antent - pulse (slowed & reverb & 1 hour loop)

[@icelleep]

linkpop.com/iceleep friends I have my own Spotify on which I release my music, please help me and subscribe to it and the rest of the social networks, thank you all love!

[@Pilps]

Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on KZbin which is extremely lacking and rare to find. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.

[@elenadelgado4301]

Thank you for sharing your story, don't forget the child in you and be the best father you could be. God bless you

[@christianlauren5883]

These type of music is underrated. It gives that melancholic, dreamy, unreal, nostalgia, whatever-you-call-it. 🎇🌉🌃

[@BasedHellDiver.]

Yeah this song makes me feel whatever you call it

[@Roddy_Zeh]

Peaceful. In the best way possible. Like a nightmare that just ended...back to calmness. Thank you.

[@AshwinNair65]

listening to this after waking up from a nightmare......you couldn't have described this any better

[@mywords.417]

it's so pleasant to sleep to the sound of this calm and relaxing music. 🤍 I feel like I'm on a mountain, where the calm wind gathers and gives me company. A calm and satisfying place. 🖤

[@klaus8203]

words can’t describe how grateful I am almost every day to have found your channel, it gives me a sense of comfort, it calms me, it reassures me that im oka and that nothing in this life of mine will truly last forever, these songs that you’ve posted all across your channel have seen me at some of my highest highs and my lowest lows, and helped me get through a lot of things, and for all of that, and unknowingly helping me to be where I am today, I thank you, and I recognize you as a good friend, and I’m sure many others can agree as well, so thank you again iceleep, and take care of yourself too! 🌑

[@kyusan8069]

I can say the same

[@spoget_t7114]

Best comment I think I’ve ever read to this day.

[@levijm890]

All my homies love this comment

[@vzhrxs]

true words man ❤️

[@LightningLord2609]

For all sad peeps, remember to forgive yourself. Its never too late for a new start.

[@LightningLord2609]

@Danny Dolan kind of.

[@LightningLord2609]

@Danny Dolan amazing! :) much better now.

[@Lordsenpaixd]

Your backgrounds is the best part in your channel

[@StormyLofi]

If your reading this, it's probably night time or maybe your studying for that upcoming test you have, or you might not be doing anything, you might just want to listen to some calming music. No matter the reason, I hope you know that everything is okay, take a deep breath, pause your studying, stop what your doing, look outside, go outside if possible, just for a minute. Take a minute to take a couple deep breaths outside, get some fresh air. Fill your lungs with the cold air outside, take a minute to look around, look at this beautiful earth we live on, it may be flawed but it's still beautiful. Just like you, I hope you dream, I hope you find yourself, do what you want to do, find your happy place, be around the people you love! Do anything that could help you. I might be a stranger talking to another stranger telling them what to do as if I know them, but I want you to know, you're loved by many. It might not feel like it but I promise things will look up for you. You'll find love, make friends with the greatest people, achieve your dreams. I hope you can live your own life, be the happiest you possible. ❤

[@opnopconpc9083]

I don’t know who you are but thank you. Thank you so much, I hope you are doing well.

[@davidelcrack08ramirez98]

damn...🥲

[@werecrocodile]

It's important to do something like that often, especially if you find yourself zoning out of your own life.

[@s1nonim]

thank you, you too(

[@mkilo9770]

This is that sensitive calmness. Not to high on the ears, but not so low that you feel your chest vibrate. It’s a timeless sort of calm coziness. Where you can look outside your bedroom window, out at the stars, and feel a sense of wonder and hope. Hope for… whatever you want to hope for I guess…

[@Antent]

thank you 💙💙💙

[@Antent]

@MAALIK 💙💙💙

[@gynd704]

this song makes me remember about my memories, and about my depression, about 8-9 years and 5 years ago I tried to commit suicide and it didn't work and somehow managed to survive until now, and even now still living with my depression.

[@Gatzucortezemmanuel357]

God bless… I will pray for you. I’m also going through a major depressive episode, but trying to make the best of it.

[@SzeregowiecPL]

Sir, I hope u doing fine right now.

[@dhinsa_1847]

Praying for you both, we'll all find happiness and peace someday just don't give up

[@Antent]

💙💙💙

[@mrigankverma2171]

You will make it through ! ❤

[@G9Bs]

best music ever

[@Reftgog]

I feel so numb. Numb from the cold. But sometimes, numb is good. Pops, I miss you, man. You were taken too soon.

[@SurgutPictures]

oh my glob, my ears are having so good time right now) Thanks for such ambience man, like of course!

