im lying about my life - my mom, my hair, therapy, marrying rich, business, boyfriend ?

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[@toebeans96]

I remember the first video I'd ever seen of Blair in early 2020, when she said "your weight is just a number, just like your address or your social security, as long as your happy, and healthy, it doesn't matter." I immediatley subscribed, and although I haven't been invested and missed a lot during the "chaos" Blair's definitely the youtuber who knows their worth, living free, unrestrained and unapologetic that I strive to live like, or live vicariously through when I can't for myself just yet.

[@Sangeetha6785]

Totally agree!

[@nottheone582]

the social chameleon thing is not weird, a mental illness or manipulative at all! you could be a highly sensitive person or empath - we mirror others naturally as a way to make others more comfortable because we care a lot about others feelings. it also enables us to move through spaces with less emotional trauama to our squishy insides. it's actually a superpower and a strength if you know how to use it 💪🏼

[@kaziahscott5169]

Also a classic ADHD thing! I have it too xx Love you Miss Walnut

[@elyseonlife8981]

@@kaziahscott5169 wow…the more I learn, the more I realize everything I thought was a personality trait is really just my ADHD brain 😭

[@meghk5147]

Same here!

[@aakitka]

Yes!

[@hendrike4813]

@@kaziahscott5169 not everything is an adhd thing

[@Ash-gj2lf]

I always thought I was helplessly bipolar until I learned I had adhd. Women with adhd are so often misdiagnosed or just written off as a mess. Adhd isn’t just the inability to pay attention, it affects a lot of other skills and it affects women differently than men! I learned how to manage it and now I’m really successful and have much better control of my emotions. Don’t believe lies about yourself, but continue on improving!

[@theambitiouscritic]

Did medication help?

[@x-starlight-x]

Can you explain it a bit better at all?

[@simop7396]

@@theambitiouscriticm

[@ola45678910]

Are there any resources you'd recommend? thanks!

[@Ash-gj2lf]

Just to reply to everyone… I have not tried medication. I hear it’s great for some people but doesn’t work out for others. You should always consult with your doctor, consider side effects carefully, and advocate for yourself. Either way, you should focus on building skills, habits, and not getting down on yourself. For resources, there’s a subreddit for adhd people and one for adhd women specifically. It helps connecting with people who have the same struggles. There’s also a website called Additude which I like and a KZbin channel called How to ADHD which has helped me a TON. You can also watch Ted talks to learn more. I recommend doing research and therapy if you feel like you’re having trouble. A therapist could also direct you to a doctor if needed for diagnosis/medication. Adhd is caused by a lack of development in certain areas of the brain and is typically considered to be genetic. It can manifest in ways like poor impulse control, time blindness, procrastinating, obsessing over specific things that thrill you, and of course we have thrill seeking . There a lot more but symptoms are different for everyone. The theme is poor control of attention, difficulty executing the actions you intend on, and omg being so bored all the time you just want to do something crazy. It’s like I’m always trying to the best I can in every way and yet I can never completely meet the mark… no matter how smart I know I am or how hard I try. But in other ways, adhd’ers tend to be really creative, funny, spicy, intelligent, and excellent in times of crisis when our brains do their best work. It’s both a blessing and a curse honestly.

[@savannahellis8888]

Im actually sobbing about what you said about being proud of walking thru the doors we are now when you were wishing for those doors 5 years ago! 5 years ago i was working my ass off in a shitty relationship with someone with no future who cheated on me multiple times, wishing for the love of my life and a family of my own and today im engaged to the love of my life with a 10 year old bonus daughter and a 17 month old bio daughter! We arent in all the place we want to be financially or living situation but were comfortable and so so happy! I didnt know i needed to think about that today and I'm so happy i did! Thank you for everything you said here!

[@P0L3D4NC1NG1ZFUN]

I just love how you phrased it as "bonus daughter", that couldn't have been sweeter x3

[@NoName-mp2ec]

I love your honesty yet also keeping things private. You are creating a healthy boundary between yourself n media. 😊

[@caroldm2810]

Am I the only one who would love a video like grwm or day in my life but talking about your experience studying psychology? Or something related to your degree? I just find psychology so intriguing but would love to hear more about your perspective on it (just cool stuff you learned, human behavior, etc). Love u Blair

[@lavenderandchaos]

I have BPD (borderline personality disorder) and I mirror everyone lmao but just because someone also does that, does not mean they also have BPD. I find it really inappropriate that people are trying to diagnose you through videos they watch, without knowing you in real life, and without being a professional. Even if they are a professional, they are not your actual doctor. Anyway, love these more personal videos 🤍

[@vectorseveneight]

Same here! Diagnosed 3 years ago. Never knew why I acted so differently around different people before my diagnosis. It's like you have these assortments of masks that you wear to accommodate the people/situations you're in, but none of them are "you".

