I Thought It Was Healing... | Vlogmas Day 12

[@christieghunt5728]

Oh sweet girl I am so sorry. I am sending you peace and calm and health.

[@helengarrett6378]

Oh, darling girl. You are hurting, not as much physically as emotionally.. youvare tired of not being put back together. If it means anything the entire bunch of your "fans" are hoping for your best life. Meantime,extraordinary. Your new husband is sweet and will support you when you are down. He's extroardinary. Take heart.

[@USMCmom2016]

I'm so sorry. You have been through so much in your young life. I will be praying for you.

[@dawnmccarthy8679]

It’s amazing how close I feel to you when I am 72 and in Australia. But that also allows me to empathise with you when you are down. So proud of you for dragging yourself back up for the second part of this video.

[@TORITHEGUMMYBEAR]

It's okay to not feel okay. Medical stuff like this is stressful and it's important to talk through your frustrations. I wish you the best and hopefully your wound begins healing better. Love from Florida.

[@jimjam4082]

From NW PA here and I'm 13 months post proctocolectomy and still dealing with my wound as well. I am currently going to a wound clinic every other week to monitor and stay on top of the healing of it. As of right now i am using calmoseptine lotion for part of the wound and silver alginate for another part. The biggest thing that helped me start to recover faster was my diet. I eat a LOT of protien to help the muscle to fill in the wound and i had to cut out sugar and reduce carbs to lower my blood sugar. Seems that my body was struggling to produce insulin with all the stress my body has been through. I guess what I really want to say is you are a strong person and dont let these little hiccups get you down. You got this!

[@EmilyMineDesigns]

Hey Jim! How are you holding up? Is your wound doing better? Sending positive thoughts from South Eastern PA!

[@brianm3226]

I had a similar experience as you. 2 years of packing, dressings, creams, wound vac you name it. I finally had some blood work done and it turned out I was anemic. They sent me for some iron infusions and it healed in a few months. If you haven't already, get some blood work done. Keep your head up. I hope it heals soon

[@inamm5000]

I can't even imagine how long this healing process takes and how hard it is to go through this. You're so strong and inspireing. Your videos give me so much strength to go trough my IBD. I only have two wounds on my belly which are only half healed after a month and costs.. me.. nerves already.

[@jamesbrosius1467]

I'm from Pa, Sunbury. I had no idea that people had to go through this! I think you are so strong and brave! People can get through most things. We are resilient! I know. We lost our 12 year old daughter to cancer complications 12 years ago. But, we are still here and life goes on!

[@YeahShaw]

Oh sweetheart, it’s awful to see & hear you so sad (definitely not saying don’t post such things, as what you’re doing is so important & helping so many). I hope tomorrow is a brighter day for you & you continue to progress on your healing.

[@sararaftery3729]

in my experiences as a nurse, it is such a difficult area to heal...but it will happen..you are very brave xx

[@keilalondon9949]

I’m so sorry that you have to endure this constant struggle. My continued prayers for your healing.

[@numnumm]

I'm 2.5 yrs since my surgery. Drainage continued over a year, to different degrees. I never looked at wound, but pretty much went around with rolled up paper towels or depends on. I don't the foul smell and still soak in tub. It was better living like that than before UC hit. Hang in there one step forward,,sometimes 2 back,,but you will get better. Over a year before I could ride a bike comfortable again.

[@melaniepoulton6738]

Oh Maggie, I had an abscess in my lower back for 4 months, had a drainage bag and it was awful-so painful. I also had an open wound in my perineal area for 8months and even though it has healed it is very painful. I totally understand how upsetting this can be, it's a long, long journey. Sending lots of healing vibes your way. Please know how much you are helping people when you film the emotionally tough times throughout your day-what you post is honest. Sending lots of love from Canada.

