As a faithful KFS watcher, I’ve never known Megan in this way! I’m so thankful for her courage, strength, resilience and faith to continue to open up about her journey. I can honestly say, I’ve been able to praise and honor God unashamedly from watching a peer be so proud to do it. You are needed Megan! ♥️
@briawilson65069 ай бұрын
We didn’t get to see her like this. Shift the atmosphere (physically and figuratively), and we see such a difference. I’m so happy that she is willing to be herself in front of the world!
@DoubleR19889 ай бұрын
Check out her POD in totality
@cvstaff229 ай бұрын
Agreed!!
@rlockett22599 ай бұрын
Couldn’t agree more!!!!
@arlitacarter5659 ай бұрын
Lord! That was so good. I want to be the one he knew! I'm in a car coming back from Tennessee, and I wanted to stop my car and shout all up and down this highway! If I was there, I'd be running around the room, too. This has been the best episode yet! Thank you!
@meauxjojo9 ай бұрын
I need Megan to write a devotional. This was too good!
@eboniwilkins9459 ай бұрын
I second this!!!!!!
@sixteen.candles.46449 ай бұрын
This!!!I'm about to follow her everywhere.
@Healing_on_a_bluecouch_9 ай бұрын
I cried at the sincerity of "I want to be the one he knew"... Come on Megan 😢😭
@brittanysnipes30639 ай бұрын
Megannnn !!! She said "As for me right now, I GOT to be the one that he KNEW" I have to focus on being the one that he knew" THAT hits HOME
@Misspersepshen9 ай бұрын
Megan is one of those gems, she is true definition of last shall be first. She went from being a powerful tool in the background to Might Force that we cannot ignore.
@LissaGalore8 ай бұрын
This is something that needs to be watched over and over . I needed this . Thanks y’all ❤️
@arielelisa90129 ай бұрын
“Focus on being the one He knew” … that’s my goal. Thanks for articulating that. ❤
@nolimitlain9 ай бұрын
crystal is really bringing nothing but greatness to the couch!!!! 🥹🙌🏾
@michellem.70979 ай бұрын
Literally, nothing but...
@simonejdevone9 ай бұрын
This is my first introduction to Megan...God was given the glory in this conversation 🤎
@ap_nailed.thattt9 ай бұрын
As an mom of an autistic son, this beginning HIT ME HARD 🥺 I understood all of Megan’s feelings. Thank you for this space Crystal! Y’all are truly blessing us.♥️♥️
@nosindisomyeni9 ай бұрын
Oh my word me too as and the water works 😭
@acoley309 ай бұрын
I did as well. I mean every last word she spoke was me down to the prayer. I’m so grateful that she kinda of branched off on her own it was not only a blessing for her to grow but it allows others to grow as well. Man this was so good and necessary.
@Msyoung19909 ай бұрын
I had to pause it and love on my son some more and thank God for him. It's tough, but we got this as parents with kids that require special attention.
@sixteen.candles.46449 ай бұрын
Me too. Whew.
@lindsaygullatte-lee85849 ай бұрын
yes as a special needs mom....our babies are so amazing and he is forever my teacher
@NELLIE08129 ай бұрын
Megan speaks a different type of life into people. She is an amazing person to watch because she speaks to your soul. She a person we did not know we needed until we got her! Forever grateful for her stepping into her own and coming out of shadows that really allows us to know her!!!!
@sixteen.candles.46449 ай бұрын
This. Now I have to follow her
@anshayn9 ай бұрын
My goodness Megan needs to pass the offering plate❤❤ i did a praise dance when she said " i want to be the one He knew"; " i am a flawed human being but I am not fake": "the urgency on the health of our soul": "asking God about the new season"; " I get to focus on.." this episode was a true blessing. Thank you for taking to Megan Ashley. Keep keeping it positive Crystal.. Love u hon
@KyeBeGreat9 ай бұрын
I had to pause the video to type this. I struggle so much with shame. Shame of having my daughter out of wedlock, leaving her father, choosing the person I chose to be her father thinking he was sent by God. So much shame. Thank you for speaking about God’s forgiveness. I’m bawling my eyes out right now lol
@lisha4589 ай бұрын
The amount of times I cried watching this! “I want to be known by the one who created me. Not known by everyone else!!” This was a blessing… I needed this ep. God bless you ladies. ❤🙏🏾🙌🏾
@CT-hz6mz8 ай бұрын
"Even when he has 99.9% of me I'm trash" .....Lord nobody is admitting that, please bless her exceedingly and abundantly with no harm done. 🥺🏆🤘🏽💖
@shelbyspellman30469 ай бұрын
Y’all please disregard me , I’ll be here making time stamps of the parts that had me shook! 21:45 👏🏾 26:04😩 36:56‼️ 54:24 💕
@TashaBlack85069 ай бұрын
Listen!!!!!!! She said a word!!