[@shanluann6417]

I have BPD and I mirror everyone too!! I’ve noticed it more so recently, sometimes I wish I could know who I am but it’s part of the personality disorder isn’t it so I’m trying to learn to accept it

[@Glossyvixen]

When you get older you’ll realize that having a bunch of superficial fiends isn’t important and having close friends is where it’s at. And then you’ll have more time to sleep and keep a tidy house. Having an organized living environment will keep you zen. Mark…my…words!! :)

[@PatWallace]

YOUR HAIR LOOKS AMAZING

[@beccawellert4896]

Your comment about life comes in waves is why I got waves tattooed on my body. I was going through a very deep severe depression and just got out of the mental ward 🥰 and turned 18 and got waves and it's a good reminder.

[@PatWallace]

We like your authentic editing by YOU

[@classyoatmeal7]

Just started following you again since about 2020 and I’ve watched every video since because I’m invested in your chaotic life and definitely have a girl crush on you

[@unavailablemoon6695]

Omg SAME!! she's gorgeous

[@ginevra6201]

"Dont be humble. Dont be FUCKING humble" that is the best quote of the whole video lol

[@mazaiah_]

Ms. Walnut is a girls girl, this felt like talking with a friend

[@idk-oe5ig]

this is the first video i've seen from you in a while (j was going through it) but you seem so much happier and more bubbly since i last checked in on you and i hope you're doing good and thriving

[@amandah.9893]

Queen Walnut, realest woman on the internet 💯

[@cococordova7403]

I love how independent you are. When I first started watching you I was under the impression you weren’t. Just a stupid ASSumption on my part. I now see you are really doing well & it’s all on your own. Nice work! You’re an inspiration to me.

[@lxna8332]

YES TO THE HUMBLE SHIT 👏👏👏 I hate how women are told to stop bragging bc it’s not ladylike. I am SO SICK of telling my girlfriends to please, for the fucking love of god, go on and tell me about their accomplishments. Girlies EVERYONE who is not happy for you and tells you that you’re bragging should not be in your life, period!!!!! Be proud! Don’t go around being like „I’m better than you!“ but don’t be shy to be proud of yourself!

[@amandaterrio4823]

Don’t let someone without a degree diagnosis you for anything. You look gorgeous

[@littlelam3691]

Exactly. Because knowledge doesn’t exist unless it was taught by a cookie cutter institution with absolutely no motive…

[@gigifawn]

Love u Blair, been following u since like 2019. My goal is to b a girlboss like u in a few years !

[@bayASMR]

ahhh the last minute was juicyyy! I kinda had a feeling since you've mentioned how the company of women make you feel different then most men. V happy for you walnut! 💖

[@skyes333]

Blair you just gave me a flashback to a video I found you on a few years ago… and you said how much you loved soup. THEN! That was the sub trigger for me. However many years later, and we still love soup together. Listen, girl… you’ve come such a long way. You do you, you only live once. At least you are living. Yr doing great. All of you, private and public, is doing great.

[@Lacy_magnolia]

Congratulations on being able to go to Coachella boo!! ✨💕✨💕✨💕✨💕✨💕✨💕✨💕✨💕✨💕

[@rachellevictoria7464]

Love that you're always there for your friends, have a lot of super flaky pals and so people who always pull through are rare ❤

[@Kat-ce5wc]

thank you for the reminder to pause and be greatful! sometimes I don’t realise how far I’ve come and how much my past self would have wanted what I have now

[@skyeandicy]

"this is a dictatorship not a democracy!!" ICON

[@evalove4156]

Blair literally I was crying my eyes out after a hard day at work, my mom's super emotionally abusive and I live with her I felt so fucking alone and sad Ill be real I wanted to end it all.... To numb my mind I started drinking n watching KZbin but your base happiness thing reminded me now is just now.... I'll be happy again soon

[@bas.artistry]

I just realized that Blair can understand the inner confines of my mind because we are 54% compatible as ✨Eastern European Girls✨ and 46% compatible as ✨Girls Who Live Laugh Love✨

[@danielleharrison6881]

I absolutely love your hair! 💕I need to know your secrets, I can never control the frizz

[@callmesamar]

What if…. You had extra time to start a podcast? I listened to this while driving lol

[@callmesamar]

Watched part of the beginning, but I gotta keep moving

[@Halfmoonbaee]

The hair thing is so true!!! It’s how I feel about skin influencers who have had maybe one zit in their life. You can’t relate to me, which means I can relate to you and don’t want the product you’re selling.