[@GinxHorne]

Oh shame, my heart truly went out to you. I can't even imagine what that's like having a wound take forEvEr to heal. Praying for you... God bless you and yours from South Africa

[@sarahbelmonte8888]

Sweetness hugging you from a-far with love and understanding. Zac those are Corydora not pleco’s but do a similar job. I LOVE the tank and look forward to restocking, but friendly suggestion that you have a small tank setup to quarantine any new additions so you’re not devastated again. Plus then you can treat for assumed parasites etc to be preemptive. 🐠

[@StephTeachesStuff]

I'm so sorry, that is so frustrating on a number of levels! I'm sending you positive thoughts for healing and comfort ❤️❤️

[@spenceranderson9642]

I had a surgical wound that wouldn't close for MONTHS. Other parts of the incision healed fine, but there was this one trouble area that sounds a lot like what you are describing. Given mine was likely easier to care for as it was on my chest, but I also used medical honey among tons of other stuff. Sometimes it would just open back up regardless. It would seem closed for a few days sometimes and then just act up again. I know you probably don't need someone else to tell you that healing is frustratingly nonlinear, but. Just know it's gonna clear up. Stay vigilant. You've got this.

[@douglasjude714]

i realize it's kind of randomly asking but does anybody know of a good place to watch newly released tv shows online ?

[@gradymilan5680]

@Douglas Jude ehh I watch on flixportal. Just google for it =) -grady

[@douglasjude714]

@Grady Milan Thank you, I went there and it seems to work =) I really appreciate it!!

[@gradymilan5680]

@Douglas Jude no problem :)

[@onka33]

Sorry you need to going through this. As a chronic pain patient myself, we know there are a lot of days one would just rather cancel from the timeline of this universe... Wish all the best, you do an amazing job 👌🖐

[@candicayton8322]

Another bump in the road. You don't deserve this but stay positive and know you'll get through this. You have so many of us behind you. We love you Maggie.

[@katjaanjuli]

I’m so sorry about the recurrence of the drainage! It must be so disappointing when you keep getting so close to being “done”. Its so encouraging to see you keep such a positive outlook overall & I really appreciate you being so open to share your setback as well as your success. Wishing you all the best from Western Canada ❤️

[@girlykmax]

Hi..my husband got this surgery at the same time as a permanent bag due to rectal cancer in feb. He had a drain line for months! Would not heal. It ended up being a cyst up in there. Did surgery and 1 more month of drain line then yay! He. Has finally healed. God bless.

[@LIrons-Gators]

I am struggling from this surgery as well and a wound that won't heal for 17 mos. I am curious how they finally found his issue (cyst)? Did they do an MRI or CT, etc. I am fairly sure I have something else going on that is getting int the way of my wound from healing. Thanks in advance ;)

[@kawannahardy2924]

I live in PA, and saw the beauty this morning. I was Not aware of the upcoming snowstorm though. So Thank you. You are So strong. I hope your recovery speeds up. A great Christmas present. Tfs

[@Monica-le9oi]

Hi neighbor! 610 ✌🏻

[@chaoticyank5772]

I also live in PA. It was very pretty. Not looking forward to the snow.

[@nataliegraham9552]

This wound healing process sounds like quite a rollercoaster of ups and downs - so hard to deal with the backsliding after getting your hopes up for real, permanent progress. But you know what you want and are doing what you need to do to get there - allow yourself grace to feel sad/frustrated when the bad days happen. Naps, fleece, and heating pads are great comforts. 😊 Thanks for showing what has helped with your wound care - I've heard of both but didn't know specifics on types of products so your discussion was very helpful. Your tank is awesome! Love that it's self-sustaining, and the first one I've seen 'in person' of that type. It'll be fun to see what other species you add to the tank. There are lots of cool less-agressive community fish vs the ones that tear each other up. The shrimp having a bi-weekly confab was pretty funny. All the best to you and Merry Christmas.🎇❄⛄🎄

[@yorkiemom4498]

Maggie I have had my rectum closed 3 yrs ago. Eat lots of protein and be patient and keep at it! It will eventually heal. It’s a tough spot to close. I still have itching down there even today and mine are closed

[@lisalove511]

Keep up the positive attitude honey! Many prayers and blessings going your way for healing and well deserved rest! Thank you for sharing your journey with us! 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻

[@justmydeals]

I love your honesty and your vocabulary. If somethings gross, you say it’s gross, no shame in that! You go girl!

[@maryshelton3730]

So very sorry my dear friend! I thought you were recovering! Just checking and wow! You poor sweetie pie! Love to Zac!

[@joannepower203]

Oh no. I’m so sorry to hear this, sweetie. You deserve a huge break. Lots of love and sending healing vibes

[@deborahphillips1271]

Oh sweet Maggie. I'm sorry you are going through this but God will give you the strength to get through. You are an inspiration.

