I said I would never do this...

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[@charisma-hornum-fries]

You are not alone. Decision fatigue and general burnout are the most normal human emotions. I'm there too right now. For me, it's back to basics when those emotions comes flying into my head. You will come through it. You've got this!

[@Lisa-kz7vw]

I hear you I was a travel nurse for awhile and it's hard to maintain balance moving around every few months eating habits are poor, exercise was nonexistent sleep was poor. I was miserable my mental health wasn't good I hope you find a solution to you're problems houses are so expensive to buy right now everywhere good luck to you❤

[@Bren-mi3ry]

My friend in Texas in her late 60s done all adult life her husband helped children she flew all over..she retires he comes down with terminal cancer..they had to sell house to cover expensive she regrets she didn't stop at 30 years old..she said she had no normal life missed her children growing up and spending time..your young enough you can do anything create the life you want ..Sam

[@isaacturnerit]

Made me sad to hear about your depression. Always sending love. Good luck with the van shopping!

[@SamanthaROlmsted]

❤️❤️ I just can’t wait to come back and get my dopamine hit from sweet Emberrrrrrrrrr ❤️ she brightens my life

[@isaacturnerit]

@@SamanthaROlmsted can’t wait for you to see our new place 💗💗💗 Ember always loves seeing you

[@AldamaAdventures]

This is so relateable. Sending hugs!! You got this! ❤

[@keithphillips6111]

Well Samantha I guess it's time for me to leave you a long comment again. I do this a couple times a year just to say hi. I'm sure you won't recognize my name,I'm definitely not someone who is always on your lives or comments often. For some reason this video hit me. I've been going through some things over the last year and maybe it's just that you and I are from the same part of the country or the fact that we see things similar..but you said some things that really hit me. About home,and family, and I guess life priorities. I don't have any idea why I'm going to tell you a few things but I am. A couple years ago I lost my best friend to cancer. When he died, I also lost my mind. In the middle of the night one night I left Iowa drunk and moved to Colorado. I ended up spending the next couple years running all over the country alone and drunk....at first it was awesome. I no longer had kids or my ex's to stop me and I honestly thought I was free and F the whole world until one night I realized out in Wyoming, that I was completely alone and if I died nobody would even care. The same night all those years ago I found one of your videos by accident. You and your grandpa were building your van! Well in a drunken rage I yelled at the man upstairs that that's just great God!!!! You made the perfect girl and put her on f-ing utube to fly all over looking smoking gorgeous, being happy and good to her family and friends, and I'll never even meet her!!! Well....my bullshit pity party ended last year. I came home. I've been dealing with my alcoholism and I've actually been sober over a year....however....my stepmom just passed away and there's alot of old family stuff around that. I actually haven't told anyone close to me that she passed. I've just been working and ignoring the fact that lately I'm depressed and full of questions. Questions about is this really it for me? My kids are raised,my family is split apart, I'm single and honestly, I'm lonely and won't admit it. I'm 48 and by now I have just decided..I guess to stay single because I am all done with games and drama.....but you setting at that kitchen table,being honest,and almost crying, GOT TO ME. I have been acting like everything is fine and it's not....and I'm a guy. I don't like some stuff and thanks to you and your video,I'm going to make some calls and let a couple people know,that I'm not real thrilled with my situation lately and in fact,I'm pretty sad,depressed, and a little pissed off at myself that after all the hard work I've put in this last year,I still had to leave this pretty chick on the internet a message thanking her for the ability for me to get honest with someone today!!!! So Samantha, as always, thank you for being this beautiful, intelligent, loving woman one state away from me. It gives me hope that one day,if I keep doing my stuff right....I might find one just like you somewhere. Much love you little badass!!!

[@scamphound1892]

A Minnesota county fair…where old white guys get to jam! 😂. Realizing the that unhappy can be different than depression is kind of important. It lets you make decisions based on thought and planning. The beauty of life is trying things out and changing your mind! I love that your family is keeping grandma’s passion going. ❤

[@cristinaseguro2165]

When looking at the van look under all the mats, if you can. I’ve seen Chrome’s video when he is looking for a shop van and he goes through all the areas that should be looked at. Good luck 😊

[@mikehaldoupis8857]

My grandma is in the same situation. She always calling me to help her with her TV or phone. I do t mind because at least I can help her in a way I can. She doesn’t really remember much but she remembers all her family from growing up since we were all talking about relatives last time we got together. Good luck with your family!

