CANCER RUINED OUR WEEKEND

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Emily Hayward

Emily Hayward

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@hippymama100
@hippymama100 6 жыл бұрын
Aisha is SO kind, and supportive. It's lovely to see.
@wilk4093
@wilk4093 6 жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same watching this, Aisha is such a special person. They're so lucky to have found each other 😊
@teachermichelle9632
@teachermichelle9632 6 жыл бұрын
Isn't she just an earth angel. She is so thoughtful and caring. Her and Emily tag-team being strong. They are so amazing.
@Burgundysky
@Burgundysky 6 жыл бұрын
Aisha is amazing! Emily thinking of you honey your awesome!! I always pray for you
@pba1219a
@pba1219a 6 жыл бұрын
Courtney Brown, boy do I agree with this. Aisha is such a dear sweet gentle person.
@freqeist
@freqeist 2 жыл бұрын
and now she has their baby
@beeffectiveproductions8193
@beeffectiveproductions8193 2 жыл бұрын
To have a wife like that… man she is a blessing
@sallyphillips9175
@sallyphillips9175 2 жыл бұрын
"It's like I'm eating my pillow!" Makes me crack up every time! Em had the best sense of humor. I sooo wish she was still here making vlogs.
@kirstyj4856
@kirstyj4856 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you Aisha, on behalf of all of Emily's subscribers, for giving her that hug xx
@rachelyt7427
@rachelyt7427 5 жыл бұрын
Yes I agree, thankyou Aisha !!!😢x
@daffodil614
@daffodil614 6 жыл бұрын
ANYONE who has been through what you go through would be shattered, broken and feel defeated at times - personally, I think you're a superhuman for the strength you've got to life the life you and your Mrs do! 😀 Loads of love, I hope you feel lots better soon. 😘😘
@missdaisy5736
@missdaisy5736 6 жыл бұрын
Not Me ...Emily is brilliant for certain! All the change up in meds is very tough! Plus the medical protocol for cancer(s) are typically surgery, RT,and Oncology Chemotherapy treatment. Worldwide, expert teams, whatever, it is the protocol for cancer treatments. The scientific community needs more and better backing for further research in treating cancer. And eliminating all the toxins environmentally to help avoid getting cancer in the first place.,
@patriciafoster3347
@patriciafoster3347 3 жыл бұрын
So sweet!
@juliemckinney339
@juliemckinney339 6 жыл бұрын
It's so hard to imagine in this video you only had a little over a month to live! You were always so lovely and lively. You lived, and you lived well. You did more in your short life than so many will ever do or experience their whole life! I'm so happy I got to know of you and watch your updates and followed your journey! Honey thank you so much for all you did for us viewers!! You truly will never be forgotten!! R.I.P. sweetness. So happy you got to go your way on your terms. I.e. I remember you always saying you didn't want to lose your speech or bodily functions etc. And you did not!! You faced cancer and kicked it's ASS!!
@lunis471
@lunis471 5 жыл бұрын
Its interesting you said that becauae in this vid i wondered how long it was before she passed because I noticed her speech was a wee bit slow at rhe beginnings. I revisit these vids i recalled this one from before.I think she struggled that weekend and knew in her heart she was poorly. We all know out own bodies and know when all is not good! Bless her heart she was a trooper what a woman, both of them. Your missed Emily your a shining star! Xx
@Isabel-wx3mo
@Isabel-wx3mo 6 жыл бұрын
i swear these videos are an example of how to be a better person- we can learn from them. thank you for making these - i am happy that i am in a world with people like you two in it!
@mosaicgirl4002
@mosaicgirl4002 6 жыл бұрын
Isabel Yep! Well put!
@gloriamaryhaywood2217
@gloriamaryhaywood2217 6 жыл бұрын
Completely Agree!....I just found Emily's channel today. SO SAD to learn that this courageous, beauuutiful soul has passed away. Seems almost impossible,.. as she was so vibrant and young with her whole life before her. What a tremendous loss.
@lunis471
@lunis471 5 жыл бұрын
@@gloriamaryhaywood2217 I followed both of them for approximately a year I used to so looked forward to her uploads. I miss her veey much She so inspired me. What a wonderful couple of people they are ❤Miss you Emily ❤
@lynjones9339
@lynjones9339 5 жыл бұрын
Emily made me feel guilty what a girl lifes to short xx
@davinashaffer8916
@davinashaffer8916 6 жыл бұрын
No matter what Aisha always finds positive,, u got a good girl by ur side.. Stay positive..
@dfcvda
@dfcvda 2 жыл бұрын
when I feel down I always come to Emily.