[@brynnejewell1275]

Maggie dear, I'm sorry you're having such a difficult time with your wound. It's awful when something doesn't seem to be healing the way it's supposed to. Praying you see some improvement soon 🙏

[@eevee8861]

I really appreciate you sharing your frustrations. I'm healing from my end ileostomy great and everyone is happy with the incisions and the stoma and my output, but I still get frustrated that I can't yet do certain things. My head is really messed up from it all and seeing the surgeon for follow up set me back again and I've just been feeling rubbish about the whole thing the last few days. This video makes me feel less alone in this whole thing when everyone else is insistent on how well the physical is going. Thankyou.

[@annemariepratt4480]

You break my heart when you cry .I understand you wi ll get there soon .hugs and strength. 🥰

[@lwc3310]

Greetings from Lisa in France. Maggie, your level-headedness, pluck and aplomb never cease to amaze me, bon courage! Zak, the sheer amount of "greenery" in your aquarium is, in itself, impressive... 🌿 That was some drive through the dense fog... and not one other car on the road! 😯😉

[@stuff1784]

You look exactly the same with and without makeup - so natural, gorgeous, and glowing.

[@TherapeuticCreations]

You and your strength are amazing. Thank you so much for the brave videos. You rock! Sending good vibes and positivity from Ireland 🍀

[@heatherattwater2126]

I am so sorry Maggie. You have been through so much. We are also shutting down in our area of southern Ontario. Stay strong. Xx

[@karmacharmskittens]

Maggie dear, hang in there. Post surgical wounds can be infuriatingly difficult to heal. Sending you positive healing vibes and prayers for better health. I know you are a nurse but have you sought out a wound care specialist? They may be able to help you heal with a different approach. The silver sept and honey are body friendly. Sometimes fungus or yeasts can be present and I've seen miconazole powder used to help persistent wounds heal. Powder to absorb moisture. Just a thought. You are so active and sweet we want to see you well soon.

[@maryinsanfrancisco]

💯% unscientific suggestion: sopa de res (beef soup) made with love, lol! No, not to put on your wound! To eat while it snows outside. There's something about homemade soup that restores the body and soul. It doesn't have to be beef, it could be chicken, too, or it could be vegetarian. In fact, lots of veggies are key so a lovely minestrone with vegetables and beans would work. The other great healer is SLEEP. Our bodies do most of our healing as we sleep so sleep has to be one of our top priorities, if not THE top priority. I totally get your frustration, your doing all the right things to care for your wound. Please remember to also be patient with your body. I think I remember you mentioning in one of your videos that the wound can take a year to a year and a half to fully heal (is that true? Or did my brain make it up?!) That's a frustrating and disappointing amount of time but probably normal. Keep doing what you're doing, you're on the right track. P.S. Your house is so cute! And you and your husband are adorable.

[@peggylee6086]

Here in Nova Scotia we have pea soup fog fairly often. Not much fun to drive through. Wishing you healing,happiness and prosperity.

[@wilsonfamily1924]

Fellow PA girl here!!! I’m in Chester County(near Philly). Sending you lots of healing vibes and prayers! I can only imagine the frustration of what you are dealing with!

[@donnanoe6736]

I live in Louisville, KY. and wish that we would get some snow. We do get freezing fog every now and again. I am so sorry that you are not feeling well. I don't suffer from IBD but I do have IBS and diabetes. I really hope that you heal and start to feel better after all that you have been through. You are so brave young lady. Love and light to the both of you! 💝

[@gowanderlustwithme]

I’m so sorry that are going through all of this. My father had a wound that took forever to heal and it was so frustrating. I can only imagine how this must impact your intimacy with your partner and how frustrating that must be too. I’m sure you just want to move on.

[@Honkey-Donkey]

Love the fish tank update, keep 'em coming! It's beautiful.

[@dinakay330]

This will pass and you will look back and say I wish I could tell my past self to be happy and wait for it to be over, life is good be happy for the wonderful folks in your life , God bless you both🙏

[@MJ-yj2sg]

Sending you lots of love and praying for healing.

[@MrVladteples]

Have had two flap surgeries. Also most of the meds they are trying to use on you. The wound Vac is the worse.

[@isoleizy]

Those are Corydoras or Cory catfish not plecos. They are great little bottom feeders and come in bunch of colors. Hope you are healing... it sucks to have an open wound. The skin around my 4 month old stoma never healed properly and is always painful.

