I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING| CANCER VLOG

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[@joannoriol6444]

Her videos are of amazing quality, music spot on, and the scenery awesome and add to that her excellent dialogue and wonderful personality, this girl was very special in so many ways.

[@lauramau2530]

Joann Oriol she was a very talented “film maker. “ no doubt, and loads of personality and screen presence as well.

[@aplainjaneproduction8285]

Seeing Emily and Aisha happy just absolutely makes me day. A lot of great life lessons from this young woman - be grateful for and enjoy what you have, take pleasure in everything (even food shopping!). Aisha, if you see this, you and Em continue to inspire three years later and will continue to do so for years to come.

[@elastronaute1198]

Hard to believe shes now gone. What an inspiration.

[@lambulance]

We loved you so much Emily.

[@villebooks]

Yessssss!

[@kimberkiefer6886]

awww Emily...your journey makes me so emotional in many ways...happy sad, fear, bravery...you handled your journey in such a special unique way and makes me want to live better....to the fullest....stress less, ...complain less...I am binge watching the vlogs...so entertaining and inspiring despite the crappy cancer.... RIP....so sad that people like Emily aren't here in this world...longer....

[@meljones1746]

Health is something most people take for granted. Having stage 4 cancer makes us appreciate each and every day ! Glad the dab / tram is working. 😊

[@moojoo38]

Love your attitude Emily. You are showing that it's.possible to really LIVE with cancer. Your positivity shines through x

[@anniepuckett8947]

Emily- you are sooooo AMAZING! Your footage of Aisha on this particular vlog was outstanding. You showed such beautiful angles of her face and captured so many subtle changes in her expressions and emotions- it was truly like looking at her through your love-struck eyes. Aisha- I loved what you said about not understanding why people feel sorry for you when you feel that Emily’s circumstances have actually resulted in getting you to live life more fully instead of spending hours cleaning or sitting in front of the tv. I really do get that. I am so grateful that you are sharing these deeply personal glimpses into how you are both CHOOSING to handle Emily’s cancer prognosis. It has given me my own wake up call. None of us knows how much time we have with our loved ones and I am now CHOOSING to live and love as purposefully, urgently and passionately as I sense you two are now. What a beautiful and authentic example you are setting for the rest of us THANK YOU! By the way Emily, how many subscribers do you have now? It still only shows 1K.

[@ourcorrectopinions6824]

My favourite comment from all of Em's vlogs. Perfect.

[@alimoore589]

Happy birthday Emily. We miss you xx

[@juliesilva5894]

Emily and Aisha love you both and I’ll continue praying for all the family this gal going to be missed luv ya Emily I know you can see and hear all your family and your family subscribers talking to you ,you have a spot in everyone’s heart girl

[@greenweek9327]

“Double yellers” 🤩. Even though you’ve gone you are such a strength and a friend. God bless sweet heart ❤️

[@dizzydaydream9647]

I can’t always watch your vlogs the day you upload them because I’m a nurse and work nights but I love it when I get an alert saying you have uploaded a new one....feel like we are all part of a big family even though we live at opposite sides of the country. Thank you for being so open and honest about all aspects of your life.....total respect and love for you. (I’m writing this on Thursday 15th and hope all was ok at the hospital today 🤞xx

[@Sub-515]

This is a lovely video, you are/were a special girl Emily. So many beautiful videos for Aisha. 💜💛💚

[@elynrebels4535]

“Love’s important. Peace, man.” I never fail to smile or laugh at some moment in your videos. You are endearing beyond words. Your statement is a powerful testament to your tenaciousness and love you have from Aisha and other family and friends in your life. ❤️❤️❤️

[@joannoriol6444]

This woman amazes me, truly. Rip Em. 👏🏼

[@annettegenovesi4012]

Amazing amazing Emily. What a gift you left the world. Also from your videos I have decided that London is far more exciting than New York City. It's actually more like Boston with all the cute little surprise places around every corner, and everywhere it seems there is life, and heart and soul. I want to move there! But too old now.