@rochellenicoletta7353
@rochellenicoletta7353 6 жыл бұрын
Now that I look back at this weekend she had,and feeling sick.....she was dying, she had a month to live. Poor poor girl. 😢
@carolebuckle7977
@carolebuckle7977 6 жыл бұрын
Emily don’t beat up on yourself sweetie, what the doctors predicted, look you are here & did it, it was a down day take it as that , keep going Hun xxx
@samanthatalmadgect3459
@samanthatalmadgect3459 6 жыл бұрын
Sarah Harris you suck
@Catherina1985
@Catherina1985 6 жыл бұрын
Emily, I’m so f#ck%ng proud of you! Maybe it was a little too much for you, and that’s it. I understand how you feel, but you are doing such a great job! Love you both ❤️❤️ love from Rotterdam, the Netherlands
@bakedpatticakes9932
@bakedpatticakes9932 6 жыл бұрын
It is heartbreaking that someone with Emily's lifeforce is gone. RIP
@ticklethypickle6368
@ticklethypickle6368 5 жыл бұрын
Baked Patticakes And she was a huge force. What a loss. People like her make the world thrive.
@lynjones9339
@lynjones9339 5 жыл бұрын
Worlds loss a great girl a wonderful wife xx
@dfcvda
@dfcvda 2 жыл бұрын
i think somehow she is in me? My accident i came to her and she helped she is still part of my life.
@debvw9740
@debvw9740 6 жыл бұрын
"Onward and Hayward!" Love Aisha's positive nature.
@liberty5069
@liberty5069 4 жыл бұрын
I'm a person in my 60's and it is tough to watch a young person so strong and full of life having to deal with something so tragic as terminal cancer. Not fair. RIP
@jessicafilip
@jessicafilip 6 жыл бұрын
You ladies are absolute relationship goals. The love, support and empathy you feel for each other is almost palpable.
@julespowell4896
@julespowell4896 8 ай бұрын
Popped back and nearly 6 years down the line it is still so upsetting that she's not here. I hope she is looking down knowing how much we all loved her. she was such a little warrior right to the end. I have nothing but admiration and massive respect that she fought and fought to the end. She would have had millions of followers, her vlogs were so inspiring and funny she always made me laugh. We love you Em. x
@Ardy1970
@Ardy1970 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing the very personal moment at the end. You are brave to show another emotional and realistic side to such a cruel disease. And Aisha, my god, you are a lovely gem. You are the blessing Emily needs.
@natashacowham7909
@natashacowham7909 6 жыл бұрын
My thoughts exactly Rdy R, sometimes its good to show your emotional side, nobody can be as strong as you for as long as you Emily, you've got this love but don't feel you have to be brave cos I don't mind telling you if it was me I think I would just crumble in a heap. We all have bad days and yours must be multiplied massively, we care enough to comfort you on those days so let us, Aisha is just an angel sent to help you in all of this, I have never know anyone like her, she's wonderful and so are you. BIG HUGS take care xx
@5555-b7w
@5555-b7w 6 жыл бұрын
Emily, you don't realize this, but you do MORE than most well people in general! Don't be hard on yourself and hang tough..You are AWESOME!:)- Sorry you weren't feeling as well as you liked but my God, you are strong! Celebrate your strength and tenacity..
@BackontheBayou
@BackontheBayou 6 жыл бұрын
555 555 Thats so true! Every video she makes, makes me feel super lazy. I don't think she realizes her own power.
@throughtheeyesofachild61_45
@throughtheeyesofachild61_45 6 жыл бұрын
555 555 I agree👍🏻💪👏🏼💜Emily don't expect too much of yourself, you don't need to feel guilty for resting and doing nothing, which I know you find hard to do. Aisha you are a diamond with a huge heart, you are an amazing wife; Emily'sArmy is always right beside you Emily 24/7 my beautiful beautiful little warrior . Rest if you must! Please get checked out won't you darling😍🙋🏻🙏🏻👍🏻❤️loads of love and prayers from Jen in Yorkshire uk 🇬🇧xxxxx
@sarahmilner8483
@sarahmilner8483 3 жыл бұрын
She did more than I've ever done at 41! She fit so much in. She was and always will be an incredible human being
@kathleenclark815
@kathleenclark815 6 жыл бұрын
Love you Ems! ❤❤ Btw.. Your wife is everything a spouse should be 💙
@lindamastropietro4429
@lindamastropietro4429 6 ай бұрын
She never slowed down until she passed and always was laughing.
@samanthatalmadgect3459
@samanthatalmadgect3459 6 жыл бұрын
Watching you here in Connecticut. My three year old saw you get upset on this video and wanted to hug the iPad to make Emily feel better. We are rooting for you. Sending so much love.