[@TiffanyM3]

In addition to the medihoney, have you tried drinking manuka honey tea (manuka + not-too-hot water)? It might help treat things from both ends. Sending healing thoughts!

[@karobythell4425]

Yes i have had sucess from using manuka honey on my wound ( im in NZ where our bees make it , but it is obtainable in the US ) having the honey in tea is really helpful like the suggestion above . Dear Maggie , you need to rest more , is vlogmas uploading your videos exhausting you too much . Dont worry we will all wait for you to take a rest for a bit , and dear girl , you are so much of an inspiration to so many , please take it a bit easier . And Zak you are so loving . Big ( gentle) hug

[@wilmagregory8967]

This honey is a gift from God. I had to borrow money to get this honey and it was well worth it. Helped me heal from a second umbilical hernia that was still tube draining after one year. After 17 surgery's i won't be doing it again unless it's an emergency. May God bless you and Zack and heal you so you can be all you can be. Much love, peace and respect. Blessings 🕊

[@peachxtaehyung]

Wait... You can put that honey into tea??

[@janetrinehart2237]

I feel for you. My barbie butt got absessed around my tail bone and I had to have it redone and my tail bone removed. That the it took 2 yrs to fully heal. It was horrible.

[@amandabird299]

You're such a deep hearted and strong souled person, I'm sending love and giant hugs. 💙 You will make it through this, it's a day at a time, you've got this girl! ✨💪🦸🌄🦄

[@marg9017]

Hope you heal without further surgery. Sending love. You are an amazingly strong young lady such a inspiration 💕

[@maryreynolds5310]

I ended up with using a wound vac. twice actually. I used it for 6 months..Then ended up with a real bad tunnel I think they called it, had another obstruction, and a very bad infection. I remember one of the antibiotics being Vancomycin..can’t remember the other, I just remember they had to make sure nobody was allowed in the room and they wore yellow everything it seemed. All I know is the meds kicked my infections to the curb! Lol I just hate that you have been dealing with this for so long to!! I do though have great respect and admiration for you Maggie...you are one of the strongest people I know! And oh what a fighter you have been through it all! See you next video:)

[@ericam6144]

Chlorophyll could be very helpful to you! It comes in capsules, powder and liquid. I started using liquid chlorophyll for a spontaneous skin irritation that WOULD NOT go away. It cleared up after using the chlorophyll daily for a couple of week. I still use it daily, it's so great. I'm sorry that you've been dealing with this for so long, it must be so tiresome. You make it all look so easy, I hope you start feeling better soon! ❤

[@axeliron165]

I am so sorry for all what you are going through. Wish you all the best and that all the wounds will heal completely soon. Sending good thoughts and love from Germany.

[@WildMeeca666]

I’m sorry you are going through this. It’s not the same as your experience, but I had a fistula with an open wound on my stomach for a year I needed a nurse to clean and pack and measure every two days that wouldn’t heal and close up with biologics and meds. Until I finally decided to surgically have it removed. I still have PTSD from that experience and had depression during it so I know it’s a very difficult time to get through. I hope they can find a way for you to get better.

[@leapatterson2014]

Happy Vlogmass Day 12. I really enjoy your sharing a little part of your life. Though we have never met you make it easy to feel as though we are friends or family. I pray your wounds start healing and cooperating; maybe this will be your Christmas miracle. God bless to you both and stay safe and warm. Lea

[@fionac7432]

Oh Maggie, l feel for you so much, your frustration was so much at the start of the video l felt frustrated for you and feel sad that this wound is trying your patience so much. You are such a warrior with your IBD and so incredibly inspirational in so many ways. My IBS pales in to insignificance when l watch you go through all your trials. You and Zac are an amazing couple, So positive, supportive, patient and understanding of each other. Sending Christmas Greetings all the way from Melbourne, Australia. xoxoxoxoxox

[@feliciabourque]

I love it when people give a sneak preview of the videos they are working on. Hope Your wound gets better soon Maggie. I can relate to your wound situation I am always breaking down with a wound in the same spot.

[@mariebarnes416]

I'm so sorry that you aren't feeling well Maggie. I pray that it will heal completely and stop giving you problems.

[@sherriarmstrong2745]

Healing sent your way. Such a challenging path you have. So glad you share even though I can see how difficult it is. The best for the upcoming holiday season. The first as wife and husband!