@johnson489319 ай бұрын
MVP❤
@nickinicki16399 ай бұрын
SOOOOO GOODDDDD🙌🏾👏🏾
@stlchic2629 ай бұрын
Sissss! Thanks for taking notes for us! Because I'm in total agreement with the impact of all of these timestamps. ❤😊
@kawandairvin72739 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤
@cherisitaa9 ай бұрын
WOOOOOOW Megan!! Megan!! God is using you in so many ways and all I can say is thank you for allowing God to use you and your voice to heal women like myself. Thank youuuuu!!!!!
@Itsjustlysa9 ай бұрын
I was pregnant at 19 and forced self in a marriage because it felt better. I’m divorced, I’ve healed from it. Megan thank you so much for renewing my soul all over with your powerful words now that I’m navigating at 28. ❤
@teanishahaggard73579 ай бұрын
Megan is dropping so many gems. 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
@twistedtee6489 ай бұрын
I had so many ah ha moments!
@_DearDiary__9 ай бұрын
Few weeks ago, I said to myself them two doing an episode together would be beautiful together. They spirits reminded me of each other.
@QuajahTrice9 ай бұрын
Omg me too, I thought the same thing this morning !
@newszn_9 ай бұрын
Same!!!
@nunuarmani9 ай бұрын
Ughhh this podcast spoke life into me , Megan has a gift truly . I wish to be able to experience it more often as like a mentorship or accountability partner . I love how she breaks the word down to be so relatable in all aspects . B Simone was lucky to encounter her and vise versa to introduce her to us . I wouldn’t ever wanna lose a friend like Megan . 💗
@lemogangmonnahela90919 ай бұрын
I am with you sis, I would never ever want to lose a friend like Megan cos whew. I am also praying for BSimone, God is really doing a work in her heart but I really do sense fear from her as it pertains to losing the life she's built, the endless invitations, etc... God has his hand on her.
@bonivermectin40875 ай бұрын
@@lemogangmonnahela9091 YES! God loves her too. I sense what you're saying is true - scared to let go of the identity she's created in the world and embrace the true one that comes from her Creator
@lemogangmonnahela90915 ай бұрын
@@bonivermectin4087 definitely and I kinda feel she's at a cross road, whether she senses it is another thing... The reality is, the quality of company/friends, etc we keep also plays a huge role in facilitating that transition. I mean look how hard she was going after God when she and Meg were friends... TBH, her current company is rather questionable in that regard... Just from my observations. But I'm trusting the Lord to send her the right people.
@lornalawson63939 ай бұрын
Wow! I have a special needs son that sings as well. Beautiful voice! Yes they are so special, there are so many occasions where God has used my son to out of the blue sing a song that ministered to my situation which had me in tears. I have experienced the love and awesomeness of God through him.
@Shardaisy9 ай бұрын
Loved this episode! And love that her mom stood by her side while she was pregnant. How beautiful.
@lomie879 ай бұрын
This conversation definitely blessed my soul. I have to stop allowing the enemy to constantly remind me of my past. Past mistakes and past failures. I have to take back what the enemy constantly tries to steal from me. I must remember who my father says I am to him. He has already forgiven me so I must forgive myself and let the past die so my future can live.