@mosaicgirl4002
@mosaicgirl4002 6 жыл бұрын
Samantha Noodles in my boots Talmadge thats very sweet! ❤️to you both from Australia!
@kristak1102
@kristak1102 6 жыл бұрын
Most people going thru this wouldn’t have even attempted to go on your weekend. You are truly amazing. 😘😘😘
@kimmiekins
@kimmiekins 6 жыл бұрын
Em seeing you break down makes me so sad you’ve stayed so strong just remember you’re amazing and you’re doing so great ♥️♥️
@sonnyplays1811
@sonnyplays1811 6 жыл бұрын
Emily you are a FIGHTER girl!! Aisha is so right in what she said. The doctors told you, you would be gone by now but LOOK AT YOU! travelling half way up the country to go to a weekend long event would make anyone feel tired and drained. I'm healthy and you seem to have more energy than me most days. Don't lose sight of your strength! you've got Aisha there to lift you up and remind you. What a beautiful person she is. Take care of yourself and I hope you get to catch up on some rest so you can feel right as rain. Lots of love to you both xxxx
@merson812
@merson812 6 жыл бұрын
Emily, you've left behind a legacy, you really have. I feel so enlightened when I watch your videos. RIP. Thank you.
@erikaoxoxo936
@erikaoxoxo936 3 жыл бұрын
The way Aisha comforted Emily is everything 😍 Best couple ever
@karencurtis2697
@karencurtis2697 6 жыл бұрын
Quality not quantity. Wow your wifey was rocking the good looks this weekend,, and her smile as always amazing 😉. Emily it's so hard to see you sad but so realistic. Hope you rest up and get lots of Aisha cuddles in your warm bed at home 🏡 always love going on a road trip with you both . Take care everyone 😉
@lizmacleod4334
@lizmacleod4334 6 жыл бұрын
Aisha is an absolute angel.
@nuffabendel7944
@nuffabendel7944 6 жыл бұрын
Liz MacLeod i agree.
@lindamonnett4450
@lindamonnett4450 6 жыл бұрын
You and Aisha are so beautiful together. She lifts you up when your down and you do the same. I feel your frustration. Emily you have been and are so brave. Tears also heal. So release your emotions. Love you both to the moon and back.💖💕💖💕💖💕😘
@normabyde4766
@normabyde4766 Жыл бұрын
Glad to be seeing these re- postings of Emily’s last months - What a hero. Nobody like her in the world . RIP dear Emily
@ClaireStokes1965
@ClaireStokes1965 6 жыл бұрын
Oh Emily 😥 You’re doing so well and doing so much. You’re body is tired honey and needs a rest. You maybe pushing yourself too hard, I know you like to keep busy but you need to listen to your body and take time out x
@joevlogs1279
@joevlogs1279 3 жыл бұрын
The good die young. May God be with you sweet Emily.
@wilk4093
@wilk4093 6 жыл бұрын
I'm with Aisha on the shower curtain thing 😵😵 Also, I'm so sorry that your weekend was interrupted by your symptoms, you're bound to have ups and downs. Please don't be deterred by this hiccup ❤️
@leslievanduzee9282
@leslievanduzee9282 Жыл бұрын
Oh Emily😢Aisha feels your hurt. It’s so heartbreaking for you both
@Narlee2226
@Narlee2226 5 жыл бұрын
A Year has gone so quick em since you got called to heaven .. this was a heart breaking clip because you loved body power so much Ashia was such strength the way she would always say the right words to get you threw ,your so loved and so missed your legacy will always be alive much love your friend Lee 💚❤💙💜💛🌻
@Ocannoli
@Ocannoli 6 жыл бұрын
Emily, if you feel shivers, it's possible that you were running temps. Do you keep a thermometer nearby? Please keep an eye on your temps and notify your physician if they're elevated. You do sound like you're getting a cold, so make sure you get some rest. Hope you're feeling better soon.
@trishelmelancon2364
@trishelmelancon2364 6 жыл бұрын
Baby girl do you realize that most people in your situation would be at home not doing much of anything and you are just killing it! Look at all that you and your wife do. It’s incredible. And I completely believe that it’s your attitude and state of mind. You are a walking miracle in my opinion. Don’t get down on yourself bcuz you needed to rest. Look at the positive. You got out for the weekend and stayed all weekend and had a nice time w Aisa and spent the weekend away from home doing something you love and spent time with your love.