[@joycependleton589]

Please check into a bidet that attaches to your stool. Every time you go to the bathroom the wound gets cleaned. The stool rim is warm to sit on, once the wound is cleaned there is a dryer setting (optional) of which I opted for, that dries the wound. The key here is that, every time you go to the bathroom, the wound gets cleaned and dried. I wore a pad all the time for the drainage. I went through abscesses, etc.. My daughter purchases the bidet system and her husband installed it for me. I suffered with wound drainage for a couple of years if not longer. I did Sits baths and would wash the wound with the shower nozzle every time I showered and still dealt with the drainage. Once the bidet was installed on my stool, within a few “months ” the wound had healed. I thought yay, no more pads! Since now I deal with urinary incontinence, I still wear pads. But it is no big deal as I am no longer dealing with the wound drainage. Bless your heart. I can relate with what you are going through. I am 71 and have been living with Crohns since my early 20’s. I have a colostomy which was created almost 30 years ago of which I am so thankful for. I had the same surgery you did only I still have a little over a foot of colon. I to have had the anus and rectum removed. All of this has improved the quality of life for me. Best of luck to you and Congratulations to you an Zac!💞😆

[@lynnretzlaff2656]

I'm sorry your healing is weighing heavily on you. I'm glad you will be resting and practicing self-care. May 2021 bring you complete healing and joy.

[@jeanettelavoieart7702]

I remember doing a self sustaining enviornment for freshman year science and I think some of our shrimp survived but only because we put a moss ball in ours and then I had a friend and for her enviornment the smails had babies.

[@susanthompson569]

I hope you're feeling better soon and you will continue to heal... Wishing you and Zak Joy and Peace ....

[@onlyvistarick3607]

Oh I am so sorry you are still hurting so. I will pray for you.

[@jbender1024]

stay strong, prayers for you!! you are helping so many!!! be proud of yourself

[@darlagreene2805]

Hubby is Right, Girl you are Gorgeous without Makeup.

[@loops19]

totally beautiful

[@LIrons-Gators]

Just found your Vlog! My proctectomy surgery was Sept 2019 and I am still dealing with a wound as well! I too have sinuses on the outside and for the life of me this one section will not stay closed. I thought it was closed recently and bam.... open again. I am not sure what to do at this point. I am still sitting on my hips (17mos and counting) and cannot drive without pure pain! p.s. not sure what dressing you are currently using but Hydrofera Blue Ready Transfer has saved my life! It has quickly closed all except for this area.

[@jennifermedero5521]

So sorry...Please just stay safe and know you can vent to us whenever you need 🥰

[@Angelika5378]

germany is closing starting Wednesday. no more shopping only he necessary grocery stores will be open (and i think essentials like pharmacies and stuff)

[@ganeshaganessha508]

Maggie, use natural honey. You can fill the wounds with honey mixed with povidone iodine, 2/3-1/3 twice daily using a syringe (no needle, of course!) . It really works in difficult wounds (am a physician). Hope it helps.

[@pinkmonkeybird2644]

It’s a very long, very frustrating, and oftentimes very lonely road with this kind of wound, and it can really mess with your head. Just try to keep it all in perspective - that’s how I cope, at least. You aren’t in constant pain, you aren’t likely to get worse any time soon, you have access to excellent health care, you aren’t worried about where your next meal is coming from, nor are you about to be homeless, alone, or jobless. It’s important to allow ourselves a bit of time to feel upset, angry, or depressed, but then we have to put all those feelings back into a box and continue our lives. I’ve had multiple flap surgeries, osteomyelitis multiple times, multiple rounds of IV antibiotics that gave me some scary side effects such as Parkinson’s-like tremors that were neurotoxicity from ceftriaxone and kidney damage from vancomycin, and I even ended up with a colostomy because of tissue damage from sepsis. I’m still not done. I have spinal rods, plates, and pedicle screws from C7-L5, and the rods broke and came through my skin, causing the domino effect of infection, tissue damage, and incomplete wound healing. It’s been more than two years, and I’m not done yet. I still have exposed vertebral and grafted bone, and no matter what I do, what kind of dressing I use, or how carefully I position myself, I cannot get the last cm to heal. It’s very frustrating, but like you, I’m not interested in my surgery at the moment. I’ll wait until the Covid vaccine is in widespread use in the community, and I’ll enjoy staying away from doctors and hospitals a little while longer. My only advice is pretty much the same as everyone else who has had stubborn wounds will give you: eat as much protein you can, ease up on the sugar and carbs, faithfully change your dressings, get adequate sleep, and keep your mind occupied and positive. Easy to say, but it can be very hard to do long term.