@janiecorbitt48418 ай бұрын
Megan you spoke to my soul with this episode, I a single mom of 3 with my firstborn being autistic as well really hit home for me, and the part where you spoke about him knowing us and saying well done when we get to heaven resonated so deeply writhing my heart because that is one of my greatest desires as well, God bless you and your family this message was so encouraging…glory to God ✝️💕
@cvstaff229 ай бұрын
Wow I’m so grateful to not only hear Megan’s journey but hear more of what she has to say! I love seeing her on this solo journey that seems to be so in alignment for her
@BrianaCatron9 ай бұрын
2 amazing women having such an intentional and meaningful conversation. ❤❤❤
@MissC3339 ай бұрын
I absolutely LOVE that Meghan is no longer working with B S. And allowing God to direct her path. Crystal is more in alignment with her and this is a blessing to see them together. Well, off to the gym while listening yaaaay let’s GO….
@sincerelylatasha9 ай бұрын
Theres such a beauty in her transparency, wisdom, and authenticity. Thank you for sharing your life woth us Megan, and thanks Crystal for continuing to use your gift of your platform to bring us the fullness of those you bring on your couch.❤
@kyeashapeterson3989 ай бұрын
My two favorite people. I listen to both of y’all podcast every week. God has brought these to beautiful spiritual women to grow and learn the power of God. Meagan has such a good heart. The fact that she went through a divorce and walking away from a platform with a best friend she knew for 20 years. She is still strong and brave. There is a God. Many more blessings to come to her and her family. Thank you Crystal we needed to hear this today. Great episode 👏💕🙌🙏🏾 #KIPS❤
@__4theloveofkj9 ай бұрын
I'm 18 minutes in and I'm already sobbing. Crystal, thank you so much for having such great people on your platform. It's so real and raw. You have no idea how much light you have shed on my life. Megan is such a beautiful soul, and you allowed her to shine even more to us. OHHH and YESSS CHANGE FAMILY!! You are the one who led me back into church and to really dig deeper in my spiritual journey. I recently became a member of Change and even got accepted onto the Global team! I really can't thank you enough for just being you and having this platform!
@jessacreativemind9 ай бұрын
MEGAAAAAAAAANNNNN!!!! Ma'am. Good Lord! I threw about 5 shoes at you listening to this! Continue to allow God to use you in the unique way that he uses you. Sooooo good. What really got me was breaking down the revelation God gave concerning the scripture, "Depart from me I never knew you..."
@alexismays60139 ай бұрын
I definitely feel Megan when she said she is afraid of intimacy but praying for God to soften my heart so that I can experience loving and safe relationships with ppl and understand that it’s ok to be disappointed and have healthy conflict. Loved love loved this episode 🤍
@marianaya58245 ай бұрын
I love hearing and seeing Megan where ever she shows up because she is a true vessel for God's believing spirit and a great example for other believers of all Faiths. She is (without knowing it of course) bringing me back to my desire to become close to God every day. peace and love
@lemogangmonnahela90914 ай бұрын
Praise God 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽💞💞💞
@patd8699 ай бұрын
Megan dropped so many God nuggets in this interview. She articulates the word of God and her feelings so well. This was a true blessing.
@natalieatkinson35489 ай бұрын
OMG, I can't wait to hear the gems that are about to drop, When God is in the midst you cant go wrong 🙌🏽 🙏🏽
@spoildchik19 ай бұрын
YEEEEEEESSSSSSS To All of this!!! I have never seen women that remind me so much of myself... I literally feel like this was God saying, 'See Youre not alone!' #WowGod
@lillians51185 ай бұрын
Here from KFS and I have started watching Megan on her solo pod but she will always bring me to tears and give me chills. AMEN
@Intelexx9 ай бұрын
This episode was right on time! Megan is amazing and Crystal, just wow, you got some heavy hitters this season. I’m so excited to see who else is going to be gracing this platform! Love you so much! Keep ‘em coming!
@allthingsjanee71929 ай бұрын
OOOOOOOOMEEEEEEEEGEEEEEEEEEEEE my two favorite podcasts linking up together!!!🤙🏾🤍💃🏾
@delorescampbell28999 ай бұрын
Im ao glad that crystal is using her platform to GLORIFY GOD. KEEP SEEKING HIM YALL BECAUSE THERE IS DEEPER AND HIGHER HEIGHT!! YOUR UNDER A GOOD MINISTRY.