@lynjones9339
@lynjones9339 5 жыл бұрын
What a wonderful wife xx
@loveshermom
@loveshermom Жыл бұрын
I see a very determined woman who is well but trying forward 100%
@jorgenvonstrangle9201
@jorgenvonstrangle9201 6 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry Emily! It must be so hard 😢
@Sunset553
@Sunset553 6 жыл бұрын
You made it to BodyPower. That’s actually a good thing. I know you felt horrible and feel the difference for how it was before, but it is a big deal that you could manage all it took to get there and spend the day. I don’t think many people realize how exhausting it is to have night sweats or to pack up dozens of pills. I hope you felt better after heading home.
@EnglishVirgo
@EnglishVirgo 6 жыл бұрын
Aww I would never say to you "don't cry", I never say that to anyone. It felt to me during my cancer, when people said that, it felt like the people saying it were minimising my distress. Obviously it isnt healthy to cry all of the time, but when it hits you, cry, let it out, let the relief wash over you. Much love to you both.xx P.S even on your weaker days, you are still the most amazing, inspirational woman! Amazing. Get that fever checked, yes it could be a cold, but in someone on such serious meds, it is never 'just' a cold.xx
@pvdl11
@pvdl11 6 жыл бұрын
Agree. Its healthy to relieve stress by crying sometimes, especially in such a tough situation. Its counterproductive to say that Emily should not cry if she feels she has to.
@EnglishVirgo
@EnglishVirgo 6 жыл бұрын
I totally get why people say it, they think they are being strong, but it is teaching people to not let emotion out, to bottle it up.
@pvdl11
@pvdl11 6 жыл бұрын
I dont feel comfortable when someone tries to bulldoze over vulnerable moments with rationalizations (just being honest). Just let Emily cry, hug her and then go on with the day. Its not weak to cry in such a tough moment, it actually takes guts because you show your vulnerable side openly. Nothing to be ashamed of at all.
@lisaandkristy
@lisaandkristy 6 жыл бұрын
I don't think that is the way Aisha intended it. It was more of a supportive showing she was sad she was upset. It wasn't a don't cry toughen up nor was it minimising her distress. Saying just a cold - right well instead should she have said its your cancer lets panic? They know each other best and Emily has said in the past how she loves that Aisha can talk her through it and rationalise it. Aisha is incredible support to Emily and others have had cancer but they dont all feel the same way. Emily seemed comforted by it not invalidated. It isnt healthy to focus on the doom and gloom. Let them deal with it the way they want. My partner told me I likely caught my daughters illness.. I ended up in the ICU in septic shock. hE WAS DOING It to comfort me and reassure me. Obviously we still got help.
@pvdl11
@pvdl11 6 жыл бұрын
Aisha is a kind soul and meant well of course. I am just saying that sometimes its good to give some "room" for crying. I have no idea how they handle this in private and just giving my perspective about this "topic". I think they are both incredible people, just to be clear.
@nadishe
@nadishe Жыл бұрын
Poor thing have her best till the end , angel
@beckyskelton1827
@beckyskelton1827 6 жыл бұрын
Honestly appreciate anything you upload, no matter how frequent - it doesn't matter. What is important is that you are prioritising yourself. You guys give me hope & I know you touch so many other people's hearts as well xx
@katepedley5023
@katepedley5023 6 жыл бұрын
Sweetpea you’re doing amazing everyday, hate seeing you upset. Aisha is right, and we’re all proud of you, and how strong you are. Tomorrow is a new day, hope you feel better, get some rest and relax with your lovely wife. Love always. X
@sarahb5539
@sarahb5539 6 жыл бұрын
I appreciate that you're sharing your personal journey. It's okay to feel disappointed and sad and wish you could do more. You're just being honest which I love about you. We all support you and wish we could give you a big hug.
@carolinabraidybird1929
@carolinabraidybird1929 6 жыл бұрын
Choked up watching this video. Be proud of yourself Em, you battled on through the weekend so as far as I see it you won. Peace 💜
@mariangica5358
@mariangica5358 5 жыл бұрын
Carolina Braidy Bird true... I really admired her...
