I Wrote A Song About Dealing With Depression & Anxiety

[@Gremlinmusic24]

I share my story with you in hopes that you don't feel so alone when you go through tough times.. Please be sure to share this with everyone you know and let's make the world hear us! Also, I'll leave the lyrics below for you. #BrokenPeople [Verse 1: Gremlin] Heart broken and I'm starin at the moon light/ Nothings helping so I'm hopin that this vew might/ I dont wanna sink into it tonight/ So I crack a brew cause that's just what I have to do to get my mood right/ I dont understand who I'm even becomin/ Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned/ Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in/ Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin/ Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how/ If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out/ I stayed in the darkness even when I found light/ Fuckin hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/ like [Hook x2: Gremlin] Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more [Verse 2: Gremlin] Feels like I dont fit in with society/ They may not like who I am but I am me/ I dont talk ever talk I'm sitting quietly/ But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety/ I have always felt like I dont belong here/ It's been a long year, it's been a long life/ Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright/ Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night/ Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from/ I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb I know that it's not right, needa get my mind right/ But for now I'm drunk, high & crying to the sky like/ like [Hook x2: Gremlin] Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more [Verse 3: Gremlin] I dont wanna be like this forever though/ I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go/ But it's harder than I'd like to show/ I make the small things seem bigger like I'm lookin through a microscope/ Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls/ Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world/ I know that I can change every day I am praying/ Cause I dont wanna be a 80 year old man sayin/ sayin [Hook x2: Gremlin] Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more

[@wendicopenhaver8550]

I'm going through a really hard time right now. I have bipolar disorder and right now my depression and anxiety is higher than ever. Thank you for making this song. It couldn't have come at a better time.

[@yvonnelavato1096]

Thank you...

[@tristesacerezo4307]

Love it!!! 💛 Perfect timing when I'm currently going through both 💔 #Gremlinthebest! #smokedablunttothis!! 💛 #IREALLYLOVEDIT

[@tufftony6604]

I need to get me one of those shirts bro

[@Gremlinmusic24]

@@wendicopenhaver8550 hope it helped! I know youll get through it.

[@__awe_dree__1485]

“Sick of everyone saying ‘its gonna be alright’ little do they know I had tears dropping all night.” I felt that. Hard. 👏🏼🖤😭

[@Behappy-cl9ce]

Yesss

[@patrickmintash1925]

yea fr everyone says that but will it really

[@renjun.supremacy2948]

same lol welp im very young ._. but i did feel it hard

[@silentgunner5592]

Yup 4:15 a.m. tears rolling and wake up with a smile

[@stevendubose9045]

Same😔😔

[@thecristinashow9102]

1. I cried 2. This song is fire 3. You spoke my depression and anxiety 4. I love this song Thanks for this video!!

[@blankblank897]

Same it's crazy asf

[@seangsovanthado3789]

same as you

[@ricknear2096]

Yow it is my first time to love rap Its because of you dude ,I hope I got youre attention #from the philippines Subscribing for more of your music

[@chrislawrence7573]

He spoke my depression and anxiety

[@christopherstolfi1532]

50 days clean and sober. I needed this Brother. God bless

[@Gremlinmusic24]

so awesome! Happy to hear that!!

[@alexstaggs9170]

Good job! You got this ik idk you but I am proud.

[@sandytorreslifelessons4155]

Keep it up! You can!

[@rafaels.2141]

Christopher Stolfi bro keep it up That’s awesome!

[@biancamorrone1341]

proud of u❤️

[@Jennifer-bw7ku]

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

[@steceymorgan814]

Does anyone know any good source to get them? I put so much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels, would love to give shrooms a try.

[@elizabethwilliams6651]

Yes, dr.sporesss

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Dr.sporesss is the best, he's been my go to for anything psychedelics.

[@twinfred3160]

Is he on instagram?

[@elizabethwilliams6651]

Yes he is. dr.sporesss

[@alejandromontoya701]

“Talk to your parents about it” I don’t wanna tell the woman who gave me this life that i don’t want it anymore

[@gabbypollard8795]

How would I even do it is the question

[@alejandromontoya701]

Doingitwithnay that’s the thing

[@jacksonmicheals3654]

Same. She’s the reason why I’m the way I am

[@Arasie_Saros]

If you need someone to talk to, there are some people on Instagram that have support groups. And if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. 💜

[@Casey_videography]

I have anxiety and i never tell anyone about my feelings but my best freind cause i only feel myself around her

[@Nathan-qn4pc]

He reminds me of NF. He's definitely going to blow up.

[@sarahhussain1381]

Nathan same I was like that

[@arantxaperez1442]

Glad to see more people know NF

[@phyberthua5080]

@Nathan true

[@Gremlinmusic24]

Much love

[@mattmusicloretto9574]

NF don't cuss. Be better if gremlin didn't cuss.