@ourbreakthroughpodcast93539 ай бұрын
Wooh!!! From the very beginning I knew Megan Ashley was special, because I’ve never heard anybody (not even leaders in the church) speak to my trauma/hurt/pain/experiences the way that she has. It’s almost like she gives voice and reason to the mental/emotional struggles that I’ve battled with in this life and sparks a new generation of women who are willing to STAND UP for their lives and say, “I’m here...I’m one of God’s OWN and I’m willing to FIGHT!!” Because what WE (the Kingdom and believers) are doing in this dark world is a FIGHT. I’ve always said it and have heard others say it before: The people who are suicidal don’t want to die. They just want the pain to end/stop.” I praise God that I know Jesus and that HE cares for me, even when I can’t care for myself. 🙏🏾🙌🏾
@La_Leocadia9 ай бұрын
By FAR my FAVORITE episode and I LOVE this podcast! I have really struggled this year in every way you could imagine. I turned 40 and life just does not look like how I thought or wanted it to. I subscribed to In Totality Patreon regardless of my financial struggle because that is how much I value Megan and what she has to say. There were times this year I felt so alone and MEGAN would somehow make me feel like I had someone who TRULY understands. She is the type of person I’ll support and invest in time and time again because I do NOT want to go without her wisdom!! I pray you never worry about finances and that you are prosperous and in TOTAL PEACE. You deserve all the blessings coming to you! You have helped so many of us. ✨✨✨
@daviapalmer19839 ай бұрын
One thing about it, that Megan Ashley will always deliver a message!!! ❤
@whoknowsbettytoo7 ай бұрын
Wow!! Megan's story is so amazing, I didn't even realise how much she's been through. Amazing interview! Really loved the questions asked.
@zackarybates40659 ай бұрын
I been watching Ms Megan for a while and she is such an inspiration to so many young women. Thank you for walking in your calling. Love and respect.!!
@takuen-g1g9 ай бұрын
When Meagan said l want to be the one he knew,gosh ,l literally had goosebumps..that was sooo deep ,and that scripture scares me too but l can only be redeemed if l stay to be the one God created me to be
@traciethomas88749 ай бұрын
Megan dropped some 🔥. I love her courage, transparency, and desire to please God first. I pray blessings for her. Great interview.
@dinahbureau27409 ай бұрын
I really understand her my daughter has a son that is artistic and he was diagnosed with it at 2 years old he’s 20 years old now and my grandson is going through the same thing my daughter is a great mom to him and his father passed 10 years ago and I really know everything she’s feeling and saying Many blessings Megan she brought me too tears 😢
@amandahooverlester8 ай бұрын
The WORD of God is hitting hard in this one. Praise God Crystal for how you are stewarding this platform. You go girl. Megan you got my attention and your words are ministering. 💪❤
@lifeofamom19239 ай бұрын
I was literally just saying we needed this collab!! So happy for what God is doing for and through you two 💗🫶🏽✨
@kimberlynabors48259 ай бұрын
Honey she done gave a Whole Word!!!!🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
@TanyaEHood8 ай бұрын
I am so glad God had you share. I feel like the growth in the dark causes us to add unnecessary pressure. I am encouraged more to just move in the relationships that I am in the way that I am doing it and be ok with it. Thanks so much!
@princesskaee9 ай бұрын
you don’t even understand i screamed when i saw thisssss i can’t waitttttt
@discoveringdee44079 ай бұрын
I am literally in Megan’s head. It is comforting knowing that I’m alone in a lot of the feelings and views I have on my life right now. I appreciate her vulnerability and honesty. I’ve learned so much! ❤❤❤❤
@Kendrasway9 ай бұрын
I never thought I’d get to see THIS episode! I absolutely love these two!!!🎉
@bettybell80694 ай бұрын
You are so loved❤Megan. And your testimoy is helping , people. God bless you.
@barancas2u8 ай бұрын
Thanks for reminding us that ALL children are fearfully and wonderfully made!!! God is sooo good!!!