@lisakehoe2444
@lisakehoe2444 6 жыл бұрын
Emily, you have me crying girl! Omg! Do u realize how much u actually do? Most people, in good health,wouldn’t be able to keep going the way you do and your battling cancer. Stop beating yourself up. You need a rest. We don’t expect you to be under pressure to upload all the time even though we love your vlogs. I’d say you’ve got Aisha’s bug. She is so good to have by your side. Thinking of you. Keep the chin up girl. Love and big hugs being sent to you in bucket loads😘😘
@marthacarrigan8349
@marthacarrigan8349 6 жыл бұрын
Hey, everyone has days like this. Think you were quite simply overwhelmed- the long drive and the angst of travel with all your meds in itself is stressful. You seemed tired from the start of this video it's all very understandable you are one tough cookie Emily, and the two of you take it all on and conquer each test. You ladies are amazing 💕
@mosaicgirl4002
@mosaicgirl4002 6 жыл бұрын
Martha Carrigan YES, they sure are!!🌞🌞🌞🌞
@julieweismann6232
@julieweismann6232 6 жыл бұрын
Ohhhh take heart loves, so sorry you weren’t feeling your usual perky self. I’m glad you listened to your body & took extra chill time...we love you both and are cheering you on, please take extra care & be ever so kind to yourselves ❣️
@denisenelson8077
@denisenelson8077 6 жыл бұрын
Be good to yourself Emily! You are amazing and it’s normal to have tears!!!! Much love to you and Aisha from USA
@sandrad4099
@sandrad4099 6 жыл бұрын
We love you too. You don"t have to be strong all the time you know. A good cry and a shaking of your fist at the unfairness is certainly allowed. Hope you"re feeling better xx
@mcswiftino
@mcswiftino 6 жыл бұрын
I was talking to my workmates about your vlogs and telling them how involved I feel. I don't think it's just me that feels this going by all your comments. You're so real and honest with your vlogs and that's why we love you. You're poorly, it's ok to get upset and feel overwhelmed! Sending you and Aisha lots of love ❤️
@susansanders3231
@susansanders3231 6 жыл бұрын
I’m proud of you too Emily. You went and did something you really wanted to do, even though you didn’t feel well. Sounds like maybe you have a cold or touch of flu. It will feel good to get home. As always, thank you both for sharing your lives with us. Love you both. ❤️❤️
@carolcarol3938
@carolcarol3938 6 жыл бұрын
Dear Emily, I know how much you love to do your videos and upload them regularly....BUT remember, YOU and YOUR HEALTH and wellbeing are the NO. 1 PRIOITY. We are all just so extremely lucky and blessed that we are allowed to share in yours and Aisha's wonderful and inspiring lives. As the song goes..."everybody hurts", and to see you shed some much needed tears only adds to my admiration for you. You are human; tears and disappointment are also very human.....let them flow....follow what your body is telling you. We are priviliged to see your videos whenever they come....don't let something you enjoy so much become another pressure in your life. Love from Carol in Australia xxxxxx
@emilyirvine6762
@emilyirvine6762 6 жыл бұрын
You are a true inspiration Em to us all. Thank you for sharing x
@mstubeornottube
@mstubeornottube 6 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry it was a difficult weekend and you felt unwell. I'm sure it's frightening to have new symptoms or experience something you've done easily before, this time with obstacles BUT you did it! Aisha came out in this vlog not only as more beautiful than ever, but so strong and dear. What a team! I don't know how I happened onto your vlog but I have been a subscriber ever since. I was going through something frightening and I held you up as my role model. I send you strength daily and don't intend to stop!
@mstubeornottube
@mstubeornottube 6 жыл бұрын
Was it unintentional or intentional good editing to cut to black with talking about shower curtains and reopen with opening the drapes?!
@AP-sx4nx
@AP-sx4nx 6 жыл бұрын
Sending you both tons of love from the States!!!!!
@tehsparklette
@tehsparklette 6 жыл бұрын
You are indeed more than a hero Emily - it is absolutely amazing the way you keep pushing through and doing the things you want to do even when you're feeling rough as guts, so don't ever get down on yourself for needing some chill time while you're doing it!! 😘💖 so much Australian love for you both!!
@ElizabethKanas
@ElizabethKanas 6 жыл бұрын
Emily I love your bag so cute and sorry you feel poorly! I can appreciate that throwing you off because you are not near the hospital - yeah scarry. I get it but Aisha is right it is probably a cold nonetheless be careful and safe as your immune system is compromised from chemo! Don't feel bad if you don't vlog everyday. Really if anyone expects that of you it is selfish! I love you both to pieces!!!! 💜 💕 ❤️😇☝️ CORRECTION: not chemo, immunotherapy! Hat Tip to Ida Janssen! 😀
@KirstieGiles
@KirstieGiles 6 жыл бұрын
Amen!! 💕
@donnaharris4459
@donnaharris4459 6 жыл бұрын
Well said couldn't have said it better myself 💖
@85Amygdala
@85Amygdala 6 жыл бұрын
I don't think she has ever been on chemo?
@WoTpro
@WoTpro 6 жыл бұрын
yes she is not on chemo, she is on a so called gatekeeper drugs that supresses BRAF, a protein that plays a key role in this type of cancer cells division. It's a targeted immunotherapy so it does not affect your healthy cells.