[@Rufus2000]

This vlog has helped me so much. After watching a lot of the other vlogs, I have been feeling gutted about what happened to Emily, and how hard it must have been for all her loved ones. To know she accepted it, and wouldn't have changed a thing, is so amazing. She was such a wise and beautiful soul.

[@GracieLions]

Blessed are those who fully realise their soul contract so young. Peace. Xxxx

[@sunnydae8521]

Just when I think you can't impress me more, you do💖

[@sarahdore7884]

Ever since I binge watched your first videos all at once I’ve been wanting more frequent videos, I just love you two. You both are so sweet to each other, it warms my heart.

[@Meemagolding]

Happy Valentine’s Day to one of the greatest couples out there 💜💜‼️ I love that you take us all around LONDON ‼️ SO BEAUTIFUL. Loved the workout ladies 💪🏻❤️‼️

[@gwynethgrove772]

To think about wishing others that they have a love like yours when you have so much to deal with is nothing short of amazing. Good luck tomorrow. Your zest for life is humbling.💖

[@ellamarson3882]

Missing you gorgeous what I wouldn’t do to see you again ....thinking of you Aisha my love xxxxx💖💖🌈👟👟👟👟👟👟

[@yolandajonker103]

I love this girl! What a true inspiration she is. We miss you Em.💕

[@beckyisden330]

Absolutely addicted to your vlogs Emily I get a cup of tea ready and waiting in the evening now 😂 love it never stop girl! 🤘

[@laurenbanks7530]

You love making them and I love watching them! You’re charming and an incredible force to be reckoned with. Happy love day xxx

[@paulamarieart]

Thank you Aisha. What u said about spending time cleaning in the past was my wake up call to stop doing just that and start doing fun things

[@ourcorrectopinions6824]

Every word of this was beautiful. Stunning.

[@Jenniferjt]

I miss you Em!

[@gregcaira7696]

Love the vlog Emily! Superb camerwork, editing and soundtrack!...very talented!....good stuff!

[@nickywillans4465]

Your positivity is very inspiring, and to feel like you wouldn't change anything wow it puts life in perspective for the rest if us so thank you. I generally watch these vids in the morning with my 9 month old on my lap and today he sat waving at You!! Also how does Aisha look that good straight after gym!!! X

[@wendyhawkins1838]

I totally get what your saying your happy living life with love and kindness all around you,some people live dreadfully tortured lives through domestic violence mental and physical damage from making the wrong choices in life drugs drink etc then haunted by them and never find true happiness and love even if they live a really long life,they are mentality damaged with if only, and so lonely scared, which is not a life ,you'r both amazing well done , if that makes sense. Xxx

[@lloydallen2224]

I'd like to ask you a question please. Did your doctor's tell you why the Primbrolizumab stopped working for you? I watch your vlogs with great interest! I'm currently in a clinical trial S1404 to see if Primbrolizumab/ Keytruda will prevent this horrible disease from coming back, so to hear that your cancer has returned is quite troubling . Thank you for posting these vlogs! When I was first diagnosed with stage 3c melanoma I scowered the internet looking for information. I found your vlogs and all the true information they contain. You are a Ray of sunshine! I love your positive energy and wait eagerly for your next post. I wish nothing but the best for you and Aisha

[@rochellenicoletta7353]

We miss you so much! I hope you are working out in Heaven! xxxx

[@jessej.m.e8430]

Looking good in the gym both of you 💪 The fact you don't want to change anything means your so happy & content with your life... That's awesome 👌 It's fucking horrible that you have Cancer BUT its so great that your life is happy and great ❤ Love Ya Guys xx xx xx

[@dn351]

Always great to see you smashing life!