@KieraLove909 ай бұрын
I just love Megan! She literally explains my deepest feelings so well I feel so seen when I listen to her…I never feel I can express this side of myself out of fear that people will think I’m weird or I always want to talk about my feelings but these are the conversations that we need to be having the world is becoming so shallow and material driven it just makes me want to seek God even more I’m soul thankful for podcasts like this it assures me that I’m not alone ❤
@tonipate62709 ай бұрын
We are all fearfully and wonderfully made, I have to continue to remind myself of that . I was pregnant out of wedlock and at that time you had to go before the church and ask for forgiveness. That same child has brought me so much joy and I thank God everyday that I gave birth to her.
@angelaprice9219 ай бұрын
I say thank you Lord first then I go straight to the Bible app for the verse of the day, my plans that I have saved them work out before work. It’s good to hear this interview. Thank you ladies 🙏🏾
@meeeu57 ай бұрын
I LOVE THIS PODCAST. Wow Megan isn’t just beauty but she’s brains too!!! i love the stuff she shared 🩷🩷🩷
@AdinaTeMusic9 ай бұрын
28:00minutes in and I am losing it, boohoo crying like a baby. Ooooooh GOD I THANK YOU. Megan Ashley thank you for being obedient! that’s all I can say right now! Since the first podcast KFS…. I felt called to watch more of you because you have a gift. I knew you had something to say. Thank you for being obedient. I truly pray your podcast grows beyond your expectations. 🌻🌻🙌🏿🙌🏿
@AzyahStinnett-ys3nl4 ай бұрын
I literally paused the video before Megan could say her “keep it” answer and my thoughts was to “Keep it faithful sweetie” and I paused it back just for her to say the exact same answer. This warms my heart in so many ways. Very very touching video. ❤️👏🏽
@vgueafrica5 ай бұрын
I ain't never cried so much. Best episode apart from your solo ones🥹🥺💚
@jhnsnstar9 ай бұрын
This episode is soo good. Megan was preaching. Keep going and spreading the word of God and your testimony. Thank you Crystal for this episode and all the others. You are giving life!!
@eloiartistrytv8 ай бұрын
My God🙌🏽 ! May the lord continue to use you Meagan ! Meagan understand that you are anointed for such a time as this! You may not want to be a pastor or preacher, but God is already using you for his kingdom just by sharing his light through you. I truly want to thank both of you for your obedience! & please Keep these coming Crystal🥰
@telly_talks14979 ай бұрын
I’m half way into this episode and it is literally blessing my entire soul! I love 💕 this. God is really using Megan to speak to the people, so beautiful to watch her evolve into who God has created her to be! Thank you Crystal for using your platform to help others 😊
@sammyjspeaks8 ай бұрын
Wowww... when she said and explained I want to be the one God knew and not the one everyone knows", I felt that. It is so true because that verse of 'depart from me I never knew you' also scares me so much and this explanation brings so much light to me. Wow Meghan is so wise and her light shines so bright. This is so inspiring😍😍
@shan13689 ай бұрын
Megan you are the GOAT I needed this podcast today🎉🙌🏽😇💎 *gems* GOD SEND ME TO THIS PODCAST🙏🏾🤗
@gldaniel19809 ай бұрын
This is going to be so powerful and I can’t wait to watch!!! I absolutely love Megan and the Mark she is making on the world ❤❤
@spokenbygiinger53029 ай бұрын
I truly see Gods love & grace through Megan. This episode was so wholesome and insightful. Crystal you are also heaven sent, & this convo was divine timing. I love when God brings his people together & bless us with this conversations like this. God bless yall 🙏🏾
@KM-me5dp5 ай бұрын
Beautiful episode!!! You both have such a light!
@aastriagathings65369 ай бұрын
Such a powerful episode 👏🏾 ❤. That shame conversation really spoke to me and was exactly the word I needed to receive ❤. Thank you ladies 😘
@notion47686 ай бұрын
This podcast reply has inspired me 😢 Reminds me of who I was and how I have overcome all my challenges 😢 She spoke to my heart, and makes me proud that I wasn't going through it alone that people around me go through this too. Thank you Crystal ❤
@ashleejr19 ай бұрын
Megan. Girl. The anointing on your life is so apparent. Thank you for sharing your story ❤
@janeennicole819 ай бұрын
God truly is faithful and this conversation is evidence of His faithfulness. God-breathed!! Thank you Crystal and Megan for your obedience. It’s truly inspiring❤.