[@nhlibra]

I owned a house for 26 years, bought it after my divorce. It gave my mother, my son and I shelter while he was growing up. I had a Dad that helped me, it was a fixer-upper. There was always something to do, lol. I'm not complaining because I come from a construction family, it was my chosen path in life. But it is soooo expensive to buy a house today, as a young person starting out. It's very sweet that you think of your grandmother. I am watching over my 90yo mother with mild dementia. I put her on protein drinks twice a day and I notice better clarity of thinking for her. I'm always harping on her to eat! She is so tiny. I grew up with a HUGE garden,(125 ft rows) my whole family are gardeners. When I wasn't eating the fresh produce, I was helping with harvest, canning and freezing. It was slave labor as a kid, ha. I can still hear my Dad saying to us..."If you kids want to eat this winter, you better get out to the garden and help me." It wasn't until I was in my 20s that I realized how amazing it was to grow up eating that way and learning those skills. Hope you find the vehicle you want, Sam. ❤

[@popspops3795]

100% Princess, I'm so glad that you are not brushing your feelings under the rug and acknowledged them. Despite the unpleasantness of those feelings, they bring a great opportunity to evaluate, strategize, and recreate your life and direct it where you want it to go. Being scared is good, as it helps keeping us on our toes and focus on the bullseye. Congratulations for the opportunity. I can't wait to watch our videos and witness your evolution as a person throughout the struggles and accomplishments. Regardless of where you live (e.g. van, mansion, airplane, or on the moon), your charisma makes us watch you on KZbin. Stay safe, stay healthy, and stay happy. Sincerely Pops

[@margaretjames6611]

Happiness and Joy comes with making changes..when you make the commitment to a goal..like buying a house or renting a place to really solve problems🌟

[@sharlenevillnave7347]

EXACTLY WHAT IM GOING THROUGH...I FEEL YOU!

[@lastpme]

I hope you are feeling better, we hate to see you sad. Glad you are looking at upgrading your van. Since you drive your current van across the country, it is critical you have reliable transportation. My son has an old Bronco that always needs repairs. Since he is a college student living out of state my wife and I got him newer vehicle which we hope will be more reliable. Sorry to hear about your grandmother, my mom also has dementia and it is a terrible disease. My sibling are working together to keep her in her home as long as possible. Hopefully next summer you will be able to spend more time in MN to help out your mother and brother take care of her because it is tough.

[@jwulf]

Why am I so excited for you though! Great things are to come for you, Samantha! I can't wait to come along for the ride with your continued adventure through life (if only through video😉) #GoodSamaritans!

[@diannebrett4074]

Samantha, I haven’t watched your videos in a while, but watched while you were boondocking in Queens. I rent a small apartment in Bayside, Queens, and couldn’t get over the guts you had to do what you did. It’s a life that takes nerve and stamina - and over time must be exhausting. So many times I wished I had a house to offer you to park your van in a driveway and take a break from the tumult and live with more peace for a while. I’m older than you, but I couldn’t have done that at your age. It takes all your emotional, physical, psychological and spiritual resources. You did it, and be proud that you did. Not a lot of people could hack that lifestyle. Maybe you’re coming into your time where you require a more stable lifestyle with more peace and tranquility 🌷

[@leanneb9529]

I find I'm more depressed than ever...I think it has to do with the way people are now ever since trump...People are sick nowadays...It's so frustrating and disgusting....but I don't know what to do...The world will never be the same...Mother nature is pissed at the way we are treating the earth...The world is either on fire or flooding ...so so sad😢

[@hamimahatan6307]

Take care Samantha… Sending love from Malaysia❤❤

[@sandrafergueson8155]

Sam- It takes a lot of courage to put your heart out like that! Im praying for you!! God bless you! I hope you find the rig you're looking for!! Im sure its out there!! I'm excited to see you build it out! Its gonna be beautiful!! I believe i know where your going in Oregon! 💜 Big Hugs from Michigan

[@smegheadish]

I think a lot of people have a lot of the same feelings, but won't admit it. Thanks for sharing!

[@sarahr9181]

Hope you find an awesome rig soon, Sam!! You deserve it! ❤️

[@Bren-mi3ry]

It's normal world been pretty chaotic..and honestly your exposed to lots of toxins in your job..defrag ..you got this change is good for us.. hugs

[@SamanthaROlmsted]

100% a huge thing I’ve been consumed with recently is how toxic my life is ATM ❤️❤️

[@baekpup]

I’m glad i watched this today because I totally get what you’re feeling. And i’ve been feeling the same for a few months now. I’m feeling so unhappy and unmotivated so to hear someone going through something I am going through makes me feel not weird about these emotions. But I hope everything turns out good for you Sam!