[@samgordon3450]

Actually want you to go big brother stylee and just film 24/7. I love your vlogs, so interesting and you are just magnetic. Big hugs and loves this Valentine's. Good luck at hospital tomorrow xx

[@Dolphinsz]

When i wake up in the morning and think.. I’m gold i dont wanna go to the gym. Or i feel a bit sick.. this girl was working out with 6 brain tumors while on cancer treatment... amazing. Miss you 😘

[@oliviaLOVEShenry]

So proud of you Em! Keep doing what you do; spreading the love ❤️

[@spanner26101]

Mate....loving your section regarding sexuality....wish more people felt like us! Love is love!!! Yet another amazing video 😘

[@julielynn86]

lol Yes it is....Love....very important. Adorable ending. I adore the lack of pretense in you and that's the number one thing that keeps me coming back to see your videos. You're completely unaffected and that's so refreshing. Praying for you still and eager to hear what the deal is with your leg. Hugs. :)

[@girly3848]

Love ❤️ ya vids hun love watching them u and aisha is amazing u are a inspiration to everyone who is going through the same thing. U show people cancer is a horrible thing but u r here years later ur a fighter and always will be. U are showing people never give up hope xxxx

[@lillsjul]

Emily, you literally keep me going. Love to both of you.

[@joannoriol6444]

Amazing attitude❤️

[@mscavsfan]

I have a TON of youtube subscriptions, and seeing one from you makes me the happiest of all of them!

[@suzyq4982]

Miss you lovely 😢 this world is a sadder place without you xx

[@emilybarrett464]

Good luck at the hospital about your leg x 💪🏻

[@binflynn1]

Iam so glad I found this channel , I too am going through the cancer thing and am in the same boat , but I love going to my work each day and hope you get to work too , believe me it helps so much , good luck to both of you , and keep the faith . 😀

[@jeansmith3367]

Beautiful couple - Aisha is so right about taking life for granted. Emily was an amazing woman x

[@jadabeisner189]

You are amazing! I LOVE your vlogs! You are so positive and have such a great attitude!

[@sjuno7156]

You are amazing. Really a bloody good inspiration.

[@Simply_Sadie]

7:13 double decker bus! I was told the were phased out years ago!

[@jessej.m.e8430]

P.S... I came out when I was 14 & same with being a 'TomBoy' my Mum kinda knew 😅 My Dad was weird about it though 😟 xx

[@heenambreen]

I wish for your good health....u both look good together...

[@clairecarey8004]

Vlog flows so well ☝️ really nice to see you both enjoying the gym and you doing one of the things you do best. A great coach you are it's clear to see. Hope you have a lovely time on Friday 🤗 and good luck for tomorrow. Just my opinion but people will learn so much from you both. Others sadly will never experience the liberating take on life that some of us experience. Enjoy every minute 😘none of us know what's round the corner. We are all in the same boat at the end of the day xx

[@celiaannconneely3745]

Aisha you are so right we do not appreciate how lucky we are

[@yvettesavo18]

You ladies are an inspiration!

[@marikatiernan1856]

You are omazing. So inspiring and positive. You are destined for greatness.

[@julieann5381]

I love you so much Emily! Xx

[@BB-ny3eu]

Missing you em xx

[@kerryhorrocks4453]

Love watching you vlogs Emily

[@phylwilson2308]

Happy valentines. Hope yous both had a great chilled out day together. Good luck at the hospital tomorrow. Glad you love making these vlogs because we love watching your positivity and inner strength. 💪

[@stephaniejohns5435]

You will do it!!! ❤️❤️

[@rachelyt7427]

Such a strong and brave woman you were miss Emily!, im soo glad you found Aisha, hope your resting peacefully 😢, love to your family and Aisha agn always, Rach from Australia x 17-06-19

[@nicolestephenson4979]

I've never been to London, and as an Aussie girl the places you go are making me want to! LolAny recommendations??? XxLove always

[@gilliansgoggleaccount7657]

Loving that your loving doing the vlogs ❤

[@hayleyallen8157]

Hope u get on OK tomorrow keep fighting and strong I hope u get threw u deserve better than the horrible cancer uve had shit for u bless u I'm glad u got good love ones in your family looking after u you sure need it what you are going threw keep positive and I'm thinking of u I love watching u when I get Home from work xx

[@evapapp8888]

She was so amazing!!!!

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY !!

[@peggydeffley2194]

How I love her occasional corny American accent! Much love to them from NJ.