@beechannel278 ай бұрын
This was so helpful and encouraging! I resonated with so much that was said by both of yall. 😊❤
@tia33699 ай бұрын
Thank you Crystal for being obedient with this platform!!!! These interviews have been so important, helpful and much needed!!! The transparency in this interview was 🔥 🔥🔥🔥🔥woo🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️💎💎💎💎💎💎💎💎💎💎💎🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@brittanyb92929 ай бұрын
Megan was speaking. I loved that she talked about purging and shame and also making sure that God knows you. Also, being the person that God created. Very powerful.
@princessj8309 ай бұрын
Wow!!! Well said, Megan!❤ "I want to be the one He knew. " Powerful !
@Kenesha_9 ай бұрын
Such an amazing episode! I love Megan and her transparency during her walk. I have taken nothing but gems and my walk with God has grown. You got a new subscriber. ❤
@QuajahTrice9 ай бұрын
Omgggg I’m so here for this !! Let’s go Meg !!! God is so good
@kmgriffin859 ай бұрын
I feel like I need to get my tissues ready for this one. This is going to be so good!
@breanna.beauty9 ай бұрын
Absolutely loved this episode. God will break you to position you in his fullness. ❤️🙏🏾
@ruththom-moore67879 ай бұрын
I'm so happy I've watched this. So refreshing to my soul🙏🏽
@accordingtodaye9 ай бұрын
that Got me ! When you said you want everyone to see your change and that's been me. I have been trying so hard. I mean I stopped smoking weed, after smoking for 10-years. It hasnt been 6-months yet but in two more months it will be. IGod had convicted me three yearrs ago on my 27th birthday about weed. I also, have been going to church more so consistently, after losing my job, and going to bible study etc, and lately I have not been spending time with God, feeling spiritually dry and disconnected but I know it's me , not him....... I also agree with you. I just got back home from ohio this weekend, to see my brother graudate college. It was such a blesssing and big deal because I went to college but never finished. I remember sitting in the hotel room and jus. thinking whats next for you now, since I'll be turning 30 in 2024. I went on a walk and was talking wsith God, stating lord i know the plans I have had forf myself but I don't know the plans he has for me. i KNOW it's for a hope and a future, but perosnally in my life and spiritually I dont know whats next.
@MRSJBJ9 ай бұрын
Megan Ashley this is your calling........when i hear and see you i see God ❣❣❣
@cherylmcgee71949 ай бұрын
Crystal, you have had great episodes, but this one for me is amazing. Thank you and Megan for this. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@kiaragrace10959 ай бұрын
I love Megan Ashley and her content .. she looks so refreshing and well rested since she left the podcast
@nakeeiagarland11759 ай бұрын
This episode is truly a blessing. I'm on the journey of fully surrendering myself to God.
@paulettepoole54769 ай бұрын
ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL INTERVIEW. MEGAN KEEP ALLOWING GOD TO USE YOU🌹
@BookNerdFree9 ай бұрын
I love Megan’s vulnerability and realness!
@beegawgeous9 ай бұрын
Her transparency, openness, and strength is so amazing!!! OMG!!! Megan Ashley is truly a beautiful woman inside and out! 😢♥️🥹
@Beautiful3839 ай бұрын
Amazing episode ladies! Love your obedience & perseverance Meg 💛💫
@tamanykabooker70867 ай бұрын
I'm so glad I watched this episode today. I know I'm late. This touched and related to my life in so many ways. Thank you Crystal, thank you Megan. This transparency is what I needed to say...I got this. ❤
@Sherryqueenshevisions9 ай бұрын
Oh my my my! The faucet story. 😢 Thank you for being the messenger for me today. Love it and feeling good. Thanks ❤
@breneshiawashington32988 ай бұрын
Ohhhh I knowwwwwwww I needed this. “Be the one HE knew! More than being known by everyone else”yeahhh. I sooo needed this
@mrsdivana785 ай бұрын
"I got to be the one He knew." That thing just preached. My God!
@nickinicki16399 ай бұрын
🙌🏾Whewwww this blessed my entire soul!! 🙌🏾I took so many notes! I love Crystal for making her comfortable enough to open up.. definitely added to my favorites