[@yaniraportillo2688]

"Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night" 😭, some people have no clue what happens behind closed doors and you're by yourself. It's nice to have someone to relate to.

[@beccabreathedeep3]

I know people always say they can relate, or it sounds like you're telling there story...but damn. I could have co-wrote this. ❤

[@vamshikishan7822]

This will be the best medicine to the people with depression and anxiety

[@audreycarville5744]

Honestly this song speaks to me !!

[@MrVIKILEAKS]

Yes

[@thecheese7516]

Riiiightttttttt

[@EMiitchell]

This is absolutely deep. A lot of broken people feel this... including me ... thanks I needed this. We’re not alone for sure.

[@Gremlinmusic24]

Much love brother

[@artcruz5603]

I lost my mom yesterday i can't stop saying crying 😭🥺😔

[@FH_83_02]

@@artcruz5603 I'm sorry for your loss.

[@EMiitchell]

Gremlin like wise bro.

[@zabiker8858]

When he said "I dont feel like I fit in with society" I felt that

[@Lumine_Dreamweaver]

I did too, hard.

[@Gremlinmusic24]

🙏

[@jazzalderete7680]

Same

[@Audiotech05]

Truth 💯

[@dominicmcdonald1907]

Relatable

[@scottpetty5694]

As a 39 year old man, I am so glad that the younger generation of men are forcing people to listen to silent cries for help. I have struggled with depression my entire life and always felt alone. Over the past couple of years, so many artist have taken that bold step to bear their souls and the pain inside and it is so beautiful. To all my brothers fighting this war you are not alone, and the man you will become on the other side of this war truly is worth the battle. I love you my brothers, We got this!!

[@sharonacosta2951]

Who ever didn’t like this song and left a “👎🏻” y’all tripping he’s the best if you don’t like it just leave don’t leave hate 🙄 that’s really sick

[@Gremlinmusic24]

agreed

[@stevenvialpando8365]

@@Gremlinmusic24 for real

[@marybethsmith2124]

Agree 1000% Gremlin is the real deal and is by far my favorite artist💯 Speaks nothing but real life everyday struggles. Like always this was pure 🔥🔥🔥

[@ShayNashiv]

So right but many got used to bad shit and dont press the right buttons no more...

[@LoneKingMuzik]

True

[@Kayy722]

“I don’t want to feel shit, I just want to stay numb”🥺🥺🥺

[@Gremlinmusic24]

💔

[@anaamaya2929]

Kayy Designs right.

[@texasstar4544]

Facts

[@aaronlorenzenzaaron6783]

“Feels like I don’t fit in with Society They may not like who I am but I am Me I don’t ever talk I’m sitting Quietly But my head is loud don’t know how to settle down all the Anxiety”

[@norru12]

same🎧💜✔

[@ashleygarcia4443]

Aaron LorenzenZAaron sane ❤️😭

[@lisab116]

That part got me

[@HappilyAnonymousGirl]

“Everyone is who I need to stay away from” Dang. I felt that.

[@SpikioMegvatron]

My current situation staying away from everyone

[@rominagonzalez5901]

You speak the unspoken words of us broken people ❤️ Never stop writing music. You are our voice.

[@Gremlinmusic24]

Never ❤️

[@rohitshakya1168]

"I stayed in the darkness even when I found light."

[@stacyovington6127]

I relate so much

[@christinafrazer4752]

The dark feels safer. As in if it’s too dark for me to see you, you won’t see me

[@2.....................]

Stacy Ovington true

[@DE_shen]

Cus sometimes it burns

[@candc101]

Same

[@hope0972]

I pray for my friend who is going through depression and anxiety as she was diagnosed bearly this week 🙏

[@stevenvialpando8365]

*Barely*

[@stevenvialpando8365]

I hope your friend gets better

[@gloriaramos6443]

Sorry to hear about your friend. May our heavenly father heal her and bless her with a good life

[@clintonwansink3052]

Believe in God he will lead her to the right way my friend didn't believe in god and tried to kill her self and then i prayed for her and talked to her prayed and now she is the most powerful girl i ever met God bless everything will get better just BELIEVE !

[@isisteaukura1475]

Tell her to start a spirtual journey

[@brandonbarker4654]

I'm a musician and heavy rap critic and I just don't know if anyone has ever hit the nail on the head for so many people soooo underrated

[@dominikdavisscheidegger3855]

I agree

[@beki2958]

Maybe you should feel how some of us feel before you just say something like that why dont you feel the pain some people feel. Now days its some "wanna be rap" dont talk about other peoples music if you don't know the meaning behind it. You dont know the pain..And too the people im not meaning bad things..

[@vaporz7282]

@@beki2958 he was complimenting Gremlin and his song. Giving him props. You just interpreted the "underrated" incorrectly.