[@rebeccalunsford9372]

So sorry Maggie get better soon. Praying you get better soon. Don't blame you for not wanting to do surgery again.

[@annabanana9863]

I use to live in fog like that on a daily basis 😅 some days the bus was canceled cause it was so thick. I remember walking to the bus stop and just getting soaked from the fog lol. Some days we wouldn't even get any sun shine, you would drive about 30min out and it would be night blue skies but home was still just fog 😂 Hope you start to feel better and heal up. Good luck!

[@jeanettcanham9059]

You were correct it is freezing fog. I hope it's healing from the inside out. Manuka honey is fantastic and silver/hydrocolloid silver are amazing. Keep your chin up you are 1 amazing lady.

[@RaineZahra]

Stay positive. Your strength is truly inspirational.

[@barbaraadelman2391]

You are a remarkable young woman....I do hope you feel better and heal soon.

[@louisegoodban3721]

Oh lady bless you. Your such a sweet amazing lady and despite this frustration you will get through this. But my goodness my heart hurts for you. Keep going, Zak is right you are beautiful.

[@fangirl1701]

Sending you Scottish hugs and hoping your health improves. You're a very brave young lady.

[@shaunak6819]

hi! my grandmother had her sigmoid colon removed. One thing she’s told me. She seen a dr years ago. He told her to use wheat germ oil and rub on her scar . She bought the capsules they stay fresher longer. She said she could tell it healed. She had been living with that wound not fully healed internally for years and this helped. God bless you sweet girl.

[@haleyherbig1540]

Life of ibd, you think you are finally getting better but then body decides no 😂. I've found myself breaking down over similar situations lol

[@michellehinson3660]

So sorry you are having so much trouble with your wound healing. I hope you can get it totally under control very soon! I am from NC and my husband is driving up to PA to work tomorrow afternoon. He is planning on staying for a week and coming home. If you could just keep that weather away, that would be great! LOL I hope you guys stay safe and warm during this winter weather!

[@valdamarielegault1907]

My prayers for healing sweet soul! I've had some little friends banded unsuccessfully and the pain is beyond description! XO

[@michaelcollinson9262]

Yes it is freezing fog. Very common in the uk.

[@karbear26]

I’m so sorry that must be so frustrating!! You think it’s healing and then set back! Hope it get back on track healing! You don’t need makeup you look beautiful without it!

[@kaitlingately3785]

I’m in Massachusetts and the fog has been intense here too - sending you healing thoughts and prayers

[@aliceschram1043]

You r beautiful, don’t worry about makeup right now. I don’t blame you not wanting another surgery. Make sure you are getting your protein intake and give it time you will heal , prayers for you and get plenty of rest.

[@Joyce-dd3fm]

So sorry you go through so much! Feel better soon. Zak loves you very much.

[@alexandralukas5406]

Praying for your recovery! Hope you have a Merry Christmas!

[@karenprince2164]

Bless your heart. I pray you stay on the healing path. Have a wonderful holiday.

[@jennie4m999]

Hang in there Maggie sending you peace and love!

[@mikeyg6631]

Stay strong my friend ❤ been following you since early in the year.

[@sandrabrown7466]

So sorry things aren’t going too well. It’s very depressing for you, but knowing how you usually cope you’ll bounce back. Xxx❤️

[@wallytheman]

Have you considered a wound vac? Not sure if it will help. Could be worth a try.

[@paulpalma1685]

Sorry for your healing issues. Sending love and prayers to you.

[@traceyflater]

So sorry. Sending you love and healing.

[@danithefiend6167]

I hope you start feeling BETTER! Sending you love and healing. 💖

[@teachitash]

Off topic, but you remind me so much of Anna Kendrick So sorry to hear this. Sending you so many prayers for comfort and healing. You're so strong and I'm so proud of you.

[@robertamahoney6436]

Zak is so right u are beautiful without makeup ur an inspiration to all of us hope u get better soon godbless xx