmad453]

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[@priscillafox5184]

We love you and think you are brilliant 😘 Keep strong. A positive note my husband is totally blind and loves listening to you because you are so descriptive and kind xx

[@emiliagrace2338]

I'm 26 now and I (and so many of my type 3 friends!) hit massive burnout then mindset pivot in our early 20s with our relationships to careers, stress management, people pleasing, etc. Doing that with a literal audience is so wild and I've found your videos more relatable in this season seeing you continually assess what works and put your health and values first. Sending great vibes your way!

[@myhauntingromance]

I can't relate to the details, but I have conditions that literally make me feel out of control and major mood swings (GAD, MDD, and PMDD). I'm sorry you had to experience this, Michel. I appreciate your honesty and openness about what you felt

[@leighton5376]

I have a soy allergy and when I accidentally have soy my mental health takes a MASSIVE nose dive as well! It’s so spot on to what you experienced. Just another joy of having an invisible illness! Sending you love! Thank you for sharing! ❤️

[@farrukhahmad453]

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[@theextremebudgeter2775]

Just a couple of ideas that I would like to throw into the pot. You work effectively 7 days a week so you should take a one week break at least every two months as a scheduled thing that you don't blog or upload to social media - it is totally private to you - just like the recent break. Secondly, your youtube videos are very much focused on you and your life so criticism is therefore focused on you and your life. Perhaps every month or so you could do a video on something completely outside your comfort zone and outside your normal routine - you could go somewhere you would normally never go or try a completely new activity like surfing or doing an open mic night - something silly and fun - you might turn it into a series. It could be therapeutic as a Type A to do something you know you probably won't succeed at and so there is no pressure to do it well. Maybe others will have better suggestions! Apart from that, hold your head up high; you're doing great!

[@yellowbutterfly3269]

I’m super sensitive to other people’s opinions and comments, so I understand. Keep your chin up, and I’ll be one of many, many people here to support you.

[@jennysiekmeier3427]

I just found your channel about a week ago and you’ve already had such a positive impact on me and brought so much light and life to my social media experience! keep staying true to you 😊

[@farrukhahmad453]

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[@malloryafc]

You have such a sweet genuine soul. I’m sorry you’ve been going through so much

[@shalayawilt9501]

Oh Michel, I’m so glad your back and refreshed! You are so courageous ❤️ I’m always amazed at how you deal with life’s situations.

[@embodiment_healingarts]

Your authenticity is so appreciated Michel! You are so inspirational and courageous! Keep being you! 💖

[@farrukhahmad453]

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[@terridavis9915]

I am really proud of you for realizing your needs for personal and mental health. You remind me so much of my daughter. Stick to those plans for change and you will be amazed at how much your life and outlook will change. I love watching your videos and it’s nice to watch such a happy and genuine person!

[@Doedee311]

Dear Michel. Your sweet smile brings warmth to the internet. I am so sorry that you have had to go through so much. The pain behind your eyes is real and you need to take care of yourself. I have learned personally that you need to decipher the noise and keep what is important close to your heart. Take care of yourself and know you are appreciated and loved on this platform. Hugs from Canada.

[@emilywatson1141]

Girl I wish I could give you a big hug! You are a light every day - I can understand how hard that time was for you. We all love you

[@farrukhahmad453]

Hey will you be my loving Mom ?

[@SL-pr1lw]

I wish I could reach through the screen and give you the biggest hug. As a fellow thin skinned girl, I can completely empathize with how you’ve been feeling. I’m so happy that you took a much deserved and needed break and hope that going forward your boundaries will be respected so you can continue to love what you’re doing. You deserve the same positivity and compassion that you share with us!

[@AllissaNguyen]

you are so amazing and i love that you are still standing! be strong! thank you for sharing

[@julietbenner6884]

I am so sorry that you are struggling with some things. I love watching your channel and vidoes! Sending hugs

[@jenniferfarmer4282]

You are so amazing. Thank you for being so vulnerable and transparent. It is such a breath of fresh air. ♥️

[@Rachelsmemo]

I’m so happy you’re speaking out about this subject of virtual disrespect!! Those sites, I’m unaware of, I will stay just that, unaware! You’re a blessing, PERIOD!!