[@stephenwrobel4282]

@@beki2958 yeah. He's saying the song is underrated because more people should be listening and it should be more mainstream. Nothing bad 👍🏼🤙🏼

[@og7890]

This song hits hard period

[@Mallbia]

Ive never found an artist who speaks to my soul like gremlin does. It has the exact effect he’s looking for. Knowing someone feels the same emotions is really reassuring when Im stressed.

[@sammozafari]

Check out NF

[@bijaybhandari1545]

I just wanna wear my headphone put this song on a repeat and walk to nowhere till i'm numb i don't wanna look back till i'm done.

[@rachelsmith9089]

❤

[@thetreadmill4043]

Same

[@rylee1497]

i feel this fr

[@TheMusicRecordingNetwork]

Man this sound like a song by itself

[@punnish3rgaming27]

Same feeling

[@robertcinnamon4678]

I'm an old guy of 61 and I have to say these words are profound and must be spoken out of experience. Keep it up, young man. Your work is inspiring to us all...Peace

[@joshuahunnicutt8105]

Gremlin Don’t stop this. It doesn’t matter whether rich or poor. Stand left or right or somewhere in between. Grew up on either side of the railroad tracks, Was handed everything in life, or had to fight to survive since you were a small but unfairly forced into childhood maturity human being. Black, white, Christian or Jew. Hispanic, middle eastern Muslim or Hindu. Struggles come in all forms. I don’t know your story exactly, but you have chosen to overcome. We all can. Currently my struggles are real. For myself and my 4 year old daughter. Every day that goes by I just want it to be fixed or be over. But I know as long as I fight I will win in the end. Not only will I give my daughter the life she deserves, but I will help guide others to have the lives they deserve. No matter the bad decisions we make and the holes we dig ourselves in, they will always be a light at the end of the tunnel. We just have to run to it. Even if it takes our whole lives. Failure is not an option. I will get out of this motel. I will put my child through the very best school possible. I will be successful in my view and I will leave a legacy that the people dear to me will be proud of. Rock bottom isn’t the end. There is still a way up, and I can still be buried further. The choice is mine. Poor people have it, rich people want it. If you eat it, you may die. What is it? The answer is... nothing... Even homeless and without work, the world is yours. You can never have nothing. Take every opportunity that may help you thrive and attempt to dismiss every opportunity that will pull you down. Just my thoughts from this emotional masterpiece of a song. Thank you Gremlin, for showing the world we are the same, just wanting something more, even if it feels impossible.

[@evangeleetafoya9004]

The only thing that gets me from taking my own life at this moment is this song

[@narcisozamorajr.9007]

Know that there are people that are willing to offer their support. You don't have to through this alone. I'm hear if you need someone to talk to or just to vent. I at times feel the same way. Feeling trapped in my mind with no way out.

[@CraftYourBukkit]

Remember you are one of a kind, there's no one like you. You're special and that's what makes you amazing. Everyone has their flaws, but those are the reason you are living. It's your purpose to make the best out of what you have and keep pushing yourself to your best, so you become a better person. I know you're going through rough times and it's probably been way too long since you've felt good, but it'll come. And when it will come, it will come big. Stay strong and keep in touch with people. Don't try to do this on your own. There are so many people who would help you fight your demons. I hope you're feeling better soon.

[@joannaly5246]

You are special ♥️

[@cheyennemartin2211]

I'm not going to give you a long drawn out message about this or that, all I'm going to say is I love you. I don't even know you but I love you and if you need to vent about shit going on in your head, in your heart, or in your life, then I'm always here to listen. You can reply to this comment or if you don't want it to be publicly posted then you can message me on Instagram @c.m.art_official anytime. 🖤

[@cynthiag9193]

GOD DOESN’T GIVE THE HARDEST BATTLES TO HIS TOUGHEST SOLDIERS, HE CREATES THE TOUGHEST SOLDIERS THROUGH LIFE’S HARDEST BATTLES! Stay strong! I’ve been there myself many many times, but every battle/hardship made me stronger without even realizing it. Keep your head up no matter what other people say or think about you. Just know you are loved!❤️

[@chancedonald8708]

"why do i drink till im numb" i felt that hard

[@juanyo5647]

Chance Donald I felt that hard!! 🙏🏾

[@dlara1986dl]

Stay strong ya'll🙏

[@thelostsock3169]

Anyone battling depression or anxiety, read the comments on this song, you’re not alone 💯

[@joycasey4503]

I feel the same we need help that's all not hate or haters

[@shelbyalice7840]

I feel this song

[@Vampirewitch-ss2xf]

I feel this cuz I have both boarder line anxiety and depression

[@Vampirewitch-ss2xf]

On top of anger issues, PTSD,odd,slow learning disability and mentally younger than my physical age, impulsive discord,ADHD.