[@SamanthaROlmsted]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@baekpup]

@@SamanthaROlmsted i get a reply omg!!! Thank you❤️❤️❤️

[@CampingRuss]

It’s hard to find a vehicle these days especially what you want to do. I’m glad you’re taking your time but there’s absolutely nothing wrong with picking up a small little homebase. That’s what I did. I spent 25,000 for my house on an awesome lot and of course I had to redo everything but to have a homebase. It means everything keep that in the back your mind just saying. Ok 👌🏼🔥🤠🔥Camping Russ out

[@J3nn1f3r.r0s3_]

Your Truly Blossoming Samantha Rose.🌹🌄

[@VictorCeccato]

You're a beautiful girl Sam ... we all have our bad days and its nice to see your honesty with it ... the better days will come

[@gailwagner8115]

Wanting your own space should not ever have to be justified. I think that's perfect helping your family and your grandma and having your own space. I spent the last 5 years of my grandma's life as her caretaker.. both the hardest and most wonderful thing I've ever done. ❤

[@Lisajuneh]

My heart goes out to you, Samantha. Bless your heart. Glad you went home to spend time with family. Moms/family are these best. Sending positive thoughts and sending a hug.

[@JimmyG1776]

Not to brag but I just bought myself a new grey 2023 Ford Transit 250 RWD ($62K). Its wheel base is 148 which fits perfect in parking spots. The van is not too big and not too small but just right. I was going to get a pro master, but the main reason I did not is because a transit has more power (optional twin turbo) with 300+ horse power, plus the transit holds its value more than a PM. I did not want worry about my van struggling going up a hill, this van goes up a hill like there was no hill. I got new because I did not want to worry about... is the van going to break down on me soon. My payments are $860 a month with 18k down for 72 months. Yes it is pricy but worth it, I love my beautiful grey van. Anyways good luck on your van search, I hope you find something nice. ...ps your right, keep the build simple, I use portable power with foldable solar panels and water jugs...Anyways, I hope you feel better, take care.

[@tammycruz8189]

I too share this . U got this Sam .. Mucho Love From Your Friend In Michigan Tam 💜💜

[@gailwagner8115]

You and a million of us... It's hard times not just financially emotionally too.

[@shannandavis2490]

Recently I became a POA. I had so many financial decisions to make and things to accomplish that I did nothing for 2 weeks. I was so overwhelmed. But thankfully it passed and I hope it will for you too. Stay strong! ❤

[@_Merica_USA]

☀️you are doing the right thing by pausing and taking a deep breath! We all need to do this at some point. ❤️ Antonia 👍

[@nancyheneghan4760]

Watching you over the past couple of years and you trying different diets that on other people I never saw anyone lose any weight in my have a lot to do with your head space. Just eating a healthy meals regularly will be the best for anyone. Just try your hardest to keep a positive attitude and what you need will find you. It was great to see the fair there.I was a 4-H leader for 25 years and stuck with being one of the building super intendant for 5 more years. Since we live only a little over an hour from DC our fair usually gets one or 2 big name bands one is always country and maybe one plays oldies. It’s always fun to visit.

[@McMc-jl2wn]

Renting a “tiny home” might be a good transition for you. You travel a lot and having a home base without having to worry about where to shower and park every night would be a wonderful change, IMO. Take care, everything will work out!❤

[@MelissaMalzahn]

Samantha I'm glad you went home. Can you transfer working out of Minneapolis for a bit? I feel like I need to roam. I live w my mother, and I will have to sell the house and move somewhere. I don't know where that is. I'm from Michigan but have been living in Arizona for 12 years. I don't call Arizona home. I'm glad you are taking steps to improve your mental health. Positive vibes always. ❤❤❤

[@damiyanarose]

Sending love, I am there w u! Personally I like using tarot to have an internal conversation about the things you’re mentioning in this video. It’s not for everyone but thought I would throw that out there ❤

[@SamanthaROlmsted]

I also love tarot! But all my decks are in my van 😭

[@damiyanarose]

Boo! Hopefully you will get them back soon. I also like to watch/listen to tarot readers on youtube just to have uplifting messages in the background of my life haha@@SamanthaROlmsted

[@alicechristenbury309]

A reset will do you good and just what you need. Your health is important as well as living a fulfilled life. Sending you positive vibes and keeping you in my prayers. 😊

[@sangbob7790]

When I get down in the dumps I do my walks and I baked bread it helps me get out of the dumps

[@jpmiller99]

There is a certain amount of life that is just "go to work and recover from work". I don't see how van life allows appropriate "recover from work" time, as it seems like a lot of maintenance even if you have more amenities. Ie Even a shower/toilet has grey/black tanks to dump. Looking for parking, etc...