[@annagorbatoff8716]

You are much tougher than you think and have truly so much wisdom for your age! Thank you for doing what is best for you and this community by sharing. We love you!!

[@tarigeorge6122]

I don’t know why people are so unkind. We each bring our uniqueness to this world, how boring if we were all the same. Thank you for being true to yourself and to us.

[@carlajoyswan]

Praying for you

[@Orozco3721]

Oh my gosh I'm so sorry all that happened to you. That's a lot to go through all at once!

[@farrukhahmad453]

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[@taliabenducci6550]

Thank you for sharing Michel, I am so happy to hear you are doing better and I cannot wait to see where your channel goes ❤️❤️

[@bobbies5554]

I have health issues/pain everyday and sometimes anything more negative is hard to handle. I already beat myself up for being sick. I have empathy for anyone with mental health and physical problems.

[@patriciamurray1720]

Turn the comments off.. sometime we all need downtime❤️

[@moondoggiesbaby]

You look beautiful, and you're learning and growing and changing and that's awesome. I'm so sorry there have been growing pains, I'm totally right there with you.

[@christiannaauthor]

Thank you for the talk! I love watching you

[@anniedawson1345]

Your heart is what makes your channel so special. Good on you for prioritising your health and yourself. You deserve to be happy and peoples horrible comments are so uneccessary ❤️

[@reutlevy8834]

One great Idea for 2022 is opening the Join option to be a patron/matron and do lives even!!! I can't wait to see more of your work.

[@amma7244]

I’m a new subscriber and your positivity is inspiring. Hope this year brings health and healing for you.

[@neumannce]

You are courageous, strong and brave! Although I don't know you in real life, you come across as authentic, kind and open-minded. Your online friend group is here to support you and wants nothing but the best for you and your family.

[@purrpkp]

I'm so sorry that you are having to deal with all of this. I love your videos! Hang in there. We are here for you!

[@leeannelder9989]

You’re awesome! I’m going through a lot of these realizations in my life and this is very inspiring! Thank you!

[@amaNanaama]

I have so much respect for you and this video. I appreciated the modeling of boundaries, protecting your mental health, and teaching other how to treat you♥️

[@farrukhahmad453]

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[@OliviaE.H]

Hi Michel! It's good to see you and your smile again! ❤ welcome back Thank you so much for sharing your life with us. It's really cool and interesting to see you grow as a businesswoman and a creative. It's great that you are learning what is working best for you and your brand. I'm grateful that you let us into your life and that you are so honest with us. I'm glad you got to have a little break especially after everything you went through with your health and everything you mentioned. So so sorry that you went through so much.

[@rachelraymond8483]

Such a beautiful video! You've grown so much over the years and I can see your maturity shining through! Keep up the good work.

[@jaymilong9558]

Thank you for being vulnerable and real in a world that often makes it feel difficult to do so. Love and support to you ❤

[@virtuallyveronicka]

Sorry you had a rough month! I think you’re so sweet and a lovely human with what you share of your life. You’re wonderful!! 🤟💕✌️

[@alexisfeindel6786]

You are so strong! And you have so many cheerleaders 🧡 thanks for sharing your beautiful heart

[@lilibarlove]

YOU ARE AMAZING. Please never stopping being true to who you are. You’ve inspired me to make some positive changes in my life. 💕

[@zynthianunez]

I found your channel a couple weeks ago and i love your videos! You’re so comfortable to watch (if that makes sense lol) Makes me feel like I’m chatting with a big sister 🤍

[@Goudie371]

Yayyy you’re back!! You do you, you’re amazing at it! You could do an hour long video of you folding laundry and talk and I’d watch. But always remember your mental health comes first!! You are a wonderful, lovely young lady! I love your family and when we get glimpses of them! They are super amazing, funny and loving❤️.