[@Vampirewitch-ss2xf]

Bonus sensory issues. Questionably OCD

[@williambrandt3564]

"Don't even know why my Demons keep getting summoned!!!!" I feel that big time!!!!

[@countryside_guy]

I'm a 49 year old man. I'm homeless. Oh my god those words, I can relate to some of it, especially not fitting in with society, it's like I don't exist. I have tears rolling down my face as I type this and my throat is all tight. I don't drink or smoke or do drugs, nothing like that but yeah, tough words to hear.

[@lanabogdanova9672]

chilliman07 sometimes the truth hurts and sometimes you have to except it for what it is You will be alright

[@alejandromontoya701]

Stay strong you’ll make it one day I wish I could help you but I can’t drive and I don’t have money 😔

[@grammaroffherrockerreacts1122]

Good luck to you sir!❤❤🕇🕇💯💯

[@Kai-mx3tw]

Hey man are you ok

[@SpicyCupcak3]

❤️

[@alexmobile7538]

This hits hard cause it's true Gremlin keep the songs coming we need more people like you

[@enrobotics]

Please Gremlin should quit hiding his abilities on KZbin. He should go sign to a record label.

[@Gremlinmusic24]

We will get there brother

[@clintonwansink3052]

Feeling you gremlin love you bro god bless

[@Ben-rr3gr]

@@Gremlinmusic24 Keep it about the music, you have a lot of time, let the talent shine and the process will work for itself

[@tdub2399]

Don't sign shit keep doing u and u will make it on ur own!!!

[@sassyleo7821]

Your music is real! You remind me of my son. When my son was 13 he asked me for a DJ set and he had been doing music since 3 rd grade. I believed in him and encouraged him to do what he loves. I bought him that set and he never looked back. Today at age 24 he DJs at some of popular clubs downtown in Denver! He makes music that people love to hear. His concerts get sold out every time! I see you in the future becoming this huge talented rap artist! I’ll be looking for that album!

[@joannatapia1703]

Thank you for this song. Most people take anxiety as a joke not knowing the demons we're going up against.

[@74bigv]

My oldest son told me about this kid that's how I started listening to him I myself am going on 10 yrs Clean from meth .I was a addict for 17 yrs .It took for my lady to leave me and take my kids to open my eyes , long story short now they all live with me again . I drink my beers but that's it, I did it cold turkey 10 years ago never touched it again....Gracias...for ur music GREMLIN 👍

[@Gremlinmusic24]

thats amazing!! Very happy for you and your family!

[@jessicachurch3850]

Aveganueve I give you major props because my stepdad has been an addict to meth going on 8 years and my mom won’t fucking leave him... he needs a HUGE eye opener cause I don’t think he will ever stop and it’s hurting all of us kids :/

[@Nvrpro888]

jessica church Sorry for your situation :(

[@74bigv]

@@jessicachurch3850 I'm so sorry that you're in that situation ,your mom needs to realize that her kids are her number one priority ,she needs to put her foot down and tell him either you get clean or we walk

[@jessicachurch3850]

Aveganueve yeah I know I’ve tried telling her that but her thing is if she kicks him out he WILL be homeless and he will go off the rails and she doesn’t want my 2 younger siblings going w out him because they adore him and look up to him.

[@rickysamuels8201]

2024 and I barely found this man. Thank you Yeshua!

[@sovirakteppanhareachvong7363]

im 13 years old and i'm fighting so hard while the people around me keep on putting pressure on me .

[@aquaflow1264]

I just turned 40 and life doesn’t get easier U gota fight to live anthr day I pray I die every day smh I’m going thru serious depression ovr a break up in March2020

[@shubham.pandey]

Remember life=struggle+happiness

[@brunobrunosjourney9944]

I’ve been that age feeling that same way. I’m 42 now. I’m here to tell you the journey is long but it’s worth it in the end. Hold on tight to the people who truly care about you.

[@the_holly_cells3729]

@@brunobrunosjourney9944 you'r so right, but the things we don't all have this chance (having someone who cares), God dam It's hard I'm 17, now and being almost major will not help me. (Hypocrisis mode activited : ) Stay strong little fellow it's gonna be fine, I believe you gonna make it until you find a purpose in life !!

[@ivaninfante9828]

I just want to say that our differences are what make us unique and seperate us from the rest were human and have souls of our own even some one whos been through something similar will not fully understand and cant appreciate you for who you are. Love you and be the best you. Life os tough trust me. But the day people see you coincidently be you for some reason they'll want to be you. So no matter how you slice it this is one fd up place. Even if it doesnt seem like it just find one rhing each day that makes you happy and something that you can feel grateful for. Weather you believe it or not there are people out there who respect and have compassion for you. God loves you and I only speak from experience

[@ibrxkenmarilyn_gmln8044]

"I have always Felt Like, I don't Belong Here." That Hit me Hard. and That Is Me Too.