[@SamanthaROlmsted]

When I have the van in nyc I definitely feel better so I really just hit off more than I could chew with traveling in it 🥹

[@heatherj1127]

Hey Sam, I’m sorry to hear what you’re dealing with. I think I spent at least the last year feeling the same. I was living in an RV that I was still renovating, driving about an hour and a half to base and working every single day on reserve. I was exhausted. I was finally able to move into an apartment very close to the airport and it’s made such a huge difference in my mental health. I was thinking… would a move to a base like Chicago work for you where you could commute home easier and more often and also hold a better line? I hear it’s very junior but I’m sure the flying is different than New York. Friends there say ORD is a great base with wonderful crews and management. Anyway, just a thought. The flexibility with this job is so great I can’t imagine doing any thing else but I know with everything we’ve had going on, this summer has been especially draining. You’re not alone! Wish you the best and I hope one day we cross paths so I can say hello! ❤❤❤

[@SamanthaROlmsted]

I hope we cross paths too!! I have considered transferring but the flying I get at my seniority just beats out everything right now but idk I’ve considered where van life may be easier so I might try like Boston or PHL just to see 🤷🏼‍♀️ eventually I’ll settle down in Mn and then I’ll make a more permanent decision but I’m just trying to keep my days off I want 😂😂

[@scottmcfarland2149]

We all go through it. You'll get to where you want to be. 🐾🙏🏻✌🏻

[@victoriadelbando3283]

I will only suggest out of love that you don’t make big purchase under the fact you say you’re depressed. I personally would wait on until you are a better headspace and financially better. Please talk to a therapist Samantha working on self growth is much better. I’m happy for you have your mother! That’s a huge blessing!🥰🤗💗🌷🙏🏻

[@robertnicewander8897]

Sounds like experiences described by/associated with an astrological Saturn return. Time passes and things change (because of actions you take).

[@josezayas6847]

I wish I could have your life Samantha. What you really need to find a good guy that won't try to change you or control you

[@stevealldredge2971]

A reset spending time with family will do wonders for you. You are a amazing person and you always bring a smile to me

[@maryhollins5876]

I feel you every time I think things can't get any worse I just pray about and leave it in God's hand and trust me Sam he comes when you least expect it if it wasn't for god I probably would be in jail somewhere because I have a short fuel when it comes to the people I love 💕🙏🏿

[@Cflaming1]

Take care of yourself before anything else. The rest will fall into place I hope the new van is fantastic.

[@josezayas6847]

I am disabled and all I do is lay down in the bed and watch KZbin but at least I play the stocks and that takes a lot of my time I got two broken-down Vehicles outside that I need to fix but I cannot do it because of my disability and I live alone so you have way better life than me

[@janeriksrensen3662]

Thanks

[@josephhudson7378]

Thank you for sharing. This was eye-opening. I hope things work out for you.

[@margaretjames6611]

Follow your dreams and goals anyways..do what makes you happy 😁💫💕✌️

[@monicap1717]

Just might be time for a change! 🌹

[@Stasharenee]

Samantha, I am sorry that you have been feeling sad or depressed. Try reading one Psalm every morning if you don’t do that already. Guaranteed to lift the mood. Also try eating one raw meal per day, smoothie or salad or whatever, to see if that helps your body feel better.

[@claudejkarlesun2748]

Samantha, Why don't you try a New Activity like Paddleboard!

[@ronethridge9875]

your figuring out/get you a great used van and it will be good for you/lift your beautiful spirit up/yep-yep-yep/an your mom smile -yea/thanks much

[@georgegooden3289]

Things go better with mom!

[@tonytee4280]

Well I wasn't expecting that. Just wanna give you a big hug - sadly I'm over 3,800 miles away so no can do! Keep smiling - YNWA.

[@abetterlife3088]

Sam, what your going through can happen at any given time in our lives ! Like it or not we all endure some type of emotional hardship. It’s spending more time with family and friends to support you your efforts in overcoming whatever issues your concerned about. Sam, you have so much going for and sooner rather than later you will be back on a course that keeps happy and content! Stay safe and healthy!🌹🙏🏻👍

[@josezayas6847]

Maybe one of those transport van

[@lifeiswaytooshort]

Sam........Take a break......Don't watch the News (Lots of Big Hugs)

[@nwalters7]

My grandma has dimentia pretty much full blown alzheiners ............. It is tough because I dont want to go see her and she doesn't remember me??? I don't know if I could process that well

[@doryrodgers8752]

Hon I think it's a virgo thing,I'm feeling the same way !