[@brittanygilliam9939]

I am so sorry to hear that you have gone through that. I love how positive you are in your videos even now you are smiling through what you went through. I am so proud of you for setting your boundaries. People do not realize how important that is. My opinion on these deconstructive comments is that they should not matter because at the end of the day they are not living your life. Anxiety and depression is also somthing I struggle with due to having bipolar disorder. I would say that your skin is thicker than you think just because you were able to get thru that week. Rather it's a week or years its a struggle regardless of how often you experience it. You are often stronger than what you think. Please do not ever forget that. One of the ways I get through my mental health issues is to dedicate time to myself similar to you taking time off. In my opinion you should incorporate that into your future plans like schedule a week out of the month to give time to yourself. Keep setting those boundries too, protect your peace not just here but in your daily life. Never forget you are Beautiful inside and out and never forget you are a Boss Lady. ❤❤❤❤

[@juliaopezzo7285]

you are so strong! I admire your kindness and how big your heart is. Sending you a lot of love ❤️

[@isabelwynne9282]

Really appreciated the courage you had to be authentic, genuine, and tell your truth. Not a lot of people do that these days. Hope you are starting to feel better and have a wonderful weekend! :)

[@see6797]

I’m so glad you’re back I’ve missed you. Do what you need to do to keep going I’ll be here watching whatever videos you post!

[@PrettyPackagesUnboxed]

I have so much Respect for you. I appreciate your honesty, your loyalty/love for your family and your ability to pick yourself up and be YOU. You know what’s important in this life, and that comes through crystal clear. I’ve had many thoughts about you since your last video taking a break, and ultimately I don’t understand the criticism of sponsors. This is your job. We choose to watch you, are entertained by your videos and this is the way you’re able to make a career of it. I 100% support you. I think for your own mental health, you should definitely reduce your schedule, but from a follower perspective I have absolutely no problem with it. Remember to put yourself first, give yourself breaks when needed and know we’re here to support you. ❤️

[@elecops9825]

I completely agree. I don't mind watching sponsorships, if they interest me, I click the link, if they don't, then I don't click anything. A sponsorship has never put me off a video or think any less of the creator. Besides, it doesn't actually make a difference when watching KZbin. Either way, I will get an ad watching a video, it doesn't affect me if it's a KZbin ad or a Michel one.

[@autumie24]

I have anxiety disorder so I totally understand how you felt 🥺 I’m so sorry, I wouldn’t wish those feelings on anyone. You are so incredible and I have never thought anything negative of you. You do not deserve negative criticism, you’re one of the few genuine KZbinrs out there ❤️🥰 praying for you

[@farrukhahmad453]

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[@evonneminer5643]

You are lovely, kind, and a joy to watch. I am praying for you.

[@RotemShalom]

You go girl. Completely agree with you♥♥ Welcome back!

[@allybear7704]

Learning boundaries and addressing your failures is hard enough to do an your own, let alone on social media. You got this Michel! Also, caring deeply for others is not a a weakness it is a strength. You just need to be mindful of who you care for. Hope you feel better!

[@elbow7991]

Sending you a great big hug! You are beautiful inside and out. Just remember you cannot please everyone.💕

[@sjmooney72]

I came across your channel not long ago and I love it! I love listening to you speak, so intelligent and respectful of everyone. The first video was the one before your move, after that and watching those that have followed WOW you are a strong young lady. Your future will be nothing but bright no doubt with your kind and caring attitude!

[@beatriceserrano7208]

So so very sorry u had to go thru all that. I too was in a similar situation with sickness back to back and mental health thru it. U are beautiful, smart, and talented. Keep ur head up. Love u

[@Thatssofetch103]

You have no idea how much I needed this video. I had never heard about serotonin being produced in the small intestine but WOW that makes a big difference to me. I completely relate to so much you said and your openness and vulnerability meant a lot to me. Thank you so much for sharing♥️

[@sexygiraffe232]

I think you are such a positive, bright ray of sunshine. You are one of my favorite youtubers. I think a lot of youtubers try too hard to be likeable/funny/etc. But you seem like a very genuinely sweet person. People who feel the need to make a website to hate on others are just sad and pathetic people. Just continue to be yourself. :) Love you

[@tracyeast3397]

I cried watching this, I am an empathetic person and can't believe you have to go thru this stuff. While I know that people get horrible comments, I don't understand why. If you don't like what you are watching DON'T WATCH! why why why would you leave awful comments, just unsubscribe. I found you originally because of just finding out I was gluten intolerant. You gave me so many things to look at. As I followed you I loved all your other content as well. I am not a religious person but as you were talking about everyone has their own path. What I see when I watch you is a sweet, lovely girl that should not have to go thru people being mean, please just remember that anyone that gives any negative comments is a coward and they are hiding behind the computer. All of the rest of us love your content and your sweet personality so keep up the good work.