[@samcarley1760]

This helped me so so so so much because i have depression and anxiety

[@cynthiafuentes5351]

You wrote this 4 years ago and i came across it because at this point in my life im at the bottom of the barrel but im gonna keep moving and not let the devil win..because God got me no he got Us ..thanks it helped me alot just now

[@yallacttry4945]

“I don’t want to be an 80 year old man saying, saying why do I drink until I’m num” man I feel u I have severe anxiety keep it up man

[@fabianmueller7883]

This guy deserves success in the music business.. real... talented... humble... get him where he belongs...

[@jordanvalladores4933]

" They may not like who I am but I am me " Dang, dude. You're so good.

[@Gremlinmusic24]

🙏

[@iTzMoMurda]

Thank you for even creating this song bro… it’s a blessing to those who need to hear this …💯❤️

[@ITZGIJS]

i can just feel this guy if like we share a story that we are telling each other....

[@user-fo6fq9cl3u]

“dont know what im running from but i keep on running“ Relateble

[@rach2264]

I feel the same way I keep running but I don't know what I'm running from

[@Mrs.2k13]

I have been dealing with so much within and I can NOT thank you enough for this song. To know I'm not alone brings a little peace. 🌻

[@dylancolt225]

"Why do I drink till I'm numb, why do I smoke till its done, till I dont feel anything no more, I don't feel anything no more." Never heard truer and more relatable words

[@mannysanchez2402]

"Sick of everybody saying its gonna be alright." "Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night." MAN!!! that right their hit home and got me in my feels!! Love your channel my dude!! Thank you for this depression is tough cuz some ppl dont understand but hearing your song helps me 💙💙

[@shannonwhisman7966]

I know this

[@abyzz4589]

I'm 17 years, dealing with some stuff ans i felt the lyrics i'm addicted to drugs, this reality sucks and i just wanna escape, i dont want no attention i just want some people to know that they are not alone❤

[@abeeromar1388]

You are not man I know this might sound dumb but there is a lot of people out there ready to help you out you need to seek help I am on the other side of the globe so I can’t do anything but talk so if you need anything text me on my ig : mazen.m.o.h.a.m.e.d

[@mellville2136]

I'm sorry your going through this but there is help

[@sweetienmd]

Im battling some demons myself, I hope you're doing ok! Stay strong!

[@angee_p]

I know that ull get over it one day

[@OPUS_ONER]

Your not alone

[@jasongammie6985]

I can relate to this song about the crap going on in my life being homeless

[@luigilsperu]

Jason Gammie You can change that, it’s up to You.

[@jasongammie6985]

@@luigilsperu I'm working with an organization to help me get off the street it will take time God is on my side

[@jasongammie6985]

@Unayah Vanhamme I will pray for you

[@audreygrandchamp392]

Hang in there Jason I know it's hard I've been homeless with my little boy for two years now and shit keeps hitting me one thing after another but we gotta hold our heads high and keep going.

[@Gremlinmusic24]

Hang in there brother

[@noemi1768]

Man this is crazy... i bet a lot of people can relate to this and are really thankful for the song.

[@Blurryfaceakarye]

“The ones who feel like they don’t belong here, you are lucky I’m lucky to be apart of the “I don’t fit in group” we are more wiser then most people, because of the things we went through we see life differently and we act mature, because of the trauma, and heart break we go through..”

[@Gremlinmusic24]

✊

[@gickykoki7076]

felt that

[@JorgeGonzalez-ut3pm]

And some of us are getting help for it. Cause I'm one of them.

[@sharmillajowaheer313]

Soooo true!

[@brittanygolden7227]

Oh man that hit hard because it’s so true 🥺😭

[@ericamcadams7918]

This hit me hard in the feels. This is how I have felt since losing my son in May. #RIPNoah

[@taelorandjazz7102]

Erica McAdams God Bless And God Loves You, You will See Your Son Again Just Seek God✝️🙌🏾❤️🙏🏽

[@Mommy2anAngelbaby]

I understand your pain 💔 so sorry for your loss as well.

[@Eliitheone]

God bless hope you feeling way better🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@dawnw4968]

I’m sorry for your loss I hope it get a better.