[@SmileMan..]

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this

[@Snufcha]

Очень годно вышло, надеюсь ты по больше такого будешь делать 🖤

[@G9Bs]

о, русский

[@bratzz1194]

these type of music calms me down since as a child i have experienced to the paranormal active and for that i have lost both of my parents and my friends this s type of music really hit me when i was down, and just listening to it made me feel okay

[@Tek-Knight5592]

This song can definitely drum up memories and self reflection

[@k7xlol]

This is very calming. 😕

[@acajabirch]

Thank you for stating your opinion!😑

[@k7xlol]

@@acajabirch ok

[@TheStonersAssociationGaming]

My gosh. You have done it. Congratulations on 8k subscribers. You deserved it. I cannot wait till I get 8k.

[@NM-ig6hz]

Comfort channel

[@ink_ink5760]

Story time As you watch the waves rise up and wash back down, taking sand from the shore, you decide to look up at the moon Are you still breathing? Is there a *pulse* left? Or are you a ghost? Are you a ghost, washing away in the tides of the ocean? Are you a ghost, linked to the seas and their knowledge of time? Do you remember the creation of the universe? of you? The story of the waters envelop you, first starting of course, from the sand at your feet. To your ankles, your knees. As you slowly wade into the water, staring at the moon, the stars too. You wish everything was different... But you wish it'd stay the same. You fear change, but you wish for newness.

[@richardturner8392]

Your comment is appreciated.

[@pengxins]

this is actually so good, thanks for sharing it on here

[@ink_ink5760]

@@richardturner8392 aw thanks

[@ink_ink5760]

@@pengxins ofc! I'm hoping to do some writing in the future

[@Rameseliar]

Спасибо автору за столь приятную музыку. Это успокаивает если плохое настроение, или работа. Атмосферно и уютно делать домашнее задание под такую песню. Спасибо за такие шедевры ❤

[@datsdajazz_man1646]

I lost my Son and his Mother… life hasn’t been the same without them.. I never knew I could hate being alone. I don’t know what I’m still doing here..

[@uchiha7345]

You’re here to find ur purpose. To keep on living for your son and mother. To enjoy life and find happiness within yourself again as they accompany you by your side. I’m sorry for your loss🙏🏻 I hope you find light ❤️

[@Mat_Haaland]

Oh bro... I'm so sorry for you :( I love you bro remember this 😔❤️

[@N0tT4ils]

I'm so sorry man. Stay here for your family. Your son and his mother would be devastated if your life stopped thriving because theirs did.

[@alwaystiredandsleepy]

i'm sorry for your lost, we love u for being so strong everyday

[@topico7403]

Your still standing. You still pushing. Keep pushing, keep doing that… for then.

[@the_story_guy0]

I’m a student and i don’t know anything in life

[@granddad90yearsago65]

Whenever I’m feeling down I like to look to the future and think about my kids and how they will have a family of there own. I wonder how far will my descendants carry my blood

[@presence9159]

The scenery is a distopian future. You have just quit your shitty job and you are in the elevator. On the way down you can see the whole city. It is dark but the lights are shining. You are uncertain what to do next but you know it will be so much better than what you leave behind. The elevator ride seems to be endless as you plug in your AirPods and listen to this track. And now you see. You realize we are god experiencing god. You FEEL wholeness. You BREATHE fresh air. You ARE love Everything makes sense now and this moment is everlasting. Just like your peace. You will never have to worry again, as things align in the perfect timing for you to be happy, free, healthy, and blessed I love you

[@LachlanMck]

how are you not famous??!?!?!?

[@Newlife2100]

The wind dances along your side as you clasp the rope of the precarious bridge, suspended seemingly in midair, tethered to nothingness. A profound void envelops the surroundings, leaving nothing but an ethereal connection between you and the suspended path. Above, the sky is frozen in a perpetual sunset, casting a hue of red-apple brilliance that is nothing short of breathtaking. Clouds, pure and white, drift effortlessly against this captivating canvas, creating a scene of surreal perfection. Abruptly, a gentle wave of warmth and solace washes over you, transforming the precarious bridge into a haven of tranquility. Despite its inherently uncomfortable nature, the bridge now cradles you like a celestial cloud, inviting a serene slumber amidst the suspended solitude.

[@05-councilspeedrun]

Nice poem dude

[@Gatzucortezemmanuel357]

I had a really bad mental breakdown to this song. I’ve ruined my life, and hurt those who’ve loved me and I could never forgive myself for how I’ve made them feel. I don’t know why I’ve done the things I’ve done, but I just want to be better. I’ve been ashamed and guilty for all my life and I just want it to go away.