[@adiidi]

Most people don't have the ability to adapt to different social situations and talk to every kind of person, it takes skill! It doesn't mean you're fake or have mental illness at all, you're just perceptive and want to match the energy of the person you're socializing with. In high school, you could say I acted like a different person when I was talking to my stoner friends versus talking to my Christian friends. But that wasn't me being fake, I just acted a lot more respectfully around them (like how I did around teachers). It was me, but refined 😛 Also, I found that when I moved to Canada for high school, a *lot* of guys here (at least 6) misinterpreted me being a nice person as flirting or being attracted to them. I wasn't, I was just being friendly and was probably acting awkward because I was new. I feel like that's more along the lines of what you're experiencing -- you seem very personable and genuinely nice, which makes people think you're into them when that's just who you are. You may be mirroring the "perfect girlfriend" sometimes but at the end of the day, I think guys want to be with you because you're a real one. ☺💕 P.S. You should mostly cook a potato in the microwave, toss in in olive oil and put it in the oven for 10 minutes at 400F. You won't regret it!

[@Sara_Raney]

FOOD HAS DEFINITELY DOUBLED ALMOST. (YOU KNOW YOU'RE GETTING OLD WHEN YOU ONLY THINK TO COMMENT ABOUT THE FOOD PRICES LOL)

[@blairwalnuts]

Right!!

[@oatmealhoney7446]

Love the longer talking videos 🌷

[@riptideRaiders]

i don't know how you do it but your videos literally always help me get out of my mind and motivate me to get back on track, thank you so much😭i can't wait for the hair product, haven't been this hyped about a youtuber product before but i love hair just as much as you do and i also bleach mine😍

[@Tata-iu3fy]

I'm glad you're doing well. 💖

[@vectorseveneight]

Have you ever researched Borderline Personality Disorder? I was diagnosed 3 years ago and EVERYTHING I experienced in my life finally started to make sense. Why I feel things the way I do, why I react the way I do, why my life and personality never made sense until my diagnosis. I relate a lot to you and the way your emotions seem to react and interact with the world. I'm of course not a therapist or anything like that, just a thought. Good on you for taking the initiative and investing in yourself and your future through therapy.

[@ilianab26]

Me too, it explained so much.

[@EricaAmber]

Loving the life update Mama Walnut! Waiting eagerly for the spring jewellery collection!

[@Pinkrosesandagraveyard]

Looking forward to the hair oil. I hope it works on my hair. Also men are more likely to cheat and commit abuse when a woman is pregnant. Enjoyed the video. Keep being you.

[@viridiangoddess]

yes the tortilla microwave pizza!!! it's literally one of my favorite things to snack on

[@katv3116]

Cheers to going to therapy! 💕 mental health matters, im glad you are taking care of YOU!

[@person318]

about the hair, use olaplex. idk I'm not a hairdresser but it fixed my platinum bleached hair. especially no 3, 5 and 6 and the purple shampoo

[@CTLee420]

Honestly the best and really only way to make your hair grow is simply just to have a healthy scalp. The healthier your scalp the faster your hair grows 🤷🏼‍♀️

[@simmyz]

thanks blair for explaining the baseline of happiness that is innate in us

[@PatWallace]

7:51. I mean 22 years of bleaching my own hair. This is genius idea. Send me PR! 😂

[@doyoulikemakeup123]

You are such a good person Blair ! With a wonderful personality lots of love ❤️

[@campbeachpetite]

I need a Walnut in my life. Living for your energy!