[@SamanthaROlmsted]

Virgo love!! ❤️❤️

[@josezayas6847]

Hello Samantha

[@vickieandrews5709]

See if Issac can located you a good van. Everyone goes through times of questioning their life. Maybe after you find a van, you can work and just save money for one year. If you are thinking of making a career change, look into being a travel agent. You are adored by all your fans on this channel and could start doing more videos about places you have traveled to. That might help having content and help bring some money into your You Tube and Instagram pages.

[@LoulouVioletCapulet]

Hope you bounce back soon Samantha 💞💘💞🩷🌸

[@tylerboyce6502]

14:12 That's what SHE said

[@NoRegrets.]

There’s no place like home

[@allanhover5008]

My beautiful friend Sam good morning

[@LifeWithLeMaige]

Stay up 🙏🏾

[@julesknows6254]

You deserve to Be comfortable🎉

[@lynnklink1488]

I think you needed some Mom time, friend time and the comforts of home❤

[@julesknows6254]

Good morning 😊

[@ruebennomura9143]

Good morning hope you have a nice day

[@ffc3476]

Be well be safe

[@RockstarWreckerProductions]

I don't like seeing you unhappy. Yet this video was your best I've seen in some time. I hope you find the happy you're looking for.

[@philjackie5310]

I hate to burst anyone’s bubble, but if I were you, I’d RUN as fast as I can away from anything powered by a Dodge. They’re great at first, but over 100k, the transmissions are horrible. Small things will nickel and dime you to death. And stay away from the Mercedes as well unless you have a money tree in your backyard. Do your own research on the longevity of the Dodge.

[@SamanthaROlmsted]

That only ford transit! But I heard they have more problems than dodge??

[@lesleyhughes3174]

Mercedes, full time, nearly 6 years here. The whole $ thing about these vehicles is rubbish.

[@robynfedalen1777]

❤️✌🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🎶

[@davidw8727]

Sam, well first off you are always all over the place; it seems like you change your plans everyday. You got to be more consistent; you can't do everything. I also think you may be letting social media get to you. No-one has a perfect life, and no-one is happy with their life all the time. Life is not perfect; everyone have ups and downs, so feeling down and lost in life is normal unless it is all the time, in which case I would say to seek counseling. I thing you should take a break from van-life maybe even Utube (if you are not making no money). Because that would take allot off your plate, and you can be home and spend time with your family and especially your grandmother, and you would no-longer have feelings of regret for not spending time with her or helping your family to take care of her. Your grandmother is older, and she could leave this earth at any moment (hopefully she accepted Jesus as her Lord and Savior so that she will go to heaven), so I feel your priority should be to spend as much time with her as possible as you kind of alluded too. Also, if you don't have money for a van, why are you looking for one. You should stay with you mother or grandmother and save your money until you know for sure what you want to do. I know what I said is easier said than done, but you are going to have to make some hard decisions but that is life.

[@bendavis5525]

Hello beautiful love watching your videos 😍❤️🌹

[@1oahu2000]

Great video but that background music was loud and distracting

[@tammykroll5645]

Life

[@nwalters7]

I would love to talk to you about how "happy" you are.

[@theonly1film]

good morning

[@wildbumbylee6731]

smoke a joint, you'll feel better

[@nwalters7]

I feel you. you are so confused of what you are doing in life. however, let the whole van life go. maybe>......I wish I could talk to you one on one

[@davidhiggins1299]

Hello gorgeous princess

[@claudejkarlesun2748]

Samantha,It could be you need a Partner to share

[@imtonedeaf1]

go spend as much time with grandma as you can i did was best thing i ever did do youtube planes will always fly

[@josuepimentel327]

❤ 🥹 💐

[@yellowboot6629]

💍💕

[@choysum9030]

Your burnt out because your trying to live up to society's toxic expectations. Stuff like 9-5 till 65 or getting a mortgage when your average home now cost half a million.

[@sharonmarie9288]

What you are going through does sound like depression. It sounds like me when I overdo. You did the right thing by understanding you need to go home and recharge. Listen to your heart and take care of yourself. 🩷

[@Hunting451]

😎🫠

[@josezayas6847]

Why don't you get yourself a used cheap motorhome

[@diannebrett4074]

She needs something that can easily blend in. You’re not allowed to park motor homes just anywhere