[@НатанаилСталев-ф2р]

@@taelorandjazz7102 STOP. I'm so tired of this "God loves you" 😒 i'm born Again Christian and i defend GOD JESUS almost every day, but HE do NOT give a Fuc. for HIS elect sheep😔😞, imagine how He will threat unbelievers...😳😟 YHWH YESHUA is a KILLER, bring CURSES to 3 and 4 generations, bring FAMINE, bring POVERTY...etc... It is all in HIS Word - the Bible🧐 JESUS is more EVIL than the demons 😞 Even the demons are Trembling before Him and His Name😳 Worst: Humans/more Worst: fallen angels/the WORST: the LORD👎 I will curse my Savior in the Eternity every day, no joy after living in this Satanic world👎😔😞🤬🤬 WHY YOU HATE US SO MUCH O LORD JESUS???????💔😞😫😢😢😟😔 Send me to the Hell i do Not fear this place the Earth is WORST, BUT HEAL my mom - Your daughter immediately 🥺😡 F.ck YOU JESUS.👎💔😞😭

[@Vagasoul]

'Good music doesn't come from the mind it comes from the soul' ~Juice

[@travisvaudrin7832]

It's truly heart breaking to hear that somebody is going through the mental hell I go through. I wouldn't wish this on anyone. But thank you making me feel not alone in this journey!!!

[@jayplowman8149]

Yo as a rapper and a rocker who struggles with multiple forms of depression, you just gave me my life story without even knowing me. Man, you just spit a direct line to my soul bro. You ain't just killin it, you as real as they come. Stay real homie. I'm a fan.

[@cheyk3297]

''I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb'' frl tho 😭✋

[@flakowitdadrako]

"Don't know what I run from, but I keep on running" gave me chills.

[@marc_tha_420_pyro]

Wow... the timing of this video is perfect. I'm sitting outside smoking, trying to numb my pain right now. This song is hella deep.

[@Gremlinmusic24]

youll get through it brother

[@marc_tha_420_pyro]

@@Gremlinmusic24 thanks man. Amazing song, btw. You're very talented. I'm sharing it everywhere I can.

[@DieHardzHD]

This song is so relatable. Anxiety sucks been dealing with social anxiety for years & cannot control it.

[@stevencampos1249]

Me to

[@antoinelefebvre3947]

"I make the small things look bigger like I looking through a microscope" Hit me hard

[@jessicachurch3850]

FOR REAL!! I was like damnnn he’s attacking me in this song 😂😂 I love it

[@darkmyth4848]

THIS IS HOW MY DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY AND IT SUCKS I WISH IT CAN STOP AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SEE THAT I AM NOT THE ONLY PERSON DEALING WITH IT

[@ashnidahiya8347]

We all listening to this song should make a group on a social network. Any suggestions? Wish you guys best and only the best in your lives

[@grammaroffherrockerreacts1122]

I have a Gremlin group 💯💯

[@abdulsalammohammedmahyoub7111]

Absolutley good idea

[@YoKey_Dragon3689]

i agree

[@fatimaatik944]

Please 😔

[@michaelbennett4412]

I like that idea

[@amayabent1748]

You are the best rapper that relates to real life thanks so much for your inspirational songs

[@KW6T9817]

"I make the small things seem bigger like I'm looking through a microscope" My Life 😪

[@vaporz7282]

I just wanted to say thank you Gremlin. You are not alone.

[@frenchie7777]

Bro the line “I don’t want to be an 80 year old man saying” should make all of us reflect on who we are. We can only become a different person by changing the path we are on right now. If we don’t change, we will be who we are today 60 years from now 💯

[@johndixon5307]

This song helps me alot through the holidays thanks gremlin

[@johndixon5307]

Gremlin hit me up

[@4R05T]

"Everyone is who the f*ck i need to stay away from. I dont wanna feel sh*t, i just wanna stay numb." i felt that hard😔💔

[@davidlira8853]

His delivery is gold

[@javiersierra4943]

“Feels like I don’t fit in with society ... Sick of everybody saying everything is gonna be alright little did they know I had tears dropping all night ... Everyone is who tf I need to stay away from... why do I drink till I’m numb” 🔊🔊🔊💯

[@RustyVR2]

Wow, this hits me hard.... I'm deionized with anxiety, depression, dyslexia, ADHD, and bipolar. I'm only 11, but that doesn't matter what matters is that I am beating it. I am stronger than it. So as everyone that has any deionized.

[@nicholas3620]

That’s nice to hear, keep it up.

[@RustyVR2]

Idk thank you so much, I have been working on life, hard work pays oof

[@taelorandjazz7102]

God Bless And God Loves Each And EveryOne Of You Keep Your Head Up Stay Ready✝️🙌🏾❤️🙏🏽

[@Smorgellep]

This song is absolutely life changing, I played this song to my dad and he just started to cry and hug me Cause he has no idea what to do with me being an alcoholic and smoker and prescribed alprazolam and when you use drugs you lose control of your frontal cortex and then you just drink and drink and drink and then it’s only emotions that come out , big respect This song means a lot to me

[@vehighter9079]

Everyday, I feel down, stressed, irritated, anxious and tired. In addition, my parents used to fight a lot in the past and I feel like it affected me a little. Right now, there's more scolding and quarreling in my family. It makes me feel so drained and much worse. I just wish we can all be happy already. I would wish to have a chat with anyone here.