[@reptilemama939]

I am also a social chameleon! I’ve always been called a “people pleaser”, and sometimes it comes across from certain people as “not a good thing”. Also, my room, and a lot of times parts of my home, look like a storage unit. And I never thought about it like you have. I show up for friends, my patients, my family, my livestock, my 2 kids and all of the things that entails. And I have MS. I’m always stressing out about how cluttered things get. But how you said that those other things are more important and to let that feeling go, is what I need to really start doing. Because like you said, on your death bed you will not give a shit about the clutter you’ve had throughout your life at home or work. It’s all of those other things. Thank you for helping me start to think differently about that because it bothers my OCD so much! Screw the clutter!

[@marykouhi4913]

Queen 👸 you deserve everything you are getting you worked so hard to be here!

[@devonbrooke9240]

Yessss Queen 👑 ilysm🥺 you’re so pretty ✨

[@raccoonlord7393]

I’m excited for the new collection of jewelry you are putting out! You should pick some random followers on your spam account to send your collection to . Love your videos , they are so entertaining. I would love to see a video about all your favorite hot spots in Bulgaria.

[@rararasputin1847]

so many beautiful messages in this video.. thank you for being you blair

[@hannahchen2051]

so stoked for the hair oil i rly need it thank u walnut we love u💕💕

[@wwomannc4834]

You are a beautiful girl and I’ve enjoyed following you!! Girl! Congrats on all your success and I cannot wait to watch and go along with you to Coachella. I’ve always wanted to go. Your outfits are the best! ❤️❤️❤️

[@WorldWideSims]

Yes! I love when you answer questions!!!

[@Quintinnharrington]

I don’t understand how you are not at 1 mill yet

[@paisleyhendrix43]

I think you are brilliant and a comedic genius plus a savvy business woman. I say you write a series about yourself and pitch it to a network . We would all watch . You remind me of the great comedy women of the past ‘ Lucille Ball, Carole Burnette, Tracy Ullman ect . Do it girl , you are a powerhous3 of talent

[@JewelryLegends]

clicked right away. i’ve never been so early.

[@jeannafagundoloveland96]

Love these kinds of videos!! Also your hair looks amazing!! ❤️ not me being tempted to dye my hair blonde tho 🗿

[@avigailbc1]

People that say you have BPD cleaely dont know what it is

[@markntr]

This video made me love you even more.

[@volleyballxloverx]

Immediately yes.

[@oussama8200]

Hi Emily

[@jasminebous9023]

“I’m not gonna post him after he gives me a ring because that can mean nothing” speaking from experience lmao

[@heyyhazy]

I love your staying grateful advice ❤️

[@mmalove98]

I’m just gunna say, dating a woman is worth trying if not just to figure out if you like it, as long as everyone is in the know it can be a wonderful learning rxperiece all around

[@stingraykitten1796]

AdHd Friend! This week's obsession is Jello, last week was peaches

[@allibell6795]

Mine was tomato salad and scrambled eggs

[@Sangeetha6785]

Blair, I loved this video. You gave really good advice. You’re a very intelligent, beautiful person and I wish we could be friends IRL.

[@jessicamendelsohn7455]

“Send the soup” what a mood

[@summer-xt1gg]

You’re so pretty brunette though! One day I hope you try it!!

[@bailey2136]

It’s literally so hard to cook for 1-2 people, totally understand you

[@asiaanthony4682]

I wanna see your natural hair!!

[@femafull]

17:37 best advice🥺❤️

[@call_me_jerry5229]

Will you ever do a meet and greet when you go to Bulgaria? ❤

[@catiamicaela22]

The hair is looking gooood 😘 Love from Portugal

[@Luna-ig6jk]

Your a good person. You have a big heart and sound like such a genuine friend 💛 and I'm so ready for the hair oil! I bleached my hair to the point it fell out too so I feel your pain. On my second year of healing it after cutting it off

[@lauren-oi5wh]

Blair this is my favorite video you’ve ever posted. I love all of your content always but this was so good. You’re just a lovely human being and I want to be your best friend but I guess I will settle for watching you on KZbin lol

[@ohheythereitsalexis]

the Sagittarius energy is STRONGGGGG 🥰

[@amandarobbins67]

Yes girl I live alone too and it’s so hard to cook for one person. I get it. Love the vid per usual ✨💖

[@jess6101]

I've watched this video twice bc its like hearing a friend update me on their life and I have adhd so I miss things and then I feel bad so I have to hear it all again so I feel like I'm a supportive girly to my favorite chaotic internet walnut 💛 I'm a sag sun and moon with that Capricorn rising, so I straight up vibe with your chaos bc its too similar to mine 😅😅

[@HoneyHarmon]

my cat and i love watching ur videos

[@amenisafra9711]

Hahahaha don't you ever let anyone underestimate you... When ever someone tells you that what you are doing is easy and worthless just walk away and let them do it themselves...