@ElizabethKanas
@ElizabethKanas 6 жыл бұрын
Ida Jansson I don't know you may be right. But I thought the meds Emily takes for cancer in her bones was a form of chemo. I may be wrong. My apologies if I am.
@MiddleAgedMinx
@MiddleAgedMinx 6 жыл бұрын
i go to the same yoga seminar every year..and last year I hated it..and I didn't have cancer! Sometimes things aren't as good as previously...PLUS you felt vulnerable because you were away from a hospital. But you kept vlogging..how generous. xxxx
@mosaicgirl4002
@mosaicgirl4002 6 жыл бұрын
Jo Good - Middleagedminx You know, thus us a REALLY GOOD POINT!
@kaputz8107
@kaputz8107 6 жыл бұрын
😪😍💋 Emily didn’t look like herself today. Mama Aisha so sweet.
@SnazzyBoxx
@SnazzyBoxx 6 жыл бұрын
Mary Poppins yes her eyes looked extra tired
@Kk-dj9rb
@Kk-dj9rb 6 жыл бұрын
Emily just a bit of comfort....it's healthy to cry. You'll feel better, it's one way our bodies release stress, frustration, pain, and just down right fear. You've been so strong through this whole journey. It's ok and healthy to let it out babe. Just fall on the floor & bawl, you'll feel so much better. Lots of love from the USA💜
@rollingthunder6945
@rollingthunder6945 6 жыл бұрын
I know it doesn't feel like it, but your anger and frustration are normal. Give yourself a break, sweet girl. Know that we all love you, and we're cheering you on!
@thriftingintheholler7854
@thriftingintheholler7854 6 жыл бұрын
The great thing about you Emily is that you try. You don’t let cancer stop you from living your best life. You are an inspiration to me. I don’t have cancer but I have rheumatoid disease and I let it control me most days. Since watching your videos I’ve been trying to get out more and enjoy the days. Some days I just can’t because the pain is too bad but that’s ok. It’s ok for you too. When your body is fighting itself, the strongest thing you can do is stop and rest. Blessings for you and Aisha! ❤️
@Bobsbud100
@Bobsbud100 6 жыл бұрын
Praying you feel better soon. You have most probably picked up a bug. You have the best Wife.❤️💛💚💪🏻🇬🇧
@cliles6764
@cliles6764 6 жыл бұрын
You and Aisha are inspirations to every person who clicks on ANY of your videos. We know this is the real world and even the most positive person feels down every now and then. You are allowed! You are a miracle in the making and every second that you share of your experience is a gift of your strong spirit. So hang in there! ALMOST 40K subs! Way to go!
@strangedays871
@strangedays871 6 жыл бұрын
A beautiful moment at the end. The love that you two share is amazing.
@meikuraarahanga6734
@meikuraarahanga6734 6 жыл бұрын
You got this Emily its just the household sickness going around. You’ll be okay and with your beautiful supportive wife you will achieve amazing things. Love, light and blessings to you both❤️
@ericlanela
@ericlanela 6 жыл бұрын
It breaks my heart to see you cry Emily. I don’t know you personally, but I watch every video of yours after work and I talk to my friends about you when they ask what I’m watching. We are all rooting for u and Aisha. Big hugs from Hollywood CA.
@victoriagibson8337
@victoriagibson8337 6 жыл бұрын
Same I tell my work friends about the both of you and how lovely you both are xx
@IamwhoIam79
@IamwhoIam79 4 жыл бұрын
Aisha is literally an angel!!!!
@clairecarey8004
@clairecarey8004 6 жыл бұрын
You are doing so well Emily it's probably a reaction to the treatment both the radiotherapy still working and the t and d. Adrenalin for the trip, sunshine it all mixes together and you just need to rest up for a bit and eat some comfort food. Chill with Aisha and Netflix oh and cookie xxx
@desiderata333
@desiderata333 6 жыл бұрын
Oh my sweetheart Emily, please be gentle with yourself. No mater what you are one of THE MOST REMARKABLE humans on earth! Celebrate and rejoice on the Wonder Woman you are! I tell everyone about you and Aisha and MARVEL at your courage, strength, appreciation and passion for life! We all adore and love you here and it is my hope that our love and prayers lift you up every moment. God bless you both. Love you very much. Hugs. Mama Cindy. 🙏🏽🕊🌹💐💜🙏🏽🌸🌞🌞❌⭕️
@AdrienneMcGuire
@AdrienneMcGuire 6 жыл бұрын
Who else is obsessed and slightly in love with Aisha?
