ignoring gut instincts and changing around people - podcast

this week I talk about why I find it hard to keep to my own morals and viewpoints when im around other people, and some other nonsense
thanks for being here and watching, I love you so much

[@aimeegoodship3266]

"I am emotionally intelligent as long as I'm alone"... I felt that in my SOUL

[@cateaaia9004]

men look for this I feel like ughh

[@kamrankamran8863]

I am alone silent single life bachelor's 33years old? My education is graduation? My family is poor and refuge in a country? My life is found a girl enter my life and my life is save you country you house your home my life is save?

[@peytongylordo2095]

SAME

[@lapis722]

@@kamrankamran8863 huh?

[@Eve65901]

Man that was so real

[@giannaajello4416]

FELT when you said ur brain pauses around people. its actually crazy

[@iloverae]

Same! It’s the weirdest feeling once you’ve realised it

[@lahiru1157]

im dating a girl like this, is the best way to deal with disagreements and emotional outbursts just to let her have her own space for a while?

[@giannaajello4416]

@@lahiru1157 allow her to have her space to cool down, but communicate that with her. reassure her that youre not trying to push her away, but that you want her to take a minute and get grounded

[@ilovedrunkgirls2472]

i cant come up with a single thought OMG

[@yinbambi]

there needs to be more research and vocabulary to describe this phenomenon... @@ilovedrunkgirls2472

[@marieleeart]

was literally in the middle of an existential crisis when this came out. postponing sadness until later

[@Hannah-kg06]

I said the same thing on a different vlog, hope ur alr

[@marieleeart]

@@Hannah-kg06 reallyy, which vlog? are you better now?

[@Hannah-kg06]

@@marieleeartbreak ups self respect and no💀💪

[@marieleeart]

@@Hannah-kg06 WAIT OMG it's literally almost the same comment im shocked. wanna talk abt it?

[@ivanalexandermarinrodrigue2082]

Fr💯🔥‼️

[@aubreyklima1368]

I find that I tend to match other peoples energy in a group setting which is usually not very good for me but I think that makes me go against my own morals and self because I want to be accepted by people

[@nisakini8762]

literally same. and its so draining

[@midnightaesthetic3830]

Then you need to make sure you know your boundaries towards other people and be your own friend before being with a group of people. As it’s really easy to lose yourselves in people

[@tessy28]

Get your own personality and your own life

[@nicola7043]

THIS Exactly how I feel!! I find it frustrating when I'm like this because the people I'm around I want to be my authentic self but I do end up matching their actions, words and overall energy

[@fangirlinneverland6335]

Unfortunately same (for now)

[@AA-qb7ni]

Living for how consistent Madeleine is!!! She's like that friend we all need 🥰

[@denarendall]

Totally relate to being emotionally intelligent when I’m alone but a total mess when I’m with people. I think I’m working so hard to perform and fit in with the people around me that I lose my actual core self and therefore can’t connect to my feelings in the same way. Being around people is so fucking exhausting, it takes me days to recover!

[@cherryflavoredplaylist753]

its scary to me because i relate to literally everything in your videos. the inability to be yourself in a relationship or even when i have crushes, the way I'm unable to think of all my bad experiences as myself and not some character in a book, taking things to heart and needing to process an opinion or feeling as my own before looking it up so i can own my thoughts and feelings and be assured they're mine, ALL of it. im so glad i found this podcast it's like i found my people lol.

[@leahalexandra3717]

Not trying to diagnose anyone but I relate very strongly to the black and white sense of justice and morals and immediately knowing if someone is good or bad and also shutting down during disagreements like I’m switched off and I just got diagnosed with autism hehe

[@masarrahaider8738]

I’m under psychiatric evaluation for bpd💀 and that also has such similar traits

[@BOOTSTHEFELINE]

How do you get diagnosed?

[@abib8330]

Me Audhd only finding madeleine for the first time now and immediately thinking that 😅

[@farahtb915]

what u said about not being yourself when ur in a romantic relationship, which is a form of self neglect/abandonment, its incredible to hear someone else feeling this bc i relate to that so much to the point that i dont think relationships r good for me. idk whats the solution to that .. atleast we r aware of that i guess? idk

[@y-ys6ww]

I literally went on a 3hr rant last night for ignoring my gut feeling and feeling so fuckin annoyed at myself 😤😤😤😤 perfect timing tho so thanks for the upload girl

[@keplar8229]

I love the start, “ I just wanna preference this that I’ve recently lost my mind”

[@amarai11]

use the version of you when alone as the goal, and everytime you interact with people fight to reach that goal, it won't be easy, it will include a lot of anxiety and losing people, but eventually you will reach it, it's a marathon not a sprint

[@robertplantcirca1973]

Love this

[@oopskye]

the brain shutting down part YES this just happened to me recently when I was trying to have a conversation about my feelings it’s SO ANNOYING I HATE IT

[@olivedeleliorey-qz7kh]

she is just so intelligent to me, i mean just her vibes are so genius-ish

[@Recyclablee]