[@AR-hw9zi]

It will be okay! I can’t tell you when but it will be.

[@jugihusk9700]

i feel it too i hurted a lot of people that didnt need it but im trying to understand myself too, i have to forgive me even it is really difficult sometimes i just want to stay sad, just want to dessapear from this world but then, i try to stay calm and think in good things i have done, because we all do good things and i know, if i feel guilty for hurt people, it means that im a good person, and im doing my best to not do it again i know you can go through it too fighting

[@ZsFighter]

you can't change what happend, you might be able to change what will happen. Keep going,

[@LightningLord2609]

Forgive yourself. Before its too late.

[@SiddharthKainturaXIIB]

I heard it when i got through my break up It was hard and ardous but..now i understand, Its more about you than its about them You have to identify not what was right with them but rather what was wrong within you. Dive deep and find what kind of person are you and trust me...the process will be lengthy and sometimes you may lose track of yourself but just...keep walking, keep swimming, keep looking and one day You'll find that greatest treasure of all was inside you all the time Acceptance.

[@krakengaming3334]

You don't even smile :)

[@Mtrk776]

يالله ان الاغنيه تذكرني بمواقف والناس كانو معي ومفتقدهم ومفتقد روحي القديمه الحمدلله ع كل حال .

[@hassanhijazi9503]

الحمد لله على كل حال اخوي

[@kamalx412]

الحمدلله

[@adambass6631]

Alhamdullah ❤

[@Samir_6666]

💙

[@brettharter143]

Makes me feel like ive died and the universe has me in a loading plane while the after life loads.

[@kirahayashi6984]

Can you make a 10 hour version? I would love to sleep to it

[@DangaiRo]

So many dreams...

[@lxel9]

i'm so tired of being me

[@faridben1644]

There’s no such thing as a depression ppl it’s all in your mind a lie that ur mind likes and that’s it cuz it makes u lazy and sad and comforting and all that losers shit y’all gonna be great i am gonna be the greatest and you too see y’all at the top

[@gt.heartsman5776]

I don't think I'll want to live beyond 35-40.... I'll die alone in like a speedy, fiery bike crash. I'll die without having ever to be loved by someone or to be deserving of love

[@AYKAY-VOLTI]

hey icesleep is it okay if use one of your music for a youtube video?

[@icelleep]

ofc you can, I'm not the songwriter)

[@notme5249]

...i just didn't know. Knowing was too much...

[@deltainfinium869]

Shaders?

[@DannyKechik_the_dizzydaisy]

for the actually depressed ppl

[@gynd704]

this is really helpful, thank you so much ❤️❤️

[@bingchilling7819]

This shit is not helpful AT ALL, DONT WASTE YALL TIME READING THIS IS WAS MOST LIKELY A SIMPLY COPY AND PASTE, don't depend on some random dude on the internet for your happiness find it urself so that u can keep it and be proud of it

[@3px]

we will die anyway I wanna do it fast

[@andreageorginaramirezmacia9314]

Ñ la n n ñ😊 l

[@andreageorginaramirezmacia9314]

Ñ

[@yassigam5618]

Spotify? :(

[@madelaine7724]

if I have everything, I have home and family, why am I still so sad? Am I ungrateful or egoistic? Why can't I enjoy it? why am I so sad, I just want to stop and behave properly but I cannot...

[@madelaine7724]

my mother just told me that if I want to cry she doesn't care but I have to be quiet beacuse she is afraid of neighbours hearing it and making rumors that I am abnormal. She doesn't want that.

[@presence9159]

Honey I know that feel. To be judged for your tears is painful, but believe me.. being able to cry as loud is it need be is such a relief, once you find the place or the courage to do so.. go ahead.. your thoughts are valid Your feelings are valid You matter There is many of us.. you are supported cherished and loved beyond comprehension ❤

[@madelaine7724]

@@presence9159 thank you 🥺

[@madelaine7724]

@Dannydolan88 thank you as well ❤️

[@harisharry2968]

great music to crash a car to

[@lemonjoose3624]

real shit

[@franpolti9848]

s2

[@nox2334]

:')

[@oiaangel9620]

I break up with my gf and I’m here to study to be around her again

[@Bakyt34]

I don't know why I was born and what I will do in the future. Maybe I was meant to experience life like everyone else. I do not know. who made us? but even if I don't understand, I know that all life should be happy)

[@VVamptation]

iamnumb.iamnumb.iamnumb. ich bin taub ich bin taub ich bin taub