@decadentnight
@decadentnight 6 жыл бұрын
Adrienne McGuire that's how I feel for Emily!
@sarahbucket8037
@sarahbucket8037 6 жыл бұрын
I wish I had anyone so supportive and kind in my life
@decadentnight
@decadentnight 6 жыл бұрын
Sarah Bucket seriously!
@jjnelsonnc
@jjnelsonnc 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, and whats crazy is that I know she's " gay" and I'd never have a chance but besides how lovely she dresses and her lip stick and nails, so girly and classy, her optimism and sense of humor are really unbelievable, like I can only imagine how hard, how truly tough it was to put on the game face and maintain such strength unwavering that if I hadn't seen it myself over the course of 100 plus videos I couldn't even imagine. Can you you imagine how incredible she'd be in a relationship that was normal?
@tombhousetv
@tombhousetv 3 жыл бұрын
@@jjnelsonnc please don't sexualise or objectify the grieving wife of a dead cancer patient. Yes she's very beautiful and very kind but her heart n body n soul is Emily's.
@jobo8281
@jobo8281 6 жыл бұрын
You are a powerful woman Emily. There is nothing wrong with doing a vlog every few days. I enjoy just seeing you embrace every day and finding something to enjoy even on the shittiest days. Peace
@applejellypucci
@applejellypucci 6 жыл бұрын
I hate seeing you cry. Between this weekend with the news from Dan (peeweetoms) and not seeing you post, it's been rough. We love you guys.
@marthacintronrnbsnbc7663
@marthacintronrnbsnbc7663 6 жыл бұрын
April his story breaks my heart too. 😢
@vizklm9161
@vizklm9161 6 жыл бұрын
You're such a fighter, Emily. How fantastic that Aisha can be there for you, and heal you with her love, when it simply becomes overwhelming.
@chronicinokla
@chronicinokla 6 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry sweetie. Sometimes life is shitty feeling. I am not going to try and say I know what you are going thru. I am going to say it is ok to be mad a bit. I still after 27 years of chronic illness have days where I just cry. It helps to release serotonin, I believe so it can make you feel better. Plus you are human babe. Aisha is so cute. Always uplifting. And like Aisha I too am proud. You are beautiful. Know that you have love coming your way from Oklahoma
@LemireCassie
@LemireCassie 6 жыл бұрын
We won't know our strength if we stay on the shore. Leave the shore and each new path will show you something about yourself you never knew. We grow in our weaknesses. Amen!!
@cathyvanbuskirk4837
@cathyvanbuskirk4837 6 жыл бұрын
Emily, the fact you could go at all is a miracle. Aisha is absolutely right, just because it wasn't the experience you'd expected doesn't mean it was bad. You are doing more than I believe most people could. There's no need to feel bad and hopefully it will get better soon. Much love and positivity to you both!
@dineliaferrer4801
@dineliaferrer4801 6 жыл бұрын
Em, it’s ok to get a little sick. Even the healthiest of men cannot go through what you have and not get sick. Chin up, sweet angel. All will be better. God please be with her. Shed your healing blessings on Em. Amen. Thank you so much Asha! You are a pilar of strength and loyalty.
@Sharonlee334
@Sharonlee334 6 жыл бұрын
Don't be hard on yourself. I'm so glad you have a supportive wife! Prayers! ❤
@michelles9897
@michelles9897 3 жыл бұрын
"It is like eating my pillow!" made me smile. hugs.
@colleenmclaughlin10
@colleenmclaughlin10 6 жыл бұрын
Stay strong my little Bird! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ to you guys! 😘
@sarahprice5542
@sarahprice5542 6 жыл бұрын
The main thing that is SO obvious from all of your videos - especially when you’re having a more difficult time - is how much Aisha adores you and how proud she is! I couldn’t be happier that you have each other for love and support through the best and worst of times. It’s amazing the power of love, maybe your love for each other is what keeps you going and helps you defy the odds - it’s obvious you need to be together ❤️ xxxx
@melissagrindon9074
@melissagrindon9074 6 жыл бұрын
Broke my heart to see you upset :( You're doing so bloody well and you smashed through the weekend. Take the time you need to rest and look after your body
@clumsycajun
@clumsycajun 6 жыл бұрын
Everyone should have an Aisha in their corner! You both are such precious souls. Love seeing you whenever it is you post. Do whatever schedule is right for you.