Just listening to you for half an hour has made me feel less alone and more understood than months of ranting to my friends 😭

[@Ruqayya1293]

Something about resonating and relating to someone who seems so different from you always hits different. Your doing great girly ❤

[@oopskye]

madeline I literally feel u on a spiritual level ur pod keeps me alive

[@jaymet7905]

literally my ex was homophobic/transphobic and super conservative and i still for ed myself to make it work until i was a broken person; and now fast forward a year and im with the most loving and caring man

[@denisacristescu9816]

I have my moon in cancer as well and I can totally guaranty you that if i d have listened to my intuition I had avoided a lot of bad people and terrible moments. Also, as Im finishing my masters and never dated in uni, I relate so much with ur concept of having a home away from home, at least just for cuddles, tho if I d have to go back, I still choose to only date if the guy matches my energy, cause otherwise it is draining and time consuming.

[@sadlyitsme4468]

i love the way she gets distracted so easily 😂❤

[@sullengrrl]

i could listen to you talk about literally anything for ages and not get bored, but I'd love to hear more of your insight on burnout / beating yourself up over minuscule things etc etc. ive been really struggling with those lately because I'm in uni at the moment and feel like you might be able to understand :)

[@marieleeart]

your vibe and energy are my comfort zone

[@mrowner100]

madeline these authentic ramblings give me so much comfort hahaha pls never stop x

[@themaria4u]

She is so self aware, I like it

[@sophiaisabelle01]

We appreciate your insights, Keep up the good work.

[@maddiewheels6523]

I could listen to u talk for hours it’s like listening to myself but British

[@kyleethepanda]

I just started this video so you might cover this but I want to reiterate or possibly make a new point, its not so much cutting someone off or out of your life but keeping them at a distance. I have many people that I would consider myself friendly with but I wouldn’t ever take it past shallow conversation. I hold my thoughts and feelings as possessions and I like that I only give them to specific people. I have learned to do this from being burned many times before, so im not just all knowing. Anyways, the moral of the story is to choose your close friends wisely. Choose who you confide in wisely. Yes, when you dont have anyone to confide in, its lonely, but get a journal or a therapist. Its better to have no one than confide in the wrong person

[@maviedako6009]

Madeline you are such a lovely person , I love listening to your podcast episodes on my usually boring Sunday’s. I love you lots, take care, you look amazing darling.

[@nishamaguire]

second this x

[@gulguulgul]

i actually smiled when i saw this video, love you!!!

[@marieleeart]

me tooo

[@rockercover]

(Opinion only): An emotional relationship; reduces logical / rational thinking. Crazy how the brain / body does that. Good thought-provoking topic, thanks.

[@Goldenskittlee]

I've never heard of you before but came across your videos today and I literally relate to everything your saying it's insane !

[@poorvichaturvedi4269]

You're the one person to whom i can listen to for hours

[@Princessofthegalaxy]

We are literally the same age and have the same zodiac chart maybe thats why i feel everything u say but its so weird to me because all your videos come at the exact right time because what you talk about is what i’ve been feeling at that moment

[@boxkutta]

when is her exact birthday? bc online it says january 1st 2000 😭

[@aimeeaveiro7806]

pls talk about friendship breakups & how we should normalise treating them like relationship breakups in terms of healing, support systems etc etc

[@rachelkim9784]

check her podcast from 5 months ago it’s about that

[@TrentYakle]

It feels like your sense of self is not having a sense of self, and either sitting alone lost in yourself, or in a relationship lost in them

[@krsna.-]

are u in my brain maam, speaking my inner thoughts fr, ily

[@Kat-ow2bn]

this was needed today thank you Madeline!

[@cityofsher]

You have no idea how much i relate to you , I feel like we have lived the same life

[@LindzFletch17]

This is the most RELATABLE topic I’ve ever seen

[@alizaolner6838]

You are literally me lol 😂 like everything you say it’s like you are speaking my thoughts

[@mariahlamb2983]

So, it’s been about a years time and you’d be surprised lol. You’ve come far kid

[@bigboominmaya]

you put it into the words i never could.

[@saintpatrick6681]

the queen of no filter. literally every brain impulse come out the mouth. love you.

[@benediktemyrmellom8613]

Love this!! Looking forward too every podcast😍

[@LUxo323]

Your therapist is a genius I agree 👏🏻

[@truongthilinhnhan8955]

been waiting an entire week it’s finally heree

[@blankpag]

you know what ? wonderful point hahaha you're so fun please keep on making videos and speaking hope you get better, love

[@jessieblackery4547]

Yesss you uploaded just in time for my food break from uni work

[@lrigl00c]

i truly love listening to you talk, keep talking please

[@christabelstewart]

ive been relating soooo hard to ur recent uploads so when you said youre a cancer/ libra/sag i had to stand up from my seat because SAME.