[@NelmarDayanan]

Im here dude. Just stand, no matter what happen.

[@vehighter9079]

@@NelmarDayanan thanks man..

[@danielarguello5670]

It’s ight be strong I promise u will get through it

[@robertdutton7277]

Dude... Get out of my head. My life is torture with anxiety and u nailed it. U gained a new subscriber. Ty

[@Isaac-ie5dx]

Man this is what im going through bro!!! I just lost everything had to move out of my country and left all my fam...i dont feel anything anymore and i am proud of you...i hope you get to read this bro!!! I dont have shit to loose any more...

[@Gremlinmusic24]

You got this bro. Never give up on yourself man.

[@ditzleralicia4583]

You know what; 90% of this new f'd up world is depressed, pissed off, anger, gossip, addiction. etc. Thanks for sharing

[@yeseniasanchez9409]

“So I crack a brew, that’s just what I have to do to get my mood rite. “ I’ve been so stressed, anxiety gets worse by the day, venting to friends is not what I like to do bc nothing will help remove the pain I have. I push people away bc I’m not happy with me. I’ve found myself drinking , smoking more bc that’s when I’m in a happy mood. ITS TRUE. I need to let it go... currently blowing up your stuff bc I’ve spent the last two hours playing your stuff. You’re amazing. ❣️ I found you at the perfect time.

[@paris1292]

This song hit me so hard.... I went thru a Mental Breakdown 2 years ago. This song is deep and real. I cant get enough of his music. He is real and his music is so real... keep it up Gremlin.

[@stephanietagliere6016]

Perfectly said exactly how I feel it sucks that others feel like this but it’s good to know we aren’t alone in this feeling wish you well

[@bradhughes4806]

Hey beautiful

[@bradhughes4806]

Hey

[@minja1585]

Imagine crying way more than you have ever in your life because of this song. Why? Because I can relate

[@susanboos2951]

I relate to the lyrics, always feeling numb. Being the black sheep 🐑 on both sides of my family... no one wanting to be friends with me cos I'm different.

[@garrettdavis6968]

I saw the Brew the darkness falls on you like it did me all my life now I'm simply empty I stay faded and alone with a pain ..

[@mirandalee4546]

"I stayed in the darkness even when i found light"💔💜

[@typicalf8064]

Your actually so inspiring your songs have helped me through so much i cant even explain how much to help me on a day to day basis

[@jessicaestes683]

My boyfriend and I are both into music. Hes the rapper though not me. But my words can not describe to you how much this means to me. Bro I shed tears as I write this. You saved my life. I mean that 💯. For that I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

[@iznabbas6020]

This is why i like Gremlin

[@Gremlinmusic24]

🙏

[@Boria420]

This song means so much.😢

[@crystallc8871]

I’ve felt his words so many times💔. It gets better!

[@DeadDemonOfLostIzaleth]

I’ve dealt with a break up with my last girlfriend and hurt bad and this song is chill

[@user-wf5kj6fo6t]

"I don't feel anything no more" hit me

[@gmtherider8812]

I suffer from anxiety and depression this hits deep 😢😭

[@liamlynch2115]

I don’t think there’s any one “answer” out there, but finding things (like this song) and people who are experiencing similar issues seems to be the most helpful.

[@brookeakers9645]

I relate to this so much 🥺 I love this .

[@JoseGarcia-qp6kg]

You’re legit dude! This helps a lot!!

[@KayeFannin-jt5xs]

Almost 2 years clean from meth. Still drinking but I'm fighting for my life because of this song. I have 3 babies to live and love for! Thank you so much for this song! It's gotten me through suicide attempts and thinking I'm nothing! Everyone has a purpose and I believe mine is to give my children a better environment! I'm still working on it! God help me! You got this Gremlin

[@urbannish2823]

K gremlin I've seen you for years & this is the first time I actually ever listened to a song. this is spot on, I've always dealt with anxiety & depression my whole life (I'm 29 soon) I love you ❤ hope you see this

[@jessesaint7559]

Still one of my top 10 artists. Love his lyrics.

[@lisarodriguez6966]

Wow. This song is breathtaking! Shared it with my 22 year old son and husband. Very talented artist with tremendous bravery to be so open and vulnerable and amazed that he has such insight into his emotions and subsequent actions.

[@Gremlinmusic24]

thank you very much!

[@lisarodriguez6966]

@@Gremlinmusic24 I'm honored you replied! It's a better world for having you in it.