[@cassandraboyer7068]

Michel I am glad your physical and mental health are in a better place. You are such a wonderful person with a beautiful soul. The world is a better place with you in it. Prayers.

[@deborahwilliams5809]

I haven’t seen the entire video yet. It’s just so good to see your beautiful face. I have had you in prayer since I saw the last aired video before your break. 💕💕💕

[@jeanninepink]

Thank you for sharing this with us! Do whatever you need, the ones whoe love you and want the best for you! I barely comment but always enjoy watching your videos and I try to do so... I missed a couple but I still support you and your decisions because it's your life and your HAPPINESS!! Love, Alexa

[@amandawilliams9873]

I'm so glad you're feeling better from covid. Sometimes it's good to take a break from everything to focus on you and your mental health. Sending you prayers and so much love!!🤗♥️

[@kristalnunley7205]

Sweet ma’am!!! You are such an inspiration to so many! You are so strong and I know how you are feeling! I wear my heart on my sleeve and I am such a people pleaser!!! I often make my self sick and stress myself out trying do so much! I too also have an autoimmune disorder…severe RA! My body sadly can’t carry the load that “it needs to”! It’s sooo hard! I also closely watch what I put into my body! Our bodies can only handle so much!!! You are in my prayers! You are such a beautiful wise genuine soul! Please know you are a light! And I also enjoy your family Vlogs so very much! Love y’all’s beautiful closeness! Such a blessing! 😘🙏🏻

[@RielleEklenna]

Please keep being transparent. Watching your videos on what you were going through with your health helped me figure out I had MCAS. I never would have started looking it up if you hadn't mentioned it. Maybe it annoys people, but it's been a savior for me.

[@libbymorehouse4466]

Sending you all the love! It’s not fair for anyone to have to deal with that

[@meganhenry5795]

Omg Michel! I just watched your newest video, now watching this one..your transformation is beautiful! 🦋 I'm so happy for you. 🥰

[@emmarezac9333]

You have a beautiful soul and are spreading so much good on your platform. As an 18 year old I truly look up to you as another woman in the way you hold yourself, your vulnerability, and you introspective honesty. Thank you for being such a positive influence on KZbin, keep doing what makes you feel happy, healthy and yourself!! Thank you for all you have done for me personally and so many others in this community!

[@juliesakioka3717]

I look up to her too and I’m 56. Definitely an old soul which is refreshing. ❤️

[@sylviaberryhill7027]

I can't imagine what you are going through. I know sometimes when I'm on Facebook and see people i know out having dinner or gathering my feelings get hurt because no one included me but, totally not the same. You do what's best for you and yours. ❤

[@lauramarazzi1012]

Thank you for sharing! I admire your honesty and vulnerability!

[@rosalieharter5508]

So glad to see that you're working on your mental health! Don't read the nasty comments. There are way more people that love you than have anything negative to say ♥️

[@sassy_ska6395]

Michel, you are so brave in facing all the sickness, negativity and meanness! And then to face all on this video. Wow. I don’t think I could have done this. Thank you for your honesty, for informing and entertaining us with your videos, and for your genuineness. 🤗😘🌻

[@susanb.1772]

It’s really eye-opening seeing you share your vulnerability. You’re still incredibly young but you have so much wisdom for your young age. I have a greater appreciation for you. You’re a beautiful sweet soul.

[@suzyguymitchell5715]

Good for you. Be the change you want to see and definitely continue to be authentically you! #friends

[@Steph568]

You’re truly a beautiful person inside and out ❤️

[@jaimiverhey5728]

I liked this video. You were real. I’ve suffered from dysthymia and major depressive disorder since my early teens. It’s so hard to think I’m the only one. I’m 45 and the worst is feeling like a burden or a hassle to my husband and kids. But over the years, I’ve learned to recognize my spirals. It takes a little while, but eventually, I can ask/ beg for help. My husband knows what he needs to do. That’s important. He just accepts that I know what’s going on with me. Even if I’ve been hiding it. Keep being you. I am not ashamed. No one should be ashamed of depression. ❤️