[@andinagy6822]

literally felt this on a spiritual level

[@saoirse.tierney]

living for her new posts bro😭

[@Sunshine_is]

I’m an astrologer, I would love to do your chart 💞

[@graceless6103]

The im jealous rant is so ducking real

[@Cumshot-millionare]

Bro not one thing you've said in this video I don't relate to like fully relate to you have just explained my exact thoughts

[@ameerac4432]

THE FIRST THREE MINUTES i resonate with sooo much

[@h3nar]

pls im begging, put the podcast on spotify, pelase😭

[@QGQGQ]

😂 This girl makes me laugh

[@bjaartey3309]

perfect timing thank youuuu i love you i love you king

[@idab6864]

I relate so much to your experience of being human

[@joelduckstad601]

The throw up thing is so true😂😭

[@maximherremans7142]

felt ‘hug deprived’

[@doubledeckyomom]

First and flustered

[@MP39]

Hey madeline, great episode as usual, but just wanted to point out that there have been recent studies disproving the moon / menstrual cycle correlation. Whilst there are studies that agree, there are studies that also disagree, hence no clear answer is available at the moment (basically some studies agree with you and some don't is what I'm saying)

[@mariemadlenek]

Madeline you should get the urban decay space cowboy eyeshadow you can do no wrong with it, prettiest glitter

[@blindedeathh]

astrology makes women feel in control. thats why they believe in it. youre not made to be put into a box. read a wrong sign. youre everyone. you create your life.

[@earth-air-water-fire-aether]

I think you have it, and if you feel it just go for it. I think you're a woman that's for sure, you're very intelligent, but men can be emotionally slow, its like a pendulum or a swing, men can think too logically and other things. I think people in general, people like you, need a hug, deeper connection that makes you feel how you feel towards the end of the video, and other areas that vulnerability if it isn't handle ideally or correctly, this happens. It's fine to feel that way, it's something that I kind of understand how you feel.

[@robertmueller2023]

Better ignored, than impeached, indicted, booed and jeered for all to witness?

[@jezzyqueen1101]

“It’s kinda like when you get diarrhea” 😂 Love herrr !

[@StephenBelcher-sr3zk]

No! You don’t botch your romantic relationships ❤

[@Tifftheturtle]

plus same i love my own company

[@thans998]

Loved this, it's great. I needed something to take me out my head. And your fast speaking was great for it. hahha I literally say my woes too! You speak at the same speed inthink. I hope you get some peace and a slower thought rate. It will help yaaa XXX

[@violetslit]

6:32 this was so spot on i'm crying

[@shharn]

I behave the exact same way 🤣 let’s just appreciate the fact we’re self aware and maybe try to learn from our mistakes this time 😂🫶🏽

[@shaundavis7705]

I’m a new viewer and I already like many of your videos

[@allygraham3095]

This is so real

[@lilithodwyer3697]

Is it possible to think exactly the same as another person?

[@Panacea9]

She went out with him and he showed her a show agaisnt slaves the first day..."I just started dating him, and I want out." "I need to trick" "My government needs it." "I liked that he was protective, it won me over a bit, and helped me sell, and I even went in an out a bit. but he is horrible and I need to change him." 'we all do.'

[@elisazouza]

I have also lost my mind too.

[@ella_rue_b98]

"This is the one time that I am wrong" - story of ALL THREE of my ex relationships

[@MP39]

20:55 valid, really needed to hear that

[@sophiaholmes6622]

You want to control a lot - you think you can prevent someone from hurting you (saying you can figure out if someone is “bad” when you meet them) and because you think you can prevent it, you are angry at yourself for allowing it to happen to you in the past

[@zoechang7528]

resonate with each word sm……

[@libbbi]

can u upload on spotify apple podcast etc?? so we can listen without having yt open :))

[@Tifftheturtle]

Girl. all i have to say is Gemini Sun, Moon Mars AND Venus. WITH a cancer mercury and capricorn rising. its tough out here

[@capucine6689]

Thank goodness for this banger

[@soutenu_ninja5678]

This is great. Your awesome

[@indoorphine]

you speak EVERyThing i think about. I want to be your friend .

[@JoVeda_xo]

God Bless

[@nananazoo]

UR POSTS R AMAZING KEEP POSTING I LOVE UUUUUUU MADELINA

[@judeadas7642]

always looking forward to ur podcasts

[@davidwalker2304]

Do a podcast on how romantic relationships are not self care or how they are self caring. I beg to differ. Thanks Mady! Keep it up though, loving the channel astrology isn't true it's a dark craft of dilusions

[@Rob1964b]

You could stream on Twitch. Best platform for conversation with audience IMO.

[@iitzzell]

💚

[@catodeveld8364]

I would love to see a make up tutorial tbh, much love

[@loismartha4859]

noooo, you talking about being touch deprived and home sick and only friends with boys at uni. exactlyyy the same here

[@saturn910]

listening to this while playing roblox😋

[@zitaridgett]

I adore her sm:)

[@maya-ms8nt]

my bpd relates to all of her videos so heavily dude

[@jodieturnerx]

I love these sm