[@lynzblk]

17:40 God I love u so much Blair 🥹

[@Jess-Rabbit]

Having a baseline of happiness that I did when I was a kid isn't hopeful for some of us. I've had anxiety and anger my whole life and distinctly recall crying in the shower as a child over fear of something happening to people I care about or what I will feel like when something bad does happen one day. So I guess the best I can hope for is to be slightly less depressed than now. Great

[@ghostg1rlx]

ty for this therapy session

[@Sassysonia1234]

I hope your family is okay! Love your video and the new hair looks sooooooooooo good. Also more power to the people who use OF, but girly people are so creepy. There has been a thing recently where people screen record OF content and post it to public platforms. It’s honestly very sick, but it seems like the best solution is to just never do that.

[@bethdavisjimenez]

how can anyone say you don't do anything? If you weren't beautiful, people would say you were the hardest worker on earth. I'm so frustrated with people hating on people just because they are beautiful.

[@jamessanders8895]

My name is Christina. I really want to buy my mother an amazing wig, where do you recommend I go online? Thank you so much for talking about your hair, because hearing about it will make my mom feel better. Every woman should feel beautiful.

[@Luna-ig6jk]

BelleTress is a very good brand!

[@jamessanders8895]

@@Luna-ig6jk Thank you for letting me know! I've never bought a wig before and I really want to get my mom something that she will love and want to wear. Do you know of a great make-up brand that won't irritate my mother's and my skin?

[@Luna-ig6jk]

I really like honest beauty! But make sure to read the package or the website and see if it's hypoallergenic and fragrance free.

[@maritarykkelid5206]

Y.E.S identify so much with what you say about mirroring others (all though I do believe you can make a conscious choice to avoid that in cases of for example non-reciprocal affection etc. though) and just cutting out or not allowing yourself to get affected by people who just aren’t good people or just have their issues. ♥️

[@christihenderson732]

Love seeing you be your true wonderful self! ❤

[@Nyaatastic]

We stan a bisexual kween!!!

[@georgia8592]

Love your transparency 🥰

[@starsigngirl9789]

I love you Blair 😂❤️❤️ your gorgeous

[@alina1216]

Bruh she’s making me laugh… Like all the jokes are hitting today !! 🤣 I’m not making fun of her. I just appreciate the Blair Walnuts 🤘

[@ivys5367]

waiting for u to drop the hair oil 😭 love the video B

[@billyjean3118]

Why did your “be proud of yourself” comment make me cry 😢

[@alissacook6937]

Everytime my house is a mess I quote one of your videos “HOT GIRLS DON’T CLEAN!” Haha. I’ve always wanted to bleach my hair, it’s naturally blonde but not THAT blonde, I’m just afraid it will ruin my hair. My hair strands are pretty thin but I have a lot of hair and it’s naturally curly.

[@firefeethok_tui2355]

Youre no airhead. Make no mistake. Also the mom thing is tough. Same here and took me a whole lot longer to do what youve already done. Youre way ahead of so many people. Dont sell yourself short. Maybe you run a little…but woman you do it with syle and wit. When you fimd someone who knocks your socks off…walk away…. bc that person will treat you just like your mom did/ does. What we learn as love in childhood, is the one unfortuante thing that knocks our socks off in adulthood. You will be a great therapist one day yourself, if you so choose to. I tell people who are in their middle of something really terrible, when they’re having a hard times…..that it is like a tornado or the flu, it won’t last forever… it will be over with, and things will always get better. They always get better.

[@gabi.melotti]

Such Sagittarius personality ♐️ Sagittarians are optimistic, lovers of freedom, hilarious, fair-minded, honest and intellectual. They are spontaneous and fun, usually with a lot of friends, and are perhaps the best conversationalists in the zodiac

[@AngelGarcia-oe9xz]

Girl this is why you are the greatest

[@divyatandon1015]

Thank You Blair for this answer that i was looking for as a defence to call it out, in case I need it, though that i know it internally every second. Only that i do not have words to out in what i knew! Wow! You rock!