[@marywarren_designs]

I found you while I was pregnant, you made me smile every day, I get really happy when you have posted, and you kept me entertained when I had insomnia, so thank you for being a friend to me while I was lonely, sending you so much love and support ❤️❤️❤️❤️ from across the water 🇮🇪❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@luisaguerrero4166]

We love you and God is with you in every step 💓 Happy you are back!!! 💓💕💕💕

[@stephaniecarisse7132]

Thank you for sharing this. I know what anxiety and depression are like and it can hit you at anytime. Take care of yourself!!! You are the most important person in your life. If you don’t take care of yourself you won’t be any good to anyone else. 🥰

[@hildechrt]

You are so strong and kind 🙌 don't forget that you are a great person ❤️

[@vickiek5101]

I’m so sorry that you had to go through that, no one should judge another person unless they have walked in their shoes.

[@ouou.oliviaoo]

you are so strong and beautiful! sending love!

[@jennc.3535]

I have been watching for a while and I just love the way you talk. We are nothing alike but I appreciate your channel.

[@jenniferk1724]

Hey Michel, just wanna let you know I will always support you! Please dont force yourself to feel a certain way (becoz that could create more stress on yourself) and of coz you can always always choose what and not to share with the world!! Giving you the BIGGEST HUG!!!!!

[@talyamoyer8087]

We love you so much Michel. Mental health, and overall well-being and enjoyment of life is SO much more important than anything else. You, your family & friends - that is the big picture. Always do what is best for yourself, no matter the risk/fear. xoxox look forward to seeing you soon.

[@farrukhahmad453]

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[@savannaward2868]

Michel! I'm so sorry people are terrible! I love watching your videos, and I hope that you are feeling better! I think you are beautiful, genuine, and I love listening to your thoughts and I want to be your friend ❤️

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[@lore9572]

I love how authentic you are, I think you are a great person and love your channel.

[@suzannelieberman8573]

I personally love all your videos!! I just think some people are not happy in their lives, so they need to try to bring other people down . Just keep what you’re doing. Love your videos.

[@helenbissonnette9877]

Thank you for all the cute lovely videos you make they make me feel so good. We all struggle, thanks for also showing that you are like me. I appreciate your honesty. You got this ☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️

[@georgiewilliams8758]

Love you girl. This was so strong of you

[@EllaDABAMMS]

Sending you love, hope and positive vibes your way! Again thank you for sharing and know that this community has your back! We support you! ❤️ 🤗

[@Craftyandstylish]

You handle yourself with such Grace! Really enjoyed this sit down video! Keep pushing, your a amazing human!! 😘

[@pattiwitham4276]

You are a strong beautiful young woman!!!! Prayers loves and hugs to you and yours!!!!

[@shwetagupta3521]

The first video I saw of yours was the advent calendar one. I had a phase where all i watched was advent calendar videos and your video would come in my recommendations and a few of your other ones too often and I didn't watch them immediately but I was always attracted to them, which i think is because of your smile. I am a huge smile person, the first thing i look at is people's smiles, and yours is one of the most beautiful ones. Once I actually started watching your videos i swear to God I was so hooked. I love your smile, the way you speak, everything. Your very beautiful, your body is beautiful, you are very strong to deal with all health issues you have and all the crap you get and you are very very hard working. I remember i used to watch your videos and see you smile and I was like holy wow she is so beautiful i wanna be like her. So even I started just smiling a lot. I love the way you start you videos with the biggest biggest biggest smile and I can't stress enough how beautiful it is. This video is just another example of so many tears behind that smile. I know there are a lot of people hating but pls remember that there are a whole chunk of people with you who will always support you- your family, friends and your online friends. P.S., If you want another job, trying something related to aesthetic packaging, you seem to really like that lmaoo.

[@tofulover672]

health issues 100% make emotions worse. I have never cried so much in my life as I did this summer when I had sepsis / honestly still now 2 months later lol. Sending u love Michel💗

[@xphienie]

Glad you're back ❤ Dealing with health issues and opinions is hard. I totally agree with you - the human isn't build to have so many public opinions thrown at him. I think, as sucky as this situations was and is, it will give you so much clarity and understanding of yourself and how to move forward in an even better way.