[@ellalily123]

Ahh Em you beautiful girl ❤ you are so missed 💔 xx

[@milanomaticbydjcat5951]

I love you so much Emily. You are/were great! Xxx

[@mikkihester]

Totally enjoyed this one. Can see the lump. Praying it's nothing serious. Happy V-Day to you and yours. I didn't come out till I was 30 yrs old. I'm the only girl of 5, and the youngest. I was terrified. But one of my brother's is gay. So he helped soften the blow.

[@tanikafuller3955]

Love Emily and Aisha so much!!!

[@kiwipics]

Emily ... you're a champ.

[@beelarehman5992]

Yep you’re living your purpose. Me personally I don’t feel sorry for you. You have so much love in your lives. What else is there? Xx

[@sev1501]

So strong was she.....powerfull....I have longcancer

[@michelleferguson5665]

Happy Valentine's Day to the both of you

[@Lottiloveslife]

You two are adorable, happy valentines to you both 😘😘

[@catherineokeeffe4217]

Dear Emily, Sorry you are in pain, hope you feel better. Do you ever get to see your mom, dad and sisters and brothers? In must be very difficult for you mom and dad to see you in pain. Kate

[@marybeazley7741]

Hi Emily would like to wish you and Aisha a very happy Valentines Day, you make a lovely couple...you are in my thoughts.....love xxxxx.......Mary ......Canada.....P.S im loving you vlogs doll

[@leelak9763]

Happy Valentine’s Day to you ladies xoxox

[@susanlovett]

Love it!

[@ElaineSharon358]

Love, love, love.💕

[@ValerieTatlor]

Emily miss watching your vlogs rip

[@alexandrasarno6394]

sweet angel why did you have to go?! 😥

[@geraldinemaigne8463]

Happy Valentine's to you and Aisha. 😙😙😙

[@Cougar1212]

Amazing girl. Amazing girls.

[@juliaputman]

Em, Happy V to you and Aisha. Question: is the cyst at your original tumour site? I'll be interested to know. Also, when you had the Lymph nodes at groin removed, did you you suffer much swelling? Lymphedema? Anyway, y'all are splendid, your Vlog is splendid and THANKS for keeping me/all of us so positive!!

[@sarag2809]

Happy 😊 Valentine's Day🍷🌹

[@karencurtis2697]

Hi guys great to see you both out and about making the most of A,s time of work. Loved whilst feeling sick A ,said ,why do people pay you to do this to them loll lol . Happy everyday to you both ☺️ take care x

[@colliesworld6380]

What did you get for your beautiful girl for V day? EM you should spoil her rotten. I'm so glad you had a great day and I love how you answer people's questions in the vlog. I love the frequent vlogs also and never miss one ever!!!!!! Oh one last thing when you are describing medicine can you please slow the hell down LOL. You say it so darn fast no one can understand what it is lol. Love ya both xo

[@BB-ny3eu]

Could aiesha tell us her coming out story ? Xx

[@Nthompson50000]

Superb video as always

[@donthaveachannelbcofwork4697]

HEY, FELLOW SUBSCRIBERS! Want to help get Emily's channel sponsored? We need to get her up to 3k subscribers (5k preferred by most businesses). So, share, talk to those you know, write another famous youtuber, and ask them to promote her channel - just do it! Also, Quest Nutrition has a "Featured Blog" that Emily would be great for. (They also have a youtube channel.) If you would like Quest to interview her, go to questnutrition.com, click on "Contact Us" at the bottom of the page, and then click on "Product Feedback or Questions". Fill out the form and in the comments area, tell them how Emily has inspired you and how much she loves Quest bars. If you don't feel comfortable filling out the form, you can also live chat with Mary or Kelly at questnutrition.com (during Pacific Standard Time, USA business hours). Let's pass on some serious Emily (and Aisha) positivity!!!

[@ishtar8725]

💗

[@baggs1111]

Brilliant video. What is Aisha's job in her school?

[@melissarodriguez1122]

r.i.p.

[@jimmyjohnstone7258]

Get yourself a blue badge so you can park more easily in town.

[@dmm6341]

Not me, I wanted her to give Aisha 44years. But then again, will this weaponry of mass destruction give any of us 44 yrs?