[@rewind-jigitysash2892]

As a 12 year old, I have been diagnosed with part depression, anxiety, ADD and ODD.

[@stealthywolvesclanleader2750]

@Kinte Jay do you stay away from everyone as much as you can??

[@CybersecurityChicago]

Man, this song carried me throughout 2019 and half of 2020. Through prayer and seeking Jesus Christ I overcame these thoughts and damaging behaviors. Thank you God. 🙏💪

[@whyamihere4257]

16 and diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. This truly describes what it's like. Every word. This song truly hits hard. You truly put all of the words in my head into a song. I've lost a lot of friends because of everything, I've pushed through, it's hard, but I keep pushing. Its gotten a tad better, but for those who need to hear this - you aren't alone, I'm here along with a lot of other people, you are loved and wanted, it may not feel like it now, but it will start to get better, it will just take some time, trust me. Take your pills, eat, stay hydrated and get the rest you need ❤ Please, if you need someone to talk to or need to get something off your chest, reply to this, I'm here to listen and try to help you.

[@raylenn9905]

I'm 14 and I had to go to a psych ward because no one understood what I was going through and I have MDD (Major Depressive Disorder) And GAD (General Anxiety Disorder) so I am wishing you the best and I hope you get better💛

[@theharshtruthoutthere]

@@raylenn9905 kzbin.info/www/bejne/nHPLmmyBmpabbdk Why do we want to die before our time? For all those who have power in this fallen world are not even humans. They are the evil spirits, who have stole everything from us. And we, going away before our time to die - we give our enemies what they have wanted all along - we give them our lives. Ephesians 6:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. If we do not call upone the NAME OF THE LORD and SHALL BE NOT SAVED - then our souls - our very being is theirs (satan`s) and not GOD`S. Romans 10:13 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. Psalms 145:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth. Psalms 18:3 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies. Psalms 116:13 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I will take the cup of salvation, and call upon the name of the LORD. Do not take away what`s GOD`S . Your soul belongs to GOD who give it, your soul do not belong to satan. For lucifer is none to be worshipped, he is also the creation of GOD. Without GOD, there be no lucifer. For even the name: “LUCIFER” is GOD given. 1 Chronicles 16:8 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Give thanks unto the LORD, call upon his name, make known his deeds among the people. Psalms 105:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context O give thanks unto the LORD; call upon his name: make known his deeds among the people. Psalms 116:17 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I will offer to thee the sacrifice of thanksgiving, and will call upon the name of the LORD. Psalms 80:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context So will not we go back from thee: quicken us, and we will call upon thy name. 2 Samuel 22:4 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I will call on the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies. Psalms 86:5 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For thou, Lord, art good, and ready to forgive; and plenteous in mercy unto all them that call upon thee.

[@beccaheib8747]

I've battled depression n severe anxiety n ptsd n so many things alongside those n its hard to explain urself to everyone n it's exhausting n ive been committed n so on by loved ones n my parents because they just assume u are on something if u act differently n an ex husband who made my life what felt like hell 20 years n a son n im 39 n am worse than I ever thought n I am alone in my life so that is bad an a surgery i had to have I thought I'd finally get help n they had to listen n understand me I thought n was I wrong. Alone no car severe cabin fever n I have been divorced n fighting custody n he is threatening me n wants me to surrender my rights as a mom n I can't do it n esp because of the bond I have with my 12 year old son I love n raised n he's a amazing n he understands me n it's a blessing n I then I think I will be happy I met someone n well that was absolutely terrible n they had the nerve to say that's why they didn't have a kid n omg I was like that does it n I left n like pos n I am not letting my angel bug go if so it'll kill me y heart will shatter n I don't know what to do do because it's been setups n years of screens n im not on anything but it's only worse n nobody ever wants to see or listen tome or my kid let alone videos don't lie im amazing mom but6 years alone n a alone in a marriage it's hell n im not well n im scared to even sleep because I'm afraid I won't wake I hate anxiety. Cry

[@whyamihere4257]

Thank you for these comments. When you had posted it I had actually gone downhill very fast and took a major brake from everything. I am still not the best I could be, but I am getting there slowly. Again, thank you. 💛

[@raylenn9905]

@@whyamihere4257 No problem lole I said I hope you get to the point where you want to be and remember what anyone thinks doesn't matter it only matters what u think Good luck wishing u the best of luck💙

[@nellie3597]

Damn, I just realized how broken I really am. I'm such a sad person. Lord help me.😥

[@hazeloco1]

Nelly Martinez I’m on the same shit just to let you know you are not alone

[@RaulRamirez-pc7zw]

Jesus Christ its the answer, he loves us, ask him to come into your ❤

[@darkfudgee]

I feel ya on this. Damn my life is so fuking depressing

[@VictorRodriguez-hj4cr]

Your not alone