@tracydavies1558
@tracydavies1558 6 жыл бұрын
Emily sorry you weren’t feeling the best this weekend but hopefully when you get home you can get some rest. Thank you for keeping your videos so real and even though you are such a positive person we all know and understand that it isn’t possible to be that way every single day. So glad you have Aisha to help you through 😊 I love your videos but I would never want you to upload more than is ok for you. I am always just grateful for the ones you do upload 💕 lots of love to you both as always 💖💖💖
@TitianTopsyTurvy
@TitianTopsyTurvy 6 жыл бұрын
Tracy Davies well said, I feel exactly the same. Sending Emily & Aisha lots of love and a great big cyber hug. X
@nsadaj730
@nsadaj730 5 жыл бұрын
I have been watching all of Emily's videos. I know she has gained her wings already but boy did it crush me to see her lose it at the end of this video. Gosh, cancer is so unfair. Such a beautiful sole lost here on Earth. Heaven gained a true hero. RIP Emily.
@amysharman3177
@amysharman3177 6 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry you had a bit of a crappy weekend. I don’t like seeing you sad, you’re just knackered babe. You’re always busy and on the go, it’s ok to have a chill day some days.. next vlog I’d love to see you chilled out, curled up in bed with a Netflix marathon! Sending all my love. Xxx
@TheWestychick
@TheWestychick 6 жыл бұрын
That would be a draining weekend on anyone, let alone someone on tons of meds and fighting cancer ! When my kids were little and having a bad day, I would tell them it was just an ‘off day’. Tomorrow is a new one....and you could be coming down with something ,too, hence feeling a bit weepy and sweaty. You are amazing, even on your bad days. Don’t forget to be kind and forgiving to yourself, too XX
@pba1219a
@pba1219a 6 жыл бұрын
This vlog pulled at my mommy heartstrings! I just wanted to have you two here at my home on the couch fixing food for you both. You're both young enough to be my kids. Emily, you're doing fantastic. You are already a miracle and you're tough as nails! All you had was an off weekend. Chin up buttercup and keep going wit ya bad self!!! Much love and prayers to you both.
@mosaicgirl4002
@mosaicgirl4002 6 жыл бұрын
DanaBanana lovely comment. I feel the same way❤️from Australia
@amberyanke4218
@amberyanke4218 6 жыл бұрын
Road trips r exhausting even when u arent sick. Listen to your body. The human will never stop tryimg to heal itself. Sometimes the body is more tired then other times. U got this 💚💜💙💛
@kellym7555
@kellym7555 6 жыл бұрын
One day at a time Emily... you both agreed that you did have a great time and that's the main thing you should focus on. Aisha is right, a general cold/flu has gone through the house and don't forget how steroids can bring down your immune system. Keep your head up sweetie ..you still got this! 💪✌👊❤
@timothysherreyehler5095
@timothysherreyehler5095 6 жыл бұрын
Just remember, Emily; all weekends can't be epic! If this one was disappointing, smash the next one! At least you spent it with your beautiful wife! Sending love, hugs, and best wishes for a lovely week, gals, Sherrey in Southern Ontario💗🎗💗
@sharrone32
@sharrone32 6 жыл бұрын
I hope I find a love like you two share, your amazing
@eca2641
@eca2641 6 жыл бұрын
I think it's all there to build you. Throwing in some balance, having you slow down for a moment. Doesn't feel so great physically but spiritually and purposefully it's like stopping off at the shop and grabbing more bricks and material to continue to build yourself. You're too wonderful for these moments not to mean something great. You're teaching us all so very, very much and we are so honored and so proud to be a part of what you have to offer. My strong opinion anyway. Lots of love and always, thank you so much.
@denisereynolds2399
@denisereynolds2399 6 жыл бұрын
Oh lovely Emily, you cry if you want to, sounds like your just run down hun. You haven’t stopped and your doing so well keeping yourself busy with this and that. Maybe it’s as Aisha said, you could of just caught a little virus. I hope your feeling better hun. 🌺🌹♥️♥️👍xx
@xoalishaxo7600
@xoalishaxo7600 6 жыл бұрын
Such a strong amazing woman, your an inspiration to young and old, rich and poor, healthy and sick. Words can’t express how much of a beautiful kind loving person you are and it’s a privilege to watch you and I’m sure there’s thousands that agree with me. It’s ok to cry Emily not even you can be strong all the time. We all love you 😍 xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
@hjc9114
@hjc9114 6 жыл бұрын
It's okay to feel ill, your body is going through alot with treatment and you might just have a normal illness on top of that. You're doing great, so great :) we love you both ❤️
@megmccomb135
@megmccomb135 6 жыл бұрын
Don't be hard on yourself for not being able to do everything u wanted to do. Think about the things u did do and not the things u didn't. Love u 2 girls, pray for u both, your on my mind so much💜❤️
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